Topic: Anniversary

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2014-05-01 23:15 EST
Note: The flashbacks are in fact old logs from 2006 and up, and if you don't get it, it's cool... She get's it, and that's what counts!

The house of Brian & Jenai Ravenlock, and of course their family... Sitting dead centre of the rather large dinner table, Jenai would find a small box-- well, I'd say about lunch box size or so... However, it was definitely not a lunch box, or a tool box, or a boom box.

It was in fact a box covered in a crimson crushed type velvet, accented by a myriad of silken azure bows. A small tag, attached as well.

It simply said 'Open me'

Jenai would recognize the writing as that of her husband, and no doubt would have opened said box, so I will save you the trouble of the rest and get right to it...

The box was in fact opened, and what followed was a most incredible scene indeed, as the entire dining room became encompassed in a light darkness, as stars-- yes stars began to appear on the walls and ceiling.

And then, furniture began to fade, and then the flooring...

Suddenly Jenai found herself atop a small hill, overlooking a small village she couldn't recognize for the life of her. Yet she found herself, comforted somehow as her eyes looked to the starry filled night sky.

And then she heard a voice, she most assuredly recognized.

?Has it been a year already?

Honestly there are times, that I swear I just can't tell...

What passes for time, when it comes to you and I, is likened to nothing I have ever experienced before in all my lives, and something I doubt I will ever experience ever again.

Then again just about everything when it comes to you, is like nothing I have ever seen, heard or felt...

Ever since that day, so many years ago when you asked me--- um, how did it go? Oh yeah, something like this...?

Morning would come soon and with that the usual Scathachian breakfast frenzy. He smiled a bit as he looked to the ceiling from his bed.

"Tommorow is yet another day.."

He may not have been betting on how early that morning would have come. The only sister that beats the sun up was starving. Garden scented feet pitter patted down the hall in a bouncing wave of red hair, only at the door they stopped as Jenjen the terrible knocked on his door.


"Brian? I'um was boiling eggs, and I burnt them." a little tiny cloud rose from the pot in her hands. black brown shells split and edgy laid stuck to it's bottom.

Not hearing a stir or peep, she sighed, she was hungrier then a poohbear. "I'll just go make some toast instead." she skipped away from the door swinging the pot as she went, she had her Patrols next!

If only you knew, how much my life truly changed with that one moment?well that, and a few others as well, such as...

Slowly, Brian made his way outside, and followed the directions to the hidden part of the garden, as Jenai had instructed. His steps slow and cautious as he carefully made his way along. His blues darting back and forth to hopefully not be seen. While it was dead quite all around him, it was a much different matter inside him. His heart was indeed racing, and it seemed loud enough he was worried he might alert someone to his presence based on that alone.

The incredible sight of a newly dawned sky caused him to pause a moment, he marveled as just how much more golden the sky truly seemed this morning, opposed to others.. Of course that may have been because of something else entirely. He continued on, his walk slow yet again, while he yet again thought back to Jenai.

Thoughts of the last few days came to mind, the talks they shared.. The laughter and fun, the glances and sometime stares. As he pondered more so, a nervousness became apparent in the pit of his stomach. He had to pause once more and shake his head to attempt to regain himself.. He could not believe after all this time, after all that had happened, that he could feel this way once more. Yet here he was, there she waited and nervousness was indeed what he truly felt. Once more he moved, swearing it took an eternity to clear the garden and near that hidden locale.

Pausing yet again, and much to his own frustration mind you, Brian sighed softly, and took one more look around. He made sure to remind himself, this was not some sordid dealing, or some back alley meet with a brigand, this was Jenai.. Someone he indeed was used to, and was fond of.. Someone who.. Well, who had just given him a wake up he would be hard pressed to ever forget. Yup.. Just like that, that nervousness kicked in.

Part of Bri told him to run and never come back, and somehow his feet wanted to as well. Still, the rest of him fought tooth and nail and the battle was quite evident if one could see the face of the normally collected Ravenlock. In the end, he remained and step by step and nervous as a seventeen year old on a first date, Brian rounded the stone and made his way towards the hammock spot.

