Topic: Smiles and Secrets [18+]

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-09-18 14:48 EST
Isn?t it funny? You hear a phone ring and it could be anybody. But, a ringing phone has to be answered doesn?t it?

Orson Welles? voice cut through the quiet night before the woman pulled her cell phone from her dress pocket to answer it. Technology however, already clued her in as to who would be (expected) on the other end of the line. ?Hi, I?? Her casual greeting was cut off by the other voice.

?Hey, do you know where that blue duffle bag of mine is? I?m pretty sure that I left some gear in there and I?m going to need that tomorrow.?

?Did you try looking on your washing machine?? Constance suggested to her younger brother, James.

?What? No, why would it be out there?? The sound of a door slammed and punctuated his question, he was moving through his home muttering before silence followed.

?To remind you to wash your gear before the last minute.? Her brother?s sudden silence was telling and caused an amused sound behind closed lips as Constance continued on her walk to her new ?home?.

??..Right. So I found it, thanks.? He shifted the phone to be cradled between his shoulder and ear while he opened the bag to dump its contents into the washer. ?So you made it back there all right, yeah??

?Yes, yes. The trip was fine and the movers did not get lost or damage anything that I?ve seen. I haven?t begun to unpack anything; I stepped out for the night after they left.?

?Oh, you go and see Roman? How?s that guy doing??

?No, I didn?t go to see him, but I did speak to him a few days ago and let him know when I was coming into town. He?s fine, and I?ll tell him you said hello. I went to an Inn, away from the modern district. It reminded me of that bar we used to go to, or at least it?s in the same part of town.?

?Connie, that?s far. Why did you go way over there? I thought you liked that section of town, it?s why I picked that apartment for you.?

?Oh, yes I do. And I like the apartment. I just started walking and ended up there. I felt like I was being pulled, well almost like it. The area can be exhausting sometimes. There?s just so much going on around here.?

?Yeah, I remember, but still give me a call if someone tries to anchor you. Or check in with Roman or even??

Now it was Constance?s turn to cut James off. ?I?m fine J. I just said that it was like I was being pulled. More like prodding and nudging, but I didn?t see a tether. It was though, exactly how Cathy said.? Reminding him of their sister?s words.

?You know I don?t like to hear about that stuff. I don?t pay attention when she starts going through one of her visions??

A roll of her eyes went with her sigh. ?Right, well all the same I am just fine. Everyone I met tonight at the Inn was quite friendly, but that could be because I haven?t overstayed my welcome just yet. But when you?re around a bunch of non-humans it can get so tiring because they?re all so different and I almost put my foot in my mouth. Or no, well I did, but thankfully it worked out that it wasn?t ?completely broadcasted to the entire Inn. I feigned being tired, which I supposed wasn?t far from the truth.?

Laughing on the other end of the phone James asked, ?You didn?t go off telling secrets again, did you??

?I don?t think so? I?m not sure. I am tired though, so I suppose that I could have. I may have to invest in my own peppermint tea farm or something to stay relaxed.?

?Why don?t you mirror like you do here??

?I can only do it in small instances here because everyone?s emotions are in a constant whirling tornado. Or the emotions are just too strong and too conflicting. I?d be a mass of rage ready to kill one second, and a wide eyed innocent happily giggling the next.?

?So?you?d be Cathy when she?s pmsing.?

?I?m going to tell her you said that.?

?Tell her next week, when I?m out on a job.?

?Ha! It just hurts too much and gets confusing when I do that around here too much. Plus, I?m not sure that if I mirror too long here that I won?t forget my own feelings. And I don?t like feeling confused.?

?I gotcha. You walking home now right? Shoot me a text when you get there. I know it?ll take me a good minute to get out there if something is wrong but be safe. Don?t go on any detours.?

?Yes, I?m heading back now and not too far. I will. Oh that?s so sweet, looking after your big sister.?

?Screw that. I just want to keep you around in case I break something,? Laughing and grinning in his tease.

?If you do something stupid I?m not taking away your pain bro.? Warning in her laugh.

?You say stupid, I say adventurous. All right, gotta go hit the showers. Night Coco.?

?Good night J.? Laughing still as she hung up and fished her new set of keys out of a dress pocket.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-09-19 17:53 EST
?We could be amazing?? Constance?s voice sang lightly to the night air on her walk home from the Inn, mixing from lyrics to humming along with the song playing in her ears. ?You know you?re gonna have to trust again.?

Alone and undisturbed on the street, she was free to dance and spin to the music while releasing energy and purging it carefully on her way. ?Us being here is not an accident?an accident.?

The woman?s figure could easily be seen under the street lights, her strides turning into dance steps when the music suited her and only stopped when the music hiccupped to indicate a text message. Her attention was now split between watching where she was walking and the screen held up in one hand to open and read the message.

Hey u still awake? Just wanted to check on u cuz I had a dream & want to tell u about it. Sorry also if this wakes u. <3 u! ^.^

Instead of texting a reply, Constance opted to call and pulled an ear bud from one ear before holding the phone there. It rang a couple of times before Constance?s sister Catherine picked up.

?Hello, I didn?t wake you, did I??

?Hi Cathy, no you?re fine. I?m actually just walking home right now. Funny enough, J called me last night about this time too. How are you??

?Oh, I?m okay now that I?m settled and rooted. I also took some Advil PM. It?ll start to kick in shortly.? Though there was a touch of a yawn at the end of her statement, she sounded focused. ?I wanted to tell you about what I saw. ?Oh, but I forgot to ask about the other night? When you arrived?? Well, as focused as Cathy could be, already getting sidetracked with a different question.

?Rooted?? Raising a brow as the concern showed in her tone. ?It was like you said, pulling with no rope or tether. I got there fine and just left not long ago tonight in fact. I?ve been there twice now, but no answers.? Answering her question before guiding her sister back to the topic at hand, ?What did you see dear??

?I saw you walking in complete darkness, but I could not tell where. If it was in a room, or a forest or street, but I could hear things rustling. It sounded like you were being surrounded, but I couldn?t tell. When you stopped, you shined, looked up while your eyes rolled back into your head. When they rolled forward, you dimmed, but I could see that your eyes were green and wild when you looked forward. And glowed. I could only hear static after that. You stood there for a bit before you closed your eyes and then?? Cathy made a sound of discomfort before tacking on, ?it rained blood.?

?Did you write all of this down?? Asking gently first before her soothing tones continued into the phone and traveled through the line to her sister. ?If you heard static, then that?s good. It probably means that my defenses were up. I am just fine right now. Whose blood was it? Could you tell? What happened after that??

?Yes, I did. I wrote it in my book. Do you want me to email it to you?? Offering. ?No, I couldn?t tell. You did look okay. I couldn?t see that you were hurt. I woke up right after that, it was too much. The smell of blood was so strong ?I thought I had a nosebleed actually?but I didn?t.?

?Okay, see so I am fine. I will be okay. The blood, well it can be dangerous in certain parts of town. A lot of people? things here have a flare for violence. I?ll probably come into contact with a few dangerous ones who have blood on their hands. But I?ll be okay. And I?m glad you didn?t have a nose bleed. I?m sorry that I?m not there to help you sleep.?

?Oh that?s fine Coco,? Cathy?s discomfort had faded from her tone and her voice sounded light and sleepy. ?I?m glad that you?re not worried about it. The blood thing was just weird and unsettling I guess. But if everything is so crazy there like you and J say it is then I guess it?s because of that then.?

?It is something else out here, I have to admit.? Smiling easily as she noted the change in her sister?s voice.

?I wish I could see it,? said with a yawn attached to the end of her wish. ?Be sure to send pictures soon please. I think I?m ready to go back to bed.?

?I?ll send you some soon, I promise. The apartment isn?t unpacked just yet, but I can send you some pictures of the boxes.? Laughing. ?That?s good. Get some sleep and I?ll talk to you soon.?

?Okie dokie, night night Coco, love you!? Cheery and sleepy.

?I love you too Cathy. Good night.?

Ending the call, Constance noticed another text had come through and opened that one. This time, instead of a family member, it was her friend Roman.

Are you free for lunch on Thursday? Let me know if you can meet Donnie and me at Vino?s Deli at 1. I want to ask you about some things.

Pausing at the corner of her street, her apartment building in sight, Constance sent a quick reply ensuring that she would meet the two men for lunch.

Pairing Cathy?s vision with what she suspected Roman wanted to talk about, Constance knew they had much to discuss.

(Song is "We Could Be Amazing" by Andy Grammer)

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-09-20 22:52 EST
Thursday night, September 19, 2013

Leaving the Inn behind her, Constance began the walk home to her side of town. Momentarily she considered taking a taxi cab to shorten the time it would take, which in turn would bring her closer to her nice soft bed, but she saw none in sight as she continued down the sidewalk.

Little would Constance know that a familiar face from earlier that day was exiting a dive bar just down the street. Tall, dark and ruggedly handsome in his book, Donnie was still in the same worn jeans and black t-shirt from lunch at the deli. Lighting up a fresh cigarette, he?d smoke and walk off the bourbon?s effects, it just so happened he started to follow her.

Her sweater now was hung over her arm that clutched a notebook and pen close to her chest, the same white dress dotted with eyelets worn from earlier keeping bare shoulders exposed to the night air. She was aware that someone had spilled out onto the sidewalk, but appeared unconcerned and simply continued on her way home.

When she didn?t turn around or slow down, Donnie went right along and sped up. Closing in on the distance between them was easy with his long strides, and he called her name when he was close enough, ?Connie?? He was pretty sure he recognized her, but he?s been wrong before. All the same, he had no desire to be attacked with mace by a stranger.

Hearing a quickened pace didn?t unnerve her, nor did she cast a glance over her shoulder. Instead her pace slowed and she moved to the side in the instance that whoever was coming up behind her would be able to pass her. Her name called out by a familiar voice though had her stopping and turning to look and recognize the man. ?Oh, hello Donnie. How?re you??

Catching up with her, he?d wait until she decided to move again, and then walk alongside her smoking. ?Ah, I thought it was you. I?m all right. Been thinking about what we talked about earlier at lunch.? Sending smoke in the opposite direction of her before asking, ?Can you really do what you said??

Giving him an easy smile for she was glad for the company, and continuing her pace along the sidewalk. Nodding at his question, ?In theory I can help. But I?m going to need some practice if I?m going to mind-walk in someone?s psychosis. I?m honestly not sure if it?s going to be like a hallway with doors with different personalities or what not behind them or an ever changing dreamscape.?

?What like that movie The Cell? You ever see that?? Listening and attempting to follow along with what she said.

?Maybe like that. Only it won?t be a virtual reality program, no one will be in a coma and I can?t get stuck unless I?m anchored.? She was probably stirring up more questions.

?Anchored?? She was. ?What?s that??

?Ah?? She was thinking a moment about how to best explain it to him. ?It?s a way to tie up someone like me. It?s a type of prison. But I?m not worried about that because you and Roman will be there.?

He understood the term prison quite well. ?Yeah, someone will be there. Roman wants to help her, but not sure if she?d flip out on you or not.?

?As long as she is willing, but I?ll be able to tell if she?s not.? Easy smile over to the man.

?So you can read minds huh? What am I thinking now?? Giving her a side long glance, he didn?t need to be walking into a street light or anything.

?You feel skeptical about it, but I can?t read minds Donnie. I can only know what I?m shown, or know what someone is feeling or sensing.?

?Of course you know I feel skeptical about it, Roman has probably told you as much.? He wasn?t so sure he bought into it all exactly, just didn?t want Roman to get his hopes up.

?All right then. I?ll prove it. I can show you what mirroring is.? She offered as they came up to a bridged walkway that split off in two directions. Left went to the docks and shipyard, right continued on to the waterfront properties which were where her apartment was located. Setting her notebook, sweater and the napkin pouch of red velvet cookies she had still from the Inn on the railing before turning to face him.

Donnie finished off his cigarette and crushed it out on the railing before flicking it to a nearby trash bin. Stopping along with her, he raised a brow. ?Mirroring??

?Yes, but I request that you don?t think anything angry or violent because there?s no reason to get blood on my white dress.? Smiling up him with a light laugh.

Donnie eyed her skeptically as he leaned an elbow against the railing and slouched. ?Okay?.? Ticking a look over her and the white dress he waited for whatever mirroring was.

A roll of her eyes followed then, as if to say really? But then suddenly she pulled him close and up against her with a hand on his t-shirt to drag him down closer to her level and her other palm pooling at the back of his neck with her fingers slipping into his hair as she kissed him.

His brows rose as if to reply with a silent what to her expression. And then the unexpected happened, but who was he to deny the kiss of a pretty young woman? The kiss was returned and heated, one arm wrapping around her waist with a hand on the small of her back and the other laid along her jaw line with a thumb brushing her cheek to keep her in the kiss. He likes mirroring!

Her hands matched his, place for place, a hand at his jaw and the other on his lower back with fingers creeping lower. They had the appearance of two lovers in tuned to each other?s need in that embrace. When her palm slid into Donnie?s jean back pocket though, she was breaking off the kiss abruptly and letting go of him. ?All right now, that?s enough of that.? Reaching to pull Donnie?s hand off of her backside then!

?That was just getting to the good part. You fueled a fire there Connie.? Cut off and detached from, but that didn?t hide the crooked grin he was giving her. ?So that was mirroring??

?Yeah, that happens.? A bit of a shrug and she was collecting her things from the railing again to continue on walking home. ?That was mirroring.?

?Well I like it!? Grinning still with a chuckle rolling deep in his throat.

?You?ve got some lipstick?.? She was tapping her lips after a look his way. Constance?s laughter (cackle) shortly followed.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-09-25 17:42 EST
Tuesday Afternoon

?How?s the tea Coco??

Lowering her tea cup, she sent her friend Roman an easy smile. ?It?s lovely, thank you Roman. Say, do you want to go dancing Thursday night??

The Italian Giant sitting across the small table at the caf? chuckled at the question but shook his head. ?I?m afraid I won?t be in town on Thursday ?you?re not trying to set me up are you?? Raising a brow in sync with his coffee cup Roman looked Constance over.

?Goodness no, I leave that business to your mother and your sisters. How are they by the way?? Leaning her elbow on the table and laying her chin in her palm after she asked.

?Everyone is very well, thank you. ? Grinning to the woman even though Roman changed the subject before the two of them could get easily sidetracked into another line of conversation. ?If I may, I wanted to go over your strengths before we start working on our project tonight. To cover again just exactly what you?re able to do.? He gave a look around the small coffee shop before regarding Constance fully.

?Everything?? Checking before she?d start getting into it all.

?Yes, please. Everything.?

?Well, its general empathy in its traditional sense ?Though I do not have to touch someone to feel anything they are. It?s drawn to me and I collect it, absorb it? become assaulted by it even. It started when I was five years old. Specifically at the birth of my brother. That was when all of our abilities manifested. Catherine?s ability to protect and her visions started. I started being able to sense everyone around me, and to be able to heal. And James? ability to?. Well adapt and fight. We didn?t know it at the time, but it was because the set of three was complete.?

She paused to take another drink of her tea, checking that Roman was following along before she continued further.

?So I can feel everything from joy to anger, sorrow, fear, even heat or hunger, pain or pleasure ?well desire I think is a better word. Sympathy. Curiosity.? At which she pointed to Roman with an easy smile. ?Thankfully my family, especially my grandparents, realized what was going on and so I was taught how to purge these feelings so I didn?t become overloaded or start bottling it up and go crazy. Purging is exactly how it sounds; I can expel unwanted emotions and feelings. But I have to be careful in how I do it, so that it doesn?t afflict someone else. Because say for instance I?m assaulted with intense rage or hatred, well I don?t want to put that out into the world so in that case I may have to crush or destroy those feelings.?

?And how do you do that Coco??

?Well, you know how a Black Hole functions? The feelings come in and are crushed or compacted in on themselves. Nothing escapes. This is terribly draining, but I suspect that it will have to be how I will have to handle things in our project.?

Roman nodded, ?Well we will be sure that you have anything you need to help with this.?

?Thank you. Also when I?m anchored, it is the only way to get rid of anything because I?m unable to purge then.?

?Why is that??

?Well, if I?m anchored, then I?m imprisoned as you know. I?m just stuck and attached to the soul who has bound me. Trapped in my own head and if I purge anything, it just bounces back to me. So rather pointless. The entire thing is rather tortuous.? Said with an obvious frown.

After a moment Constance pressed on. ?Now I mentioned that I have to be careful when I purge because I don?t want to send certain things out to other people, right? I can also project feelings on others.?

?What do you mean??

?I can force someone to feel a certain way or feel a certain thing. It can be used to merely show someone how someone else feels, kind of like forcing someone to see things from their point of view. . ?I don?t like to do it. I?ve always thought it was terribly rude to do so, and when it happens in the midst of purging it is usually an accident, like I?m not paying attention or maybe I?m drunk.?

His interest perked, so he asked the following question. ?But you could also simply send an emotion to another person, making them feel a certain way. Could you inflict the pain of a victim onto an attacker? Or what of the instance of unrequited love??

?I don?t enjoy inflicting torture onto someone, even if they are harming someone.? Frowning as blue eyes sketched over her friend, watching the hope in his eyes flicker in strength. ?And what I can project on someone is temporary.? Reaching out, she laid a small hand on his large tanned on. ?I cannot make her love you. Not truly.?

Roman shifted in his seat and waved off the idea. ?Forget I mentioned it. I am sorry. Please, continue.?

Squeezing the large hand under hers before pulling away and going on. ?Now I don?t like to inflict pain on someone else, but I can pull the pain from someone. It?s a little different from a typical healer here, though not much.?

?I know that you?ve taken care of your brother more than once, but I?m afraid that I don?t know much more than that.?

?Right, well he ends up needing it the most. I don?t really broadcast that ability, not because I don?t want to help people but?? Pressing her lips together in a brief frown before her brows furrowed. ?It can get painful, even if it is brief. I can draw out their pain, which I do need contact for, but I take it on myself. Say you cut the palm of your hand.? Gesturing to the hand she?d been squeezing a moment ago. ?I could pull it from you and the cut would fade from your hand, but the cut would appear on my hand.? Tapping her palm as she spoke. ?Depending on my strength and the wound at that particular moment, I may heal quickly or it may take a little time. Never as long as it would take the wounded person though. I?ve gotten better at it, but it still hurts. As much as I want to help people, there is still that self preservation part of me that is most certainly not inclined towards pain and suffering. So I don?t tell many people, or use it very often.?

A bit of a sigh before she picked up her tea again. ?Do you think that makes me a bad person?? Curious with a look over to him.

?No Coco,? now it was Roman?s turn to reach out and comfort her. ?It makes you human. We are all inclined to self preservation. Besides, I?m sure James keeps you with your hands full with his injuries.? Chuckling.

An easy smile after she set her tea down and to the side. ?He?s been a handful since he was born. It took me a year or more to recover from fixing his lungs at his birth. They thought I developed asthma, but no they needed to teach a five year old what to do when they pull out pain. Go figure!?

?So you can sense without contact, purge, compact and destroy, heal, mind walking we are working on,? Roman was going back through the abilities, ticking one off on each finger.

?I also have a defense mechanism where I can block out anything, coming or going. It?s stronger when I?m with Catherine of course because I can pull from her, but it?s useful in a pinch. It can sound like white noise or static to some people, and I can?t be touched. Meaning physically, it?s as if I?m in a bubble. It?s used mostly when I?m in trouble, or hurt but strong enough to activate and hold it.

Oh, and mirroring. I would do that a lot back in the States.?

?Why not in Rhydin??

?Well, I confess that I do still do it a fairly good amount of the time in Rhydin, but some of the people I?ve encountered? well if they?re not pleasant, then I don?t want to be that right back to them. Or if they were crying, I don?t want to curl up in a ball and sob either.? Her lips twitched and she leaned in a touch as if she was sharing a secret.

?I use it on a lot of flirts. Just flirt back, and it perpetuates a cycle. It can end up encouraging some interesting characters, but it?s all in a bit of fun.?

?Why Dr. O?Connor, it sounds like you?re becoming a tease.? Accusing with a deep roll of laughter that followed.

Playfully, Constance huffed and turned away from Roman. ?I don?t know what you?re talking about Roman. I?m a flirt, not a tease.? A cheeky grin and wink were added when she peeked back to him. ?Besides, I stop it when I note that the other person is being sincere. I?m not out to become a heart breaker.

But really Roman, who doesn?t love a good flirt??

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-09-28 11:01 EST
Her laughter bubbled up and sounded off in the woods though it didn?t appear to scare off any forest creatures that lingered in the trees. Ducking behind a tree, already aware that she?d given up her position with her laughter, she pressed her back up against the wood while bare feet and toes left a trace of where she stood.

Peeking out from around the tree and seeing nothing, she turned to dart forward only to suddenly come crashing into his muscled form. Her smile spread as she was caught, blue eyes meeting his as her hands cascaded down his chest and then back up to his shoulders where her fingers interlocked behind his neck.

?You found me,? as if he needed to be informed while she stood there wrapped in his arms. Pressing up against him to eliminate any and all space between him, she laughed again when he pressed the both of them up against the tree trunk. With nowhere to go, and no desire to flee, her mouth found his in a kiss that started smooth and sweet before inching its way to wild and untamed.

Her leg hooked around his, her ankle sliding down the inside of his calf while her hands splayed on his back as if forcing him into the kiss that he was returning with just as much fervor as she. She felt a hand, calloused and yet smooth, grab her leg and eased its way from her knee to her thigh which caused her to unhook her it and bend to raise it higher to his hip. This somehow opened her up further to let him press firmer up against her with her back to the tree, but she didn?t stop him even when his palm was sliding past up the fabric of her dress hem.

One moment had her rising up on her toes that were starting to curl in the dirt before she was then off her feet entirely, legs wrapping around him while his hands held her backside to keep her to him. Breathless laughter broke their kiss, but not the embrace as she looked down to that pair of hungry eyes staring back at her. She?d lose the staring contest every time, her eyes dipping away from his and to the shape of his jaw and the features of his face.

He kissed her neck and worked his way up to her ear, murmuring promises before they were both pulling each other?s clothing off with great haste. With a roll of hips, the animalist urges took over and started building up a sense of euphoria.

Gasping suddenly, Constance sat straight up with her dark hair in disarray and looked around blinking. The sheets were tangled and her hands were gripping them tightly as she realized she was not in the woods at all, but in her own bed and alone.

Her look of surprise would be seen by only the mirror across the way in her bedroom and it would give way to sheepish amusement and embarrassment as she lay back down. She pulled a pillow to her chest before she buried her face into it.

She wasn?t sure she was going to order an AMF again.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-10-01 12:20 EST
?Okay so a Banshee, an Empath and a Shape shifter all walk into a bar.?

?But J, I would never go into a bar. Can we go to dinner somewhere instead? Or maybe the movies.?

?That?s not the point Cathy; it?s a joke ---Bah. Nevermind.? Giving up before he started.

Constance hid her mouth behind her palm as she watched her two siblings on the screen of her laptop, eyes darting from one box to the other as she hid her amusement for a brief moment. Letting her hand fall and her easy smile be shown via the web camera. ?That actually reminds me of the other night here in town, when several of us went dancing.?

?You?ve met another banshee Coco? What was she like?? Leaving her brother?s joke far behind and growing curious.

?Well, no not yet dear. But that doesn?t mean that I won?t. But I have seen more than one shape shifter about.? Ticking a look to the box where her brother?s image was. ?They can both shift into animals.?

?From memory??

?Yes from what I can tell. But I don?t know if they?re chameleons. One changed openly, but the other I managed to recognize in a different form and I believe it is still somewhat of a secret.?

?Secret stumbling again eh??

?Did you have fun dancing??

Constance shrugged for her brother?s question and opted to answer her sister?s instead. ?Yes, but I accidently projected on a couple of people. I just loosened up too much I guess.?

?Oh no, did it end badly??

?No, I don?t think so. I think they were both disappointed when they realized it was an outside influence, namely?Me.?

?You?re telling people what you can do?? The surprise was clear on Catherine?s face.

?It?s different there Cathy, remember? Almost everyone there is different.?

?I am, but I?m being careful Cathy. I promise. J is right. I was talking to a friend, he?s Nephilim. The community he comes from, they?re organized. It?s very interesting.?

?But what if one of them finds out and come after you. Your friend could tell someone, don?t some of them work with ---?

?Cathy, I get the impression that he has never heard of us or knows anything about the Families. His questions are too innocent and curious in nature. There?s no malicious intent. But I am being careful when I am around anyone who might be. Besides, I don?t have any of the books with me here.?

?Any of the other Families out there??

?Well while I would expect the Guiscards to be here, I haven?t seen any of them. That doesn?t mean that they?re not here though, in some form.?

?I didn?t cross any when I was out there, but yeah, I can?t see them not having their hands in anything out there.?

?They could be dressed up as something else.?

She didn?t like how ominous her sister?s tone could sometimes sound.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-10-02 12:13 EST
Spring 1992

?What are they after?!? Tree branches groaned and continued to snap as they twisted free from their familiar reach to the sky. Soon roots were rising from the ground to allow the gnarled willow trees to unearth themselves and begin a crawl forwards.

?Jimmie, she?s got to be after the kids. You have to get them out of here!? Thunder rumbled as the clouds overhead turned the blue peaceful sky into a murky gray and rain in giant fat droplets started down.

Jimmie turned a look of surprise to his Father, a short man at 5?7 in his sixties with his arms raised overhead, calling on and controlling the forming storm. The trees continued to shift about in the park, closing in on a trio of identical women stalking forward, delayed only a touch by having to dodge and weave around roots grabbing at her legs.

Behind Jimmie, his eldest daughter, a twelve year old girl with straight and long light brown hair and angelic features was clutching the hand of his youngest daughter, a seven year old girl who in turn was holding the hand of a small toddler boy. The small boy was hitting his hand on an invisible shield, trying to catch the rain that was hitting the other side, laughing. ?We?re okay Daddy.? His eldest called, her feet sinking into the ground.

He looked over his children briefly before turning back to the pressing matter at hand, namely the fact that the trio of women were stopping not far from them after untangling themselves from the tree limbs. They smiled, spoke and laughed in sync, ?I love elementals. They?re so one trick pony. Give up now Dennis, Jim. And I won?t hurt you in front of the Set.? Offering with an arsenic laced smile.

?You?re just a Duplicator Amanda. What makes you think I?d give up??

?Because?..? The trio of women then doubled, and doubled again leaving a dozen women to stand surrounding the entire lot of them. ?I?ve got you two surrounded.?

Jimmie stepped back, laying a protective hand on the shield keeping his children from harm, gray eyes looking around to the sneering woman?s face all around.

While the rain soaked the two men and the women, Dennis lowered his hands from above him and instead clasped his hands letting his focus build and grow. ?Replicate to a hundred or a thousand Amanda, you?re not getting my grandchildren.?

Another groan from the trees hinted only briefly at the sudden crash of the trunk to the ground to pin the woman underneath. She screamed and writhed about in pain before that scream turned into manic laughter and the woman pinned by the fallen tree vanished. Another one appeared, stalking back forward into the circle around them. ?Nice try, but wrong one Jimbo! Oh you O?Connors are always so stubborn.?

