As I sit here and write this I can say I have never been happier. It's been a very long, tiring, trying and exhausting day. But every moment lead me up to this one, so I wouldn't change a single bit of it. Not a single bit.
Let me start at the beginning. I had just finished morning tea when Cole came to visit me. At first he lingered by the door, and I asked if he would have a seat. He started babbling about how if he came further into the room that he'd end up doing a bad thing. Well, I knew exactly what that meant, so I called him on his bluff. I told him that nobody had to know if we did anything "bad." Of course, I knew that he would back down. That's when the arguement started. I don't really recall exactly what was said. But then, things said in the heat of the moment are often forgotten as soon as the moment's over.
It was probably the same malarchy as always between us. He wants to be friends, and I tell him that I cannot forget what he and Dirk did to me. It ended up with Cole in a chair and me laying on the bed, hugging my benefactor's pillow to my chest. He destroyed the chair in a fit of anger, then left. I knew that he hurt himself before he left, but did not realize the extent of his injuries.
A bit later, as I was finally getting up out of the bed once again, I saw the blood on the floor. And the shattered chair had blood all over it too. Cole must have torn his arms up pretty badly. I was going to check on him, to see how he was, and then here comes Dirk. He told me that Cole wanted to talk to me. I told him that he was out of luck because I was done talking. Well, what Cole wants, he gets, and Dirk is the muscle he used to get it. Dirk smacked me around a bit, broke my nose, blackened my eye, gave me a fat lip and pretty much knocked me out. I woke up on the couch in his house, Cole healing my face. There was some other chap there too, but I'd only seen him a few times and didn't catch his name. I suppose it was one of their new lovers.
Anyway, Cole begged me to be friends with him again. I mean really, how many times can I explain myself? So I tried to lie and say we were friends, just to get out of that bleeding house. Cole flat out admitted, in front of Dirk and everybody that was there, that he originally came to see me to be with me that morning. Just one more time, he says. So, anyway, I left the house and wasn't more than a few meters away when Cole was right behind me. He yelled out and I suppose he thought I was going to keep on going, but I turned around and he plowed right into me, knocking us both over. We tussled about and he ended up on top, pinning me down. We argued more and finally he gave up and let me go. I told him that maybe, someday, the pain of all that happened would go away and we could be friends again. Someday.
So I get up to the room where my benefactor and I have been staying. There was blood all over the floor and that chair was literally in pieces. I quickly discared the chair, and did my best to clean up the blood. Unfortunately, there wasn't a lot that could be done at that point.
So my benefactor came home after a long day. He asked me what had happened and at first I was reluctant to tell the entire story. But he soon got it out of me, as he always does. He misinterpreted what I was saying and thought I still wanted Cole. He told me to go to him if I wanted him so badly. And he pushed me away. I told him that I don't want Cole anymore. The one I wanted was my benefactor.
I guess he believed me, because the next thing I know, he's on one knee in front of me, with a ring in his hand. I couldn't believe it. And, I actually fainted. Being so good to me, he picked me up and lay me on the bed. A few moments later, I waken and it wasn't a dream. He slipped the ring on my finger and I became engaged. Neither of us wanted to wait to marry, so he called a Justice of the Peace. I guess it's true money can buy anything, because within an hour of that, we were at the JP's saying our vows.
I don't remember all that was said, I only remember looking into his eyes and thinking about how happy I truly am. He and I are of the same cloth. We were both loners, and we saved each other's lives.
As of this writing I will no longer call him my benefactor. he is my husband. And I had left him unnamed in case this journal fell into the wrong hands, I did not want him to be blamed for anything that's happened.
But now he's my husband. And I shall name him. My heart and my life belong to Gage Parker Reynolds, and I am very proud to announce that I am no longer Jessie Wygant. I am now Jessie Reynolds.
We are in Montreal and I'm very very happy.