The ground she lay on was wet, and she felt goosebumps on her arms. Her violet eyes opened, and all she could see was red. Lips parted to scream, but a hand roughly covered her mouth. Struggling to no avail, she felt a white hot pain at her shoulder blades, and then heard a horrible ripping sound. The world dissolved into blinding pain...
::Lilith awoke with a start, her body covered in a chilling sweat. She lay still a long while, staring at the wall opposite her bed. Eyes blinking shut, she tried to recall what was so scary from just moments ago, but all that came to her was darkness. When she pushed her mind harder to remember, a searing pain bolted across her temples and she gave a soft cry, raising her hands to grasp the sides of her head.
Ever so slowly, the pain ebbed, and she rose from bed, reaching her arms towards the ceiling in a stretch that rewarded her with a popping in her shoulders. A dull throbbing ache started in her back, concentrated primarily at her scarring. Maybe she pulled some tissue there from thrashing? She didn't think that was the case, but who knew?
Making her way over to her small writing desk she eased herself into the chair, being careful not to lean against the chair's back. Sliding her notebook towards her, she grabbed a pencil and put it to the page...Then pulled it away again. "It's not like she's dead, Lilith!" she growled at herself angrily, pushing the pencil back into the paper so hard the tip snapped. The pencil went flying across the room: a result of her mini-tantrum. A pen to the paper this time, and Lilith began to write...::
"Dearest Brynn,
I don't know where to send this, or if you would get it even if I tried. What happened that night? What went so horribly wrong to separate us by worlds...universes even? We had the spell perfectly plann--"
::Lilith angrily scribbled a line across the page, segregating the first paragraph from the rest of the letter::
"...None of that matters now. I hope you are well, my friend. I wish I had the power to find you, maybe I do, but I'm scared to try after what happened with us. I tried to hold on to your hand...but the force of the Tear was too strong. Its my fault we separated. I should have--"
::The page was ripped violently from the notebook and suffered the same fate as the poor pencil, lost forever behind the dresser in the corner of the room. Taking a few deep breaths, she tried again.::
"My Dearest Brynn,
I'm saddened you aren't with me. This place sucks without you. Being your friend in that hellhole they had the nerve to call a hospital ward in NY was enough to make it bearable, pleasant even, on occasion. Here, everything is new, and strange. I can be in an Inn full of people and feel utterly alone. I have met a couple of people here who seem nice; no one is outwardly rude, at least. Not that that ever bothered either of us too much, us being the brats that we are.
One of the men I have met is named Lucien, and that name stirs a small spark in the back of my mind. I wish I knew why, but when I push too hard I get this blinding headache that I can't withstand. There is magic behind this memory loss of mine, and I think it has to do directly with how I ended up in NY. If what you speculated about me is true, then I am a bigger part of that war in Liuthmel than I would like to believe. Do you think someone will be able to find me here? I wish I could get past these blocks. I think I am dreaming answers...but I cannot remember s**t once I wake up. It's so damned frustrating!
I'm considering seeking help at the clinic here, but they seem to have their hands full with some quarantine issue. Sweet girl, who was affected. She sold me the tastiest pack of cloves I've ever had. I wonder if I'm using their preoccupation as an excuse to not go. Part of me wants to remember, but there is a part of me that wonders if all of this is best left buried in the back of my mind. Waking up with a scream dying on my lips is hardly indicative of a pleasant experience, neh?
I wish you were here, so you could whisper to me as I fell asleep of the Guardians in your world; the protectors of the heirs to the throne. I hope that this night finds you well, and that if you are back in Liuthmel, that you are far removed from the bloodlust and court antics you described to me. As an heir apparent yourself, though, this hardly seems likely. I'm not sure what I used to pray to, if anything, but I offer up all of me to wish you well.
Your Partner in Insanity,
Lilith."
