Topic: Bright and Secret World

Storm Divine

Date: 2007-04-04 18:13 EST
Night had fallen a few hours ago, and Spirit was unhappy to be roused from his stall and saddled, then summarily blindfolded and walked from the warm and cozy stables. Zesperis would have been excited for a midnight ride, and the pang of loss flew through him like an arrow. Now, Ewan stood with one hand upon Spirit's neck, the other on the reins, waiting where the road and the pathway up to the manor meet, and wondered at his reasons for venturing away from traditions he so firmly believed.

Storm came in view, cloak around her, and a simple pack wrapped diagonally around her front. She peered slightly in the dark, before she grinned, ?I must admit, if you were not going to be here, I was going to hunt you out.? Not that she really would, but this was all his idea in the first place. And no matter how many times she considered why she should not be going, she found herself packed and ready to leave.

?Oh, you doubted me, then?? he grinned in kind, the stitches curving slightly, but he seemed free of pain from the movement.

?I just did not take you to be the spontaneous sort,? her grin remained as she moved closer so that she could greet him with a kiss.

He shared in that gentle greeting, and then he softly broke it. ?Shall we go then??

She nodded and took a small step back. ?Lead the way then, as I haven't the faintest where we're going,? a smart grin.

A laughing query, ?Are we not?? he hesitated not sure what to call the maneuver, ?...floating??

?If you think Spirit would feel more comfortable not.. floating, I will keep up with you.?

In quick analysis, he looked to his blindfolded horse then to her. ?No, he should be fine. When we are aloft, we will be heading in that direction,? he pointed to northwesterly where a track no wider than a hand cart could just be made out between two drowsy looking yew trees.

She gave a glance to the horse then, and took another small step away from him. Not that she didn't trust him, just not when she was going to lift him off the ground. ?Hopefully it will not be so bad, as platforms are solid,? and with that, her grey eyes glowed dimly and she created the platform under them. She did not lift them very high, only a few inches from the ground, before she guided them in the direction that he had pointed. Her pace was quicker than if they were afoot, but not quick enough to play with balance. ?So? where are we going exactly??

Spirit had shifted slightly with the raising, sensing something not quite usual, and Ewan came close, crooning softly until the animal settled again. ?It is a cabin, an old retreat, of a friend of mine. It is well appointed.? Ewan quirked a grin at thinking what Gerran called well appointed, and for the smuggler, his cabin was not in that category. But for Ewan, it had all the required attributes and then some, so he continued to describe it. ?He likes his retreats to have comforts, or what I consider comforts. A hot spring feeds the cabin so there is hot water at call. He keeps the cupboard regularly stocked, but I have some provisions in Spirit's saddlebags. He just started sailing south two days ago, so he will be away for a month at the least.?

?Sailing south,? she said with a grin, recalling the story of stealing a horse and sailing south. violet] ?I would like to meet your friend, so that I can thank him.? She adjusted her pack absently, her eyes lighting up slightly as her words remind her of thanking another. ?Mmm, I forgot to tell you that I was able to meet Sylvia while you were away.?

The abrupt angle of the conversation took him a moment to comprehend. ?You did?? He muttered something about the Baroness not mentioning it to him, and then asked, ?What did she have to say? Questioned your sanity for spending time with me?? The self deprecation was accompanied by a low, brief laugh.

She chuckled and shook her head, maintaining their weight and speed easily as she glanced at him with glowing eyes. Though Sylvia did mention something along those lines. ?No, I thanked her for being in the window when I visited. She waved it off, said she was pleased to meet me. We did not get to talk for long, as Rhian came, and she left soon after.?

An even more complex situation that harbored in that last sentence, and to buy him time, he only said, ?I see.? An acute desire to know about that conversation with Rhian stirred up question he would not ask. He knew his eyes gave away the curiosity, so he looked to calming Spirit again, whom, at that moment, did not require it.

?I take it that you have not... spoken to her in a while,? she offered quietly, though she shifted her weight from one leg to the other. Even now, just referring back to the situation, made her slightly uneasy. It was an offer to ask the question she knew he had. She could practically hear his mind full of them.

Facts he could give more readily than feelings, and he answered, ?Not often. I understand she was away visiting a sick Aunt. That much Sylvia did tell me. When we do speak, it rarely goes beyond the niceties. I hope you both had a pleasant conversation.? That last was as close to a question as he would come.

She placed her hand in her pockets, finding a new interest in the ground that they were passing over. ?It was.. pleasant yes, since it revolved around you mostly.? She did her best to contain any facial reaction to that. ?She is still very attached to you,? she added softly then, her gaze still down. That was sincerely obvious, as no matter how far Storm had tried to turn the conversation around, she was hardly successful.

He looked at her, the way she held herself almost part from him. ?Does it trouble you??

Her hands fiddled within her pockets as she continued to look down. There was a small pause, before she spoke softly again. ?It does not trouble me... I guess I did not feel that it was my place to say.. anything, without speaking to you first.? Not to mention that Rhian is what she thought as the type of woman for him. Quiet, polite... human.

Treading in uncertain territory, he could only allow the continuing of this line of conversation if she understood clearly the possibly outcomes. In this, he felt himself break away into a distancing perspective. It would be the only way to give her truth. ?Is this discussion one you wish to have on our way to our week escape? I am uncertain if what I have to say will help or harm what we have building here, but I will tell you whatever you wish to know. I have not spoken of you to her, but I have not hidden my attentions either.? He would say at least that much, but no more unless she asked it of him.

It was then that she tore her gaze from the changing, moving ground to him. She bit on her lower lip as she considered her options. ?Though I do wonder of how your words will affect what we are starting here, I would rather ask than question myself throughout the week and longer.? She pulled her hands together slightly, drawing the cloak further around her shoulders. ?Do you still... feel for her??

He did not hesitate, ?I do care for her. It is less than it was, but I doubt it will ever go away. I hope she and I can retain a good friendship, as I have with others.? Others, like so many others that he had loved and been kept or turned away from. His answer was honest, and perhaps, tactless, but in such matters, in his observations, hedging words never helped, and his eyes were full of concern that she understand the truth of it all.

She took notice of the concern, before she looked down again and started to shuffle closer to him. ?I care for many others. But... I care for you.. differently.? It was as if she were pressing for just a little more details, a little more confirmation in either direction.

?As I care for you, and it continues to grow, not diminish.? Then he sighed, believing the world around them had affected not only him, once again questioning this impetuous escape, and he felt the need to defend and clarify his meanings. ?Storm, perhaps because you have seen how other men behave in this land, it is hard to realize that I do not flirt, nor play games, nor am open with affections even when I do feel them. The fact that I openly show my affection for you, I hope, will give you the certainty you need that I care deeply.?

?It's not that I doubt your affections,? she said, raising her face to look up at him again. She had not meant to insult him; she knew that he was a man separated from many that she was surrounded by. ?I just... ,? she licked her lips as she thought of a better way to explain herself. ?... want to make sure that one book is closed, before another is opened.? Her gaze stayed on him instead of retreating to the moving ground.

Was that book closed? Or, to press the metaphor further, had he placed a bookmark there to return should the outcome of the end of the story promise to change? He almost visibly shook his head. He fought against lingering around situations of his heart, to hold them in his mind to review and analyze in later days. There was acceptance, as with much of his life, that some things could not be changed. ?I have accepted that her father refused my request to court her. In my world, she is as much as forbidden, and like many other things I have learned to adapt. I feel she will find someone better suited to her than I, and I wish her that happiness.? He looked in the direction they are going, something metaphorical in that thought, and it quirked a smile as they floated upon the path winding through trees of the old growth forest.

She tilted her head slightly before she nodded and accepted his answer for what it was. His answer was not exactly direct, but she could understand, would understand. She shoved away the darker thoughts that rooted in her mind, and focused on the now. Always focus on the now. And with that, she shuffled just a little closer so that she could press her lips to his warmly.

The tenderness of the kiss brought his free arm around her and drew her close as he shared and enjoyed that kiss, then whispered against her lips with intention of lightening the conversation once again, ?Who?s steering this thing if you're kissing me?? His mouth curved into a wry smile.

She managed to shrug her pack off of her shoulder to pool at her feet, but she made no movement away from him as she also wrapped her arms around him. She grinned against his lips, ?Surprisingly enough, I am. A talent of multitasking.? Her words were true though, as she was constantly shifting them slightly to be clear of the trees, or lifting them if needed be.

?Lucky for us then,? and he kissed her again, eager for the warmth of her mouth and the soft emotion that fills him when they share a kiss.

She relaxed against him, one of the only times her guard was ever down was in his arms. Her mouth was, as always, warm against his as she dared to deepen the kiss slightly. It was really dawning on her that she had left, on whim, to be with him, even if it was only for one blissful week.

The deepening kiss stirred him, his hand moved up her back to rest in her hair as his mouth moved over hers; he knew he should look to make sure they do not go too far and pass the cabin all together, but he let himself linger in the closeness of her before he finally broke the kiss. And just in time too as they came to a clearing and quaint, but well kept up, two story cabin that occupied its grounds. ?Here we are,? he whispered against her temple

She shivered ever so slightly, involuntarily, when his hand went up her back. Once the kiss was broken, she turned her head at his words to catch a glimpse of their haven. She could have not been happier if it was anywhere else; so long as they were away. She brought them to a slow stop, before gently lowering them to the ground. She bent down to pick up to her pack and replaced it on her shoulder. ?Hmm, we really are away,? she said softly, her eyes moved between him and the cabin.

?We really are,? he kissed her forehead. ?You go ahead inside. I'll see Spirit settled,? he uncovered the horse's eyes and started to lead him to a paddock around back with a simple lean to shelter.

Storm Divine

Date: 2007-04-04 18:40 EST
The cabin itself was a basic accommodation, and provided snug room for a retreat. Inside on the first floor a few steps to the right of the entry door could be found a couch and two wingback chairs clustered comfortably around a suitably sized flagstone hearth. The opposite direction of the entry was given over to a small kitchen area with a wood burning stove, cool box, sink, that also took advantage of the rigged water pumping system from aquifer and hot springs, a table and four chairs. Easily accessible stairs were not five steps from front door that lead up to two rooms and a bath that also had running water, though no shower, just bathtub, sink, and facilities. One of the rooms had a double bed with a hand quilted comforter of a cross hatched pattern in golden browns and greens, the other room a single bed with a similar hand quilted comforter all piecework in ivy and flowers of red. All seemed tidy if old fashioned with bedside tables sporting empty pitchers and bowls.

After the kiss to her forehead, she nodded and started for the front door. She hesitated only for a moment, feeling for any locks in the way, before she pulled the door open to let herself in. Grey hues took in the comfortable atmosphere as she wandered her way towards the couch and hearth first. After a brief inspection, she then moved towards the kitchen, a small smile appearing on her face. It was practically perfect. She glanced to the stairs then, and started on up them to inspect further.

It was fortunate for Ewan that Spirit proved more acquiescent than anticipated, happily indulging in some water in the trough while Ewan removed the tack to set in a far corner of the lean-to. He found instruments in a cabinet for the care of his horse, so with curry brush in hand, he returned to brush Spirit down. As he settled into the rhythm of horse care, he began to think on where he was, and most importantly whom he is with. A sense of strange bewilderment begged his attention, but he brushed it aside in much the same fashion he brushed down the horse that stood calm and non-judgmental before him.

Once Storm arrived upstairs, she used the same routine, a casual glance between the three different rooms. The smile remained on her face though, and she casually took off her pack and left it by the door of the room with the single bed. She started back down the stairs, all the while taking her time to just look at her new surroundings.

Spirit contented with the care, and Ewan done with his attentions to the animal, tossed the curry brush aside. One last check on the fodder for the animal, that it would be well through the night, and he removed the horse's needs from the saddle bags. The remainder stayed in the double sided leather packs. He swung it up onto his shoulder, one bag bouncing against his back as he passed through the gate, latched it behind him, and walked on to enter the cabin where his first stop was the kitchen. He rested the bags on the counter top to unload what provisions he had brought into the cupboard. Ewan called out as he unpacked, ?Everything okay?

?Absolutely,? she returned the call, and meandered her way towards the kitchen. More uprooted questions were tucked neatly into the back of her mind. She tucked a stray curl behind her ear, so that it would stay put rather than tickle and irritate. ?Has Spirit settled well??

?Mm,? a nod accompanied the sound, ?that he has. He's probably glad to have a place all to himself, spoiled lad.? He grinned as he put away jars of jam and stews, as well as vegetables and a small pack of flour. Notable was the fact that the cupboards were, as he had hoped, stocked with a few items such as spices and cooking supplies. The pack raised once more to his shoulder, considerably lighter now, and he turned to kiss her cheek, ?I need to clean up. I smell like horse.? He started up the stairs, calling over his shoulder, ?Be right back,? but as he turns for the single room, he saw her pack there, and he turned back to call from the top of the stairs. ?Did you not want the larger room??

She moved her position so that she was standing at the base of the stairs, that way they were not shouting across the cabin. No need for that. ?What for? I need less room than you, being smaller and all,? she offered a half grin.

A brief moment to contemplate arguing with her, but instead replied graciously, ?If you change your mind, just let me know. I am used to moving around.? A crooked grin to her nod before he turned for the larger room with the double bed, setting the saddle packs down and taking out a cake of soap before he moved into the bathroom where he proceeds to clean his hands, arms, and face to rid himself of the horse smell, and the cleaning does a rather fine job of it. The water felt fine and refreshing even if it stung the stitched wound of his cheek.

Storm moved back into the room with the hearth, and stepped closer to inspect that also. It appeared to be used, which meant that wood had to be around somewhere. A quick trip back out the door provided answers, as she grabbed a few logs and brought those inside to set in the hearth. Sure that she was still alone, she placed her hands to the logs, urging fire to life. There were faint flickers here and there, before flame met wood. If there was any fear still of the fire, it was ignored for the time being.

Ewan examined the stitches, the sting of cleaning them subsiding, and he reached into a pouch at his hip to take out a small pot. With care the top was removed, and he dabbed with careful fingertips fresh salve to the wound. Another quick cleaning of his now salve coated fingertips before he headed back down the stairs and turned to where he saw her by the hearth, observing wood and the beginning of a fire. ?Very industrious of you. Anything I can do to help?? asked as he rubbed hands together.

?Ah.. I think I've got it,? she spoke and thought perhaps it would be wise of her to remove her hands from the log now. And so she did, looking just a bit longer to the flames to make sure that they were going to continue. She then straightened to turn to him, so that she could press her lips to his.

He shared that kiss, and then smiled. ?Now that is something I look forward to helping with as often as I can.? And as if to make a point, kissed her briefly once again before he sat on the rug covered floor before the hearth, one leg stretched out relaxed, the other bent and he propped an arm on the raised knee. The growing fire gained his attention, and he spoke a stray thought, ?It feels good to pretend there is not a care in the world, isn't it?? He lifted green eyes to her.

She sat on the couch nearby, resting her elbows on her knees. ?It does, yes. Though pretending can only last for so long.? she spoke with a sad smile.

His hand reached out to push at her knee, and he laughed low. ?Thanks for the reminder, beloved.? His hand rested across his abdomen. She laughed softly, her hand moved to place over his knee. ?I did not mean it to be a crude reminder. I am a bit pessimistic, I suppose. There, we barely have got here and you're already uncovering my faults.? she teased.

A sidelong glance to her, ?So, now you learn how boring I am, able to sit and stare at a fire for hours on end.?

A dramatic roll of her eyes, ?Now what if I thought staring into fire for hours was one of the most exciting things to do? Wouldn't be so boring then, would you?? She grinned at him.

?I doubt you are actually pessimistic,? he countered. ?More realistic, and it is a trait I share,? he smiled and sat up a bit more, his hand covered hers. ?So, the question is, do you find staring at a fire for hours exciting?? Then he thought on his words and chuckled, ?I don?t even think I?d call it exciting. Actually, they are more soothing.?

?Depends on the company,? she offered a quick smile. ?I suppose I could handle watching the... soothing flames with you,? she used his own words. ?Though I have a feeling it will not be as boring as you claim for it to be,? she danced between teasing and speaking the truth

He smiled and looked to the flames again, laying back so that he rests against one of the chairs, but asked, ?How is the knitting coming, or is that not something you and Erin sit around doing??

?No, it is not something that we sit around doing, though I suppose that's because we do not really sit around much,? she watched him move idly, before her own eyes went back to the flickering flames. ?I have nothing to knit really, unless you need more scarves,? a sidelong glance to him as she grinned, ?since that is all Erin has showed me for now.?

?Is there a limit to scarves?? he teased, and then sighed, ?Though we do move into the season where scarves are less of a necessity.? Kiema?s words to him just before the bandits attack flickered like a flame in his memory. ?Of course, the fact that you do not sit around much does raise the question of what you would like to do this week of freedom.?