"Stop shaking knucklehead."

That is what he heard, as he paused and looked ahead and saw Jenai rocking back and forth looking simply amazing, the glow of the sun adding to her already stunning features.. He found himself staring once more, and the nervousness subsiding.

"He's not gonna bite you. Just no Jen-isms girl!"

That brought him right back, as he found himself watching her closely, and smiled to himself. While he didn't want to bite her, the comment was understandable and was something he could relate to more than she ever knew. And while Brian had no idea what a 'Jen-ism' was, he sure knew what a Bri-moment was, and figured they might be similar in some way, and reassured himself not to have a Brian moment like on some days prior.

Watch what ya say, manners... And gods do NOT let me fall out of that hammock and or make an ass out of myself. Let us just enjoy each others company and have a great time. Please, Por favor, Onegai, S'il vous plait, and any other language I don't know.

That is what ran through his mind, and quite the mantra indeed.

Brian watched her lay back, arms extended and smiled to himself once more, his nervousness still present a bit, as he moved forward and heard the exasperated moan, and chuckled inside a moment, and noticed her eyes closed. Deftly and quietly, he slid off his shoes and crept closer to her.. Closer.. It was like he had no nervousness at all, but in truth he did.. Still he continued closer and closer... Until he was just near enough to lean over the edge of the hammock somewhat inverted, and her arm and in a bold move plant a soft near upside down kiss upon her cheek, and softly spoke as he righted himself once more and moved back a bit, while at the same time praying he wouldn't get pummeled to death by her. A warm smile on his face, his eyes full of promise.

"I see you outside.."

?I honestly thought that would have been the end of me, you know? That you would have come to your senses somehow and decide that I was far too troublesome for any sane woman. That you'd have sent me packing, and you know what-- that thought scared the absolute hell out of me, back then-- and still does today.

And then there was something that took, every bit of that and chucked it aside like no ones business... Gods the things that you did to me, and still do to this very day. What was that you ask? What caused all of that fear I felt to fade so quickly? Why this of course---?

As Rosie's hugging was all done, she was ready to leave. "You two have an excellent time... and drink lots of water... " and looks at the ham and shakes her head as she walks out of the kitchen's back door.

She watched Brian cook, it was time for country ham and eggs, and She was more then willing to plague him with questions. She made sure she was staying out of his way, while he cooked she scooted next to him. Just so she could sneak a touch. Sure it was passive aggressive.

"Brian, I wish she hadn't left."

A little pause as he worked on the ham, turning it in the skillet. A touch felt, and a smile followed, as he looked to her.

"Cause now I think I am in trouble..."

"Why"

"Because I am going to kiss you now, and I don't think I will want to stop"

Softy, "Oh.. You can if you want to--"

Leaving the food forgotten she places both hands around his face and stood on her tip toes, she had to move fast before she lost the moment and the courage, and just like that her lips pressed to his with so much warmth and fully kissed him, her heart raced as she felt a shimmer run down her spine as she dared dream the kiss to be a deep one for her first one.

And like that he was shut up in mid sentence, as he was soundly kissed. The tongs clattered to the floor, as his hands reached, one caressing her cheek with a feather light grace, the other gently placed to her side. The feeling, unlike anything ever before, as he actually felt himself tremble a bit. His eyes widened at first and slowly came to a close, as the kiss was returned with overdue interest.

Even the stew couldn't ruin this, as the rest of the world slipped away, leaving he alone with her and their kiss. The timing was incredible, he never saw it coming, like that first kiss in his room.. He was dead before it began.

She couldn't help but wrap her arms about his neck and shoulders, yes, that one foot in the air thing happened as she just didn't want to let go, she'd been holding that back for what felt like for ever, but slowly to took a breath, and pineapple scented breath was felt with his. But all good moments had to come to an end as the ham popped sharply in the skillet.

Rosie had slipped back into the backdoor, forgetting her napkins that she was going to show her prospective client, eyes widen and she tip toes around the kissing duo.

