2 of 2 Theme Songs for Sawyer. A little bit of insight to how he works and thinks.

"Liberate Me" -- Our Last Night

You had no faith, you had no heart
You wanted war right from the start

We were not the same
You tried to find the demons inside of me
But little did you know I had set them free
We were not the same, you made me insane
We were not the same

There were never any fingerprints to hide
Because your death was a suicide
There was no evidence to find
Because it wasn't me who committed the crime

You took my voice, you took my pride
But now you're gone so both are mine

We were not the same
You made the wrong moves at the right times
Was it fate or was it just in your mind?
We were not the same, you made me insane
We were not the same

There were never any fingerprints to hide
Because your death was a suicide
There was no evidence to find
Because it wasn't me who committed the crime

Go!

You tried to lock me down!
I found the key, liberate me!
You tried to lock me down!
I found the key!

I said, "You'll never take my freedom away"
And those were the words that made us separate


There were never any fingerprints to hide
Because your death was a suicide
There was no evidence to find
Because it wasn't me who committed the crime

Midnight City -- M83

Waiting in a car
Waiting for a ride in the dark
The night city grows
Look at the horizon glow
Waiting in a car
Waiting for a ride in the dark
Drinking in the lights
Following the neon signs
Waiting for a word
Looking at the milky skyline
The city is my church
It wraps me in its blinding twilight
Waiting in a car
Waiting for the right time
Waiting in a car
Waiting for the right time
Waiting in a car
Waiting for the right time
Waiting in a car
Waiting for the right time
Waiting in a car
Waiting for a ride in the dark

Lisztomania by Phoenix

So sentimental
Not sentimental no!
Romantic, not disgusting yet
Darling, I?m down and lonely
When with the fortunate only
I?ve been looking for something else

Do let, do let, do let, jugulate, do let, do
Let?s go slowly, discouraged,
Distant from other interests
On your favorite weekend ending
This love?s for gentlemen only
That?s with the fortunate only
No, I gotta be someone else
These days it comes, it comes, it comes, it comes, it comes and goes


Lisztomania
Think less but see it grow
Like a riot, like a riot, oh!
Not easily offended
Not hard to let it go
From a mess to the masses

Follow, misguide, stand still
Disgust, discourage
On this precious weekend ending
This love?s for gentlemen only
Wealthiest gentlemen only
And now that you?re lonely
Do let, do let, do let, jugulate, do let, do

Let?s go slowly, discouraged,
We?ll burn the pictures instead
When it?s all over we can barely discuss
For one minute only
Not with the fortunate only
Thought it could have been something else
These days it comes, it comes, it comes, it comes, it comes and goes



Ooh, this is showtime, this is showtime, this is showtime
Time, time to show it off, time to show it off, it's time to show

From a mess to the masses!
Lisztomania
Think less but see it grow
Like a riot, like a riot, oh!

Disgust, disgust, disgust, disgust, disgust, disgust, discouraged.

Heads up, Nocturnal's playlist will likely have a good amount of Muse on it.
Hysteria by Muse

It's bugging me, grating me
And twisting me around
Yeah I'm endlessly caving in
And turning inside out

'cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive

'cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

And I want you now
I want you now
I'll feel my heart implode
And I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode

Animal - Neon Trees

Here we go again
I kinda wanna be more than friends
So take it easy on me
I'm afraid
You're never satisfied

Here we go again
We're sick like animals
We play pretend
You're just
A cannibal
And I'm afraid
I won't get out alive
No, I won't sleep tonight

Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Here we are again
I feel the chemicals kickin' in
It's getting heavy
And I wanna run and hide
I wanna run and hide

I do it every time
You're killin' me now
And I won't be denied by you
The animal inside of you

Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Hush, hush, the world is quiet
Hush, hush, we both can't fight it
It's us that made this mess
Why can't you understand?
Whoa, I won't sleep tonight
I won't sleep tonight

Here we go again

Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting?

Here we go again, oh, oh
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

House of Troubles song. (Malacath, Molag Bal, Mehrunes and Sheo)

Break -- Three Days Grace

Tonight, my head is spinning
I need something to pick me up
I?ve tried but nothing is working
I won?t stop
I won?t say I?ve had enough
Tonight, I start the fire
Tonight, I break away


Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can?t stand the way
This place is
Take yourself to higher places

(ohhh, ohhh)

At night I feel like a vampire
It?s not right
I just can?t give it up
I?ll try to get myself higher
Let?s go
We?re going to light it up
Tonight we start the fire
Tonight we break away


Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can?t stand the way
This place is
Take yourself to higher places

If you can?t stand the way this place is
Take (take) yourself (yourself)
To higher places


Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can?t stand the way
This place is
Take yourself to higher places

(ohh?higher places)
(ohh?to higher places)
(ohh?higher places)
Take yourself to higher places

Sawyer and Vaermina

"Bruises and Bitemarks" -- Good With Grenades

Two single hearts on fire
Currently on the wire
As inhibitions fade
A focused moment made

Bruises & bitemarks say
Takes one to bring the pain
Passion lies in screams
Of ecstatic dreams

You're in a place for fear
Lips are for biting here
Let's make this moment worth the while
Let's kill the night and go down in style

Feel the magic rise
We're plotting our demise
Of perspiration and alcohol
As I introduce the bedroom brawl

You bring the ropes and chains
I'll bring the pills and games
I can show you pain
And make you say my name

You will believe my lies
That I'm not like other guys
That sparkle in my eyes
Is just part of my disguise