?I have not thought much of it, in all honesty,? she said with a sheepish smile. She shifted, so that she was no longer resting on her elbows, but she leaned back into her seat. ?I suppose I was more focused on actually leaving.. rather than the stay itself,? she chuckled softly. It still was a surprise to find herself away, just within a few hours. She still did not know what to think of that, but again she tucked the questions away, then questioned, ?Did you have wants with what we do this week?? Her grey eyes left the flames to look over to him.

Storm Divine

Date: 2007-04-04 18:42 EST
A contemplative look subdued his smile and he shook his head, ?Other than to give you some peace away from your troubles and perhaps give you a chance to speak your thoughts openly on whatever comes to your mind without fear of those listening in...I am at your will.?

?Already off to a good start then, aren't you?? she teased lightly, and her face showed no signs of worry to the thought. She also considered adding that he needed the week away as much as she, but in the end, she kept that to herself.

?Though,? he began again, lifting a finger briefly, then he rubbed his lower lip to chase away the forming smile, ?I do intend on doing some proper courting, though I suppose I should have written your father before hand to request his permission to do so.?

She waved her hand absently, ?That is not something.. required of you. Though, I think you will feel more comfortable if you do so anyway.? A finger started to tap silently on her knee. ?Though, I am interested in your definition of 'proper courting.'?

?I have made a right mess of this courtship actually, and I'm heartily ashamed of it,? he said as he sat up, his legs crosswise and elbows resting upon knees bringing a curve to his back. His body created a cavern ?I should have written your father as soon as my intentions towards you were returned. And I certainly should not have given you clothing. A book perhaps, or a coin purse, or something more suitable.? He had let other reasons override propriety, and he was doing it still in just being here with her.

?But you did not give me clothing.. exactly,? she offered in his defense. ?And your intentions were pure.. I do not see how you have made a right mess of things already. That does not sound like we have much of a chance,? though her lips curled ever so slightly.

?I do plan on trying to remedy the situation,? he grinned up at her. ?Perhaps I am influenced by this land more than I realized. I would certainly not have taken certain advantages of you before receiving approval to court you. But, being as I have already begun, I think it would be hard upon me to discontinue such intimacies.? His grin remained as he stretched out on the floor, arms beneath his head to prop it up slightly so he could see her more easily and the fire that his feet stretched towards.

?Well, as I recall, I do not believe it was you, who started these 'advantages'? she gave a bit of a sheepish grin then. ?And you might find opposition if you decided to discontinue them, so I suppose it is best to not meddle with such things.? The sheepishness in the grin fades as she chuckled softly and reached down to poke his middle that was exposed as he stretched out on the floor. It might have required some stretching on her own, practically on the edge of her seat, but she found it well worth the attempt.

?Oh,? he feigned her poke doing harm, his hand covered the place she touched, ?you wound me!? He laughed and triead catch her weaponed hand in his.

Her laughter matched his as her hand was caught. ?I do no such thing!? The laughter continued as she risked her spare hand towards his middle again, and balance seemed on her side as her legs braced herself in the doubling motions.

An attempt to defend himself from being poked again, he curled up to catch the other hand, all the while he tugged on the hand he captured. ?I shall be victorious against the onslaught!?

She slid off of her seat at the tug. As she tried to avoid his incoming hand from capturing hers, she continued aim pokes at him at the same time. The end result was hands flying around everywhere, though her space was limited now as she fell next to him. ?There is no onslaught!? she said through her laughter, trying to tug her caught hand free, every intention to try and poke him again.

Twisting and turning to avoid pokes, and not always succeeding, as he also tried to capture her other hand, and he decided he needs a diversionary tactic. He left off the attempt to capture her free hand and instead, maneuvered so that he kissed her deeply with the hope she would forget what she was trying to do, and in that moment he hoped to easily capture both hands.

Her tugging ceased for the time being as he kissed her. Torn between the game and his attention, she hesitated, returning his kiss. Her mind was momentarily wiped clean of her ultimate mission, and Ewan sensed he could claim both hands for his control. He moved over her slightly, the kiss continued as he lessens its intensity bit by bit, until the kiss is broken and he whispered against her lips, ?I am victorious.? and gave a wicked grin.

She was about to inform him that in her mind, he had cheated. But that would sound as if she was complaining, so she thought of something more tactful to say. ?You may have won the battle, but the war will continue on,? she whispered against his lip with a superior smile. She attempted to tug her left hand free, just to see if she was able to turn the tables, but his hand held fast against her tug. Still, she didn't appear disappointed at her loss, as she was nothing but smiles.

He then freed both hands as he rolled again to lie on his back and looked up at the ceiling, his own grin remained crooked and honest. ?Well, I've learned you?re a fiend at tickling. Something I must be wary against in the future,? he briefly laughed.

She chuckled as she sat up, at first tucking her feet underneath her. Then she realized that her boots did not make the motion exactly comfortable, and she decided to cross her legs in front of her instead. ?I would say that I've learned of your tickling weakness, but I already knew that,? she offered with a grin.

He did not correct her to the truth that he was, in fact, not ticklish; he would not tell now. He could fake it easily enough; it gave good reason for her to touch him, too. So, he turned a grin to her. ?Then I suppose you must learn something else. It is only fair. So, what would you like to learn??

?My, an opportunity to learn something of you,? she openly pondered the chance as she reached for his hand to press a soft a soft kiss to its palm. ?Hmm. Favorite childhood memory.?

He curled fingers around the kiss, turned on his side to face her, propped his head up with his hand, and asked, ?How far back into childhood? Very young or moderately young??

?Either,? she replied and moved to rest elbows on her knees and set her chin to rest lightly on her knuckles.

?Mmm...? his brow furrowed with thought as he whispered over and over, ?favorite childhood memory.? He thought back across his youth, and there were many good memories, some that he was ashamed to think of as good memories, and this process does take some time. His fingers playing with her hand as he takes the question serious. ?Well,? an idle scratch at the stitches then he dropped his hand again, ? I suppose my favorite childhood memory always has to do with Harvest Festival in some way or the other. I remember sitting in the kitchen as mother made preserves from the fruits of our small garden. She'd let me taste test. But as soon as I was of age, my father would take me out to the harvested fields and teach me his skills among the broken stalks.? Green eyes lifted to her sheepishly, ?Sounds rather ridiculous when one speaks of it out loud, I suppose.?

?It is not ridiculous,? she insisted softly and she silently congratulated herself on resisting the urge to bat his hand away from scratching at his stitches. ?Perhaps I learn more of you from that than you think,? she smiled softly. ?You have an appreciation for the simple things, you care for your family, a willingness to learn?? A finger started to tap silently over the back of her other hand.

?I have seen how easily family and simple things can be taken away,? he looked to his hands as he sat up, seeing there the things he had done, would do, to protect what she perceived in him. But he looked to her with a congenial smile, ?We should...get some sleep, perhaps? There are days and nights yet ahead of us to talk.?

She nodded her head to both things that he spoke of. ?Yes, I'm afraid that I am not the best company when I am half awake.? she said with a grin before she rose to stand, knees cracked softly in protest. She wrinkled her nose before offering a hand down to him. She knew very well that he did not need her help, but it was another excuse of hers to have her hand in his.

He took the hand all the same for the pure delight of touching her, but there was no pressure in the hold of hands at all as he rose. A wry grin, he said, ?We'll need to see to those knees of yours.? He offered a goodnight kiss.

She returned the kiss happily, her lips warm against his, but answered his comment of her knees. ?Hmm, they just started doing that after the incident,? she said absently, before a brief glance to the dying fire. It was simple really, the rearranging of molecules to take the oxygen away from the fire. The end result being, well, no fire.

He turned to examine the lack of fire, then sent a sidelong glance her way, ?Nice trick,? he laughed low.

?I have a few, I must say,? she offered with a quick grin and a chuckle.

He shook his head as he moved to the stairs and waited to usher her up the stairs to her room, as if walking her to her door as he would if he were courting her properly. She slipped past him to move up the stairs and towards her door. He followed her up and gave one last smiling look before he passed inside and prepared for sleep in his usual manner. Dagger beneath a pillow and on the bedside table, and he placed his boots nearby. With his clothing removed, he slipped beneath the sheets and comforter and pulled them up over his body, feeling their texture against his bare skin.
The first night takes place on Apirl 2.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-04-05 18:09 EST
Storm had woken to find a small coin purse hanging on her door, one of red silk with burgundy clouds. But it was what was inside the purse that had her face lighting up. Inside the coin purse was a small cluster of forget-me-nots, probably the first of the season. And since she was by herself upstairs, she indulged and buried her face into them. She finished getting ready for the morning, slipping into tan breeches and a deep brown long-sleeved shirt after washing. She then took the lovely flowers downstairs to find something suitable to place them in. She settled on a glass, filling it with water before putting the flowers inside and putting it in the middle of the table. A charming center piece with the coming season. She ran her hands over her hair, a quick attempt to tame the curls and crimps, before going outside to join Ewan and Spirit.

Spirit was just newly broken to saddle, though a three year old, he had not been trained well, and it was Ewan?s pleasure to have the time in the fresh of morning while Storm slept to take the horse through the steps of learning to become a war horse. He smiled as Storm arrived at the fence of the paddock and watched the training, but with her awake, it was time to finish for the day and see to what plans they could create to fill their peaceful time.

The picnic that they decided to go on was lovely. The change of atmosphere, the ambience of the woods, all welcomed in exchange for Rhy?Din. Even though the air still held a bit of chill, it was certainly better than the harsher temperatures of winter. She even got to watch Ewan go fishing in hopes of fish for dinner. His method of fishing was so intriguing, that she watched him with fascination. Her own attempts though, were simply attempts. At first she laughed at herself, finding her movements so odd when his were graceful and sleek. But after several more failed attempts she gave his instruments back with a huff, perhaps it was better that he was the one to catch their next meal. Ewan sympathized with her frustration, but they both felt it a fair trade when she promised in exchange to cook the fish that he caught.

Storm spent a few minutes after dinner outside, just to get a look for the nightfall. The clouds offered availability for the colors of the setting sun. Cloak inside, she crossed her arms around her middle for warmth to keep her from shivering. Though her original intention was just to get another armful of logs, instead she was staying out longer than she should, her body shivering slightly as an indication.

Ewan finished cleaning up the dishes from dinner and had set the last one aside and realized Storm had been outside longer than he anticipated. He dried off his hands and walked to the door, and seeing her just standing there, he leaned against the door frame to observe in silence, but as she wrapped her arms about her, he moved from his lean and stepped up behind her, to wrap his arms about her as well adding his warmth ?The nights are still quite cool. Do you want me to get your cloak for you??

His touch did not startle her, as she had heard his approach, even if his steps were quiet. She grinned slightly and leaned back into him, resting her head just below his shoulder, since she did not quite reach it with her own height. ?No, I did not intend on staying out. Seems I was a bit distracted,? she offered with a grin, turning so that she could face him.

He loosened his hold so she turned easily about. ?Oh? Care to share in what distracted you or was it the coming of night itself that charmed you so??

She gave a half smile and nodded over to the set of clouds that still held the colors of the evening just before darkness took over. ?I am always fascinated with the colors the clouds and sun provides. It is different in every place, but beautiful just the same.?

?Mmm..," he nodded, having seen a fair few sunsets in his time, and he rubbed her shoulders lightly. ?I will leave you to enjoy it a bit longer and get the needed wood for the fire. We might need to keep it going through the night if it chills as much as it feels like it will.? He walked to the woodpile and began stacking up the logs on an arm held parallel to the ground.

The mild tension in her shoulders gave way at the light rubs to them. A last look to the clouds, before she moved to get her own stack of logs. ??Yes, seems the cold has not left us yet.? Not that she sounded disappointed or anything. She would rather enjoy curling by the fire, than be outside and feel as though the sun caught her on fire. She looked to his lot of logs, before gathering her own in the same manner, judging that between the two of them they should have enough, before she headed back inside to place her set in the hearth. He followed her inside, pushed the door shut with his foot, and added his logs to the side of the hearth for later burning. He brushed off his hands and his clothes of wood debris, and then stepped aside to let her utilize her skills.

Well, there was no point in finding a secondary source to light the fire, even if he was watching. The new power that was given to her was not exactly welcomed. It still made her uneasy at times, what she had the ability to do, and did not. As the night previous, she just leaned to rest her hand on the bottom log after arranging them. Though her eyes were not visible, freckles of red appeared as she accessed her other gift. The sparks were fewer than last night, and it was not long before she had a proper fire going. She removed her hands then, and she took a small step back as she brushed the bits of wood from her deep brown long sleeved shirt.

He sat in a wingback chair, elbows on the arm rests as fingers steepled and booted feet stretched out before him. ??You're tapping into the fire element more these days. Do you still seek to pass on the guardianship or do you now seek to master it?? He gave the question a casual tone.

She shook her head slowly. ??No, I wish to pass it on. Not that I do not wish to master it, though I will admit I am not exactly fond of the idea. But, it is not my place to be a Guardian of something I am not.? She then moved to the other chair nearby to take a seat. ?Not to mention that it is unfair to that particular realm that I do not know their people truly. I am a poor representation of them. It is just not my place, nor do I have the capability to hold two guardianships.? She left matters of birthright out of the situation. Since she was constantly reminded that she should have a guardianship in each realm, and learn more, expand her powers. The nagging voices were promptly shoved to the back of her mind.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-04-05 18:26 EST
Something in her look and the words she spoke revealed an uncertain and wary reflection on the situation, so he changed the topic. ?It was fortunate for us,? He began as he patted his trim, flat middle, ?that you are a good cook. Fine meal you made for dinner. I feel as stuffed as those fish were.? His smile was easy as he looked to her.

She could not help the soft laughter that escaped her lips as she looked over to him. ?Well, we would not have had fish if you hadn't caught them. You practically charmed them out of the water.? She grinned, as her own attempts at fishing were not successful in the least bit. It started as laughter, then frustration, until she left such matters for him. ?But I am glad you enjoyed it. I do not get the chance to cook often.?

?No? Then let me not dissuade you from indulging in the practice of cooking this entire week. I shall supply you with whatever you need.? He laughed heartily, as she offered a sidelong glance to him, before he settled into a contented sigh. ?So, you cook, you play music, you can dance, command the elements upon your dainty hand, and you knit. I wonder what other great mysteries of the Lady Storm will be revealed to me this week. Perhaps I will discover if you drool when you sleep.? He teased then he blinked at the unintended suggestion. ?But, naturally, only if you tell me.? He did not want her to think he had meant he would see it personally.

Her eyes narrowed slightly. ?I assure you that I do not.? But she then grinned and chuckled. She would have never assumed at the hidden suggestion that could have come from his previous statement, so his reassurance was already understood. She then grinned and tossed a found small wooden stick his way, aiming low as to not hit exposed skin. ?I see now, you've brought me out here for the chance of well-cooked meals.? Her eyes lit up with humor.

?My devious plot is found out.? He caught the stick with a whip quick snatch of his hand, as he then twirled the stick deftly between fingers. ?I shall have to now make sure you do not try to escape.? He chuckled, but made no move to compliment his joking threat; instead the stick in his hand was sent flying towards the hearth where it struck sharply between the snug space of two logs and caught flame. ?Do you like reading, and if so, what kind of things??

She chuckled softly at his words as she watched him catch the stick, before pinning into the flames. She quirked a brow at his mark, before she smiled. ?I enjoy reading, yes. Though it is another one of those things I do not get to do as much as I wish.? She brought her marred feet up, covered with thick material, resembling a pair of sturdy socks. She tucked her feet underneath her, being small enough to still have plenty room to shift so that she could face him more. ?I do not have a preference for my reading material. Rather it be folk stories, or philosophy. I have an appreciation for those who can manipulate words in ways I cannot.? Her mind drifted for a moment to the poet back at home, making a mental note to check up on Everett when they returned. She then tilted her head slightly, studying him. ?My guess is that you enjoy reading also, though the only book I've seen you with was more... informative.?

He nodded to affirm her supposition. ?I enjoy reading a great deal, and a great many things, but I find currently my time is taken up by histories.? He closed his eyes, but by the expression on his face, he was listening keenly to her. ?What kind of folk tales come from your home? I ask only because in my homeland, you would be a folk tale come to life. I am curious as to what you consider a folk tale. Are humans folk tales?? He chuckled, but not out of mocking, but he found the notion in some fashion appealing. That his plain humanity could be found as unbelievable or odd comforted his mind.

?Actually, some are, yes.? She grinned as each of them would be a fascination in each other's homeland. ?Back before it was found that humans can exist in our realm, there are stories of forbidden love, where neither could exist wholly.? She folded her hands comfortably in her lap. ?Stories between other elements, along with war stories and such. A bit of truth weaved in fantasy, as with most folk stories.? She paused, to think of more. ?Stories of bonding, lasting age, the beginnings of half-breeds. We also have a collection of folk stories from other realms now, and some of those are fond to many.?

He had opened his eyes and turned slightly in his chair to face her. ?Fascinating. I should like to read some of these stories some time. They sound familiar, but like melody changed slightly by a new player. Fascinating.? He said again with an eager grin, like a child who is told a new sweet shop has come to town.

