Topic: The Sublime Self

Noira

Date: 2015-10-11 23:35 EST
The Unaligned Academic Lexicon defines sublimation as "chemically, changing the state of an object between phases without passing through intermediate phases; metaphysically, the sudden alteration of an object into a state whose conditions for its existence have not occurred." In RhyDin it may describe a phenomenon involving spikes in cosmic radiation, so-called "space-time rifts," and the sudden existence of individuals who should not have existed. Most were removed from or integrated into RhyDin's affected universe and timeline, while others still echo from one universe to the next, avoiding the void in between as if it had never existed...

May 28th, 2016 C.E. (alternate) - 6:40 a.m.

(continuing from the events of Sublimation: The Sorceress)

Falling did not frighten Noira. The feeling was liberating, free from the confines of mortal locomotion if only for a moment, with the wind whistling sharply in her pointed ears and the world blurring by so fast that she could believe she was flying, if she allowed herself to.

It was landing that terrified her.

When she saw the fortified tower of Twinmoon she knew appear beneath her, the nail-studded palisades that lined the base flashing into focus, she reacted reflexively: she opened a hand to a wooden watchtower on the perimeter and willed it to be heavier, reflecting supermassive alien worlds of swirling gases in her eyes. The guard at the top -- a bandit with the Warlord Noira's celestial brand visible on his breastplate -- screamed as the sudden increase in pressure snapped his bones, and she drifted clear of the palisades towards the gravity well before releasing her hold. She tumbled ten feet into rough stones and a barrel of javelins, scattering them across Twinmoon's fortified perimeter and under the scrambling feet of her minions.

Her arms were scraped bloody, her shoulder felt badly bruised, her senses were swimming from a blow to the head, but she was alive. More than that, she was powerful -- she laughed as she stared at the brightening sky and sensed the position of tens of hundreds of stars rendered invisible by golden sunlight, their threads of cosmic power amplified by the twin entities she had bound to her soul, whose power she now commanded.

A face wearing a broad axe, a scraggly beard and a worried frown stepped into her light. "Sorceress," and she heard him thump his studded armor in salute.

"Kvira," she said, and hid the pain she felt in her arm when he pulled her to her feet. She looked over his shoulder at the contorted corpse slowly descending from the watchtower along with half a dozen splintered timbers, still suffering the lingering effects of her gravity enchantment. The dead man must have been a new recruit: she counted less than two hundred in her war band, and she did not recognize his face.

Then she turned to the rocky knoll where her warriors were buried, where the man who had died to soften her landing would join them, and saw more than a dozen patches of freshly turned earth. A dozen men and women with swords and spears and staffs drew in closer, but Noira's icy glare narrowed on her lieutenant: "How long was I gone?"

"Not four days, sorceress. Where -- ?"

"What happened."

Kvira looked uneasy, but unease turned to fear when raw arcana crackled audibly in Noira's hands. "That new outpost. When they heard you were gone, they sent the militia out on a raid -- but I know their faces. They were City Watch." One of the many benefits of recruiting disgraced guards was intelligence like this, but Noira could hardly appreciate her own foresight through the heavy haze of rage.

"We've suffered that accursed fort too long. Kvira, find our raiders. I'll clear them a path tonight."

"But the walls -- "

Noira's lips twisted into a deep scowl; she reached a hand out to the watchtower and closed it into a fist, and the stone foundation cracked, the support timbers snapped in half, and the tower and the mangled body atop it collapsed into rubble. Then she turned a sinister grin back on her lieutenant.

"The walls will crumble."

* * *

Earlier that day, Fort Sunderlain was a low pentagonal fort, its brick walls, long guns and scryers watching three of RhyDin's busiest overland trade routes; it was manned by forty guards and volunteers, with enough material support from the RhyDin Unified Watch that they often issued orders to the fort's defenders, such as the raid against Twinmoon while the tower's infamous sorceress was unaccounted for.

Now only three of the five walls stood intact, two blasted apart where they joined by all the arcane power Noira could summon at once, red bricks scattered across the fort's interior and into the grassy hills beyond. Ten of her raiders and twelve of the defenders were killed in the fighting that followed, and fifteen of the survivors decided to swear an oath of loyalty to her war band after the fort surrendered.

The rest were thrown into a well, and Noira allowed her raiders to work out their aggression by throwing javelins at them. She smiled with grim satisfaction at the sound of their screams, and looked past a flaming breach in Fort Sunderlain's walls at the distant lights of RhyDin. "They will rue the day they crossed me," she said when she heard the familiar cadence of Kvira's plated boots approaching.

"Sorceress," he said, thumping his armor with his fist. "They'll send others, stronger fighters. Tob -- "

"He won't come," she shook her head, glaring back at her lieutenant, though the lines in her brow betrayed her worry.

