She?d been in the field for a bit. By a bit, she knew a little too long. Her body was sore and her mind was exhausted. Normally her soul would have been kicking and screaming, happy for the exercise and exploration out in the wilderness with her Sister Knights. But this trip had been more of an excuse and a leisurely field exercise. She didn?t even have to go along. She?d used the excuse to see how training of a handful of new soldiers was going, when in reality she needed time to think.
That was time wasted. She came up with no better answers and had run out of time. She?d have to face Brian just out right. He?d know sooner or later and ? she wasn?t sure if he would be pissed or not, having found out sooner. His demeanor had changed since the event. But he wasn?t alone, they had all changed. Well anyone that really went through something or did anything worth a shit came out somehow changed.
She did all she could to squelch the anger she felt riling up inside her. Anger now was constant battle and her biggest scar. Until she could control it, she?d have to deal with it and pray to Aife for strength and resolve. Just as it rose, it sank and she chuckled.
?Your Grace?? Sister Khalle was packing up the last of a few things. She?d taken to not only being the head of the COS Medical, she?d been seeing to being Jenai?s valet, or assistant, until one could be found.
?I was just thinking. I can face down a number of beings that would rather swallow me whole than know my name? but when it comes to my own Husband, I can have doubts??
?He will be happy!? Khalle closed the lid to an armored trunk and walked over to Jen in a flourish of smiles all her own, placing her hands on Jen?s shoulders reassuringly. ?He is a good soul and a marvelous Match and Father. How could he not be happy??
?It is the timing.?
?What timing??
?Of everything!?
?I don?t understand Your Grace, there is nothing of note??
?Exactly.?
Khalle slowly pulled her hands away as Jen turned away and grabbed a light messenger bag, making ready to leave back home. Locking eyes for a moment, Jen knew Khalle understood now. There is always calm before the storm.
That was time wasted. She came up with no better answers and had run out of time. She?d have to face Brian just out right. He?d know sooner or later and ? she wasn?t sure if he would be pissed or not, having found out sooner. His demeanor had changed since the event. But he wasn?t alone, they had all changed. Well anyone that really went through something or did anything worth a shit came out somehow changed.
She did all she could to squelch the anger she felt riling up inside her. Anger now was constant battle and her biggest scar. Until she could control it, she?d have to deal with it and pray to Aife for strength and resolve. Just as it rose, it sank and she chuckled.
?Your Grace?? Sister Khalle was packing up the last of a few things. She?d taken to not only being the head of the COS Medical, she?d been seeing to being Jenai?s valet, or assistant, until one could be found.
?I was just thinking. I can face down a number of beings that would rather swallow me whole than know my name? but when it comes to my own Husband, I can have doubts??
?He will be happy!? Khalle closed the lid to an armored trunk and walked over to Jen in a flourish of smiles all her own, placing her hands on Jen?s shoulders reassuringly. ?He is a good soul and a marvelous Match and Father. How could he not be happy??
?It is the timing.?
?What timing??
?Of everything!?
?I don?t understand Your Grace, there is nothing of note??
?Exactly.?
Khalle slowly pulled her hands away as Jen turned away and grabbed a light messenger bag, making ready to leave back home. Locking eyes for a moment, Jen knew Khalle understood now. There is always calm before the storm.