The look on his face caused her to smile softly. ?The next time I'm home I will grab a book of them for you.? As she already had thought of one in particular.

?Storm, may I ask you something personal??

?Of course,? her smile did not diminish as she looked to him, curious to his question.

He was hesitant, feeling he should know the answer, but he could not manage to make it fit in his mind. ?If your bodies, the bodies of Elementals, are just shells, and if you are so discontent with the damage to your body, why do you not choose another?? He then added reassuringly, ?It is not that I mind your look, as you well know, but you seem uneasy now when you were not so before. I am curious as to the limits of the shell you claim as your body. Are you simply given one for the duration of your life? And how long a life is that anyway?? He chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck idly, ?Perhaps it was more than one personal question.? His hand then drifted to rest again on the arm of the chair.

Storm waved a hand absently, letting him know that his series of questions did not bother her. ?It is fine, as they are all questions to fill in the bigger picture. Yes, I call this body a shell, simply because I can choose to not be in it. I can be nothing for you to see, a blend of the air.? She shifted slightly, adjusting her legs as one started to fall asleep. ?I did not? take this body away from another. So no, I cannot change it. What you see is a representation of me. This body is every bit like yours, in the fact of aging, hunger, and that sort of thing.? A hand then reached to scratch idly on the back of her neck around her hairline. The last question she had a harder time explaining. ?The life span varies, not only between elements, but just each other in general. Yes, they are longer than a humans, but there are other races whom are longer. Much of it depends on the individual, if they are bonded, if they are of mixed blood. If they are pure, the purpose of their creation..." She offered a slight shrug.

?Bonded?? It was the only word, and she had mentioned it earlier when speaking of folk tales, for which he could not compel an appropriate definition. ?As in service to another? That can keep an Elemental living longer??

?Ah, no.? She bit on her lower lip gently, considering. It was such a complex thing to explain, and she was not be the best at explaining it, as she was not currently experiencing it. ?Bonding is... our type of marriage if you will,? a small sigh then. ?Well, no.. and yes. It is a level above marriage, commitment wise. Do you know of the common say, that two become one in a marriage?? She frowned slightly, not sure of his culture, as many are different.

He nodded that he has heard that saying, and in fact could believe it when he thought on Sylvia and Kieran. Of a couple so completely at one they did not require overt and obvious forms of affection at each moment. They understood and knew each other from mood to manner. It had always comforted him to witness it.

Pleased that at least that was something she did not have to explain, she continued. ?Bonding is a very literal twist on that. There are a series of emotional, mental and physical steps that are taken. And they can be done in a variety of ways, and you do not have to fulfill all three different steps. But, it can completely change the relationship. For example, my father was bonded to a woman, before I was created.? She just skipped the description of bonding itself, and rather, explained what it does. ?They were bonded completely, in all ways possible. There is such a ... level of intimacy that is shared at this point. Because of the steps taken, there is the ability to truly empathize. To feel each others thoughts, emotions. It is a true tie to the other person. But,? she added softly, ?there are downfalls to such serious commitments. Because you feel as the other, if one passes.... the other most likely does also. My father is one of few that have lived beyond his mate without passing with her.? She was looking at him, seeing for his reaction. She should have bitten off her tongue before going into such detail. Her father?s warning was already filling her ears.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-04-05 18:35 EST
It was as if he had been plunged in a river of ice, his breath held and finally released. ?And this is also in mixed bondings as well, true?? He knew the answer before he asked the question, but if there was a glimmer of possibility, he wanted to know it.

?It can be, though again, the results vary. If a mixed pair bond, there are some cases were only the elemental feels the results of them. But then again, there are humans whom have felt its effects.? She offered a half grin. ?I apologize. I know it is a difficult concept to grasp. I guess I am only explaining on how this affects ones lifespan. If they are bonded, and their other passes early...? Well, there was no need to finish the rest of that sentence. Not that an Elemental did not live on, as her father was the living example of that. It was just not very common.

?I see.? He offered a congenial smile. ?I have learned much this evening. And with such an adventurous day with the picnic followed by a fine dinner, I think I should find my bed.? He would build the walls back around his heart, make them stronger, defend it more fiercely, and all this he vowed to himself while maintaining an easy smile and rose from his seat. ?I hope you sleep well. Do you find your bed comfortable??

She nodded softly, with another casual biting on her lower lip. Perhaps if she was a bit more tactful, she would have chosen a different way to explain it, or rather, really not explain it at all. His smile did little to ease the growing worry. Bloody moron. ?Yes, it was fine. Ewan..? She waited until she was sure that she has his attention, before she continued. ?I do not want you to think that this is something that I would expect of you, should we ever reach that point. Just take it for knowledge, and nothing more??

He paused and looked at her, he realized his smile was too cold and he warmed it. ?You do not know me well, Storm, but I honor other traditions as well. I would not dishonor your people by offering you less than you deserved, but because this bonding, should we have ever reached that state, would have been the signing of your death, it will not happen.? His life, his mortal life, was like the piece of wood he had sent flying into the fire, so easily burned away, and he danced in flames too often. He would not condemn her to an early death, nor would he ask that she be given less than the most she could of a relationship. He, once again, felt as if he had reached too high, to someone forbidden. He sighed and looked to the stairs. ?Perhaps it is well I learned this now.?

Her own eyes went to the fire, and her hands started their silent movement in her lap. Her immediate reaction was put to rest, though she chewed on the inside of her cheek till she was sure that her voice would not reflect her emotions. She hated that fact that in his eyes, she did not know him well. And maybe she did not, but she was trying something fierce. He was hardly the sort to leave himself bare for her. ?I am sorry that you do not see your life as a gift.? She offered simply. ?It is not something you should be tossing aside. The amount of sacrifice of bonding is something I do not even know that I wish to have.? She added. ?I am not exactly someone who sits at home all day, how would I feel, if you were to feel the effects of bonding? The same as you.? She added softly before he could respond. She then rose, suddenly finding that this conversation had certainly not gone in the direction she had hoped for.

As she stepped past him, he turned to watch her move. She was right, he had to admit, that she, too, did not live a careful life. So who was condemning whom, and if she did not even want it, was it the same as not wanting what he knew he still wanted? A home, a family, somewhere to call his own where he knew there was caring beyond measure? He had no idea what to say on the conversation at hand, and sighed, bowing his head. ?I am, as always, at your will, Storm.? He offered what he could in the wake of such revelations.

She closed her eyes briefly, facing the fire with her back to him. ?It is not fair to not tell you these things. I bloody know that this is not easy, that we will, and already do, have many obstacles in our path. But,? she turned then to face him, ?let's not add more when we do not need to? Things will pan out with time. I do not wish to deny us these times of happiness over something that has yet to happen.?

He stretched out his hands to her, seeking her hands to claim and whispered, ?As you wish. We will live now and not think about tomorrow.? Or so he would give to her, even if his very being could not deny its nature to ponder every possibility; it is who he is, but he could offer his best attempt for her.

She sighed softly as she went to him, taking a pair of their joined hands to her cheek. She rubbed it gently on the back of his hand. ?That is not what I wish, as there are hopefully always tomorrows. But that is for another night.? She tugged on his hands then to bring him closer.

He moved near and tucked the information of this night into its own space in his fractured and compartmentalized mind and settled it in the past, drawing up a smile. ?Only, I must think of tomorrow morning, for if I do not sleep, you will find me extremely grumpy when you rouse me in the morning.?

She managed to muster up a chuckle, wrapping her arms around him. ?Dealing with you being grumpy would be worth it.. if it meant seeing you tomorrow morning.? She then offered a goodnight kiss that also offered comfort in such a time. Perhaps she also sought comfort for herself.

And he gave what comfort he could in that kiss, tender and sure, his arms about her, and when he broke it, he stepped aside to let her take the lead to the stairs, a teasingly light smack to her backside. ?Now, off to bed with you. And me.?

Storm Divine

Date: 2007-04-06 18:13 EST
Storm fell into a simple pattern, taking the dish that he had cleaned and drying it before setting it with the other clean dishes. She tucked her tongue in her cheek as she recalled the day?s bringing. Rather than grinning widely, she settled for a secretive smile as she took the next offered plate to dry.

Ewan grumbled as he scrubbed at a pan. ?How is possible I could have burnt it that badly?? Not that he was seeking an answer, just dumbfounded that he was having to work so hard to clean it. ?I render myself hopeless as a cook.?

She placed the dried plate onto the others as she waited for him to finish with the pan. Her smile widened ever so slightly. ?It is something that takes time, that's all. You're not a hopeless cause or anything,? she swallowed down her laughter, recalling those words given to her as a child and her knitting. She proved them wrong, even if it was many years later.

?That's a kindness, but I think I'll stop experimenting this week, or else we might starve to death,? he laughed low and briefly. He finally felt the pan was clean and handed it over to her. ?Though you worked miracles in saving that meal. It was actually edible when you added your touch to it. I'll try not to imagine how delicious it might have been if I had not tried to cook first.? He released the water from the sink and dried off his hands as he turned to lean back against the counter, arms folded. ?How about we strike a bargain. I catch our food, and you cook it this week.?

She took the cleaned pan and started the ritual of drying it. She licked her lips, again to hide her smile as she studied him. ?Hmm, a bargain is it?? She chuckled then, opening a different cupboard to place the pan. ?I suppose that would do, for if we do not have any meat, I do not think I could save much of any meal.? Which was not entirely true, but that was carefully tucked away as she dried her own hands with a rueful grin.

His hand out for hers then to seal the deal, ?Agreed then??

She glanced down at his hand, and grinned, placing her hand in his for a firm shake. ?Agreed.?

The deal concluded, an accompanying nod, he stretched his back and his arms and grinned to her. ?So, mistress of cooking, what would you like me to catch for tomorrow??

She could not help the pressing need to poke him. Well, when one exposed themselves as such, it was hardly resistible. ?It does not matter, I can fix whatever you catch.? One of very few smug smiles.

Ewan twisted at the poke, and stood up straight, crossing arms before him, then gave a bold laugh, ?Oh-ho, I see...not touting your skill are you? Very well then. I shall make it a surprise.? He grinned cheekily and then walked towards the hearth to inspect their stock of wood for the fire. ?I think I should get a few more logs.? He did not mention the fact they had not used the extra load from last night as they had gone to bed early. He did not want to recall the conversation of last night just yet.

?Good, I think I can handle your surprises,? Another grin before she nodded, glancing over to the hearth. It did not register that they had no need really for more, so instead she was all smiles. ?That sounds fine then, I will go ahead and start the fire with what is left.? And with that, she moved towards the hearth, pressing a brief kiss to his lips on her way.

The kiss exchanged as well as a smile on his way to the door and the nearby stack of wood, so he gathered, as the night before, a load of logs and skipped the kindling as with her gift, it would not be needed.

She moved to the hearth, rubbing her hands along her breeches first before she placed the logs in a sensible fashion. She accessed her gift then, urging the fire to come to life upon the logs. It did not take long, and she took a step back once she was sure it was steady.

He returned with the load of logs, pushed the door closed behind him with his booted foot, and crouched down to place the new fuel for the fire alongside the others. ?It is a nice time of year. I like it cool in the evenings like this,? he commented casually as he rose and brushed debris from his tunic and breeches.

She made her way to the couch, sitting in the corner of it tucking her legs under her so that there was enough room for him should he choose to join her. ?Why is that?? she tilted her head curious to his response.

The space available on the couch seemed inviting, and so he settled at the opposite end and stretched out his legs to the center of the room, fingers laced behind his head, and he smiled. ?It feels comfortable enough to have a fire, but not demanding a fire that I must huddle close to in order to keep warm. It is...peaceful,? which was the best explanation he could offer, though it seemed wanting in some way.

?Hmm..,? she shifted her position slightly, so that she faced him better. ?I would have to agree. I like enjoying fires, not needing them. Or being devoured by them,? a crooked smile then, as she was able to say the last part on a more ironic note than an upsetting one. It was clear that she could find humor in the situation now, and that she was no longer fearing what once was.

That irony in her voice drew a sidelong glance from him, and he was impressed with her ability to find humor in what had happened to her, and his smile made that abundantly clear. ?I must agree with you on that, and whole heartedly,? he chuckled, and then sat in contented silence, listening to her breath, the fire pop its musical sounds, and letting his mind wander.

She understood the underlying message in his smile, and it softened hers. She leaned back slightly, fitting nicely into the corner of couch, the advantages of being small. ?Are you enjoying your time away?? she asked casually.

?Yes,? he answered honestly, then looked to her. His hands moved from behind his head to relax in his lap. ?And you??

?I am,? her face slowly broke out into a silly grin. ?Can't say that the company is too bad either,? a covered foot reached to nudge his leg. Or, she assumed she was going to, as her ability to feel pressure at certain angles did not work very well.

His leg moved at the nudge, and he grinned, ?The company is superior and definitely adds to the enjoyability of the week?? he added softly, ?for many reasons.?

?For many reasons, is it?? she chuckled softly, retreating her leg to tuck it back under her. ?Be careful with what you say, otherwise it just might go all to my ego.? Even if that statement clashed with her personality, it was worth saying as she grinned.

A laugh, and he shook his head. ?I've been duly warned, but I do not think there is much of a threat of that. You seem perfectly aware of your talents, and your affect on me. If you do not have an ego yet, you're unlikely to get one.?

?Hmm, I don't know, I do not think I've affected one like you before,? she teased still, even if her words were twined with truth. A soft sigh then, as she pondered for a change of subject. ?Will you tell me of your father, Ewan? I do not believe I have heard you speak of him before.?

?My father?? the question took him aback slightly, and other than the brief mention of his father when he told her of a childhood memory, she was right. He did not speak of his family to much of anyone, particularly about his father. ?Of course...what would you like to know??

?Whatever you are willing to tell me,? she said simply, repeating words that she had said to him before.

?Well,? he cleared his throat as he tried to think of a phrase to describe his father, ?does graciously stern make sense?? He quirked a grin.

Storm smiled softly, ?Yes, it does.? Her mind already went to the few that went to that category.

?He was the guard of the Yransea family before me, and it was he who brought me to the path of the sword,? he scratched lightly at his stiches. ?He died seven years ago.?

?I'm very sorry to hear that,? she said genuinely. ?He sounds like he was a good man, much like yourself.? She then wrinkled her nose and shifted so that she could reach over and bat his hand away from his face. ?You'll make them worse, scratching them.? she said idly, her eyes bright.

?It itches,? he complained and pouted, rather of what he might have looked like as a young boy, but then he sighed and the fleeting glimpse was gone. ?My father, Corin his name,? he was not sure if she understood the traditions of their naming, ?was a good man.?

?Corin,? a series of blinks, ?Corin?s son.? Intrigued at the concept, she leaned back into the corner again. ?Like father, like son then,? she gave a half-smile.

?I can only hope.?

?Speaking of fathers,? his smile broadens, curving the stitches oddly, ?just how would I go about getting a letter to your father??

?Ah, well?? her brows furrowed slightly, ??I can open a portal for you, and you can slip it inside. It will get to him.?

The furrowing of her brow caused his to do the same. ?I do not wish for it to be difficult for you, but I would feel better with some word for him that he at least supports our trying for a relationship before you kick me out.? he reached to tickle her knee.

She giggled, a rarity in itself, and bats away his tickling hand. ?Oh no, it's not that it is difficult. I suppose it is not something I ever think of. I know there are.. other ways, as I somehow end up with a bloody pile of letters all the time.? a wry grin.

He laughed at her giggling and stopped tickling her knee. ?Well, if it is not difficult, then I will have a letter for tomorrow that I would like have sent to him at your convenience, of course.? He then remarked, ?So, popular are you??

Storm wrinkled her nose at the idea, ?Popular for complaints. Hardly any of them are welcomed by far.? A cheeky grin then. ?There are things that I have sign here and there, but they are all mostly informative. And boring,? she added with a chuckle.

?Mmm...the strictures of being a leader. I know it will from the Baron's face when he leaves his study late at night.? he laughed low.

She laughed also. ?Yes, it is never enjoyable. Though I breeze by with most of it, as the other Guardians take most of them. I handle very few in comparison. Mostly because I am not there as often. The real reason of my 'field work', the paperwork that awaits me otherwise,? she said with a wicked grin.

He chuckled and shook his head. ?I am fortunate to not have such...responsibilities. My work is rarely documented, except sometimes its outcome,? the twist of a smile, he scratched at the stitches again, then scowled. ?These need to come out. They're a nuisance.?

She laughed, reached for the hand that constantly wanted to scratch, and pressed a kiss to its palm. ?I know they are not enjoyable, dear one. I do not think that they are ready to come out either.? but she leaned to get a better look, in case she stood corrected.

Ewan tilted his head for closer examination. ?Are you sure? I feel like ripping them out with my bare hands, not that I could of course,? he smirked.

?Hmm, it would be best that you did not do that,? Storm chuckled as she narrowed her eyes to get a better look with the lighting. ?They are healing very well though. I would say you could take them out within the week.?

?I suppose I can wait until then.? He rested his head against the back of the couch, sliding down slightly, then he motioned an arm out to her, urging her to join him in his lean so he could wrap an arm around her.