His arms wrapped about her as well, as he took in all that was Jenai. A soft sigh escaped his lips, as their lips parted ways, the scent of pineapple apparent, as he smiled and nuzzled his nose to hers gently, and as the ham popped, he looked around and saw Rosie.

He didn't care anymore, one last kiss offered to Her sweet lips.. A brief one, but one that meant a great deal in any event. Backing away a moment he smiled to Jen.

Jen, dropping quickly back flat footed she turned her attention back to the ham, clearing her throat. "Looks almost done"

Brian's smile still there as she turned, "It's done alright.."

Rosie, trying to be as quiet as a mouse, not interrupting, eyes to the ground, she sees nothing, hears nothing, napkins nabbed, she turns back towards the door.

Jenai was flushed with red and knew she would feel hot to the touch now, But looked over to Brian and couldn't help but grin back at him. " I'll get the plate."

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2014-05-01 23:18 EST
?Then there was this---?

Brian Ravenlock: ::In Brian came, covered in dirt and soot. His eyes panned the room, as he walked to the couch. His clothing tattered, his hands bleeding, and his great sword strapped to his back, he ignored everyone and just headed to Jenai::

Jenai Angelique: :: she got to her feet as soon as she saw Brian.. or what was left of him under all that gunk::

Sparky:?::follows Brian in the same sort of condition, her left eye bleeding more than anything else::

RosieODel: ::sitting beside Jen, her jaw drops as Brian makes his way over:: holy cow.

Jenai Angelique: :: her brows worked up and down but she kept quiet, she would ask later::

Sparky:?::collapses near the ice-box, reaching in with a bloodied hand to find some ice to put against her eye::

Storm Divine: ::Gets dropped by the Nexus, and she mutters under her breath, taking another sip of her wine.::

Charna Lyndria: :She turned to the sounds of people entering. Spotting Grem, her jaw fell to hang open. Sure, he wasn't cut into pieces, but still...:

Brian Ravenlock: ::Bloodied hands flexed a bit, the only part of his gloves left were the wrists, and some of the backing, No nod to anyone, as he simply looked to Jen, and forced a faint smile, it was a rather sad one at that.:: (s) Love, can we go home, please?

Brian Ravenlock: ::His voice sore, and ragged as he spoke. Yet his eyes said a great deal more::

Jenai Angelique: :: she padded right before him and stopped, putting her hands to cup his dirty face and looked in his eyes :: ~w~ Anything you want. I love you.

? 'I love you...' I couldn't believe what I'd heard, but that's what it was... And no matter how had the business in the Alley back then was--- no matter how bad we had gotten our butts handed to us, and despite the fact that boy Judd, had passed... Hearing you tell me that, just made it that much more the bearable and more so-- hopeful.

Again, the things you did to me, woman... And still do.

And that very next day---?

Jenai Angelique: :;softly whispered as the ginger light affection played to his earlobe and found its way to his neck:: ~sw~ promise? It would make my heart a happy one.

Jenai Angelique: :: she had put her mug away with out being seen and a feather light hand rested carefully, on his thigh.::

Brian Ravenlock: ::A loving smile, as he whispered back in reply:: (w) Oh I promise. ::The trembles subsiding, as his fingers trailed along her side gently, down her leg and back up once more. The lightest of touches, as nimble digits ignored any pain whatsoever.:: (w) Anything for you.

Brian Ravenlock: ::His hand resting on her side once more as he kissed her head gently:: (s) I love you, Jen.

Jenai Angelique: ~q~ I love you Brian. :: she smiled ending her ever so little tease and looked to him:: I just want you happy. Honestly happy.

Brian Ravenlock: (q) I am honestly happy with you.. I truly am. I hope you can see that. This is where I want to be.

Brian Ravenlock: (q) Just as I want your happiness as well.

Jenai Angelique: :: she chuckled::~s~ I couldn't be happier. and I mean that.

Brian Ravenlock: ::Smiles:: (s) Then you and I are where we need to be.