You're in a place for fear
Lips are for biting here
Let's make this moment worth the while
Let's kill the night and go down in style

Feel the magic rise
We're plotting our demise
Of perspiration and alcohol
As I introduce the bedroom brawl

You're in a place for fear
Lips are for biting here
Let's make this moment worth the while
Let's kill the night and go down in style

Feel the magic rise
We're plotting our demise
Of perspiration and alcohol
As I introduce the bedroom brawl

You're in a place for fear
Lips are for biting here
Let's make this moment worth the while
Let's kill the night and go down in style

Feel the magic rise
We're plotting our demise
Of perspiration and alcohol
As I introduce the bedroom brawl

"Another Nightmare" -- Outline in Color

Until we fall apart,
Wake up and move like it's the last time
It's not the end - it's never the end.
While we still have heart,
Your demise designed in time.
A bond tied to blood - you have nowhere to run.

And I will admit that I am afraid of the life
that I could be living instead of mine.

Paint me a nightmare into my eyes,
and sew me up, leave all the tools inside.
And I've been awake, but always afraid
to fall asleep, for fear I'll see your face.

In an attempt to reassemble yesterday..
Just tell me that it's not it's not too late.

Stay away, for I am fragile.
I'm not asleep as death is tied to rest.
This is more than you can handle.
You've never been so consumed.

Why do we hate the things that we can't change?
Why do we hurt the ones we can't control?
Why do we hold on to our yesterdays? like we can't let go?
Why do we fear the things that we don't understand?
Why do we want everything that we'll never have?

This is all too much
Held back no longer to wait,
We will take what's ours.
In courage lift us.

I'll see you when I wake up,
Mark my words, this won't be the end.
Leaving is the hardest part.
Mark my words; I will return.

It's just a nightmare,
Go back to sleep.
It's just a nightmare,
And I run and I run from the only one
who can wake me up.

"Dreamcatcher" -- Whether, I (Feat. Richard Rogers)

These shallow thoughts are flowing quickly to an end from your mouth
But did you know that you?re drowning my dreams in your doubt
Take time to see what you are and what you?re doing to me
Does shutting me down pushing me out make you feel free
You?re just another stone in my way
But you won?t become a brick that I lay
Placing the path in front of me to reach the goals that I seek
Trace back the lines we?ve drawn and picture what this life could be
If I could find a way to turn back time
I won?t change you can?t change me
Why would you even try?
Take your words and walk away because I stand to hear say
Everything that you think I will never be
It feels like every time I speak you turn my words around on me
So I?m treading carefully always afraid to breathe
Leave me be and let me reach all of the things that you don?t believe
I could ever hold in my hands
How could you ever hope to understand?
Trace back the lines we?ve drawn and picture what this life could be
If I could find a way to turn back time
I won?t change you can?t change me
Why would you even try?
Take your words and walk away because I stand to hear say
Everything that you think I will never be
There?s a good chance that I?ve made too many mistakes to ever redeem myself
But if I spend my whole life trying to fix the past then I might as well
Give up hope of happiness and the will to go on
I?d rather find fulfillment in what I am than be lost in what I?ll never get back
They say my dreams only last till the end of the night
But if you?d open your eyes you?d see they carry to the morning light
I don?t need sleep to live my dreams so stay the hell away from me
If I could find a way to turn back time
I won?t change you can?t change me
Why would you even try?
Take your words and walk away because I stand to hear say
Everything that you think I will never be

"Move It" -- Down & Dirty

Oh the fate has found me
I will set you free

Why are you standing there?
You're motionless, emotionless
We have to throw this to the air
Without a single fucking care

It's time to kick it off
Scream 'til you hit the floor
I can not take this anymore

Baby! Baby!
Let me hear you fucking scream

One, two, three...


Oh the fate has found me
(Leave all of your shit behind cause it's time to rise up and lose your mind)
I will set you free
(You see, we won't go without a fight and we'll show them all that we own this night)

OOH! OOH!

I will set you free

Look at me now, I wanna tell you something
Better look at me now, I wanna tell you

There is no way that someone tells you what is right
You either live for nothing or hold your breath and fight
One chance to raise up and one goal to chase
So burst bright into the flames or just fade away

MOVE! Come on!

Pull me all the way
Gotta let me hear what you have to say
What you gonna do? What you gonna do baby?

Pull me all the way
Gotta gotta let me hear what you have to say
What you gonna do? WHAT YOU GONNA DO!?

What you gonna do?


Oh the fate has found me
(Leave all of your shit behind cause it's time to rise up and lose your mind)
I will set you free
(You see, we won't go without a fight and we'll show them all that we own this night)

OOH! OOH!

I will set you free

Oh the fate has found me
I will set you free

Baby! Baby!
Let me hear you fucking scream

Fuck it.

The fall of Sawyer where dreaming just wasn't enough to be with Vaermina.

"The Dreamer" -- I the Mighty

Wake up

Hey lucid dreamer make up your mind caught on the other side
You feel the world stop spinning just before you see the light
Knowing you'll wake in your empty room, you dream for the one you swoon
But dark clouds are arriving the sun will be rising soon

And that's just the problem
The silence before the storm
Can't you feel the earthquake comin' on?

You wake to find that she doesn't even know you're alive
You saw your eyes shut open up
'Cause there's no way that you can wake up until you tell her so

You know it's not the real world, you can't imagine what her touch could be
Back when the hour glass was full, thought you could float upon a different breeze
But now that wind is starting to blow not in your control
And it's almost dawn, can't you feel the earthquake comin' on?