?Are you sure?? she said with a grin, shifting so that she could slip between him and his arm. Her legs were still up, but rather under her, they rested comfortably bent. ?I cannot control what you do in your sleep,? she paused only so that she could settle her head gently in the crook of his neck. ?I might have something, to ease the itch.?

His arm wrapped around her and snuggled her comfortably close to his side. A sidelong look to her, curiously asked ?Oh??

An arm went around his middle loosely, and she sighed with contentment. ?It is a cream made from this plant called numbweed. It is from the city of Katmai, the place I went to while you were away. It is usually to ease pain, but it will ease itching just the same.?

?I just might try that before I go to sleep. I think I've discovered I'm rubbing my cheek in my sleep as I wake up with it more sore looking than when I go to bed.?

She nodded before nuzzling her forehead against his neck gently, ?I will give you the bottle before then. So that way we can take the stitches out sooner rather than later, as I'm sure your rubbing is not helping.? Not that it was his fault, and her voice clearly reflected so. ?Either that or we tie your hands together before you sleep.? she chuckled softly.

?There are better ways to keep my hands busy,? and the variety of innuendos to that comment, not all of them his intention, brought his free hand up to rub the nape of his neck. ?So, what shall we do tonight?? And he realized that did not actually help matters, so he clarified, ?Read??

She tucked her tongue in her cheek as she listened to him. She of course, did not read into the possible innuendos, but she always found it interesting when he went out of his way to cover over them. ?Did you have something in mind??

Storm Divine

Date: 2007-04-06 18:17 EST
His smile said yes, but his voice said, "Not really. I could just sit here in contented silence." And as if to make his point, he closed his eyes, smiling peacefully, and simply was.

When he truly fell into silence, she leaned back far enough to glance at his face. She smirked then, though she found him charming all the same. ?If you really wanted to, I doubt that you would have brought the subject up.? her smirk turned into a grin, though her eyes narrowed on him. Unpredictable, this one.

One eye opened and slid a green iris her way. ?Hmm...possibly. Or I could have just been giving you the opportunity to speak your wishes.?

She nearly huffed, torn as to which direction he was pulling her in, though she was still grinning all the same. ?Are you going to make me beg as to what it is that you wish to do.. or read, for that matter??

He laughed broadly and sat up, his arm coming out from behind her as he near doubled over. ?No, I will not make you beg, but it tells me you have no desires tonight. So,? he stood up promptly, his hand out to her as he bowed formally, ?let us gather cloaks and go outside to dance.?

She chuckled at him, raising a brow, ?We go from reading to dancing?? but she placed her hand in his as she stood and used the momentum to raise to her toes so her lips might touch gently to his.

The brush of her lips against his warmed him and he grinned, ?We'll read after. An adventure story. Or perhaps a scary story?? He led her to the door and took down her cloak to place about her shoulders, his own he swirled about his shoulders. He opened the door for her, ?After you, beloved.?

She followed him, chuckling, ?A thrilling story either way.? Giving her lack of preference, she grinned as he placed the cloak around her shoulders, recalling his words when she herself had stitches in her back. An excuse to be close, not that she minded. ?Thank you,? she said to the door being opened, as she slipped through. She walked a few feet, before turning to face him, her steps backwards. ?Is the outdoors our ballroom, then??

He walked outside, his arms wide and reached to the sky alive with stars and moon on the clear night, ?Can you think of a more elegant or grand setting??

At his arm movement, she glanced up, though she already knew what she was going to be greeted with. ?Not really,? she readily admitted. ?If there were clouds out, I might say dancing upon them would be very grand also. But, I always prefer outside to a giant room.? Her gaze went from the sky back to him.

Ewan bowed, his hand out for hers, ?May I have this dance, my lady??

A half smile, before placing her hand in his and took a step towards him. ?Of course,? she then placed her other hand on his shoulder. ?And what type of dance do I have the pleasure to share with you??

?I think,? he mused as he turned her hand about in his and they stepped close together, his other hand light upon her back, ?perhaps a waltz to begin.? And he swayed slightly back and forth to give her the feeling of the tempo, particularly since they lacked audible music, before he swirled them into the light thrumming steps of a grand waltz.

A dance she was familiar with, it did not take her long to find his tempo, and to match his strides. Even with her boots, she managed to be more than light and graceful on her feet. The dance was a particular favorite, and her smile was bright as she studied him at her closer proximity. ?You never cease to surprise me,? she said softly, continuing to follow his lead.

?It is my particular skill,? he grinned cheekily as he turned her about their grand ballroom floor of new grass ?But eventually, I will be pass?,? he laughed softly as the dance carried them back to the soft glow coming from the cabin windows and then into the deeper darkness only lit silvery by moon and stars.

She hardly noticed the difference in the lighting, as all she was looking to was his sharp green eyes that she was fond of. She turned when she was guided with ease, with unfaltering rhythm ?Well see of that,? was all she offered, somehow doubting the fact of him lacking surprises. Her lips then twitched into a smile at a particular memory as they continued to let the moonlight and stars light their path. ?I remember when we first danced, your surprise at the end when I lifted us.?

?It was shocking, I will admit. I have a tendency to...keep to the ground when I am moving,? then a laugh, ?or at least have some warning if I'm going to lose the connection with the earth.? He slowed the pace until the dance came to its conclusion and he bowed over her hand to brush his lips lightly over her knuckles.

A silent rap inside of her ribcage when his lips grazed her knuckles as she curtsied, acting as if she was in an elegant dress. ?Well, how else was I going to make a single dance memorable?? She mused, not exactly expecting an answer in return as she grinned.

?You certainly succeeded,? he smiled as he straightened, and he kept her hand in his ?It is not a dance I will be forgetting.?

A sheepish grin then, more than happy to keep her hand in his. She studied the way the moonlight displayed the unique color of his hair, before saying softly, ?Nor will I forget this one under the stars.?

He stepped close, his free hand moved to caress across her cheek and glided into the softness of her hair where it remained as he lowered to whisper close ?Nor shall I,? but he did not close the distance between their lips and instead drew his hand free of her hair and stood straight once more as he lifted her hand still in his and gave a slight urge to set her into a brief twirl. ?Shall we try a more spirited dance??

Her lips tingled as he came close, and her breath caught. But then he moved away, and she let the held breath out. Silent thoughts hummed pleasantly as she laughed softly at the twirl he urged her at. ?Yes, I would like that.? Her fingers itched for her fiddle, as she yearned to play the music for them. But.. she would be more willing to dance with him than to play and not dance at all.

He grinned and started to hum a tune as he guided her through the steps of turns and lifts; his humming was fine, but he could not make a living with it, he can kept to the tune and the tempo, all while twirling, lifting, turning, and hopping through the steps of the lively country dance.

Being interested in his tune as well as his dance, she was again quick to pick up tempo, as well as the quick steps to accompany them. It was not so different from her own, a quicker step here, a step left rather than right. It was here that a glimpse of her agility was offered, smooth movements to blend with his. She then laughed softly, enjoyment and pleasure both bright in her eyes as she happily followed his lead.

Her laugh lightened his countenance, and he joined in that laughter briefly, her ease in learning the dance kept them whirling out in the grass with lively grace. Breath was not spared for conversation, but he matched her smile and her deft steps until finally the dance came to its end and he twirled her into the final pose and then gave a bow, his breathing a bit deeper but not labored. ?You are a fine dancer and magnificent dance partner. Thank you.?

After the ending twirl, more soft laughter escaped her briefly. There was something so carefree in the lively movements outside, with no music but the rhythm of each other. Her breath was not labored either, but her cheeks were flushed, her body temperature warmer against the crisp night. A last curtsy, to his bow, as she smiled warmly to his compliment. Had her face not already been flushed, it would have been then. ?Thank you, as you are possibly lighter on your feet than many of my own,? a quick grin.

?High praise indeed, thank you,? he bowed to the compliment, then motioned to the door. ?Shall we??

She nodded with a bright smile before she started for the door, making a point to get there first so that she could open it for him. Why not? A cheeky grin was offered as she waited for him to slip through before she followed.

Ewan chuckled as he stepped through with a slightly backward bow in thanks for the opening of the door. He took of his cloak and placed it on the hook by the door and then went to drop down on the rug covered floor before the fire and stretched out with a smile not unlike a cat that got the cr?me, groaning then sighing the stretching of his muscles until he looked to just relax on the floor.

Storm not far behind him, only she managed to slip her boots off before hanging her own cloak to follow him. She then peered down at him and his stretching, before shaking her head and chuckling. She then sat back into the corner of the couch with a small sigh, before a sidelong glance to his stilled frame. ?Perhaps you wish to retire early??

He propped himself up on elbows and looked to her, ?Trying to be rid of me? Have a secret rendezvous?? he teased.

She chuckled, and rolled her eyes. ?That was only last night, not this eve,? she teased in turn with a wink before shaking her head. ?I just do not want you falling asleep on me, that?s all,? cheeky grin.

?You've not exhausted me..,? he matched her grin, ? ...yet.? He dropped back to lay flat on the floor, his hands loose across his abdomen, then he lifted one foot at a time and removed his boots and tossed them towards the door. He wiggled his toes in the thin, soft woolen socks as he stretched his legs back out.

She watched him bring his feet to him, rather than sitting up to reach down to untie his boots. The movement was oddly amusing and she chuckled, grey hues following the boot to meet its fate near the door. She then looked back to him, the warmth of the nearby fire soothing. ?Did you not have something in mind to read??

?I did select the dances. It would be,? he grinned, ?nice if I did not have to make all the decisions this night.? One hand reached out to poke at one of her legs.

Grateful enough that he was unable to poke the flesh of her legs, she reached her foot to nudge him in return. ?I did not bring anything to read,? she complained innocently.

?Well,? he said as he smoothly rose up from his position on the floor, a smirk at her for the nudge along the way, ?neither did I, but there's got to be something around here worth reading.? He went to explore the portion of the room in a corner behind the stairs and lifted the lid of a chest and started rummaging through it, snickering at the layers of junk he finds.

Ewan?s rummaging had her rising as well, peering around the corner to see what he was looking through. She raised a brow and chuckled softly. ?I might have seen something up in my room?,? she offered casually, though her eyes were bright with secrets as she went up the stairs without a single sound.

?Oh? Well, that might do,? he said without looking up and, not realizing she had left, he continued to rummage through the stuff, mumbling about the worth, or lack of, the items he finds there


Storm Divine

Date: 2007-04-06 18:19 EST
Once she made it up the stairs, she continued in her silent trip to her room, where she found a similar looking chest. The only noise heard was herself opening it, and a mild stream of curses. Apparently she miscalculated the weight of the top, as it fell again on her fingers smartly. ?Bloody thing, all for a book or two,? she muttered, before opening the chest correctly, revealing several leather bound books.

He stopped his search sharply at an unexpected sound from upstairs. He rose to his feet and saw Storm no longer upon the couch. He moved to the bottom of the stairs and called up, ?Storm??

?Yes?? she called over her shoulder, pausing in her search. ?I found some, what were you in the mood for?? She then glanced at her abused fingers, wrinkling her nose at the lasting ache.

He trotted up the stairs and came down the short hallway to her room. He walked inside and moved to peer over her shoulder at what treasures of books she had found. ?Anything that will give me a good reason to keep you close,? he teased, then asked, ?What are our options??

She chuckled, her free hand moving to hold her fore and middle finger on the other, adding pressure to soothe before looking down at the chest. ?Ah... there are a few of Shakespeare's plays in here, as well as George Chapman, Richard Edwardes, and John Fletcher.? She squinted to look across at the other side, reaching over. ?Your friend has a interesting variety,? she said, holding a copy of The Divine Comedy by the Italian philosopher Dante. ?Any will keep me close,? she added with a grin.

He noted her holding two of her fingers, ?Did you hurt yourself? Let me see how bad it is.?

A sheepish grin as she offered her right hand, the fore and middle finger showing signs of little blood underneath the fingernails. Other than that, her fingertips were just red. ?Aye, seems I lost a match to the chest.?

?Ahh..,? he sighed sympathetically, but not without some humor, and touched a light kiss to the assaulted fingers. ?You should probably run some cool water over them to help with the swelling. I'll make the reading choice and meet you back downstairs.? He had his eyes already on a particular Shakespeare play.

The humor was noted, and she offered a half grin, ?Seems I cannot manage to remain unharmed for long.? And with that, she pressed a kiss to his cheek, and then stood, knees making their usual protest. She exited her room and went back down the stairs, heading for the kitchen, turning on the sink and sticking her fingers under the cold stream as instructed.

With unconcealed eagerness he turned for the collection of books and retrieved the Shakespeare play entitled Twelfth Night, and hurriedly opened it to the opening line and began to read as he meandered back out of her room and down the hall, continued easily, without looking, down the steps and over to the couch. ?This fellow was a master, and would he had come from my homeland.? He dropped onto the couch looking over the text. ?I was given to discovery of Shakespeare by Kiema. I have enjoyed reading his work ever since.?

Once the dull ache was masked by numbness from the cold, she turned off the water and dried her hand before heading for the couch. ?We have only a handful of his plays back at home, though many enjoy his work.? Storm settled on the couch near him, but not close enough to touch him. She tilted her head as to read the binding. ?Twelfth Night,? she read, mind filing through other titles, before she straightened her head to a more comfortable position. ?I do not believe I have read this one.?

Eager to share his thoughts, ?I have read it but once or twice, and it is a comedy. Separated brother and sister by a tragedy at sea, they both come upon the same land. And mistaken identities and mixed up triangles of love all come round in a merry chase,? he beamed smile. ?I recall it being not always funny, but it turns out well in the end.? He paused and closed the book, ?But we can chose another if you like.?

She raised a brow as she looked at him, ?Why chose another? I would like to read this with you, particularly one you enjoy.?

?Then if we are to read together, you might wish to come closer, or is there a reason you sit so as not to touch me?? Ewan had noted her carefully chosen proximity. ?Shall I bathe first?? he chuckled.

She slanted him a look, before chuckling, ?No, it is not that,? on the contrary, she rather liked his scent, one that she could only catch when she was close. Her cheeks then redden slightly, ?I just did not know how close you wish for me to be.? There might have been volumes behind that, but for now, it was simply used for her proximity.

He smiled, ?As close as you wish,? He reopened the book, found the list of the Dramatis Personae as well as the first scene, then whispered, ?Just tell me when you are ready to turn the page.?

Had it been any other sort of book, she would have suggested that they read it out loud. But, with it being a play, she would get lost, tagging their voices to a variety of characters. In silence was probably best. She then shuffled closer, pressing a kiss absently to his shoulder as she studied the list of characters on the page. Viola, Orsino, Olivia... tagging them to the quick note next to them. She then nodded, signaling that she was ready.

A smile as he pursued the reading of the beginning with eager eyes, his unoffending cheek resting on the top of her head and turned pages when she indicated for him to do so. He found she read faster than he, but only in so much he was sometimes lifting his head and stealing a glance to her face so he might witness her reaction to parts of the play, but it did not delay the turning of the pages, and he was glad he had read it before, for now he could enjoy it afresh through her.

She did not realize that she was quicker than he, only indicating when she had finished. If she would have known, she would have slowed her pace, but her mind was ever eager for the new story. She grinned as Valentine reminded the Duke that Olivia paid him no heed. Her face was left unguarded, as open as the book before her. She chuckled softly, as the Duke practically ignored the man's words and continued to dwell upon his love for Olivia.

Each soft expression, touch of laughter, reached him and he echoed the sentiments, and as he held the book unconsciously rubbed lightly the irritating stitches of his cheek, but continued upon the exchange of wit and words, the cheatings of love spoken on behalf of others, he dared to break her reading with a whispered question, ?Do you like it??

So engrossed was she that she did not even notice that his hand went to rub against the stitches. ?Hmm?? she blinked a few times, the glaze that was forming over them disappeared as she lifted her head to smile at him, answering softly. ?I do, already a charming choice. This Orsino fellow seems a bit distracted by his own created reality,? she grinned.

?Not unlike others we know,? he grinned but then fell into silence to continue on with the reading.

She chuckled in agreement before resting her head to his shoulder again and continuing through the text. Through the second scene, her face remained mostly curious as to the plot that was unfolding. She was already creating common threads within the story, the tales of losing some by sea being the first. Her eyes widened slightly as Viola proclaimed that she was going to dress to be a eunuch in order to serve to duke. By the end of the second scene, she was completely relaxed and at ease against him. Her eyes were glazed over from the lack of blinking, though they were also half opened.

He took the half lidded look as weariness and does not press her, but asked gently, ?Would you care to continue the text tomorrow? Perhaps it is too late for reading.?

Storm made an attempt to keep her lids peeled back and she smiled sheepishly, ?Perhaps so, I would rather wait to enjoy it tomorrow than to continue to read and not remember it on the morrow,? she made no indication of movement though, the warmth from being curled up against him was more welcoming than moving away.

