Topic: Between Exploring and Being Lost

Hudson Fraiser

Date: 2008-03-05 17:27 EST
Going out into the fisher?s market with Gaerwyn had been a start to the exploring that Hudson intended to do in Seansloe. However, the odd looks he received in his great kilt, and the whispers as they passed, were a caution that he should make himself a bit more inconspicuous before he ventured out again. Given the recent assassination attempt by a foreigner, Hudson had the distinct impression that the only reason someone hadn?t confronted him was the presence of the well-known and respected Captain Caisson.

The day after that trip to the market, Hudson lent his aid in helping Maeve back out to her place in the garden. The fragile feeling of her bones beneath his hands was unmistakable, and it was only her patient good cheer that let him smile at her as he tucked the blanket over her lap. Too many memories, of his Gran and of Moira, were brought to the surface by that fragile feeling. ?Dae ye need aught else, Maeve? Sianna be preparing a cup o? her medicines for ye, I think ? she was muttering sommat about raspberry leaf and mint.?

Meave?s gentle smile lit her face, and she patted his hand lightly with her arthritis-twisted fingers. ?You?re a good lad. I?ll be fine out here, with the sunlight and the fresh air. How are you liking Seansloe so far, you and your sister?? Hudson crouched down by the chair as he considered the answer to that innocent question, and one of his net-scarred hands moved up to grip the stag?s-head sigil at his shoulder. The brush of his fingers against the wool of the plaid brought to mind the whispers and suspicion of his foreign look.

??Tis an uncanny feeling, what I ha?e seen o? th? city sae far. Nae much like th? town I grew up in, but close in look and feel tae th? cities o? th? Lowlands, th? softer part o? my Scotland. ?Tis liking tae explore I be, but I think that my clothing be tae different ? it catches more attention than I would like tae ha?e for looking around. I dinnae ken how much o? th? city Sianna noticed, but I ken well she be happy here in this house.? His answer came slowly and thoughtfully, and he was surprised when Maeve laughed gently.

Black eyes were met with faded green when Hudson looked over with surprise at the laughter. Her voice was filled with delight at being able to solve the problem so easily. ?Why, if it is clothing in the fashions of Seansloe you need, there is some stored away ? perhaps a bit out of date, but in good condition, still. Ewan?s father was only a bit taller than you, and similar in build. Bring me the chest from the hall closet, beneath the stairs.? Another light pat to his hand where it rested on the arm of her chair, and Maeve?s eyes sparkled with humor and pleasure at feeling useful. ?You may always leave the small things to me.?

Hudson had to laugh, and he straightened after covering her hand for a moment with his own. ?Ye be a grand woman, and I be eternally in yer debt. And as I hear Sianna coming with yer tea, I?ll be off tae find that chest for ye.? It was a gesture of instinct to lean over and press a light kiss to Maeve?s forehead before he strode off into the house, to retrieve the chest from its neglected resting place.

SiannaFraiser

Date: 2008-03-05 23:50 EST
Hudson properly bedecked and off on his way, Sianna peered into the chest, paper parcels and bundles awaiting release from their cedar confines. Pouring Maeve's teacup a healthy little warm-up, she rested the kettle back to the tray table and pulled up a low ottoman to sit on. A smile lit her face as Maeve reached for the cup and sipped it appreciatively. While not an overnight recovery, she had lost the weak tremors and had regained some dexterity in her joints.

The delicate touch of the aroma as she sipped added the ease to tired aches and twisted insides. "I am glad I kept some of Corin's things. Never would I have imagined such visitors, but more's the gladness of it." The cup set aside once more, she looked down to the chest for its long past memories and once thought treasures held inside.

She turned to look out the windows again where the sun coaxed the garden into the hinting of spring that could be around the corner. When she spoke, she did not look back. "I would be more worried for your brother, but by tell of his hands, he is a capable sort." She did look back with a smile. "Like his sister."

Reaching over, Sianna patted the woman's knee softly, a smile curving her lips. "Oh aye, Scots are verra capable. Idleness was no' tolerated long in th' house." The sun revealed Maeve's healthy color, the jaundice faded away. "But enough talk of th' twa of us. I believe we have some treats instore for us, and they'll nae reveal themselves wi'out a wee bit a help from us, aye?" Nodding towards the chest. "Is there anything ye spy that ye'd like tae open first?"

A lick of her lips, once dry, now on the mend. She leaned a bit to look in as if it were a deep well and she could not see the bottom of it without the minuscule lean. "Ohh, let us see that there," she spoke as she pointed with more of a hand than just a finger to a small unfinished piece of needlework. Its edges were stitched from fraying, and at its center was the forming image of an urn and ivy coming from it.

