December 4th, 2007
Sin felt like sh*t.
Exhaustion was waning on him heavily as he passed from the chaos of the Rambling Rose to the cold and bare streets of Rhy'din's downtown. Were he in better health, he would have gone with Seamus and Allen to the hospital, but he was lucky to be still standing after exerting that much energy to transport Seamus to the hospital alone.
It was with a heavy heart that Sin groped for a nearby park bench and collapsed onto it. He had been here earlier, though the light snow had washed away his scent and Winter's, and the memory of conversation had washed out of his mind. Feather-light snow and a duckless duck pond -- that wasn't so bad for bed companions, was it?
He closed his eyes. Between his frozen lover and Sin's own dead body, he was accustomed to the cold -- even now, long after midnight when the cold was as bitter and morose as his mood. In the gathered dark, he exhaled a wheezed breath and forgot the pain of his injuries. Once upon a time, before he had even met Tir, Sinjin used to sleep on park benches with frequency -- why couldn't he now? Home seemed so far away. Looking no better than a battered corpse in a stolen suit, Sin fell asleep utterly alone.
When he woke up again, that was no longer the case.
He had been stripped clean of his destroyed suit and placed to rest in a warm bed. He took a breath; the air smelled old, like books and dust and comfort. Sin shifted tiredly in the thick, tangled bedsheets, confused and groggy as he lurched to sit up.. and slowly, another scent slapped him harshly in the face.
Blood. Beautiful, intoxicating blood.
Sin snapped a look aside where a body was chained to the wall, odd amongst all the other finery in the bedroom; a man, undoubtedly still alive though he was still and silent as the dead, his body unmarred but for a small, gently oozing cut on his neck. All at once Sin realized what, exactly, had stirred him from slumber.
The scent alone was enough. Drawn like a feral, unfed animal, Sinjin slithered quickly forward and latched his teeth onto the man's neck; the Spaniard moaned, he whimpered with the taste of life, but his victim made no sound. Sin didn't question. What was there to question, his mind asked. Providence was at hand and the sinner gave no hesitation to embrace it.
He fed until his hunger fled him on bloody, sluggish wings and control seemed a more approachable goal again; Sin pulled his mouth back and closed the wounds he made, pressing a finger to the man's throat. His pulse was gentle and fluttering, but there. He was still alive.
Sated, Sinjin took a moment to observe the bedroom. In a moment of clarity, he began to realize that he had been here before. Once upon a time, this was Sigma's bedroom -- it looked untouched since whenever Sigma had left. Sinjin suspected that Ambrose didn't have the heart to abandon all hope of his child's return. Hesitant, the sinner found a pair of loose cotton pants hanging over the back of a chair and slid them on, slipping cautiously toward the door as he did. The door was open and the hall was empty, noiseless but for the ticking of a grandfather clock elsewhere.
Like a tentative child with fear of being caught, Sin crept slowly down the hall and toward the stairs, peering between the railing bars toward the living room. He stood stock still and froze when he saw the Elder sitting there.
It was something out of an odd painting, or perhaps a Caroll story. A man dressed in a dark suit, sitting before a table where he was writing a letter on parchment; a hookah lay smoking just beside, smoke curling upwards and tangling thickly in the ceiling fan. Ambrose didn't look up, but his soft voice echoed quietly through the Victorian era home. "Come, Sinjin."
The spaniard hesitated yet again, unsure. Would he run away again? Would he only tease with his presence? Maybe so, maybe not, his mind told him. Only one way to find out.
The sinner crept down the stairs and moved uneasily into the living room; at it's best and neatest, the place still reeked of death. Chaus's old lover, Nymph, had been killed on the same chandelier he now walked under as he sat opposite of the Elder and waited. What was there to say?
Ambrose continued to write. Sin found it strange for a moment, seeing as the Elder rarely picked up a pen for leisurely purposes, but didn't think long on it. All he could do was stare at the man who had avoided him like a plague for so long. When Sin didn't speech, Ambrose's cool cobalt eyes focused on him with a raised brow. "I am sure you have questions."
"I--" Sin blinked dumbly. Questions? "I.. can't think of any to ask," he confessed quietly, looking down at his hands.
"Then I can give you no answers," the Father said logically, passive as ever. Setting aside his pen, he picked up the hookah again. A rare indulgence, but one he enjoyed. After inhaling, the smoke wreathed out of his lips like a dragon; he folded the letter as he spoke. "And I will not idle on them; that is not the purpose of your presence here."
Of course not, his mind replied. Why would Ambrose ever care to heal Sin's broken nature? If anything, the Elder was always the one to break him. "Then what is my purpose?" Sin lost any softness in his tone. If he was here for business, then he would keep it business and forget he had a heart for a little bit longer.