You wake to find that she doesn't even know you're alive
You saw your eyes shut open up
'Cause there's no way that you can wake up until you tell her so
Until you tell her so

So you curse at the sun to give into your love like a switch that can be turned on
Like you sleep with a plug in your back sure enough there's a point it will come undone
Well you're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone (Not alone)
You're not alone (Not alone)

'Cause she sleeps in fear of another year that you keep averting your eyes
You don't have a clue that she stares at you cause you busy dreaming a lie
A lie, a lie, a lie

You can't wake up because you live this lie that she doesn't even know you're alive

You saw your eyes shut open up
'Cause there's no way that you can wake up until you, you have to, you have to tell her so

Kill Or Be Killed by New Years Day

(Kill or be killed)

Your imagination gets so twisted when you
Think you've seen my worst but
I have an instinct that can never be reversed
My vengeance is a curse

I want to watch you bleed
You're the crime but I'm the scene

Back against the wall so
Its kill or be killed
No other choice then bloods gonna spill
Back against the wall so
Forget or forgive
But after all this I never will

Don't be ashamed of all the monsters in your head
All of us are;
Sick! Sick! All of us are sick!
Sick! Sick! All of us are sick!

I want to watch you bleed
You're the crime but I'm the scene

Back against the wall so
Its kill or be killed
No other choice then bloods gonna spill
Back against the wall so
Forget or forgive
But after all this I never will

Sick sick all of us are sick
Sick sick... All of us are;
Sick! Sick! All of us are sick!
Sick! Sick! All of us are sick!

My sanity slid far from me
Revoked by rage it's driven me insane

Back against the wall so
Its kill or be killed
No other choice then bloods gonna spill
Back against the wall so
Forget or forgive
But after all this I never will


Sick! Sick! All of us are sick!
Sick! Sick! All of us are sick!

"Killpop" -- Slipknot

Things keep ending up this way (come and get off)
Another notch is carved away
In the thoughts of mass decay
Funny how things end up this way

Beaten down, dominated by its sound
Growing deep within my head
Softly dying, its soul is shed
Eating me all up inside
This cancer finds everything I hide
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life
(Life) Does nobody know I'm insane?

Satisfaction is delayed (come and get off)
Its motivation is displayed
Finding its misogyny
Funny how I die and go away (come and get off)

Beaten down, dominated by its sound
Growing deep within my head
Softly dying, its soul is shed
Eating me all up inside
This cancer finds everything I hide
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life
(Life) Does nobody know I'm insane?

I'm constantly beat up inside
And I'm the one to blame
No one can relate to me
Does nobody know I'm insane?

Beaten down, dominated by its sound
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life

Beaten down, dominated by its sound
Growing deep within my head
Softly dying, its soul is shed
Eating me all up inside
This cancer finds everything I hide
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life
(Life) Does nobody know I'm insane?

"Reckless" -- You Me At Six

I've been trying to make sense
I've been shouting under my breath
How's any of this in my interest?
When you sold me out, I must've not got the cheque
Your lust is a lie, but it comes as no surprise
Time after time, it goes right past the line
I do my best to, to make amends with you
But I just can't see the end oh

Don't hold your breath, I'm not losing sleep over you
I'm Mr Reckless with a capital R
Don't hold your breath, I'm not losing sleep over you
I'm Mr Reckless with a capital R
Don't hold your breath, I'm not losing sleep over you
I'm Mr Reckless, and you're defenseless

And isn't it funny how
Those black clouds follow you around?
It's Karma smiling down
Just let me know when it's in town
You act like the world owes you a favour
You want it all but you don't like the taste, oh
You've been throwing bricks at my window
Like there's no better way to say 'Hello'
Hello...

Don't hold your breath, I'm not losing sleep over you
I'm Mr Reckless with a capital R
Don't hold your breath, I'm not losing sleep over you
I'm Mr Reckless, and you're defenseless

The best you never had

I'm the devil on your shoulder
I'm the conscious in your mind
I'm the feeling that you, you cannot hide
I'm the devil on your shoulder
Telling you that love is blind
It's OK when, it's hiding in disguise
Your loose lips let, let words slide
You spend too much time talking about my life
Stories you will spin just for a power trip
It's safe to say that I am not into it
In the picture you were not
Someone's in your spot
This is the result of people moving on
Good luck with killing time
You won't be killing mine
I'll do my best
To always be on your mind...
Your mind...

I never once said I didn't mean this
I can't wait to see how this one gets out
You are the first to question my achievements
But that's all right, my dreams I've been living

Don't hold your breath, I'm not losing sleep over you
I'm Mr Reckless with a capital R
Don't hold your breath, I'm not losing sleep over you
I'm Mr Reckless with a capital R
Don't hold your breath, I'm not losing sleep over you
I'm Mr Reckless, and you're defenseless

The best, you never had

A perfect song for Sawyer sent to me by a friend that is possibly the biggest song found to date that absolutely couldn't suit him better. Thank you Avi-mun~

"A Very Bad Man" -- Shaffer the Darklord

(Spoken)
Schaffer:
Hello.

Erin:
Hi, I'm Erin

Schaffer:
Erin? It's a pleasure to meet you Erin

Erin:
Oh, likewise! I'm a big, big fan!
And let me just say, you we're amazing tonight!

Schaffer:
Aww. Thank you so much. You're far too kind

Erin:
Oh, I mean it. I think you're incredible!