Jenai Angelique: ~q~ I think you're right. :: she took in a deep breath and let it out slowly. She blinked a little and looks about the deserted place. she had to gather herself a minute::

Brian Ravenlock: ::Smiles:: I know I am Jen..

Brian Ravenlock: (q) I wish I could put into words, exactly how I feel..

Brian Ravenlock: (s) I know how hard this was for you, and probably still is. It wasn't like I came into this without baggage, and I am sorry for that.

Jenai Angelique: :: she gave him another grin:: ~s~ no need for sorry. and baggage, it's rare to know someone that does not have some, in some kind of fashion. I accepted you into my heart, and all the baggage with you.

Jenai Angelique: :: hard or not, it was a package deal::

Brian Ravenlock: ::A loving smile offered:: (s) I appreciate that, and promise to do whatever it takes to make sure it does not interfere with us.

Brian Ravenlock: ::he understood it was a package deal, but he still worried at times.. he was sure they could deal with it, but it was in his nature to be a tad concerned::

Brian Ravenlock: (s) Wanna head out?

Jenai Angelique: :: a chuckle for him:: yes. And I know Brian. I trust you... That was the hard part :: she smiled raising a brow only a teeny bit:: and thats only because this.... :: she meant him and how much she finally admitted she loved him:: is so new to me.

Brian Ravenlock: I know a great deal is new to you, especially where we are concerned. I respect that more than ya know. ::Smiles:: Whatever comes, we take it on together. And I wont lie, a great deal is new to me as well.. ::Referring to the freedom he now felt in regards to his feelings towards her, something he had never felt before. With Jen he was Brian, there were no masques, no pretenses, no hard lines.. It was just Brian and Jen, and that was an amazing feeling.::

Jenai Angelique: If you weren't all banged up. I would give you such a kiss, :: she smiled:: but I will wait until you are better. :: she got quietly to her feet::

Brian Ravenlock: A little kiss maybe? ::As he slowly rose to join her::

Jenai Angelique: okay a little one.

Jenai Angelique: if you're up to it

Brian Ravenlock: Oh, I think I can handle it.

Brian Ravenlock: :A warm smile, as he looked to her eyes. A hand raised and softly caressed her cheek::

Jenai Angelique: :: she so wanted to touch his face, but she couldn't dare think of causing him an ounce of pain at such a tender moment.. the moment she always melted in his eyes:: I hope so

Brian Ravenlock: (s) I know so. ::A lean to her, as his lips pressed softly to hers, letting the rest of the world, and the pain in his body slip away::

Jenai Angelique: :: a happy hum escaped her throat under the kiss, this was indeed a start to what was left of the day, she reluctantly let the kiss end:: ~w~ lets get you home.

Lasherette: ::Pushing open the door to the Inn...she carried an empty basket on her hip. She glanced about the nearly empty Inn looking again for Rosie. Not seeing her she sighed and shook her head::

Brian Ravenlock: (w) Home it is.

Brian Ravenlock: ::her hand in his, as they started for the door::

Brian Ravenlock: Lady Lasherette? Nice to see you again.

Brian Ravenlock: ::A loving kiss to Jen's hand as they continued to the door::

Jenai Angelique: :: she was happy enough to follow, think she would run that bath for him anyway, but let him relax alone... for a lil bit::

Icer1978: ::Remaining coiled beside Charna's table where she'd fallen asleep last night, she woke with a start, her gaze drifting around those gathered.::

Brian Ravenlock: ::A smile as the door was held::

Lasherette: ::Looks to Brian holding the door open:: "Brian? You alright?"

Jenai Angelique: :: she woke up from staring at him and slipped outside, no not really,::~s~ sorry

Brian Ravenlock: ::A battered hand waves to Icer:: Good battle, sister.. You did good.

Brian Ravenlock: ::nods to Lash:: We had some trouble last night, we are fine.. Most of us.

Jenai Angelique: :: she saw Icer waking finally and gave her a wave bye as she walked past Brian::

Brian Ravenlock: Good day, Ladies

Icer1978: ::A silent nod to Brian before she spoke::{s} so did you.