Ewan closed the text and set it aside. With great care, he drew her close with arms wrapped warmly about her. A kiss to the top of her head, he cocooned himself in the warm glow of having her near that also constricted and tightened the center of him.

She was not completely lax as he adjusted her, for her arms went around his middle before she relaxed against him fully again. A soft sigh parted her lips, as she heard the soothing sound of his heartbeat within his chest. ?I like the smell of you,? she said absently, though it was practically muffled against him.

A light hearted, breathy laugh, the outward expression of a strange thrill that ran along his spine, ?I enjoy the smell of you as well, but come now, I should see you to bed,? and he rose and gathered her up in his arms smoothly, cradling her against his chest.

She smiled slightly as he picked her up so easily, and did nothing to stop the movement. She mumbled, something along the lines of ?knight.. shining armor? before forcing herself to blink, and she cleared her throat, ?I'm sorry, I did not realize I was so tired.? She adjusted her head slightly so that she could look up to him.

?It's okay, beloved. It is rest you deserve and should take advantage of while it is here.? With all his skill at his command, he took the stairs in such fluid and soft motion, that it would be hard to tell he did not float up them. He walked down the hall to her room and turned inside. He did not presume she would sleep as she was, and she would probably rise up again to prepare for bed, but still he lay her gently down upon the bed.

?Hmm,? was her only response as he carried her up the stairs and to her room. She was doing her best, to keep her eyes open, even if it was barely. Once he set her down gently on her bed, she smiled up at him, raising a hand to graze his uninjured cheek. His other cheek. Right. Through the haze of sleepiness, she remembered what she promised to give him. She moved onto her elbows to the opposite side of the bed where her pack was, rummaging only for a few minutes. She the produced a small glass bottle, and offered it to him, propping herself up with her free elbow. ?Here, use this before you go to bed so you do not itch in your sleep.?

He smiled as she remembered even in her weariness, and he took the bottle, then pressed a soft kiss to her lips before whispering, ?Good night.?

The soft kiss was returned warmly, before she whispered against his lips, ?Good night, dear one.?

He stepped from her bedside and exited the room reaching to close the door behind him but paused for one last smile to her before he closed it.

She then forced herself to sit up, returning his last smile, waiting for the door to close before she stood. She then quickly changed into her clothes before moving back to the bed, falling asleep almost immediately.


Storm Divine

Date: 2007-04-08 02:46 EST
He stacked up the wood for the evenings fire, and left it to her when she was ready to light it. With that tended to, he took up his whet stone and a dagger and sat on a chair, sharpening the edge of the blade. He called to her. ?You did a great job with the meal again.?

She slanted him a look as she moved towards the hearth. ?Thank you, though I was not expecting you to bring partridges.? She chuckled before leaning in to the light the wood. The flames met the wood quicker with each passing night. She then straighted, but only to sit on the floor near the fire, arms behind her and having her covered feet be the closest to the flames. She peered at his stone then. ?What kind are you using??

He grinned at her admission. ?Well, you do say I always surprise you.? Then he stopped sharpening the blade and looked at the stone in his hand ?A type of chert. Are you a collector of stones as well?? He smiled and offered the stone out for her inspection.

A rueful smile was offered, but she took the stone for her own inspection. ?Not exactly, and earth usually does not settle well with me.? She looked to the stone, turning it in her hands, before offering it back to him. ?I just use a different one, is all.?

?What do you use?? He returned to keening the edge of the dagger, forearms rested on his knees for support in the motion and curved him forward.

?I do not know the name of it.? She said idly, setting her arms behind her again to support her. ?All I know is that it is black, and pure. A Earth gave it to me a few years ago.? Her thoughts drifted slightly towards the handful she had left at home. She was sure that Jeremiah was not too pleased with her. ?I'm not fond of the thing, but it does a good job just the same.?

?That's all we can ask of anything I suppose. That it do a good job.? And he finished up. Rising from the chair, he stepped towards the door where his belt was hooked beneath his cloak and replaced the whetstone in the small pouch and tucked the dagger back in its sheath. He turned to face her, hands clasped behind him, and smiled. ?So, what shall we have tonight, hm? ?

She looked up at him as he returned with a grin. ?Restless, are you?? She attempted to reach towards his leg to give it a poke. ?I thought you liked watching the fire for hours??

?Oh, I do, that is certain, just did not want you to feel neglected.? He smiled and returned to the chair where he sat back, arms resting upon the arms of the chair let his hands dangle over the ends. His feet were pulled up close to the legs of the chair, and he proceeded to watch the flames and mull over the thousands of bits of information he tucked away in his mind, whatever the flames called up.

Her attention shifted between him and the flames, letting the moments of silence pass. There was something just not quite right. She wasn't able to place her finger on it, but he was mulling over his thoughts more, dwelling more than usual. A difference in pace. She asked quietly.?What is troubling you so, dear one?? A last glance to him.

Ewan closed down the machinations of his mind and gave her a reassuring smile. ?Nothing more than usual. Just thinking on a variety of things in general.? He changed the subject. ?Do you think it will take long for the letter to arrive to your father?

She resisted pressing her lips together, accepting whatever was in his mind was going to stay there. She then shook her head slowly. ?Not at all. I would not be surprised if you had a letter come tomorrow or the day next.?

That lifted brows in amazement. ?Truly? Well,? He cleared his throat and relaxed back again. ?this will be settled one way or the other more quickly than I thought.?

She offered a small shrug. ?I told you that the letter would find him, as the one in return will find you.. or probably me rather.? A half grin then. ?When paper does not need to be transported by man or horse, it makes things move a bit faster.?

?So it does indeed?. Something between admiration and consternation, but he grinned the same and rubbed at his lower lip as he dwelled some on the implications of such a system that would never work in his homeland, but still, here it might.

She nodded in agreement, letting her arms relax as she lays her back flat to the floor. Her hands went behind her head and she bent her right knee up. The warmth from the flames were soothing, and so she made no effort to move from the floor as of yet. ?Are your stitches still bother you??

?Not particularly as much when using that salve you gave me. I managed to wake up this morning without the wound looking pink with rawness.? Then a firm decision spoken. ?I will remove the stitches tomorrow.?

She glanced up at the stitches, before nodding in agreement. Having well her fair share of them, she considered his ready. ?You might have little scarring, since you broke one earlier. Perhaps the dangerous look with stay with you yet.? A quick grin.


She continued to look out the window at the rain as her mind filtered through last night. They had then finished the entire play of Twelfth Night, each so engrossed in the story that they just had to finish it without setting it aside for another night.

And then they had awakened to the soft drumming of the rain. Though it had them inside for most of the day, they spend some time to enjoy the soft fall. Which ended with them returning absolutely soaked to the skin, taking cover in the cabin to escape the chance of a cold.

He also did as he said, and removed his stitches. The pink line would fade after time, but for now, the mark was visible. She of course, commented on his dangerous look, but without her opinion.

And now he was off tending Spirit, before going to hunt for their dinner. She did not mind the silence, save the rain. It was soothing, which was one of many aspects that she wanted while she was away. She frowned slightly and squinted her eyes at what she saw coming towards the cabin. Two white... letters. She chuckled and quickly moved to the door to get them. Her father's timing was perfect. The letter came right to her, and were both dry. She moved back inside, and looked down, to see which one was addressed to her.

She tucked Ewan's letter under her arm as she opened the other, starting for the stairs. A variety of emotions toyed with her features, amusement, knowing joy, mild confusion, irritation. She read it over again. And then a third time as she entered her room.

The first half of the letter was to be expected. The second half was not. Apparently Jeremiah was indeed upset with her. Enough to bring her father into her absence. Bugger all things.

She set down Ewan's letter on top of her bed, before searching through her pack to find her ink and quill. She then took a few moments to find a fresh piece of parchment, before she sat down to reply to her fathers concerns.

She did not tell him that she was away with Ewan, but just taking a week to catch her breath. Which to a degree was true, though her motivation for keeping things from her father bothered her. What did it matter, really? She knew well enough, as she signed her name to the bottom. She blew on it gently, before folding it. She had forgotten her wax and her stamp, and so she folded it so that it would not open against the winds. No matter, he father would know. Leaving the other letter unopened, she walked back down the stairs to open the door and the portal that she had made yesterday, letting the letter slip through.

She then walked inside and moved towards the hearth, stopping at another window. What was it that he was bringing this time? She grinned, before continuing her plan of starting a fire. She would be ready for it, whatever it was.


Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-04-08 16:17 EST
Ewan tended Spirit with care after a thorough workout. The horse improved day by day in his gait and signals. Far from the war horse that was Zesperis, still, he held some promise. The good fortune of rain, admittedly one of Ewan's favorite types of weather, allowed him to work with the horse on foot placement and strengthening limbs. Together they worked out balances as the center of the combined instrument that was man and horse shifted with the slippery ground. In such times Ewan felt alive through ever fiber of his being as he controlled and maneuvered in a careful dance with the great animal beneath him.

There were other times he felt such a way, and that was on the hunt. Whether for dinner or for duty, when he stalked his prey, the feeling of being so wholly connected to the world around him thrummed along his muscles. Rain had pushed animals to their dens, and a particularly small herd of wild pigs that rarely ventured far from their rocky den were huddled in mass together against the weather. Ewan's approach was not taken well, and he made sure to keep out of distance from the younger, more aggressive members of the family. Instead, he took aim and lodged one dagger in the eye of an elder, smaller pig. The herd scattered at the attack, and Ewan kept an eye on them as he trussed up his prize. A smirk wondering what Storm would think of the meal for tonight -- wild pig.

As with many thoughts, it careened into another. Out here he could let his thoughts be free, even cruel. Perhaps that callow youth still hid inside him somewhere, trying to turn him back to those ways. It was the simple fact that they came from such different worlds. A feeling that she settled for him. That it was not necessarily him, but the idea of a relationship she was seeking. And what was he seeking came the following thought bumping its way forward without waiting for him to dwell upon the last. A mirror image of him? His face contorted with spite for that thought. No, but perhaps an image of something he could attain? Something to keep him centered. A strong individual, that had the goodness and patience to understand he had secrets he could never tell, and guide him back from the dark places he sent his mind and body.

It sounded so contrite even in his own mind, but he had seen how it worked with his father and mother, and even his father did not go as deep into the darkness as Ewan. His mother had been able to read his father's moods without question. Know when to press and when to keep quite. Did that just come with time, or had they always been that way?

The cabin came up and he rounded its corner, careful to shakes as much excess water from him and the carcass as he could before he stepped inside with a smile of triumph for his catch of the day.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-04-09 13:19 EST
?I did not know that there were wild pigs out here.? She said casually, setting the last plate on top of others. A brief glance out a window towards the trees, the soft rain drops a reminder that it was raining still, before she moved to dry her hands. ?I hope the rain did not bring too much trouble catching them.?

He stood at the window, watching the rain and remarked. ?There's a small herd of them a bit west of here, but they like to remain near their den when it is raining, so,? He grinned over his shoulder to her, ?the rain actually helped.?

She chuckled, before moving past him towards the hearth, her hand grazed his back lightly as she did so. ?It will rain through the night, and a bit through the morning.? A soft smile, as she placed another log on top of the dying flames to add more life. ?Should clear by mid-morning tomorrow.?

A thrilling tremble spread across his back at her touch, and he quirked a brow, then looked out the window and back to her. He could sense probabilities in the weather, particularly when a storm was coming, but such accuracy was beyond him. He turned, ?I suppose that's part of your talent, too. Knowing the weather??

She nodded and took a step back away from the hearth as the new log caught afire. ?So long as my gift thrives, yes. Though I could probably still have a decent judgment by looking.?

He walked toward her, his hand reached to rest upon her near elbow, ?Gift thrives?? He needed more explanation of that.

?As you have stated before, there are places that do not yield magic as others.? She offered a smile at his touch. ?But, let's say I am in a city that is underground, like Lladrana. My gift is not very strong there, as it would be to an Earth. I cannot reign power everywhere.? a half-grin then. ?There is a balance to things.?

?Oh, so you are not the all powerful Storm come to play with the elements and bend them to her will?? He grinned and tried to pull her into his arms. ?I suppose the elements are not as easily put to your will as I am.?

She chuckled and went into his arms, resting her cheek against his chest. ?Nothing is ever easy.? She said with a grin, before she rose to the platforms of her feet to press a light kiss to his jaw line.

?In the case of us, no, it is not, but I suppose we must both like a challenge.? He smiled, ignored the warning in his mind, and pressed a kiss to her forehead. ?So, what shall we do tonight since we finished the play last night. Cards? Do you know chess? I think there's a set in the chest over there. Or...perhaps you would just like to be and talk about whatever comes to mind.? He chuckled as he offered up the extent of his thoughts.

?I know of chess, and I would tell you that I'm horrid at it, but then you might take advantage of me.? She said with a chuckle. She took a small step back, to gently break their warm embrace. ?Though you've reminded me that I have something for you."

?Oh?? He reluctantly let her step away, his hands moved to clasp behind his back. ?You do realize that in courting where I come from it is typically the man who gives the gifts,? a teasing grin.

She laughed softly. ?And when have I ever been typical? But it is not a gift that I have... exactly. I'll be a back in a moment.? A light squeeze to his arm, before she backed away completely and started up the stairs in the oddly silent fashion.

His mouth twisted slightly in confusion, but he fell back on his patience, as he would learn soon enough. Turning to face the fire, he crouched down before it and contemplated its mesmerizing dance of flames.

Once she stepped into her room, she looked between the closed letter, and the one already opened. She took the opened one, and placed it in her pack to remain hidden. She pressed her lips together at other bearing news on it. She then schooled her features as she took the letter addressed to him. She was going to make a point to be unreadable, as he always found a way to trace her feelings. A brief glance down at the waxed seal, the deep grey stamped with the symbol of her being, before going back down the stairs. She then headed for him, a mental check to make sure she was not even close to smiling, but not frowning either. ?Here.? She offered the letter to him.

He scanned her features, she was purposely being careful, and that did not help matters, but he took the letter and looked it over, then quirked a brow, sliding green eyes to her. ?From your father I take it.?

She nodded, her now free hands sliding behind her back comfortably. She was also trying to study his features, though there were little times that she was successful. ?It arrived while you were catching dinner.? A glance towards the flames then. ?You do not... have to open it in front of me, if you do not wish to.? She already offered him an escape, so that he would not feel uncomfortable. Not that she was really helping that matter, and she used all control to make sure her lips did not curl.

He continued to study her features. ?He sent you one as well, then,? for he could only surmise that is why she well schooled her features and lacked any eagerness to the news. He did not wait for a response, but looked over the letter again, the seal that stood there as a wall to either be scaled or avoided. Turning for the door, he called over his shoulder: ?I will return momentarily.? And he walked outside, standing just beneath the small lip of roof that protected him from much of the rain to break the seal, and pause before unfolding the parchment.

?Yes, I did.? She replied, her attention going back from the flames to him. She nodded in response and he left to go outside. Once she heard the door click, she grinned and moved over to the couch to claim a seat. It was not cruel, so she thought, she just did not want to give it away. Though, she figured he would have a word to say of that. She rested into the corner comfortably, grinning slightly as she waited. Though she would make sure to change her expression when the door opened again.

He finally opened the letter and read it over. Then he read it again. He chuckled and shook his head. One hand rubbed over his face and he looked back to the door. ?Well,? he whispered, ?if she's going to be like that. Let us see how she handles it turned about on her.? And just as he was going to go back in and play the part of rejected suitor, a part he knew all too well, he stopped. ?No, I'll not start it this way. There are enough obstacles.? He did not need to create more. So, he walked inside with the smile he felt and pointed at her, ?You...? he grinned. ?...are getting better at hiding your emotions, unless you are not pleased with what your father had to say.?

?Me?? She replied, taking on an innocent look as she placed a hand flat just below her neck. ?Why would I be displeased?? She said, the grin she had held showed, and her eyes were bright. ?I could not give it away so, as you almost always know what I am thinking.?

He tucked the letter away between his vest and the tunic beneath as he walked over to her. ?Well, this time I could not tell, and that made me uneasy,? he laughed and sat on the floor at her feet. ?So, now I have permission to court you, though I am required to meet with your father. I suppose you should arrange that.?

She leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees so that could rest her forehead against his. ?I know it, and I will. Though it can wait for a few more days.?

He smiled up to her. ?Of course.? Then his eyes narrowed, ?May I be so bold as to ask what his letter said to you? Does he know of our week long escape??

?No, he does not,? she answered honestly. ?But he does know that I am not in Rhy'Din either. Do you worry of us being here?? She leaned back far enough so that she could see his entire face. It was something that had been playing in her own mind, and was almost certain it was in his as well. She reached for one of his hands so that she could graze her lips against his knuckles.

?I worry about my intentions,? he smirked, then shook his head and sighed, his hand moving to lace fingers with hers. ?I worry about what might be happening, but I also would not trade it, this week of moments.?

?You worry of what might be happening, and then you write a letter to seek approval of it?? Her lips tugged gently into a soft smile as she squeezed his hand affectionately.