Ambrose tucked the letter in a plain enveloped and reached aside for a stick of wax and a seal, warming both as he spoke. "I am leaving shortly to return to Newport; the affairs of Rhy'din are something I no longer care for." He dripped the crimson wax onto the back of the envelope and pressed the seal into it. "Whether you choose to take the reins or leave it for another fool is your priority." After he gave the seal a moment to solidify, Ambrose handed the letter to Sin.
Sin, unsure of what to do other then give typically snide obedience, took the letter. He observed it for a moment, turning it in his fingers. "Do not open it," Ambrose murmured suddenly. "Until the right time." The younger kindred snapped a look up to his Father; for a moment, there was a raw emotion there they both understood. This was it. This was everything.
Ambrose pushed up from his desk and buttoned his suit cuffs. All at once, Sinjin began to feel an aching urgency. Was this really it? "Will I see you again before you leave?"
The Elder did not pause. He buttoned his suit coat as the hookah extinguished. "I am not one to guess what the future holds, Sinjin." Quietly, he began to move toward the door.
Sin panicked and began to scramble after him inelegantly. "But--" --what about me? "--what about Faye?"
That caused Ambrose pause. He looked aside quietly with something that was too akin to sadness; a great weight of emotion Sinjin had never seen on him, and Sin immediately regretted speaking her name. "She will do as her title implies," he whispered without looking at him.
Without another pause to stall him, Ambrose moved forward, quietly opening the front door; the sun was just beginning to rise as the Elder took to the streets. Sin, too stunned to do anything other than clutch his letter and wonder why, scrambled after Ambrose and stopped short on the porch's steps. "Ambrose!" He sounded desperate; his voice cracked. No, no, his mind said. I need you here. Need you.
Once more, the Elder stilled, tipping a brief, apathetic look over his shoulder at the spaniard from his position in the snow-slicked street. Sinjin's heart wrenched in his throat and the words simply could not come out; he could only mouth them over and over again.
For a moment, it appeared he might turn back -- might regard his child's misplaced affection and worry.. but the mirage only lasted for a moment. Mist crawled up from the Elder's ankles and slowly upward, whisking him away.
For a time, Sin stared lamely at the spot where Ambrose had been, his hands shaking, his mind racing in circles.. but slowly, he looked back at the Elder's large, now empty mansion house. Quietly, he slipped inside; the weight on his shoulders increased with every footstep.
By the time he reached the stairs, Sinjin could do nothing but collapse and weep bitter, sad tears.
Sin felt like sh*t.
Exhaustion was waning on him heavily as he passed from the chaos of the Rambling Rose to the cold and bare streets of Rhy'din's downtown. Were he in better health, he would have gone with Seamus and Allen to the hospital, but he was lucky to be still standing after exerting that much energy to transport Seamus to the hospital alone.
It was with a heavy heart that Sin groped for a nearby park bench and collapsed onto it. He had been here earlier, though the light snow had washed away his scent and Winter's, and the memory of conversation had washed out of his mind. Feather-light snow and a duckless duck pond -- that wasn't so bad for bed companions, was it?
He closed his eyes. Between his frozen lover and Sin's own dead body, he was accustomed to the cold -- even now, long after midnight when the cold was as bitter and morose as his mood. In the gathered dark, he exhaled a wheezed breath and forgot the pain of his injuries. Once upon a time, before he had even met Tir, Sinjin used to sleep on park benches with frequency -- why couldn't he now? Home seemed so far away. Looking no better than a battered corpse in a stolen suit, Sin fell asleep utterly alone.
When he woke up again, that was no longer the case.
He had been stripped clean of his destroyed suit and placed to rest in a warm bed. He took a breath; the air smelled old, like books and dust and comfort. Sin shifted tiredly in the thick, tangled bedsheets, confused and groggy as he lurched to sit up.. and slowly, another scent slapped him harshly in the face.
Blood. Beautiful, intoxicating blood.
Sin snapped a look aside where a body was chained to the wall, odd amongst all the other finery in the bedroom; a man, undoubtedly still alive though he was still and silent as the dead, his body unmarred but for a small, gently oozing cut on his neck. All at once Sin realized what, exactly, had stirred him from slumber.
The scent alone was enough. Drawn like a feral, unfed animal, Sinjin slithered quickly forward and latched his teeth onto the man's neck; the Spaniard moaned, he whimpered with the taste of life, but his victim made no sound. Sin didn't question. What was there to question, his mind asked. Providence was at hand and the sinner gave no hesitation to embrace it.
He fed until his hunger fled him on bloody, sluggish wings and control seemed a more approachable goal again; Sin pulled his mouth back and closed the wounds he made, pressing a finger to the man's throat. His pulse was gentle and fluttering, but there. He was still alive.