Brian Ravenlock: ::out he followed::

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2014-05-01 23:20 EST
?How time flies, no? Still-- I get such butterflies, when I think back to that day. Hearing myself tell you, 'I love you' for the first of ever so many times and still, I shake inside. Gods, I love you...

Never would I have imagined sharing so much of my life with one person, way back when... I mean come on, I shared my all time favorite cake spot with you!?

Suddenly, a short green hair girl, who was dressed as a mini 'swiss miss', greeted them with a bow. "Konnichiwa!! Hajimemashite!"

"Save the bra I am fine, and can't wait for everyone to see us."

Jenai could have jumped outta her own skin with an Eep! She was so not paying attention and now the rave version of the swiss miss chick was all out there.

Brian offered warm smile to the child, and a respectful bow. "Konnichiwa! Genki Desu, Okagesama de, Ohisashiburi desu ne?"

Jenai whispered to Bri "All I understood was hi, or hello."

"You are getting better Raven-san, welcome again! Ooooh She is so pretty, such fine hair. I want hair like that when I grow up, papa won't let me though. He says green is fine. Hmmph!"

Jenai broke out in a smile "Green is pretty too."

The young girl of no more than 8 maybe 10 at best smiled and bowed to Jenai.

"My name is Yotsuba, and this is our sweet shoppe! Green is pretty? Oh I like you! Welcome! We have outside tables open, would you like one?"

Jen looked to Brian. "Well?"

"That would be nice, Yotsuba. Thank you." Bri smiled as the child shmoozed Jen.

"Outside it is then.

"Lead the way 'tsuba."

Jenai she watched Yotsuba as they followed her to the table "How did you find this place?

A most authoritative look came from the mini swiss miss, well as good as she could play off.

"It's Y-o-t-suba! Oh Raven-san I fear the pretty lady will eat cake and you may get cracker. Tee hee!" This of course caused a giggle snort outta Jenai as she tried to hold back the snicker.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Brian grinned to Jean, as they near a 2 seated table underneath a small decorative tree. "I found this place months ago, Yotsuba here came and wanted to sell me some flowers. Said they had a new shoppe, I came and fell in love."

"In love with my gracious beauty.."

"And the cake my dear Yotsuba."

"You're not helping, Raven-san."

Brian smiled, as a chair was held out for Jen.

"Okay, Okay.. Your beauty."

Jen could only smile hearing them as she slides into her seat.

"Thank you. Well, how can I compete with that?"

"Easy! He has talked about you for wee-"

"Yotsuba!"

"Naaaaaani?"

"For what? a brow lifted and lowered.

Brian sat next to Jen and smiled once more.

"What would you like? And she was going to say for weeks."

"Oh." he chuckled in response and answered. "Anything with... strawberry or cherry and totally bad for you."

"Yotsuba? Go forth and exhaust thyself my dear, and some coffee too, please."

"Hai!" And off she went, as fast as she could. She cut a corner, and went into the shoppe.

Brian smiled to Jen, her hand taken into his once more. As she moved to do the same and gave him a grin.

"Well I like this. It's nice to get really away from the Inn once in a while."

"I like this too, and I love this place.. I just wanted to share it with you."

"I'm happy you did. really... Now, should I let the other girls know of this place or keep it our secret?

With a Ninja like grace small plates were set out, each with a yellow cake covered in white frosting, with strawberries and cherries galore atop each slice, a small bow of each fruit was set between them, and two saucers and cups of coffee, all that was seen was a black flash and it was over.

"I am glad I did also, and let's keep this our secret for now. I like the idea of a spot that is ours."

Jen grinned as she pulled the cake closer. "I like the way you think."

?Cake... Like a dream, right? Seems like I did a helluva lot of dreaming when it came to you, and I still do and honestly-- I always will. It's amazing, what we recall in our dreams, and more so how vividly surreal they can be, no? There's one, I always had-- so many times over, especially when I was in Darkenwood away from you all that time. It's part of what honestly kept me going, even when I thought I had truly lost my way in every sense of the word. Like you, it was a constant for me.?