::Rising rather stiffly from her chair, she stared down at the notebook, her eyes void of any visible emotion. The ache in her back snapped her out of it, and she hastily pulled on some clothes, and headed downstairs to the bustle of the Inn. Her room was just too quiet; the pages refused to talk back.::
::Lilith awoke with a start, her body covered in a chilling sweat. She lay still a long while, staring at the wall opposite her bed. Eyes blinking shut, she tried to recall what was so scary from just moments ago, but all that came to her was darkness. When she pushed her mind harder to remember, a searing pain bolted across her temples and she gave a soft cry, raising her hands to grasp the sides of her head.
Ever so slowly, the pain ebbed, and she rose from bed, reaching her arms towards the ceiling in a stretch that rewarded her with a popping in her shoulders. A dull throbbing ache started in her back, concentrated primarily at her scarring. Maybe she pulled some tissue there from thrashing? She didn't think that was the case, but who knew?
Making her way over to her small writing desk she eased herself into the chair, being careful not to lean against the chair's back. Sliding her notebook towards her, she grabbed a pencil and put it to the page...Then pulled it away again. "It's not like she's dead, Lilith!" she growled at herself angrily, pushing the pencil back into the paper so hard the tip snapped. The pencil went flying across the room: a result of her mini-tantrum. A pen to the paper this time, and Lilith began to write...::
"Dearest Brynn,
I don't know where to send this, or if you would get it even if I tried. What happened that night? What went so horribly wrong to separate us by worlds...universes even? We had the spell perfectly plann--"
::Lilith angrily scribbled a line across the page, segregating the first paragraph from the rest of the letter::
"...None of that matters now. I hope you are well, my friend. I wish I had the power to find you, maybe I do, but I'm scared to try after what happened with us. I tried to hold on to your hand...but the force of the Tear was too strong. Its my fault we separated. I should have--"
::The page was ripped violently from the notebook and suffered the same fate as the poor pencil, lost forever behind the dresser in the corner of the room. Taking a few deep breaths, she tried again.::
"My Dearest Brynn,
I'm saddened you aren't with me. This place sucks without you. Being your friend in that hellhole they had the nerve to call a hospital ward in NY was enough to make it bearable, pleasant even, on occasion. Here, everything is new, and strange. I can be in an Inn full of people and feel utterly alone. I have met a couple of people here who seem nice; no one is outwardly rude, at least. Not that that ever bothered either of us too much, us being the brats that we are.
One of the men I have met is named Lucien, and that name stirs a small spark in the back of my mind. I wish I knew why, but when I push too hard I get this blinding headache that I can't withstand. There is magic behind this memory loss of mine, and I think it has to do directly with how I ended up in NY. If what you speculated about me is true, then I am a bigger part of that war in Liuthmel than I would like to believe. Do you think someone will be able to find me here? I wish I could get past these blocks. I think I am dreaming answers...but I cannot remember s**t once I wake up. It's so damned frustrating!
I'm considering seeking help at the clinic here, but they seem to have their hands full with some quarantine issue. Sweet girl, who was affected. She sold me the tastiest pack of cloves I've ever had. I wonder if I'm using their preoccupation as an excuse to not go. Part of me wants to remember, but there is a part of me that wonders if all of this is best left buried in the back of my mind. Waking up with a scream dying on my lips is hardly indicative of a pleasant experience, neh?
I wish you were here, so you could whisper to me as I fell asleep of the Guardians in your world; the protectors of the heirs to the throne. I hope that this night finds you well, and that if you are back in Liuthmel, that you are far removed from the bloodlust and court antics you described to me. As an heir apparent yourself, though, this hardly seems likely. I'm not sure what I used to pray to, if anything, but I offer up all of me to wish you well.
Your Partner in Insanity,
Lilith."
::Rising rather stiffly from her chair, she stared down at the notebook, her eyes void of any visible emotion. The ache in her back snapped her out of it, and she hastily pulled on some clothes, and headed downstairs to the bustle of the Inn. Her room was just too quiet; the pages refused to talk back.::