Topic: Doctor, Doctor

Emlyn

Date: 2011-05-24 17:11 EST
The droning telephone echoed hollowly across those powder blue walls with white crown molding. There were pictures on the walls that were framed certificates and diplomas. Awards and small plaques from local news networks lined the walls. The floor was white tile, sterile in shine and in smell. The Clinic always smelled of scented antibacterial solution. And Emlyn paced those halls over and over, going from patients room to patients room, clipboard to clipboard. Cushioned stool to cushioned stool.

And throughout those days, she thought of a handful of things. Of Charlie, Audrey, and Marie?s blood. That cultivated woman had left something behind that left countless potentials available to tap into. But she had been lured by that luster before, and paid dearly for meddling with the unknown. She lost her mentor, her scholastic merit, and a budding reputation. But it had been many years ago, and she still was just as attracted to this possibility as she was back then. She didn?t see risk. She saw power. And answers. And a sacrifice never scared Emlyn Osiris.

But she only thought about it. She thought about it very quietly, very thoroughly. It was something she bounced back and forth. And she hadn?t even taken that vile out of its box from her laboratory.

She prided herself of that. It was only a thought. A powerful, provoking one. But something she didn?t act upon. But it was on with the unending grind of patient traffic. She had reemerged from the break room, a tall cup of coffee downed and a granola bar consumed. She wore a red jersey fabric dress, loose and comfortable. A thin black belt was around her waist, and black flats were on her feet. Another double shift was rolling along.

A young man in scrubs came to walk beside her, a new clipboard with information attached to it. The young man looked mid twenties. ?Got a woman, 49 years old. Is complaining of intense migraines and blurred vision. She?s been suffering from the condition for a few weeks. Sensitivity to light, tenderness in the temples.? Emlyn skimmed through the patient?s notes and filled out questionnaire with a quickness endowed to trained eyes that saw thousands of these papers a week.

?Why hasn?t she been referred to a neural healer? This looks pretty clean cut case of either a tumor or chronic migraines. Even a renewed visual prescription. It says here she doesn?t wear glasses. And she hasn?t seen an optometrist for a vision test within the last 5 years. Degraded vision can cause all of these things, John.?

?Yeah, yeah. That?s what we told her. But when she found out you worked here on the sign in sheet she insisted to be seen by you first. Perhaps you know her??

Emlyn?s brows furrowed. ?I don?t recall knowing anyone of that age. But if she insists, it will be an additional charge she may have to pay out of pocket if her insurance isn?t good enough.?

John nodded, ?Yes doctor.? But he had led her to the appropriate patients room, and opened the door for her.

She walked through the door, and the scrub-clad employee closed the door behind her. Emlyn went straight for a stool, bringing that wheeled seat toward the cushioned bed with paper covering.

?Good afternoon, Misses Briggs.? She smiled to finally look at the woman, who was looking away from her and out the nearby window before her gaze turned to her.

?Yes, Emlyn. Hello.? She had her hands folded neatly on her lap, nearly mirroring Emlyns. But neither women looked at one another?s hands.

?I would prefer you to call me Doctor Osiris. Doctor will suffice. Now, I am told you wanted to see me even after one of my assistants wanted to refer you directly to a specialist to speed up your diagnosis and treatment. What seems to be troubling you??

?Countless things, doctor, but you?re the one that troubles me the most.?

Emlyn finally tore her eyes from that information-stuffed clipboard to look at the woman. She frowned, and rose a single brow. ?I?m sorry, I am afraid I don?t understand.?

But.. her sentence was slow to leave her lips. Her yellow eyes looked into matching yellow ones. Exactly like her own.

?Emlyn? Do you remember me??

Emlyn

Date: 2011-07-01 13:18 EST
Emlyn gazed at the woman in front of her with wide eyes. The air was suddenly so cold around her in that Clinic. Her hand seemed paralyzed and hovering over the clipboard of a questionnaire. She didn?t know what to move. The act of writing on paper seemed a whole lot more taxing than any other moment in her life.

Those eyes were the very color and shape as hers. And that face looked so familiar. All the many memories had that face attached to them. The very same face that was right in front of her.

Her mouth opened, pretty lips flexing to make words that would not get past her lips. She tried and tried, but could not sputter out a word. She felt stupefied, sitting there, looking into that face. That was the face that she remembered falling asleep to, the face that smiled at her every once in a while. The face that she would see day in and day out. The one she screamed for as she walked away from her.

But her jaw clenched as she set the clipboard on her lap and abandoned that pen into her white coat pocket. ?You?re Misses Briggs now. You?re married?? She didn?t share the same last name as her, and it bothered her.

?Yes I am. And what about you, Emlyn? I see you?ve come a long way from-?

Emlyn interrupted sharply, and a soft toned bark. Like a venomous spear from the dead quiet of a slumbering forest of black. ?-From when you left me at the Orphanage.?

And that fond and plastically polite expression faded into an unamused one. ?Yes, from when I left you there. It seemed a pleasant enough place, filled with children for you to play and make friends with. You complained incessantly about not having anyone to play with. I didn?t hear the end of it from you.?

Her eyes had hardened as she listened. ?It?s interesting how you make my final memories of you to be foul ones, Mother.?

?Interesting. Oh, but you have bloomed, haven?t you? You look.. so very stunning. I suspect you are at your prime, like I was when I was a newly made mother.? She smiled and gained a little more fond of a smile than one filled with cold decorous looks. ?I see so very much of your father in your pretty face. And some of mine, of course.?

?Have you ever found him? Did you look for him? Do you know where he is?? Emlyn?s eyes were wide with that pleading anxiety of the possibility of having yet another answer.

