Topic: Resonating change

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2008-01-02 13:07 EST
Sylvia looked over the edge of her desk to where Beata sat on a quilt contentedly playing with her ever present lamb, the lettered blocks, and a few other toys of hers. The caterwauling of her sons had started an hour earlier just as Beata and Aidan had woken from their naps. The deep cold outside was keeping the whole family cooped up, and the boys were given some liberties in the situation. Running up and down the hallways and stairs, exclaiming their triumph over this or that evil doer, the tower rescued, even came in to claim Beata had been freed from the dragon which had been met with wide green eyes of the little girl, but remarkably no crying.

What was disturbing at the moment was the marked quiet of the boys. Sylvia stood from her desk where she had been reading over the latest reports of the warehouse and messages from Yransea. She leaned down to kiss her daughter?s head as she stepped to the doorway.

?Hail thair, caraid, whatch?er step. Thair be dragoons a?boot!? It was the worst highland accent she had ever heard that came out of Cian?s mouth. But that was not what alarmed her the most. Her boys were standing with their wooden swords in hand and clad in nothing more than tunics with sheets wrapped about them in some mockery of great kilt style.

?Blazing pyres, Cian Kieransson, what are you doing??

He looked at his clothing and up at her, ?What??

?Go upstairs and get dressed. You?re going to freeze in that.?

?Master Fraiser wears this,? he countered.

Sylvia was having none of it, ?Master Fraiser is a grown man and accustomed to the wearing of such garments.? If the laughter broke out now, there would be no convincing them. Aidan was already prancing around in twists and turns watching the sheet move about his bare legs. ?Go upstairs and at least get some pants on.?

?Master Fraiser does not wear pants under his kilt!?

?I am not about to discuss with you what Master Fraiser does or does not wear under his kilt. You will go get some pants on, young sir, or you will find yourself confined to your room until supper.? She pointed up the stairs. ?You, too,? she spoke to Aidan. Sword dropped, her youngest son went in a tear, using hands and feet, to get up the stairs. Cian stiffened his back and stomped his disagreement the entire way to his room.

Sylvia turned toward the wall, rested her forehead there, and began to laugh so hard tears tickled the corners of her eyes.

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2008-01-06 14:04 EST
The weather had granted the boys time out of doors, and they were relishing the chance in its entirety. Great times of chase, hide and seek, and all manner of wild running games sounded shouts among the orchard and at the edge of the bare woods.

Sylvia walked and watched, infrequent glances to the house in case Beata had woken from her nap. The thoughts in her mind were a shambles of disorder. Lips moved in quiet conversation with herself. It was a strange choice to either admit she was speaking to herself or to the absent husband. Neither boded well to her more logical mind.

Still, the conversation was had in all manner of way to try and work through her grief that gripped most fiercely in the quiet and dark of late hours. Imagination had its power then, and she needed to fend it off.

Tending at the inn was a vague and unreliable option, and could not trust it to keep her thoughts moving in a positive and helpful direction. Guarding was, in truth, out of the question. She knew why she considered it -- she wanted a blade to cut too close, an arrow to find its mark. She wanted to dance with death, because that would make things easy. Makes things easy for her. It was a selfish thought, and it sickened her that she kept trying to justify it.

The hint of a smile broke into a wisp of laughter. Kite flying. Lucky could be ridiculously unreasonable, and particularly when he knew she was doing the same. It was infuriating and touching at the same time. Her tether to some semblance of truth and sanity, and she wondered if he did not spend what little he had of both on her. She would have to change that.

The point of all this was to be helpful to others and herself. The closest to that was assisting in one of the new clinics. She was no master of mendicants, but she knew herblore and had tended many of her and other mercenaries wounds when she was younger. The solution at least would keep her busy in the deepening hours of night until exhaustion roused her to return home.

"Mum," Cian came running up and broke away her thoughts, "we're hungry."

A smile for her boys, "Well, then let us go inside and see what I can find." She hurried them on before her, and took another look around. Sid has spoken of using this place as a refuge from the pressures of her homeland or here. So it had become.