Schaffer:
I truly appreciate that. It's been a pleasure meeting you
Now could you excuse me for just a moment...

Erin:
Of course, Mr. Schaffer

Schaffer:
Thank you...

(Rap)
Now, when I came and shook your hand
Did you get the feeling that
You'd been introduced to a nice man? And
Did my eye contact and winning smile leave you disarmed?
Were you taken by my charm?

Well, it was all bull-shit
Oooh, Snap!
My nice guy act is just that, an act
You sap!
You're a savvy as a child
God, I wear a sheep suit tailored for a wild dog
As I hawk an "Aww Shucks" routine which you've been buyin
The Trojan horse bait'n switch
Which behind, I hide a vile id driven demon
With no remorse or feelins'
Only give a shit about one guy
And he is me and I
Can't stand my friends, don't respect my fans
I'm a devil on another level
You can't understand
Such a cad I oughta rock a fanny pack and a doo rag
Ooh man, I'm a total douche bag

Yeah
And all the people go, "Please just say it isn't so
You're really so nice! Right, Bro?"
No, I'm a bad man
I'm a very bad man, (Hah, ha)
I'm a very very bad bad man
And all my people see only what they wanna see
Trust me, you don't wanna trust me
'Cause, see, I'm a bad man
I'm a very bad man, (Suckers!)
I'm a very very bad bad man

Look you in the eye and I will chuckle while you weep
Spend the night and I'll slip dollars out your wallet while you sleep
I'll take a sex tape
Maybe one that me and an ex made
Digitize it, get it on the internet the next day
Call her up and ask her if she wants to get back together
Whatever she says I'll giggle that her sister was better
Never keep a secret, nor an allegiance
And, yeah, I'll gladly do a dance around a paraplegic
Children scream in fear when I'm near I'm guessin' maybe it's
'Cause I explain the Santa myth to little kids I baby sit
I don't believe in god, I won't ever go to heaven
And I think I might've even had a hand in 9/11
And I got a lot of...
Hey, wait, whoa, what?
Too soon?
Quit your crying
Boo Hoo
You don't like it?
Screw you
And you too, all of you
You fell for a trick
You're even worse than me, 'cause you admire me
And I'm a prick!

And everybody I've ever met begins to cry
They realize I'm not a nice guy and that
I'm a bad man
I'm a very bad man
I'm a very very bad bad man
And every friend and fan I've ever had is very sad
They've all been had by a bad scam
Damn, I'm a bad man!
I'm a very bad man
Duh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh, BadMan!

I've never paid a compliment I actually meant
You know I've never done a thing without malicious intent
'Cause I'm detestable, despicable
My ways'll make you sick until
You can't believe you ever spoke to me
I'm a miserable back stabber
And all of my colleagues are bad rappers
Diss 'em to their fans
Heckle them mad
And ask 'em, "What's the matter?"
Crack an AIDs joke all of y'all'll call appalling
I punched an eight year old in the mouth
For talking during Wall-E
While I'm making great joy
I toy with other people's lives
Cheatin' on my marriage with my best friend's wife
I relish breaking bad news to rooms of cancer patients
Explain to babies where they come from
With some illustrations
One day you'll heed these words and stay away from me
But for now your all just fawning fans who buy my CDs
I'm a cheat, a thief, a user
You know this is true
Or is it?
'Cause I'm kind of a compulsive liar, too

And all the people go, "Please just say it isn't so
You're really so nice! Right, Bro?"
No, I'm a bad man
I'm a very bad man, (You gonna cry?)
I'm a very very bad bad man
And all my people see only what they wanna see
Trust me, you don't wanna trust me
'Cause, see, I'm a bad man
I'm a very bad man, (Fuck you...)
I'm a very very bad bad man

(Spoken)
Erin:
Ah... Oh - kay...

Reckless - Atreyu


(I'm living recklessly)
(I'm living recklessly)

A black hole, a raging river
The void inside of me
Compelling me, driving me, I'm incomplete
Molding me, holding me up on my fate

There's something about
The wind in the trees
It's haunting to me
Despair in the air, anxiety on the breeze
There's something about
The sound of the waves
It holds me under
It never takes
It's getting the best of me, I'm living recklessly

A black hole, a raging river
The void inside of me
Compelling me, driving me, I'm incomplete
Molding me, holding me up on my fate

I'm living recklessly
I'm living recklessly

This hideous creation, self made
Beautiful inspiration, I'm plagued
(Day by day)
I'm hostage to my own creation
(Day by day)
I'm possessed, an abomination

Somewhere beyond
And past the point of nothing left
It will fuel me on
It will give me a new breath, go

And from the pages
Of ancient prophecy
A mythical plague
Propels my destiny
The betrayer of man
Forced a quest for certainty
Never asking myself
What beats inside of me
Never asking my soul
What hides inside of me
I won't break so easily
I choose my own direction

I can't stop (No)
Can't stop my evolution
I can't stop (No)
Can't stop this revolution
I can't stop (No)
Can't stop my evolution
I can't stop (No)
Can't stop this revolution
Go

"Night Terrors" -- Static X


In time i'll get this out of
Get this out of
Out of my mind
Where am i?
I can't see
I fear for my life
Fear of this fright

They haunt me
And they taunt me
Try to relax
Let it happen
My hopes turn to crystal matter
Watch them shimmer
As they shatter

Night terrors in my mind
Thoughts i cannot hide
Dreams that play on my cold fears
Night terrors in my head
Am i really dead?
I can't tell, it feels so real

