So much has happened in the last year, I hardly know where to begin. I?m apprehensive about even writing any of this down, it all becomes that much more real if it?s in print; if it?s bound in one of these types of journals. And even then, what?s the purpose of that? Our ties are all nearly broken, I?ve started a war of chaos and destruction, one that I don?t think that I?ll be winning. What?s the purpose of taking down the history of how things happened if I?m not going to be the victor?
Maybe the small glimmer of hope that it?s not all lost. That maybe somewhere, at some point, someone will find this and read it and understand that I tried. I ****ing tried!!
Trying wasn?t good enough though. Trying didn?t help stop the consequences that were set in motion by my own stupid arrogance that I could handle it all myself. I should have known better. I should have realized that pride is my flaw and that it was because the three of us would work together ? that we worked together as a team, that?s how we would protect our family.
There?s no I in team they say. But there?s one in King, there?s one in Heir.
Only now, there?s no kingdom. No throne.
And it?s all my fault, because my sister Constance is dead.
Maybe the small glimmer of hope that it?s not all lost. That maybe somewhere, at some point, someone will find this and read it and understand that I tried. I ****ing tried!!
Trying wasn?t good enough though. Trying didn?t help stop the consequences that were set in motion by my own stupid arrogance that I could handle it all myself. I should have known better. I should have realized that pride is my flaw and that it was because the three of us would work together ? that we worked together as a team, that?s how we would protect our family.
There?s no I in team they say. But there?s one in King, there?s one in Heir.
Only now, there?s no kingdom. No throne.
And it?s all my fault, because my sister Constance is dead.