Topic: Can Lightning Strike Twice?

Tag Sentry

Date: 2016-05-04 00:22 EST
Along the path there, the fires of Beltane were a beacon. Coolish air against the back of his neck. Tag could feel Madison's hand in his and it was a warm heartbeat along the road. In these sort of evenings his eyes picked up dots of light, giving the night of his gaze the look of one that had strange constellations. He squeezed her hand.

And she squeezed back. The mood had struck, the fires of the night and their pull, and the woman had woven the odd braid through her hair, undone and now below the tail of her spine. In step with one another, she cast him a broad smile. The look on his face brought that to be. The crowd spilled ahead and around them. So many people, it was almost an overwhelming sight. But the smell of wood smoke immediately softened her face. Her thumb moved back and forth against his hand. "What a sight."

His thoughts were on Lilliana then. He wondered if she would be there and if she wasn't it seemed to him that... something in Beltane would be missing. She was the embodiment of the holiday to him. Laughing and lustful with her clove cigarettes. Somewhere he was sure she lit the fires of Beltane. The strangeness of the moment lifted away when Madison's hand stroked his. It scooped his smile up from its hidden place for her, "It is... a dangerous holiday, for you."

"It is?" Shooting a brow up at his remark as they wandered further into the crowd, the smells, the sounds, the color. Her gaze drifting to his and then ahead of them, as they wove through gaps in the bodies. Her hand still within his.

From her stomach to her face, he nodded. His eyebrows came together in a concerted look before he continued, "It is a fertility festival." His face seemed so serious after he said it and at that point they had closed upon the outside perimeter of the gathering.

That had her in sudden laughter. A hand to her stomach and another sliding up his arm as she looked to him with warmth. "I could use a break, baby. This body needs it. If anyone it's you who should be worried." Her eyes almost catlike at the suggestion, then she turned away and sunk her back against him, bringing the hand she held around in front of her, to settle against her abdomen. Contented, she looked across the faces. "But I suppose this Beltane business explains the last couple nights..." she drawled quietly, over her shoulder to him.

"I don't feel wo--" his sentence stopped when her joke dawned on him. The words which would have followed were swallowed in a small, seemingly private smile. She smiled like there was something else still lingering in her mouth to be said which she would never put to words. Standing there, his hand at her abdomen, he considered that it once was an entire person. That it was a world with a mind and a heartbeat singing back to her own. How was that possible? His lips pressed at top curve of her ear.

"You hungry? Or would you like to dance?" A shoulder lifted at the kiss, and she turned a little, enough to look to him sideways and up. Her eyes for black night, pinpricked with tiny fires... like distant stars.

He was studying her face that turned up at him, long enough that it seemed he hadn't heard the question because of how hard he was examining her features. That wasn't so. An answer came like it'd always been there. The idea of dancing sent a recollection of the way her heels made that empty, clacking noise when she held them in her hand. His hand caught her opposing hip to turn her so she faced him directly, "This."

It was a wave. The tide had gone out only so far before it swelled and returned, lapping around them. Prairie eyes remained with his as she placed her hands around his neck. A smile that was faint. She could hear the rain.

"This." Finally, she answered. Her voice barely there.

"I don't think it's Beltane." Then there is a slow and gently sway. First, as if they are on a boat. Then with greater intention, rocking them until they took small steps to circle each other in a closely held slow dance. It did not exactly align itself with the music playing at that moment, but he thought the world could go on in a clamor of chaos as it usually did and he would hold her, quietly, for that piece of dance.

That caused her smile to grow. Her head placed against his chest as they moved in slow, rocking circles, to their own music. "Tag?" Softly. She lifted her head.

It seemed that it was her that still smelled like fire and that it wasn't coming from the flames not so far away. There had never been anyone that seemed so much like rain and fire while also being as permanent as a landmark. When the sphinx called him by his name he paused and looked down, wondering what question would come from the sands of her mouth. Eyes holding her gaze said he was attentive.

"I really... last night meant a lot to me." The fire and passing shadows illuminated one side of his face. Scars and worry were scored away by both. "I think I always loved you, too. From the moment we met, in retrospect, I think... I think so. Been on my mind all day, everythin' you told me last night. Everything... I seem to remember. I am... so in love with you, Tag."

Perhaps, in the middle of a crowd of people and music and all the color and voices it wasn't the time to say it, but her mind had been fat full with the words all that day.