Remember what you once said?
Every passing fragile moment
Is another chance to turn it around
I want to try to work it out

Night terrors in my mind
Thoughts i cannot hide
Dreams that play on my cold fears
Night terrors in my head
Am i really dead?
I can't tell, it feels so real to me

Get out of my mind
Get out of my head
I wish you were dead
I can't take it
Get out of my mind
Get out of my life
I'll curse you tonight
I just can't take it anymore

"Pariah" -- Verah Falls


all of his demons
are inching their way
through the cracks of the floor.
they?re crawling at his
bedsheets and morals
just to drag him away.

from an honest life.

oh! feet don?t fail him now
he?s running from his troubles
and the promises he made.

he chose
a bottle and a cloud of smoke,
in exchange for ghosts.

i?ll have you know,
god gave up on you.
i?ll have you know,
god gave up on you.

i know,
that it was easier for you to walk away.(walk away)
in the dark of the night
when no one could see your shame.
(when no one could see your shame)

but you can?t just turn your back.
and pretend that you?ll erase the past.
but it?s such a shame,
a shame that you won?t see,
all your mistakes that i?ve learnt from.

as the monster you made me
i hope when you look into our eyes
you realize,
we were better off without you.

i?m more of a man than you could ever be.

to this day,
that phone call still haunts me.
you can?t make amends
after everything that you?ve put as through.
i wish i could say
i forgive you for walking out on us.
i wish i could tell you
that i love you
but that would make me a liar like you.
but after making friends
with all the characters from our bedtime stories.
you tried to buy my forgivness.
i never wanted the money,
i wanted a farther.

i know,
that it was easier for you to walk away.(walk away)
in the dark of the night
when no one could see your shame.
(when no one could see your shame)

but you can?t just turn your back.
and pretend that you?ll erase the past.
but it?s such a shame,
a shame that you won?t see,
all your mistakes that i?ve learnt from.

goodnight
dead man.

"A Creeping Dose" -- In Fear and Faith


Hell rains upon me
With the reigns of atomic end
It doesn?t matter what I believe
Cause in the end it?s all about the means
These winds are no longer safe for breathing
They convey the fatal blow
But a vessel that special delivers its poisons,
They?re flowing straight into my lungs
I should have know that it would end this way
But I was locked up, shut down, shoving it all away
I was in denial
And now know you?re all guilty too
You?re all fucking guilty

There?s a sickness in my body
Every pore, every aperture, an avenue
For the life to escape it's host
Everything I touch I leave my husk behind
Empty bones and undertones of fumes that sear my soul,
I?ll repair these tattered lungs
With a drop of cyanide upon my tongue

I?m too sick to move
I?m too weak to make it through
The soil I lay upon has been polluted with the truth
And I?m too sick to move
Arms made of lead along with a shortness of breath,
Brought on by armies of dead men
With no sense of regret

There?s a sickness in my body
Every pore, every aperture, an avenue
For the life to escape it's host
Everything I touch I leave my husk behind
Empty bones and undertones of fumes that sear my soul,
I?ll repair these tattered lungs
With a drop of cyanide upon my tongue

Now my lungs, are filled with a creeping dose of
Bitter disgust, for the world I used to trust

The world has yet to see, what can truly be unleashed
When you fuck with the, intercontinental travesty

Found by Vaermina's player~ A suiting fit! Thank you.


"Marionette" -- Cardinal


I wanna play, do you wanna play?
I could give you a heart
One that's black like mine.
It's filled with hate, from your cheating mind
And it's taken me this long
To figure you out
I think it's time I put an end to this game
I wanna play
With your strings like a marionette
I'll make you do what I want
Just try to run from me baby
I could give you a soul
One that's out of time
To fix the things
That are wrong in your life
Why did it take me this long
To figure you out
I think it's time I put an end to this game
I wanna play
With your strings like a marionette
I'll make you do what I want
Do you wanna be alone?
Try to run from me baby
Now you scream "someone save me"
Do you wanna play?
Who the hell do you think you are
Quit trying to run away from me!
You can run but you can't hide
I will find you, I will find you!
You cannot get away from me
You think you're something else
I hope you go to hell
Oh you're so fucking cute
You're just another whore
I can't replace the feeling that I hold deep inside
Playing the games that you do
They're ripping out my heart
Do you wanna play
With your strings like a marionette
I'll make you do what I want
(I'll make you do what I want)
I wanna get you alone
Try to run from me baby
Now you scream "someone save me"

A song pertaining to his revering of Tsukuyomi (Hermaeus Mora/Erebus)


"Calling" -- VAMPS


I used to be afraid of showing who I was inside
More than a prisoner - a victim trapped in my own life
I couldn't figure out myself - I couldn't see the lies
No one was there for me to open up my eyes

I'm calling - calling
No matter what I say to you
There's nothing that gets through

Right now I'm calling - calling
Show me who you really are
There's nothing left to lose

That's why I'm calling - calling to you

Don't waste your time pretending like you don't know what to do
Cause you already know the answer is inside of you
Get up and do it - only you can change your life
I'll be there for you when you open up your eyes

I'm calling - calling
No matter what I say to you
There's nothing that gets through

Right now I'm calling - calling
Show me who you really are
There's nothing left to lose

That's why I'm calling - calling to you

Can you hear me？
I am reaching out
Can you hear me now？

I'm calling - calling
No matter what I say to you
There's nothing that gets through

I'm calling - calling
Show me who you really are
There's nothing left to lose

That's why I'm calling - calling to you

Villain -- Wild Fire


Tic tic tock, the time bomb clock
Ticks grinning ear to ear here baby
Tic Tic Tock, the time bomb clock
ticks counting down...
tic, tic stop!