?I seek approval because it is the right thing to do, no matter what my worries are.? He smiled in turn, and did not speak more on his worries. He kept his hand in hers as he turned slightly and rested his head back on the seat of the couch next to her legs.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-04-09 13:32 EST
?Hmm,? was her response, before she eased the curve in her back. At least she was given a little insight to his motivations, even if she could not see his worries. ?At least this is one less thing to add to your worries then.? She offered with a slight smile. She was more than happy to lift his burden, even if it was not much.

He laughed brightly. ?Yes, it is one less worry. I know that your father, even knowing so little of me, trusts his daughter to make choices and risks on her own, even if that risk is me.? He laughed softly a bit more, and closed his eyes enjoying the nearness of her and the conversation.

?Well, it probably helped that he already had a small idea of you.? She said, recalling her conversation weeks back. And the gentle warning. His words warmed her though, as she never thought of it in that light. Her father did have trust in her, and perhaps it was something she took for granted far too often.

His eyes open and he turned to look at her, the look easily read as he did? and how is that?

She raised a brow slightly. ?You are not the only one skilled at reading my thoughts. He asked upon it, and I did not lie to him.? A faint grin.

?Ahh...? A slow nod and smile. He tilted his head slightly to rest it against her leg. ?And what did he have to say??

Her free hand idly ran through his hair slowly, and only once. ?That he did not care if you were fire, man, or elven. So long as you made me happy and you treat me well. I told him that both were true.? She omitted the last part of the conversation, and offered a gentle smile. She also revealed that she had known in advance what her father would say to his letter. Her smile widened slightly.

He smiled as her fingers ran through his hair, then pouted briefly when she stopped. A short chuckle, ?So you knew he would give his permission. No wonder you were so much more at ease in our relationship. I was holding back not daring to risk, and you were opening possibilities. How unfair I've been to you.?

She raised a brow and chuckled at his pout. So she indulged him and continued, her fingertips soothingly going over his scalp. ?I do not hold anything of it, as I was unfair to make you believe that he would not approve. It seems as though I've been unfair to you also.?

He sighed in contentment as her fingers moved through his hair, something of a strange indulgence that he almost never had the chance to experience. His eyes closed. ?I do not see you being unfair. Or perhaps you are allowed to be slightly unfair having to put up with such a fellow as me.? He laughed at his teasing.

?I could not think of any other fellow I would rather put up with.? She retorted easily with a grin. Her hands continued to stroke gently, and her grin remained as she watched him.

He rested next to her, feeling the warmth through her clothes against the now unstitched cheek. The wound was pink with healing and would turn white and then disappear, but not for some time. Now, he just lived in the peacefulness of the moment, stealing the nearness that was allowed. Her hands continued in the soothing motions as her eyes traveled to the fire. She had happily remarked on his 'dangerous' look, though hiding her thoughts on it from him. She looked back to him. ?Did you get your hair coloring from your mother?? She asked idly, looking back down to the hair color in the firelight.

A mild shake of his head so he would not disturb the motion of her hands through his hair much, ?No, she had light golden hair.? He stopped. ?Though, I suppose in a way I did get it from her, since she says her father had hair like mine.?

?Ah.? She said, continuing the motion despite his little movement. ?It is very... unique. You would certainly make a statement with it at my home.? She said with a grin.

His mouth scrunched up slightly. ?Wonderful. As if I will not be unusual enough.? Then he grinned. ?I am used to my hair being something of a ...well, even in my homeland it makes me stand out. Which is not a good thing most times.? He then sighed, ?Thank you.? As he lifted his head, not wanting her to work all night no matter how much he enjoyed it. He released her hand and turned fully about, crossed his legs and folded his arms over her knees, resting his chin on top of his arms as he looked up to her, but said nothing; just admired her.

She chuckled, as she could only imagine how much he did not wish to stand out with a matter that was not really in his control. Her hands moved to her lap when he released one and stopped the movement with the other. His steady gaze at her brought color to her cheeks and a silly grin slowly appeared. ?What?? She asked softly, her grey eyes looking to his.

?Just looking at you. If that troubles you I will look away.? He turned his head to do just that.

She chuckled and grinned sheepishly. ?It is not troubling...? She lifted a hand to run through her own hair, sending a few curls in disarray. ?I am not used to people looking at me that is all.?

?Storm,? he looked back up at her, ?I would like to ask you something that might be...unusual, but I am, if nothing else, a hopelessly curious man.?

?I do not mind your questions. I would rather give your mind answers than for you to not know.? She offered a smile. She would have told him that he did not have to be cautious in asking her questions, but she had a feeling he would ask for permission anyway, so instead she would always give her permission.

?What have your previous relationships been like? I mean,? Ewan searched for the heart of the matter, and only found a part of it. ?Have they been pleasant for you and ended amiably...other than that one fellow.? He did not speak the name; he felt no need to do so since she knew whom he meant.

Her lips twitched into a wry grin. ?Oh, that relationship ended much more pleasantly than the other, as I've only had two. Before you.? she added. ?The other was a fire, and it was pleasant enough for a while. Something changed in him though.? she said softly, not out of regret, as she was well over and beyond the past time. She could not help but feel for the humanity that had left the man. ?Xavier was his name. His heart turned black and cold. I could not help him, and he became in need of power, much like his brother.? She offered the information for him to make the connection between him and Korigan. ?Anyway, it was I, who gave him to the Chaotics, much like I did Korigan, only Xavier did not escape,? a rueful smile. ?I have not had the best of luck.?

He lets out a slow breath. ?I am terribly sorry you've had such disappointments.? He reached for her hands and placed them palm to palm with each other, and his hands on the outsides of each of hers. ?I will try to improve upon those.? He opened her hands like a book and placed kisses upon each palm and then on each wrist before closing her hands again, his remained on the outside of hers, perhaps unwittingly symbolizing how he wants to care and protect her.

A charming smile, as she let him take her hands. ?I am hoping that the third time is the charm.? She repeated, hearing those words from Janet once. She watched him press a kiss to each palm and wrist, feeling the tingle go up her arms to her middle. ?And I highly doubt you will mark me as the others, though I am running out of room for you to do so anyway.? She said absently. Perhaps if she was not so open with him, she would learn that some things did not need to be said then and there.

His brows pull together. ?Running out of room? Mark you?? He focused on her face, trying to find more clues there to what she meant.

?Mark me.? She repeated, her own brows drawing together as she was not making herself clear. ?Well, I will show you then.? She regretfully drew her hands back from him. She pulled the sleeve back that was covering her right forearm, to reveal a burn that was fading. ?Xavier did this to me..,? she paused, finding a time, ?August perhaps? Just before I, well, you know.? She then turned around in the couch to give him her back. With ease, her hands went to her back, pulling down on her shirt to reveal the conjunction between her neck and shoulders. Her other hand felt just above her spine, until she felt the scar that appeared exactly on top of the beginnings of her spine. ?And here, from the other.? She would give time for him to see, before she let go of her shirt, but only to raise it from the bottom slightly. And there it showed the continuous mark as it continued all along her spine.

?Swords and arrows...they did that to you?? his countenance darkened as he lifted a hand as if to touch the lower part of her spine where the scar was, but then drew back at the unseemliness of such intimacy without permission.

?You can touch, I do not mind.? She said as she felt him hesitate and draw away. It was not as if she was exposing much anyway, only a few inches of her lowered back. She then nodded. ?Yes, one was intentional and the other was my own fault. The dagger,? an idle indication to her back, ?was not meant for me, but I got in the way. I was told that it he found a healer, but even they could not keep it from scarring over.? A faint shrug, all said nonchalantly. ?Which I suppose was best, because I might have gone mad with stitches. The last ones along my shoulder itched something wicked.? Or it was more than likely she would have not survived, but she did not need to mention that.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-04-09 13:48 EST
His fingers trailed lightly over the scar, feeling the difference in texture, and then he drew away and sat at her feet once again. ?With our lifestyles I suppose you and I must both become accustomed to uncomfortable stitches.? Then he remarked, ?Maybe we should experiment on ourselves for better remedies.? He sighed and looked to his hands and back up at her. ?I cannot promise you will not be hurt when you are with me, but I can promise it will never be by my hand.?

Once his hand left, she let her shirt fall and turned back to face him. Her smile was one of understanding. ?Sadly, all I can tell you is the same thing. As it is, you already were close enough to the danger of my lifestyle than I would ever want you to be.? Her memory flickered to the night of Korigan. A wistful smile, she recalled of how he took care of her. ?But, I am willing to take the risk of being with you.?

?As am I.? He took on an air of drama. ?Perhaps some dark night we will be fighting the rages of evil and be struck down simultaneously, crawling to die in each others arms,? he laughed boldly and rolled back, holding his stomach; it might not amuse her, but for some reason it struck him as being very funny.

She slanted him a look, and chuckled, shaking her head gently. ?Well, if I had to go, I could not complain if it was that way.? She laughed then, amused at his reaction as a sock covered toe reached to poke him.

He twisted away from the poke, and rolled to knees and hands. ?So, Miss Storm, glorious lady of air, just how ticklish are you?? He lifted his hands and wiggled his fingers in threatening motion.

Her eyes narrowed as she eyed his wiggling fingers. ?Not a bit.? She said. A poor cover-up as she smartly brought her legs up to rest bent and beneath her.

?Oh truly?? He noted the motions and came forward fast upon his knees, fingers dashed out to try and find unprotected spots. Caught off guard as she was under his merciless fingers, she switched between giggles and laughter as she tried to fight against the attack. She spared her breath no words as she tried to start scooting out of the corner of the couch so she was not pinned.

?You lied to me!? Ewan laughed and followed her across the couch, now sitting on it as he leans over to continue his attack, letting off now and then so she can breath, only to reassert the tickles, watching where he hits to know in the future which ones really cause the most tickling.

It practically mattered not where his hands were, she was ticklish everywhere. ?I-? Storm could not complete her sentence as there went another bout of fighting hands, though once he found a spot, she could do little else but laugh. She squirmed helplessly, enough to where she edged the couch enough to lose her balance and slipped off to the floor, laughing all the way.

He followed her down to the floor, but it was more of a pounce, one hand on either side of her body, he crouched over her, grinning at her laughter, but allowing her to breathe and recover, asking through his own chuckles. ?You okay??

Her breath was ragged, trying to control her breathing and laughter, and failing. ?You are without mercy, Master Corinsson,? she said, though that only added to another fit of giggles.

He chuckled. ?I have been told that from time to time.? He smiled, ?But rarely from someone so breathless.? He lowered himself so he was not but seven inches from her face, one brow rose. ?For the glorious lady of air, you seem to be lacking some in those lungs,? he teased.

?That is your doing, mind you.? She laughed softly, her eyes bright as she did not even attempt to poke him back. She was more resting, hoping to be ready should he decide to continue.

?Mmm...it is. But it is only one of many tactics to steal away your breath. I must have a variety of weapons in my arsenal after all.? He watched and waited to see how she was doing on regaining her breath.

She was recovering with each moment, her senses heightening for another attack. ?That is not fair.? It was her turn to pout, though clearly her eyes held a different message, one of her not minding in the least bit.

?How is it not fair?? One more pause would do it before he could attack another way.

?Because I have only one way to steal yours.? The pout continued as she reached for a tentative poke to his middle, to prove her point.

He twisted slightly, and then whispered. ?Oh, I think you have several. Sometimes just a look you give can steal my breath away. And there, there is always this,? and his mouth moved to hers for such a kiss as to prove his own point.

She could have sworn that her heart beat hard enough against her ribcage for all to hear as he kissed her. Her lips were warm against his, unknowing of any power given to her in the kiss. The hand that reached to poke came to rest gently against his healed cheek, the overall warmth from the fire and the warmth from his attention soothed her

There is no breaking this kiss, breath gained as needed, but his mouth moved over hers, exploring the warmth there. One hand and his knees kept him lifted slightly off and above her, the other hand moved down her arm and rested on her hip, then up again along her side caressing over her shoulder to rest against her neck, his fingertips teasing her curls.

She trembled slightly at the mixture of his hands movement and the movement of his mouth. She did not squirm this time as his hand came to her neck, instead her body relaxed completely. Any and all thoughts simply scattered in her mind, as all of her senses were filled of him. Her thumb went ever so lightly over his cheek, almost not touching it at all.

Slowly he lowered himself down to the floor beside her and gently broke the kiss, and somewhat breathlessly said, ?See....I told you...you had other ways to take my breath.?

She had to blink once, in order for words to form understandable sentences. Charmed, touched, perhaps awed also, she moved her head to look at him. ?Does it count, as you take my own breath away also?? she whispered.

He looked to her. ?Oh yes, it counts. It is one of my weapons in the arsenal as well. We mutually attack, but, I hope, we mutually benefit as well.? He desperately wanted to kiss her again, so he had to look up to the ceiling to keep himself from giving in to deeper urgings.

Unaware of his inner battle, she moved just far enough to press a tender, but light kiss to his lips in answer. ?I think I benefit more than you,? her voice was on the edge of a whisper and just being soft. She felt that she was still breathless, even if her breathing was more regulated; it was from the way he made her feel. And certainly his kisses added to that.

Well that light kiss certainly did not help him in his battle, and, fortunately, she was not paying attention to how his body was reacting against his fighting it, but just in case, he rolled to his stomach...uncomfortably...and rested his head on his arm to look at her. ?You think that, if it gives you ease.? One hand reached out in defiance of his trying to quell desires, and lightly drew his fingertips across her cheek.

His reasons for his change of position were not in her current thought process, so she just smiled at him. Her smile warmed as his fingertips brushed her cheeks, and it was she now that was openly studying him. ?Just being here with you gives me ease.? How could she ask for anything more? The rain was outside, the fire was warm, as were her feelings for him.

His hand moves back to fold under his head with the other. ?It will be difficult to leave when the week is through.?

She nodded slightly in agreement. ?Would it not be nice to just be away always?? she mused softly. ?To only be close enough if needed, but to be far away enough to not be overwhelmed.?

He thought on that with honest contemplation. ?I am not sure about that. It seems nothing can stay wonderful forever. We would probably become bored here with nothing to do but stare at each other all evening long,? he grinned. ?What is that poem? Nothing gold can stay? ...I can't recall. I read it once.?

?As much as I wish I could disagree with you, I cannot. Though I am sure I am handful enough,? she said with a grin, tilting her head to press a kiss to his arm. ?Nature's first green is gold, her hardest hue to hold,? she recited for him.

?That's the one,? he nodded as she recited the poem. ?As to being a handful; I have yet to learn if you are or not. I will take your word upon that,? he looked across the rug to the fireplace, his ankles crossed, his body having calmed itself, he sighs more comfortably.

?I thought is best to warn you, so I could tell you so when you realize it,? a cheeky grin offered, as her hands moved to rest over her flat middle. She enjoyed the comfortable silence as she moved her head again for her neck to be straight. She closed her eyes and sighed in contentment.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-04-09 16:35 EST
He kept his silence as well, his thoughts darkening, as they did when given leave to tumble out of their designated places in his mind for him to analyze and contemplate possibilities, grim and otherwise. The news of the day, the news that was waiting for him, and the continued uncertainty that he was doing the right thing all rose and fell in a macabre dance in his mind.

Her thoughts were not so dark, but they were taking hold of possibilities. With each step closer she made to him, the more narrow the road. Not to mention everything else that was not concerning him. Thoughts of the other news on her letter brought her brows together in thought.

His breathing began to slow until it was so far apart, not unlike drifting into meditation; his eyes were open and almost heightened, he noted her brow furrowing, but he would not question; she was thinking of matters not to be shared with him, as he was with her, and that led to the many things they did not share with each other. From there his mind tumbled down that slippery slope of how much they risked for this relationship, and how balanced it was now on the edge.

Indeed they did not share many things to each other, and she felt a rising ache to her heart. The risk was so much more than words, than information. It was the risk of truly baring a soul to another, along with everything that came with it. ?Do you think that we can really make this work, Ewan?? she said, her voice nothing more than whisper as she opened her eyes, but did not glance to him.

Snapped back to the world around him, his eyes narrowed as he looked to her, wondering if she had somehow been eavesdropping on his thoughts. He contemplated reassuring her, but he had never lied to her when she asked a direct question, and he would not start now. ?I do not know.?

She nodded slightly, and shifted so that she could stand up. Though the warmth from her position was missed, she moved so that she could set another log into the flames. ?Perhaps that is subconsciously why I want to try, and see.? It was an unknowing offering into the many thoughts that grazed her mind. She placed her hands behind her back and stepped over him, just so that she could move to a window to watch the rain fall. ?Would you truly treasure something if it required no work?? It was not a question aimed for him, but simply said.

He pushed himself up and sat back on his heels and watched her, her question did not seem to require a response, and so he gave none, but something she had said dropped a chill down his spine; like ice running down his back. ?Am I an experiment then?? it was a quick motion, smooth and dark, to his feet, his expression unreadable.

?Absolutely not. I would never toy with your emotions; nor my own,? she added, her gaze going from the window to him as he rose. ?I would never be so cruel.? Although her face was still calm she was surprised to hear such a thing from him. Did he really think that she was like that? What a horrible thing.