It was hard to wrap up everything they were into a box that could be organized and understood. With so many years there, the strangeness of meeting and friendship, there was no line in the sand to draw in to say when there was love and how it became all-encompassing and if the fulfillment of lust altered it any.

"Cover your ears." His hands eased away from her body.

Behind closed lips she laughed a little uncertainly and looked around herself, at the other lovers, other dancers, the flowers, the remnants of smoke that floated like a fine mist above everyone's heads, and higher still, to give the sky a strange, almost milky haze. Then she did as was asked, breaking from him to place a hand at a time over her ears.

There was his small smile as he saw her uncertainty. It wasn't often that he felt he struck her so oddly. His hands went beneath her throat to where the locket dangled and he opened it. Eyes were on her's, the length of the chain keeping their bodies close to one another. His thumb pressed the side of the locket so that it would open. As if it was a firefly, his hands were cupped around it and his head bent in. The world was muted and the locket that held a whispered message was filled with something new. His hands closed shut slowly and then he eased it back to where it had rested. There was a nod from him, saying she could lift her hands away, "It is waiting for you, as I have."

Madison could feel that the tide had risen again. The feeling that came and went, came and went... crash or sometimes crawling towards them, but always returning. She couldn't suppress the soft laughter that came from her as she watched him recite his heart into the locket that never was removed, not since he placed it around her neck at the market. It was cupped inside her hand as he released it. As if contained some rare and wonderful beetle. Her eyes asked now?

It wasn't an expensive locket, in truth he had no idea that she would have liked it as much as she did. At the kiosk it had been sold as a high-end trinket and he had never thought about just how amazing it was. Not until her. Madison had a way of doing that, of reinventing what tea and rain tasted like. She asked now and it was the question a person asked who had not had a soul tempered with waiting. He nodded that she could, but his smile at her eagerness was dangerously close to being lightning.

Can lighting strike twice?

There was a heartbeat in a locket. Very gently, pale fingers moved around the locket, her eyes finding his before she pressed the release and it opened wide. She brought it to her ear, her head tilted to the side, eyes closed.

Tag Sentry

Date: 2016-05-04 02:56 EST
The locket doesn't hold its secret long. It didn't even give her difficulty in being opened but yawned like a kitten in her hand, a whisper in the party.

The crackle and light of his smile was a cameo pressed to the insides of her eyelids. An image that flickered there for half a second, before her eyes shot wide and the locket slowly fell from between her clasped hands. She searched his face in disbelief for a moment. Then gasped... and dived across to embrace him. Legs and arms wrapping around the dark man. "YES!"

For being small, she made quite the impact when landing against him. It was as if her body might leave a more visible impression on him than it had already. His arms closed about her, forearms side by side behind her. She hits him like a wave, like a shotgun and a hundred other things that are dissimilar but feeling linked together in that moment. "Thank you."

She's got tears on her face when she leans back and settles those blue eyes on black.

"No. Quite the opposite. Thank you." A sniffle, she laughed and leaned towards him, pressing her mouth to his with hunger and a thousand other flavors and memories and feelings. She whispers in the kiss. Forehead resting to forehead, she breathes in. Life didn't give you these moments often. It could only be savored.

In a few moments the world swayed again, but he never gave their bodies enough momentum to say they were dancing or just rocking each other. The pressure of her forehead against his felt like something in him was pouring from his head into her's. There was a catch in his chest that had kept his breath tight until then. He inhaled, deeply, all of her and held it until he had to let it go and the feeling of being wrapped in her was complete and comforting. His arms kept her in close. Perhaps on the outside they looked more like huddled survivors of a war than lovers clinging to each other. They had been survivors, though, and they held with the same fervor of anyone who was grateful that they survived.

In all her years apart, she hadn't thought that she could feel that close to someone else. Where the borders between skin and thought were not. It gave her almost a look of shock as she rubbed away the moisture from her cheek with the back of a hand. There was still mystery, but no secrets. There was skin, but no distance. Madison slipped down his body, legs unwinding until she touched the ground again. Her hands, however, remained around him. Her eyes looked over his face, again and again and there was only one thought.

She bent then, to remove her boots, stepping out of each one and peeling off her socks. She held them in one hand as she drew to her height and glanced once to the edge of the clearing, that led to home. As if shoes got in the way of remembering this night. She wanted to feel everything. That the ground was cool beneath her lucky feet. That there were sticks and leaves and cherry blossom petals. Her face appeared almost serious as it turned towards his again.