Meanwhile, the children under the protective shield were keeping a watchful eye on the women, two of which were tapping on the other side of the shield. ?Knock knock, let me in dears.?

The toddler looked up to the woman and promptly began playing a game of peak-a-boo with her, only when he covered his eyes, he disappeared completely.

?Paw paw?? The youngest girl called out, letting go of both of her siblings? hands and moved away from the woman on the other side of the shield. Her frown was prominent while her hands tightened at the edge of her blue dress.

?Constance,? Dennis appeared to turn all of his attention to his youngest granddaughter. ?I?m going to need you to really focus for me, okay? Paw Paw and Daddy need your help right now. Can you do that for me??

The young girl nodded, letting go of the cotton material and closed her eyes while her frown faded.

With Dennis distracted, Amanda (or one of them) lunged for Jim to throw a fist at his jaw, while another came from another side to send a kick at his ribs. Stumbling backwards and grunting in pain, Jim started forward to tackle one of the offending Amanda thus encouraging a wet brawl in the rain. They both slid across the ground in the mud with a flurry of punches before Jim had another woman hooking an arm around his neck from behind.

Constance peeked one eye open distracted by her father's fighting, but her grandfather?s murmur pulled her attention back. ?Focus Constance. Where is the source??

Closing her eyes again, she pointed finally to one of the women, ?That one.?

The point of a finger and indication seemed to be all Dennis needed before he twisted in that direction, his hands flung at the woman. With the arc of his hands the water from the nearby park fountain, overflowing from the rain water by now, was lifted up and soon came crashing down on the woman. Knocked out after being sent backwards to a tree trunk, Amanda sunk to the ground, while the replicas disappeared.

Jim gasped for breath and fell forward briefly before turning back to his family. A glance over to Amanda and new limbs grew to wrap Amanda in place to keep her there once she awoke.

?Are you all right Jimmie?? Dennis asked as he looked him over. Receiving a nod as the rain started to die down and eventually cease, Dennis turned to the children. ?Thank you Constance. Thank you Catherine. You both did very well.? Dennis was smiling gently to the girls before he crouched down and waved for the young boy to come to him. ?And you, taunting already?? Laughing.

Catherine shifted and stepped out of the ground, letting the protective shield fall once everything looked to be safe. With the shield gone, the toddler waddled forward to his grandfather?s arms with a grin. Constance smiled, though a bit hesitantly before reaching for her father?s hand.

?Can we go get ice cream??

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Date: 2013-10-04 22:21 EST
?I?m going to go drown myself at the docks.?

Anger, agitation and frustration rolled off the woman like thunderous waves in an oceanic storm. Lips tight, jaw clenched and her eyes burned the saline sheen cast over bright blue irises that were currently heavily flicked with yellow and orange. It was almost as if all of her buttons had been pushed and it activated the secret self destruct sequence to her soul.

With no regard as to who was around, Constance purged the emotions that were overflowing in her soul left and right. Tossing them off her fingers like one shook excess water from their hands, her steps eased out of the stomping dance of her heels against the wooden slats of the pier she found herself on. Constance was stopping at the edge of the pier where the railing would keep her from going any further for the moment.

Sharp and rigid in her stance one moment before leaning her elbows against the top railing, fingers soon sinking into the dark strands of her hair. Gripping at her skull momentarily as she stared out into the waters below and the ships that bobbed at their docks. She considered trying to seek out The Raven, but was quick to rule out seeing anyone else that she knew. No one wanted to see her this way.

She didn?t like herself this way. Angry, frustrated, tired, threatened, scared, exacerbated. The week?s events were too much, and as much as she wanted to go home, there was a terrifying thought that she?d be followed in route back to her family. And that only let to more horrific lines of thought.

Constance wasn?t sure which emotions were her own doings or which were pulled from others in attempts to help, but it was too much. Overloaded and unaware that the previous saline sheen had broken past the barrier of her eye lashes and traced uneven paths down her cheeks, Constance reached down and slid off the straps of her teal colored heels. Her pockets emptied, discarding her keys with her phone and a bit of cash. With her bare feet against the wood her red painted toes wiggled before she was grabbing a hold of the pier?s railing and hoisting herself up.

The white fabric of her dress fluttered in the wind as she stood on the pier, and it whipped about more so as she climbed up on top of the railing to stand there. Balancing there and facing the water, Constance was seeking out a calm that wasn?t harvested through the wind. So she did what she should have done late Wednesday night instead of allowing for him to walk her home, Constance jumped.

Clothing and all, Constance left land behind and disappeared into the water, engulfing herself in the chilling temperatures of the ocean. It was if she couldn?t get the week?s worth of building troubles off of her quick enough and so Constance began swimming as though she was trying to come in first in an open water competition. Legs kicked, and arms pulled her body through the water, while she only came up for air just before her lungs started to ache.

She swam out of the dock space, leaving the constant rise and fall of the boats behind her and then far enough that the pier was no longer in view. Content to leave all of Rhydin behind and swim to a new world, the water was beginning to work its own magic, its own renewal of her heart and soul.

Alone and pausing to tread water as she caught the setting sun, it was only then that she had realized the hours that had passed while she had been out there. Nearly tempted to float on her back and watch the stars pop out, but in the end Constance swam back for shore.

Pulling herself from the water and onto the docks of the pier she had jumped from, the white and water logged dress clung to every curve of the woman?s body. As it was just her shape that was shown to the curious looks and glances her way, Constance headed home after finding her things just as she?d left them.

Tomorrow was a new day.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-10-09 22:25 EST
?Hey, so I?ll probably be in sometime on Saturday. But it?ll be really late I think. Depends on the travel time.?

?That?s fine.? Short responses were becoming common in the phone conversation between Constance and her brother.

?So are you going to tell me what?s going on yet? You sound funny.? James questioned.

?It?s just this past week. I don?t remember it being so bad when I first visited you here. The past week has been unpleasant.? She was silent on the phone for a while, weighing her options for telling him the details that he didn?t know yet, for the parts she hadn?t been brave enough to disclose. ?Has Cathy had any more visions??

?You know I don?t ask about those. Don?t change the subject, what happened??

Silence pressed on further for a few moments before she finally spoke up. ?Someone had taken an interest in me. I had to accept a protection veil of sorts.?

?Who? I?ll come earlier. But I?ll need to put in a request at work. I can come in on Friday.?

?No, no no no. It?s already done. I had to do this so he wouldn?t know about you and Cathy.?

?What is going on Coco??

?A man, Diritas, decided that he wants to use me. I don?t know if he?s aware of anchoring or even if he has the ability to do it, but he made it clear that he was going to come after me. He tested me J, right there in the Inn, on purpose to see what I can do and see how far my range is. He shattered a glass in his hand a week ago just so I would feel it.?

?What the hell Coco? Why didn?t you say something about this sooner? I?m coming tonight.?

?James. It?s okay. He can?t hurt me now. I told you??

?Ah yeah, a protection spell. I heard you. Who?s cast it? We don?t have anyone like that in Rhydin that we trust.?

Constance let out a slow exhale as her response, which didn?t please her brother on the other end of the line.

?Constance. Who cast it??

?I don?t know his Family, but it?s not the Guiscards. But his name is Oz. And he said that he won?t let him harm me.?

?You don?t know what Family he works for? Constance what if ??

It was her turn to cut him off. ?James I don?t know that he?s even from our same reality. He could be from somewhere completely different. But I asked him if he was owned or worked for a Family, and he said he doesn?t work for his family, but they are aware of what he is. I only owe tribute to him. It doesn?t sound as though he?s involved with the Families we know of.?

?What do you owe him??

?It?s a small blood sacrifice ritual. On the 13th of every month.?

?13th huh? Now you?ve got two rites to do each month. Is that going to work??

?I don?t think it?ll be an issue J. But what else was I supposed to do? If Diritas was able to make good on his threat, I wouldn?t be able to do the rite for you each month to start with. And I couldn?t chance him actually being smart enough to anchor me to do whatever he wants. It could have been only a matter of time before one of the Families approached him and tried to buy me.?

?Cathy is going to be pissed.?

?We?re not telling her anything. Understand? It?s already handled. I agreed and it?s already in place. He wasn?t able to touch me when I saw him yesterday. He saw that I was not scared of him though anymore, so he may no longer be interested in me.?

?I?m still coming sooner than Saturday. The fact that he openly tortured you in a public location Coco?.? James trailed off a moment with a sigh. ?If there?s a blood sacrifice Coco, and it?s your own, then there?s a bond there.?

?I know. I didn?t see any other way though.? Constance looked down to her index finger and thumb, the pads of each rubbing against each other.

She hoped she didn't try to avoid the frying pan by jumping into the fire.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-10-11 13:10 EST
Red painted toes stepped out of the shower and onto the plush bath mat as excess water dripped down her legs, off her arms and from her hair. Grabbing a towel from the rack, Constance wrapped it around her torso and tucked a corner into the top to secure the towel in place. Steam had filled the room with a fuzzy haze and fogged up the mirror, which she was stepping carefully to approach and run a palm over the mirror to reveal her reflection.

Her features were as expected, a pair of blue eyes looking back at her and an easy smile resting on her features. Her hair continued to drip water down her shoulders, and she reached to pick up a comb as a low hum buzzed against the back of her lips. Squeezing out excess water as she combed her hair, Constance continued on with the familiar routine of working out any tangles in the long dark strands while her eyes closed briefly at the soothing (to her) tug and pull.

The daily beauty regimen was typical, combing her hair, washing her face, working moisture into her skin, brushing her teeth and the like. After lingering in a scent of lemons and sugar, Constance moved for the bathroom door to open it and step out into her bedroom. Hands pulled back her hair and twisted it up on top of her crown in a working bun to let it be out of the way as she headed into her walk in closet. Not so surprisingly, dresses were aligned on the wooden hangers and she was running her fingers over the various colored fabrics as though to decide what to wear for the day.

As she selected a black and red dress she?d forgotten about (there were so many dresses) with one hand, her other moved to her mouth to tug at her lip. A piece of hair or perhaps a piece of fluff from the towel was caught at the corner of her mouth and she tried to remove it as she walked out from the closet with the dress in her other hand.

?Pfft.? Dislodging it with a small raspberry of her lips, blue eyes glanced down to her index finger and thumb to see what she had pulled from her mouth before about to discard it. Only she was noting that it wasn?t a strand of hair or towel fuzz, but a small shard of glass.

Her brow lifted in obvious confusion, and she laid her dress down across her bed to transfer the shard to her other palm. Just about to voice her confusion to the quiet morning, Constance paused again, feeling something on her tongue. Raising her hand to her mouth, the palm cupped and caught another shard of glass that she spit out.

Eyes widened in horror as the sensation in her mouth continued again, building to the point that it felt as though her mouth was full. Suddenly Constance doubled over the bed, her hands pressed into the pale blue down comforter and vomiting the broken pieces of glass onto it. Shards scattered, reflecting the morning light and smearing blood onto the pale fabric as they began to pile up in a small mound.

Tears spilled out and down her cheeks for the gruesome sight, and her inability to control and stop it as her stomach muscles clenched and caused another purge. Broken pieces of mirrors mixed in with the glass and sent speckled bits of light up onto the ceiling. Clasping her hand over her mouth in an attempt to stop it, her cheeks began to fill again which forced her to release her palm and scatter the broken pieces on the bed once more.
When it finally stilled momentarily, blue eyes looked down over the palms of her hands which were smeared with blood. She tasted it on her tongue, that metallic flavor growing sickening. Turning for the bathroom again, her hand raised as though she expected another purge if she move, Constance hurried to make it to the sink.

?What are you doing??

Hearing a voice, her head whipped around for the question and saw she wasn?t alone in the bathroom. She tried to answer him, but when she opened her mouth again no words came out. No glass this time either though, as only blood pooled out in a low gurgle.

Feeling hands on her arms, possible to steady her as she trembled and crumbled down to the bathroom floor, her blood stained hands began pushing him away trying to get free and to get away. Constance began shoving and flailing as she was caught and held.

Until she managed to entangle herself so tight that she jolted herself awake from the nightmare.

Breathless and untangling herself from her sheets, Constance sat up in her bed with her hands immediately checking her face for any blood and glass shards. A dazed look over to the mirror on the opposite side of the room clued her in that there was no blood, smeared fresh or dried on her face.

Opening her mouth and finding it free of glass shards, she sighed and laid back down to stare up at the ceiling.

Running her tongue against the backside of her teeth, she frowned. She could still taste blood.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-10-13 17:34 EST
?You may need to throw me in the water.? Constance murmured into her brother?s collarbone as her head lay on his shoulder. She made no protest against being carried from the Inn in the middle of the night; the walk home would be too exhausting. The past several days were too trying, so she caved into the offered help by her younger sibling. Not that it would have been any use arguing with him.

?**** Coco. How much of this is yours?? Asking after the blood staining her dress, he could still feel it wet on her back as he tried to carry her gently while still rushing in the direction of her apartment building.

?I had to kneel in it. There was blood everywhere.? It wasn?t exactly an answer, but it was the one she?d give him. ?I?ll be fine. But I couldn?t reattach his wing.?

He didn?t ask any more questions, he?d save that for later. ?We?ll have to do the rite in the water. You won?t have enough energy to do so otherwise.? Realizing the timing before James began to blow through the rest of the town at an alarming speed. He held onto Constance tighter as they moved at the speed of the billowing October wind. James did not stop until the edge of the waterfront park alongside Constance?s apartment building was reached where he hesitated to lower her to her feet for a moment.

Keeping a hand on his shoulder, Constance managed to stand on her feet and look around at the forming dawn showing itself along the water. ?Thank you,? low and quiet tones before she was emptying her pockets and discarding their contents into her brother?s open hand. ?Here, take these and get my things for me please?? Sliding off her heels and leaving them on the wooden platform they stood on.

?Ya need help getting into the water?? Pocketing her keys, money and phone for the moment, James held onto her arm while he looked her over. He?d seen Constance in worse shape before, but it never helped to see her like this.

?Help me up on the railing, I should be able to make it from there. You need to hurry.? Using him to steady herself and aid in her troubled climb up onto the railing of the pier they stood on.

?I hope the wounds are closed because that?s salt water.? Warning her, as if she wasn?t already aware of the fact. Once Constance was up on the railing, he hesitated just a moment before bolting for the apartment building. Instead of heading inside through the front door though, James breezed up the side of the building and moved through an open window, leaving the curtains to flutter in his wake.

As her brother took to the wind, Constance looked over her shoulder after him before the October wind sent her hair flying, blinding her view for a moment. Attention turned back to the waters below, but only briefly before she was pushing off the railing and diving into the cold water, clothes and all.

***

The woman was not climbing out of the water until two hours later, the early morning sun hanging low and not providing much warmth to her form as it was wrapped in an oversized and plush towel offered by her brother who was just as soaked as she was. ?Hnn, how do you feel??

Constance asked after her brother as opposed to the other way around.
A thump of his hand against his chest with a grin before he was taking a towel for himself and herding the both of them for the front door of the building. ?Good as new. Need me to help you set up for your next one??

Shaking her head, she pulled the towel closer as she started walking for the building beside her brother. ?No, I?ll sleep first and then see to it. I?m not sure how much blood it?ll take, but even if it?s just a little?.I should rest first.?

She wouldn?t forget to provide payment for her protection, but she didn?t believe that it would go over well for her to pass out in the midst of the tribute.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-10-26 02:46 EST
Rolling onto her back, Constance stared up at the shadowed covered ceiling. Releasing an exasperated sigh, she glanced over to the digital clock on one of her nightstands to check the time.

2:34 am.

?Oh you have GOT to be kidding me,? muttered before she pushed herself up off the mattress, and then flipped the down comforter and sheets off to get out of bed.

Bare feet padded along the wooden floor, taking Constance straight for the small kitchen of her apartment. Flipping on the light, she picked up the old and worn terracotta teapot and placed it under the faucet to fill. A double take was given to one of the windows in the attached living room, catching movement of a fluttering curtain to hint at an open window. She didn?t remember leaving a window open.

Placing the teapot on the stove and turning it on, she headed over to check on the window, but found it closed. Blinking, she didn?t even bother looking out and simply closed the open curtains before turning back for the kitchen.

Stopping suddenly as another shadowed movement swept over the far wall, the hairs on the back of her neck rising as goose flesh dusted her arms. ?Who?s there?? But she felt nothing, and heard nothing.

Rubbing a hand over her face, and pinching the bridge of her nose before an inaudible mumble was issued to the inside of her palm, Constance moved back for the kitchen to finish preparing a cup of tea. But even as she pulled out a teacup and a box of peppermint tea, it still felt as though she was being watched. The hairs on the back of her neck crept up again as she froze, attempting to focus but feeling nothing.

Shaking her head as though it was all just a silly distraction, she blindly reached for the teapot to pull it off the stove. But instead of picking it up, she somehow knocked it over and sent it crashing to the floor.

Hot water splashed as the pottery broke apart against the hardwood floor, sending burning droplets and broken pieces everywhere. Constance winced and pulled her limbs in tighter to her body, rising up on her toes of one foot while the other leg bent and she twisted away. After the crash she was shaking out her hand, looking to her burned fingertips and the white marking on her finger flared up before she was blowing on it to cool the burn.

?What are you doing??

Startled by another voice, Constance turned about to stare at a dark suit and blood red tie standing there in her kitchen. Backing into the counter behind her, and thankfully forgetting the fact that her night gown showed more skin her dresses ever would in public, her eyes grew wide before she managed to speak. ?Cardinal! What are you doing here??

But he didn?t speak and merely gave a pointed look to her injured hand.

?I?ll be fine. It was just an accident. But my teapot?.? Trailing off with a frown, she started over to the mess in effort to begin picking up the pieces.

Cut off in her attempt, Constance felt a hand grab her by the hip before she was pinned back to the counter behind her again. The figure in front of her was no longer calm and methodical, silver swimming in through blue waters staring down to her. He was invading her personal space now, hovering above making action contact beyond the hand collected at the curve of her hip, but didn?t say another word to her.

?Cardinal, please?? She wasn?t sure what she was going to ask of him, but it would start with requesting to be let go and clean up the broken pieces of pottery scattered on the kitchen floor. Her hands pressed against his chest on opposite sides of the blood colored noose around his neck.

It was uncommon for her to be phased by something, the sights common in Rhydin did not typically bother her, but when the tie appeared to come to life on its own, she drew her hands back. The startled gasp escaping her lips did not stop the tie from slithering out of its own knot and began wrapping and binding her wrists together. The end of the tie continued on, flickering at her like a serpent?s forked tongue.

Constance attempted to twist out of his hold, the tie?s bindings, anything, but it was a useless struggle. The more she struggled, the tighter the holds became until an abrupt and violent twist moved through her and Constance toppled to the floor.

The floor of her bedroom tangled in her bed sheets and alone. Groaning as she opened her eyes, she pushed against the floor to crawl back into bed.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-04 13:16 EST
October 31st

The sun had set and Constance had long since gotten herself out of her mermaid costume she?d worn at the Inn, though her skin still sparkled with a few dots of glitter that had scattered after its removal. For her own amusement however, she still was wearing the long lavender wig, fingers twirling around a curl that reached all the way down to her hips.

An arrangement was made on her table that sat between her living room and kitchen: two well aged photographs in old frames (one of an older man smiling with the ocean in the ground, the other of an older woman in a plain dress posed at a table with a terracotta tea set), a small white vase full of brightly colored marigolds, a few pieces of chocolate, a few pieces of caramel, a cup of peppermint tea, a shot of whiskey (Jameson specifically), several sea shells and an antique gold heart shaped locket. Constance was just finishing up the last two touches to the arrangement as she lit a bright green colored candle and a gold colored candle, setting each one alongside one of the frames. With this complete, she leaned against the table, elbows against the wood as she rested her chin to her knuckles and smiled fondly to her grandparents on opposite sides of her family.

Daydreaming of fond memories long sense past, Constance almost didn?t notice Orson Welles? voice coming from her phone, informing her of an incoming call. Bright blue eyes dipped to the screen to note who it was before she answered.

?Hello??

?Happy Halloween!? Catherine?s voice sounded rushed and cheerful, a sign she had news she was eager to share. Other voices rose up in the background as well as music before it all began to dwindle down.

Laughing into the phone and hearing the noise of what was no doubt her family?s party, Constance moved into the kitchen where she drifted over towards the stove. ?Blessed Samhain Catherine. Are you having fun at the party??

?Oh yes! We dressed Daddy as a carriage, and Mommy as the Fairy Godmother. I?m Cinderella.? Catherine gushed into the phone, sounding more like a delighted child than an older sister. ?Almost everyone is here and the fires are as high as Eric is tall! It?s nice that it?s not too warm here, and that the rain has stopped. I?ll send pictures. ?Everyone misses you, but they?re all enjoying your soda! What did you dress up as this year??

Her fond smile spread wide at the description Catherine was giving her while she traced her finger tips over the countertops in her kitchen. ?He?s a carriage?? Laughing. ?That?s very clever. I suppose that means you guys convinced him to stay in the wheel chair for the party. Yes, please send pictures. I miss everyone terribly too. I would have come home but?? Trailing off and answering her question instead of continuing that thought, ?I was a mermaid. Purple fin and top, long lavender hair with seashells pinned in it. I think you would have liked it. And not just because it was purple. I had to get Donnie to carry me into the Inn though; it?s not easy to move around it.?

?Yes, well he seems to have more energy and last longer if he is in the chair. He likes the lights we decorated him with. Oh that sounds lovely. Well you?d have to be carried or swim about. That?s what mermaids do. They can?t walk.? Spoken as if Catherine had to teach Constance the mythology of mermaids. ?Oh, but I called to tell you! They letting me come see you for J?s birthday! Isn?t that exciting? I didn?t even beg them. It?s my present!?

?Really?? Surprised to say the least, but her smile didn?t fade for the news. ?I?ll prepare the guest room. That?s wonderful Catherine. The O?Connors will raid Rhydin. This town won?t know what hit them.? Laughing as if the three siblings were actually a force of destruction. Which?well under the right circumstances?

?Yes. Mommy and I are going to go shopping next week, since they said it?s much colder there than it is here. I want to see everything I can! The dragons, the painted up ladies, the demons ---well, okay maybe not the demons. Or I?ll just peek out from over your shoulder? J said that the beach there has sand that?s soft and we don?t have to scrub the tar off. I mean, it?s obviously too cold for swimming or anything, but I ??

Constance cut her sister?s ramblings off with another laugh and promise. ?We?ll see as much as you can handle dear. While many people are out in the open so to speak, there can still be quite a bit of chaos or drama going around. J and I will show you around though, I promise. I?m guessing though that it?ll be just for the time that he?s here? From the 12th to the 14th??

?Yes, but I?ll take what I can get. Three wonderful days away from here. I mean, not that I don?t love it here or anything. It?s just that it?ll be wonderful to see things for myself and not just in pictures. Oh and I?ll be sure to bring a care package with me, we?ll save some of the party treats for you. I?ll freeze them. Oh! Oh! Here?s J, I have to go. It?s my turn to sing. Love you Coco!?

?Love you too Cathy.? Laughing as Constance heard the phone as it was shuffled over as soon as her sister said her good bye. ?James??

?Hey Coco. Cathy told you huh? Got room for two visitors this month??

Constance?s fingers trailed over a new addition to her home, a brightly colored turquoise handcrafted teapot as her lips turned up in a fond smile. ?I may have to buy a new bed.?

?What? No, I?ll sleep on the couch again. She?s pretty excited about it Cathy is.?

Constance just shook her head, needlessly, but her brother was moving on with the subject. ?I hope she can handle the experience honestly.? Her tone was drifting off of excitement, which her brother would no doubt pick up on quickly.

?Something we need to be watching out for?? Direct when he needed to be, James caught her change in tone quick.

?Leon is in town James.?

Silence followed, the sounds of the party grew even lower until a door was shut to close out the noise. ?I really hope that I just misheard you.?

?You didn?t. He?s in town. But he says that he?s not here for trouble.?

?Sure the prick says that. But he?s a bloody Warlock for goodness sakes. He?s going to say anything to convince you to let him close to you again.? After a brief pause he added on, ?Guess that means that the Guiscards are there, no doubt. I don?t know Coco. Maybe we shouldn?t all come visit.?

?He didn?t say who he was working for right now.? But Constance also didn?t ask. Maybe she should. ?We made a truce, though?..I may have given him a little a bit of a taste of his own medicine.? Biting her bottom lip at her admission.

?Well, call me old hat, but I?d bet it?s the Guiscards if he?s working for a Family out there. A truce? You know his deals always have more loop holes in them than baby Swiss cheese.? James sighed on the other end of the line. ?What did you do??

?You?re going to be grossed out.? Warning.

?I don?t care. What did you do??

?Well, he was surging with lust. So I pushed some back on him, but considering it came from someone else and not me initially?? Constance shrugged as she trailed off. ?He felt someone else?s desire, and it amplified and shifted into jealous rage. You should have seen his face.?

?That is a little gross, but yeah. Good. We should still be on the lookout, just in case.?

?I?m still protected James, Leon can?t hurt me. But I thought I should tell you.?

?I?m just not in the mood to have to fight a pretentious wanker on my birthday, you know? Even if he?s sworn to a truce.?

?The two of you used to be friends.? Reminding him.

?And the two of you used to be married. Things change. People change.?

?If you want to tell Cathy that she can?t come,? quick to put that as a task for him and not for her. ?Mom and Dad really said she could come out here??

?They did. Hell, Dad was almost coming himself. They think something is going to happen because it?s the twenty fifth. Something bigger than it just being my birthday. They thought it would be wise to have all of us together.?

?Really?? To bring her own Father to Rhydin would be an even bigger surprise, and Constance?s eyes went wide. ?What else did they say? ?Wait, why haven?t they told me anything about this and only told you??

James laughed into the phone. ?Well, I never said that they told me, did I? I may have been a little fly on the wall when they were discussing it earlier. But hey, you can ask them about it if you want. Dad should be fine here though. They?re talking to Vera now about extra precautions. You know, just in case. But considering Cathy hasn?t had any visions like she did for Pawpaw, no one is worried.?

?What a sneak.? Laughing with him into the phone before understanding. ?Ah, I see.? Making no comment about the visions, or lack thereof. ?I?ll talk to them after the party. Go back and have fun. Give everyone my love please.?

?Sure thing. Blessed Samhain Coco and all that jazz. See you in a couple of weeks.?

?Love you James, bye.?

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-05 17:00 EST
Monday Night.

Moving on auto pilot, Constance shut her apartment door behind her as her fingers blindly worked to undo the buttons of her coat and her feet slid out of her heels to leave them by the door. Peeling her coat off and hanging it on the wall, the frown was heavy on her features but not tossed away like the excess clothing had been. Silence echoed in her head, her senses numbed though not due to any bourbon rolling through her veins (even though a touch of it swam through her).

She continued through the motions of fixing herself another cup of tea, warming the water on the stove, pulling out a canister of her favored blend (peppermint, always peppermint), setting out a saucer and teacup, all while she stared blankly at the small multi-colored glass tiles that made up the backsplash in her kitchen. It wasn?t until she was setting the teapot down on a trivet that she noticed it was turquoise, not the worn terracotta teapot that had been her grandmother?s, but new and gently handcrafted.