"Then others like him. Adventurers. Do-gooders," he spat.

Some tenuous connection in Noira's soul was tweaked by his words -- not merely her own memories as an adventurer, and the occasional foray into fighting for "good" instead of for profit; but an actual sense of her former self a thousand days ago, in a universe now split apart from her own, by the fact that this other self would no longer make the same dark decisions that she had. She shut her eyes and saw the comfortingly familiar walls of a guest room at Quellarin, felt this other self worrying over plans to reopen a portal to her accursed homeland...

"Sorceress?" Kvari intoned, stepping close to her side; Noira shot him a warning look.

"They wouldn't dare." She folded her arms and stared harder at the city in the distance. Powers equal to or greater than her own resided there in a not insignificant number; sometimes, though rarely, some of them were roused to action. Would Sunderlain stir the metaphorical hornets' nest? "They won't care, anyway," she reassured herself, hugging herself against a sympathetic chill felt by another Noira, a thousand days in her past and an entire universe away.

((The version of RhyDin depicted in this post takes place in the future, stemming from an alternate sequence of events starting in late 2013/early 2014.))

Noira

Date: 2015-10-25 14:28 EST
February 4th, 2014 C.E. (primary) - 7:05 a.m.

"Lieutenant? Lieutenant Sibreth?"

Noira wasn't sure how long the auxiliary scout had been standing at attention in front of her: it was either the newness of her rank, lieutenant, or the waking dream she had just roused herself from. In the months since she'd learned of another, future version of herself visiting RhyDin, she'd had visions of a violent barbarian horde, burning villages, dark rituals that seemed to draw the fire of distant stars closer to the world, reducing soldiers in unfamiliar heraldry to ash... and now, a black tower billowing smoke across a gray morning sky.

"Lingering effects of our nearly crossed paths, nothing more," Noira quietly reassured herself. The scout opened his mouth questioningly, and she rose from her seat by the campfire to interrupt him, returning his salute by thumping a plated fist to the segmented mail covering her breast. "Auxiliary. Report."

Giving orders, that was a new skill, and more challenging to learn than many of the spells she had mastered during her years with the Legion. She squared her stance and lifted her chin -- not too high, she wanted to remind him she was watching without seeming haughty.

"Our scouts report League activity moving inland from the coast. They killed seven of our craftsmen quarrying stone for the new watchtower. We've confirmed they know about our portal, and they know we're advancing on theirs. Lieutenant Nustai will take over your outpost," and the scout retrieved a tightly rolled scroll, sealed with a shimmering ribbon. "You're to report to our portal immediately, and deliver your findings to the Mystic Council and the Emperor himself -- Captain Valora's orders, by way of Legionary Command."

It was enough of a surprise to break Noira's carefully schooled "officer" expression, and she frowned as she seized the scroll and tore the ribbon loose, its arcane shimmer vanishing with the spell-seal broken. She'd been stuck in RhyDin for nearly a year, first by accident, then for months longer once she reopened the portal between this world and her home. The Legion consistently denied her overdue requests for leave to return home and see her family: the Mystic Empire of Halcyr had a new foothold in a new world, and Noira was their best source of intelligence on RhyDin and the RhyDinian presence of the Empire's ancient rivals, the League of the Golden Dawn.

Until now. She would have to report to the Imperial capital, see the centuries-old Emperor himself, a thought that chilled the blood in her veins; but it would be a long journey from the portal to the capital, even by ship. Even if they didn't grant her leave to see her family, perhaps a few of them could meet her on the way there or back -- if she could get a message to them in enough time.

"Tonight?" she confirmed with the scout, though she was already bundling up her gear. She jammed three books into the bottom of her backpack, rolled up her blanket and traveling clothes and packed them in around the old tomes, tossed in three good quills and an inkwell, looped her bedroll along the top, and hooked her old helmet and arcane lantern to either side of her pack. She had a bag of dried rations, a full canteen, and enough armor and magic to make your average bandit think twice about waylaying her.

It was as much as she'd come into RhyDin with, but far less than her worldly possessions to date. There was her apartment over Annie-Love's Wilderness Expeditions, three "Cray's Crazy Craisins" boxes filled with books, the seven ferns, orchids and ficuses she kept in the strange so-called "shower stall" in her bathroom, and more clothing and shoes she had acquired in the last year than the rest of her life put together. She had no time for goodbyes, and her heart ached for leaving her friends in RhyDin as much as it did to see her family...

I'll write them from the other side.

"Auxiliary, find the quartermaster, and tell him he's to ensure the Legion pays out the rest of the rent for my apartment and informs A.L.W.E. it has been vacated." He opened his mouth to question the expense, and Noira arched an eyebrow: "Duty may call me away, but we also have a duty to protect the reputation of our Legion officers from rumors of truancy. Don't you agree?"

