Topic: On A Kite String

Lucky Duck

Date: 2008-01-06 18:47 EST
...the beach waits like an altar...

...it was different that time
with Ezio Pinza flying a kite.
Maybe, after all, he knew something more
and was right.
- Anne Sexton (1928?1974), U.S. poet. excerpts from ?The Kite.?


He waited. Waited until the sun set and the moon took its turn. He waited for light to turn to deep shades of purple and black. He waited until the bustle of the day quieted to evening solitude. He waited until just before solitude would turn to isolation.

The lone figure walked the streets and road leading to the Yearling Brook upon purposeful strides. One arm was laden with a long wrapped package and a small sack was slung over one shoulder. Evening breeze sent the branches rustling. Up in the sky, not a cloud threatened, leaving the moon and her court of stars unveiled.

He reached the gate and offered quiet word to the guard for the Baroness. Free hand then slipped into his pocket. He carried no blaster. Not this evening. This night would be a night of fanciful flight and quiet discussion.

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2008-01-06 20:23 EST
Cian had finished his oratory on the day's events and rolled over to go to sleep without more than "Goodnight, mum," to Sylvia's departure. The other two children had been asleep for half of an hour before. Miriam had retired to her room for some letter writing and reading before.

The main manor was turning in, and the shadows began to speak to Sylvia. Slow steps down the curving stair. She reached for a cloak intent on seeking activity and distraction in town before the conversations with walls began again. A knock at the door confused Sylvia, and she moved to open the door. The cool of night and its dark comforts greeted her as did a young guard and upon his heels Lucien Mallorek. "Master Mallorek has come to call, m'lady." The guard bowed out of the way and returned to his companion on duty patrolling the grounds.

Sylvia looked over Lucky in some surprise that turned into suspicious delight as she observed a long, wrapped bundle under his arms. "No," she denied the possibility. One hand moved to her mouth to hide the laughter, and when she felt under control, the hand moved so she could ask, "You did not really? Is that what I think it might be?"

She beckoned him enter the foyer and stood there shaking her head full of grateful amusement lighting her smile and her eyes as she gazed on her dear friend, her brother in spirit if not in blood, and one of the best men she has ever known.

Lucky Duck

Date: 2008-01-06 23:15 EST
To the soul, there is hardly anything more healing than friendship.
- Thomas Moore Irish poet (1779 - 1852)


He smiled.

Smiled as her expression turned from surprise to suspicion. Smiled as she voiced her initial denial, then voiced the possibility. Smiled as tempered melancholy lifted, if only for the moment, from her eyes and smile and lit up with amusement. He smiled and nodded.

"That all depends now. What do you think it is?" Before she could reply, Lucien nodded to the door and beckoned her out of the manor. "Come take a walk with me and maybe, just maybe, I might reveal what this is," his smile tugged to a teasing grin.

The barrister waited for Sylvia to retrieve and don her cloak then offered his free arm to her. "So what new adventure did you fill your day with today?"

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2008-01-07 12:14 EST
Lacing up her cloak, she stepped out the door. ?Maybe?? she laughed. ?Now that?s a bit unfair, is it not? Maybe I should help carry something, you know, you in your old age. I would not want you to tire out.? A teasing twist to her mouth that eased away.

?The day was a good one, though all the adventures were had by the boys. The weather was amicable enough to let them out and about, which spared the hearing of many inside. The usual business of the land, Cian and Aidan?s education, and then the night time arrived. I was just debating going into town when your timely appearance solved it.? She felt she had rattled on enough. There was a limit, some may doubt, but true, of how much she could speak of her children.

She had realized that they were becoming the sum of her conversational ability, and that was not going to do at all. A playful wind teased at her hair, and she tried to tuck it behind her ears to keep it under some control. ?I also thought of planting an herb garden, though I think it will take some effort with the rocky soil. The orchard was something of a trial to get in, but Kieran insisted, and he was right of course on its effect of the landscape.?

The clarity of the sky drew her eyes up to the study of the skies for a breath. It was an easy transition to look over to Lucky. ?And what of your day?? That she worried over Lucky was not unknown, and did not need to be pressed into every moment. She kept her tone light and conversational, and the smile open and keen to listen to what he had to share.

Lucky Duck

Date: 2008-01-09 00:18 EST
Every day you may make progress. Every step may be fruitful. Yet there will stretch out before you an ever-lengthening, ever-ascending, ever-improving path. You know you will never get to the end of the journey. But this, so far from discouraging, only adds to the joy and glory of the climb.
Sir Winston Churchill British politician (1874 - 1965)


A wry grin lit on the barrister's features at Sylvia's teasing jab. Grin grew to a smile as she spoke about the children. Lucien was glad to listen as they walked under the silver light of the moon and stars. His gait was casual as they strolled toward the sandy shore. There was no need to hurry. There was richness in the journey, as much as the destination.