The color was enough to shake off the numbing white noise in her head, only to be replaced with the disjointed memories of the evening: black eyes, breaks and pauses of confusion, the faint sting of a slap, exhaustion, a stubble covered jaw line, the ripple of discord over her skin, and the sharp stab of words she took to heart.

?It doesn?t concern you.?

It didn?t matter that he had spoken lowly for only her to hear, and said them plainly. Constance heard them in her head with a hiss that burned. Or the burn could have been from the shine in her eyes before the tears cascaded down her cheeks again. Tears she choked on as she tried to swallow and felt herself sinking down to the wooden floors of her apartment.

Wedged in a corner of her cabinets, her shoulder and spine on opposite sides as her knees were pulled up to her chest and her palms to her face. The embarrassment of the scene, however slight it seemed to some people; it was a scene that showed she had been broken, still caused a red hue to spread like wildfire over her skin. Worse still was the fact that she allowed those four words to cause a wound that was just waiting to happen. When had she allowed him to crawl under her skin?

?Stay here. Drink ? tea.?

Hearing his voice in her head only caused her to pull her limbs tighter to her as her forehead pressed against her knees as she sobbed.

Constance had felt helpless at the sight of him exhausted, with no ritual to follow and push him towards. All she had wanted was to help him, and for the briefest of moments she thought that she was going to be allowed to do so. Sincerely being willing to go seek out Evelyn?s aid, her own apprehensions towards the Witch Woman Seductress had been thrown out the window at the sight of him and his admission that he hadn?t seen her on his own yet.

But she also heard the sound of a shutting door inside her head. It didn?t slam, but it shut after the catch clicked as it hooked into the doorframe.

Suddenly Constance raised her head, the words she?d spoken following the sound of the closed door in her mind.

?And you told me once not to trust you either and I do, so obviously I don?t listen to you very well.?

The details of the evening were momentarily swept away by her realization of her own admission made an hour or two earlier. Brushing her fingers over the damp sheen of her cheeks before she reached up to the counter to help pull herself up to her feet, Constance shook her head to herself. She?d gone and down something foolish all on her own.

She trusted a monster in a gunmetal suit and a red tie.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-08 23:59 EST
Her head was splitting. It felt as though it had been cracked open with a chisel and a hammer, as though an artist was ready to carve her skull into a marble masterpiece.

Constance rolled over in bed, her arm outstretched from the thick down comforter towards her nightstand as her face stayed buried in her pillow. Blindly fumbling for the bottle of painkillers she had set out the night before, she groaned when her hand knocked it over to the floor with a quiet rattle of pills inside.

Raising her head then, blue eyes squinting to focus on her nightstand as her palm laid flat on the wood of her furniture. ?Least I didn?t knock over the water.? Muttering to herself. The glass full was less than an inch away from one of her fingertips. Groaning, she pulled her hand from the nightstand and forced herself out of bed. A palm to her forehead, Constance crouched down, the edge of her eyelet dotted nightgown swept the top of her upper thighs and she grabbed the bottle of pills from the floor.

After swallowing a couple of pills and the entire glass of water, bare feet padded against the wood floors of her apartment, taking her towards the kitchen. The curtains were still drawn and her apartment was still shaded in darkness and shadows, but Constance moved through the area she had come to know as ?home? with blind familiarity. The glass was set aside in the sink after she had flipped the lights on in the kitchen, lighting part of the apartment, leaving the rest in dark shadows.

After the week her kitchen counter was currently lined with three different teapots and each one pulled a fond smile to her features. The latest addition was red trimmed in black and dotted with engraved black flowers on the top. It was the one she picked up to fill with water and prepare a much needed cup of tea, her secret cure to anything and everything. Peppermint tea always helped.

Leaning against the counter as the water boiled on the stove, Constance picked up the turquoise teapot, careful with its weight in her hands. Caressing it with feather light touches, her fingertips unknowingly drawing symbols she didn?t recognize against the bright color.

A shrill whistle howled for her attention, nearly startling Constance out of her daze. Setting the teapot down carefully, Constance pulled the whistling one off the stove and onto a trivet to finish preparing her cup of tea.

A hand pressed against her chest as she swallowed, the whistle apparently had startled her more than she expected, heart still pounding. As it slowed though, her breathing became more difficult. The sensation was momentarily crushing, and stalled her preparation slightly. It passed as simply as it had come, leaving Constance to shake her still aching head and pick up the red teapot to pour hot water over her favored blend.
But it wasn?t water the poured out of the spout of her new teapot, but hot bubbling blood spilled forth. Her scream was instant as she saw the blood pool in her cup, instantaneously releasing the handle of the teapot which dropped to the counter top. It didn?t shatter or crack, but toppled onto its side which led to its contents spilling out.

The crimson ooze spread quickly as though the teapot was a bottomless fountain, dripping down onto the floor, staining her kitchen cabinets and rushed towards Constance?s bare feet. Moving backwards and bumping into the island of her kitchen with her spine, another scream followed. This time it was a cry out for the pain that was racing suddenly through her veins, through the marrow of her bones as she arched her back and her muscles tightened.

Feeling like fire was licking its way up her body, Constance twisted away from the island and back peddled again, this time leaving bloody foot prints as the blood continued to flow. She only managed to get a few steps back before she slipped and fell, creating more of a horrific scene of smeared blood as she crashed hard against the floor. Constance curled into her side, the added pain from the throbbing of her hip forcing her into a fetal position on the floor of pooling blood. It painted her unmarked skin, smearing on her flesh and staining the delicate fabric of her nightgown.

Her breathing was hitched as she tried to focus, trying to block out the pain as it washed over her while she bathed in blood. Distracted by pain, Constance almost didn?t notice the shadows that were crawling towards her. Instinctively she tried scrambling away, which meant her hands swam through the still flowing blood coming from the teapot on the counter.

Pushing herself back up against the cabinets, one leg kicking at the swarming shadow before her eyes widened. Her apartment was completely gone, not dark, but enveloped in an utter blackness that progressed towards her. The fear cloaked her, crushing her from the inside out as she began to flail in an attempt to stop it.

For a brief moment her hand swept over what appeared to be a shadowed face, issuing a backhanded slap before she was completely encased in darkness. The sound of broken glass shattering followed.

The sound which jolted Constance awake, drenched in sweat as she sent a sharp look around her bedroom, checking for blood, glass and shadows.

But all she saw was the broken glass of water scattered on her bedroom floor.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-11 15:20 EST
Twenty five years ago

It had all happened so fast, almost no one had realized that there was something wrong.

?Well Son, congratulations. How is my favorite grandson??

??I can?t find him. He?s not in the nursery.?

?What? Come on, let?s find a doctor. Maybe there?s another nursery.?

?He was six weeks early Dad?What if this is the curse?. I can?t tell Cynthia, she?s been through enough.?

?We?re going to find him. Don?t worry. We?ll tell her when we know something. No sense in causing her worry just yet. Helen, watch the girls ?Wait. Where are the girls? They were just here.?

***

?Cathy, why are all the babies so small??

?This is where the sick babies are taken, so they?ll get better and be able to go home with their mommies and daddies.?

?Oh.? The five year old with a head full of dark curls latched on to her older sister?s hand as well as her side. ?I don?t like it here. Can we take our baby home and go??

?We need to find him first Connie. I think he?s the one in the back. Shush, come on. We?re going to sneak inside.? The two girls waited until a nurse at the nearby station had her back turned before they slipped in through the door to get a closer look.

Catherine was old enough to be able to read the medical chart attached to the incubator, but not old enough to understand what lung hypoplasia actually meant beyond that their newborn brother was very sick.

?Cathy? Why does he look blue?? Connie asked as wide blue eyes stared at the moving doll incased in clear glass. ?What are all the wires for? He doesn?t like them. See, he?s trying to take them off.? Pointing it out as the small head turned towards her, tiny fingers reaching out towards the two girls.

?I don?t know why Connie. He?s sick, the wires are supposed to help him. We should make sure he doesn?t remove them. Here, you hold one hand and I?ll hold the other.? Suggesting before both girls reached in through the holes along the sides of the incubator, careful to not touch any of the tubing or wires attached to the baby, but instead to take each of his hands which wrapped around a single finger.

?I wish I could help him. He?s so small.?

?Don?t worry little guy. Your big sisters are here to protect you.?

Two tiny hands tightened around their fingers and squeezed as the lights in the neonatal care center flickered. The sounds of machines beeping and whirring faded into silence as a low humming sound started to swell. But it wasn?t a sound any of the children were making on their own, but an internal connection caused by the joining of their souls. Catherine and Constance did not notice their own feet leaving the ground, but they did notice the body of their brother lifting off of his bed.

Before either one of them could question the other, their focus on him was broken and distracted by the sound of a nurse?s voice.

?What are you two girls doing in here?! You can?t be in here dears. These are very sick babies.?

In an instant the lights were back on and the typical sounds of the neonatal care center returned. The nurse did not seem to have noticed the hovering children or the humming sound from earlier.

?We?re?we?re sorry. We just wanted to see him. He?s our brother,? Catherine explained to the nurse, slowly removing her hand from James and the incubator.

James however, pulled Constance?s finger closer towards his small body and against his tiny chest as she looked up to the nurse. ?I?m not hurting him.?

?I?m sorry dears, but you both need to leave. We?re monitoring him very closely. He needs help breathing, so we need to give him some space.? The snap in her tone had begun to fade as she came over and took hold of Constance?s arm gently to coax her to pull her hand away. ?Come on now ?Oh.? Surprise echoed her voice now as the nurse noticed a few things. ?There may be some good news for you girls shortly. But for right now, let?s get you two back out into the waiting room and to your family. I?m sure that they?re looking for you.?

Once they were back in the waiting room and done being scolded for wandering off, Catherine suddenly noticed a release in the hold of her fingers. Shaking out her hand with a frown and complaint, ?Owe Connie, did you have to squeeze so ---? Catherine?s scream was quick to follow as she looked over to her sister.

?Help! Somebody help!?

Constance was passed out in the chair, her lips and skin tinted a pale shade of blue.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-13 16:13 EST
Blood drawn out and blood offered up. She had done it before and she would do it again. Her soul tangled up various beliefs and suddenly surged with power lacing through her veins. The surge was enough that it tipped her upright form backwards and down to the floor, back arched and legs bent underneath he while her eyes were rolled to the back of her skull.

Constance did not forget to pay tribute to the chaotic god responsible for the thunderous storms overhead, one who enjoyed the clear waters of her eyes.

Only this month she had an additional pair of eyes watching her as it was completed.

?Is she okay?? Catherine started forward, only to be pulled back by the hand latched on to her arm.

?She?s fine. Just give her a minute. I shocked myself last time when I touched her before she came out of it.? James stood steady, watching his sister on the bare floor of an empty apartment next door to her own.

Blue eyes rolled forward as Constance rose up from the floor, graceful as a dancer up on her bare feet. Turning then to her siblings with a smile before she blinked at them. ?What??

?Nothing. You good?? James eyed her skeptically at first, remembering the last time before offering a hand out.

?I feel?really good actually.? Admitting with a brighter smile.

?I?ll set up while you guys clean this up.? Catherine gestured to the two of them briefly before going around the room with a bundle of sage in hand, lighting it up to drift the smoke about in the air.

***

The windows of the apartment suddenly burst, shattering glass down to the ground thirteen stories below. Three bodies collapsed in a triangle formation, the triquetra painted on the floor between them, the dull thuds of their forms happening in sync as opposed to a static series of three beats.

??.What the hell was that?? Catherine groaned as she pushed herself up into a seated position and tried to focus on the other two bodies of her siblings.

?I think that was what Mom and Dad were talking about. Man, we broke the windows.? James rolled over on his side and noticed the quick and sudden chill in the air, as well as the small bits of glass along the window sills.

?I?m glad we didn?t do this in my apartment then.? Constance twisted her legs around to sit up momentarily before pushing up to her feet. Stepping over to offer out a hand to Catherine and help her to her feet. ?Be careful of the glass, but let?s get a broom so we can clean this mess up okay?? Giving her a smile before noticing the bewildered stare Catherine was giving her, her mouth hanging open wide.

James suddenly let out a nervous laugh. ?Man, I guess that worked me up a bit more than expected. My heart is suddenly pounding. HOLY CRAP.? Exclaiming as he turned a look over to his sisters.

?I?I?think that I know what Mommy and Daddy were concerned about.? Catherine managed to get out, pointing at Constance.

?What are you two going on abou---? A sudden yelp of surprise as she looked down at her own hand, which looked exactly like her sisters. Letting go immediately of her sister?s hand, Constance?s appearance blended back into her own. Flipping her hands over twice to check that everything was ?normal? once more before speaking again. ?Did we switch or something??

?Can you guys calm down a little; you?re making my stomach flip.?

?Mine too.? Whimpering quietly. ?How come you two switched though?? Catherine was starting towards the door, wincing when she stepped on a piece of glass. Or rather, thought she did.

All three siblings winced, only it was James who was trying to pluck the shard from the sole of his foot. Blood spilled briefly before the wound was healed.

The realization hit as the Set looked at each other. ?Oh ****.? In unison.

?How long do you think this is going to last??

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-16 20:00 EST
Ten years ago

?And just where are the two of you off to at this hour??

?The library Ma. Connie?s going to help me with my research paper.? John, Connie?s cousin, was already halfway out the back door with his book bag in one hand and Constance?s forearm in the other. He stopped long enough for his mother to question the pair, a shoulder pressed against the door to keep it open.

Constance smiled back at her Aunt Mary, a small woman with short dark hair, frosted tips and hazel eyes. If she opened her mouth, they?d be caught in their lie, leaving Constance only able to nod in agreement with her cousin.

?Oh.? Surprised and pleased at the same time, Mary waved them out. ?Good, good. Just don?t have Connie write your paper for you. When will you two be back? You have your keys??

?We?re going to the Graduate library. Better sources, that kind of stuff. They never close, so it?ll be late. Got my keys, bye Ma.? John didn?t give his mother another second more to ask more questions and pulled his silent and smiling cousin out the door with him. ?Come on...?

After the pair had changed out behind his father?s workshop and left their backpacks, it wasn?t long before they were walking side by side in the streets of D.C., certainly not dressed for any library.

?Where is it that we?re going again?? Constance asked, her eyes heavy with eyeliner and smoky shadow while her hands smoothed over the skin tight charcoal colored dress, the cut out design in the back covered by the fake leather jacket she had borrowed. In fact, the only thing that really was hers were the heels, clicking against the concrete as she walked.

?Sanctuary, which is only the best underground club in D.C. Everybody there is like us Connie.? John had dirty blond hair that naturally mastered the bed head look without any product and light gray eyes that looked more like wisps of smoke than anything else. Nearly the same age, only a few months apart, they had been best friends since birth even though they couldn?t have been more different.

?Just like us? Like, you don?t have to hide?? Somehow the bright blue of her eyes still shined, even in the night and layered with heavy makeup.

?Nope. And anyone and everyone goes there. And it?s a safe place ?hence the name.?

Constance was questioning the name after John had led her down a set of stairs, past a giant bouncer with a reptile-like tail, and down a long hallway lit with torches emitting green flames and the faint stench of sulfur. She latched onto his hand in hers, squeezing tighter. ?John, I don?t know about this?? His reassuring words were lost and covered up by the music flooding their ears, pushing aside the door leading into the club.

The walls were lined with crushed red velvet, while the gothic light fixtures were dotted with white and red lights. Small tables were scattered around the edge of the dance floor with was packed with bodies twisting and gyrating to the music being pumped in through the speakers. Oversized leather couches were pressed up against a far wall, but since the area was roped off John led Connie through the crowd of angels, demons, witches, warlocks, fairies, monsters and men to end up at the massive wooden bar along another wall.

Easing her hand out of his, Constance offered a smile as her head started to bob in time with the music. She was just about to say something until a pretty blonde came up to them and asked John to dance. It was a matter of seconds before Constance was left alone at the bar, staring after John with wide eyes, I can?t believe you?re leaving me here!

?Did skater boy leave you already?? The man?s accent was thick with French, but not exclusively, as it caught close to her ear.

?He?s just going to dance. I?m getting the drinks.? She offered out excuses before she turned towards the voice, bright blues ticking over a dark and tailored suit with a smirk.

?How about I get the drinks? You just have to give me your name.? He raised two fingers to flag the bartender to come down their way, dark eyes not leaving her face.

?I?? Blinking, but not hiding a smile or producing a fake one, she nodded. ?My name is Constance.?

?A pleasure to meet you Constance. My name is Leon, Leon Leroy.?

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-17 18:44 EST
?I don?t know if I?m going home for the holidays.?
??You should visit your family.?

Her admittance earlier that week may have been the leading cause for her decision to make a secret trip back home, even if it was merely for the brief time of a few hours.

But the trip wasn?t to see her mother or father, or even her brother or sister who had just recently left Rhdyin. Instead, Constance was seated on a lush green hilltop, overlooking a man-make lake in a cemetery with her grandmother?s gravestone underneath her hand. As always, there was no hiding her fond smile as she looked down to the carved stone. Only to Constance it was as if she wasn?t looking at marble, but her grandmother?s face.

The day was beautiful, bright and sunny with the sea breeze in the air hinting at the ocean that was less than a mile from where she was. But the atmosphere in the air did not match the sight of the young woman with tears trailing down her features. Even after sixteen years, the wounds were still too fresh and the tears continued to well up and spill down her cheeks, dotting the carved stonework.

Her words though were not choked out, and Constance herself may not have even realized that she was crying as she spoke. ?Catherine and James did not handle it well at first. And I suppose it is a lot to take in all at once. I used what you taught me to teach them?about how to focus on the moon and allow the stars to pop out on their own? And I couldn?t ever manage to turn their glamour off, and so I?ve been glowing for ---? Glancing down to her hand as she shifted in her lean before wiping her face free from the tears. ?Well it was for three days I think.?

?But we?re not sure if the surge was caused by the anniversary or if it was because?? Trailing off as Constance held out her right palm to the stone, slightly waving her index finger. ?Or maybe a combination of both.? Lowering her hand, a slow exhale followed.

?It was necessary you know. And with Leon around, I don?t particularly want to lose it?.? Trailing off once more, Constance turned to lay down on the grass, bright blues directed up to the sky to watch the cloud drift by. The conversation went on in scattered spurts, cutting herself off mid-sentence .

?I didn?t like him at first. It wasn?t that my skin crawled, but that I knew I had to be cautious. Even without feeling anything, I still knew that there was something. Catherine said that it was actually me fighting against a magnet. ?She can be randomly wise about things sometimes. Did you teach her that?? Smiling as she issued the question, fingers brushing against the grass surrounding her.

?We?re opposites, and then we?re note. Maybe it?s that we?re reflections. Oh, I don?t know. Catherine likes him, James hasn?t officially met him. And it?s not that I don?t think he couldn?t charm any of you?? Trailing off again, Constance rolled onto her side to look back to the stone.

?I wish you could just tell me that it?s okay. That there?s nothing to fear.? Shifting to use her palm to prop up her head with her elbow to the ground.

?Sixteen years, and I still miss both of you.? She whispered as the ache in her chest grew once more as the tears dripped back down her face, soon watering the ground.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-18 17:26 EST
Ten years ago...


?I just?I don?t know if I can put it into words John. He makes me feel so incredible. Alive and special ?like I can do anything.? Her arms stretched out into the air, her smile wide and bright as she spun around in place in the backyard. You could have thought it was a mid summer?s day, and not a murky and overcast January afternoon, where the sun?s rays couldn?t quite break through the thick clouds. Snow crunched underneath her boots as the hem of her knee length dress, bright and Kelly green, dusted over her tights.

?Connie, you say that like you?re actually ordinary. Which?you?re not.? Pointing out and towards her with his L pinched between his thumb and index finger. He?d offer her a hit, fully aware that she?d continue to decline.

Shaking her head, the dark curls shuddering down her coat covered spine as she stopped to turn her attention back on her cousin. ?You say that, but aren?t we still ordinary in a certain sense? I mean, everyone in our family is like this. So it?s perfectly normal to have quills jump out of your skin, or be able to fly, or something else. Besides, at least all of you guys have something cool.? She dropped down suddenly to the ground, legs and arms stretching out and spreading against the ground in order to leave a new snow angel in the backyard. ?I?m stuck with knowing how people feel. Big deal. I can see that someone is sad because they?re crying. I don?t need to feel like I have to cry myself.? Stopping suddenly and sitting up. ?But Leon, he makes me think that I?m not ordinary with a lame ability. He wants to teach me about what else I can do.?

John eyed her with a heavy stare, his smoky gray eyes laced with red caused by the smoke he coughed out. ?I don?t know Connie, always seemed pretty cool to me. Being able to understand everything and all kinds of folks. Plus you know?the healing thing. It?s sweet.? He stayed seated on the picnic table, shoes on the bench and huddled in his thick coat while he watched her. ?What else can he teach you that you don?t already know??

?Well obviously, I don?t know all the details or anything. But you know how I helped Cathy clear certain memories out? He?s going to help me with something like that. He calls it anchoring. Have you ever heard of it? I couldn?t find anything about it in any of our books.? Soon she began brushing the snow off from her shoulders and arms.

?Nope, but you?re the nerd here Miss I?m showing off by working on my Doctorial Thesis before I even finish the Masters Program.? A lazy grin before he took another hit.

?What? I enjoy learning new things. I?m excited. Plus you know, it doesn?t hurt that Leon is absolutely gorgeous. Did I tell you that he kissed me? I felt like every inch of me was on fire and ??

Constance stopped suddenly as John extended his palm out to her, ?Stop it right there. I don?t want to hear anything more about him setting you on fire and how he makes your toes tingle by licking your face. I?m good if this guy makes you happy. Even if he is old.?

?He?s not that much older than me.?

?And how much older is he??

?Thirteen years. And before you say anything more, I?ll have you know I think that?s a sign.? Smug, Constance pushed up to her feet and brushed the rest of the snow off from her.

?It is our Family?s lucky number.?

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-21 13:33 EST
Wednesday Afternoon

When Constance had answered her phone in the quiet of the Inn, she was instantly taken over by the shock and bubbling turmoil in her sister?s voice as she rattled off without a hello.

?Coco! Oh thank goodness you answered the phone. I tried your office and there was no answer and then I tried your home but He didn?t answer either and I must have lost his number and J never answers his phone and Josie said that it was because the full moon is waning but Daddy wasn?t having one of his episodes so I didn?t think that was it, but then Judith showed up and pushed him over and I think he cracked his skull and I ??

?Catherine, calm down.? In the midst of her sister?s continuous sentence, Constance cut her off as she grabbed her coat and things before exiting the Inn rather quickly.

Outside and heading for the direction of home, her boots clicking out a swifter pace than normal due to her sister?s confused and rambling state.

Catherine managed a breath or two but started up shortly again. ?I can?t calm down because he?s passed out and MeeMee isn?t coming when I call her either and OH MY GAH?? A sudden crash followed, the sounds of a person falling along with various items hitting the ground and clattering or breaking.

The bewildered look on Constance?s face was only seen by the shadows on the street, her steps suddenly stopping to an abrupt halt. ?Catherine?! Catherine! Pick up the phone Catherine!?

It was clear that the phone had fumbled out of her hand, but there was a groan that sounded into the speaker when Catherine managed to pull it close again. ?Nnnn?Coco?? Her voice was dazed, almost sleepy as though she was just waking up and coming to.

Constance recognized the sounds in her voice and pressed a hand firmly to the right side of her face, spanning over her forehead, right eye and cheek. Her voice lowered, calmer than her shouts on the street while her steps continued in their tick tock pace for her apartment in town.

First things first, ?Catherine are you hurt??

?I?I fell out of bed I think. Did you call me?? The confusion still hung in her voice.

A knowing nod, unseen by the woman on the other end of the phone as she pieced together the bits of the puzzle of what had happened before beginning to explain. ?No Catherine, you called me. In the middle of a vision or a dream,? that part was unclear for now, ?tell me what you remember.?

?Oh, I?m sorry.? She was quiet for a while before a soft sound of frustration. ?I don?t remember anything?What did I say??

?Well, for starters you said you called my office.? And Constance had been on sabbatical for nearly three months time. The slip about Catherine calling her home and looking for a man who didn?t answer wasn?t forgotten, but she hesitated to mention it for the moment. ?And you said that Judith was there.? Again, leaving out another detail about their Father passed out as she wasn?t eager to send Catherine into another tailspin.

?Aunt Judy?!? Catherine grew more alert at the mention of the woman?s name than the idea of her calling Constance?s office. ?But she?s ??

?Dead. I know, I was there.? Her voice edged in ice briefly and moved on, though Constance?s tone was melted instantly when she mentioned the other woman who had gone on to the realm of the unseen. ?You were calling for MeeMee.? The ice had liquefied and the words nearly choked her, a saline shine fighting in her eyes.

?Oh ?I?I?m sorry Coco.?

Clearing her throat, Constance continued one. ?I think you fell or something after that. Were you in bed??

?Yeah, I was taking a nap.? Pausing to let out a sigh, Catherine spoke up again. ?Coco??

?Yes dear?? Rubbing the back of her neck, bright blues ticking along the street as Constance attempted to pull out the secrets that Catherine had tangled up for her.

?It wasn?t a dream. Can you look at it next week when you come home??

?Of course, but how do you know??

?Because I can?t see now.?

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-22 23:36 EST
The sexual tension in the air hung heavy like the thick smoke that fell from the end of one of his hand rolled cigarettes. When had the large booth become cramped and too small for the empath and the harbinger? She felt the tension crawl over her bare skin, and her legs shifted as her knees pressed tighter against each other. It was almost as if a switch had been flipped or a gate had been unlocked, her heat beat and pulse started up with a staccato beat picking up a near double time to what it had been moments ago.

The breathless murmur came out more demanding than a polite request, her fingers tightening into the fabric of his dress shirt that hid his ribs. ?Just shut up and kiss me.?

Pressed up against him and latched on to his sides, blue eyes laced with fire at the pupils met his own while her mouth hovered a hair space apart from his. Instead of waiting a moment more, perhaps in an attempt to avoid another tease of him pulling away, Constance closed the distance and kissed him.

The action resolved the tension but ignited a passion that had been woven in her bones, her skin losing that cool touch and warming within. She?d been kissed before, but it was uncommon for her to unleash herself like she was. Lips broke apart after being pressed firmly to his, her tongue calling out to his lower lip as her head turned slightly to encourage the kiss deeper. Relinquishing her fingers hold on his shirt, her hands flattened on his sides to smooth over the rigid muscles tight underneath.

If they were creating a scene, she didn?t seem to care.

Bold and hungry for more, her skin told lies of wanting to cool off as her cheeks warmed and her coloring flushed. She didn?t so much climb into his lap but pulled him closer to serve as a shield to block out the sight of the others in the restaurant. Coaxing his tongue out of his own mouth to assault hers before her teeth nipped at the tip and her mouth formed an obvious smile that would go unseen but felt. Playful before her lips were swallowed up by his own, she could still taste the bourbon he had earlier.