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2014-05-01 23:22 EST
Brian sat there quietly, and just reflected on the days events. When he told someone 'You do not make the day, the day itself makes you.' he was not joking and today was evident of that thoughtful statement. Still the good outweighed the bad, Brian was with Jenai and that was more than enough for him, he had friends and family, and a newly felt sense of peace and sensibility. It was strange in a way, but he would not question it. There was something here, something here in addition to Jenai that helped the elder Ravenlock, find his way back to where he wanted and needed to be.

He thought back to his conversation with Isuelt in regards to he and Jen, and knew how much Isuelt loved and cared for them both, and how much she truly wanted them to be happy. Brian also knew how protective Issy was of Jenai, and how hard it was for her to completely trust in Jen and Bri and leave them to their own devices. Like a mother, letting her little one leave the nest. Bri and Jen also thought the world and more of Isuelt, and it meant that and so much more to each of them to hear her words.

He also thought back to his other talk with Isuelt in regards to her confrontation in the Inn, it still amazed him in regards to what he said, or rather how he had said it. It was something that he could not truly put a finger on, but he felt such a sense of wisdom that it in truth scared him just a tad. Again, something indeed was offering it's assistance, and he had a feeling that he knew what it was. He smiled faintly and closed his eyes and spoke. His voice was soft, and sincere.

"I'd like to thank you again.. You have done so much for me, when in truth I had no idea who or what you were. Your daughters took me in, and through them you gave me such an insight into my life, and actions. You showed me such possibility, and how much my actions affect all of those around me, and have also in turn given me a new found sense of wisdom and even more so, a love that is amazing. I will keep all of this to heart.. Thanks again."

Brian smiled, and rose once more. Soon he found himself freshly cleaned and in settled bed, and it seemed he had just closed his eyes when he heard the steps..

They were quiet, and featherlight. The door opened quietly, yet he refused to move. The sweet scent of her soap carried with her, gods she smelled divine! The sound of her approach awoke him that much more, as he hellaciously fought the notion to turn around. He listened intently to her breathing and his heart quickened, as he felt the pressure and shift of the bed. His breath caught, as he felt her settle in.. Her body to his, and even with the sheets between them, it sent a chill down his spine and back. They lay there for a few moments, quietly enjoying each others warmth and company, and then he reached back and took her hand into his own.

That moment, right there... That moment together with her, made all the trouble worth it.

Feeling the subtle shift, hearing him move against the sheets, her tanned fingers blended with his. Barely opening her eyes she memorized the sculpt of his shoulders, framed by her lashes and caught in the littlest of light. It was a most inviting sight, the small shallow inhale that made that shoulder rise and fall, even if just the slightest.

She let her hand, held in Brian's run along his hip until her arm draped over his waist, feeling the warmth under her skin. It not only made room for her to curl, spooning next to him.. it gave her reason to leave a trail of half sleepy kisses across his skin, each kiss more full, lingered longer then the last.

With a warm sigh, she let her head fall back to his pillow.

Brian shifted slightly once more, still no sound made as they lay there. Slender fingers laced into his own, as he offered the most gentle of squeezes to her hand. Finally he seemed to remember to breath again, her warmth and touch making it obvious this was not a dream by any means.

Slowly he began to relax once more, his breathing calmed, his eyes closed. Their arms moved and came to rest, his body jolted just a tad.. It was a light one, and had ended just as quickly as it began. He barely moved to her, as soft lips were felt upon his skin. He smiled warmly and gently squeezed her hand softly once more. A sweet sigh of contentment escaped his lips, he then heard her soft sigh and felt her lay her head next to his once more.

A warmth took hold of him once more, coupled with a sense of security. The feeling that this indeed was where he belonged, and exactly where he wanted to be. Eyelids grew heavier, as he soon drifted off to a wondrous sleep, completely happy to be in the arms of Jenai.