He rubbed his bottom lip, then clasped hands behind his back and bowed his head, willing to be in the wrong ?My apologies, Storm. I...often read too much into things.? And he was too often right when he did, but perhaps not now. The reasons behind wanting to be with someone was never as clear as the reasons for protecting, or killing, another. Feelings brought small deaths and small lives in an unpredictable cycle. But her words had made him wonder if it was not him she wanted, but just someone, and he was conveniently different.

She relaxed slightly, and shook her head. ?There is no need for your apology, I can understand your unease.? another glance out to the window, her arms moving from her back to fold across her middle. How quick was their shift from light to dark. A cruelty in itself.

He walked for the door, ignored his cloak, but buckled his belt with dirk and dagger around his hips. ?Perhaps we have learned we cannot stay in each others company alone for long.? He opened the door and looked to her. ?We are learning much this week, are we not? I will be back in a moment.?

She pressed her lips together, and said nothing, only nodded. She felt as if she had hurt him, and in the process, hurt herself. Bugger all things. Once he shut the door behind him, she sighed almost angrily, and rested her forehead against the cool glass. She did not want him to think that his words were true, that they could only keep company for so long before having these discussions. That was another obstacle in the way if his words were true. Her hands fisted behind her, knuckles bearing white as she just felt for the time being.

He walked out into the darkness and the rain and turned into the forest; he needed to clear his head, to become what he was trained to be for a moment and center himself before he spoke too honestly or not honestly enough and cut up something so precious and fragile in his attempt to be open. The trees dripped down and soaked him, his weapons drawn, he became a shadow among all the others in the darkness of the woods, and danced and defended his way against imagined foes.

She did not attempt to feel his direction, to let the difference in rain be her guide. Instead, she gave herself a few minutes to clear her mind, much like a clearing of the clouds that had become her mood. She needed something to do, she just could not sit and wait for him. Once she felt steady again, she moved towards the kitchen, filling a pot and readying the stove to heat the water. Even if she did not need to, the movement gave her something to ease her mind.

The rain felt good, he felt alive, in control, and could think on what he wanted, what he could offer, and what had to be done. He had to try to explain who he was, when even he was not always certain, and maybe then, maybe then, he realized, they will know what they have. The animals tucked in their burrows and dens from weather did not stir in his passing, and he climbed a small cavern hill to yell his frustrations into the sky and weather, released the emotions that he often stamped down, not of just his relationship with Storm, but all his obligations, his failures, and his regrets. He let these feelings burst from him from time to time, and typically, in private. When he felt spent from the yells, he walked back towards the cabin.

After uncovering what tea she could find, she waited with patience until the water was ready. She then brought out two cups, one for him should he want something when he returned. She might have heard his yell, but she had already shut herself away out of respect, that and she just did not wish to know. She filled her cup and moved to the table and sat unceremoniously. She looked a bit tired as she stared down into her cup. She rubbed her face and waited for her tea to cool, silence only being broken by the sounds of rain.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-04-09 17:05 EST
He arrived in the cabin, weapons had been sheathed, and unbuckled the belt to hang it up; he dripped his way across the floor to the hearth where he sat upon the hearthstones to begin drying himself with the heat and he watched her ?Storm, some things I am to say are what I am trying to discover inside myself. They feel even cold to me, and I do not have answers to them, but here they are.? he sighed. ?I do not know why you are attracted to me. I cannot understand your powers, I try to see them as skills that I simply do not have, but I will never understand them. I hate that I cannot be that person for you. I cannot save you. I cannot protect you. Yet, those are what I was trained to be. I hold lives in my hand every day, but I cannot protect yours. I cannot be anything for you but a....pet: someone who may be nice to cuddle with and keeps you warm, but offers nothing more. I wonder if I am attracted to you, and want to be with you, because for once in my life someone wanted to be with me.? He was tumbling out some of his concerns. ?I hope I am not that shallow. I am attracted to you, but the fact that I can do nothing for you chains me and makes me defensive in ways I do not like feeling. I worry some day you'll find someone who understands you, can give you what you need, and I will be cast away. It is a worry I fight all the time. I don't want to love jealously. I want to love with my whole heart.?

She watched him with schooled features, her tea instantly forgotten. Her heart went out to him and the turmoil of his heart. Her hands folded into her lap, and she paused, making sure she could give him tactful words. ?I know many, Ewan, like me. The people that understand me. They are not who I turn to now. I think,? a pause ?that you being who you are, man and everything that comes with it, is why I turn to you. There is an understanding that you have that many else do not: that I am more than my gifts. There are so very few who see that, including myself at times.? A soft sigh then, as she stood to move towards him, taking a seat near but not next to. She looked at him openly. ?Who said that you cannot protect me? What if I am nothing more than flesh in your homeworld? I would be just as any other. Could you not protect me then? And even if my gift works, how is that you cannot protect me? There is so much more to life than things of power. I would cast everything that I am away to have the ability to love with my everything. I fear always that you find that you do not want the troubles of me, to have a woman that is a wallflower... like a pet. Nothing more than to make a home and children.? she looks to the fire. ?I am so much more, regardless of my gifts.? She said softly.

?I do not seek a pet, Storm.? his tone darkened and he sighed, leaning forward to hold his head in his hands, elbows resting upon his knees. ?I do need a haven, though. Something I can count on and someone I can count on so when I leave to fulfill promises made, changing who I am, that I have something to return to that is assured, because I know the person who has chosen to be with me can defend what we've built and knows the importance of that. I'm not saying you cannot do that. I am saying it might be too confining for you, and I don't want to...? a smirk ?clip your wings so to speak. I need someone with strength and determination, and that you have, but I also need someone who can bring me back to myself.? Then he lifted his head. ?And what about your needs? I cannot begin to think of the ways I fail there.?

?How can I do that, when you so often say that I do not know you?? She asked quietly, and then shook her head. ?You are hardly doing that. No, this may not be without bumps, but it is hardly worth setting aside. I do not wish to do the things that I do forever. There is another to rise, to take my place. Such is the way of things.? Another soft sight, ?I never thought that I would have the opportunity to pass my responsibilities down, but it seems that I will. I do not know when, but I will. Sometimes, I feel that I cannot give you what you need, because you will not tell me, or because... well, I am sure I am failing well on my own.? A half smile, ?Perhaps in the end, we want the same thing, it is just a matter of getting there.?

He took a slow breath and it was clear he was listening fully to what she had to say. He could not deny the truth in her words, that he keeps things from her, and yet is that not part of what he was trying to say. That beyond his secrets for her to be there like a guiding star to bring him home. He took a deep breath. ?Perhaps, in the end, you are right. And the only way to find that out is to keep going down the path we have started.? He looked to his hands again, ?Storm, there will be things I can never tell you. There are things I never tell anyone, not even those for whom I work. It is not done because of lack of trust. It is done to keep that world separate from who I want to be day to day.? He looked to her with hope she understood that little bit he could offer as explanation.

?I understand, as I have my own chest of secrets that cannot be shared.? At least in this aspect, she was on the same page as he even if her reasons were slightly different. Feeling as though the worst for now was over, she casually glanced over him. ?Perhaps you should change into something dry so you do not catch a cold.? She reached out, just to graze her hands over his forearm to feel the dampness of his tunic. Even in the midst of their discussion, her small moments of care and concern would be mulled over later.

His back had dried to mild dampness thanks to the fire, as had the back lower part of his hair, but the rest of him was wet and chill. He nodded, ?Yes, you're right.? He rose slowly a pause of uncertainty, and he looked to her, then gave a congenial smile and stepped quickly for the stairs and up to his room in order to change out of his garments into something dry and comfortable.

She simply nodded and returned the smile warmly, watching him go up the stairs. She let out another sigh, and busied her hands as she rose to add another log to the fire. It probably was not needed, but she did it just the same. She then moved to the corner of the couch closest to the flames, tucking her legs under her.

He dried himself off with a towel once he had stripped out of the wet clothing. The room felt cold and he shivered slightly then forced his body to relax and not tremble as he pulled on linen, brown breeches, and cr?me soft woolen tunic, he did not trouble to put a belt back on, nor tuck in the tunic, but he did put on a new pair of woolen socks before he returned down stairs once again and returned to sit at her feet near the hearth, his head rested back on the couch.

She offered another smile as he returned to sit near her feet. A hesitant hand reached to run through his partially wet hair. ?I'm sorry Ewan, if I have upset you tonight.? She said softly, looking down to him. She certainly did not enjoy these conversations, even if she knew they were going to have them. They would probably have more until? well, they just were.

He sighed at the touch of her fingers through his hair, ?As I am sorry if I upset you. Such,? he selected his word carefully ?discussions are double edged. They cut both of us.? He closed his eyes, ?And yet from it we learn more.?

?And learn we must if this is to work,? her hands continued gently, before a last glance to the soft rain out through the window. ?And we've only a few more days till we return, I do not wish for this to be a remembrance of double-edged discussions.?

He opened his eyes and turned, though it meant she could not play with his hair, still, he wanted to look at her when she answered this question. ?What do you want this to be a remembrance of??

Her hands moved to her lap as he moved, and took his question with care. ?A time that I could spend with you, away from all else. I want to remember dancing under the moonlight and stars, and reading books till I grow weary,? a slow, sweet smile. ?I want to remember that there is more to life than what I do and see in Rhy'Din.?

He smiled, then a little more wickedly. ?Then we have accomplished that, I would say. Shall we pack?? He pulled the humor up quickly from the brighter side of him that was longing to return. A talent of his, used on his missions, he pressed one side of him aside and created another in its place from the single seed of a word or a look.

Her eyes narrowed on him. ?You could not make me pack early for anything. You will just have to bear a few more days with me, I'm afraid,? she snickered, nudging him with her leg.

He laughed low, one hand set fingers walking up her arm and feigned a tickle to her ribs, but he did not actually tickle her. Instead he rose up and motioned to the couch space beside her. ?May I??

She grinned as she watched his hand with mild interest. ?Always,? she did not bother to scoot any more over, as she was settled quite snugly in the corner.

He settled rather close to her and dared to put his arms about her shoulders to try and pry her loose from the corner so she could settle snugly in next to him. There was no hesitation as she moved to settle against him. Her body was warm from being next to the fire for some time, and her heart was set at ease as his arms went around her. She settled her head against his shoulder with a sigh of contentment.

?What shall we argue about tomorrow? I say we argue about who pays for dinner,? he teased and rest his chin lightly on the top of her head.

She could not help but chuckle, as her arms went around his middle to settle even closer to him. ?Hmm, I look forward to it then, and you've given me enough time to make my argument.? He could not see it, but she grinned cheekily.

?Wonderful. I'll work on my counter argument and we'll have a very prompt discussion and then can look forward to the making up.? One hand moved up and down her arm once or twice then settled into holding her again.

?I will not deny that I already look forward to the 'making up' section of tomorrow evening.? She turned her head slightly so that she could press a kiss to his shoulder, even if he might not feel it through his tunic.

The motion understood for what it was and he smiled, ?And I should get you to bed.? Not that she was too sleepy to walk herself upstairs, but he used whatever excuse he could to hold her as long into the night as she allowed, so he moved her around in order to lift her in his arms.

Not expecting him to lift her, her arms went around his neck as she giggled softly. She would look back to her amount of giggles she had today and cringe. But for now, she could not help herself. ?I am going to start needing to be carried to bed every night if you continue to pamper me so.? And the grin on her face showed that she could very happily adjust to such a thing.

?I'll try to keep up with those wishes.? He started up the stairs and turned into the first bedroom, then promptly walked back out again because he forgot where he was going and stepped into the second bedroom. He decided to just ignore the brief lapse and continued to smile.

Since he was just ignoring it, then so would she; though it took much work to swallow down another fit that was pressing against her. She was about to ask how he was planning on continuing her soon to be wish when they returned home, but thought wisely against it. She just tightened her arms so that she could lift herself high enough to press another kiss to his jaw line, ?That is good, as it would be awkward if someone else was doing so,? a wicked grin.

He chuckled as he set her down on the bed. ?I did not say how I was going to keep up with them. I might have to set up a scheduled rotation of men,? a cheeky grin.

She blanched then, in humor and in truth. ?Perhaps I will manage to walk myself again. I suppose.? She added as he placed her on the bed. Her arms regrettably unwound from their tight grip around his neck.

Another soft laugh and he whispered, ?Good night,? as he walked to the door and closed it behind him so she could prepare for bed, and turned for his own bedroom, where he just went under the covers, clothes and all, unusually for him, because he was feeling chilled still.

Storm Divine

Date: 2007-04-10 20:58 EST
The logs were already burning briskly in the fire due to Storm's usual flare. Ewan had gotten a tear in his shirt earlier in the day, so he sat in a chair and began to mend the garment quietly, enjoying the comforts of a pleasantly filled stomach, the warmth of a fire, and the easy company.

?Do you know what you are doing?? she asked casually with a sidelong glance to him. She was curled snugly into the corner of the couch again, close to the fire. She had pulled down on her sleeves to cover her hands, her legs propped under her.

He glanced up to her. A mildly confident smile, ?I do.? He continued the stitches to the rended material. ?I often have to mend my clothes, armor,? dagger used to cut the thread, ?whatever needs mending.? He held up the shirt for inspection.

?What did you do to it anyway?? She raised a brow as she also studied his handiwork. Though her view was not as close as it, the firelight gave her enough to see, or rather barely see, his work.

He folded the shirt and set it on the arm of the chair. ?Spirit disagreed with one of my ideas and he made his opinion fully known. Well, it wasn't completely his doing as the nail in the fence was not flush to the wood. I backed up against it and when I moved quickly, it tore the shirt.?

She folded her hands in her lap, and wrinkled her nose. ?Well, better the shirt than you I suppose.? Her lips curled, ?Your horses have the most intriguing personalities.?

?Most horses do, if allowed to keep some of themselves.? He sat back, ?Sometimes owners beat them down into just plain meanness or apathy.? His expression soured and mouth turned down in thought, but the unreadable expression returned smoothly. ?I suppose it is not too different from dogs, cats, and other domestics.?

She was about to voice what else it was like, she decided against it, pushing darker thoughts aside. Their last night spent away should not be on such thoughts. ?I never had a pet, though I remember practically begging for one when I was young,? she grinned at the memory of her weeping over a pair of canaries. ?And I am not home enough now, well? nor do I have a home to put one in.?

A few nods as he listened, then agreed, ?It is difficult to care for one alone if you're always moving about or away.? Green eyes turned to the fire, he slowly and lightly rubbed at his bottom lip.

She studied him for a moment; the rubbing at his lower lip was either a developing habit or one he did not express when in the inn. ?I have thought about rebuilding my home, as the land is still mine,? a finger started to tap idly in her lap. ?I am torn though. On one hand, it is not really my home, nor do I refer to it as such. Still, I am not keen on moving the way I am.?

He looked back to her, his hand dropping to his lap, ?There is no reason it cannot be a residence, even if it is not a home. Rebuilding, of course, is entirely up to you, but I do not see why you should not. Then again, you have several places you can reside, so you are not obligated to. Perhaps just keep the land until you find a new use for it.?

A hand reached up to scratch gently on the back of her head, sending a few curls out of place as she did so. ?I suppose I could do that. It is not a pressing matter, so I will think on it more.? The hand returned to her lap, a finger still tapping away silently. ?I think that Erin will not stay in the cabin longer, so I will be on the move again.? A ghost smile played on her lips.

?Oh?? he simply queried for more details.

] ?It is an assumption of course, as she has not said anything. But,? she moved her legs from under her to rest at the floor. Well, they almost touched the floor, ?she has that manor empty, save a few people keeping care of it. Once she has moved over Bastien, or more likely moved on to another, I think she will move back.?

He could not hold back the smirk, but he did managed to refrain from commenting and only offered, ?I see. Of course, likely she would let you remain there if you wished. But, as I said before, you have other choices of places to stay while in town.?

?The inn?? she said with her own smirk. She also, refrained from adding her own comments. She would not talk poorly of her friend, and she knew that he respected that friendship.

?There are other places. Several inns other than the Red Dragon, most with a more...,? he corrected the course of his words, ?with a different atmosphere. A few guild halls. With your talents in music, you could probably stay at the Minstrel Guild Hall. A friend of mine still stays there.? Even if Kiema had been nearly killed there one night, but they were still fairly certain it had something specifically due to her. And the security had changed since then.

Her lips curled almost wickedly as he changed his words. She tucked her tongue in her cheek, before shrugging. She then stretched each leg to be parallel with the ground for a moment or two, relieving the tension as each knee popped. ?It is not a problem yet, so we will see what happens,? a cheeky grin.

A soft smile accompanied the nod, and he rested his head back. His hands dangled loosely over the ends of the chair arms and his legs arranged so one was stretched out and the other bent with the booted foot flat on the rug-covered floor.

Her gaze flickered to the fire, studying the play of colors, ?Are you ready to return tomorrow?? She kept her gaze to the fire for a few more moments before looking back to him.