They weren?t two hormone enraged teenagers making out in the back seat at lookout point; their hands weren?t in a rush to grope the obvious nature of each other?s bodies. But she was a woman caving to the rise in sexual chemistry that crackled every time one of them entered the same room as the other. Finally a moment of self-control, or out of necessity to recall how to breathe, her lips broke from his as her forehead pressed to his. Eyelids fluttered open with a lift of her lashes, blue eyes attempting to focus while her lips curved into a fond smile. Silent as she tattooed the memory firmly in her mind and then sealed it in place with another brief kiss, soft and gentle this time to his mouth.

Removing her hands from his sides, her thumb lifted to brush over and press against the edge of his mouth now stained from the color she wore on her lips before drawing her hand from him with a low rumble. ?Much better,? said as though she was deciding that she had her fill, which was far from the truth.

?Now if you want to go on pretending that all of this is just a matter of you being an attractive man, and me being an attractive woman, then fine. But I don?t need to be an empath to know otherwise.? She?d let him hide behind the veil if he was so shy, but remind him that what he was hiding behind was transparent. The fact that she was smug about it had everything to do with her being willing to freely admit that she was interested and able to wear her true affections on her sleeve and close to her chest at the same time. ?Do let me know when you dare to grow bold.?

She was taunting now, which was fitting considering the color of her dress that was the figurative red cloth a matador waved in front of the bull. It was likely she expected to be gored too, and not in any lewd sense of the metaphor, but that wouldn?t have stopped her.

His voice drifted to her ears and when asked about her own feelings, she didn?t hesitate to speak honestly though still with a twist of cryptic riddles laced within her words. It was only fitting that she did considering who she was with. ?I am a moth drawn to a flame, waiting for my wings to be burned.?

Unable to recall exactly how it happened, or she was too busy drowning in a sea of beryl to have noticed, but it seemed that the last shred of her self-control disappeared the second the door to her apartment was left behind her.

Constance was ripping his shirt open, leaving buttons to be popped off and scattered against the floor before she climbed onto his frame and lifted herself up as though his shoulders were the first rungs of a jungle gym. An arm wrapped around his neck and her feet slipped out of her heels to dangle to the floor as her body molded itself against his, her free hand shoving the dress shirt off his shoulder to reveal more skin in a hasty manner.

A pair of scarred and callused swept up her dress to grab onto her lace and satin covered hips before her spine was pressed up against the nearest wall, his mouth rough and latched onto her neck. The attempt to suck out her blood through the lining of her flesh was futile, but the bruise of his mouth would be clear in moments, along with the bruises on her thighs. There was a shredding of lace underneath her dress before the clatter of his belt was soon to follow and intermingle with the gasps and pants escaping her lips.

Both of them were too distracted to notice the figure standing in the doorway, dressed in a heavy and hooded robe while acting as a voyeur for several moments. Constance noticed them first with a fluttering of lashes, her gasp of shock mistaken for desire while she felt a grin buried into the skin along her shoulder. Pushing against him and not pulling towards her caused a roll of confusion and lifting of his head before Constance was dropped back down to her feet.

Before he could react further, Constance was staring wide eyed at the face coming into light as the hood slid off to reveal their face. ?Stupid slut, always offering it up. You already made your bed to lie in. Deals were made and promises are meant to be kept. You?re expected to pay the price and not cheat your way out of the cost.? The older woman sneered, and even though she was shorter than Constance by a hair or two, her gaze still looked down on her. ?You can?t even hide behind Seven Gods and a shattered man.?

Not giving her the chance to continue, Constance lunged forward to sink her hands into the woman?s, surely a specter, chest going wrist deep in the middle. ?I?m not hiding Judith.? A sharp jerk and yank of her body backwards to rip her heart from her chest, but instead of looking triumphant in the woman?s defeat as the hooded figure sank to the ground, Constance suddenly looked terrified.

Her screams were silent, but her mouth was open as she dropped the warm but no longer beating organ to the ground. Hands trembling as bright blues looked down to the blood her hands were washed in, bare feet moving her backwards and away before she turned around to stare at him.

?What are you doing??

?I?.I?.I?.? Stammering and shaking as she stared up into the sudden swirl of his eyes, a range of colors that she couldn?t look at long enough to figure out the code he was spelling out to her. ?I killed her.? Choking the words out, her confession to the murder he already saw making her chest ache and her legs grow weak. ?Again.?

Suddenly the world started to spin and go black, a sign she was drained and about to faint a half second before Constance tumbled to the ground.

Just before crashing down against the wooden floor of her apartment, Constance gasped ?and woke up with her eyes shooting open as her hitched breath sounded in the shadows of her bedroom, her body still tucked in the confines of her sheets she was twisted up in. Sitting up, Constance clutched the sheets with one hand, her other smoothing over the empty space beside her briefly before both hands came up to her face to hide the tears already rolling down her cheeks.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-11-25 23:18 EST
It was an exercise she often did when surrounded by others, when there was a surge of emotions that she had no desire to contain and wanted to purge them almost instantly. A stack of blank pages and a pen was in hand, while her attention seemed to be elsewhere in the room or out the window as her hand took over and wrote down everything that came to mind. Her thoughts, instead of being lost in her mind to tangle up in riddles were cast down on paper and able to be unfolded and resolved.

It?s hard to believe that I nearly told him. That I nearly told anyone in fact. Is it that I believe he?ll think that I?m a horrible person? Or be shocked that I?m capable of doing something like that? He?s obviously killed someone before, and for nearly the same reasons. At least, done it in order to protect his family, to protect himself. He?s also a man trapped in there with seven other different?.monsters. Monster is probably too harsh of a word ?or is it? And who was it in the end that did the killing? Was it him or them? I don?t have someone else trapped inside of me. And I?m not like Leon, stuck with that?. Unnatural thing inside of him either. There?s nothing tied to my soul.

It?s not as if I didn?t have a reason to do so. But if the reason was so valid, then why haven?t I admitted to it yet? Is it to protect her image in the family or mine? How selfish is that? Do I still feel like the black sheep when I know that my parents are still so proud? Should Judith actually be remembered for anything good after everything she has done?

You killed his sister you fool. How would your father feel about that? They?re still mourning her death. She?s still being held up as a hero for saving you. Do you really want to turn the world upside down on its head and confess to that? Yeah that?ll be great at Thanksgiving. Hey everyone, I?d just like to say that your beloved sister, aunt, mother and grandmother was really a psychotic manipulative hypocrite who was trying to rip this family apart and sought out the destruction of her own brother so she could take over. That I saw her entire plan when she tried to anchor me and failed, and so I ripped out her heart ?it wasn?t an animal like everyone thought that it was, but just me. Please pass the potatoes!

I was brave though and did the right thing. I couldn?t have let her continue on, not after learning what I did. And this will have to be recorded at some point, won?t it? Or has this type of thing been covered up for centuries? No, there?s always the bad mixed in with the good in the histories. We?ve all had to record things that we weren?t particularly proud of. Remember James having to write down what he did to Leon? That wasn?t easy to put down on paper. But he also didn?t kill him ?he just might as well have. And Leon wasn?t family. No, James just looked up to him.

It?s not as if Judith was your favorite person. But that doesn?t matter does it?

I was doing fine for a couple of months, easily distracted from it and not having to think about it. Why did Catherine have a vision with Judith in it? Surely that?s the only reason why I?m even thinking about it now. I don?t particularly want to go through her mind and relive that vision. Not to see her do?whatever it is to our Father. Does she come back? Or is this just to haunt me? I crushed her soul. She can?t come back.

Can she?

When Constance reached the bottom of the page, she rolled her gaze back over the sheet, the ink smearing in places where her hand had lingered too long. Instead of reading it or filing it away, Constance struck a match to set the paper on fire.

Some secrets were better left to burn away and be discarded as ash.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-12-01 00:15 EST
Thanksgiving 2013, Galveston

?Hey! What's up Doc??

Laughing as she shook her head, Constance opened up her arms to wrap around her cousin John. ?Don?t call me that.?

?That joke never gets old to me. Looking good. ?snice dress.? Affectionate and leaving a kiss on her cheek as he returned the hug one handed, a cigarette in the other.

?What about you John? A tie and everything?? Flipping the blue silk material after releasing him to look him over with a fond smile.

?Oh I?m fancy huh?? He turned around in place before giving her a grin and continuing to smoke. ?No bags to carry in??

?No, I?m just here for the day. How are you? What?s it like inside? Are you out here smoking with the patrol or something?? A glance around the front porch, eyes drifting to the yard before trailing back to him.

?I?m all right. Pixie and I split. Inside?? Glancing towards the house before he reached for his pocket to pull out a flask and offer it out to her. ?You might want this. Nah, I?m just being a slacker.?

?Really? Why? She was nice.? Opening the offered flask and tipping it back for a quick swallow, lips pressed together a moment as she considered another swig before stepping inside. In the end she passed the flask back to him and starting for the front door.

John pinched out his finished cigarette, left it in the terracotta pot and followed Constance to the door. ?Her family was too weird for me.? Grinning as he held the door open for her and followed her inside.

It was almost instantaneous, the sudden flood of noise and smells that was the chaos of an O?Connor Thanksgiving meal. Voices buzzed around in every room, generally happy and laughing, but there was still a bubbling of tension and sorrow that crawled over Constance?s skin. Pausing briefly in the entry way, John eased around Constance with a grin and a waggle of his brows before heading through the oak framed archway that lead into the living room.

Constance stood still and silent for several moments, bright blues trailing over the familiar d?cor, the pictures that hung on the wall, and the polished wood that made up the entry way as well as nearly every aspect of the home that her Father had built with his own two hands. A woman with dirty blonde and gray hair passed by the entry way and stopped, her hands twisting around a dishtowel before it was slung over her shoulder. Her apron was spotted with flour as well as her cheeks which puffed up as her smile bloomed. ?Oh good, you?re here. Don?t you look lovely? Come on in dear and give me a hug. Your Dad is in the other room, trying to stay out of trouble.? Arms opened expectantly.

A fond smile spread on her lips before she stepped up and sank into her mother?s arms for her hug. ?Mom?? Trailing off whatever she was going to say next, Constance tucked her head against her mother?s shoulder. Squeezing even if she felt as though she was glass, ready to crack and shatter at any moment. In the end, her mother didn?t appear to notice, very few people ever did.

?Oh, we?ve missed you.? Soon she was pressing a kiss to her hair before releasing her from the hug, but still lacing an arm in hers to pull Constance into the next room.

***

The afternoon was a whirlwind consisting of floating from family member to family member in an exchange of hugs and ?how have you been? or ?what have you been up to?, as well as tending to Catherine?s vision and removing it from her memory entirely. Constance was well skilled in playing the social butterfly in Rhydin, and in truth it was a skill she had developed long ago with the aid of a large family. Cousins, aunts, uncles, family friends and neighbors had filled the home with their own bodies as well as the numerous dishes that lined several tables in a massive dining room.

One particular tradition of her family though was to fix up a plate for those who had passed on with a photograph close by. Their chair may be empty, but their plate would be full at the start of dinner and somehow it would end up clean at the end of the evening. It was after the blessing had been given and most everyone had served and sat down to eat as Constance approached closer to the front of the line.

But when Constance came across Judith?s image staring back at her, she froze in place. Her jaw tightened as her eyes started to well up and the clatter of her plate dropped back down to the table sounded off before she turned away and darted out of the room.

The whisperings were soon to follow.

?What was that??
?She?s still upset about the accident.?
?Of course she is. It hasn?t been but a few months.?
?Do you think we should?.?

?I got this.? John spoke up and slid from his chair at the same time James was. Passing by the table covered with various drinks, John reached out and snagged a bottle of Jameson before following after Constance. He didn?t even have to track her to know where she was headed.

Gold heels had carried Constance straight out the front door of her parent?s home, away from the lush gardens that grew around the property and straight for the Seawall. Seated on the concrete, bare feet then dangling to the barnacle covered rocks, seaweed and murky brown seawater was crashing up with the tide. Her spine was curved while her hands were pressed up to her face, shoulders quaking as she shook with quiet tears.

John didn?t say anything as he made a quiet approach, a blanket in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. He just eased down to sit down beside her, the blanket set to the side as he opened up the bottle, grey eyes cast out to the Gulf of Mexico. He wasn?t going to ask, he wasn?t going to press her. Taking the first pull from the bottle of whiskey, he glanced her way before nudging the bottle against her arm to coax her to take it.

Sniffing and brushing her face clear of the tears that were still rolling down her cheeks, bright blues turned to the bottle before she wrapped her hand around the neck and took swig. Her lips tightened against each other as she tried to focus on the water in front of her, shaking her head slightly.

“I thought maybe it wouldn?t be so bad. That I had stayed away long enough.? Constance finally managed to speak.

?Ya kidding right? What like fifty some odd people in there isn?t going to seem overwhelming??

Constance just sighed, ?I don?t want to talk about it.?

?I?m not even asking.? A slight grin as he reached for the bottle. ?How is it over there anyway? You?re a soda spokeswoman now or something?? Changing the subject and issuing a tease before another swallow of whiskey.

?It?s all right. Like one big holiday party over there. No one is normal.? A shake of her head, not laughing, but almost a smile was given. ?No, probably just because I?m pretty or something. I?ve got quite the following.? A lift of her chin then before it sank.

?Yeah, that?s what your brother said. Nah, it?s not just because you?re pretty. You?re helping them out there. J said something about healing and you?re out to help your friend out there. And anyone you come in contact with. I know you. Sounds like a good distraction.? Trading the bottle back over to her then.

Accepting the bottle, but she just stared at the green glass for a while. ?Maybe. I don?t know, lately I feel like I haven?t been helping at all.? A long pull was then taken from the bottle of Jameson, licking the burn off her lips after it was lowered. ?There?s this guy and?.I don?t know. I like him and all, and I know he likes me. But every time I try to help him with something and offer anything it?s always a resounding and stern No.? She started to shove the bottle back over to him, but paused to take another swallow. And then passed it over to her cousin?s hand.

?Well if he?s?weird, then maybe he just doesn?t want you to get hurt huh?? Taking the bottle back, he set it on the other side of him, the whiskey already helping to open Constance up to at least talk about something. ?Does he know who you are??

?Maybe, but I can take it. Yeah, he understands about me. I just?.? Shaking her head as her shoulders slumped even further. ?Sometimes I just feel like an object over there. There?s so many people who just see the smiles and the dresses and probably think that?s all there is to me. That I?m just a nice woman who drinks tea. And when I do help, it?s in passing or --well they?re just so selfish to not even realize what is happening. Few realize what happens. And I get the not wanting to hurt me part, but when I?m left there standing and doing nothing ?I just feel helpless. So sometimes I intervene. Only to realize that I should probably stay out of it, because I shouldn?t be telling people?s secrets. So then maybe all I am good for is to look pretty in a dress and kiss in the alley when no one is looking. But if that?s the case, then I?m a puppet again. Not in the same sense that Leon had me as one, but I?m just a plaything. Just a focus of men?s desires. One guy even told me that I should put out to everyone who?s given me something out there. But I don?t like being an object. I don?t like being a tool that is used. I don?t like feeling helpless and unneeded.?

She rambled on as her shoulders started to shake again, but John eased his arm around her shoulders and pulled her in to let her cry into his suit instead of into her hands. And he?d keep her there to soak the material with her tears long after the sun had set.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-12-02 18:20 EST
?Any plans for later this evening??

?Is that your way of asking me out?? ?

??By the way, that was me asking you on a date.? Half hushed, half mumbled.

?Then I accept. I have no other plans tonight.?

?What would you like to do? You pick, I?ll make sure it happens.?

Her plan possibly sounded ridiculous and simple to him, but it was a request she had secretly harbored for weeks only shared once in passing with another soul. She was offered the chance to do anything, but all she wanted to do was sit on the rooftop of her apartment building with him, some Chinese take-out and stare at the stars.

Constance wasn?t surprised when she saw him return to the Inn for her with a bag of Chinese food under his arm, but the sight of him fulfilling the first detail of her first request caused her smile to blossom in its very truest sense. Fond and bright, there was no higher level in the hierarchy of Constance?s smiles. And she made no effort to hide her happiness. The skip in her step out the door when they were on their way would have been an additional sign to the pleasure she took in the event.

It was a make-shift picnic up on the rooftop of her apartment building, complete with chopsticks in containers, a particular bottle of bourbon that lacked the decorate red wax, a pair of glasses but no plates and a red plaid blanket cast over the concrete. He didn?t know what she wanted, and Constance teased him about buying everything on the menu. There was no way that all of it was going to get eaten, but she was more than pleased to poke through and select something from every single container. It reminded her of the continuous carts serving dim sum, and no doubt he would have noticed that anything in dumpling form would have disappeared by the end of the night, that shrimp and beef were favored more and she left every water chestnut and baby corn she came across.

With him she was more relaxed and though most thought her smiles and laughter were commonly dished out to any and everyone she met, it was with Oz that they didn?t shift different degrees. There was no mix of someone else?s emotions assaulting her skin and crawling on her flesh to confuse her, it was just the two of them as she smiled into a pair of beryl colored eyes. Well, it was mostly just the two of them.

It had been late in the evening by the time they had settled on the rooftop, and the previously overcast night had birthed fog and a light mist to hang in the air. In truth, she was just as content to let the mist wash over her as she was to stare up an overcast sky, but he said I?ll make sure it happens. She didn?t know how he did it, or who in particular was behind it, or even if it cleared the sky for all of Rhydin or just the view they had of the sky above her apartment building, but he was a man of his word.

A midnight blue sky was painted above them with stars dotted along in a set pattern that Constance had never managed to figure out and master, but drew an overwhelming sense of Awe from her. Initially her coat had been removed and bundled into a temporary pillow while her spine laid flat on the blanket to admire the view above them both. Among the privacy of their own company, Constance had reached out to smooth her hand over his, and voiced a coax to get him to lay down beside her, wrinkles be damned. His compliance led Constance to breach his personal space further, tucked against his left side with her fingers laced within his. It was a simple touch that she would later find herself fighting the urge to not gush about, the way his thumb would stroke the back of her hand.

At some point in the night Constance spoke up, rattling off a story while he was in the midst of trying to count the stars.

?My grandmother on my Mother?s side was of Comanche blood, and was going to be the tribe?s healer before she met her husband, my grandfather. When they got married, the rest of the family was outcast because he was a white man, an outsider, and she was betrothed to one of the Chief?s sons.? She waved her free hand then, refocusing on the point of her story before she would get too sidetracked.

?Anyways, he took in her whole family then, her two sisters and her mother. And he bought land out in West Texas for them because they weren?t really cut out for the city. Out in the middle of nowhere, with all the stars in the sky.? Breathless awe laced in her voice. ?I was very close to my grandmother, and she taught me how to control everything, how to do almost everything I can. How to focus on the Moon and let the stars pop out on their own...? Staring up at the flickering specks a moment before shaking her head to clear her mind again.

?We spent a lot of time together just sitting back and watching the stars pop out after the sun set. It?s peaceful, awe inspiring, humbling ? like sometimes it just feels as though you have the weight of the world on your shoulders or in your heart pressing down on you, but the stars remind me that I?m just a small part of it all. I mean yes, I might actually be an important piece in things, but there?s lots of important pieces.? Gesturing to the stars overhead as other pieces.

Then suddenly, she laughed with a shake of her head, soon using that same hand to push herself partially up off the blanket to look over at him. Unaware if he was listening or counting or just waiting for her to stop talking, her smile was a touch sheepish. ?I?m sorry, I rattled on. What I really wanted to say is thank you. Thank you for the sky. Thank you for this,? a slight squeeze of her hand still laced in his.

?Thank you for tonight.? Sitting up to gesture to the take out containers nearby and the bourbon before she was leaning over him, dark waves spilling down to one side as her hand caught in his slid from his fingers to press against his chest. A slight shift of her weight as she inched closer, bright blues sinking into beryl before her lids shut complete while her mouth hovered over his.

?Thank you for you.?

Punctuating her statement with a kiss that started sweet, but ignited a burrowed passion within them both as Constance pressed her lips to his slowly and then with growing fervor. While he wasn?t a man of many words, she took the hand coiled in her hair and the other smoothing over her hip to indicate she was welcome.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-12-08 22:55 EST
?I can?t find anything else.?

?I said keep looking.?

?I?m exhausted. I can?t ??

A backhanded slap landed hard on her cheek and sent the woman spinning down to the ground. Choking back a cry out, the sting caused by his hand highlighted further with tears that dotted down her cheek.

?Open another door, and look again. Or I?ll slit his arms open and bleed him out again.?

Her shoulders sank at the threat and immediately she was shaking her head. ?No, don?t.? Too weak to fight against the tether, Constance was hauled up to her feet after a flick of Leon?s wrist as though she was a puppet on a set of strings. Essentially, that?s all she really was at the moment.

?Then look again.?

Streaks of dried blood coated her bare arms as well as her palms and she swayed once up on her feet as Constance laid her hands on the man?s temples. Her eyes fluttered closed, only making out the dark color of his hair for a moment before her own head rolled back and her vision blurred.

When she was able to refocus, Constance was back in a hallway lined with closed doors. Bare feet carried her along the hallway, trying every door that she passed, but each of them locked. Finally, one door opened.

Crossing the threshold, she left the hallway behind and stepped into a gymnasium. Her ears were flooded with the voices of teenagers, and chlorine filled the air. Stepping forward alongside the bleachers and the pool itself came into view, as well as the parents, teachers and students rooting for their competing schools. Whistles were blown and bodies dove into the pool while people milled about, coaches shouted to the capped and goggled wearing boys swimming through the waters.

Before confusion could register on her features, she realized that a young man was walking towards her. A white towel was wrapped around his waist, the rest of him dripping water as he walked, obviously one of the swimmers ?and he was moving straight towards her. Just when she was reminding herself that he couldn?t see her, there was a flash of a familiar half grin.

CARDINAL?

Before another thought could register in her mind however, he walked right through her and she turned around to see a bored teenager leaning up against the wall.

?Dean!?

Shouting out, Constance?s eyes opened to look down to the man seated in front of her as her hands ripped themselves away from his temples.

?Still nothing then? All right then. Open him up.?

?No! Leon no! Please don?t! I?ll do anything you ask!? Unable to scramble away and stop the sharp metal from piercing flesh, Constance was held back by two sets of strong hands as she fought in a wild flailing of limbs. He didn?t grunt in pain, but Constance?s screams filled the air as if they were prying open her own skin to pool the life force from her own veins.

?Strong empath.?

?Who?s Leon??

The instructing voice stepped into the light, his head covered with a dark hood which was shaking side to side. ?I told you to keep looking. Now the both of you are going to suffer. Let her go. She?ll be too weak for anything in a moment.? Turning away, the figure disappeared into the shadows of the dark room, assumingly gone.

That wasn?t Leon. Then who was it?

?Too weak for anything huh? She?s got nice curves.?

?Knock yourself out. I?m going to go find out what the next step is.?

One set of hands released her, while the other set began gripping at her hips and turning her towards the wall.

It was true, she was weak and losing the ability to fight against the hands that were pawing at her, but it was a series of sounds that set her into motion. The gruff promise of a strangers voice that she was going to enjoy passing out in his arms, the sound of his belt buckle rattling open, and Dean?s groan before he slid from the chair he was in and hit the ground, his eyes rolling up to the sight of her dress being pushed back up her thighs.

?No! Dean!?

Her shout out sparked a surge of energy and her elbow shot backwards to the eager hand?s solar plexus with all the force she had. When he stumbled back doubled over, she flung into further action and twisted around with her arm extending to slam the side of her hand into his throat, crushing his windpipe. Watching him fall down to the ground and fight against the suffocation that followed, Constance crouched down and thrust her hand into his chest, her fingers curling in the soft muscle of his heart and squeezing it tightly before ripping it from the cavity of his ribcage.

Her own chest heaved as she tossed aside the organ, ignoring the low splat sound it made against the floor as she turned to Dean?s body on the ground. Kneeing down to the ground, she tried pulling him to a sitting position, but he was nearly dead weight with his head in her lap and crimson liquid pooling over the ground.

?Here, here I can fix this. We?ll get your brother and this?ll all be fine. I don?t even remember how this happened. Dean, please! Say something!? Hysteria was starting to set in as she cradled his head in her lap, one hand smoothing over his dark hair while the other pressed against one of his arms. It was disturbing to her how the features he shared with his brother became more exaggerated, more obvious to her in the moment.

Her eyes started to flutter shut before a hand grabbed her by the wrist. ?No, don?t. If you do?You know the Fae are required to be truthful. And if you do finally unlock my mind then they?ll know where he is.?

?Dean, you?re an idiot if you think I?m going to let you die.? Frantic and not listening to him as the tears streamed down her face, she tried again.

Eyes closed and she felt her skin rip open to allow blood to flow freely from the cage of her flesh. It was just a moment before her energy started to fade and the hand tightened on her wrist.

?Dean stop, you?re ??

Opening her eyes again, Constance released a blood curdling scream as the image of Dean faded, only to reveal Cardinal?s features in his place.

It was Constance?s scream that woke her up, lurching forward as the sound echoed in her own ears as her heart pounded in her chest. Grasping her own arms to smear over the bare skin, she saw that there was no blood, no open wounds, no grabbing hands, and no hooded men.

Most importantly, there was no nearly dead man in her lap.

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-12-11 02:26 EST
When her cell phone went off in the Inn, Constance ducked into an empty booth to answer it, the screen already cluing her in as to who was on the other end of the line.

?Hello James.?

?Hey Coco. Just to give ya a heads up, I might be in late Wednesday instead of midday on Thursday.? Wincing briefly.

?That?s fine. Remember your key in case I?m already asleep, though I?ll probably be awake. I haven?t been sleeping well recently. ?Something wrong?? Concern as she questioned his wince.

?Why not? I thought Cathy made you a couple more dream catchers to take back there with you. I wasn?t planning on stopping by, but I can pick up another if you need it.? Offering. ?Ah ?yeah, I broke my arm yesterday.?

?What? Doing what?? Skipping over her lack of sleep to focus on his arm. ?Did you get hurt at work??

?Nah. This was at the gym. Henry had me in an arm bar and I was sure I could get out of it but then it snapped. Wicked sound. You should have seen his face, I was sure he was going to crap his pants.?

?Oh so you were being stupid.? Concern fleeing her tone as she rolled her eyes. ?I?m not fixing that for you.?

?Awe man. No I wasn?t being stupid. Just?didn?t realize how strong that guy was.?

?Isn?t Henry like 300 lbs.??

?Yeah probably more, but he?s shorter than me. I just figured that there was more pudge than muscle on him. Surprised me. I woulda tapped if I knew he could have broken it.?

A sigh followed in an attempt to mask a near laugh. ?Well of course if you knew he was going to break it, you would have stopped before it happened.?

?It was a clean break though, no other tears, no bone pieces floating around or anything. Sweet hookup on pain pills.? He?d try to convince her to fix him while he was out there though, otherwise he?d be on vacation for the next several weeks with limited activity. ?Right so ?sleeping? Do I need to call Cathy??

?No, I have the dream catcher hanging up. I?m not sure why it didn?t work though. I had a horrible dream and it was just so?.intense.? Putting it mildly.

?Huh. You think it was a vision or something? Are you still experiencing any residual effects from last month?s ritual? That would be sweet; I hadn?t tried healing myself yet.?

?Goodness, I hope it?s not a vision. I mean, I woke up and I still had my sight and everything. So it wasn?t like one of Cathy?s visions.?