?Calm down, dear child. I do not know where he is. And for your information I did not look for him. It was clear he did not want to be found.? Eyes turned to the side with a cold dismissal that bared a darkly bruised and injured heart that has yet to heal, even after 30 years.

Emlyn?s skull had set stiffly on her neck, and sat back with a weak disappointment. The tar-like hate and putrid resentment toward the unknown thickened just a little more. It was like a scorned adult that was freshly cut from the cord of grief only to plunge into the forest of destitute.
She felt all but an esteemed healer here at the Clinic. Emlyn?s gaze was so sullied and soiled with the lack of accomplishment. And the emptiness. She expected joy, relief, and closure. She felt like the pained child that was before a wretched parent.

?I can see that you had given up before he had gone.? Her voice grew grim. And her hand came to cup her chin. Eyes gained a glassy texture.

The wiser, older woman grinned proudly. ?You?re so ambitious, aren?t you? All because of your torment. My abandonment gave you your gifts that you thrive off of now. The whole reason you are as successful as you are is because of your anger. We are woman that carry anger with us because it is unsightly to express it. There?s no tasteful way to be angry, my dear.?

Emlyn couldn?t look her in the face. ?You did not search for my father because you knew you had conceived me. You were ashamed of.. getting pregnant. And you didn?t want to.. scare him away with it. Not so immediately after just meeting him. Yet he had fixed to leave anyway. And when you realized he was gone and never coming back.. you resigned to it. You gave up because you were wrong about him..?
Her mother?s smile faded into a downward gaze that showed discomfort. Neither women liked being exposed. Tears were streaking the daughter?s face, eyes dilated wide with horror.

?I am the reason you didn?t look for him..?

?Even so, you wouldn?t be where you are today without such events transpiring. And whatever spell you cast to be privy to my thoughts is not appreciated. But since you took your liberties, it is time I took mine.? Her mother?s eyes narrowed, and the matching yellows
flashed like that of a strobe light.

Emlyn?s eyes widened even wider. And that clipboard clattered down to sit at Emlyn?s high heeled feet. It slid to the ground. Her eyes showed struggle but horror. And her lips were parted, struggling to move to utter a single spoken word. ?You?re??!?

?A decorated Mage Minister for the Majestic Affairs of the Administration. The Ghost Division. The kind that deals with military campaigns and operations that create new paths for the powers that be. Why else would you have such a capacity for the talents you possess? You got them from your Mother.?

Emlyn

Date: 2011-08-10 23:26 EST
Emlyn?s hands wanted desperately to reach for her clinched throat, but could not. Fingers were trembling in a frantically horrified struggle to get to move, but only could shake with muscular effort. Her eyes were wider than saucers, showing golden fright of such power.

?Now that I have your undivided attention, I will now tell you why I am here. It?s time for a story, Emlyn. I remember how fond of them you were.?

Emlyn could care less of what she had to say, but was held in her place as if her flats were welded to the pastel white tiles of the flooring of the Clinic. The wheels of the moving chair were clattering and rattling with an unexplained quaking. Well, the explanation had her hand extended weakly, almost lazily at the younger white coat clad woman held captive so silently.

?You?ve prompted quite a stirring that?s reached the very bowels of the Administration. I watched you with so much pride all these years, waiting to emerge and possibly extend to you the opportunity of a lifetime. The opportunity I took when we tragically parted ways. I was planning to embrace you as my own again, believe me my child, I was.?

The word ?was? had her send a shocking tremor in Emlyn. A vicious mark of spite against that more manicured and completed magic spell that had the younger daughter so defenseless.

?But you had to go and disappoint me. You?ve disappointed us all with the grand mess you made of that poor professor that extended his gracious hand to you. I thought I had taught you better. It reflects poorly on me, and that is a wound you inflicted every single day until they decided to ban you from becoming what I am now. We had such grand plans in store for you. Heaven knows you were far more qualified than that Hodgekiss character.?

Emlyn had so very much she wished to say, but only choked and struggled for every half of a breath she could muster from that painfully tight clinch the magic was having on her airway.

?I?ve come to offer one final warning. A little slap on the wrist on behalf of the Ghost Division. Our message to you is simple. It is but one small word, child??

She was turning a rosy pink from the neck up, eyes gaining a glaze that was nearing unconsciousness.

And she tumbled out of the wheeled cushioned stool that was designated for the doctor, still unable to move. The door had closed discreetly to block view to any of the scrub-clad passersby.

Gravely, she continued as her grip tightened. Those hands stayed curled and tensed as the aged but still equally good-looking woman stood to turn that palm downward.

?Stop.?

And finally, that hand unwound and fell to the older woman?s side. A woman with black hair, yellow eyes, and the face of a woman that had turned cold for the right price and security. And for the right marriage that reinforced that security.

She was tall with a pretty face that had a few wrinkles and eyes that had gotten a little less opened with age and the weariness of a life that was fueled by the wrong incentives.

Emlyn gasped a loud and prolonged gasp followed by furious coughing. Those hands rushed to grope and protect that neck by treasuring the newly restored ability to use her airways entirely to their maximum potential. Gasps turned to pants and coughs remained strong and loud as she struggled to sit up from that cold, clinical ground she rested upon.

?I will not.? Was coughed out of her voice as she looked to her mother.

?Your threats do not scare me. And now that I know that you have the power to help your only daughter and chose your job over me twice.. I will make sure not to choose you over anything. Ever..?

Emlyn?s yellows were near toxic, showing a yellow that was bright and so very livened with a rage.

?You?ve been warned. And freshen up, will you? Your anger is showing.?The woman turned, and exited the Clinic. The second she left the room, Emlyn shuffled to her feet and scrambled to the door. Turning the doorknob, it only shook in refusal as the gears jammed and rattled as she pleadingly tried to get the door open.