Absence, hear thou my protestation
Against thy strength,
Distance and length:
Do what thou canst for alteration,
For hearts of truest mettle
Absence doth join and Time doth settle.
-That Time and Absence proves rather helps than hurts to loves, John Donne
Midsummer was coming. Colwyn, Nyla, Miriam, nearly everyone had reminded her that the Midsummer celebration was coming in three weeks. She could not imagine people wanting to celebrate with their Baron dead, but, she supposed to them life went on. She was not sure how much of her life she could carry forward past losing Kieran.
Sylvia walked the gardens in the comfortable nighttime warmth. Her arms wrapped about her not from any chill but to sooth and hug herself around the rock of pain at the center of her. He had been gone two days and as weary has she felt, she needed to be outdoors away from faces. The boys were asleep as was Beata for the moment. She wondered if Cian would come crawling out to find her again and cling to her through the night, where she then could not weep in silence.
In the garden she let the tears fall and the sobs shake her shoulders. ?He was supposed to stay with me. We were going to be old together. Oh?,? the racking pain dropped her to a stone bench and she sat rocking there in the moonlight.
Songs of nightbirds were distant and then silent. In fact the entire garden seemed to hush and lean around her to comfort her, so when a bird settled hard upon the bench beside her she jerked back suddenly in dismay. It was peculiarly intent upon her, but did not seem to have a desire to do harm.
Not well versed in birds outside of the hunting kind, but she is rather certain this one was a Needletail. She wiped away the moisture from her eyes and looked over the bird again whereupon she spied the carrying note. Moving slowly to not startle the bird, though its curious steadiness made that seem unlikely, she withdrew the note and read.
What Sid offered struck through Sylvia and set her mind so quickly ablaze that she had to steady herself from fainting by gripping the edge of the bench. To bring him back from the Meadowlands? Oh, what a choice?
Against thy strength,
Distance and length:
Do what thou canst for alteration,
For hearts of truest mettle
Absence doth join and Time doth settle.
-That Time and Absence proves rather helps than hurts to loves, John Donne
Midsummer was coming. Colwyn, Nyla, Miriam, nearly everyone had reminded her that the Midsummer celebration was coming in three weeks. She could not imagine people wanting to celebrate with their Baron dead, but, she supposed to them life went on. She was not sure how much of her life she could carry forward past losing Kieran.
Sylvia walked the gardens in the comfortable nighttime warmth. Her arms wrapped about her not from any chill but to sooth and hug herself around the rock of pain at the center of her. He had been gone two days and as weary has she felt, she needed to be outdoors away from faces. The boys were asleep as was Beata for the moment. She wondered if Cian would come crawling out to find her again and cling to her through the night, where she then could not weep in silence.
In the garden she let the tears fall and the sobs shake her shoulders. ?He was supposed to stay with me. We were going to be old together. Oh?,? the racking pain dropped her to a stone bench and she sat rocking there in the moonlight.
Songs of nightbirds were distant and then silent. In fact the entire garden seemed to hush and lean around her to comfort her, so when a bird settled hard upon the bench beside her she jerked back suddenly in dismay. It was peculiarly intent upon her, but did not seem to have a desire to do harm.
Not well versed in birds outside of the hunting kind, but she is rather certain this one was a Needletail. She wiped away the moisture from her eyes and looked over the bird again whereupon she spied the carrying note. Moving slowly to not startle the bird, though its curious steadiness made that seem unlikely, she withdrew the note and read.
What Sid offered struck through Sylvia and set her mind so quickly ablaze that she had to steady herself from fainting by gripping the edge of the bench. To bring him back from the Meadowlands? Oh, what a choice?