?Think someone is pushing nightmares on you? I mean Leon is in town and all.?

?Funny you should mention that?.? Trailing off before she was shaking her head to herself as she spoke. ?But no, I told you: we have a truce. He won?t cause me any harm and I won?t do the same to him.?

?Funny why? What was the dream about anyways? What made it so intense?? James was scoffing then. ?I don?t know. Seems like giving you nightmares isn?t causing you any physical harm directly, so he might be using that as a loophole. You shouldn?t trust him.?

?I can?t talk about it here. I?ll tell you about it when you get into town. But?I don?t know. I feel like,? she hoped rather, ?that it?s just a dream. It?ll fade in time and I?ll be sleeping fine.? That?s how it had been with all the other dreams she?d had since coming into town. ?You coming into town will be a good distraction.?

?All right then. Good deal. I?ll see you tomorrow night Coco.?

?Of course. Good night James.?

Constant Smile

Date: 2013-12-22 01:15 EST
?I don?t know what to tell you Coco. It looks fine to me.? James commented as he looked over the dream catcher carefully in hand.

Nearly six inches in diameter, the oak frame was wrapped with a white fabric with thirteen points in the web design, dotted with pearl, amethyst and turquoise and from it dangled three white dove feathers. Every detail held a particular purpose: some to heal the mind, reduce stress, and to open the heart and align chakras. Her Family?s strength was woven into the talisman, so there was no answer as to why the dream catcher would not actively work.

?You think someone is pushing these dreams on you??

?I don?t know. The last one was the first that I had with the dream catcher in my possession. But my dreams have been incredibly intense since I moved here. Maybe it?s the city itself.?

?Maybe.? His voice indicated he wasn?t so sure of it.

?I don?t know what to do if they get any worse. The last one just felt so real.? Constance slouched in the kitchen then, her palms splaying on opposite sides of the open book in front of her as bright blues scanned the pages for something that hinted at useful advice to solve the current issue.

?Maybe you should bind yourself.? Suggesting as he set the object aside on the counter, on the opposite side of Constance and her book.

?Wait, what?? She asked incredulously. ?You?ve got to be joking. I?m not going to bind myself James. I?d sooner rather ---? But she was cut off immediately due to a convulsing spasm in her abdomen.

?Well, it was worth a shot.? His laugher sounded off, as his hand outstretched squeezed and gripped tighter in her direction. ?It?s always better when they do it willingly. I?m sure you remember, right??

Her body jerked and blood soon spattered out onto the pages of book, staining them with pools of bright red. Coughing and choking on her own blood made it a struggle to find her voice; instead she was left to struggle in pain.

?What?s that? I can?t quite make out what you?re saying there dear. You?ve got something?Oh, that?s quite a mess.? A handkerchief was tossed out towards her, as if that would help stop the blood bubbling up past her lips with every struggled breath.

?That feeling by way is your internal organs boiling inside of you. And you?re right; I?m not actually your brother. But its adorable how trusting you are, letting me waltz right inside here. Oh, now you?re getting it on the floor.? He looked aside to the ground and then opened up his hand palm up.

Her body was wrecked with the aftermath of the inflicted pain as she collapsed against the counter and struggled to find the strength to keep standing and raise her head.

?Now now, don?t try to speak just yet. This is the part where I remind you that I can get to you in any place and at any time. That you can?t be protected or hide from me. I laugh, and then you get scared and but try to mask it by making a face ?Yes, there it is.? Pointing to the look of disgust on Constance?s features then.

?But don?t think that I?m going to be giving you a detailed version of my plan to bring you to down to your doom. We?re just at the toying stage of things. First there was the selection, then the setup, then toying, capture, compliance ?Oh no, there I go off telling you just when I said that I wouldn?t. Funny how that ??

Now it was his turn to be cut off as Constance had straightened up and shifted closer to sink her arm wrist deep into his chest. Squeezing at first, she watched a pair of amber eyes roll before his heart was ripped from his chest and the body of what only seemed to be her brother tumbled to the wooden floor. Her lips wavered, the shock of the sight ripping into her chest as she looked at the organ in her palm beating its last beat and dripping blood down her arm.

?What are you doing??

Wrapped in pinstripes and a red tie, Cardinal was a looming figure that spilled from the hallway with a book in hand as he surveyed the scene before him.

?It?s not what it looks like. That?s?.that?s not James.? Starting to shake, it was then that she realized that she must have looked like a monster with blood still wet on her chin as well as her hand and arm. Constance dropped the heart and started forward for Cardinal, staining his suit and wrinkling it as she latched onto him. ?I don?t know?..I don?t know who that was.?

Bordering hysteria suddenly as she looked back over her shoulder to the body on the ground, a body that still looked like her brother's. ?Tell me?tell me that?s not real.? Losing her footing, Constance felt her body weakening as she was sinking to the floor. He helped her down to the floor, confusion and concern cracking in his stoic features as Constance began shaking what she could of him, desperate for an answer. ?Tell me it?s not real. Tell me I didn?t just kill my own brother. Tell me it?s not real. It?s not real. It?s not real.?

Breathless as her words stayed stuck on repeat, her eyes rolled back into her head before she passed out in his arms. And the world went black.

Only to have Constance gasp suddenly, wide eyed bright blues staring back into a pair of beryl, her own hands curling into his shoulders tightly. Her initial reaction was to shove him away as she continued to tangle herself in the sheets, but at least it pulled her hands from him and stopped the attempt to break the boundary of his flesh.

Moving one hand into her hair to calm the disarray of her dark strands, the other wiped at her chin and mouth in order to check for blood. Though she was grateful that she found none, any immediate question from him was only answered by tears Constance tried to mask by holding her head in her hands.

Even though it wasn?t real, didn?t mean that she felt okay right afterwards.

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-01-04 04:28 EST
Her head felt heavy and her mind was laced with fog. Disoriented, Constance instinctively lifted her fist to rub at her eye, but her wrist was caught in a grip of iron. The rattle of chains attached to the shackles startled her, and the knee jerk reaction to yank again followed as she tried to pull herself free.

?What that?? Gasping once she realized she was shackled to the wall at each wrist and ankle, bright blue eyes looked alarmed around the small and candle lit cell. The floor felt like dirt underneath her bare feet and the walls appeared to be made of stone, but it was truly too dim to tell. ?I know you?re there,? calling out to the doorway that was open, but she had no hope of reaching if she was chained.

?She?s awake.?

?Good, then we?ll start again.?

A trio of cloaked figures stepped into the small cell and approached the far wall where Constance was chained; stopping just short of the length of her chains should she attempt to lash out.

?Again? What are you talking about? Who are you? Let me go.? Wincing in the midst of her confusion as the metal pinched at her skin. Unable to see their faces, her wide eyes started darting around the room again, looking for something to send a memory through her head or a clue as to who they were and what they wanted.

?We just want to know where He is, and then we?ll be more than happy to bring you to Him. That is of course, if you want to. Why are you being protective again??

?What are you talking about?? Repeating the same question over again, her eyes shooting up to the voice from the hood directly in front of her. Again, another jerk of her limbs against the shackles that pinched her flesh. The walls weren?t closing in on her, but the rattle of chains caused by her own movement caused her pulse to race and her nerves to feel raw and exposed.

?You call him Cardinal.? Simply put before continuing on. ?He?s nearly the same as the first you know. The other warlock that you favored. Same style, same strengths, same weakness?? Trailing off momentarily as long and scared fingers reached out and brushed against Constance?s cheek.

A look of disgust warped her features that were commonly dressed up in a smile as she jerked her face away, while the cloak merely laughed. ?Even the same taste for bourbon, though that is merely happenstance. They?re both monsters dear. We?re here to help you.?

?Help me?? Incredulous look then given to the three of them. ?He?d never chain me up to a wall and drug me.? With her back pressed up against the wall she felt more and more like a cornered animal in a cage.

?You thought that about the warlock too, remember? But it was only a matter of time before he had you anchored and tethered to him. Kept you in chains and puppet strings; ordered to do his bidding. ?

The hitch in her breath was enough to give away that she remembered, but soon Constance was shaking her head. ?No, Cardinal is different. He?s nothing like Leon.?

?Oh no? The two of you met on neutral ground, and you knowingly engaged him even when you felt uneasy and nervous around him. You knew he was a monster before he even explained himself. He told you not to trust him, warned you even. Didn?t he even say that he picked you out as a thrall from the beginning? He could sense your power dear. And just like Leon, he wants to use you.?

She wanted to say that it wasn?t true, but there were truths woven in the words he used, and it was enough to cause a furrow of her brow. ?He didn?t care what Family I was in though. He didn?t know who I was??

?That?s something very easy to pretend. Leon did the same thing. Out of everyone else in a crowded bar, he decides to talk to the only one whom so happens to be in the prophesized Perfect Set? He was drawn to you because of your Power.?

Blue eyes were cast down, looking over the dirt floor as her shoulders started to sink. There were so many similarities, how had she missed them? It couldn?t all be a coincidence, could it? Then suddenly she jerked her head up, ?Wait, how do you know all this? I never told anyone ---?

A hand lifted from underneath the cloak, the mere gesture cutting her off and leaving her to gasp and choke on her own tongue. Nodding to the pair of cloaks alongside him before continuing, ?We?ll try another way. See if you can drain her veins. Since she?s devoted to Adad, we may be able to trace him with an offering dedicated to him.?

?Drain her? You want all of it??

?No, just plenty to offer him with several times over.?

Lowering his hand allowed the airflow into her lungs to begin again, but Constance had already been grabbed by one pair of hands, forcing her down to her knees roughly and pinning her against the wall. Unable to fight or move, only her loud and sudden scream echoed in the cell as the ceremonial blade was produced and dragged down sharply biting into her forearm. The copper bowl was set down on the ground to collect the quick and continuous flow of blood, while the tears began streaming down her face.

?It won?t work?? Managing the words as she watched the blood pool down and coat her hands before being caught in the offering bowl.

"She's right --"

Echoes slithered along the tombs walls, birthing from thin air and feeling far from shy in haunting the very dark parts that now seemed to grow. Thicker and thicker, bloating as a hung belly of a shade that was just below midnight.

Each hood warped in the direction of where the mysticism seemed to be stemming from. Their own tongues silenced in the aftermath of the few words that still seemed to hang above their heads, tormenting with barely there whispers of movement. A clattering rang out, louder due to the shocked culprits stewing in their own erratic thoughts, when the blade had slipped away from fingers. Blood for blood; it seemed to defy gravity when stopping a continuous flow down Constance's arm. Stalling before crawling up the torn tissue, re-entering the wound and leaving no trace of red behind. The bowl itself was wiped clean of any lingering particles.

There would be no call to Adad, only one to the uncanny witch that rippled up from a pool of black. Long was the gown, elegant in the exotic tailoring to each curve. And there, set within the alabaster of her features, were polished eyes as chilled as fallen snow.

"This -- this can't -- You can't --", began the stuttering of one of the cloaked individuals. His tone was choked with the epitome of fear.

"I can. And I will. You are over stepping your boundaries, boys -- and girls." She was not blind to the smaller of those that hijacked this sequence. Hiding beneath robes did little when faced with such a fury.

"This is not possible!", came the yell before the storm brewed out from nowhere. Lurching from the abode of shadows came a figure of rabid intent, flailing towards the devils courtesan with every fiber raging at the unexpected interruption. Quick lick of the blade to the cemented floor, the sound ricocheting with the eagerness to harm. Slashing forward with a wild technique that landed the sharpened instrument to Evelyn's gut. Pierced through flesh, stabbed at her insides, and stained the very dress that was as white as orchid petals. "You will not rui--!"

From the depths of ebon pockets sprang forth scaled necks and snapping jaws. Hydra heads that sunk vicious maws into the limbs of who dared assault. A mass of writhing reflecting blinks of torchlight from an oily surface, thousands of colorless eyes flying open across the spines of the creature birthed from nothing more than a thought. Torn asunder was bone, was flesh, was the puppet of a man who screamed in utter agony before a snaking head burrowed deep down his throat, barely struggling past the jugular to decapitate an already dead man. Sound of wet meat scattered at the feet of the other cowled witnesses.

She plucked the blade away from her midsection as easily as a deity pulling a thorn from their finger.

"We have been hungry for your kind for a very, very, long time." Her lips did not budge. Did not move. The phrase was made from the hundreds of serpentine heads now spilling from the black. From all the nothing.

From the unsatisfied void.

"We'll kill her!", shrieked a feminine voice while attempting to throw sharpened fingers around Constance's neck. Her robes billowing in a frenzy while her mind tried to rattle her from this moment, so trigger happy to dispose of the very thing the Curator was trying to protect. Gasping came with the shock of nothing there for her to strangle. No throat, no bones, no body.

"You will try, and you will fail. The Host will know, as will the last of the Curators." Evelyn spoke clearly from the bold red of her lips as her hands fell elegantly a top Constance's shoulders, the empath now knelt before the omen eyed Echidna. "But you will not leave here." A hellish promise whispered while they all began to scramble, wishing to lock hands in dark prayer. Anything to banish what would be their last lucid-walk.

Screams fired off on all cylinders. The struggle would be wasted against the hundreds, the thousands, the jettison of gnashing teeth bathed in a fresh coat of sanguine when feasting on the rapid pulsing of their struggling bodies. The room began to fill with the black of Namrat, like water rising to soon consume the immortal and that of which she had come to defend.

Suddenly Constance lurched awake, her gasp for air sounding close to a near shriek as her body bowed off the bed and bright blue eyes went wide. Pulse racing, her hitched breath was quick to follow as her hands scrambled to push against the mattress and lift herself up to an upright position.

Attempting to make sense of where she was first, but the sheets she was tangled up in gave her the first clue. The body alongside her was the next. Still attempting to catch her breath, she only managed a single name out to Cardinal.

?Evelyn??


(Written with Saturnalia. Many thanks!)

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-01-20 19:13 EST
No longer on a marked trail, Constance continued running through the woods, leaving only foot prints in patches of soil and mud. The area was overgrown as she had to duck around and under various bushes ?some which clawed at her exposed arms, catching skin and scratching out blood to leave a trailing scent. Clutching onto a giant white oak tree, she chanced a look back the way she came even though she could barely see anything in the night. No moon, no stars. Just a thick overcast of clouds that brewed an electrical storm and offered no rain to cool the hot night.

The air was thick and humid, and she drank it in while attempting to catch her breath. Sweat trailed down her brow, matted her hair in spots and destroyed the styled chignon she had worn to her birthday party. Just as she was going to dart off again to head further into the mix of swamp and trees, she heard her. Frozen in place as her eyes rolled up to the sky and swiftly slid shut, the look of anguish was brief before her eyes shot open and she stepped out from behind the tree.

?How fitting that you should pick an oak tree to hide behind child.?

?I?m not hiding. You?re?you?re not?right at the moment. You need to put those away.?

?These?? Judith held up the iron shackles in one hand as though they were weightless. ?No child. And you?re not going to run from me anymore either.?

Judith?s free hand rose in the air, curling into a fist as Constance?s lungs collapsed and she dropped to her knees, gasping and changing color. Unable to speak, Constance reached out towards the woman, her own flesh and blood, and tried to grab a hold of anything before she passed out on the ground and the world faded away.

She didn?t stir until after her lungs had managed to inflate again on their own, fixing the damage that had been done and filling with air once more. When her eyes fluttered open, the confusion didn?t last long. The black walls with no windows or doors were all too familiar to her. Bound to a simple chair in the middle of the room, a faint light hovered overhead.

?No. No. No.? Jerking sharply in the chair, Constance began to try and tug on the restraints before a small woman stepped into the light.

Judith?s eyes were crazed and wild, and her voice held a shrill tone that Constance barely recognized. ?It?s already done. The anchor has been dropped. You know the more that you fight it, the more damage is done. But if you want to do all my work for me without lifting a finger, be my guest dear.?

?Why are you doing this? What are you----? Screaming suddenly at a display across the dark room, a vision of her Father?s throat being ripped out by a serpent and his body beginning to spasm on the ground. The serpent coiled up before shifting back into its natural state, her brother James. ?NO!?

Standing suddenly, Constance tore the bindings apart with an abrupt surge of power, though the display only caused Judith?s manic cackle to spout off. ?And he?s going to do it because you?re going to convince him too! Not only will you be my puppet, but I?m going to puppet the entire Set. But enough searching my mind child. That?s rude. Aren?t you supposed to be a lady??

?No, I?m not going to let you do this Judith. He?s your brother! Why??

?The why is none of your concern.?

?The reasons why is always what I?m concerned about. But fine. You want to keep me here in this prison? Try keeping me here now.? Before Judith could question what Constance meant, she was taking a chance that not only was she anchored to her aunt, but bound to her as well. Her fingers sunk deep into her chest and curled around her own heart, ripping it from the protection of her flesh before the room began to shift out from underneath her feet and everything went dark once more.

When the world began to filter in again, Constance was scrambling away from the dead body on the stone covered floor. Blood was scattered everywhere on the walls, the broken furniture and windows, the scene depicting a massive and bloody attack of some sort. It was little surprise that the only sound that followed were her own screams of terror when she realized what had happened.

Her own screams woke her, startled and gasping in the tangle of her sheets as she sat up. She was almost grateful that there was no Harbinger beside her to question what was spinning in her mind. It was a memory that broke her every time she saw the woman?s face. And worse now, she could see her face in Asa?s who was nearly arrived in Rhydin.

She wasn?t sure how much longer she could pretend that everything was okay.

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-01-22 20:11 EST
?Hey Coco!? Her sister?s voice was cheery on the other end of the line as she answered.

?Hello Cathy. Do you have a moment?? Asking as she paused by the long full mirror in her own bedroom, checking that the dress did not have any trailing strings or anything out of place.

?For you? Always. What?s up??

?You remember the vision you had before I came to Rhydin? The one about me coming to Rhydin I mean.?

?Let?s see,? trailing off to think, but soon there was a telling sound of flipping paper. ?Oh, right! Sorry, I had to look that up. You were pulled with no strings or tethers through town. Oh, I don?t remember if I told you all of this actually. I saw you pulled through town to end up at a tavern or something, where you sat at a table with seven chairs. And there was an arrangement of red poppies on the table.?

Constance blinked as Catherine shared more of the vision with her, but the additional details just further confirmed what she was going to say to her. ?It came true Cathy. I mean, I know I told you that I went to the Inn and it felt just like you said. But I found out why. And?the rest of it makes perfect sense. It?s about meeting Cardinal. I was supposed to meet him. That?s why I had to come to Rhydin.?

There was a quiet squeal of delight on the other end then, ?You two were destined to meet? How romantic Coco! That is so wonderful, when are the two of you getting married? You need to bring him to meet Mommy and Daddy and ?? Catherine continued on, but Constance no longer heard anything else she said.

Instead, she was distracted by something moving in her mouth. Was that a loose tooth? Leaning closer to the mirror in front of her, she opened her mouth and pressed the tip of her tongue against a loose incisor. Not only did it wiggle out of place at the slight pressure of her tongue, but it fell past her lip and to the floor.

Startled, Constance hardly noticed that she dropped the phone as she lowered herself to the ground to collect the lost tooth. Blood began to pool at the fresh hole and bright blues glanced back at her reflection to catch sight of crimson already dripping down her chin and to her white dress.

?Oh my ?? Unable to finish the expression, Constance suddenly felt as though her mouth was full of marbles, her tongue trying to work them over in her mouth before she was attempting to spit them out into her palms. Only, they weren?t marbles, but more of her teeth. Molars, incisors, canines, cuspids and bicuspids, from the top and bottom rows all were collecting in her hands in a bloody wet mess.

Her hands shook as she took in the sight of them and she scattered them while backing up away from the mirror, leaving a speckled cluttering of teeth on the wooden floors and blood smearing in her wake.

This is really happening? Tears were quick to fall down her cheeks as the horror and fear settled in place along with a lingering confusion. It didn?t make sense why her teeth would fall out?.

Her tears were what woke her. The fact that her pillow was damp and her face was coated with the aftermath of her sobbing caused her to sit up in her bed, brushing the back of her hand over her cheeks before quickly running her tongue along the backs of her teeth. Just a dream.

Only, it wasn?t exactly a dream. It was a sign from her subconscious that she had to tell someone why she really had come to Rhdyin.

Originally.

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-01-29 23:31 EST
Normally she was a fluttering social butterfly who would cast smiles to strangers and friends alike, masking her emotions and filtering others from her own. But lately Constance had grown tired and anxious, nearing a breaking point as she tried to keep in a bottled mess that threatened to burst apart her soul. Guilt did that. Stress didn?t help matters.

She was a secret keeper, so it wasn?t something new for her to do. But the secret of what truly happened to Judith was becoming harder and harder to bear. Perhaps it would have been easier if it wasn?t Judith?s face she saw when she visited with her cousin Asa. Perhaps it would have been easier if it wasn?t for the stirred up nightmares that visited her on a now constant basis. But it was getting to the point where even the cleansing of the ocean waters was not helping.

The last nightmare she had was one she?d had before. It was a familiar one, one that she had several different variants of. Sometimes it was glass, sometimes it was mirrors, but this last time it was teeth she had spit out and scattered on the floor. The metallic taste of her blood was something she could vividly recall, and it made her swallow roughly at the memory.

It was now no longer a surprise that she trusted Cardinal, nor did she feel an unsettling unease around him like she once did. But there was a new unease growing restless in her soul and clawing at her bones. The fear that he wouldn?t be able to understand why she had done what she did. Or worse ?that he understood and it changed everything because of it. The fear was gnawing away at her much like the guilt was starting to override her ability to stay and be calm.

Just when she was deciding whether or not she had the courage to face him and tell him what was sending her to the verge of constant tears instead of smiles, he asked her for a favor. She agreed all too willingly, more than happy for some sort of distraction from the relentless turmoil of her mind.

So there she was, in a foreign and yet familiar home that didn?t belong to her, surrounded by an assortment of seven dogs of various breeds, shapes, sizes, ages and color. From the moment she had met them, even though Cardinal hadn?t named any of them ?Constance was quick to provide monikers to all of them. It was only fitting, considering she had named Cardinal within a short span of meeting him.

Letting them roam free behind the house, Constance was leaning against the frame of the backdoor and keeping a count and watch on all of them as they played, sniffed and tended to their necessary business amongst the trees. Even though a smile was pressed to her lips, her eyes remained worried and sad over what and how she was going to say when Cardinal did come back from wherever he was.

The whap of a tail wagging German Shepherd hitting her hip brought her attention down to Nico, who was then leaning into her for affection and attention. Quick to cave and dish it out, Nico being all too knowing and wise that she needed the distraction and just as much attention from him as in reverse. Of course, when she was crouching down closer, this drew the attention of the others back to the door and straight for her.

Sometimes all you needed was to be bowled over by a bunch of dogs to feel a little bit better.

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-02-04 20:28 EST
It was difficult to hide yourself from the world when you were so often the one who offered advice to others and a social butterfly.

"You?ve reached the voice mail of Dr. Constance O?Connor. Please leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you and have a wonderful day!?

?Hey Coco, its J. Is something going on? I haven?t heard from you in a couple of weeks, and I?m actually in a more normal time zone right now. Still coming out in about a week, but give me a call back, k??

?You?ve reached the voice mail of Dr. Constance O?Connor. Please leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you and have a wonderful day!?

?What?s up Doc? It?s John. We need to do dinner or something soon. I?ve been tied up with my new job, but I?ll tell you all the thrilling details when we meet up. Hope to see you soon Coco.?

?You?ve reached the voice mail of Dr. Constance O?Connor. Please leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you and have a wonderful day!?

?Constance, this is Roman. I received your message that she has resurfaced again. Donnie is going to try and catch her at the Inn. Hopefully this wasn?t just a fluke visit. I?ll let you know if he?s successful, because we?ll need your immediate help. Thank you again dear.?

?You?ve reached the voice mail of Dr. Constance O?Connor. Please leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you and have a wonderful day!?

?Hi sweet girl, this is Mom. I just wanted to call and let you know about your Father?s visit with the neurologist today. It?s good news! He doesn?t detect any new lesions, so his current medications are preforming as expected. Please give me a call back when you have a moment. I love you!?

?You?ve reached the voice mail of Dr. Constance O?Connor. Please leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you and have a wonderful day!?

?Happy New Year Coco! I love you! ?Are you super busy right now? Please give me a call back, what I have to tell you is just too long for texts and I think it would just turn into a novel if I did that. Anyway! Please please please, call me back. I?? Catherine giggled. ?I think I met someone.?

Soon Constance was going to have to begin the process of returning the continuous string of calls on her cell phone. But not until after she could manage to pull herself together.

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-02-05 22:27 EST
Over Twenty years ago?

In the winter the house was filled with such warmth, in the spring it smelled like new earth and rain, in the autumn the harvest preparations filled the kitchen with food and aiding hands, and in the summer the scent of freshly cut grass, lemons and sugar filled the air. Goldie Redding?s table constantly was filled with familiar faces, freshly bloomed flowers, and something to fill your stomach. At her grandmother?s home Constance always felt safe and protected, and left feeling cleansed with renewed strength. All common reactions when visiting the strong Comanche healer with golden eyes.

The walls were covered in framed photographs of family, simple crafts from friends, and delicate lace curtains veiled the windows. The furniture boasted of several different carpenters? skills, and the seat cushions often needed repairing from excessive use. It was not a large home, but its lack of size was never noticed, even when people were nearly tripping over each other to find a place and visit with the woman. It was a home that was well lived in, with its matriarch very well loved.

The scent of peppermint wafted in the air of the kitchen and Goldie was pouring the contents of the terra cotta teapot into two cups as she smiled to her current company. ?Here you are now Constance. Soothe yourself and drink up.? Passing over a cup and saucer to the young girl who was swinging her legs back and forth, unable to reach the ground from her seat on the stool she was on.

Stilling her legs, Constance looked sheepishly up at her and wiped her hands on the skirt of her dress before collecting the cup and saucer carefully. ?Thank you Mee Mee.? A quiet sniffle punctuated her words, but her eyes had stopped swelling with tears and her frown had faded from her baby faced features. She sipped quietly, with bright blue eyes peeking up often to a pair of gentle golden amber eyes sitting at the table close by.

Once she could see most of her tea had been drained, Goldie reached out to trade Constance?s cup with a simple white handkerchief, gently pressing it in her palm. ?To wipe your face dear if you need to. Would you like to talk about what happened? Talking will help. It?s one of the simplest healing techniques.? The cup was set back on the table before her hand was gently smoothing back a few dark curls from her granddaughter?s face.

Constance?s bottom lip shifted; her features indecisive on an expression as her own emotions countered with her grandmother?s concerns. Finally she nodded, though she hung her head and was brushing the fabric of the handkerchief over her cheeks. ?These girls were making fun of my dresses at school. But I like the flowers?? The edge of her dress was held with her other hand, the feed sack material thin and wrinkling as she gripped. Quiet for some time before she looked up to her grandmother and continued, ?They said I?m poor because Momma makes my dresses. Should I get a job so we?re not poor anymore?? A child?s logic was overly simple.

