Topic: Precipice

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2009-11-08 13:07 EST
Cold air, full of the damp of sea and the tang of wet cobblestones, tickled Sylvia's cheeks and plucked at long strands of black hair. She walked the streets of Rhydin in the late hours of night. The guard a doppleganger of her shadow. She sought familiarity and clarity, and only the cold streets provided it.

Too often gone, too long away, and kept too far apart from those she held dear. They had changed. A wince of memory, flash of fist against a face she had known -- features the same, but the soul was not. Creeping hands of sorrow choked at her throat and constricted her lungs.

Tears stung the corners of her eyes. She looked to the sky and tried to bid them go away, but instead they fell out of those corners drawing reflective tracks to her hair. Fingertips, cold and trembling, rubbed at those eyes, forcing the tears to stop with the pain. They wiped away evidence that any had fallen. The tears still stung, but inside now.

What if she let him go? Maybe....maybe she had to. She had clung to the surety of a kinship that was spoken not blood made. Neither were certain. Nothing was certain.

"My lady." The guard's soft prompt broke her out of her thoughts.

Sylvia looked around her. She had made her way to the docks. There she stood on the end of the pier. The waves laughed and danced below her. They beckoned her to join in their salty reverie. The space between pier and water, the solitude, she felt herself there uncertain whether to cling to the pier or make for the sea. She wanted to cling to the pier, to struggle to claim her place there, but it felt as if it tilted urging her to slid away.

"My lady," he said again.

"Yes, I know."

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2009-11-22 10:10 EST
He had asked her what she remembered. She told him she remembered he fussed like an old mother hen. His reply had come without smile or hesitation. He would be happy to put her back to sleep until she woke in a more amiable mood.

Sleep is what Sylvia wanted, but without the nightmares and fears that so often made her wake herself with crying. Not that a poisoned dart was the best way to accomplish it, but she had slept.

Happenstance. It was all happenstance she told Ewan who sat by her bedside while the sun stretched lazy rays into a foggy sky casting the droplets of water that hung in the air grey instead of pale blue. It barely lit his sober, pale face. He had not slept.

Just a street gang looking for an easy target. A woman with a lone guard. There was no great plot for her assassination. The dart was not meant to kill her. At least with that he had agreed, though he did remind her the left side of her body was incapacitated. Yes, thank you for that reminder, but she could recall that very well with the way she spoke. Would it go away?

In time.

The sun was higher in the sky now and her room was empty. She felt hung in between laughing and crying as the evening in the inn played over and over. Caught between defending and demanding. If she just stepped one way or the other she would fall. It was so tempting. To let go of walking the edge. To give up the narrow crumbling path and just crash into oblivion.

She slept. The tears came again.