9/28
Today was really long. I sat at home most of the day moping around. I had plans to go see a movie with Lacey but it didn?t work out. After those plans fell through, the rest of the day followed suit.
I dropped Deacon?s mug and broke it. That set me off crying like an idiot for a few hours. I wanted to call Kyle, but called Blake instead. He said he?d come over after work. I waited around all day doing nothing in the hopes of getting a little distraction later on?only to get a call around 10 saying he couldn?t make it.
Then I broke down and sent Kyle a text. To be honest, I didn?t expect him to be awake. But he shot a response back almost immediately and it made me miss the times we?d text for hours. Or just hang out with him. I don?t know why I had to go and mess things up, but it?s my own fault. I shouldn?t have been so indecisive. Now he?s moved on and I?m over here using a guy who doesn?t deserve to be used.
Maybe someone will punch Zee so hard during a fight she never wakes up. Ok, that was really dark. I should go to bed.
Today was really long. I sat at home most of the day moping around. I had plans to go see a movie with Lacey but it didn?t work out. After those plans fell through, the rest of the day followed suit.
I dropped Deacon?s mug and broke it. That set me off crying like an idiot for a few hours. I wanted to call Kyle, but called Blake instead. He said he?d come over after work. I waited around all day doing nothing in the hopes of getting a little distraction later on?only to get a call around 10 saying he couldn?t make it.
Then I broke down and sent Kyle a text. To be honest, I didn?t expect him to be awake. But he shot a response back almost immediately and it made me miss the times we?d text for hours. Or just hang out with him. I don?t know why I had to go and mess things up, but it?s my own fault. I shouldn?t have been so indecisive. Now he?s moved on and I?m over here using a guy who doesn?t deserve to be used.
Maybe someone will punch Zee so hard during a fight she never wakes up. Ok, that was really dark. I should go to bed.