Ice blue gaze moved from it's wandering across the night sky's yawn over the horizon at her mention of the Baron. He watched her attempts to reign in hair of black that the evening breeze mussed. He listened to the intonation of her voice, as she spoke. He watched eyes of violet lift to look upon the night sky. He smiled once more when she turned her query to him.

"My day was rather uneventful," he offered, in and of itself a small wonder. "Was focused on this one task I just couldn't leave for later. And before I knew it, the day was passed to evening."

He turned his attention back to the road and moreso the night sky once again. "I supposed you can say I spent the day,... daydreaming. Dreaming of fanciful things," he went on, an easy grin tugging unevenly on his mien. "Adventurous things...pirates and pixies and alligators and sword fights and a far away island." His tone took on a far away measure and a boyish gleam lit in his gaze when they returned to rest upon Sylvia. "And of course...flight. Can't have an adventure without flight."

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2008-01-09 16:58 EST
By moon and stars she saw the boyish grin play at the corners of his mouth. Light of his own not to be attributed to the celestial kind brightened in some manner his eyes. ?My dear Lucky, if I did not know better, I would think you had taken a fancy to be Peter Pan.? An uncertain hint of laughter, ?I came across that book just three years back, can you imagine? Well, naturally, I would not have known of it otherwise, since it was written in some?? a vague wave of her hand, ?other place. England if I do recall correctly, but I will be wrapped in iron if I can remember the when of it. This nexus convolution of things can be quite perplexing if one lingers too long upon it.?

Resolved not to linger in that paradox, she turned away from her rambling and instead asked, ?So, fanciful daydreams and something you could not put off. Were they one in the same or of no relation? And were either related to that package you have?? She leaned her head curiously forward for a better look at it on Lucky?s opposite side. She still had an idea it was some element of a kite, particularly with his mention of flight and that look on his face when he spoke of it.

Her hand was light upon his arm he had offered upon their departure. The stroll into the darkness with a trusted companion, with whom she could be as inane and ridiculous as she wanted, had steadied her thoughts and her spirit. She felt more centered and less restless. Most walks did one or the other, but walks with a friend were of the most effective for her ailment of grief promoted change. Studying him, she wondered if this walk would help him in some small way with his troubles.

A chill night was also of help. It felt clear and clean, unblemished and swift to the lungs on each inhale. The world was not kept at bay by thick humidity or foggy curtains. Stars seemed closer and brighter, and the earth and nature around them could be heard without strain. Footsteps were eager to follow deeper into that comfort of night.

Lucky Duck

Date: 2008-01-12 07:13 EST
Memory feeds imagination.
- Amy Tan, US novelist


Grin settled into a smile at Sylvia's mention of the story. The tale was one that had been shared with the barrister by a sable-eyed, orphanage visiting storyteller. Smile sounded into an easy chuckle at a long ago memory of the barrister, the storyteller and a passerby battling unseen pirates in the streets in front of the Red Dragon Inn. Chuckle quieted to a wry grin. "Did you not know, Sylvia? I *am* Peter Pan, leading the Lost Boys in all manner of adventures," he proclaimed smugly.

He shied the package away as she leaned for another inspection of the package he carried, chuckling at her query. Lucien had little doubt that Sylvia had figured out what it was he carried back at the manor. Nevertheless he offered her no confirmation nor obvious answer regarding the package. Instead, he went on about his 'daydreams'.

"Aye, Lass!" He took on a put on pirate voice for added effect. "'Twas a grand adventure, it be! With skies o' blue overhead and waters pristine belo'." He went on, tying together a great sweeping epic out of rambling details. "It's path stretched out over the clouds, wings held out at its sides. Then suddenly it rode another current and dipped in a spiraling dive, screaming toward the waters." Details that provided clues that might have spoken of a kite's flight, but just as easily might have been a dragon or a bird's flight. Intonations rose and quieted to animate the tale, coloring it with breath and shadows. Carefree was the telling. Light hearted the tale. The burdens of duty and weights of troubles would stayed at least until morning.

It wasn't much longer before the crash of waves upon the shore could be heard in the distance. The smell of the ocean waters was the next to greet them. The barrister's telling quieted as the landscape changed and the dunes rolled up before them. Lucien glanced over at Sylvia and smiled. "Are you ready to fly?"