You know I speak in riddles,
And i'm plotting to destroy
Villain as I always was
Crazy is as crazy does

My sanity's in short supply
Mad as a Hatter, hey surprise!
T-T-T-Ticking bomb on the inside
Livin' with the villain pacing in my mind

I'm blowing up the mystery
And all the pretty things you see
Light flame to fuse
And sparks will fly
You said goodnight
Now say goodbye

You know I speak in riddles,
And i'm plotting to destroy
Villain as I always was
Crazy is as crazy does

My sanity's in short supply
Mad as a Hatter, hey surprise!
T-T-T-Ticking bomb on the inside
Livin' with the villain pacing in my mind

I only want to hurt you
And what I want I get
I only want to hurt you
And what I want I...

I only want to hurt you,
And what I want I get
I'm aiming to continue
So consider me a threat

Darkness consumes the inside
I illuminate the night
I'm bringing chaos to the empire
Wild fire burning bright

You know I speak in riddles,
And i'm plotting to destroy
Villain as I always was
Crazy is as crazy does

My sanity's in short supply
Mad as a Hatter, hey surprise!
T-T-T-Ticking bomb on the inside
Livin' with the villain pacing in my mind

"Sin in Justice" -- VAMPS ft. Apocalyptica

My knight's in play
Your bishop is dead
Embrace it!
(Lose your sin in justice)
They say I'm hopeless but I'm in charge
Shut up and get the hell away!
(Lose your sin in justice)
(Lose your sin in justice)
(Lose your sin in justice)

I lose and gain my pawn's in play
Destroy it!
(Lose your sin in justice)
They say I'm heartless but I don't care
The winner will make history
(Lose your sin in justice)

So radiant, what's shining in your eyes?
Can you see it, a way to our new life?
Mysterious, what's hiding in your eyes?
Can you see it or are you just blind?
Oh, I don't wanna know

(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Lose your sin in justice)

(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Lose your sin in justice)

Radiant, what's shining in your eyes?
Can you see it, a way to our new life?
Mysterious, what's hiding in your eyes?
Can you see it or are you just blind?
Oh, I don't wanna know

(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Lose your sin in justice)

(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Lose your sin in justice)

(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Lose your sin in justice)

(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Sin in justice) Do you understand?
(Lose your sin in justice)

There is a sin in every win
And every loss, true justice lives within
There is a sin in every win
And every loss, true justice lives within

Ragamuffin/Jace (ref. Gnash) and Fauxy (ref. Olivia).

"I Hate U, I Love U" -- Gnash ft. Olivia O'Brien


Feeling used
But I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips

And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you


I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her


I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember

Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you

If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit

Oh, oh
Keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go


I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her


I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart

You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed

Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings

When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song


I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her


All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah, all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me?


I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

"Dark On Me" -- Starset


There's no hate,
There's no love
Only dark skies that hang above
I call your name as I walk alone
Send a signal to guide me home

Light the night up, you're my dark star
And now you're falling away

But I found in you what was lost in me
In a world so cold and empty
I could lie awake just to watch you breathe
In the dead of night, you went dark on me

You're the cause,
The antidote
The sinking ship that I could not let go
You led my way then disappeared
How could you just walk away and leave me here?

Light the night up, you're my dark star
And now you're falling away

But I found in you what was lost in me
In a world so cold and empty
I could lie awake just to watch you breathe
In the dead of night, you went dark on me

Blinded, I can't do this on my own
You were all I've got, to guide me home

I could lie awake just to watch you breathe
In the dead of night, you went dark on me

Dark on me, dark on me
Dark on me, dark on me
Dark on me

I could lie awake just to watch you breathe
In the dead of night, you went dark on me

"The Worst in Me" -- Bad Omens


Is there nothing left to keep myself awake?
To keep the walls from caving in
When all they ever do is try to bend and break
Is there forgiveness in the end?

I need relief (A failure?s coming on)
Just breathe in deep (It?s taking far too long)

I had you in my grip but you're starting to slip
Bring out the worst in me
And now it's come to end, I think I'm giving in
You set my demons free

It seems no matter where I look it?s always gone
With you I know I?ll never win
And it?s hard to say where it went so wrong
And failed me in the end

I need relief (A failure?s coming on)
Just breathe in deep (It?s taking far too long)
I need relief (This weakness carries on)
Please be a dream (Or was it all along?)

I had you in my grip but you're starting to slip
Bring out the worst in me
And now it's come to end, I think I'm giving in
You set my demons free

It's better when you're with me but that's better left unsaid
It's better when I'm empty but I still let you in
It's better when you're with me but that's better left unsaid
It's better when I'm empty but I still let you in

I had you in my grip but you're starting to slip
Bring out the worst in me
And now it's come to end, I think I'm giving in
You set my demons free
I had you in my grip but you're starting to slip
Bring out the worst in me

