Along the path there, the fires of Beltane were a beacon. Coolish air against the back of his neck. Tag could feel Madison's hand in his and it was a warm heartbeat along the road. In these sort of evenings his eyes picked up dots of light, giving the night of his gaze the look of one that had strange constellations. He squeezed her hand.
And she squeezed back. The mood had struck, the fires of the night and their pull, and the woman had woven the odd braid through her hair, undone and now below the tail of her spine. In step with one another, she cast him a broad smile. The look on his face brought that to be. The crowd spilled ahead and around them. So many people, it was almost an overwhelming sight. But the smell of wood smoke immediately softened her face. Her thumb moved back and forth against his hand. "What a sight."
His thoughts were on Lilliana then. He wondered if she would be there and if she wasn't it seemed to him that... something in Beltane would be missing. She was the embodiment of the holiday to him. Laughing and lustful with her clove cigarettes. Somewhere he was sure she lit the fires of Beltane. The strangeness of the moment lifted away when Madison's hand stroked his. It scooped his smile up from its hidden place for her, "It is... a dangerous holiday, for you."
"It is?" Shooting a brow up at his remark as they wandered further into the crowd, the smells, the sounds, the color. Her gaze drifting to his and then ahead of them, as they wove through gaps in the bodies. Her hand still within his.
From her stomach to her face, he nodded. His eyebrows came together in a concerted look before he continued, "It is a fertility festival." His face seemed so serious after he said it and at that point they had closed upon the outside perimeter of the gathering.
That had her in sudden laughter. A hand to her stomach and another sliding up his arm as she looked to him with warmth. "I could use a break, baby. This body needs it. If anyone it's you who should be worried." Her eyes almost catlike at the suggestion, then she turned away and sunk her back against him, bringing the hand she held around in front of her, to settle against her abdomen. Contented, she looked across the faces. "But I suppose this Beltane business explains the last couple nights..." she drawled quietly, over her shoulder to him.
"I don't feel wo--" his sentence stopped when her joke dawned on him. The words which would have followed were swallowed in a small, seemingly private smile. She smiled like there was something else still lingering in her mouth to be said which she would never put to words. Standing there, his hand at her abdomen, he considered that it once was an entire person. That it was a world with a mind and a heartbeat singing back to her own. How was that possible? His lips pressed at top curve of her ear.
"You hungry? Or would you like to dance?" A shoulder lifted at the kiss, and she turned a little, enough to look to him sideways and up. Her eyes for black night, pinpricked with tiny fires... like distant stars.
He was studying her face that turned up at him, long enough that it seemed he hadn't heard the question because of how hard he was examining her features. That wasn't so. An answer came like it'd always been there. The idea of dancing sent a recollection of the way her heels made that empty, clacking noise when she held them in her hand. His hand caught her opposing hip to turn her so she faced him directly, "This."
It was a wave. The tide had gone out only so far before it swelled and returned, lapping around them. Prairie eyes remained with his as she placed her hands around his neck. A smile that was faint. She could hear the rain.
"This." Finally, she answered. Her voice barely there.
"I don't think it's Beltane." Then there is a slow and gently sway. First, as if they are on a boat. Then with greater intention, rocking them until they took small steps to circle each other in a closely held slow dance. It did not exactly align itself with the music playing at that moment, but he thought the world could go on in a clamor of chaos as it usually did and he would hold her, quietly, for that piece of dance.
That caused her smile to grow. Her head placed against his chest as they moved in slow, rocking circles, to their own music. "Tag?" Softly. She lifted her head.
It seemed that it was her that still smelled like fire and that it wasn't coming from the flames not so far away. There had never been anyone that seemed so much like rain and fire while also being as permanent as a landmark. When the sphinx called him by his name he paused and looked down, wondering what question would come from the sands of her mouth. Eyes holding her gaze said he was attentive.
"I really... last night meant a lot to me." The fire and passing shadows illuminated one side of his face. Scars and worry were scored away by both. "I think I always loved you, too. From the moment we met, in retrospect, I think... I think so. Been on my mind all day, everythin' you told me last night. Everything... I seem to remember. I am... so in love with you, Tag."