Goldie?s chuckle was soft and quiet, her smile clear as she shook her head. ?No, sweet girl. You need to stay in school. You can get a job when you finish your schooling. And I love the flowers too.? Taking Constance?s hand in one of her own as she smoothed out the wrinkled hem with her other palm. ?You look very lovely. You need not listen to those girls. Your style is your own. And you should wear what you wish with your head held high.?

Constance?s cheeks dusted with pink and she squeezed her grandmother?s hand in her own as her smile was drawn out, bright as the sun.

Sometimes all it took was the simple act of telling someone what you harbored in your soul to begin to feel better. ?That and a mix of advice and compliments.

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-02-11 00:09 EST
Too long had he felt as if he had drifted out to an unchartered sea, where the waves of blood were no less intimidating to him than the unfamiliar faces seen at a local watering hole. His hunt had escalated quickly when dormant emotions had ushered past the machinery of his man-made temple. There was no rest beneath beryl eyes that had been quickly tainted with the black and blue of fatigue, of carrying too much weight on the Spartan craft of his shoulders. And none of it was for himself; there was a zeal to his performance that came with the memory of her lips, the ghosting of nostalgia she brought when orchestrating his half-grins. It felt like it had been too long of a decade in the week or so he had left her in charge of a troupe of canines, playing mistress to the shadows deep in the gut of his sanctuary, but he finally returned with not a single wrinkle to a suit that he harbored all his bones in. His movements weren't quiet enough to disengage notice from the menagerie of dogs within, so the harbinger was easily welcomed at the door by a barrage of different shapes and sizes, all circling to show a certain type of affection that people rarely showed to him. Instantly his attention was drawn around to find a clue to where the empaths silhouette was, all while he shut the door behind him to lock out the demons who wished to intrude.

She was at the end of the trail of canines, and had encouraged them when their ears perked at the sound of a door and the arrival of their master. Go on, go on, said her hands and her gentle smiles as her own bare feet came up behind them and she stopped to watch him shut the door and lock it. Even though her dress was simple, it was still tailored and meant for a season different than the current weather outside, a mix of a blue background with a pale pink floral design. No surprise that her smile was genuine, but he wasn't the only one who was fatigued and tired with worry. Beyond the obvious factor of him being missed, sleep still grew less pleasant and little comfort existed outside of focusing her attention on her work and the dogs. She didn't attack him with affection; even if she wanted to, but let the dogs have first dibs. She could tell they missed him; they weren't nothing but white noise to her. "You've been missed." Stating the obvious as she nodded to all of them, but including herself in the statement as well.

While the canines were a large part of his domain, of his persona that hid behind no walls, he was no invested in spending much more lingering amid a pack of domesticated beasts. His mission was clear; he waded past the animals to hone in on the hourglass of her hips, mapping out familiar territory by wrinkling the fabric against her skin. There was an urgency in how he pulled her closer to snuff out any distance between them, aligning his shoulders in a slouch to shadow over her. Tired or not, his effort was authentic in presenting her with something to hold onto, something sturdy that did not budge beneath pressure. He did not think about the horror show that had come of his hiatus but, instead, reminded himself of the silk of her mouth when he applied pressure from his own lips. Bourbon spit, the phantom of a cigarette, an unrivaled passion that sprung to life by the groan he let her sip on when tasting the addictive substance of her kiss. She was allowed this with him, with a harbinger meant for a solitary game of protecting a whole race. One of the only souls to be gifted with the blessing of taming a cursed man. Pulling away was hard enough, but he ventured to roll his forehead against her own while his fingers played in the tenuous color of her hair. "It is good to see you.", came his admission, heavy in savagery that hid behind a dry baritone.

She was patient and aware that he was going to come towards her without little hesitation. Arms wrapped around his neck and fingers slid into his hair as he kissed her and she hungrily returned it. But before she was able to become too distracted with the gripping pressure on her hips and her body molded against his, he was breaking the contact between lips. Bright blues fluttered open again and her smile, still fond and bright, stayed in place with a quiet sound of pleasure escaping as his hands moved through the dark waves of her hair. "And you. It seems like ages." But that was what a week felt like when you were tied up with worry, some that mattered and some that didn't and were unnecessary. "But," a slow exhale as her hands moved from his hair to his shoulders and down the shape of his chest to let fingers latch onto his suit, "before I get too caught up in seeing you and showing you just exactly how much I missed you --I need to talk to you. I need to tell you something." It was a different phrase than 'we need to talk', but the heavy tone of the matter was clear. It was at least a very serious matter to her, and she wasn't sure how much longer she'd be able to either hold it in or if the courage she had would be suddenly fleeting.

Hungry, yes. They were both ravenous from being parched of one another for a long string of moments. He refused to admit that he had gotten used to the more pristine shape of her body within his sheets, the wrinkling of her nightgowns that looked like tiny waves of mesh across an unmarred valley of skin. Before he could inquire on anything else, before he could maul her away from both their nightmares and into the warmth of familiar adoration, she was executing a phrase that arched a single brow to the ceiling. "All right.", was all he said before giving her some breathing room, as hard as it was to do. Thumb and forefinger breezed over her jawline, across the pulp of her mouth, before he took the lead into the kitchen. It wasn't that he was suspicious that she would be weighing in on their reunion with anything negative, but he felt that it was due time for a ritual that had not been happening often enough. And not within her company. From a low-lidded stare of thin lids and too dark beryl, he watched her while gathering a few items such as two stout rocks glasses and a bottle each of their favorite vice. "Is everything ok?" Standard reply, he figured, even from a harbinger to an empath -- which sounded quite like a bad joke. He began to loosen the heart knot of the red tie, unchoking himself by guiding it completely off until it was left like a rope of sanguine across the island counter.

Kissing at his fingertips as they moved over her lips and before they drifted away, she was moving to follow him into the kitchen and search for the right mix of words for what she wanted to say. She'd lost track of the amount of times she had tried to say something about this, but either something had come up or she'd fall into silence and he thankfully never pressed. Once in the kitchen, she busied her own hands with smoothing over the edges of the countertop, standing not far away from him as her tongue untied itself. "No." She didn't offer up lies meant for eavesdroppers, but made the clear confession that it wasn't all okay. "My dreams are getting worse. You remember a while back, I had one that involved me spitting glass out. And it meant that I was holding something back? I had another one, before you left. Different dream, but same meaning." Leading in, and looking up to see if he recalled and followed.

He didn't jump to sudden conclusions with the truthful set back she drew from her mouth. There was tension building a long her body language that he read as clear as day, and while he was nothing but dead air in terms of her feasting on his emotions, he showed enough to give her indication of such. It went on with her explaining, or simply, bringing up past events that suggested she had been holding back more than a few things from him. Which he would never be upset, or offended by, as he was more a mystery than any other man she might have decided to consort with. "I do remember.", he murmured, not wishing to seem off putting of whatever tale she was beginning to spin for him. Concern might have lanced across the stoic landscape of his features but it was gone in the blink of an eye. "What was this new nightmare about?" Curious to know the avenue of her dreamscapes, where he was not given permission to roam but where a certain Curator had taken liberties with.

And if Eve was still frequenting her nightmares, no matter how understanding of the matter Constance may have been, she still would have been furious and felt terribly exposed. Her nose wrinkled as her smile faded, having to recall one nightmare and then let it lead to several other past ones. "This last one involved spitting all my teeth out, but the others..." Shaking her head and focusing more on the counter and finding herself unable to look at his face. The shame was generated by the secret she was keeping as opposed to the words she was saying, "I haven't told you about those either." A white knuckled grip formed against the countertop, the struggle to find the words and the rising tension was becoming more and more obvious, possibly rolling off of her in continuous waves. If she was projecting tension, at least he was one of the few who could be unaffected by it. "It's about why I really came to Rhydin. Originally. Not coated in an unknown destiny or prophecy. About why I'm actually on sabbatical from the University. Why I don't like going back to see my family." Finally looking back up to him, her tongue loosened and she could only hope that she wouldn't clam up any time soon if she wanted to get this off her chest. "There was a horrible incident on my last birthday, at the end of July."

A thousand different theories coasted on the breakline of his thoughts, all of them ranged between minor to major. Where he could have lept at a chance to guess, to assume, he kept vigilante in his silent watch over her while she had an inward meltdown. Her voice didn't crack, but he could almost taste the bile of a sickening emotion riding her tongue. "Constance --", her name was used and he enjoyed the texture of it, relished the feel of uttering it once again in the light of her oceanside eyes. It wasn't bitterly dry, but a less Spartan fused tone to coax her into a psyche of comfort. "-- you don't have --", trailing off some, helping to fill some of the silence with a drink from his glass. The burn helped to fuel his murmur with one hand stretching out to form against her shoulder. "-- You don't have to tell me this. If you do not want to." Wanting her to know that he wouldn't pressure, but he was here. To listen. There was no judgment set into the lining of his features.

"No, please --and I don't even know if this will help in the least, but even water isn't helping. I've run to the ocean every day that you've been gone and haven't seen anyone except for the dogs since before you left. I may have to seek out a healing ritual that my grandmother used to do --But please. I know you won't press." Hinting that the social butterfly was not being so social and had been hiding from the world for far too long, with too much on her plate so to speak. She was on the verge of bursting, and he was close to playing witness to it. Watching him with almost a smile and she tilted her head to brush her cheek against his hand on her shoulder before another silent sigh followed. "My father's older sister went...berserk. She's...well she was a witch." The weight of the word would lay heavy on her tongue, though she had more fear than disgust as always with it. "She hunted me down on my birthday, anchored me and.....and...." The bile rose up, and the terror was still clear in her eyes, whether it was for making her confession finally or reliving the memory no one could say. "I killed her after I saw into her mind." Twisting around and out of his hold on her shoulder, palms covering her face as though the action prevented more words from tumbling out or hiding the shame that she felt.

Little bread crumb clues were left in how she worded things. The idea of her hiding so far from a social gathering was odd in its own, and where he might have wanted to play vain and believe it was his absence, he knew such would be wrong. Water helped to clear off her pores of the dirt and grime of the world, of the emotions she fought with that were not her own -- and her confession of finding no peace in the lapping waves helped to settle him into a firm posture. Holding back any questioning when she carried on -- until the last bit where he troubled himself with the look of confusion. She earned his eye, then, and it didn't stray even when her hands roused up to act as a mask for her face. "-- she was going to hurt you." Not a question but a statement, one gathered away from the terror that sparked at the core of her eyes. She wasn't trembling but the doe-like frame of her shoulders when they stiffened caught his attention. "I don't understand.", finally speaking again while setting his glass to the counter, all for the sake of reaching to try and unshield her face from her makeshift facade behind her fingers. "Your family. You're very close. What would make your aunt want to do such a thing to you?" A film of disgust weighed on his lips, not due to her dark secret but for the theory that anyone within her bloodline would want to harm such a woman.

Giving her the logic of self-defense didn't seem to settle in her brain as he gave it and pulled her hands from her face so he could see the tears already streaming down her cheeks. "I...I...I don't know." Stuttering as she shook her head and continued to break down, her body crumbling into his and latching onto his arms instead of her face and sobbing into his chest. She'd cried for days, for long enough she felt that she could have filled an ocean, but apparently there was still more to come. When she found her voice again, one hand was wiping her face, but she didn't pull away from him, as long as he was there for now, she was leaning into him. "She was planning to use me as a puppet and then James. He was to kill my father and realign our Family to the Dark Fae. We're one of the last three original neutral families, so it would be an incredible shift of power. Not to mention, if I'm anchored, then she'd control the Set." Another moment was taken to catch her breath and try to form more words instead of tears. "My cousins found me, and everyone thinks it was an attack on the Set and that she saved me."

Her breakdown was dealt with on a more humane instinct that was not over ruled by the slithering tongues of Seven. They laid in the shadows, quiet for the time, allowing their maestro a rare moment where they were secluded from everything else. He accepted her clinging, not bowing out or letting her fall; his fixture of broad shoulders made a well-balanced temple for the seer to cry her frustrations to. Hands sculpted a long her shoulder blades, clutching there to assure her he was headed nowhere, that his suit could be stained with her tears and he would not bat an eye at it. Instantly combing through the tumbling of her hair in a way to try and sooth, to attempt consoling the watery eyed victim in the hands of a stone hearted guardian. "Why did you not tell them the truth? Were you scared they would blame you?" Cautious in asking such a question, tentative in wishing to not step over such lines drawn in the sand.

"How do you tell someone that you just killed a family member to save your own father? Patriarch or not, crazy or not -I..." She struggled to swallow the giant knot lodged in her throat. "I couldn't say anything when they found me. I was too..." Distraught, shaken up, in utter and complete shock. "Hysterical and out of control." Still attempting to untangle the very last bit before it just tumbled out and left her exposed, she pushed back against his chest to stare up at him. "Oz, I crushed her soul. As in literally, not metaphorically. There's nothing left of her. Nothing for anyone to call back on; she can't visit, there's no spirit --there's nothing. We, well we didn't know that I could do that." His fingers through her hair kept her still or at least from continuing another round of near hysteria. "And I felt... everything."

"Then we do not tell anyone about it." He used the term we to describe their union of secrecy which was now such a heavy page to turn. Her confession was a ribbon that now tied them together, a bond that would be unspoken in the public and perhaps murmured about in the safe dwelling of home. There would be no law breaking of his silence on the matter where her family was concerned. Lips tightened while he tongued at a canine, more interested in consoling the nervous tightening of her skin that he could almost feel. "Constance, you did what you had to. While you keep all this guilt, all this anguish, over it, remember that you survived. Anyone else would have done the same thing, would they not?" Primal instincts. He lived on them as the Seven knew nothing else. Their chemistry was different as chaos always would be -- but he held his humanity tight to the cove where his heart beat for times like this. Through a dark river of her hair, combing back what he could until he had to begin nudging away the dew drops of her tears. If there was ever a moment that such a stoic creature could soften, it was now; he let the low lidding of his watch seem less austere, more genuine -- more intent on supporting rather than intimidating. The only being to be able to quiet the monsters in his ears was the woman he focused on, now. "I know. You have told me. And I hold no judgment on you. I look at you no different. I will never accuse you of being a murderer, or think you any less beautiful and kind."

Her brow furrowed, the anguish he spoke of clear on her features even as he brushed a hand over her cheek. "There could have been another way. I should have done something else besides rip her heart from her chest." She was still full of doubt, second guessing her decision that had acted on instinct and no thought process. Glancing down to her hands, even though they lacked any visible blood, she still double checked and half expected to see them coated with red. A slow exhale escaped her mouth when she looked back up to him. "How do you not? I don't know what I see when I look in the mirror. Worse yet, my cousin, her daughter, Asa, is in town. I see Judith's face when I look at her. Even if we do not tell anyone, I do not know how to shake this. I thought that it would fade with time, but," a shrug of her shoulders. "The nightmares only seem to be growing worse and more common." Trailing off again before she blinked as a realization hit her. "How is it that you are so calm for this? It doesn't bother you at all that I'm a monster?" Tossing the label on herself for the moment.

All that could have been said stopped at the red of his tongue. Her statement brought a hardened glaze to surface over the beryl waters of his eyes. "You're not a monster. Don't call yourself that, ever." He knew monsters. He was one. A cast away shell that was used as an abode for such threats. "Killing a threat does not make you a horrible person, nor does it give you the title of monster. Did you enjoy it? No. Was it planned? Absolutely not. Your aunt was the monster, and you the person to put it down. I am calm because I know you -- I know you well enough to know that the way you feel, this?" He made a gesture to the teary avenue of her eyes, the streets of mascara tears that had rolled over her cheeks. "Is not how a monster would react."

It was the gesture to her cheeks, or were those stains on his suit, that had her realizing the appearance of her face. "Oh, oh I must look a mess." Brushing her hands over her cheeks in attempt to clear herself of the black smudges. Though her guilt didn't fade as easily as mascara did. "I am sorry. I just....desperately needed some sort of release." She wasn't positive that she felt better exactly, but she did attempt a smile for the fact that he didn't find her to be a monster or repulsive for her previous actions. "I wasn't sure how you would react." She still didn't know how she would face her cousins and family, but at the very least she had told the secret to someone.

"You never look like a mess." In his eyes. Such a statement rang true when she was a rare breath of fresh air in an otherwise smoke laden boulevard of his lungs. "There is no reason for me to react hostile to your admission. I've done terrible things, but that does not make me terrible." Administering that without embellishing on his own tales of horror, he shifted his hands across the horizon of her shoulders to pull her closer. "What will make you feel better?" Quiet in his inquiry, studying the soft landscape of her features.

There was no forcing a smile that would come out naturally when he stirred it up with his words. "Thank you." For more than just the causal compliment, but no doubt he understood that. Drawn back in once more, her hands hopefully clearing most of the mess on her cheeks before they collected along the buttons of his shirt. "You. Close by, long enough till we both can't stand each other --or till I have to go to work. Whichever comes first." Knowing it would be the latter, she inched up closer to his mouth to murmur against his lips and smile, "Maybe a warm bath where you complain about the bubbles."

For just a moment more, they could pretend as if the troubled past of both their lives was not quickly hunting them down. She fought inner demons, he battled physical manifestations. Their performance could be given awards for how they held themselves together, glued by the values of each other and the sanity that they coveted. Maybe they had found it within one another. He offered no voices or emotions to rattle her bones, and she was a balm to silence the guild of beings he played host to. A half-grin shifted across the thin line of his mouth when she rose to murmur, tilting his face to return the affection while looming over her. "I am much too manly for bubbles. That is all. Though, you -- you look quite tempting when covered in nothing but bubbles."

"So you will watch and then you can come join me when the bubbles fade." Compromising, but not relenting completely. Smiles not forced, though still tired, spilled more freely now as she tugged on the materials he was still dressed up in. Stepping backwards to exit the kitchen and bring him with her.

(Taken from life play between Ghost Notes and Constant Smile. Thanks!)

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-02-11 22:40 EST
The sound of Orson Wells? voice clued Constance in that her phone was going off and a glance to the screen indicated who was waiting on the other line. A flash of a wince moved across her features as she answered the phone.

?Hi, I?m sorry I haven?t called you back yet.?

?Coco! Jeeze woman, where have you been?? James sounded exasperated on the other end of the line.

?I?m sorry, I?m sorry. I?m in Rhydin of course. I haven?t gone anywhere.?

?You missed Imbolc. No one has been able to get ahold of you for a few weeks. What is going on?? Relieved to get her on the phone, but for once he lacked the devil may care and easy going attitude James was known for.

?I?ve just been tied up with work, that?s all. You don?t need to send out a search party. I know that?s why John is here. He no doubt told you exactly where I?ve been.? She could see through his subtle plots.

?Never mind John.? Ignoring the fact that she was aware of his scheme. ?You haven?t been this secretive and recluse since Leon Constance. Is Cardinal doing something to you? I know that?s where you?ve been. I?ll be coming in tomorrow afternoon and if he?s harmed you in any?? James was nearly rambling and Constance was cutting him off with her laughter.

?J! J! Stop stop.? Managing a few words before she could lull her cackling to silence. ?You should hear yourself. No, Cardinal has not done anything to me. I promise. He went out of town for a bit and I was watching his dogs.? An excuse, but one she?d hold onto until she knew what she could tell her family and what she couldn?t.

Silence on the other end, James was rubbing the multicolored stubble on his jaw and face in annoyance. ?Seriously?? A slow exhale before he spoke again. ?Both you and Cathy are being secretive. Well, I?m coming in tomorrow morning. Meet me at the portal, yeah??

?Yes. Of course, I?ll see you in the morning. What time? What is Catherine being secretive about? Oh, she left me a voicemail I think.?

?Ten. All I managed to get out of her was that she met some guy named Levi, but then she suddenly clamed up. And you know Cathy, she looks like she?s about to burst with excitement when she?s got a secret to tell ?but this? Nothing.?

?Well, I?ll give her a call and find out. It sounded like she was willing to tell me.?

?If she?s got secrets, that?s fine. It?s just?she?s acting weird. Even for her. As long as the two of you are safe, I don?t care what the both of you are up to.?

?I think you can safely assume that Catherine isn?t in any sort of trouble. It?s Catherine after all. I?ll give her a call soon. Will you pass on to everyone that I?m fine, so no one else worries??

?I guess, but still. Something is up. Right, will do. I?ll see you tomorrow Coco. Goodnight.?

?Of course. Have a safe trip, goodnight J.?

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-02-13 22:09 EST
Copper bowls, blood painted glyphs and whispered beliefs all catered to the thunderous god of chaos she found herself bound to for protection. Every month she paid tribute, and he repaid her with a type of kindness that only he could offer. She crackled like lightening with the power surge, thrust backwards onto the fresh white snow with her body bowed. Dark waves splashed against the plain backdrop of the powdered ice crystals as a pair of oceanic eyes rolled backwards and her mouth opened with a slow gasp.

?Coco!?? James was hesitant to touch her, but ever watchful to the scene playing out in front of him. A scene he had grown familiar with since Constance had arrived in Rhydin, but being familiar with it didn?t make it easier to see. Keeping his hands to himself, and still with several feet of distance between the two, he waited for her to get her breath and respond.

Her spine rolled as her torso lifted off the ground, hair brushing against the snow before she rose up to knees and then all the way to her feet. Lashes fluttered as her eyes came forward and her smile returned, then looking around. ?I?m fine.? Lips formed a shape that was fond and directed to her brother before she noted the slight snow angel on the ground.

?All right.? His concern was fleeting once he caught the smile on her face, but was still aware of the quiet crackle of static and scent of ozone, even in the winter scape that surrounded them. ?Which one do you want to do next? You?re sure you want to do all three in the same day??

Beginning to clean up a few things, she glanced over her coat covered shoulder with a nod and smile. ?You first. I?ll need you to help me get ready for the last one, but I don?t think you?ll want to watch. And yes, I always feel very strong after Adad?s tribute. But I know the pending Full Moon will help as well.? Looking up to the sky, even though it was broad daylight, she could catch sight of the moon, full and bright as ever.

Waving him closer once certain things were cleaned up, Constance then laid both of her palms flat on his chest. A curious look was given to him almost immediately, her mouth opening to speak before he cut her off.

?Worry makes one weaker. Don?t make me worry so much.? Winking before he laid his hands on top of hers and closed his eyes. ?Ready when you are.?

***

James had helped Constance prepare for the last ritual, clearing the area of freshly fallen snow and arranging a fire pit and starting a small set of flames to lick up into the air. He hauled over stones from the woods and positioned them in a way for her to be able to stand on them in front of the fire.

Once she was ready to be painted up with pigments of blue, coral and white, James was kind enough to imprint the specific designs on her bare back and arms, as well as her face. Tending to the rest on her own, she shooed him off with the promise that she?d come get him once she was finished. The rest had to be done alone.

Decorated in the war paint of her people, she stood dressed in only a few slips of tattered fabric that were pinned at her hips with tri colored feathers and matching beads of turquoise, purple and a pale smoky blue. Amazonite, amethyst and angelite were all specific to the healing ritual and the feathers and beads woven in her hair matched those on her hips.

Though she was barefoot and exposed to the winter elements, Constance didn?t seem to notice even as she lulled the small fire into a smoldering smoke that suddenly held the scent of peppermint. Arms extended with fingers curling into the rising smoke as she pulled it closer and stepped onto the stone alter James had set up for her. Draped in smoke as she danced, lids slid closed as she allowed the sudden surge of energy to flow through her and take over. Hips gyrated and swirled as her hands pulled the smoke around her like a cloak or a veil, hiding her from view.

It was stronger than the cleansing rebirth that fresh water provided, the white pigments painted on her flesh brightening to a near glow before they were absorbed completely into her skin. The dance picked up, a series of twirls swift enough to cause a flutter the edges of her tattered skirt to drift up and a feather or two to slip from its hold in her hair.

No audible music, but the dance still quickened to a song that spun in her soul as it was opened up and exposed to the cleansing smoke that slipped around her. The blue pigments on her skin shifted to match the color of the smoke and soon lifted and scattered off her body to swirl in the smoke.

Her motions then became more aggressive, no longer the relaxed and natural motions of a beautiful dance, but stomping and violent gestures. Sharp, intense, but clearly passionate before her body suddenly jerked and froze with her arms bent and her hands in front of her as though she held a ball in her hand. Fingers tensed and the coral pigments still painted on her skin flared to life, brightening up like burning flames and burning out.

When the coral pigment faded, Constance dropped down suddenly to the ground on her hands and knees, out of breath. Glancing down to her arms and legs as she sat back on her feet, she let out a soft sigh once her breathing returned to normal. Hopefully it worked.

The slight opal like glimmer to her skin set her suspicions that it did.

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Constant Smile

Date: 2014-02-16 21:46 EST
It was no surprise to Constance that the phone barely had time to ring once before it was answered by her older sister Catherine.

?Coco! Ohmygosh, I have so much to tell you. I really wish you were here. There?s so much to say and I almost don?t know where to begin. I just can?t believe this is happening and I?m so excited and when are you coming home because you missed all of it at Imbolc and??

?Cathy, Cathy!? Constance was laughing at her sister?s infectious good mood, but forced to interrupt and attempt to get her to focus in some way. ?Breathe before you pass out and of course, start at the beginning. What is going on??

?First, are you well??

?Yes, I am fine. I?m sorry that I missed the celebration at Imbolc, but tell me please. What is all this fuss about? Who did you meet? James said that you?re being secretive.?

?Good, good. Are you sitting down? Oh my gosh I feel like I?m about to burst and I think you?re the only one who would understand.?

Still amused, Constance picked up her teacup and took a sip of the peppermint blend. ?Yes I am sitting down. Whenever you?re ready, just start at the beginning.?

?Okay, so it was Lunar New Year right? And Cloud and I were out at Hong Kong Market getting food and ?Oh gosh they have little tiny bao that is so adorable and cute. They?re like small fluffy pillows! Anyway, I was picking up the order that we placed at the bakery for the Imbolc party that night. And it wasn?t ready when we got there, so Cloud and I were watching the Dragon dancers by the courtyard. She went off to go take some pictures and so I was looking at the decorations they had set up for New Years. And that?s when I saw him. And he saw me. I?m pretty sure that?s exactly how it happened. It was love at first sight Coco. Just like Mom and Dad.?

Whoa. Constance blinked, but the surprise didn?t slip into her tone. ?Who did you see?? The curiosity was still evident.

?I mean, you know what I?m talking about right? Like there was just?I don?t know ?a crackle of energy in the air. I had to look up at that moment and that?s when our eyes met. They?re such a wonderful light blue too Coco. I was kind of embarrassed at first, and I ducked my head away because he caught me looking, but he was grinning. He has that slow kind of grin that starts out small and then just keeps spreading up to his eyes and wrinkling them while all of his teeth show in his smile. Not scary toothy like or anything, but genuine. Where you can almost feel your own cheeks hurt because he?s smiling so big."

?So a blue eyed, smiling man.? Trying to draw out more information, like a name maybe.

?Levi! Isn?t that just the most perfect name? I love short names. It just trips right off my tongue. Short and sweet. Just like him. Oh, well no. He?s not short at all. He?s quite tall in fact. I mean, of course to us. Six foot or so I?m guessing. But sweet. He?s so incredibly sweet. I know it was sudden, but I couldn?t help but invite him to the party that night.?

?Is he???

?Yes, he?s fae too, so I didn?t have to explain anything to him. He?s a wolf actually.?

?But James said that you were being secretive. Did he not go to the party??