Please won't you stay for me
Don't ever let me be
You set my demons free

"Hostage" -- Sixlight

A slave to memories
The cause to my disease
This town was my invention
You are my hostage
So take a deep breath
I'll pull you close
In deep thought I'll never let you go
I hope you know
That a victim's all you are to me
Your lips may move, your mouth may speak
But you're in my prison
The place you're gonna die in
A slave to memories
The cause to my disease
I won't let go
Not letting go
You are my hostage
This town was my invention
All the heat is getting intense
I won't let go, not letting go
You are my hostage
Locked up in the back of my mind
A prisoner of how I live this life
I see no end in sight
So say goodbye!
A slave to memories
My cause to my disease
I won't let go, not letting go
You are my hostage
This town was my invention
All the heat is getting intense
I won't let go, not letting go
You are my hostage
When will somebody save me?
I'm losing to myself again
Nobody's coming to take me out
This battle is something I can't win
A slave to memories
My though to my disease
This town was my invention
You are my hostage
A slave to memories
My though to my disease
I won't let go, not letting go
You are my hostage
This town was my invention
All the heat is getting intense
I won't let go, not letting go
You are my hostage
You are my hostage

"Funny Little Creatures" -- Nothing More

It's funny how I can give the best advice
But I can't follow
So I tell myself
So I tell myself
It's funny how I can push the pills but
But I can't swallow
So I tell myself
So I tell myself

Run
Run away

Blame is a coward but self-righteous
A funny little creature hiding out in me
Hate is power with a price tag
A funny little creature screaming out in me

(This might hurt a little...)

It's funny how the stories that I tell myself
Leave so many things out
Do I believe myself
Or someone else?
It's funny how I know what's wrong
About everything and everyone else
When I don't know myself
When I don't know myself

Run
Run away

Blame is a coward but self-righteous
A funny little creature hiding out in me
Hate is power with a price tag
A funny little creature screaming out in me

Listen to me

Fear is a liar but he's been right before
If you fight your shadow, you'll get lost in a war
Ambitions a champ, but he's also a whore
Drunk or sober he always wants more
I always want more
I always want more

Lust is beauty in a bodybag
A funny little bitch that's screaming "Just use me!"

Blame is a coward but self-righteous
A funny little creature screaming out in me
Oh, let me go! Oh, let me go!
He's screaming out in me

It's gonna get worse before it gets better!
It's gonna get worse before it gets better!
Bite down and trust me

"Monster" -- Imagine Dragons

Ever since I could remember,
Everything inside of me,
Just wanted to fit in
I was never one for pretenders,
Everything I tried to be,
Just wouldn't settle in

If I told you what I was,
Would you turn your back on me?
And if I seemed dangerous,
Would you be scared?
I get the feeling just because
Everything I touch isn't dark enough
That this problem lies in me

I'm only a man with a candle to guide me,
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me.
A monster, a monster,
I've turned into a monster,
A monster, a monster,
And it keeps getting stronger.

Can I clear my conscience
If I'm different from the rest?
Do I have to run and hide?
I never said that I want this,
This burden came to me,
And it's laid its home inside

If I told you what I was,
Would you turn your back on me?
And if I seemed dangerous,
Would you be scared?
I get the feeling just because,
Everything I touch isn't dark enough
That this problem lies in me

I'm only a man with a candle to guide me,
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me.
A monster, a monster,
I've turned into a monster,
A monster, a monster,
And it keeps getting stronger.

I'm only a man with a candle to guide me,
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me.
A monster, a monster,
I've turned into a monster,
A monster, a monster,
And it keeps getting stronger.

"Eyes (Sleep It All Away)" -- King 810

I have never felt like this
You and I were meant to be
Don't go away
I'll go to my grave about this
Cause you had me believing till our final days

And right now I wanna die
When you put me in the ground go deep, deep, deep
If you aren't in my life
Let me lay down in the earth and sleep, sleep

Sleep it all away
(Sleep it all away)

My feet won't carry me no more
My mind don't see reason to go on like this
I have a heart built for war
But I have never fought no fucking war like this

And right now I wanna die
When you put me in the ground go deep, deep, deep
If you aren't in my life
Let me lay down in the earth and sleep, sleep
And right now I wanna die
When you put me in the ground go deep, deep, deep
If you aren't in my life
Let me lay down in the earth and sleep, sleep

Sleep it all away
(Sleep it all away)

And if God asks where my queen is
I'll tell him you didn't mean it
I'll tell him just what the truth is
I'll tell him that I was foolish
And if God asks where my queen is
I'll tell him you didn't mean it
I'll tell him just what the truth is
I'll tell him that I was foolish

And right now I wanna die
When you put me in the ground go deep, deep, deep
If you aren't in my life
Let me lay down in the earth and sleep, sleep
And right now I wanna die
When you put me in the ground go deep, deep, deep
If you aren't in my life
Let me lay down in the earth and sleep, sleep

Sleep it all away
(Sleep it all away)

And if God asks where my queen is
I'll tell him you didn't mean this
I'll tell him just what the truth is
I'll tell him that I was stupid

"Nothing To Lose But You" - Three Days Grace

I stay up every night
I should've thought twice when I put our lives on the line
I'm a mess
You're the only hope that I hold inside
The self-destruction, the damage I've done
You're the reason I'm still alive

And I lose it everyday inside of my head
I don't know if I'll be alright
I wanna leave it all behind
I've got nothing to lose

I've got nothing to lose but you
Nothing to lose but you
I know that I can't undo
The self-destruction, the damage I've done
I've got nothing to lose but you

Take a step, I will follow
Til the end of the earth
You're the best and the worst
Cause you know all my secrets
All my demons and you keep 'em in check

And I lose it everyday inside of my head
I don't know if I'll be alright
I wanna leave it all behind
I've got nothing to lose

I've got nothing to lose but you
Nothing to lose but you
I know that I can't undo
The self-destruction, the damage I've done
I've got nothing to lose but you

"Don't Go" -- Bring Me the Horizon (ft. Lights)

I was raised in the valley, there was shadows and death
Got out alive but with scars I can't forget
This kid back in school, subdued and shy
An orphan and a brother and unseen by most eyes

I don't know what it was that made a piece of him die
Took a boy to the forest, slaughtered him with a scythe
Stamped on his face, an impression in the dirt
Do you think the silence makes a good man convert?