The fabric was still stretched on a hoop, a delicate silver needle tucked in a small section of the embroidery. Pulled free with ease, Sianna placed the item in Mave's lap, all the while looking over. Silk threads in varigated tones added depth to what had been finished and the stitches were so tiny, her eyes nearly crossed trying to inspect them.

Fingers moved slow over the edge of the hoop and in lightness to the fabric. "Never did finish this. Strange fears we have sometimes." It was a hiccup of memory that drew her bottom lip in to her mouth to keep from rambling over it. When her mind was free of its pull, she loosened the hold on her lip and smiled. "See something else that interests you? That old chest. It became one of the many holes where old things sank."

"Why didn't ye finish it, Maeve?" Sianna didn't mean to pry, but couldn't stop the question from slipping out. She reached her arm into the depth of the chest and removed a large parcel. "I've ne'er seen workmanship tae rival it." Holding the recent excavation in her lap, she turned her head towards the woman, a kind smile in her eyes. "Old things dinna sink, they simply wait back until th' time is right. They're nae th' sort tae be out and about for anyone tae covet. My Gran used tae say they waited until th' person tha' was meant tae have it was ready tae have it."

"Wise woman, your Gran." The smile held sincerity. Green eyes drifted back to the unfinished needlework. "I started it when my boy was first out with the warband. I meant it for a pillow casing. Just a bit of home with him in that barracks room. One night, I had the chill," she looked to Sianna for understanding, "you know when you feel something is not right. I set it aside and did not pick it up again. Foolish mothering. Was nothing I am sure, but still could not get past it, that were I to finish it, there'd not be its using."

She nodded emphatically. "Oh aye, ye had a wee glimpse of the Sight. Dinna think that ye are nae a verra wise woman yerself, Maeve dearie." Holding out her hand, she exchanged the parcel for the needlework and set it to the side for packing later. "And I'm not sure there's aught of mothering tha' is nae a mixture of fear an' faith an' aye, even foolishness."

"Life in its great dance as those things, not just mothers." Humor and truth mix as she opened the parcel. "One of these things unwrapping might be a dead rodent as anything," she teased.

It was, of course, not, but a delicate little head covering of handmade lace. "Ahh, now this I thought had gone away when Ewan was born a boy. I made it along with the quilt, but it suits a girl much better to my way of thinking." She handed the little lace baby cap to Sianna for her inspection.

Her laughter bubbled up. "If 'tis a rodent, ye'll have tae coax me down from th' rafters and once I'm recovered, we'll blame th' lads for mischief when they were younger tae put such a thing in yer dower chest." Reverent hands took the baby cap with a gasp of awe, letting it drape across her fingertips. "'Tis marvelous..." And it was, each row of lace bore a distinct knot pattern that increased in difficulty as it approached the tender crown.

Some pride in the work, Maeve demurred, "It was soothing work." As she watched Sianna, she nodded. "If you like it well, you may have it. I understand you are to be wed. If you are as lucky as I and wish them, I hope you are graced with children as well."

She blinked in startled surprise. Her admiration had been genuine and unassuming, never would she have imagined so grand a gesture. "Oh Maeve, my dear.. ye are too kind tae me, but mahaps the babe tae come would wish tae have such a treasure made by her Gran's talented fingers.And ye can hold th' babe in yer arms, the cap nestled just so on her head." Passing it back, she placed the cap in Maeve's fingers, giving them a gentle squeeze. "But aye, when th' time is right mayhaps I'll have a sweet babe or twa of my own." A soft grin as another package was retrieved.

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SiannaFraiser

Date: 2008-03-05 23:51 EST
It was not asked, but such moments came on her. The strange openness and need to share. Poor Lenika had been a kind listening ear for weeks, and Sianna's turn was upon her. "Did not think to have one of my own. Ewan was so late, we had near given up." She smiled to Sianna. "Some things come, as you Gran says, when the person is ready to have them."

A smile and nod. "Maybe these old fingers will handle the needles again for the making of a new cap. So many babies to come. Some I will see." She did not finish to say other she would not. Now eager for what the next item might reveal, what memory it might invoke, she is near like a child at Wintertide.

A giggle at her renewed vigor, Sianna piled her lap high with all sizes and shapes of wrapped goods. Wrapping her arms about her knees, Sianna
was content to watch and listen, taking each item as needed and laying them at their feet.

At the growing pile, Maeve tsks. "I should 'a' cleaned out that thing long ago. Getting forgetful, or lazy." She chuckles and opens another smaller one that is a card with fraying gold ribbon. A beautiful smile and she lifted the card to her lips. "The ball at the manor. Corin was newly made Master of Arms. It was my first ball at the manor. I was so nervous." Her fingers began to dance as she remembered tunes played.

