There were not to be messages that day. Sylvia had originally left instructions of her return to be only two days from her departure. There was no sense in pressing a messenger on through the portal for such a brief stay.
Last night's tour of the city and brief encounters that planted seeds of worry had changed those plans. One more day to remain and hopefully do some good while she was there. It meant her day was free of any true plans. She was as close as she ever got to being just herself.
The highback chair comforted her, holding her in its secure and soft support. She expected company that afternoon, even told her children of it, but not right then. At that moment it was her, the warm sight and smell of a well tended fire in the fireplace, and the silence of an empty home.
Gwen had taken the children out in the back to help picking fruit in the orchard. Guards and recruits practiced in the field. The view beyond the parlor window captured the anticipation of autumn as the trees sprinkled orange and yellow among the green leaves. Grass shivered beneath the cold caress of northern winds. The past whispered on those winds, setting the fire in the fireplace to sputtering.
It was the memories, dark and light, mixed with hurts, regrets, hopes, and triumphs that made a very strong point. She was a visitor to this world now as she once had been over ten years ago. Her hands ran over the cloth of the chair, anxious to have it remind her that she was as much home here as anywhere. Over and over along its woven pattern, the worn places, the effect of living upon its threads, she searched for that comfort.
The memories spoke of home - a past one, one solitary and shared alike. Memories that were driven away by the sound of a door, the wild call of cheerful voices and exclamations of cold noses and successful harvests. The wild run of footsteps came to the parlor and three bright faces crowded around her, pushing away doubts and anxieties of her choices once more. Beata shoved a red ripe apple at her. "Apple!"
Last night's tour of the city and brief encounters that planted seeds of worry had changed those plans. One more day to remain and hopefully do some good while she was there. It meant her day was free of any true plans. She was as close as she ever got to being just herself.
The highback chair comforted her, holding her in its secure and soft support. She expected company that afternoon, even told her children of it, but not right then. At that moment it was her, the warm sight and smell of a well tended fire in the fireplace, and the silence of an empty home.
Gwen had taken the children out in the back to help picking fruit in the orchard. Guards and recruits practiced in the field. The view beyond the parlor window captured the anticipation of autumn as the trees sprinkled orange and yellow among the green leaves. Grass shivered beneath the cold caress of northern winds. The past whispered on those winds, setting the fire in the fireplace to sputtering.
It was the memories, dark and light, mixed with hurts, regrets, hopes, and triumphs that made a very strong point. She was a visitor to this world now as she once had been over ten years ago. Her hands ran over the cloth of the chair, anxious to have it remind her that she was as much home here as anywhere. Over and over along its woven pattern, the worn places, the effect of living upon its threads, she searched for that comfort.
The memories spoke of home - a past one, one solitary and shared alike. Memories that were driven away by the sound of a door, the wild call of cheerful voices and exclamations of cold noses and successful harvests. The wild run of footsteps came to the parlor and three bright faces crowded around her, pushing away doubts and anxieties of her choices once more. Beata shoved a red ripe apple at her. "Apple!"