Perhaps, in the middle of a crowd of people and music and all the color and voices it wasn't the time to say it, but her mind had been fat full with the words all that day.
It was hard to wrap up everything they were into a box that could be organized and understood. With so many years there, the strangeness of meeting and friendship, there was no line in the sand to draw in to say when there was love and how it became all-encompassing and if the fulfillment of lust altered it any.
"Cover your ears." His hands eased away from her body.
Behind closed lips she laughed a little uncertainly and looked around herself, at the other lovers, other dancers, the flowers, the remnants of smoke that floated like a fine mist above everyone's heads, and higher still, to give the sky a strange, almost milky haze. Then she did as was asked, breaking from him to place a hand at a time over her ears.
There was his small smile as he saw her uncertainty. It wasn't often that he felt he struck her so oddly. His hands went beneath her throat to where the locket dangled and he opened it. Eyes were on her's, the length of the chain keeping their bodies close to one another. His thumb pressed the side of the locket so that it would open. As if it was a firefly, his hands were cupped around it and his head bent in. The world was muted and the locket that held a whispered message was filled with something new. His hands closed shut slowly and then he eased it back to where it had rested. There was a nod from him, saying she could lift her hands away, "It is waiting for you, as I have."
Madison could feel that the tide had risen again. The feeling that came and went, came and went... crash or sometimes crawling towards them, but always returning. She couldn't suppress the soft laughter that came from her as she watched him recite his heart into the locket that never was removed, not since he placed it around her neck at the market. It was cupped inside her hand as he released it. As if contained some rare and wonderful beetle. Her eyes asked now?
It wasn't an expensive locket, in truth he had no idea that she would have liked it as much as she did. At the kiosk it had been sold as a high-end trinket and he had never thought about just how amazing it was. Not until her. Madison had a way of doing that, of reinventing what tea and rain tasted like. She asked now and it was the question a person asked who had not had a soul tempered with waiting. He nodded that she could, but his smile at her eagerness was dangerously close to being lightning.
Can lighting strike twice?
There was a heartbeat in a locket. Very gently, pale fingers moved around the locket, her eyes finding his before she pressed the release and it opened wide. She brought it to her ear, her head tilted to the side, eyes closed.
And she squeezed back. The mood had struck, the fires of the night and their pull, and the woman had woven the odd braid through her hair, undone and now below the tail of her spine. In step with one another, she cast him a broad smile. The look on his face brought that to be. The crowd spilled ahead and around them. So many people, it was almost an overwhelming sight. But the smell of wood smoke immediately softened her face. Her thumb moved back and forth against his hand. "What a sight."
His thoughts were on Lilliana then. He wondered if she would be there and if she wasn't it seemed to him that... something in Beltane would be missing. She was the embodiment of the holiday to him. Laughing and lustful with her clove cigarettes. Somewhere he was sure she lit the fires of Beltane. The strangeness of the moment lifted away when Madison's hand stroked his. It scooped his smile up from its hidden place for her, "It is... a dangerous holiday, for you."
"It is?" Shooting a brow up at his remark as they wandered further into the crowd, the smells, the sounds, the color. Her gaze drifting to his and then ahead of them, as they wove through gaps in the bodies. Her hand still within his.
From her stomach to her face, he nodded. His eyebrows came together in a concerted look before he continued, "It is a fertility festival." His face seemed so serious after he said it and at that point they had closed upon the outside perimeter of the gathering.
That had her in sudden laughter. A hand to her stomach and another sliding up his arm as she looked to him with warmth. "I could use a break, baby. This body needs it. If anyone it's you who should be worried." Her eyes almost catlike at the suggestion, then she turned away and sunk her back against him, bringing the hand she held around in front of her, to settle against her abdomen. Contented, she looked across the faces. "But I suppose this Beltane business explains the last couple nights..." she drawled quietly, over her shoulder to him.
"I don't feel wo--" his sentence stopped when her joke dawned on him. The words which would have followed were swallowed in a small, seemingly private smile. She smiled like there was something else still lingering in her mouth to be said which she would never put to words. Standing there, his hand at her abdomen, he considered that it once was an entire person. That it was a world with a mind and a heartbeat singing back to her own. How was that possible? His lips pressed at top curve of her ear.
