Topic: Delving in the Deep

Fiora Shantalaine

Date: 2011-01-21 00:33 EST
She disappeared.

JhaiNein was gonna kill her.

But the Gala was in two days and she was suddenly swamped with last minute details and unforeseen requests.

And then there was Euriya and Luke.

She was standing in front of a camera (which just a year ago she thought was some kind of incendiary device that took a part of you to another realm and froze you...seriously how else did ye explain all of those mean-spirited models? Pieces of them floating around in other realms and splintered them into skinny, hateful women) getting her picture taken for the magazine she'd never remembered agreeing to, when it hit her. She was gonna be responsible for this huge monstrosity of a public relations event.

Her.

Fiora Shantalaine.

The urchin who was picking pockets a year ago. (Only one! She learned real quick not to do that in RhyDin).

Her stomach had clenched, her skin had paled, and she'd nearly passed out or tossed her cookies all over that high dollar photographer who had continuously been yelling dramatically at her to "look fierce!"

Fierce? Seriously. She'd glared at him and he'd "ooohed" and "aahhed" in delight, the entire time she imagined ripping his pompous little head off his shoulders and using it as doorstop.

Hours later she'd slid into her office and found out her two 'o' clock was Euriya. His apology had sent her into a tailspin.

She'd just finished convincing herself that trying to date two men was a disaster and that Jatari and Dusky were wrong she couldn't do it. Euriya had withdrawn from her when Luke had shown up. And she'd gone on to share a helluva heated kiss with him during their painting session.

And then to have Euriya charmingly apologize, teasingly entice her to lunch and sandwiches...

...within an hour she was laughing at one of their private inner jokes (their conversations were normally odd as he liked to pause to consider his words and she took the pauses to mean--hey more filler from me!) and remembering how good he'd been to her when she had gotten sick.

It wasn't like there wasn't plenty of heat there either. Euriya Shilo could curl toes with a look.

Much less what he could do with those artist's hands.

For a girl who had never dated before, Fiora found herself almost frantic at the decision before her. Did it have to be a decision? Luke's easy charm, rough hands that gentled on her, and eyes that a girl could sink into were counterbalanced by Euriya's smooth elegance, artistic hands, and eyes that made a girl feel like she was the center of his world.

She suddenly didn't want to see either of them. It was a silly knee-jerk response, overwhelmed by the choices before her, the constantly ringing phone or the buzzing by JhaiNein, the incessant detailed list of to-do items....
...she disappeared.


One of the best parts about RhyDin was its diversity. Minutes after trudging through the snow she was stepping through the portal to Twilight Island. Her bag tossed over one shoulder and a deep breath filling her lungs. She took off for her favorite cove, stripping more layers as she went, until she was finally in her bikini with the sand sinking beneath her feet. She found a boat that looked manageable and tossing her belongings in it, she ran it into the surf shrieking in response to the waves as they washed up over her legs.

Rolling over the rim, she paddled out until guaranteed that she wouldn't just be pulled back in...(a metaphor even the flighty realtor could grasp). With a dimpled grin she removed the first beer from her knapsack and settled in the bottom of the boat with her winter coat as a pillow. The sun beat down upon her and the lulling rock of the sea beneath her soothed.

She could do this.

The Gala.

Euriya.

Luke.

She could do all of it and more.

She just needed some private time.

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Fiora Shantalaine

Date: 2011-01-25 21:02 EST
A huff of frustration revealed her inner turmoil as she let herself into her apartment.

Alone.

She set her keys in the dish on the table near the door and jumped at the incredibly loud sound of them clanking against the pottery. She?d never noticed how much it echoed in here before. Sliding off her heels she untwined her hair and let it fall free in a cascade of russet curls. Her jacket falling off her fingertips to be followed by her blouse to land upon the floor. She was at the bathroom door when her skirt slid down her hips and clad only in her pantyhose she bent over the tub to start the water. A hot shower ought to relieve some of the tension that had lingered all day.

A glance in the mirror revealed her strained features and she tilted her head, ?What?s the matter with ye?? She queried.

Of course her reflection didn?t answer and she gave an embarrassed laugh that she was talking to herself.

How lonely of a person did you have to be to try and have a discussion with your reflection?

She?d called Dusky hoping for some advice and was instead the recipient of her excited news, Euriya had invited her to the Gala.

Well, of course, he had.

Hours later to discover that Luke had invited the long legged Nina Granger to be his escort had kind of sent Fiora into a bit of a tailspin.

?It?s ridiculous!? She snapped at herself for her silliness, yanking off her hose and accidentally putting a run in them. ?Grr!? She slammed them in the trash can and stepped into the watery embrace of her shower. ?Yer the one who wanted to ?keep yer options open? and the one who was all about ?dating people.?? She had no right to be upset with either of them.

In fact, she hadn?t even thought about a date for the evening so intent had she been on the mechanics of it all.

Shampoo was roughly applied even as she mumbled to herself, ?Hypocrite.? The soap scrubbed down over her petite and athletically toned body. ?Bloody hypocrite is what ye are Fi, so they?re datin other people, isn?t that what ye wanted??

Rinsing she slathered on the conditioner and rapidly counted to one hundred even as the constriction in her chest revealed that she didn?t know what the hell she wanted. Back under the spray she went letting the water wash free the residue.

And out. In less than five minutes. She hadn?t even given her mirror time to fog over. She glared at her reflection. ?Ye don?t know what ye want. Do ye.? And it was an accusation and one that fit so tight it made her squirm.
She didn?t know how to be in a relationship and she sure as hell didn?t know how to feel up to the challenge.

As she toweled off she considered heading for the Inn and a beer and maybe some friends to hang out with...but Jatari would just laugh at her for being this hung up and Dusky would be on cloud nine over Euriya and even her newest friend Nina was probably going to be difficult to talk with all things considered. Mindy was about to have her baby and now Riley was getting married. She never saw Duci anymore.

She was a successful business woman. She squared her shoulders and dropped the towel on the floor to pad naked for her remodeled lockers that served as drawers. Pulling on a man?s t-shirt she ignored the prick of tears as she flopped down on her couch. A glance at her fairytale pink dress for the Gala thrilled her right up to the point when she remembered the saleswoman explaining, ?You?re not really a sheath kind of body, you?re short and it will only make you appear smaller. You should just go with your strengths.?

Somehow she didn?t think Nina or Dusky ever heard those words before.

Bringing her knees up on the couch she hugged them and flipped on the television. As ?I love the 80?s? blared out she congratulated herself on selling Nina Granger on the remaining loft, at least she continued to be a damn good realtor.

As Owner of A Lonely Heart began to play she erupted from the couch with a curse and hit the power switch.

Bed seemed like a much better option suddenly.


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