?No no, he did. He showed up and we had the most amazing time! Actually, we?? Catherine giggled slightly before she continued gushing. ?Kinda snuck off to the gardens and talked all night. And then he kissed me. Coco, my very first kiss! Do they always feel like electricity? I know this is where you and James point out how na?ve I am, but I really am so drawn to him. I know that I don?t have a mountain of experience, but Levi is just so?.amazing. I just can?t help myself. I think I?m crazy about him. I can?t stop thinking about him and when I?m with him I don?t want to leave him.?

Constance laughed into the phone, smiling brightly at her sister even though she was unable to see it. ?I?m very happy for you dear. And yes, the good ones always have that special spark of fireworks.? Chemistry had that effect. ?I look forward to being able to meet him.?

?There?s just one thing Coco.?

?What?s that dear??

?His name is Levi Byrne.?

?Byrne?! He?s in one of the original??

?Dark Fae Families. I know.?

Oh Catherine.

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-02-17 23:41 EST
Constance set her tea down on the table in front of her while her hand then moved to pinch the bridge of her nose as her eyes closed. Internally she sighed out of frustration, but there was only silence traded on the phone.

?I know what you?re thinking.?

?Oh, if you knew what I was thinking, then you wouldn?t have told me in the first place Cathy. But I can see obviously why you aren?t telling James and why you snuck off from the party to see Levi.?

?No no, I didn?t even know his last name until after all of that.?

?But he obviously knew who you were the second you gave him an invitation. Catherine, he was trespassing on grounds that he?s not entitled to be on. Has it not crossed your mind that he could be using you to sway ??

?No! Stop it. You wouldn?t be saying any of this if he was a Theophilus or an Angevine.? Catherine?s voice cracked, a sign that tears were already swelling in her eyes.

A moment?s pause before Constance continued, ?Yes dear, I would. Come now, I married Leon of all people. He worked with the Guiscards for years. I?m not known for favoring the Light over the Dark. But he wasn?t actually a Guiscard, and wasn?t working for them when we married.?

?Coco, he?s not evil. It?s just a name.?

?Cathy, it?s his blood line. We both know that it?s not just a name. I?m not saying that he?s evil, but his side is very clear. You shouldn?t see him again.?

?I showed him the Moon Flowers Coco??

?You didn?t.? Disbelief for a moment before her hand was rubbing the back of her neck. ?Cathy, you?ve given a member of one of the oldest Dark Families private access into our Family home. What if he isn?t the great man you think he is? You don?t even know him.?

?I showed him my true face Constance. And he showed me his. I know him. He doesn?t want to harm me or the Set.?

?Gracious Cathy, is there anything you didn?t tell or show him??

?Yes. He doesn?t know that Daddy is sick for starters.?

Well there?s one secret that?s still more or less safe.

?But he didn?t even flinch Coco. He wasn?t scared at all.?

?Well, no matter how brave he is in the face of a Banshee?? Though the fact that he didn?t run away in terror was impressive? ?Are you going to tell James any of this??

?Do you think I should? Do you think he?d even listen? Or just go off with a set of silver stakes??

?Well?No, I?m not sure. Don?t tell him anything just yet. I?d like to meet Levi first. Before the Spring Equinox.?

?Of course, of course!? Sniffling followed before Catherine cleared her throat. ?Do you want to hear what he did for me for Valentine?s Day??

?Of course dear. Tell me everything about him.?

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-03-17 02:59 EST
Constance?s laughter (that cackle) bubbled up into the air of his home as Cardinal caught her by lace covered hips once she turned a corner and ran straight into him. While she was familiar with the layout, it was silly to taunt and tease a man who was faster and stronger in his own home.

After his head dipped into the crook of her neck and rumbled in her ear, she smiled brightly in return. ?Yours.? She whispered as her hands eased up his bare arms to curl her fingers into his dark hair.

Rrrrrrip.

The lace material she wore became useless, torn to shreds by rough hands and discarded to the floor. Her mouth opened to protest, but instead of voicing a complaint Cardinal captured her lips with his own and eliminated all space between the two of them. It wasn?t long before he was carrying her upstairs.

Tangled sheets, plush pillows and tousled dark hair were all in disarray in the flickering firelight and shadows of the harbinger?s bedroom. Even after the walls were still echoing the sound of Constance?s voice crying out his true name in the throes of passion, even after they both were coated with a slick sheen of sweat and bathed in euphoria, his lips dusted over hers and then were buried in the column of her neck.

?Insatiable.? Whispered with a smile to his own rumbling response which started in his chest and brushed against the shell of her ear.

Her lips were swollen and bitten, bruises dotted her skin where the pressure of his hands won out against the blood vessels underneath her flesh, where he was determined to permanently mark her in some fashion, but it was all just temporary. The finger shaped bruises at her hips and thighs were beginning to fade even before he was finished caressing her shoulder with his mouth.

?We need to let the dogs out one last time.? Bliss still lingered in her tone as her hands stroked at his chest, hooded gaze meeting his as her mouth formed a lazy smile. ?I?ll let them out and you can get me a drink? Please?? Answered with another kiss, she was soon getting up off the floor from where their bodies had intertwined.

Standing on wobbly legs, her mouth curved in a smirk in return to the half grin he wore before she?d follow him out of the bedroom, snagging a red satin short robe on the way out.

Still messing with the sash on the robe and leaving it in a loose bow, Constance opened up the back door leading to the wooded area behind the house. A gentle ushering of her hand for the seven canines to trot out and handle their needs before calling it a night.

Even with snow still lingering on the ground, she still wandered out in bare feet and stretched up on her toes to scan the darkness for anything out of the ordinary. A few steps further out from the house and leaving the doorway behind her, bright blues squinted in the darkness as curiosity washed over her. Was there someone there?

Several of the dogs wandered back inside through the open door, but Constance continued on and pressed forward before she stopped suddenly at the sight of a dark skinned man with his hand hovering over Nico, the German Shepherd?s head like a puppeteer. Her mouth dropped open, but instead of the scream she wanted to let out there was just a quiet gasp.

?Leon, what are you doing here?? One hand latched on to the front lapel?s of her robe in an attempt to cover up further, her other hand outreached towards Nico. ?Nico. Come here boy.? Calling him to come to her side.

Nico whimpered, but couldn?t move.

?Having fun playing house Coco?? The white shine of his teeth could be seen in the moonlight while the rest of him played in the shadows. ?Ah ah. He wandered a little too far it looks like. But then again, maybe I can relieve him of his punishment since he pulled you so far from the house and the Host.? His tone was indecisive, his expression holding obvious enjoyment in the situation.

?What I do with my life does not concern you Leon. It has not concerned you for many years.? A glance over her shoulder towards the empty doorway and the house before looking back to him. ?Please let Nico go and leave. There is nothing for you here. Cardinal will be very angry to see you here on his property.? An attempt to coax some level of reason from him, she even dared a step closer, but the robe was snagged on a bundle of branches that would bud into a bush come spring time.

?But you see Coco, I want him angry. So angry that he can?t see straight anymore. So angry that even you can?t contain and soothe him.? With that admission voiced, there was a sudden twist of his wrist over the German Shepherd?s head before the dog?s neck jerked and snapped.

?NO!!!? Constance?s scream overcame the fading sound of the whimper just before the dog?s death and Nico?s body collapsed to the ground. Bolting forward, the red satin fabric stayed tangled in the bushes while Constance came running to the dog?s side.

Draped over his body, her head buried into his limp neck as she started to sob. Too engulfed in her tears and sorrow, she missed the sound of Leon?s fading laughter as well as Cardinal?s hurried approach outside.

?What are you doing??

Constance looked up with hitched breath as tears continued to roll down her cheeks and it wasn?t until she saw the robe in Cardinal?s hand that she realized she was stark naked and completely exposed.

?I?.I tried to stop him, but?.I couldn?t.? That was hardly an explanation, but it was all she could manage at the moment. ?We have to leave. Go somewhere. I don?t want to stay here. He found us.?

Standing there in the shadows and moonlight, Cardinal just stared down at her with a silent unvoiced question, uncertain of who she meant.

?Leon. He killed Nico.? Sitting up somewhat, and showing him the limp and cold body of the dog on the ground then. Suddenly her tears stopped, confused as to why Cardinal shook his head and took a step back from both of them.

?Where are you --What?s wrong?? Asking before she looked down to the dog and then screamed again.

It was no longer the corpse of a large dog on the ground, but a small infant?s corpse bundled in a blanket.

Scrambling to get away as she screamed, Constance became tangled up in that same bush that had snagged a hold of her robe earlier. Flailing and fighting to break free, her body suddenly jerked upwards.

Upwards and still entangled in familiar sheets, she let another startled cry escape her mouth before her hands were smoothing over her face. Her heart was pounding and her cheeks were coated with tears as she shook her head and tried to clear her mind of another nightmare, but found herself failing.

Bright blues turned to the man alongside her, but before he could question what was wrong, Constance turned and buried her face into Cardinal?s chest. The tears starting up once more as he wrapped his arms around her and held her close.

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-04-06 21:06 EST
"Constance --", he recited her name in the same code that was usually twisted on the rusty nail of his tongue. Where baritone meant something more rich, something more volatile when exposed to the right emotion. It drifted within the safety of her own abode, where everything was touched with glamour, the feminine decor of a woman with passionate tastes. This was not his sanctuary. He ruled nothing in this kingdom though seemed completely at ease -- a strong shouldered harbinger, choked at by a rare display of a bowtie. As red as the blood in his veins yet it wasn't as spectacular as the tuxedo he shifted in. Much like the suits he wore, an armor for a modern monster. He tripped his fingers to fix at the noose at his neck, choking at him with a familiar grip as his usual tongue-ties did. "-- we're going to be late. I do not like being late. I also do not like that; somehow, you have convinced me to go to the opera with you." And the rest of his words were mumbled to himself and the Seven which were quiet -- for now. "At least it is not a musical."

"Nonsense," She called out from her bedroom where she was doing a last minute check for snares in her dress, hairs out of place and insuring that her makeup was set and unmarred. Her hair was pulled back into a chignon that was low and off to the side, which left her shoulders bare as her gown was strapless. Shockingly it was not red, but a cream with a silvery shine pattern that made her appear more like a star than a woman in an evening gown. Mindful of the hem, she lifted the floor length gown a touch as she headed down the hallway and for Cardinal as he stood waiting, anxiously. Around her neck was the blood ruby necklace, and on her face was a bright smile. "I've convinced you because I was given box seats at the Yule Ball; we'll be completely alone there so no one will bother you and because you would be livid if I showed up with someone else looking like this --who wasn't Lenore or a blood relative." Drifting closer, the smugness was brief and replaced with fond amusement. "Besides, I don't ask for much. It's only one night, it is not a musical --and I promised I would make it worth your while." Her chin tipped to her shoulder as she turned away then to head for the door and her coat.

She was easy on the eyes for most men, but was a different kind of balm for the endangered host. The illumination a long her dress was a glow that was captured in his eyes, snapshotted away while he was naturally watching her. "Lenore wouldn't go with you?" Majority of the rest of the world didn't have such luck with remaining on a neutral side of an otherworldly skeptic. And a territorial beast, at that. He kept pace behind her, there to help her shift the coat across the bare sculpt of her shoulders. "You are lucky that I love you." Which was truth, in many ways. Half-grin abducted over his mouth; he was clearly trying to play with good spirits this evening. A way to hopefully ease the recent dilemma of her dreams.

"Well, you look a thousand times better in a tux than I'm sure she does. As lovely as she is." A roll of her shoulders to ease on her coat before she was pulling her keys out from a pocket and turning around at his admission. Which, well wasn't a secret anymore, but that didn't mean she had lost any fondness for hearing it over and over again. The bright smile that was present made it all the more obvious. If he was trying to distract her from her dreams and the decision she's made to stay, he was being successful. "I am lucky that I love you." Turning it back around on him of sorts before she was turning around to open the door and let the both of them out. "But in regards to Lenore, I will save the musicals for her. But I would much rather be enclosed in the private box with you. I think Lenore would start to purr if I cuddled up to her. Are you going to purr?" Teasing, but lightly. She wouldn't press too far less his mind change about going!

"No." Obviously his spirits were not high enough to not be dragged back down. He issued it while following suit, letting her take the lead while he edged at her flank. "I would be fine with you cuddling up to Lenore." As if offering her an option rather than just shooting the idea down. Where most other men would be a blend of sex craved fools, he was an insatiable reaper -- one who was very clear that he wished for no one but Constance. Women, and men, were looked at the same way when encountering what he figured belonged to him -- with a stoic glare and an impressive silence. "And if it is a private box, does that mean I can do private things to you?" A rise to one brow, but not both. His hand cut out and arm shifted, letting it be a rope for her to tie herself to once she was ready to be escorted.

Locking up her apartment and dropping her keys into her coat pocket, she tucked away her amusement at the idea of her and Lenore cuddling in the private box. The offered out arm was accepted as they drifted to the elevator and soon were locked inside on the way down. "You may as I am not wearing anything underneath my dress." Spoken rather matter-of-factly while they were on their way, but this was to avoid her mouth curving into a smirk or a hint of pink to pick up on her cheeks. It was also only said because they were alone for the moment. Otherwise her voice would have been more of a whispered level. "Are you planning on keeping yourself occupied so you're not bored? It's supposed to be a very good show." As though good reviews would encourage him to watch it and keep his hands to himself.

They looked a proper couple when under the guise of their performance art pieces. How she was the dolled up commodity that would break the hearts off savages worldwide, though the black hearted king who ruled an equally tenuous black market of myth was at her side. Guardian, warden to a wandering empath who illuminated the cobalt shore of his eyes. His chuckle came forward, an interestingly rare ingredient that few would be privy to knowing. It quaked at broad shoulders, rumbled as distant thunder would in his chest. "You should hope I don't become bored or else this will be the last time I go to one. No matter how stunning you look." Compliments from a feral host were reserved for her, and her only. The elevator pulled them down and with the cracking of the door did he continue on, leading her through the lobby.

A mock gasp did not last long when she was so quick to issue a bright smile the instant a compliment left his lips. In truth, it was difficult to not laugh along with him, but she managed to reel in a cackle and only let out a light laugh with his chuckle. "Thank you," he could dish out compliments all night and she'd easily forget about going to the Opera completely, she was so quickly subdued and swayed by the prose of his tongue. Suddenly as a realization struck her as they moved through the lobby with her latched on to his arm, she lifted her hand to cage in a louder laugh so it did not echo about them. "And I am not even wearing red tonight." Lips twitching and peeking out from behind her fingertips. "I feel like I am being buttered up and spoiled. And I do not mind in the least." Enjoying it all on the way to the front door of the apartment building. "I will return the favor and do my very best keeping you from getting bored." It helped greatly that he was not a restless child.

"Take notes for next time, then. If I do decide to accompany you to something like this again. If you do not wear red, I will not go." He was making up rules, and stipulations, for his character to be in the company of hers. To do such things as the normal herds would do; he could inspect the screens with her during a movie, could meet her for dinner while still rearranging his items and producing rituals, and would make it his personal war of pretending to be involved -- all while simply admiring her from the toxicity of his stare. A hybrid grin, something akin to a half smirk and a half smile, cut across his mouth when his head tilted towards her. "I will change the rules; you can wear any color except for orange.? He spoke while opening the door to be greeted with a sterile chill of ending winter weather. His eyes glanced outward to the urban landmarks, took note on how the wind was so very fine -- and his mouth collected itself into a tightened expression. There was a severe lack of evolution here, of beating hearts, of moving crowds or shadows.

"You wish for me to be in red all the time now?" Questioning his new requirement before he offered her a smile and then amended his rule to accept all but a single color. Only she was still quick to challenge, question and tease again. "Someday Cardinal, I will convince you on how radiant I can look in orange. I will be a sunburst of color and you have no option but to bask in the warm radiance that the dress will give. It may not be for days, weeks or months to come, but someday...You will see." Winking over to him as she amused herself with the idea of him bowing at her feet over the color of her dress before she caught sight of his expression. Curious then, bright blues were looking about and around to figure out the cause. But she felt and saw nothing.

"Perhaps I will see it," he let that cross from the threshold of lips and teeth, but the murmur was grated with glass. His body seemed at ease while his eyes were sharp, cutting across a valley of strict asphalt, wet with the left over melting of earlier snowfall. The door shut behind them and the world seemed to go on mute. He heard nothing but the silence was heavy enough to be unsettling for him. There was a twitch at his fingertips before they fled to grip against her shoulder, intent on putting himself in front of her rather than her being open to what he swore he could feel. "Something is wr-- !" but before he could say another single word, he had been gripped by a lashing of ropey black, caught in a tangle and plucked away and into the murky clouds above, so thick that they blotted out the moon and stars.

It had not been noticed because she was at his side and was latched onto his arm. It was common for the rest of the world to disappear around her when she was in his presence and the white noise silence that originally made her anxious and nervous at their initial meeting was taken to be natural and expected. She had not been on edge until he was moving to act as a shield, though from what Constance had no idea. "What is it--" Speaking on top of each other before the following split second had the harbinger snatched away from her arms outstretched above her. It was unlikely he had much of an expression but the horror was clear on her face as she screamed out his name, "OZ!!" Panic was instantaneous and bubbled up in her blood as her heart started a rapid fire beat in the cage of her chest.

Silence. The dead wave of radio silence with the white noise of brief gusts began to fill the void of where he had been. She was left there to panic. Nothing could be seen from her point of view, but things could be heard -- the explosive work of orange and red, of fire bolts that came from nowhere, lit up the clouds like dragon breath and gave silhouettes to the waving arms of maddening black. It started with a single drop. Red. It bled into the shimmer of her dress, a single mar that turned into thousands when the sky seemed to pour down the still warm texture of ichor. What followed were dull thumps that became louder the more wet the pavement became. Littered with body parts; the fat of skin hanging from torn ligaments, the bulk of tissue that was sawed away from something sinister. The length of a body came next, falling into a crouch against the street to indent the cobblestone and cement, cracking it as if weighing enough to harm steel. The whispering shift of fluttering scales on a figure that should have been a man, but was not. No eyes, no mouth, only the fluttering of onyx and silver with an alienesque expression and features. Movements were so fast that they almost blurred when Adad scooped up the empath over one of its shoulders, just as a tendril of black tried to snatch at her.

She didn't fill the night sky with screams, even though panic and terror began to radiate from her instantly and she blocked out the harrowing sensations coming from the shadows up above her. As if that wasn't enough a touch of red was cast down on her, and then the rain of gore was quick to follow. She'd been warned of this before. She'd be covered in a blood bath of crimson, but she had thought it was not to be taken literally. Her feet felt cemented to the sidewalk, unable to move and with no plan to execute forming in her mind. It wasn't until she was draped over Adad's shoulders that she gave a look around and saw the swirl of black outstretched and miss that her brain started up again. Her expression still bordered on terror, the leftover remains of a body in the street still in view before she was clutching onto the shift of scales and makings of metal serpents underneath her. Silent reassurance that if Adad was there, she had a form of protection, but more importantly --that Oz was there underneath it. Her voice came out cracked, still far from calm. "Are you okay?" Asking a god about how he felt, as though she could heal him.

Their movements, combined, were nothing if not primal grace. The concocted myth of chaos, one of the heralded Seven, twisted about to bound across the asphalt, quick to side step from an onslaught of tethers that tried to ensnare it and her. Any answer from this entity was made with the rattling of metallic skin, how it shifted like waves across a slice of what could be considered a human body. The act was incredibly akin to a predator outrunning a threat, protecting what was his in the middle of it all. Though that was not the only thing that was on their tails; it was a misanthropic looking silhouette from the dark, one that was larger than most of the cars that they were quick to avoid -- still, there was little else moving. The city felt dead, surreal, a realm that was not of the norm. That which came from behind seemed a mash of monster and man, with a parasitic mouth that spread open to roar a glass trembling trumpet of sound before loping forward. It seemed to be coming for them, but just as it was on their heels, it twisted to pound a massive, clawed fist into the ground, rupturing asphalt to fine gravel and hoisting out the high pitched screaming of another abomination, one that writhed in a mass of black tendrils.

It had been years since Constance had felt helpless in the midst of a pending threat and occurring battle, but the sensation washed over her like the rain and like the terror and fear had moments ago. It was the cause of the building bile in her throat that she somehow managed to keep down as Adad began putting distance between them and the curls of black smoke. Her eyes squinted to attempt to see the ...creature that was coming after them, but as to just what it was she couldn't say. Her hold tightened on him, but she didn't ask any more questions. There was only a jerking and tightening of her form at the high pitched screams in the distance.

Symphony of a surreal exposure; there was a crashing of glass, cracking of asphalt, the high pitched whine of fallen street lamps. In the distance there was the epitome of chaos, brewed from the onslaught of surprise tactics the cult had worked hard on. So hard, in fact, that the harbinger and his beloved comrades began to think they had slipped from possibility of being a threat. Such a theory, now, seemed ridiculous. The ever-changing twitching of scales and skin, like water and oil all passing in waves across the humanesque body, made a sort of rustled leaves sound -- maybe an attempt to calm the raging waters of the empath?s soul. Her poor mind might have been on the edge after being splattered in the polka dots of unknown blood. A swift leap had another change morphing within the God of Thunder; the physique twisted into a more primal outline, the bulk of a beast rather than the sinew of a man, and the anatomy was enough to hoist her around, to wrap her arms around the thick neck, before a leap was taken. Quick, far in distance. It clung to the side of brick and crawled up, cracking the shell of the building with the force. At the top, at least fifteen feet up, she was allowed to disengage while the metamorphosis was only half -- half Oz, half Adad. "Are you ok?" asked the mouth of the jackal boned host, with a background echo of thunder, of murmuring storms from the alien odd-half of Adad.

Unraveled from him and standing on the rooftop, Constance looked back in the direction they had come from, bright blues sweeping over the chaos and destruction that was left behind them. She was not intentionally hesitating to answer, but the whirlwind of it all, the terror and the surprise were still washing over her as she stood there safe from harm. "I am fine." Answered without a look over herself to see the new additions to the material of her dress, the scattered drops of blood that had rained down on her earlier. The rattle of her heartbeat in her chest indicated she'd still need a moment to calm down, but her face was quick to show with the concern she had for him when she looked him over. "Are you? What is --How did--?" Cutting off her own questions with a shake of her head. "No, maybe here is not the best place to discuss any of that. I can walk, we should go." Where? She didn't know. She didn't even know where they currently were beyond a rooftop that she'd have to get down from somehow.

The questions just twitching at the tip of her tongue would be understandable, but she was right to shove them back into the abyss. For now. He angled close enough when Adad retreated back within the lining of scarification sigils, the bulk of the symbols there to recall those let out. However, he did not seem to possess a thought to wrestle down the lumbering beast that howled, tore, and maimed at the tendrils of black that still reached up from the jagged cracks of the street and down from the mess of artificial clouds. "I am fine." And he was; there wasn't a scratch on him when he regained the suit, fragment by fragment, and seemingly out from thin air. Tricks of the pedigree he was installed with. A curse, and a blessing, and probably something either better or worse when it came to handling the empath. He reached to touch at her face. Interested in knowing for himself that she wasn't falling apart or unspooling from her confused state. The process of what had happened took a toll on him mentality, and semi-physically, but he didn't dare show a single second of the stress it put on him when in such a dire situation. "Come on.", he grunted, tilting his hand to lock onto her own and pull her towards a door on the roof, where it would lead them down a dark stairwell through the building.

Her smile was a bit strained, not for his touch, but for the ordeal they had slipped away from. Her eyes reading every small piece of him that she could see, looking for cracks that he would let show or signs of a silent confirmation that he was fine and unscathed. Drawn in with his hand, Constance followed after him through the door and down the stairs. In the shadows of the stairwell was where her strained smile dissipated and slipped into a brief frown as realizations and assumptions suddenly spun together in her mind. More questions, more queries and secrets were going to be asked and hopefully shared when they found a private moment. Her free hand collected the hem of her dress and pulled upwards, making it easier for her to move freely and faster to avoid the nonsense of tripping and ripping an already blood spotted and ruined dress.

He wasn't a mind reader but it was easy to slip into the role of one when you had fallen in the grip of a person to watch, to care for, to adore with the four letter word that a harbinger rarely spoke. If ever. He paused their descending, the red glow of an emergency exit showcasing them in a type of horrific light; a texture of neon sanguine did little to make either of them appear less concerned over the things that had transpired. Outside, even in the far distance, the tremors of the beasts that wrestled could be felt in their bones, vibrating in the walls. "Just ask -- just ask now. We will talk as we move." A tactic of someone who was fluent in war, a man made into a monster that still knew tricks to calm the soul, to hush the violent twitching of confusion or fear. Hand tightened in a solid grip to her own hand, gently pulling her down the stairwell again but encouraging her to speak as he became the leader. "You're wondering what that is. You're wondering if it is one of the Seven. Come on, Constance, just talk."

Was there a switching of roles? He wasn't encouraging her silence, but instead a conversation? When he paused and encouraged her to speak up, she blinked her surprise. So talk she did and he'd get a quiet ear full as she kept her voice low as they continued down the stairs. "I'm wondering a lot of things right now. Hoping for others and yet still trying to silence it all so I don't trip into an unexpected hysteria." It was unlikely to happen, unless she was caught up and surrounded by it, but a clear head would have helped her most in a situation like this. "I'm wondering what that is. I'm wondering which way we're running. I'm wondering why we are running. I'm wondering who we are running from and what is running after us. You were just sucked away from me with no warning and then ----" She didn't have words yet for the scene that immediately followed, or she was playing it over in her mind and it caused her to move that much faster with him to avoid leaving his side. "But most of all, I'm wondering that if it is all who I think it is, then -how- is it that they found me? Found you? And if I can ever go back there again if it is not safe for either one of us." Hopefully she gave him enough to talk about.

She had given him plenty to think about, to process the responses he would make long enough to not come off as gruff or demeaning as he sometimes could. It was an allotted amount of time when he let the silence reach deafening heights aside from the clicking of her heels or the soft thuds of his own feet. Tongue to his teeth. The wolf inside twitched but he remained stoic for the most part. "That is who you think it is. I am not sure how they found us, but it doesn't surprise me. We're not the only crafty minds in this equation. Being safe will come at a price, and one that I hope you can understand and deal with when the time comes." It was his own anecdote to reference a certain black-blood witch that had set the empath on edge, yet one that could be a saving grace in the pandemonium they faced. "I have some ideas on a way that will allow you to still frequent places, still go out, still be yourself. Much like the mark I first gave you, the protection of Adad -- something more, though. And that thing is one of the Seven in its primordial form. Under dire circumstances, I am able to control more than one at a time." A glance was given back to her when they paused in the stairwell again, this time so he could gauge the mask that was beginning to peel around her features. "I told you I would keep you safe. Do you believe me?"

The long periods of silence that followed her continuous follow of words was not surprising, but she didn't press for him to speak. And when he finally did, she heard every word and the underlying meanings, the hidden phrases and implications that he did not voice and it was what caused her to pull her hand from his, but to grab at the opposite side of the gown she held in one hand so she could move faster. "You sound as though I won't be given a choice to be locked in a figurative cage." Her frown had faded and her smile was nowhere to be seen either in the half light of the stairwell. A vacant expression was offered back at him as he paused and thus stopped her from moving down the steps further. "I do not doubt your desire to, nor your capability." Her tone held no anger, but a defeated type of sadness and instead of saying anything further, her steps picked up again to escape down the stairs the rest of the way.

