The day had gone well; Lenika and the children were joined by Gaerwyn in the marketplace and they completed their shopping by purchasing any gifts for Lenika?s family and getting some food for a dinner at Ewan and Storm?s home. The children seemed to enjoy themselves immensely as they got to see the different shops and vendors; in fact, they stopped for light lunch, which was much to the delight of little Gaer. After the market, the informal family had gone back to the manor to get ready and prepare a dish or two for the dinner, which turned out to be a simple, enjoyable night with some laughter, smiles, and much goodwill.
Later in the evening, when the family had returned to the manor again and the children were tucked away in the bed, Lenika and Gaerwyn sat in the parlor curled up on the sofa. Gaerwyn stretched out his legs before him to the fire, one arm about Lenika's shoulders as he held her close as he said, ?It was a busy day all in all. Did we manage to get all the gifts we should?? He looked at her, but was taken by the way the firelight caught the red of her mahogany hair. His hand touched the tips of it in gentle admiration.
Lenika had one hand to his chest as she leaned her head toward him. Her gaze was on the mesmerizing dance of the fire flames, when she spoke she lifted her chin to look up and meet his eyes with her own, ?I think we did, and more importantly the day was enjoyed. Pretty soon we'll be leaving to see my family, are you ready for it,? she asked in half jest and half in earnest. Her own heart pounded in her chest at the idea and she was silently asking herself the same question, but she tried not to let her own nervousness show at this moment.
Gaerwyn took in a slow breath and did not hide the nervous widening of his eyes, but at the release of that breath he said, ?I will hope so. There is nothing for it but to do it, and I will hope for the best. I cannot be too bad, if I have earned your affection. I trust your judgment.? He smiled and kissed the top of her head.
?Mmm...? Lenika trailed off as she seemed to think on it a while then chuckled as she shifted against him and tilted her head back down against his chest, her hand sliding under her cheek to add extra cushion. There were a couple more moments of chuckling then she spoke again, ?I know they're going to just love the children. You may catch some teasing, however.? She took special care in not explaining that statement yet as she imagined her family?s inspection of Gaerwyn.
?Teasing?? Gaerwyn questioned and the rumble of curious laughter sounded. ?Do tell me. Teasing on what account??
?That I've brought you home with me.? Lenika lifted her head to grin up at him. ?It can be quite a big deal when we bring someone new home.?
?Ah, well then, I will be prepared for the ritual teasing.? Gaerwyn laughed then said, ?It is worth it to meet them and see your home, and the extra bonus of spending more time with you. I am glad you allowed me and the children to come along; I am very honored.?
?Perhaps you should wait for the gladness until after the trip. You may come to change your mind,? Lenika softly teased as she smiled up at him then she reached up to brush a hand along his cheek. It was finally time to admit some of her feelings about this new adventure, so she said it a bit softer as she lowered her hand from his face, ?I'm nervous, however.?
?It would take much to change my mind, in fact, I cannot even imagine what would do such a thing,? Gaerwyn said as his hand caressed her shoulder and arm. ?Nervous? Seeing your family? Is it because of the time you've been away??
?Yes, though we've written each other many times I know I will have much to hear about when we get there,? Lenika said with a quiet laugh. ?They like to share in stories and I may even be under some scrutiny of my life choices.?
?That is the right and duty of a family. And I look forward to the stories. Will I hear some of your childhood you think?? Gaerwyn gave a light teasing poke to her ribs, though no further intent in attempt to tickle her was made. Instead he breathed in the scent of her, and spoke softly, ?It feels good to hold you like this.?
Lenika laughed softly and shifted at the poke, but settled once he stopped. Her smile warmed at his words and it touched deep inside; feelings that she thought she?d never let herself have again. She lifted her hand to grab his hand as she said, ?You may hear stories; though, compared to my cousins I was a much more quiet child.? Lenika?s fingers rubbed gently over his, her light touch upon his knuckles then feeling the texture of the rest of his hand and she smiled, though not up at him as her gaze drifted to the fire once more. She felt the need now to respond to his affectionate words earlier. ?Yes, this feels very good. We may need to do it as much as possible before we go because we could be terribly busy once there.? She didn?t know how to admit it to him, but she didn?t want this moment to end for a long while.
?And for propriety sake, I should probably not hold and touch you as much as I would like when there. I would not want your family to think I do not respect you,? Gaerwyn said as he took a worry then and asked, ?You do know that I respect you, Lenika. That the fact I find you lovely and wish to be near you and hold you, does not diminish the affection I have for the person you are, yes?? Perhaps he was more nervous about meeting her family than even he thought, and it was coming out now in this quiet moment.
Lenika turned silent for a lengthy amount of time before she spoke again, ?I know you do. You treat me with respect and I think my family will know that regardless of holding or touching.? She looked up to him and touched the tips of her fingers to his chin as if he needing steadying, but perhaps it was her that needed it because she had every confidence in Gaerwyn. ?Be yourself and all will be well.?
Gaerwyn searched her eyes, and knew she spoke the truth and the best course of action, so he gave a nod, moved his chin so he might kiss those fingertips, and then tried to encourage her to take her ease against him again as he said with a chuckle, ?I will do my best. I think I may be so busy worrying that Gaer doesn't cause a ruckus that I won't think about being uneasy for long.?