?Remember when Isuelt found out, we were sleeping together like that in the Sanctuary? Oh Gods, I still remember the look on her face. Was it really so long ago, love? If even if it all was, I still feel like I did that very first day we met--- we kissed --- we loved.

Nothing in this world or the next will ever change that, my beautiful wife. Just like that fact that no one, will ever see me-- as you see me. To you, I am such a book for you to read as you would, even when you don't believe that to be the case---

You see me.?

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2014-05-01 23:23 EST
"So whatcha up to, besides seriously giving me a reason to add this bench to our collection."

"Me? like you need a reason... seriously? I picked up a present for you."

"Reason, I think you are reason enough. A present for me?"

"Yeah, why not. You act like no ones bought you anything before."

"Well I have to be honest, not many have. I normally get what I want myself. Julie did quite a few paintings of myself, but some had to be recently... Adjusted for current events and what not."

"Thats sweet, I couldn't even try to paint past a stick figure ."

"You and me both, baby."

"It's not much... but... it's more... I dunno. I had been thinking about it for a while now, since we had that long talk about pieces weeks and weeks ago. I was hoping it would be done before you left for Appleburg... but no such luck."

"You'll understand, when I tell you what it is."

Jenai handed the small box to Brian, as he recalled the conversation they had shared, it remained fresh in his mind and still drove him to recover what he lost and had given so to speak. He nodded, and accepted the box, and opened it slowly to reveal what was inside. Cradled in silk to stop any chipping, a handful of solid, clear glass puzzle pieces each with a smooth curved end. Only one had color a tiny blue glass ball about the
size of a marble. She got to where she could look and explain, as Brian's eyes looked into the box, and then to Jenai once more.

"Baby?" Brian asked as he looked between the contents and Jenai once more.

Jenai quietly, replied with.

"It's a puzzle.... when you put it together, it forms a perfect sphere... you... but you.."pointing to the blue solid piece

"Me..."blinking a few times, and smiled softly, as he noted the blue piece and all of the others. "Jenai.."

"I know what we talked about, I know how you feel. Things are ... crazy baby... take your time with it, when you feel complete, add the last piece. Just start with you..."she looked at the blue center.

"This is..."Jen's words sinking in more so than ever, as he looked to her and then to the box.. Carefully, he set it down and simply reached for her, and hugged her.

"Just a symbol .."she smiled to him and wrapped her arms about his neck"So you can always remember."

"I won't forget, ever. This is the most incredible thing anyone has given me."

"I wish I could give you more... but to me, you are my puzzle. How do you give such a man anything he doesn't already have?"

"You are all I need. Nothing else. I will complete this.. Thank you, so much baby for everything."

"You finish it when ever you want. And no need to thank me... well. here anyways.."a quick smirk followed that remark.

The words and exchange still fresh in Brian's mind, as he lay in bed looking to the ceiling once more. He was still taken aback by the gesture and such understanding, and honestly.. In a way it scared him to some extent. Pieces.. Pieces of him, scattered. In simple terms that is exactly what it was. Brian had given so much of himself, and had so much taken at times, that it was truly as if he were not whole. Life did that at times..

Well In reality, Brian did that. With foolish actions, and rash thoughts, some sincere ones and more. The fact was, there were still ties that bound him, and it was high time that he took back what was his, somehow.

Jenai saw this, more than anyone before. She was amazing in so many ways, and had such an understanding of Brian that it was as if she were there the whole time. She knew so much, and still remained and loved him for who he was. That was powerful. Sliding from the bed, Brian was careful trip as he did so, as he headed towards the dresser and opened the small box once more, the moonlight from the window casting such a glow in the room, as it was caught by the pieces of glass inside the box.

The small blue stone in hand, as Brian thought to himself and held it out a bit letting the moon's light do what it would with it. Piece by Piece, Brian looked at the others and set them back inside. Closing the box, he moved back to the bed and sat upon it's edge and simply watched Jenai, as she slept. A loving smile took hold, as he kissed her head softly, and whispered quietly a few words. Another kiss followed, as he rose to dress once more and then prepare to return to Appleburg.