Worn shorts and a white t shirt but she felt like a queen. She watched as he removed his shoes.

It sometimes felt like a set of binoculars were being focused and that she became more clear, more crisp. She was steadied against him then, peering up at him with an impossible sharpness that he did not flinch from. The man could calmly stare down a lion he knew would eat him. That was the sharpness, as if she might peel him out of his own body. And then... she did.

She went to the edge of the woods and he bent down, removing his own socks and shoes. He did that, late at night when he gardened with devils and a cigarette. He was still walking that path towards her, left hand thumbing behind his neck at the collar of his t-shirt to pull it overhead. Black ink lines of kanji were down his back, interrupted by the cut of what were now old scars from being caned. The shirt and shoes bundled together in his hands as he stopped beside her.

Her face grew more thoughtful, more concerned, looking across the broad shoulders and the lines of him in the edge of the forest and the flailing light. Fire-reflections that sputtered like vicious candles and painted his body and her face with living, moving shapes. Madi smiled. She turned from him and set foot deeper into the woodland. The rubber of her boot heels clacking together as she walked.

She smiled and it brightened him. Barefoot, he felt the world spin under his feet. Rocks jabbed, leaves offered a small reprieve if they were not accompanied with sticks. Once there had been a bear trap and the scars of it were still on his leg. He may have wandered the world with one foot instead of two without her. Yes, that would be what getting along without her would be. They continued as they always had. Together.

Through the dark she led them to very particular spot. She would turn at times to share with the dark man a smile. Then, when it appeared they were there... where she meant for, she only stopped and reached for his hand. Ahead of them, a rainwater pool. It glimmered on the surface with hints of moonlight and the haze from the fires. "Do you remember?"

Their reflections stared back - breaking and reforming.

He remembered wanting to learn how to swim and he remembered wings and coins and a hundred different times they had looked at each other and said I know in a way that was not love at all but understanding. Those could be missed when enamored. It had seemed that they started as bones before there was flesh, skin and sex. He did not feel that he was grasping what she said, but it didn't frustrate him. His mind went through memories and his eyes ticked to her face when he told her, "Show me."

When he made her smile, it was a smile unlike what she had worn before. Usually, her smile, even that, looked half sad, haunted, faraway. But when he unlocked the door, reached into the shadows and stepped forth... it gave her the courage to let go, and to let herself really smile. For the first time in too long. With his hand, she stepped towards the rainwater pool and stared into it. "We stood here like this. Once."

"I wanted to know what we would see, now, if we looked inside the water."

Their reflections were ghosts... the light was poor and the angle was hard. But nonetheless, their faces floated in the water, where the moon got far enough to release.

It was overwhelming to feel so very important to another person. He hesitated, not because he did not want to but because there was a fear that lingered in his heart, still. Stepping up to the pool beside her he examined their forms, stretched and altered in the water. They looked like faces of the past, like old photographs being bleached in the sun.

There was a sound of delight in her throat as he gazed below. There came a squeeze of her hand.

"They'll always be a dark man and a young woman in this pool, Tag. A young woman, whom you changed the life of. In a way only you can." The way she spoke was as much as a friend as a wife to be, a girlfriend. Because foremost, they were that. Companions, survivors. "I need you to know that."

"I do not know why, or how, your soul has always spoken to mine... but it has." He said it like it was the unburdening of an enormous weight. That it was a pressure he had never wanted to admit to and now that he had, he had to look away. Their bodies mattered in the same way a journal did. It was only the vessel that held the story. Without the story he didn't want the vessel. A camp fire told him that, once. His attention turned to her and he nodded. Yes, he absorbed what she said and sank somewhere to the ground where his feet felt it.

Here, it was colder. The fires and all the people were behind them, back through the wood they had crept through, barefoot and kind of wild, moving together with all of their senses attuned. She inhaled the stiff, swollen air, the cold noticeable, the way it covered her bared arms and legs in bumps and had whitened the pallor of his face. Madison had turned towards him a touch. "Home?"

His response, she was still... feeling. Letting wash over her. Their open acknowledgment of years of growing feeling and knowing. It was an innocent, uncomplicated feeling. Still was, only now they could wrap around one another.

"Yes." His bundled belonging wrapped in his shirt could be held by one hand. He hesitated, looking into the water one more time as if he did not trust the reflection. His free hand linked with her's. They could pick their way home slowly, feeling the journey from where he has whispered to the place he had slept.