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2008-01-12 13:49 EST
The landscape of her thoughts changed in harmony with his tale telling. A cheerful light illuminated her eyes. Sylvia was tempted to jest that with such grand ways of telling stories, it was no wonder his chosen profession, but she was too enchanted by his manner of storytelling to ruin it. As he spoke and their own landscape changed around them, she soaked up the fancy of flight.


Are you ready to fly? The laugh hinted at something restrained, the duality of enjoying the moment, and her ability to analyze every joy in regards to the past was bordering insanity. The salty air, the smell of the sea called her to abandon her soul to it. Winds beckoned her to join in their play just as they wrapped fingers in her hair and cloak in caressing entreaties. ?Yes, Peter,? she teased at what she felt would be his new nickname, ?I do think I am.?

She reached into her hip pouch, drawing out a band of ribbon she kept on hand for times when her hair was being unruly. Dark locks wrangled and tied back into some fashion of order, she looked to him with expectation of direction. Fingers itched to open the package, perhaps an infectious habit of her sons. She rocked from toe to heel and back again, the soft soil giving way beneath her boots, fingers laced together behind her back.

?So, if you?re Peter Pan, leader of the Lost Boys,? she tilted her head, ?do I get to be a Lost Boy?? She leaned forward and bit and whispered up to him, ?Are you going to crow??

Lucky Duck

Date: 2008-01-13 20:16 EST
Imagination is the highest kite one can fly.
- Lauren Bacall, American actress


?Yes, Peter,...I do think I am."

There was no spoken reply to her answer. Just a warm smile and a nod to himself.

The long wrapped package was carefully laid down on the sand. Next the sack was dropped from his shoulder. An amusement hinted on the barrister's neatly trimmed features as he watched Sylvia reign in her curiosity and stay her anxious fingers. He drank in a deep breath, filling his lungs with the salty, cool, night air, letting it wash a calm over his countenance.

A teasing grin chased his calm expression. "Make no mistake about it. I am Peter Pan," he announced quietly against the breaking waves. He lent his head toward Sylvia, rolling up his sleeves and whispered his conspiratorial reply, "Let us see if we can take flight, before there is any crowing. Now, new Lost Boy, let's get this adventure off the ground."

He reached into the sack, removed a spool of string with grip handles on either side of and tossed it over to her. He knelt down on the sand and pulled out a second spool. Next he pulled out a canteen. "Some cider since adventuring is such a thirsty endeavor," he explained reaching into the sack once more. Next he pulled out a few items wrapped in wax paper. "Some sandwiches, since adventuring requires a lot of energy." Lucien chuckled as he repacked the canteen and sandwiches. Yes, he was dragging the unveiling out as long as he could. It was what older brothers did to kid sisters afterall.

Finally, the sack was set aside and he unwrapped the package. Nestled in the canvas wrapping were two bundles made of lightweight wood framing and silk. 'Peter's' mien lit up as he pulled out one of the bundles and carefully unfolded it. He nearly beamed as he held up the kite to Sylvia. "Time to fly."

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2008-01-14 17:30 EST
The seashore or the leader tone Lucky took, one or the other, she saluted at his directive to get the adventure off the ground. The curve of her mouth caught the jest in its intention. A quick snatch out to catch the spool of twine. Fingers released an end and she let a length of line roll out. With an impish grin, she would roll it back up and roll it out again.

As the cider and sandwiches were revealed, she exclaimed, ?Provisions! Well done, Captain Peter.? But it was the final reveal of the kite that he held up in its simple beauty that drew back the teasing and humor into the pure revealing joy of a moment offered to her.

?It is lovely,? she said as she reached to take it by the frame. Gentle fingertips caressed silk near the edge. A whisper, ?Wings of my own.? Trembling in her hands, the wind caught and coaxed for the kite to fly at that very moment, but she held and protected it from escaping just yet. She needed to tie to it first, to create that tenuous link to her ability to fly. She wanted to cast her soul up to the sky and float over the sea, and not be bound to the earth.

Violet eyes flicked away from the kite to Lucky and the other package. ?Joining me in flight?? She held the kite close as if she would not give it away ever. ?I am ready to fly, and if you do not hurry, I may beat you to it.? She taunted and examined the kite to determine the lines needed to start the night?s flying.

Her spirits were already soaring with the merry, simple moment. A hint of internal examination, that slender tie to the ground that tugs and pulls one away from lighthearted things, piped up. In the melding of concern and carefree, she wondered what Lucky?s kite would help him fly away from for a moment.