Sated, Sinjin took a moment to observe the bedroom. In a moment of clarity, he began to realize that he had been here before. Once upon a time, this was Sigma's bedroom -- it looked untouched since whenever Sigma had left. Sinjin suspected that Ambrose didn't have the heart to abandon all hope of his child's return. Hesitant, the sinner found a pair of loose cotton pants hanging over the back of a chair and slid them on, slipping cautiously toward the door as he did. The door was open and the hall was empty, noiseless but for the ticking of a grandfather clock elsewhere.
Like a tentative child with fear of being caught, Sin crept slowly down the hall and toward the stairs, peering between the railing bars toward the living room. He stood stock still and froze when he saw the Elder sitting there.
It was something out of an odd painting, or perhaps a Caroll story. A man dressed in a dark suit, sitting before a table where he was writing a letter on parchment; a hookah lay smoking just beside, smoke curling upwards and tangling thickly in the ceiling fan. Ambrose didn't look up, but his soft voice echoed quietly through the Victorian era home. "Come, Sinjin."
The spaniard hesitated yet again, unsure. Would he run away again? Would he only tease with his presence? Maybe so, maybe not, his mind told him. Only one way to find out.
The sinner crept down the stairs and moved uneasily into the living room; at it's best and neatest, the place still reeked of death. Chaus's old lover, Nymph, had been killed on the same chandelier he now walked under as he sat opposite of the Elder and waited. What was there to say?
Ambrose continued to write. Sin found it strange for a moment, seeing as the Elder rarely picked up a pen for leisurely purposes, but didn't think long on it. All he could do was stare at the man who had avoided him like a plague for so long. When Sin didn't speech, Ambrose's cool cobalt eyes focused on him with a raised brow. "I am sure you have questions."
"I--" Sin blinked dumbly. Questions? "I.. can't think of any to ask," he confessed quietly, looking down at his hands.
"Then I can give you no answers," the Father said logically, passive as ever. Setting aside his pen, he picked up the hookah again. A rare indulgence, but one he enjoyed. After inhaling, the smoke wreathed out of his lips like a dragon; he folded the letter as he spoke. "And I will not idle on them; that is not the purpose of your presence here."
Of course not, his mind replied. Why would Ambrose ever care to heal Sin's broken nature? If anything, the Elder was always the one to break him. "Then what is my purpose?" Sin lost any softness in his tone. If he was here for business, then he would keep it business and forget he had a heart for a little bit longer.
Ambrose tucked the letter in a plain enveloped and reached aside for a stick of wax and a seal, warming both as he spoke. "I am leaving shortly to return to Newport; the affairs of Rhy'din are something I no longer care for." He dripped the crimson wax onto the back of the envelope and pressed the seal into it. "Whether you choose to take the reins or leave it for another fool is your priority." After he gave the seal a moment to solidify, Ambrose handed the letter to Sin.
Sin, unsure of what to do other then give typically snide obedience, took the letter. He observed it for a moment, turning it in his fingers. "Do not open it," Ambrose murmured suddenly. "Until the right time." The younger kindred snapped a look up to his Father; for a moment, there was a raw emotion there they both understood. This was it. This was everything.
Ambrose pushed up from his desk and buttoned his suit cuffs. All at once, Sinjin began to feel an aching urgency. Was this really it? "Will I see you again before you leave?"
The Elder did not pause. He buttoned his suit coat as the hookah extinguished. "I am not one to guess what the future holds, Sinjin." Quietly, he began to move toward the door.
Sin panicked and began to scramble after him inelegantly. "But--" --what about me? "--what about Faye?"
That caused Ambrose pause. He looked aside quietly with something that was too akin to sadness; a great weight of emotion Sinjin had never seen on him, and Sin immediately regretted speaking her name. "She will do as her title implies," he whispered without looking at him.
Without another pause to stall him, Ambrose moved forward, quietly opening the front door; the sun was just beginning to rise as the Elder took to the streets. Sin, too stunned to do anything other than clutch his letter and wonder why, scrambled after Ambrose and stopped short on the porch's steps. "Ambrose!" He sounded desperate; his voice cracked. No, no, his mind said. I need you here. Need you.
Once more, the Elder stilled, tipping a brief, apathetic look over his shoulder at the spaniard from his position in the snow-slicked street. Sinjin's heart wrenched in his throat and the words simply could not come out; he could only mouth them over and over again.
For a moment, it appeared he might turn back -- might regard his child's misplaced affection and worry.. but the mirage only lasted for a moment. Mist crawled up from the Elder's ankles and slowly upward, whisking him away.
For a time, Sin stared lamely at the spot where Ambrose had been, his hands shaking, his mind racing in circles.. but slowly, he looked back at the Elder's large, now empty mansion house. Quietly, he slipped inside; the weight on his shoulders increased with every footstep.
By the time he reached the stairs, Sinjin could do nothing but collapse and weep bitter, sad tears.