Far away and long ago there had lived three little girls.
Ten Seville did not think of herself as an irrational creature, but time and isolation had taken their toll upon her. Like wind rustling leaves old and wet, revealing the worms lurking beneath, so had her old grudges been unearthed. With needle sharp teeth the past nipped and gnawed at her mind until she felt as if she would grow mad.
The eldest was only eleven years old and she had been a hard child long before the supernatural world had dug its claws deep into the meat of her soul. Her guardian called her Dez, and she was tall and lanky with thick brown hair cut short and left to the caprices of humidity.
Ten wasn't her real name, just as she could never truly claim Dez, but she couldn't remember what her parents had christened her. She had been Isilda, Laure and Anna. Elizabeth, Marilyn and Sylvia. She had called herself a thousand things, had worn the cloaks of a thousand lives, but not a one of them had ever felt as appropriate as that simple number. So she had been Dez once, long ago, and she was Ten again and perhaps that was how things were supposed to be.
Onze was only a year younger, and she was asthmatic and round and seemingly always crying, leaving the coltish Dez to wonder just how she had ever survived the brutality of their training. The last little girl was eight but she was small for her age, a scrawny doll with huge eyes the color of honey. She spoke little and moved about as quietly and as quickly as a mouse. Their handler had dubbed her Treze.
?Unlucky little Treze,? muttered Ten with more than a small bit of disdain. The name tasted of decay and bad memories, but as of late she had uttered that accursed number too much. She shook her limbs free of the sheets that had snared them in the daylight and turned her eyes to the ratty mirror fixed above its rattier dresser. Her mirror twin?s eyes were the same shade of murky green and just as cold, and when she traced the pale slug of her tongue across her lips, so too did her reflection.
Somewhere out there Treze might sit on her own bed, or so Ten wanted to believe. Maybe she made faces at her reflection too. Maybe her hatred for Ten was as big and bright as Ten?s was for her.
Doubtful.
Three little girls, each baring scars both visible and deep down, planned their escape by the stench of a tallow candle. Dez was determined. She was one of only a few children to have clung to her humanity throughout their hellish training. She wanted to go home. Onze was crying. They were both excited and hopeful. Little Treze, however, remained stoic, her pain so deep and so constant that it had melted into a one note baseline. Dez wondered if her soul still throbbed the way her own did. The way Onze's did. They were reluctant at first to include Treze in their plan at all because she was their abductor's favorite pupil, but she was the only one allowed to roam outside of the city and they needed her. So while their guardian, Lucretia Enrathi, rutted in her room with her flavor of the week lover, the trio plotted by candlelight. If Treze could lead them to Sines then perhaps they could catch a ship. Treze nodded in agreement but remained silent.
Ten slipped into a pair of blue jeans, pulled a faded old Smashing Pumpkins tee over her head, and cracked the knuckles of her in-tact hand one by one ?Stupid girl,? she muttered to the version of herself that existed only in that memory. ?If someone had taken you aboard, then what? You?d have been murdered or worse.?
The memory was as fresh as if it had happened yesterday, and it had played almost nonstop since Ten had remembered to remember her cohort a few years ago with the crumbling of the True Black Hand. She knew it was foolish to reopen ancient wounds, knew it was absolute madness to drizzle salt into the gashes, but she had to or, she felt, it would eat her alive.
Ten Seville did not think of herself as an irrational creature, but time and isolation had taken their toll upon her. Like wind rustling leaves old and wet, revealing the worms lurking beneath, so had her old grudges been unearthed. With needle sharp teeth the past nipped and gnawed at her mind until she felt as if she would grow mad.
The eldest was only eleven years old and she had been a hard child long before the supernatural world had dug its claws deep into the meat of her soul. Her guardian called her Dez, and she was tall and lanky with thick brown hair cut short and left to the caprices of humidity.
Ten wasn't her real name, just as she could never truly claim Dez, but she couldn't remember what her parents had christened her. She had been Isilda, Laure and Anna. Elizabeth, Marilyn and Sylvia. She had called herself a thousand things, had worn the cloaks of a thousand lives, but not a one of them had ever felt as appropriate as that simple number. So she had been Dez once, long ago, and she was Ten again and perhaps that was how things were supposed to be.
Onze was only a year younger, and she was asthmatic and round and seemingly always crying, leaving the coltish Dez to wonder just how she had ever survived the brutality of their training. The last little girl was eight but she was small for her age, a scrawny doll with huge eyes the color of honey. She spoke little and moved about as quietly and as quickly as a mouse. Their handler had dubbed her Treze.
?Unlucky little Treze,? muttered Ten with more than a small bit of disdain. The name tasted of decay and bad memories, but as of late she had uttered that accursed number too much. She shook her limbs free of the sheets that had snared them in the daylight and turned her eyes to the ratty mirror fixed above its rattier dresser. Her mirror twin?s eyes were the same shade of murky green and just as cold, and when she traced the pale slug of her tongue across her lips, so too did her reflection.
Somewhere out there Treze might sit on her own bed, or so Ten wanted to believe. Maybe she made faces at her reflection too. Maybe her hatred for Ten was as big and bright as Ten?s was for her.
Doubtful.
Three little girls, each baring scars both visible and deep down, planned their escape by the stench of a tallow candle. Dez was determined. She was one of only a few children to have clung to her humanity throughout their hellish training. She wanted to go home. Onze was crying. They were both excited and hopeful. Little Treze, however, remained stoic, her pain so deep and so constant that it had melted into a one note baseline. Dez wondered if her soul still throbbed the way her own did. The way Onze's did. They were reluctant at first to include Treze in their plan at all because she was their abductor's favorite pupil, but she was the only one allowed to roam outside of the city and they needed her. So while their guardian, Lucretia Enrathi, rutted in her room with her flavor of the week lover, the trio plotted by candlelight. If Treze could lead them to Sines then perhaps they could catch a ship. Treze nodded in agreement but remained silent.
Ten slipped into a pair of blue jeans, pulled a faded old Smashing Pumpkins tee over her head, and cracked the knuckles of her in-tact hand one by one ?Stupid girl,? she muttered to the version of herself that existed only in that memory. ?If someone had taken you aboard, then what? You?d have been murdered or worse.?
The memory was as fresh as if it had happened yesterday, and it had played almost nonstop since Ten had remembered to remember her cohort a few years ago with the crumbling of the True Black Hand. She knew it was foolish to reopen ancient wounds, knew it was absolute madness to drizzle salt into the gashes, but she had to or, she felt, it would eat her alive.