Lucky Duck

Date: 2008-01-19 04:19 EST
See the wild birds on the wing,
Hear the bells that sweetly ring...
- Frank Lebby Stanton (1857?1927), U.S. poet. Keep a-Goin? (l. 23?24). .


"Wings of my own."

The evening winds carried her whispered words to his ears. Out of his periphery, he watched her inspection and hold of the kite. The winds beckoned. The kite answered with restrained quiver, anxious to ride the currents of air and soar across the heavens. "Wings of silk," he whispered under his breath as he took out the other kite.

?I am ready to fly, and if you do not hurry, I may beat you to it.?

Lucien grinned as he tethered the kite with practiced ease with the other spool of string. "So, Lost Boy, you think you can beat me? Don't you know? Peter Pan is unbeatable," he proclaimed, throwing down the proverbial gauntlet, holding to things carefree. To free his friend, his sister, from the bindings, anchoring her to the ground was his only concern. The whispering of his own burdens and the roar of his own rage were silenced.

Spool and kite were held securely in one hand as he rose up from his knees. Lucien drew another deep breath, drinking in the night air. Ice blue gaze turned toward the starlit sky as he measured the cool breeze and the moon's perch in the twinkling canvas. He took a few steps toward the water's edge, just shy of the wave's break upon the shore. Another deep breath and a crooked grin bid Sylvia to flight.

"Now all we need are faith and trust," 'Peter' remarked as he placed his kite on the ground and secured the spool in the sand. "And we shall ride on the wind's back," he promised reaching for Sylvia's kite to help launch it.

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2008-01-20 01:55 EST
Faith and trust. Those were words she had been struggling to keep in her vocabulary. With every friend, as well as each new face and possibility, she had tried to keep faith and trust. So it was she released the kite to Lucky's care and assist the wings to flight.

The breeze upon the shore needed little help in casting the kite aloft. The barest pitch upwards and a few strides back and the silken gift was dancing upon the currents of air, causing moon and stars to play hide and seek with her. The pull upon the string was strong, and were she to believe in such things, she might have thought her spirit glided up that string to rest upon the tip of the kite.

"It is your, turn, Peter." She smiled. But she was struck by the realization that she had now way to tether her kite in order to help him launch his. "Oh, Captain Pan, if we have no way to bind my wings to the ground, I cannot help you get yours in the air." She looked for a rock along the shore that would be heavy enough to weigh the string of her kite down, and in preparation, she let more of the thread spool out.

Wings soared higher, straining to play tag with the stars and moon, and she was distracted from her search by the sight of it. "Lucky," she breathed, but did not look to him, "let no one tell you that flying kites by moonlight is not a worthwhile cause."

Lucky Duck

Date: 2008-01-20 04:08 EST
Now I am light, now I fly, now I see myself beneath myself, now a god dances through me.
- Friedrich Nietzsche (1844?1900), German philosopher. Friedrich Nietzsche, S?mtliche Werke: Kritische Studienausgabe, vol. 4, p. 50, eds. Giorgio Colli and Mazzino Montinari, Berlin, de Gruyter (1980). Zarathustra, in Thus Spoke Zarathustra, First Part, ?On Reading and Writing,? (1883).


Wings of silk took flight, carried upon unseen currents of air. Lucien took a few steps back, following the kite's rise. And he smiled, admiring it's continued reach toward the heavens, cast in a sheen of silver by the moon. Ice blue gaze traced the kite's tether to Sylvia and watched her hold onto her wings. He would have sworn that she was carried up on the back of the winds along with the kite.

"Lucky, let no one tell you that flying kites by moonlight is not a worthwhile cause."

He smiled and nodded to himself at her breathed confession, offering no reply for the moment. Instead, wordlessly, he picked up the other kite and walked several paces away from Sylvia. He laid the kite down on the sand, positioning it carefully and unspooled a measure of string. The kite fluttered on the ground as the winds teased over it. He took a running start and jerked on the string, picking up the kite off the sand and letting the wind catch it. A few strides were all he needed before his own set of wings took to the heavens.

Higher and higher it rose, carried further and further away. Every dip and swirl of the air currents reverberated down the string and echoed against his fingertips. The silk kite skipping over the currents as he coaxed it through the winds. Higher and higher it continued to rise, stretching for the stars above it. And with it, so did his spirits.

Lucien came to stand near Sylvia, his gaze following each bounce and sway of their kites. His tone was hushed and light, matching his grin. "I told you that you'd become a believer once you've experienced it." The kite string was given another tug, a slight change in pressure of his fingertip against the lengthening tether. "Can't have an adventure without flight," he reiterated in the same hush.