They exchanged letters at least once a week, Black Abby and Squeaker. Just two extremes sliced from the same, long ago drowned out personality and even the writing dished out by that very hand differed drastically. The letters, no matter the length or the haste with which they were written, ere always tucked somewhere that the other could find them.
Abigail, kind and painfully shy Abigail, always had a slightly nervous jitter to her handwriting and it was almost always without fail scrawled across the front of lined notebook paper.
Dear Abby,
It's strange writing to you and it's strange knowing that I share my body with something as sour as you. I think of what you've done with these hands and I shudder because no matter what you say, no matter what anyone says, that is not you. It's not me. It's not us.
I know you think you're the original personality, but you're not. I'm not either, if that helps at all. When it happened, when Marie did what she did, our mind split off in order to cope. Don't you remember?
I do. I remember you being just as scared as I was, even though you didn't know about me then. I remember that you took away every bit of the hurt and the anger that felt. What happened to you, Abby? All of that bad stuff sort of expanded and stretched and engulfed you.
I know you've always wanted to know, and I guess that's why I'm finally telling you. Maybe it will help you understand. Maybe it's not too late to get help or to stop or something.
I don't know why, but I love you. Please, please try to understand that.
Love,
Abigail
Abigail, kind and painfully shy Abigail, always had a slightly nervous jitter to her handwriting and it was almost always without fail scrawled across the front of lined notebook paper.
Dear Abby,
It's strange writing to you and it's strange knowing that I share my body with something as sour as you. I think of what you've done with these hands and I shudder because no matter what you say, no matter what anyone says, that is not you. It's not me. It's not us.
I know you think you're the original personality, but you're not. I'm not either, if that helps at all. When it happened, when Marie did what she did, our mind split off in order to cope. Don't you remember?
I do. I remember you being just as scared as I was, even though you didn't know about me then. I remember that you took away every bit of the hurt and the anger that felt. What happened to you, Abby? All of that bad stuff sort of expanded and stretched and engulfed you.
I know you've always wanted to know, and I guess that's why I'm finally telling you. Maybe it will help you understand. Maybe it's not too late to get help or to stop or something.
I don't know why, but I love you. Please, please try to understand that.
Love,
Abigail