"You hungry? Or would you like to dance?" A shoulder lifted at the kiss, and she turned a little, enough to look to him sideways and up. Her eyes for black night, pinpricked with tiny fires... like distant stars.
He was studying her face that turned up at him, long enough that it seemed he hadn't heard the question because of how hard he was examining her features. That wasn't so. An answer came like it'd always been there. The idea of dancing sent a recollection of the way her heels made that empty, clacking noise when she held them in her hand. His hand caught her opposing hip to turn her so she faced him directly, "This."
It was a wave. The tide had gone out only so far before it swelled and returned, lapping around them. Prairie eyes remained with his as she placed her hands around his neck. A smile that was faint. She could hear the rain.
"This." Finally, she answered. Her voice barely there.
"I don't think it's Beltane." Then there is a slow and gently sway. First, as if they are on a boat. Then with greater intention, rocking them until they took small steps to circle each other in a closely held slow dance. It did not exactly align itself with the music playing at that moment, but he thought the world could go on in a clamor of chaos as it usually did and he would hold her, quietly, for that piece of dance.
That caused her smile to grow. Her head placed against his chest as they moved in slow, rocking circles, to their own music. "Tag?" Softly. She lifted her head.
It seemed that it was her that still smelled like fire and that it wasn't coming from the flames not so far away. There had never been anyone that seemed so much like rain and fire while also being as permanent as a landmark. When the sphinx called him by his name he paused and looked down, wondering what question would come from the sands of her mouth. Eyes holding her gaze said he was attentive.
"I really... last night meant a lot to me." The fire and passing shadows illuminated one side of his face. Scars and worry were scored away by both. "I think I always loved you, too. From the moment we met, in retrospect, I think... I think so. Been on my mind all day, everythin' you told me last night. Everything... I seem to remember. I am... so in love with you, Tag."
Perhaps, in the middle of a crowd of people and music and all the color and voices it wasn't the time to say it, but her mind had been fat full with the words all that day.
It was hard to wrap up everything they were into a box that could be organized and understood. With so many years there, the strangeness of meeting and friendship, there was no line in the sand to draw in to say when there was love and how it became all-encompassing and if the fulfillment of lust altered it any.
"Cover your ears." His hands eased away from her body.
Behind closed lips she laughed a little uncertainly and looked around herself, at the other lovers, other dancers, the flowers, the remnants of smoke that floated like a fine mist above everyone's heads, and higher still, to give the sky a strange, almost milky haze. Then she did as was asked, breaking from him to place a hand at a time over her ears.
There was his small smile as he saw her uncertainty. It wasn't often that he felt he struck her so oddly. His hands went beneath her throat to where the locket dangled and he opened it. Eyes were on her's, the length of the chain keeping their bodies close to one another. His thumb pressed the side of the locket so that it would open. As if it was a firefly, his hands were cupped around it and his head bent in. The world was muted and the locket that held a whispered message was filled with something new. His hands closed shut slowly and then he eased it back to where it had rested. There was a nod from him, saying she could lift her hands away, "It is waiting for you, as I have."
Madison could feel that the tide had risen again. The feeling that came and went, came and went... crash or sometimes crawling towards them, but always returning. She couldn't suppress the soft laughter that came from her as she watched him recite his heart into the locket that never was removed, not since he placed it around her neck at the market. It was cupped inside her hand as he released it. As if contained some rare and wonderful beetle. Her eyes asked now?
It wasn't an expensive locket, in truth he had no idea that she would have liked it as much as she did. At the kiosk it had been sold as a high-end trinket and he had never thought about just how amazing it was. Not until her. Madison had a way of doing that, of reinventing what tea and rain tasted like. She asked now and it was the question a person asked who had not had a soul tempered with waiting. He nodded that she could, but his smile at her eagerness was dangerously close to being lightning.
Can lighting strike twice?
There was a heartbeat in a locket. Very gently, pale fingers moved around the locket, her eyes finding his before she pressed the release and it opened wide. She brought it to her ear, her head tilted to the side, eyes closed.