Humming a lilting waltz a bar or two, Sianna chuckled lightly. "I'm sure it did no' show a bit."

It was a giggle a young girl should have made, not the illness weakened lady. "Oh, it did. Corin was so gallant in keeping my hair back when my nerves cast out the bread I had earlier that day in the gardens behind a bush."

"Ye dinna mean it..." Sianna's exclamation was stifled as a hand covered her lips, trying to disguise the smile that grew behind them. Not that the smile was caused by the tale that told, but the sheer joy in seeing the spark rekindle deep within the woman.

"Oh, be sure I do. I was near to die of shame for Corin and Ewan, just in the warband. It was just before good Baron Logan died, and he was not in attendance. I managed to dance and partner my husband well after that. He was a good man." She carefully folded the card up again. "Tell me of your man."

"Mmmm... " Sianna nudged the teacup back towards Maeve's attention as she settled herself to oblige the request. "... my Jo's a fine man wi' a talent for his work th' like I've ne'er seen, aye? Not that I'm owerly biased, but he crafts wi' metal and stone things tha' look ready tae breathe and move about th' earth as easily as you or I."

She takes up the teacup for another sip, a fulfilling sigh followed the sip. "He sounds like he can provide for you, true." She was hunting for something. Something in the young woman's eyes or voice. That thing mother's and grandmother's see at an uncertain moment.

She nodded, her gaze looking at something in the distance that was not there. "But he's more than just his occupation and more'n anything I ever thought tae imagine for myself. He's kind and gentle, wi' a strength reserved for important things and nae wasted. A genuine man, who is th' same wi' his sisters as he is wi' the Baroness, nae pretense, nae frippery." She blinked a bit, embarassed to have rambled so. Smiling softly, she offered one last descriptor. "His form is fine and his arms are strong, but his heart is my haven and nae mistake."

That had done it. She smiled and reached to pat Sianna's arm. "I wish you both the most happiness in all worlds." It had been a strange thing adapting many worlds into her thoughts. But it was also in her lifetime her people learned of a kingdom across the far seas. It had broken probabilities out of impossibilities. "Oh, Sianna dear, I fear I may need a rest a bit before dinner comes. I want to sit with the family all about again. I think, if you'll just help me a bit, the couch will do fine."

It was certain, with a lingering look to the chest and other packages, she had some desire to see more of them revealed, but her mind was beginning to enjoy the dreams the memories had brought to life.

Covering Maeve's hand with her own, she smiled and stood from the ottoman. "Thank ye, dearie... seems we're both verra lucky tae be so blessed, aye?" Assisting her the short journey to the couch, pillows were fluffed behind her head as Maeve reclined. A light blanket tucked about to ward off any chill. "Rest well, dear one. I'll just be in th' kitchen seein' tae dinner myself. Dinna hesitate tae call if ye need anything."


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Hudson Fraiser

Date: 2008-03-09 19:22 EST
When Hudson had left the house, Maeve and Sianna were happily ensconced in the living room with the old chest. Now he retraced his steps toward the fisher?s market he had visited with Gaerwyn, and he was reconsidering the wisdom of his bright idea. It had seemed to make sense, to dress in the clothing of the locals. At least that way he wouldn?t be immediately apparent as a foreigner ? until he spoke. He planned to avoid that as much as possible.

What he had overlooked was that the clothing of the locals included pants, rather than his comfortable plaid. He hadn?t worn even a pair of loose fisher?s trews in months, nor true pants in years. The pants he was wearing now were uncomfortable, confining, and the fact that Corin had been perhaps two inches taller meant that they fit oddly. Seven years out of date, the cut was also slightly different from what most of the men of the city were wearing.

So between the discomfort of the clothing, and the distractions of this new city, perhaps it wasn?t surprising when Hudson missed the turn that would have taken him directly to the fisher?s market he was seeking. It certainly wasn?t surprising that by the time he realized that, he had already taken another two turns, and couldn?t have retraced his steps if he had been paid.

The area Hudson found himself in now seemed to be mostly homes, with a small chandlery on one corner of a block for local needs and an equally small bakery on the other corner. A thin-faced woman with a small child clinging to her skirts was just exiting the chandlery with a small bundle in her arms, and the scents of fresh-baked bread and pastries filled the crisp air. Hudson paused to really look at his surroundings.

The houses here seemed to be mostly built of timber, faced with plaster to prevent drafts and neaten their appearance. They let directly onto the street, with no pathways or front gardens ? but some were bedecked with window boxes. It was the wrong season for it, but Hudson was sure that the plants wouldn?t be flowers but herbs and even vegetables; beans or other things that could thrive in such an environment. This neighborhood had the feel of one where people stretched every copper until it hurt.