"Yes, lieutenant."

"All of my things are to go to Quellarin, my friend will look after them..." She paused. "...except my books. Send those to Cris. His address is on the," she snapped her fingers, struggling with the term, "refrigeration box in my apartment's kitchen. It looks like a large white coffin and it hums with the power of harnessed lightning, it's rather hard to miss."

The auxiliary frowned worriedly, hoping he wouldn't have to be the one to tamper with the refrigeration box. It sounded ominous. "The... box... Is it for sorcery, ma'am?"

"Not at all, Auxiliary Oerkendt. It's for sandwiches."

* * *

In a thousand days it would be Samhain again, another Hunter's Moon in RhyDin, and as Noira rode across the hills north of RhyDin towards the portal, her mind wandered to the other version of herself a thousand days ahead of her. Is she even in this realm? Is she even alive? But now, more than any time in the preceding months, Noira could sense her power every time she tapped into her own, and see into her vision whenever her own eyes were shut.

"If I'm lucky, it will pass with her Hunter's Moon," Noira sighed to herself, and guided her horse to the side of the road to take a minute and clear her head.

As before, when she shut her eyes, black smoke filled a gray sky. The ash was thick, and as rain began to fall, a gray slurry ran down the hillside away from blasted fortifications. Dozens of bodies and pieces of bodies lined the broken walls and dotted the fields, pierced by spears and arrows or blown apart by gunpowder or magic. Beyond the battlefield she could make out the shape of that same black tower, the base wreathed in smoke from several fires and mist from the rain. Twinmoon. She could sense weary steps traveling the same road as hers, but a longing look lingered on that evil tower...

When Noira opened her eyes, she could see it in the distance -- barely visible in the gray light, peeking out from over the trees, an ugly, evil ruin that made her feel chilly just to look at it. She drew her fur cloak closer and urged her horse on.

"Halcyr... Going back to Halcyr will drive us apart for good."

Noira

Date: 2015-11-08 12:09 EST
October 31st, 2016 (alternate) - 11:40 p.m.

Twinmoon had fallen.

It had only been in flames when she fled the latest band of heroes from RhyDin, but she could feel the foundations of her sanctuary cracking every time Hilda Thorsdottir struck it with her lightning hammer. There were twins, too, using whatever they called the magic of the mind instead of the soul -- psychic power? -- to tear down her defenses and use them as artillery against her own soldiers.

She'd eviscerated the brother when he tried to block her exit; that and hearing his sister's screams promising vengeance had been satisfying, but not enough to stoke her feelings about losing this, her final sanctuary, into anything other than fear and desperation.

Kvira was dead. He had been right all along, and now he was dead. His was the only death of the preceding month that tasted bitter on her lips. "You were stupid to follow me," she hissed, cursing the swirling black sky above her with all of her regret, but she didn't take her eyes off the "path" for long.

Navigating the brambles in this part of RhyDin's vast hinterland was tricky at any time of day; worse, when it was nearly midnight and the sky was full of smoke and rain, and she kept her guidance spell muted to three small orbs of soft gray light that drifted between the thorny branches ahead of her.

She knew she was being tracked. Not even an hour ago something came out of the sky and killed her horse with a flash of bright light and a concussive blast, something that screamed when she channeled the lightning of a Jovian storm into their flying machine-armor, and stank of cooked flesh where they fell.

But her soft gray light revealed the edge of the woods only a moment's stumble from blundering into an oak tree. She was minutes from her Empire's former portal now -- no longer functioning, not after she'd escaped the clutches of the Mystic Cult and her Emperor alone, and tore down the rune-inscribed ribs onto the soldiers that swarmed around her when she had burst back into RhyDin. She had been so sure she had real allies in this world, someone who would do something when she was taken, keep her from being dragged back to Halcyr, used and tortured by the Empire she'd sworn and proven her loyalty to...

None of it mattered now. The portal no longer functioned, but one thousand days in her past, in a timeline that was so close to finally drifting away from hers, another version of herself was about to step through.

She stood in the remains of a work camp turned temporary fortification, at the edge of the fire pit she'd watched the sniveling sub-foreman from her excavation, Hubbert, dig; the collapsed Atrean tunnel was before her, the broken faces of their ancient warrior-saints scowling up at her, statuary choking the entrance with earth and less elaborate stonework. She smiled, feeling a lingering thread of the portal's former power, silver-white energy as clear as moonlight quietly humming with a cool but potent energy.