We all have our horrors and our demons to fight
But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed?
They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers around my throat
Is this what I get for the choices that I've made?

God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, for everything
God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, God forgive me

Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight
Don't go
Don't go


If I let you in, you'd just want out
If I tell you the truth, you'd vie for a lie
If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up
If you follow me, you will only get lost
If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch
But you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere

Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much
Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much
Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much
Say you'll never leave me 'cause I need you so much

Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight
Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Don't go
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight
Don't go


Don't go, don't go
Don't go, don't go
Don't go, don't go
Don't go, don't go
Don't go, don't go
Don't go

"Go To Hell, For Heaven's Sake" -- BMTH

For the love of god, will you bite your tongue
Before we make you swallow it
It's moments like this where silence is golden
(And then you speak)

No one wants to hear you
No one wants to see you
So desperate and pathetic
I'm begging you to spare me
The pleasure of your company

(When did the diamonds leave your bones?)

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

(Go to hell for heaven's sake)

No one wants to hear you (save your breath)
No one wants to see you
So desperate and pathetic
You think that no one sees this
I think it's time you knew the truth

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

When did the diamonds leave your bones?
Leave your bones?

You're not a shepherd, you're just a sheep
A combined effort of everyone you meet
You're all flesh with no bone
Feed them to the sharks
And throw them to the wolves

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

I'm burning down every bridge we made
I'll watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you said
Go to hell for heaven's sake

Go to hell for heaven's sake
Go to hell for heaven's sake
Go to hell for heaven's sake

"The Chase Scene" -- Outline In Color

And I've been losing my mind since I was born into this dark world
And I don't believe in anything 'cause I can't forget the things I've seen
But the only thing left worth fighting for is the innocence in you
And I'd rather die before I see it disappear

When winds carry us by compass rose
Not even her arms feel like home
Nailed to a broken dream
There's no place for me

So if you're gonna' stay, then how long would you wait for me before your love begins to fade?
I just can't spend all of my days in this place wasting away
So don't forget me when I'm gone, I promise I won't be long
Maybe carrying all these burdens will teach us to be strong

None shall pass
I will pay for this
Nailed to a broken dream
There's no place for me

No security
Crown or comfort
Shackled to a bed of thorns
The water's at your throat
To get burned when you've been warned

And the last of my sanity is slipping slowly from me
I just can't sit still - I just can't fucking breathe
And I'm chasing something but I don't know what it is
But it just won't let go

So if I lose control, then how long would you wait for me to find my way around these walls?
My mind's a maze I'm stranded in, and my bones might rot where I fall
Is this air laced with Novocaine, 'cause I don't feel anything at all
If I can't have you and I can't find truth, then what's the point of waking up?

And if I could have another chance, I wouldn't change a single thing
I'd run like hell and not look back as the world burns down behind me
And I would swear to change it all, I wouldn't let them push me to my knees
I would fight like an animal. I wouldn't do a thing differently

Carry me away from here and teach me to be strong
This is my own escape
It's not where we were promised to be
I'd rather light a candle than curse your darkness

There's no place for me
Pull me away from
Pull me away from here

So if you're gonna' stay, then how long would you wait for me before your love begins to fade?
I wish that part of me believed that I'm gonna' come home someday
Is there purpose without meaning?
Is there a life that's worth living?
Is there a chance to change things or have we really ruined everything?

"I Will Struggle" -- Outline in Color

I'm wide awake, I know the truth
Some people are poison and I'm the proof
I hear the voice inside that says
"Everyone is beautiful but you!"

One mind, any weapon
I'm in heaven
My nerves start to deaden
Everything is the same to me
When I let go I become who I might be

Why do I hate what they love?
My insecurities and everything I'm made of?
I'm okay with being something I'm not
We live
We die
We rot

Every single day
I will struggle
To just be happy again
To feel normal
I know I'm in trouble
Is this the way that it feels to be no one?
I will struggle
Every day that I survive feels like a miracle
I'm in trouble
This is the way that it feels to be no one

I hate myself
I want to die
I can't find meaning in this life
I never asked to be alive
And I don't think I was born to survive

The needle breaks the skin
I feel it sinking in
My god, what have I done?
My mother's only son
I'm far from invincible
And some days I feel invisible

Every single day
I will struggle
To just be happy again
To feel normal
I know I'm in trouble
Is this the way that it feels to be no one
I will struggle
Every day that I survive feels like a miracle
I'm in trouble
This is the way that it feels to be no one

Life is so hard
But we share the same struggle
They say "better a live coward
Than a dead hero"
I thought I was chosen
But really I am broken
I'm fragile
I could break at any moment

Don't be like me
Don't be like me
If you know there is hope
Set yourself free

If the good die young
Then I'll be around for a lifetime
If the good die young
Then I'll be around for a lifetime

Don't be like me
Don't find comfort in the places I go
I'm too scared to look in a mirror
Too afraid to live
But too cowardly to die
I'm selfish
I'm a liar
I'm flawed
I can't control my anger
I can't face my appearance
I can't love the right way

But it's time to face the truth
I will struggle every day
For the rest of my life...