Pride ? that was what Hudson saw, as he walked slowly down the street. The kind of pride that kept the doorsteps clean, and clothing neatly mended, even if food was scarce. The kind of pride that kept the bakery and chandlery in business ? debts would be paid first. The kind of pride he was all too familiar with. It was the same kind of pride that kept the Fraiser clan knit together, that kept their village from fading as so many other villages had.

Even here, his borrowed clothes didn?t fit in. Many of the other men he passed were wearing clothing cut in a style at least as old ? but their pants and shirts had been worn and patched and mended for those seven years his had been in storage. He nodded courteous greeting as he passed people ? wives sweeping the steps, children playing a complicated game that seemed to involve a hoop, two sticks and a lot of running and shouting. The first time he spotted a small metal charm nailed above a doorway he thought it a decoration. When he saw others, he gave a small smile. Those were familiar as well, in intent if not in form.

Hudson Fraiser

Date: 2008-03-09 19:43 EST
Eventually the street ran out into a broad avenue, one that Hudson crossed with care for the passing carriages, wagons and horses. The sudden increase in volume on the other side of the avenue was almost a shock. He had found the central Market Square ? his wandering path must have taken him in a large circle. Almost two hours had already passed, and he was little closer to the docks than he had been when he started. The pants were beginning to chafe, and his stomach was protesting rather violently.

A passing meat-pie vendor provided the answer to that second problem. The man gave Hudson a strange look for his accent, but took the foreign coppers readily enough. Hudson found an unoccupied hitching post to lean against, and ate the meat pie slowly as he took in the bustle and noise of the Market Square. Trade was active, both in local goods and foreign. Still, there were patterns to what was selling well and what was remaining untouched.

Finishing his meat pie, Hudson began to walk through the Square. Little over a year before, he would have been looking for gifts for his family, a treat for Moira to spark her fading interest in life. Now net-scarred hands paused on a bolt of fine-woven wool fabric dyed a shade of blue-green that would have matched Moira?s eyes. The smooth cloth slipped through his fingers, caught on the roughness of the scars.

?Sixteen coppers to the yard, Master. You won?t find a better price anywhere! And we won?t have this much longer; the next caravan to Clwydan is taking our entire woolen stock.? The merchant?s voice broke into Hudson?s contemplation, and his eyebrows rose both at the asking price and the claim that all of the merchant?s wool stock was going to be sent to one barony ? especially at the end of winter. After a moment he let the bolt-end fall and shook his head with a small smile.

?Th? price ye ask be out o? my pockets, Master Trader, and the color be wrong in any case.? The merchant pursed his lips at the strange accent, but was as reluctant as any other trader to lose a sale. As Hudson turned to walk on to the next vendor, the merchant lifted his voice to catch Hudson?s attention back.

?Color? What color do you want, then? Look you, we have the finest greens, blues, reds, even patterns ? what are you searching for?? The trader lifted one bolt after another onto the counter, laying out a near rainbow of fabrics. It was enough to turn Hudson back to the merchant. Not all the fabrics were of the quality of the first, but none were poor. His eyes turned by habit to the greens Moira had favored, and then drifted to the purples and violets.

The merchant smiled when Hudson?s hands came to rest on another bolt, one dyed a soft dove grey. ?An excellent choice. This is a fine wool and linen blend, most unusual for us to have available. Lightweight, long-wearing, and the color is proofed fast. Twenty coppers to the yard. Your lady would be most pleased with you were you to bring such as this home, Master.? The merchant?s words stung, though the man did not intend them to. The small smile dropped from Hudson?s face.

Still, there was this ? who else did he have to spend his coins on? So Hudson?s voice was soft as he placed the order, rubbing the corner of the fabric between his fingers. ?Eight yards o? this, and eight o? th? fine white cotton for lining, Master Trader.? Hudson didn?t even try haggle on the price, despite his earlier claim that the cost was too high. The merchant gave a large, satisfied smile as coins traded hands.

The fabrics were neatly folded and wrapped in canvas, and Hudson moved on through the Market. Here, ribbons and lace ? there, spices and dyes. He was learning some of what he had come to Yransea to see; the lessons were driving stakes into his heart. It was all familiar enough that the differences struck more strongly ? the symbols of the Twelve where he would have seen a Celtic cross ? the strange lilt of the words instead of the melody and harshness of the Scottish accent ? families who loved and cared for each other, and those who fought and screeched abuse across the streets.

In the end, that was what it all came down to. Families and clan, hearth and home. Despite all the differences, Yransea and RhyDin and even Scotland had that much in common. The lights shining from the windows of Maeve?s home were welcoming, and that was worth more than any of the goods Hudson had seen traded in the market square.