Moment's later he was in uniform once more, and offered yet another kiss to his beloved and then left a small note with an 'Azure Bright' rose attached on the pillow, and quietly left the room. There was much to tend to in Appleburg and here at home and time was wasting. Pieces needed to be recovered, so to speak. So once more into the field he went, save this time, a higher purpose called.

?You know what's so strange? That despite what I had thought in regards to the pieces of me--- with you, I'd been whole all the while, and yet--- I didn't really see or understand that until later. You were the piece that completed me, back when and still do this day and ever the more so, when you answered your own question...?

'How do you give such a man, anything he doesn't already have?'

?You answered that, a bit later-- remember??

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2014-05-01 23:24 EST
And a scene plays out....

"It's just a little something to let you know we are always with you, where ever you go. For I'm with your Child."

"That's wonderful, sweetheart. Such a sweet gift and look at that stone too--"

The choker held in hand as Brian regarded it carefully. It truly was a wonderful piece of work, and he could only imagine the time and effort put into it's creation. His praise was evident by his words, high regards for his beloved and all that was her.. Then her words hit home..

*Blinkblink*

"We are always with you.."

"We.."

We normally meant more than one.. More than.. One. Did she mean Kerri? JeanLuc? Jewell? Monkey, Jenai's monkey? No.. Her tone didn't reflect that, there was something more so..Something.

*Blinkblink*

"Where ever you go.."

His mind raced once more, as he pondered further.. Of course she was with him wherever he went!! She had to kno.. Whoa.. We.. More than one.. We..

*Blinkblink*

"Baby? Um.. You said, we right? You're talking about you and ever-.."

"Whoa.."

*Blinkblink*

And like that it clicked.. It finally clicked.. The last sentence replayed itself in his head, like a tape on loop..

"For I'm with your child."

The scene fades...

?See? Right there? That look on my face-- kinda sets it into perspective, a bit... You didn't only answer your own question, you gave me so very much more. A pair of beautiful daughters who are every bit their incredible mother, as they are their rogue of a father. You gave me what no one else ever would be able to, then, now or ever. Our dear sweet Aleyah, and Nathressa and now--- another as well, hmm? A boy or girl, I can only wonder love of mine, but I know this-- I love you like nothing else in this world, or the next... I always have, and yet again-- I know I said it a million times, but it's as true now as it was then... I always will.?

?Something else, love... I want you to know how very proud I am, of you. Now while you more than likely have a funny look on your face, let me explain-- I know it's a bit of a shift, but hear me out...?

?You have grown so much in all this time, Jen... Not just physically, heh... I mean in so many other ways-- you've carved your own path, while always remaining true to yourself, and each of us... You've gathered so many to you, and in turn have taken care of each and every one of them, as if they were one of your own-- one of our own, and mind you-- they are. Each of them. You faced so many things while I've been here, and away and have been forced to deal with things that any ordinary woman, likely would have ended her own life over-- and you came out of it all, as only you could.?

?You've fought, and you've rallied... You'd argued, and shed tears of anger, and sadness... You've kept the fire alight with anyone else would have let the candle burn, and just walked away---?

A soft sigh can be heard, a moment and then...

?I'm sorry... What I'm trying to say is that--- you are my cornerstone... My rock, my constant--- my Hero. You are what guides me, when I am lost... What drew me near, when I strayed--- what called for me, no matter the distance. You are my North Star, Jenai Ravenlock.?

?You have grown into the most amazing being, I have ever known and I am so thankful that somehow, someway the gods deemed me worthy or being yours... Cause I still do this day have NO damned idea, how the hell I pulled that off, dig??

?Now I've kept you long enough, and I'll be back soon enough... So in closing-- I love you, always have and will... You're still as hot as you were back when-- even hotter, heh. I should know, right??

?Thank you, Jenai. For all that you are, and all that you made me. All that you made us, and all you do for this most troubling of rogue-like husbands.?

?Always and forever, am I yours and ever after that.?

?Oh yeah, Happy Anniversary too, babes!?