?I am prepared for the return,? he offered in answer. One hand moved to rub lightly at the pink scar then dropped back to its resting place.

Curious to his choice of words, she raised a brow, but asked nothing more. With a small sigh, the tapping finger ceased as she looked back to the flames. The silence was comfortable enough, but she managed to resist bringing her brows together.

?When is the dance you were practicing for?? The thought had come to him, and he felt compelled to ask it. ?I hope our impromptu departure did not disturb those plans.?

She shook her head softly, ?No, it is three weeks from yesterday. Though I will have to leave a bit early in order to help prepare for things. Though I must admit, I am not looking very forward to it,? she looked back to him..

A furrowed brow preempted the question, ?Why not??

?Because I have no choice but to go.? A wry smile, ?Not to mention that the one I wish to dance will not be there. Not that you cannot be,? she quickly added, ?as you are more than welcome to join me, but I will not get the chance to dance much, since I will be playing most of the time.? She shrugged slightly.

Ewan smiled at the somewhat unusually twisted and backwards invitation. ?I think it would be best if I did not attend. I hope, against your expectations, that you have a wonderful time. Dance when you wish and see many of your friends there.?

?Is that your permission to dance with whomever I wish?? A gentle teasing smile as she would have reached a leg out to poke him, but her legs did not quite make the distance.

His smile twisted with wry humor, ?You do not need my permission. I hope you do dance with whomever you wish, though.?

?See, in my realm, courted women usually do not dance with many others, save the one who is courting them,? a hand lifted to tap idly on her bottom lip, but only for a few moments.

?Oh, true, in my homeland as well if the courter is at the dance. If he is not, however, there is nothing to say the lady, or gentleman, cannot enjoy a dance attended to their fullest. This is what I hope for you.?

?Ah. Well, as far as I'm aware, I will be playing majority of the time,? another small shrug. ?I am sure when the date comes closer, I will be more hopeful for the night. But for now, I will continue to mope and pout about it.? Her eyes were bright with humor, but to prove her point, she pouted.

A soft chuckle, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly and he shook his head, ?Whatever pleases you.?

Storm Divine

Date: 2007-04-10 21:05 EST
Glad to at least spring some sort of humor out of him, she grinned. ?You are? pensive, this night,? her voice did not turn to one of concern, rather, she kept her playful manner. ?Already thinking of missing me??

A low, brief laugh, ?That is a dangerous question, but I will venture to say yes.?

?How is that a dangerous question?? she chuckled softly.

?One must choose between speaking the truth or causing offense,? his hand lifted and he made it perpendicular to the floor, like a blade, and then waggled it back and forth. ?Precarious edge to walk upon,? and his hand relaxed again.

?The question is then,? she shifted so that she could lean towards him, her elbows resting upon her knees, ?did you speak of truth, or avoid causing offense?? Her lips curled slightly.

?Another dangerous question, and really, just repeating the first,? he grinned.

?No it is not,? she insisted playfully, reaching to poke his leg. ?It is a separate question entirely. That is a question of your motivation for your answer.?

?I spoke to avoid causing offense,? he gave in with an honest answer. ?And in so saying, have undone the first matter entirely, so I might as well have spoken truthfully to begin.?

She nodded, before tilting her head slightly, ?You do not offend me with that, as I certainly hope I do not take so much of your thinking time. I am just trying to make you smile, as you have not met my quota for the night.? She offered a smile. She did not want to press questions as to reasons why, and focused on the outcome instead.

?All you need do is ask,? and he gave her the requested smile.

She slanted him a look, ? That does not count.?

?Why does it not count??

?Because you did not do it as a expression of feeling, only because I pointed out the difference of previous nights and this one.?

?Swords and arrows, Storm, am I to be jolly, then melancholy, then jolly every night?? He laughed. Easy silence seemed to him the best course of action to prevent another conflict, but he could feel it brewing again. ?I thought you would be tired of such outbursts of emotion at this point. Besides, when I return to my stoic behavior back in town, it will not be such a shock to you,? he offered in reasoning. ?But let me be merry and laugh, and in so doing, shall I share with you shadow puppets?? he jested, but held up his hands so that, via firelight, images floated on the back wall.

She peered at him slightly, uncertain for the reasons of his laughter. A hesitant smile, ?I do not wish to put you in such a drastic change of emotion, as I hope to make it more constant. And your stoic behavior is how I met you, so I want to take advantages that this place offers.? At the mention of shadow puppets, the confusion that she was feeling slowly came to her face. She was furrowing her brows and smiling at the same time. ?What are shadow puppets??

?Shadow puppets..,? his head nods to the wall where a butterfly created from his hands and the backlighting of firelight floated.

She looked to the wall, and the effect his hand was making with the light. She just had to chuckle, the crease in her frown relaxing. ? I have never seen someone do these shadow puppets.?

?Much fun as children, rather ridiculous as an adult,? but he kept going and changed his hand positions. ?Look, a moose.?

?You would think that working with fire, we would have found something creative to do with it,? she mused, looking from the moose to him. There was something about watching a well respected man do something he claimed was fun as a child. She laughed softly at her own thoughts.

Hands moved through dog, dragon, swan, and dragonfly and he dropped his arms to the chair again. ?I've exhausted my repertoire.?

She continued to look between his shadows, his hands, and him. Once he was done, she placed her own hands in front of the firelight, lifting two fingers to show a pair of bunny ears. ?So have I,? a cheeky grin and she chuckled.

He chuckled, ?Well, a step in the right direction.?

?I try,? she offered, before moving her legs to tuck back under her again. Another soft sigh before asking, ?So Master of Arms, is there anything that we have not done that you wished to? I would hate to leave with you feeling unsatisfied,? a soft grin.

Having gotten to know her a bit better during this time, he understood there was no underlying innuendo there, and one shoulder shrugged, ?I am quite content. And you??

?I am also very content. I could not ask for more,? she stood then, an absent tug down to smooth her pants over. ?I think I am going to make some tea, would you care for some??

?Yes, please,? he nodded and watched her until she moved into the kitchen, then he looked to the fire again.

As she moved past him, she paused only to brush a light kiss to his cheek, before moving towards the kitchen. Her movements were sure as she uncovered the tea and filled the pot with water. She was at ease here, as ease as she could be without it being her own home. Once she filled the pot, she placed her hands around it to warm the water inside, a quicker method. ?I rarely see you drink tea, so I cannot recall if you have it plain or not.?

?Plain, please. Tea is a rarity, I admit.?

She continued to warm the pot until she saw a trickle of steam coming from the opening. She quickly released her hands before it would start to whistle, as the noise would more than likely hurt her ears. She then moved to retrieve two cups, filling them both before carrying them back towards the hearth. She then offered a mug to him, before making her way back to her abandoned corner. ?Tea is one of the only things I feel like I must have,? a quick grin as she wrapped her hands around the warm mug.

He took the mug and held it by its handle, ?I will try to remember that.?

Her smile was soft, before she looked down to her mug. From her mug, it went to her socked feet, and her brows furrowed slightly in thought. Still in thought, she raised the cup to take a drink, and grimaced. ?Cripes, I never learn,? she muttered under her breath, her thoughts leaving her.

He chuckled and shook his head, looking down at his lap then lifted green eyes to look up at her with his head still bowed slightly. ?Storm, what set your mind to wandering in that moment??

She was scowling at her mug, tucking her tongue in her cheek to relieve the pain. ?Hmm?? she looked to him as the scowl left her face. ?My feet.?

?What about them?? he blew across the top of his tea, but still did not take a testing sip.

?That they are useless without my gift,? a faint shrug as her hands wrapped around her mug again.

Blink of confusion accompanied the shake of his head. ?Useless? I thought you said you could walk on them with your boots.?

?Well, I can, but..,? she paused, finding a way to explain it to him. ?I am always using my gift when I am wearing my boots, otherwise I would make too much noise. There are hardly any times that I am not using my gift in some way.?

?That just seems part of using your skills. It is not unlike my trying to walk quietly, or remain hidden, or listen to things not aimed at me.? Ewan finally took a testing sip of tea and it suited his mind for temperature, so he drank a bit more.

?Well, either way, I take advantage of being able to control the air. I have a feeling I would be very clumsy without the cushioning I give myself.? She eyed him as he took a drink. ?It does not change the situation.?

?You just have to learn again, retrain yourself. Keep trying without the help of your talents,? he offered.

?The last time I did that, I broke one of Erin's glasses,? she mused, but nodded just the same. She then took a drink of her tea, though her previous attempt now caused her to barely taste it.

?Do try without breakables around,? he offered with a grin.

She slanted him a look and chuckled, ?Probably a smart idea, as knowing me, next time I'll cut myself with the glass.? A small shake of her head as she took another sip.

?Let's do avoid that,? he drank more tea, then set the mug aside on the ground by his chair.

?Yessir,? she said with a cheeky grin. A finger started to tap silently on the edge of her mug as she studied him openly.

He studied her right back. There were things on her mind, and he felt as if they were things that had to do with him, but he would not ask her. She would have to offer them.

She raised a brow and smiled faintly, resisting the urge to question his gaze again. Instead, she just took another drink of her tea.

He rose from his seat to take his mug back to the kitchen, washing it so she would not have to, and drying it as well.

She watched him rise, before setting her own half emptied mug near the edge of the hearth. It was a bit of a stretch, but she managed to stay seated before going back into the corner.

He turned back, but did not retake his seat, instead he leaned on it, arms folding over the top of the back of the chair. ?I think I might head upstairs, unless you've need of something from me.?

She opened her mouth, but thought best of her words and closed it again. She then shook her head gently; making sure the only expression to her face was a smile.

?What were you going to say?? he asked not wanting her to waste opportunities.

?It was nothing, really,? she waved her hand absently. ?Are you feeling unwell?? she asked softly, changing the subject.

?I feel fine, though I will now be compelled to toss and turn all night wondering what it was you wanted, and decided not to say,? he teased hoping humor might prompt her.

Finding his tactics far from fair, she narrowed her eyes slightly. She did not press a guilt trip when he did not share. She was smiling still through her thoughts as she reached out to take one of his hands. ?Thank you, for bringing me out here. I would not trade it for anything,? she offered.

He crossed from behind the chair to take her offered hand in his. ?You're welcome, though I doubt that is what you were going to say. Still, since you seem it is so vital not to say it, I will not press the matter any further.? He let go of her hand. ?I trust you plan on staying down here longer??

She nodded, finding it best to place her hand in her lap to resist the urge to reach out again. ?I will not be much longer, but I think I will enjoy the fire a bit more.?

?Of course. If you need anything, I should be up a bit longer.? He turned for the stairs and started up to his room.

Storm Divine

Date: 2007-04-10 21:40 EST
She grinded her teeth once his back was to her. Perhaps it was best that instead of indulging their last night together, that they start back as what they were before. It was not that she needed his constant attention; it was more of the feeling that he had closed something to her, something she had barely gotten a glimpse of before it was gone again.

He turned in to his room and closed the door and sighed at what he had so backwardly proven to himself. He moved to his packs and started to arrange items back inside them for the return, leaving out only what would be necessary in the coming day as he muttered to himself. She had not said what she wanted or needed, and that was a telling sign of how difficult their relationship would be.

She listened to the quiet noise that he made as he went up the stairs. She then sighed and rubbed her face gently. She then focused the attention to rubbing the bridge of her nose, her thoughts off and in circles. It was a cycle, what to say, what not to. Things were so new, and everything was still new. She could not expect to act to his expectations, or her own. She then picked up her mug to wash it, her wanting for it past.

He sat on the edge of the bed and thought with a smile over the week. It had ups and downs in equal measure, and still, at the end, he felt they did not know how to just be in each other's company; to speak without thought of repercussions. ?But,? he whispered, ?that will take more time. I just wish,? he felt himself stop in the middle of the conversation with himself, ?ah, swords and arrows, does not matter.? He flopped backwards on his bed and looked up at the ceiling.

Once Storm cleaned her glass, she moved back to the fire. Rather than putting it out, she brought her hands to the top of hearth, curving it out and down to the bottom, placing a small shield there so the flames could not escape. She then started up the stairs, silent even in her breathing, before stopping in front of his door. She raised her hand, and hesitated, before knocking upon it softly.

Ewan sat bolt upright and looked at the door as though it had grown a voice and barked at him. Feeling stupid, he stood and moved to open the door fully offering a congenial smile.

She returned the smile, before looking down to her feet. ?Ewan I am sorry,? she started, putting it out there before she lost her nerve. Funny, as she turned the words over in her mind, the faint flutter in her middle was not there. ?I do not wish to keep things from you. I fear often that I am going to say something foolish, and you will realize that I am not worth your trouble.? Grey eyes glanced up to him, even if her head did not completely follow.

?Swords and arrows, Storm,? he sighed and his hands fell to his sides. ?For one, stop saying you're sorry. We're both learning our way through this. For two, say whatever you want, except I am sorry when it is not warranted. Have I not said enough stupid things already? I think it is time you said some and evened this out a bit,? he smirked then rested his hands on her shoulders. ?I cannot read your mind, and until you say what you would like me to do, I'm just...guessing and hoping I do not completely ruin this.? He ducked his head down, curving his shoulders, so he could try to look her straight in the face. ?I will try to do the same in speaking my mind when you ask me what I want.?

She couldn't help the soft smile at the first part of his words. She lifted her head slightly as his hands went to her shoulders, and again as he ducked the extra foot to meet her eye to eye. She took his words, tucking them away to remind herself again and again. ?I'm afraid of going back, and finding that I've been experiencing those 'dreams' as you call it.? She closed her eyes then, leaning forward slightly to rest her forehead to his. Her voice was but a whisper, ?I am afraid that I do not know what to do. I have this gift in my hands, this beautiful thing, and I'm clumsy enough to break it.?

?Shhhh..,? he crooned and pulled her into his arms, to hold her close in comfort. ?This week was no dream, and even though it does not go on forever, it was real and we have it to hold on to. I will not deny things will change when we return. What you see when I am alone with you is not what I show to the world, but do not think it has vanished entirely,? he kissed the top of her head to assure her.

She trembled slightly against him as her hands wrapped around him, burying her face in his chest. His words were more than soothing, as she willed herself to still. It was bittersweet, the feeling of vulnerability. She gave herself a few moments to just be, relaxing as he kissed the top of her head. ?It is not your affections that I fear changing, it is more than that.? But she took his words as answers for her other concerns, keeping her face against his chest.

?Tell me, then.? One hand rose to caress her hair, the other arm still wrapped surely around her. ?Or if you cannot now, or do not know the words, tell me when you can.?

She swallowed the lump in her throat down as she steadied her breath. No need to get all worked up, was there? Her mind and body were in a disagreement, as she could not still herself. So, she tightened her grip on him barely, shaking her head against him. ?What am I to say?? she whispered. ?That I wish I could be more for you? I wish that I could walk without my gift, I wish that I could ease away your thoughts when you need me to. There are many times when I think you need someone other than me, but..,? she paused, listening to his heartbeat, ?the last thing I want is someone else next to you other than me.?

Her tightened grip, though slight as it was, raised his worry. ?Concerns I share as well, if not exactly the same. Use your skills and talents, Storm, to have you walk or do whatever you need. That is not what worries me. It is the thought that being with me might take that from you. That you'll have to make a choice as you think of now, and that you might make the wrong one, or what I fear is the wrong one. I am not worth losing part of yourself, Storm. Always remember that. It isn't just me. No one is worth losing part of yourself. A relationship should be adding something, not subtracting. That is my fear. That I will lessen you, and I do not want that,? he breathed in the scent of her and sighed. ?But do not let us worry on this in one great horrifying bundle of fears. We will face it as best we can as long as we just keep talking. For now, I should see you to bed.? She had spoken some of her worries, and that was a step, and one step at a time was sufficient.

She listened to his words, the glance inside his worries. She wanted to tell him that he did not know, neither of them did, of what her gift would be like in his homeworld. It was her own thoughts, the meaning of that kind of commitment. And of course, she did not look at it by his angle, that she was, in the end, losing something. It would be another conversation, another night. Her grip loosened considerably as she realized it was tighter than it needed to be, before nodding. ?Will you carry me again?? she asked softly. Her cheeks flushed slightly as the request left her lips, as her room was only but a few footsteps. It was probably why she kept her face in his chest rather than looking to him.

?Of course,? he smiled, then with such controlled grace, he lifted her, one arm behind her back, the other under her legs, and he carried her to her room and the bed that waited for her there.

The flush was still apparent on her face as he lifted her. She kept an ear on his chest, his heartbeat steadied her own and her body finally stilled.

He paused a moment to stand beside her bed, then slowly lowered her to its comfort. ?Sleep well,? an honest wish for her.

?I will,? she whispered, tugging on his tunic gently just so that she could press one of those breath taking kisses to his lips. It was not one of heat or passion, but it was sweet and tender. ?Goodnight,? she whispered against him.

A kiss shared and perfected with the purity of its intent, he smiled as he stepped away and closed the door behind him to find his own bed.