Topic: ThePainCurfew

Lerida

Date: 2007-05-21 06:42 EST
Physical. Emotional. However it happens, pain can be overcome.

Here is a vague introduction to those that work at 'Scratch' and their winnings, losses, triumphs and trials. It's the ink on the skin, the first blood, and those scars that lay deeper...


The Cap'n gone, the Vixen through the broomcloset, and all that was left was the grungy flower.


She sat up straight, alone in the Inn, and blinked a few times. The crickets and things,
chirping, things that go bump, and she seized the opportunity to leave her stool, close her eyes,
and spin, long swathe of velvet purple that was her skirt, spinning at her knees
Blue curls whipped and twirled in cyclone fancy as she moved, and then, like a thing of
the ether, she was gone.


Her walk on the sands of 'There' had been pleasant. She'd fallen asleep for some hours, dreams peaceful, lovely things, and when she awoke she was in a heap before a black iron door. Slowly she got to her feet, purple velvet skirt spreading out about her, undulating in the draught that came out of the darkness that surrounded, and she pulled the door open wide and stepped in.


There she was in the foyer of her parlour. The stripy black and white lino, reminding her of Beatlejuice, and the glass cabinets which showed nothing yet of her range of jewelery or aesthetic good. She slowly walked in, no sand at her feet, in her hair, just silence and the scraping of her heels along the thick, plastic covered floor.


She stood there, lost in space, in a zone of some sort, bemused by her journey to There and back. Shaking her head, she turned and wandered out the back to her granny flat shack, to a real bed, and to snuggle up warm, and hold herself tight, in a way no other person could but herself.

It was during that sleep, and consequently after her drinks and cigarettes with Charna <her possible sister-in-something if the past had been different, if she'd never slept with Mish, and Val had never left town> and the Cap'n Stephan <what label was that Port she nipped?! Did it dumb down the emotions?> that she forgot about Valcroix Alverra. For whatever reason the past dissolved, and her heart told her, like champagne bubbles by the ear, coaxing and blissful, to move on, dream harder, and forget.

Lerida

Date: 2007-05-22 01:04 EST
Like an insect bite, a drone in the ears in a thistlewood in late evening, was the enchantment of summer noise. Midnight footsteps to a stream in nothing but skin and excitement, wandering the woodland for some peace, refreshment, detour.

Strange, exotic fruits of the season, tastes and fragrances that ripened upon the touch. The opening of a bud, the first kiss beneath the stars in the rain.

The grass was dewy outside, a surprise for these warmer days, but the night held to the last whispers of the cold, and left in her a long for turreted roof tops in Moscow, snow upon the Cathedral, spiced wine in a mahogany bar, sharing secrets and accents with strangers.



Outside she walked. Like a nymph, with blue hair loose and untamed falling freely to her her shoulders, bouncing as she moved, a fluid creature, lucid and elegant and bright. Pale and erotic. A tang to the electricity of the night. The pre-dawn lunacy of chiaschuro lighting as though twilight stuck to the bellies of the clouds and the trunks of the trees, and everyone was youthful and magical, capable of anything, culprits, no proof.

She moved into the lake for a swim. Soaked to the soul. Free to shine. The past and all its ugly stairways forgot.

Lerida

Date: 2007-05-22 01:06 EST
....and when she did return, it was a long day ahead. The first batch of her goods.


The pindrop choir of opportunity.

To Be Continued

Lerida

Date: 2007-05-22 19:36 EST
I used to warn myself, "do not go down there, people at night are not themselves, they wear masks"
but I still went down, between the sheets, and between his thighs, and between the velvet curtains to some gaudy stage.

It was how I met the Man from Moxon.


I had been watching him all night. Not seeing his face for it was evening and he still wore his hat and the crowd was not a crowd but a throng, and everyone milled and eddied about him, that maelstrom of arms and legs and pearls and diamonds and heels and asses, taut and tight, primped perms and open mouths filled with dead laughter on their tongues. Fear that died in the throat. And I hated it, and I kept watching, little me with my blue and black curls, pretending to be as an insect on the wall, me and pretty torn wings, and then he turned and didn't see my wings but he saw my web and my trails that glistened like a slugs' and he asked me to come on stage. And mesmerised and especially young in my human skin, I walked up and he put swords through my belly and taught me to eat fire.

I remember him pulling my legs over his shoulders, one for each, after he pushed my dress up under my throat and he ate me out and then made love to me and kept calling me his fire. And we danced and got drunk and would run through the snow. He wasn't Russian but he dressed like it. And I forgot, with him, that I was only very young and in Tombstone, Desdichado really was just that, and that I was a hum on a current from Venus and we again made love in a coach, and he filled me with joy and desire and a joy and desire for joy and desire.


It was because of him, like a vessel, without wheels and direction, that I first met the Outlaw.

Lerida

Date: 2007-05-24 20:45 EST
Candles are held. The lagoon is alone. Everything has its space. Its guard.

Falling fragile, feeling the glass shatter, skin disappear, bones disintergrate.

Between the rub of the sun and the moon.