It didn?t take Lenika too much encouragement as she snuggled up to him once more and laughed, though she kept it quiet so as not to wake anyone else. ?I wouldn't worry about that. He shall fit in with the other children,? she said then added a touch of concern to her voice, ?I do hope Lina will enjoy her time there.?
Gaerwyn considered the statement and the concern it held, and after a few moments said, ?I think she will. I think the excitement of seeing your homeland will be good for her. It will give her all new things to see and think about. Though?? he paused, ?Have you written your family about her troubles? She does not have them as often, true, and perhaps not at all while on this trip, but I would not want them alarmed should she be taken by a night terror.?
Lenika nodded against him as she spoke on the serious subject, ?I have told my mother and aunt, who will most likely warn everyone else.? She sighed softly,?I forget, did I tell you that you and the children are expected to stay with us?? That she would even forget weighed on her heart and made her worry a touch as she felt inconsiderate of this man, whom she had feelings for, and his children, whom she absolutely loved and adored.
?I did not know. I do not wish to inconvenience anyone.?
Lenika tapped his chest with her fingers as she said, ?They have insisted and I must do what I can to convince you. She was about to add something but stopped herself as she opened and closed her mouth. Her heart was pounding again as her thoughts of the upcoming trip overtook her and she laid her hand flat against his chest again and tried to use his steady strength to calm herself.
?Well, I will not say no, but will be sure that none will be put out by our staying,? Gaerwyn said as he saw her open and close her mouth. ?What is it??
?Then all is well,? Lenika smiled up at him some as his nearness did calm her. ?From what I last read they have all the rooms ready for our arrival and they've gone into to the town to get all the houses stocked with food. They do love to feed people.?
Gaerwyn laughed warm and hearty as he said, ?Then it would be rude of me to disappoint and cause trouble by refusing such hospitality. Indeed all is well.?
?Did I ever tell you how it is exactly situated with my family?? Lenika asked as she leaned away to look at him.
?I do not believe you have spoken in detail of it, no,? Gaerwyn said as he also adjusted his seating to have a more proper look upon her.
Lenika shifted, pulling away a bit more so that she sat in a more kneeled position on the sofa as she said, ?Well, my mother has three sisters and two brothers. At one point, they all lived away from each other but the sisters decided to come together and create their own sort of village outside of the town. Each has their own house and small plot of land then those of their children that didn't leave created their own space within that same circle. So...they're fairly close together.? She glanced down to her hands, where the pads of her fingers rubbed against each other, almost nervously as she added, ?It's odd, I know, but they couldn't bear living too far apart anymore.?
?I see nothing odd about it. Many a town has been built in such a manner. A family, or pair of families, builds and grows and builds and grows. I think it well your family enjoys and appreciates each other to the manner of desiring to be close by. It speaks well to their hearts.?
?There are few of us that have gone away, but we still visit. Though?? Lenika glanced to the fire as she trailed off then continued, ?I've probably stayed away the longest.?
?Is it hard for you to be away so long?? Gaerwyn asked as there was true concern and desire to know for certain on that account.
?I have my reasons for leaving, Gaerwyn,? Lenika said as she looked back to him and smiled a touch at his concern. She wasn?t ready to admit the reasons to anyone, perhaps even to herself. ?I would not trade my life with you, Lina, Gaer, and Maeve for anything.? She reached for his hand as she wanted him to believe that in her because she meant it with all her heart. ?Most importantly, I think, my mother understands why I am not there and she accepts it, though I think she'd like it more if I were to visit more often.?
Gaerwyn held her hand, gave a smile, and promised to her, ?Then I will be sure you do visit more often. If things go well, I will have another ship built for the family to use, a swifter vessel, so you can visit your family when you need.? In an effort to make the promise true, he admitted, ?I cannot say that will be within a month or two. Funds are a little tight with the new venture and the winter season. Spring comes around though, and things are going well, then I will be sure you have your ship.? He kissed the back of her hand to seal the vow.
Lenika couldn't help but smile at the gesture and his words. In a moment of impulsive gratitude, she leaned forward to slide her arms about to hug him and press a kiss to his mouth, but just as impulsive she leaned back with some measure of embarrassment. Even as level headed as she is, she has her moments. ?I?? She trailed off a moment as her cheeks flushed a faint pink since she knew he was a formal type of man and she had acted without thinking then continued, ?Thank you. You don't have to make a ship for me, believe me I do not want to add more strain to you already growing list of things that needs to be done, but I thank you from the deepest part of my heart.?
Gaerwyn was overwhelmed in the best sense of the word, and even tried to keep the kiss going, but some sense regained after the thrilling touch of her lips against his, so he did not chase after her. Instead he drew her close to him, and murmured soft into her hair, ?You add the most wonderful things to my life, love, and giving you happiness will never be a strain or a burden. A ship you will have. I promise it.?
Lenika didn't pull away from the embrace as she slid her arms back around him. She breathed in the scent of him and thrilled at his use of an endearment then spoke softly, ?And you have brought great joy and a real love back into my life. I would do all that I could for you.?
?Would you marry me, Lenika?? Gaerwyn asked. He had wanted to wait until after he met her family, for tradition, and so she might feel secure in having visited and spoken with her family, and he realized he spoke to soon. He opened his mouth to say she did not need to answer, but then realized the words were there. There was no taking them back. He did not want to for himself. He wanted to for her, and it could not be done.