It was a switch of the phrasing, the decoy of words that held bitter hints of her emotion that swayed him to reach back out and grasp at her elbow. The hold wasn't harsh, but it was demanding, for the moment. "Why do you always make it seem like I am trying to lock you up, to hide you away, to keep you from who you are or what you are?" A feral snap within his tongue had arranged itself beneath the shadowing of austerity. He let go to as not to engage fully in the bout of aggression which slipped from his pores. Teeth set askew to clamp his jaw shut when he watched her. "You have whatever option you want. I am offering you a choice! If I was holding you hostage, would I give you that? If you don't want my help, fine. Then say it." Bold cobalt narrowed down to infiltrate the bright wayside of oceanic blues, such a contrast to the darkening of his own tenuous stare. "I. Am not. Leon." He felt it needed to be said, right there, in that stairwell that would act as a bunker to all their secrets, to their confessions, a place that heralded no other ears but their own. "Tell me you know that!"

Pulled back and caught by her arm, her eyes narrowing while her features cracked with sadness. "Because it is what I am afraid of the most! Forget horrible nightmares; forget witches, warlocks and voodoo kings. What I am most afraid of is being locked in a cage and discovering that I went there willingly. Again. To be used as a tool and with no one to blame but myself. But fear is reasoning without logic." He released his hold and her eyes briefly closed before they reopened and she tried to clear the air around her, to push aside the heavy tone of their words, but all she had was the makings of an apology. "I know you are not him Oz. Please, you asked me what I thought, what I believed and felt. I have never said that I did not want your help. I am simply afraid of what is to follow."

Breathing was rough within his lungs. There was the reflection of the Seven in his blood, in his eyes, though the man still resided there, bestial as much as he was understanding. "Yes. Afraid because of what happened in your past. Afraid because you went through trauma. But all you are doing is running away from solutions because you think, somewhere, deep down, that I, or someone else, is going to try to use you. To keep you condemned, to keep you pacified." The words were harsh yet it was a needed ushering of his thoughts, his own views, while in the state of clamor they were in. Further down the rabbit hole they seemed to go while the outside ruled with the clashing of gods and creatures. "You make your own choices, Constance. I do not make them for you, nor will I ever. You said you loved me; this is what our love will be like. There is no fairy tale right now. There is only survival, survival from the people, the things that want to use us -- both of us. Not just you. This is a two way street, and I will go down whichever way you choose, but -- stop. Stop imagining that I am the next locked ******* cell for you to waste away in.I am not." At the bottom of the well came another door, one he shoved open and held there for her to escape out of as well. The dying sounds of withering black in the distance clued him into just who had become the victor, and the mighty bellow that followed was a reasonable voice of the winner. "I love you, Constance, but I cannot do this without your trust. Without the entire outline of it. Not pieces, not shards. The entire thing." Cobalt watched the rising patterns of crystal blue in her own eyes, the breeze of a dying winter and the smell of blood in the air.

Listening to his every word, her expression growing more solemn with every step until she reached the final stair. One thing in particular he said made her heart ache before her attention was sent out the opened door. Her expression tightened, worrisome at the bellowing sounds in the distance and the blood in the air, the fading sounds of anguish that dropped to silence. "Isn't it funny? When we first met you were telling me that I should never trust you. And now you," turning to look up at him with a silent sigh. "You are asking for all of it. You should consider yourself lucky that I failed to listen to you the first time. I've trusted you for months. I wouldn't be standing here if I didn't."

"You shouldn't have trusted me.", was the first bout of words that came crawling from the heat of his mouth, all while his eyes took to glance at the skyline where debris of dust and smoke wavered about from dying phantasms. "You wouldn't be here, now, in this." The door shut when he moved away, once she had come clear from the outline of it. Hands dedicated themselves to fixing at the reckless state of that blood red tie, at the wrinkling to the lapel of his suit coat, all before it hit him hard enough to stall any more of his ridiculous need to be an unscathed specimen and to turn to wrap her features up within the cups of his palms. "This is your choice; where do we go from here?"

"Don't be foolish." Commenting as she headed out the door and onto the sidewalk to cast a look down the street to the fading memory of destruction and chaos. "If I did not trust you, then I suspect that I would have just been snatched up and taken away." Turning back to look at him as he pawed at his tie and ironed out the wrinkles with his hands. "Whether I trust you or not does not take away the fact that I am who I am. I was never under the impression that they merely wanted me because I am fond and close to you." A soft smile was given as he held her head in his hands, the tenderness of the touch being the cause for her sigh. "For now, I would like to get out of these clothes," as if that would wash away the events of the evening itself. "And discuss the options and ideas that you spoke of earlier. I do not know that my home is safe anymore."

( Taken from live play between Ghost Notes and Constant Smile. )

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-07-26 02:18 EST
Their journey from the friendly lines of the Inn to the house which was chalked up as a sanctuary for both beauty and beast was mostly dimmed in riddles. Vague responses. A few reasons behind having to hold her hostage against the frontlines of familiar faces to come to the estate which was a lone silhouette in the dark. Most of it had been insinuation behind him being intrigued by a quick lipped confession she had given during their time together, during their shared story of being unknown titans. "-- so Evelyn is here. She has something for us both.", was what was murmured from the harbinger when entering the home. The dogs were nowhere to be found yet that was not to mean a warning. She could feel them, blissfully content to be running within the backyard to chase at the lights of fireflies. He waited near the door for her to follow in his steps. One hand gestured to begin unraveling any coat or scarf she might have paired with the delicate lines of a well-tailored dress.

Though her curiosity had not been resolved, she played along in the journey home and only grew more amused at the fountain of riddles that spurned past his lips. Evelyn's name mentioned drew out sudden surprise as she stepped inside and left her eyes on him before bright blues were looking for the woman and what she had brought. Distracted with the idea of present, a bright smile spread across her features as she turned back to him and spoke, "Oh? A gift? That is so kind of her. Where is she, so I can thank her?" No scarf or coat to hang up, only her dark hair spilled over her bare shoulders of the red floral strapless dress.

"A gift.", he reiterated but the gruff posture of his tongue seemed to go razor fine. "Not one you will be thanking her for." Not hushed but his attention had become of omen eyes and marble finish, the lines tightening around his jaw. "Do you remember when you had mentioned Leon to me? The Blood Moon ritual? The fact that he had worked with the Guiscards?" She might be fuzzy on the details but his mind was a constant lockbox of the things that slipped from her mouth. From the lewd to the loving, to the trusting and the tired. He drew his fingers a long her elbow to guide her towards a certain door -- one that would lead down into a miserable holding cell for when the Seven were on the verge of splitting his bones apart and slawing off his skin.

It was instantaneous the way her expression fell for the fact that she would not be thanking her for the gift and then for the mention of Leon's name and all that followed. Looking as though she swallowed something unpleasant while being guided down the hall and for a door which she was not known for walking through, Constance nodded. "Yes, I recall." Some details were shared in passing, while others had been pointed conversations, but it did not put her off guard that he remembered certain facts. "What does he have to do with Evelyn?" Beyond the fact that both witch and warlock could set her on edge and wish to find an exit.

The door was opened. It was an unspoken passage between them that this doorway was to a realm of the unforgiving, of the unseen, of the things that were kept as tenuous secrets between the harbinger and his Seven passengers. Now, though, he helped to guide her down the wooden steps. There was light though it flickered; candles aligned the walls in a particular way which was straight, even, perfect. It illuminated enough light to cast at the chains which shackled a caramel skinned man. There was no blood, no bruising, though he was caught with a blindfold and a thick bit of rope tucked between his teeth. Even his fingers were encased, the whole of his hands taken into the confines of specific machinery to keep a conjuring soul from uprooting any help. Engraved on the steel which wound about like cold serpents were markings much like the one's that were sewn into the texture of Oz's own skin.

Evelyn, always a piece of Bathory beauty with her pale skin and darkhorse eyes, had been leaning against the wall. Her chin tipped up to regard those that came down but no smile enveloped the red mess of her lips.

"I would have liked to tell you before hand, but the capture was spur of the moment. Evelyn has her beliefs, as well as do I, about Leon. We believe he has been feeding information to those that are hunting me. And hunting you." Both his hands kept rock solid to the sides of her shoulders as he was behind her, but loose enough to insist that if she flee, he would not keep her in place.

It was hard to tell what she noticed first, but her steps had grown more cautious and hesitant the further down she went and the closer she suddenly was to the turmoil withheld in the basement. Her eyes darted to Evelyn along the wall, but it was for only a second or two as her eyes focused on the man bound in chains. She was not mistaken as to who he was, even without mentioning his name. At first she couldn't speak, and for a moment even considered the idea that she shouldn't. Stepping backwards to recreate distance between her and everything within that room, Constance slammed abruptly into his chest while the terror radiated off of her skin. "No..." Shaking her head. It was all she could manage out of her mouth and it barely came out above the volume of a whisper.

It was a startling thing to witness. While it didn't resonate within his bones, he could practically feel it trembling in her own. "I'm sorry.", he whispered against her ear, the attempt of soothing a quivering lamb within the shadow of a wolf. It was genuine, though, and he let his eyes bank off of Evelyn to Leon. "I need you. I need you to be able to tell if he is lying." Putting faith in her abilities, in the charming fae-blood that made her such a special creature in comparison to the trio of dark souls that were now rotating within the room. "I wouldn't do this if I didn't think it was needed. Do you trust me?" Quiet words, still, only above a sliver of sound to echo on Constance rather than Evelyn or the prisoner of war she had brought to his door step.

While his voice helped, it didn't truly calm the anxiety that boiled over and rippled into the air. Turning about to face him, or perhaps she was ready to bolt up the stairs and out the door, Constance frowned before hanging her head. "I can't do that exactly, I'm not a mind reader and please don't anchor me to him in order to search his mind. I do, I do but...." Looking up once more before shaking her head. "I never thought that this would ever happen." Her hands lifted to hide her face and brush away forming tears as she turned around. It was a subtle indication that she was going to do what he asked before her words confirmed it. "I can detect sincerity so, ask your questions wisely."

"I would never -- never in a million years -- anchor you. Never." He insisted she understand that it was not of magic or mayhem he was interested in casting, but the area of expertise her ears could herald. She had listened to a snake for years. Had better control over knowing what might be let loose from Leon's mouth. He nodded his head down before signaling towards Evelyn.

The mother of monsters was quiet as a reaper when reaching to pull away the clasp of rope that had been kept in the captives mouth, but left the blindfold there to keep him in the dark. To let Constance know she wouldn't be found in the depth of dangerous eyes.

It was minor relief that she wouldn't have to be tied to the charmer in the chair, though she was much more grateful for his words than she was able to currently let on and she only gave a nod in response to indicate she had heard him. Pulling her hands from her cheeks and discarding the damp tears aside she seemed more prone to want to keep her distance than dare to venture any closer. Keeping more to the flickering shadows, Constance remained as anxious as Leon was blind with the fabric bound around his eyes. And even though she suspected that Leon was aware of her presence, she remained silent before her fears filtered through her voice even more.

If it came down to it, he would pose himself in front of her. A shield of flesh and bone, of armor carved with sigils and gylphs. A chair was pulled over to him so he could sit. An adjustment given to the suit jacket and a slight pull of the pants to make his descent comfortable. He looked far from worried of housing the warlock and more pained at the tears that Constance had shed, but quick as the flicker of a candle, he was back to his austere symmetry.

Evelyn twirled the gag around her fingers and stepped back, but kept a vigilante poise behind Leon while at his front was the harbinger.

"Hello, Leon.", was his initial greeting that lacked any real emotion but did a good degree of charging up a victims heartbeat. Leon was no ordinary captive, though. "Let's make a deal, shall we? You answer all of my questions honestly and you can leave here a free man. That is more mercy than you have shown in the past, I'm sure. Keep in mind that I am impatient, as is Evelyn, and while I don't think spilling your blood would cause me discomfort, I'm positive it would be unnerving to the only person I hold dear enough to not have beheaded you in your sleep long ago. Are we on the same page, Leon?" And so the harbinger came blooming from the stoic edges of the man.

Whereas the harbinger?s mouth held no emotion, Leon's mouth suddenly curved into a sharp grin before a deep laughter stirred out in response to his greeting and questions. "Right, the suit." He shifted in his positioning, chains rattled to remind him and the others that he was kept bound and bordering uncomfortable. Though his head felt heavy, he maintained a certain level of focus and turned his blind attention to the harbinger. "You realize that it?s me who detects the truth, and not the pretty dress? If you wish to discuss deals or conduct an interview, you did not have to resort to such....theatrics." Another rattle of the chains as if to remind them what he referred to. "I am ever so eager to help her get what she needs."

Not being goaded into any sort of response Constance shifted and stepped off to the side while still remaining close to the stairs if her courage suddenly failed her.

"I would trust her more than I would trust you. I think you forget that she knows you better than yourself, I'm sure. You can pretend that you still have a mirage to hide behind, but here, in my house? You are exposed." If it was not Constance to be able to call him out, it was the very real threat of the hellhound Evelyn settled behind him. Or even the caustic suit who exposed so very little emotion in the timbre of his voice. "And you're right; I didn't need to go through all of this for an interview, but I wanted to." Admitting, freely, that some savage, sadistic nature was slow cooking beneath the costume of his manflesh. "I suppose we can begin, Leon. I need to know what you do, exactly, for the Guiscards?"

"Trust is so fickle. I trusted her once too you know." Even blindfolded, he could track where she was within the room and his head lifted and turned as though to watch her in her new position. "This violates our truce, I hope you realize that." A simple warning issued in her direction before his heavy tongue and head turned back to the man. "Ah well, for starters I am paid to not expose secrets." He answered truthfully, but wasn't giving up the response that was being searched for.

And finally, it was exposed. Leon may be blind to it, but the smile that surfaced on his face was the epitome of madness. Of a man that was unaware that this was the mask one should wear during times of happiness, not of chaotic instruction. "I'd love to get into the specifics of what I think of that truce, but let's go a bit deeper, shall we? What kind of secrets? I won't ask twice." And this was a firm, honest statement. As merciful as a harbinger could remedy in this situation.

Evelyn flexed her own blood red mouth, all eyes on Leon.

"I won't answer it once, so no need to bother. If you're so interested in them, why not ask John boy to go play spy. He's chummy with one of them and all you've got to do is put enough liquor or cash in front of him and he crumbles like the Berlin wall." Even with two monsters surrounding him, and one boiling within him, Leon was quick to offer out other suggestions in the midst of refusing to answer.

"Leon, just tell him about your work please. Don't drag John or Philip into any of this." Constance spoke up, hopefully before either Evelyn or Oz readied themselves for some form of violence which she didn't wish to feel or pay witness to.

His attention rolled towards her briefly before he offered an answer, "I seek out liars and cheats within the family. You know, there's that trust thing again. I'm assuming you're aware that I'm a puppet master otherwise why else would I be bound as I am."

Constance was his saving grace. Evelyn had the shadows trembling, had them rolling in on themselves like salivating snakes, all while Oz sat in his stonestill carapace and watched Leon. His answer seemed to satiate them both for the time being, but how long would that last? Fingers reached up to begin loosening at the heartknot of the blood red tie, his attention glancing at the arrangement of shackles that covered his hands. "I know what you are, yes, but those are not there to keep Evelyn and myself from being in your grip." It was a way to ensure Constance she was not in harms way. "Seek out liars and cheats." He mirrored the statement with his own sickle sharp tongue. "And I am guessing they pay you well to keep you working for them. Do they tell you things they do not tell others, or are you just a dog on a leash to them, Leon?"

"I am not a pet." Anger sparked at the edge of his tongue while his smile slipped into a sneer for the question. "They are not the only people who hire me; otherwise I would sit in London with the rest of their witches. I offer my services to them as I see fit. Don't mistake my unwillingness to help you to be a dog's loyalty for the ******* fae."

Oz took very good notes. Mindful of everything. Every action caused a reaction from most except when it came to the harbinger who didn't seem to crack at all.

Meanwhile, Evelyn had spoiled herself with a sardonic smirk, clearly amused at the outburst.

Oz loosely let his hands settle a top his knees, tilting his head some while viewing the snarling Leon. "So you are a dog without an owner. You sound a bit more like a rabid beast that should be put down than a man. I am not interested in those details, though. I want to know what secrets you have heard from the Guiscards. And by that, I mean things that would pertain to Constance and myself."

Teeth bared again as he spat out his words, "A dog, no. A beast? Well it is true that Coco does like to be tugged down to the shadows with one. I remember it well." He conceded to the label if he could turn it around. "Oh, you mean like how she used to live down by the ocean and you'd visit? It?s a shame she moved out, you know how much she likes the water. I can't even smell salt in the air out here. You know, I could ask her if she's happy out here, and let you know if she's telling the truth or not." His smile was forced and strained.

While Leon spewed forth the tremble of wit and wily danger, Oz did little to show anything other than a stare at the held together man. There was some quiet that tensed in the air before he tilted his head in a nod towards Evelyn, who was practically salivating in the wings to represent herself.

Little tendrils of black that had been wavering about came shooting forward like spikes of noir to pressure points around Leon?s shoulders, seeping forth to pump forward a toxic swill of what could only be described as twisting parasites, feeding on the nerves to send wild pulses of cruelly delivered torture.

Oz would wait before speaking again, not liking to be interrupted by screams should he do so. "What other secrets do you know, Leon?"

Leon didn't make a sound, but the features of his face twitched in an expression that could have been described as smug agony. Smug as he heard the strangled cry from Constance while she shared in his pain.

An attempt to silence herself failed, Constance cried out in a shock of surprise and gasped as she pressed herself up against the wall of the basement in a struggle to keep standing. Pain crawled and electrified itself down her nerves, paralyzing in static bursts of agony. Her hands tightened to a white knuckle grip as her eyes clamped shut as the torture continued.

"Nnn, that you're a beast and she's your weakness." The chains rattled again as he tugged and pulled, "She will be your undoing you know." The last bit mentioned as he leaned in his direction. "Do you really think you're going to be able to keep her from pulling you apart?"

"I'm not worried of her pulling me apart. I am especially not worried of being undone by her, either. You, on the other hand, should be more focused on your plight at hand rather than trying to ruffle my feathers. You obviously don't know who I am if you think it will work." Still waters. The monotone barely raised. This scene, as a whole, was frustrating to him beneath all the stoicism. Constance was in pain which raised the hackles of the deities surfing in his bones. They wanted to strike out, to devour, to filet the man who seemed to breathe poison -- even if it was by the harbingers hand that the empath was being terrorized.

Evelyn seemed uninterested in anything other than feeding her frenzy into Leon, but it was the simple look from Oz that detoured her hands away. Clearing up the contamination to reel in the parasitic black magic.

Turning fully towards Connie and enabling his statuesque placement to reach a hand out to her, coaxing her to join his side. "I have reason to believe he is part of what has been happening. To us. The cult. The stalking." Confessing to her, low and cautious with an attempt at soothing the frayed nerves she was experiencing.

It was apparent that Constance didn't wish to come closer to the trio and torture, even with the twitches of pain subsiding as Evelyn pulled her hands off the tied up Voodoo King. Her nerves were frayed, the anxiety of being in such close quarters with all of this was beginning to ripple off her bare shoulders. Even with gesture to be pulled towards Oz's side, there was a distracted and worried glance to the man in the chair as she listened to the whispered confession. "What do you want to do?" Her voice just as hushed, the faintest of murmurs from a delicate mouth. "I mean, you can't kill him!" The urgency was still clear even if her voice never rose.

In the midst of what he knew wasn't merely silence, Leon dared to speak again, to taunt the waters. "Do I look worried?" Tied and trussed up like he was; it was truly only the drugs that gave him an overwhelming lethargy to keep him from fighting more. If he was unable to use his hands, then he would still use his mouth.

"I'm not going to kill him." Which was truth. There was no ruse in that statement; no matter how badly he wanted it. Blood on his hands had never been an issue before and it certainly hadn't changed much, though Constance was pleading and the monster was listening.

Evelyn, too, was under the command of the suited up misanthrope and did little to endanger anymore of the Empath?s sanity by implementing more harm. "You look tied up." An obvious statement from the black tongued queen from behind, murmured interestingly close to Leon's ear before she moved away, dragging the shadows with her.

Oz let his hand gesture low to settle at the edge of Constance's spine.

Finally it all grew to be too much for her in such confined quarters. Not only were there memories spinning through her mind, but the tortuous display before her was certainly too much for her to take even with the promise issued from Oz's mouth and his hand resting on her back. Typically it could have coaxed some sort of calmness and reassurance, but not this time. "I just...." Shaking her head then and pulling herself away from him, Evelyn and Leon. "No. No, I can't do this." Her heels were going to make quick work of the stairs leading out of the basement as she rushed out and away. Fleeing like a trapped bird in a cage, with just as much urgency to escape walls that felt like they were crushing her core. Silent tears spilled over lashes and fell freely when she was out of the basement and making her way quickly to the stairs to the second floor in an effort to put as much space between herself and the actions within the basement as possible.

His hands did not take a route to keep her captive. He didn't stand in her way as a wall to condemn her to the hell he had brought within their sanctuary. She fled, and he showed the smallest reflection of humanity in the way his mouth thinned. A second guess to a rash decision that lasted only as long as he allowed emotion to cloud the savageland of his logic.

Evelyn watched the man she stood warden near, a mother of monsters that exuded a dark sexuality -- and she dipped her head in the fleeing empath's direcction to unleash Cardinal from his duty of standing vigilant.

Relenting, he followed but not at a rush. His pace was cool yet proud, intimidating but guarding. Entering his room, a place that had become their room, and shutting the door behind him. For a while he kept silent, staring beneath the half-mast of his lids to the emotionally terrorized Constance.

If she had the mind to, she might have stripped down to nothing and tried to find solace in the running water of the shower. It wouldn't be the same as fresh water or being surrounded by it, but an attempt to wash it all from her could have been made. Instead, he'd find her kneeing alongside the bed that they shared with her arms folded underneath her head to allow her forearms to catch the smear of tears instead of the bedding. Her crying silent, but likely obvious with the way she hid her face. Upon hearing the shut of the door, and another barrier put in place to keep her from sensing much more, her head lifted and the attempt to gain some composure began. "I'm sorry," apologetic as she wiped at her cheeks and was thankful for waterproof mascara. "All of that was too much for me. I don't know that I can be in there for any of that."

A sight that would bring many monsters to their knees. He was not so lucky. There were Seven hibernating in his bones, playing maestro to his circuitry. The harbinger who quietly kept the world from eating itself was also the same anti-hero banished into a life of solace -- until her. She had been his saving grace. Her trembling shoulders, the streaks of black that made rivers across her features and the soft melancholy choked in the centerfold of her throat. He shook his head while endangering his stoic fashion; he unthreaded the deep ruby of the tie and pulled it like a line of blood from his throat. "No.", he stated while easing forward to sit on the edge of the bed. "I am sorry. I should not have put you in that situation."

Sitting back on her heels, dark hair was brushed from her face as well as she looked over to him once he sat down. All she could do was nod for a moment or two and attempt to wrap herself back up the calming notion that she was both safe and she did not have to return to the basement. "I could not tell much from him for the short time that I was down there." Though she accepted his apology, she still recognized that he had wanted her there for a reason, whether she wished to be there or not. "Anger. Resentment. Confusion. All of which could be either the situation he's in or caused by the drugs. I'm not completely positive." Lowering her eyes down to her lap, the fabric of her dress pooling at her knees and her hands clutching the hemline out of a very old habit that she had yet to break herself in times such as this one. "You think he is involved?"

He was slow and meticulous when unbraiding the eyes of the buttons to his dress shirt. Bit by bit, he was unpiecing himself of the suited armor he wore. Rolling broad shoulders back, tearing away the first layer while a cotton undershirt lay in waiting beneath. "It's fine." Which was not completely true but the webbing of the white lie was for her benefit. "He feels those things for the situation he is in. For seeing you with me. And -- I am not sure anymore." Folding away the shirt to lay it along the bed. "I suspect he knows nothing. Nothing that would put us in danger. He is not the reason for what has been happening." He didn't reveal the how or the way he knew, but he rolled both his hands across his arms, carved out with sigils and glyphs and a myriad of scars that housed what he held inside. "Evelyn will be taking him back.?

Her expression turned into something even more defeated than it was beforehand now, as though the tortuous moments inside the basement had been all for naught. A scorpion's nest had been kicked over by these events now, and suddenly Constance grew concerned about the aftermath that would follow. Releasing the material of her dress, she first leaned forward back onto her knees and then pressed against the mattress before her in order to rise to her feet. Slipping her heels off may have been her first move, but indecision started up afterwards. Wanting to ask strings of questions, but she was not sure if she could handle the answers, or if he knew them at this time either. Finally, she only stated the obvious, "I am glad that he will not stay here. I don't...I don't like him being in this house." Even if it was the basement and she suspected that he had no idea where he was. Constance knew that it would be particularly tainted, further than it already was, for her for a good while now.

"I know.", was all he could comment for the time being. His muscles were raging, the Seven were howling, and there was a small lockbox of heart tissue that survived the cementing of his change which felt heavy in the center. Elbows found the rounded bulk of his knees, settling there to dip his head forward into the cups of his palms. "He will not be coming back." Confirming such with the hardening of his tone, one that was built up with an over exposure to a rolling thunder baritone. "I do, however, think that the Guiscards are in on what is happening. Too much of a coincidence. You are a sought after treasure for them, while I am what the cult is looking for. You are my weakness."

As he leaned forward and she stood up on bare feet, Constance drifted back around and closer to him with a hand outstretched to dip her fingers into his hair and then smooth over the side of his face. Her smile for the last four words he spoke did not linger, but this was only due to the gravity of the conversation at hand. "So you think they pooled resources and that was how they came and found us at the apartment?" It was more out of the way than if something had happened at the Inn instead. And then her frown suddenly became more prominent. "Well, I can only hope that they will not bother my cousins now that they all moved in to the building. I mean, I would assume it would be safe for John considering his friendship with one of them."

It was an admission that came with an absolute. He held no secret from her in his body language; when her hand came, it was a savior -- he tilted his face into the touch. A rare moment of weakness that was never represented in the public eye. "I would suggest telling John, Asa. Whoever else has come to live there. At least allow them to know that they should be careful."

His lean into her palm was enough to stir her fond smile forth and cast her frown away like a fading wisp of smoke in the breeze. "I will mention it at least to John. He watches out for Asa and the rest. Perhaps he knows something, or can find out something." It was a slim hope, but she would ask all the same. Her hand lingered and she continued her intrusion on his personal space. "What else can we do?" It was a question to consider and not one she suspected that either one of them had an immediate answer to. Instead, Constance could only place herself into the realm of his arms and seek out the solace of his touch. A need to be simple held and to forget about the horrors that were potential to come.

(Taken from live play between Ghost Notes, Constant Smile, Saturnalia, and Leon Leroy.)

Constant Smile

Date: 2014-07-26 02:18 EST
(Former double post.)