Someone she had spoken to before her exile from RhyDin, a "scientist" as modern scholars called themselves, had compared magic to a phenomenon called "radiation." Both could arrive in sudden bursts, or slowly permeate the area from a point of origin that could be difficult to divine; both could burn away as quickly as they appeared, or linger for a hundred generations; both could be harnessed for constructive or destructive power, or twist and corrupt everything that lingered under its influence.

But magic responded to patterns and symmetry. When she shut her eyes she could see through the eyes of her former self, proceeding towards a shimmering portal under the watchful eyes of ten Legionary spears and battlemages, and six Mystic cultists; she felt wary and stepped slowly, much slower than the imperious march into her portal this version of herself remembered when she had finally been summoned home.

If allowed to proceed, perhaps the Noira a thousand days in the past would escape torture and exploitation at the hands of the Mystic Cult; even if she didn't, didn't she deserve a chance to do something else with her life than succumb to the same dark power that this Noira had stolen away from her world? Things could be better for her...

But this was different. This was survival. When Noira in the past touched the portal, the lingering thread of arcane energy now swelled with power, mirroring the spell that could carry a person between worlds. She saw the runes that lined the rib-like pillars of the portal through her former self's eyes, and with a wave in her hand, they were copied in the leaves, the earth, and the puddles around her feet. On its own it would not be enough power, but this Noira was never on her own.

"Spirits that bind me," she spoke aloud to the two dark entities intertwined with her soul, suffusing her with their power, "spirits bound to me, hear me. I go to the realm-that-was, and you who are aligned with that place will carry me there. The spirit from the realm-that-is, I bind you to this circle! Burn a hole through the heavens with the light of the twin moons and sear through the fabric that separates our worlds... I command you!"

On command, bound to her will even over its own protests, the spirit was torn from her body, and Noira clenched her teeth over her tearful screams of agony. Black shadows, blacker than the night and all the smoke in the sky, surged from the earthen runes around her before they were transformed into a massive tower of shimmering cosmic light, stretching thousands of feet up into the air. "Let these heroes see my sign," she hissed through ragged breaths as hot arcane power lapped at her feet. "Let them see that I am gone... see that they have failed!"

The light burst outward, activating a stronger version of the spell triggered a thousand days in her past; when she shut her eyes she could see the blinding blue-white void between realms, the same she always saw when she traversed through portals; upon opening them, she saw the same void, and a figure clad in shining armor in the middle of it, clutching an invisible thread of arcane energy that had suddenly stopped.

"It's bound to me now," Noira said, and floated in front of her former self. She could see fear, then anger, then a surge of the enormous arcane power that filled the void begin to flash in her gauntleted hands; but the future self was more powerful, and she had only to whisper through the black shadows leaping out of her palm before a deep sleep took her former self.

"Sleep here, Noira... sleep as long as you like, beyond the ravages of time, beyond the needs of our pitiful bodies. In time you will awaken, and with more, you may remember what happened here... One day, I will return to this place as a god. Be a lovely darling, and try not to leave before I do."

She leaned forward, brushed several tendrils of hair from her cheek, and pressed a kiss she struggled not to laugh through. Then she vanished, leaving her former self drifting timelessly through the void between realms.

* * *

When Noira arrived in Halcyr, a surge of displaced power sundered stones in the same portal chamber where Tavos and Grenwal had perished, what felt like many more years ago than had passed. She was not the person they were expecting: instead of a Legionary battlemage in her armor, described as young and inexperienced, they found a woman clad in blackened leather and mail and a hood made of arcane shadows that hissed promises of death to all who looked upon it. Her delicate throat was lined with gray-white scars, and the sides of her head were shaved bare enough to show tattoos detailing every powerful wizard that had fallen by her hand.

"I'd considered coming back this way," she mused, ignoring the sound of soldiers hurrying down the tunnel to the portal as she looked at the recently fractured stonework, power escaping from broken runes in weird puffs of purple sparks that quickly dissipated; "but, now that I'm here, I think I'll take the long way home."

She lifted her arms as she backed off of the raised dais at the center of the chamber, and the fractures deepened, the pillars that supported and powered the portal creaking and splintering under the strain; their pointed ends soon faced the soldiers that surrounded her, hovering in the air like massive stone javelins.

"Sibreth!" an officer shouted; Noira looked over her shoulder and saw a man in fine armor with tassels and sashes that denoted him a commander, of noble bearing. "What is the meaning of this? Stand down, lieutenant!"

Noira smiled and extended her fingers to him; to either side, eight soldiers were skewered by the portal's broken pillars, and as he scrambled on his back away from the falling stonework, she advanced on him. "Lieutenant? Lieutenants are patsies, and I answer to no power but my own. You will call me Sorceress!"

His screams rose above the crashing of the collapsing chamber as her hands, flaring with searing starlight, closed around his face.