Topic: Sailing the courses set

Gaerwyn Caisson

Date: 2008-06-02 16:05 EST
After cleaning the house, not out of it needing it but due to something being on her mind, Lenika was now sitting outside repairing a few clothes. Only she gave a silent curse and an audible "ow" as she pricked her finger yet again from the distractions of her own mind. The children were off doing their own things outside and in. Lenika looked as a ball of blood welled on her thumb then she stuck it in her mouth to try to help soothe the pain.

Gaerwyn avoided a near collision with Gaer who went racing up to his room with barely a hello for his father. It had been a short conversation with his accountant and with the crew master, and Gaerwyn found himself at home. Making his way through the house in a methodical search to find Lenika, he just opened the back door when he saw her abuse her finger and exclaim the pain of it. "Are you all right, love?" He came over to check on her, a kiss to her cheek. "The clothes aren't worth you attacking your fingers in such a fashion." Though, as he looked over her face, there was something in her eyes that told him her focus had been elsewhere.

Her thumb popped out of her mouth as she glanced up to Gaerwyn with a slight, but filled with love, smile. "Well, maybe I'm not good at sewing." That's entirely not true as she has done many times before. "How did everything go?"

Taking a seat beside her, he provided the brief answer. "It will take time, but we will be back to normal operations within a month or so." He looked at the sewing, the fine stitches, and gave her a shrewd sidelong glance, "And don't try to tell a fish tale to me, my good woman. I know well and good that you sew just fine, and better than some of my masthands, so tell me what has you distracted from your stitching? Did one of the children get out of hand today?"

She was attempting another stitch and as a result there was another poke of her finger. She muttered an incomprehensible curse as she raised the poor finger up. "The children are darling dears, and you know that."

He reached to take the finger, pressing his lips gentle against it, and then folded his hands around hers. "I think you give them too much credit. Well, Lina, maybe, but Gaer?" It was a chuckle meant to ease the way so she would speak to her trouble. "But, if not them, then what is the matter?"

Lenika smiled at his healing touch of her finger. "Gaer is very much like his father, so I love him all the more for it." She glanced to the shirt to make sure there was no blood on it. "Did I ever tell you that I had a child in possession once?"

It was a most abrupt and unexpected question, rather like a northeaster accompanied by a squall, and he was not quite sure which tack to take or course to set. It was best he go with caution, turning the course with the wind, he did not turn away and only said. "I do not recollect you telling me of this." His hands had warmed with unexpected adrenaline, and he swallowed hard against the dry mouth.

Her smile was tiny and crooked and she gave a half hearted shrug. "Well, I was. You've seen him, actually."

This stunned him the more so. His brows rose and he stammered at his own rather shameful inability to recollect a child of Lenika's. "I'm cast out of sorts, Lenika. I do not recall meeting a child of yours. Great roaring seas, what you must think of me!" His hands drew away and rubbed them over his face. Was it the troubles of late that cast the entire memory from his mind? Struggling to think back, he wondered what else he might have forgotten.

"I never introduced him as mine, Gaerwyn." She reached to try to take hs face in her hands and press a kiss to his lips. "And I did not bear him, so he'd have no resemblance of me."

It was either the kiss, the touch, or the words - more likely a combination of all three, that stunned him into an inability to speak. So, instead of continuing to interrupt, he looked to her for the entirety of the story, particularly with the latest incongruous clues.

She pressed another kiss then released him as her hands went back to try and stitch. Her gaze drifting down. "When I lived in Rhydin I befriended a woman named Tara. I introduced you to her once. She's an odd sort of woman, who is not always in her right mind...." She trailed off as she stabbed her finger yet again.

A rather uncertain nod, to him many seemed odd and not particularly in their right mind, but he believed he knew this one, not only from Lenika, but from some side references his cousin had made.

When she damaged her finger again, he placed a hand over hers to claim them from the sewing. If it was motion she needed, then he began to massage her palms and fingers, letting them move and have motion without the danger of being repeatedly stabbed by a needle.

She glanced up the sewing to look at him. It pained her to not finish what she had started but she accepted his massage without question. "She bore a child with a man then they had a rather difficult parting and Tara was left with her son, but she feared she'd take his life because the boy was very much like his father in appearance and behavior, so she gave the boy to me for safekeeping. During that time I was not ready for a child and I still lived in Rhydin, so I took him to live with my family. You met him when we went to visit."

Gaerwyn Caisson

Date: 2008-06-02 16:07 EST
It was not unlike a report from one of his crew or managers, and in such a fashion he took the information given and was able to adapt to its meaning. "It was good that you and your family took him in if his mother was so unstable as to take his life just because he looked like someone else." The very thought of taking a child's life for such reasons disgusted him. In fact, he could not think of any reason to harm a child, though he supposed there must be some extremes. Every rule had an exception. Still, there was the matter of the child. "And he has grown up knowing how much of this? All of it, or does he not know more than your family is his?"

"As I said, Tara can be....off in her mind. He does not know. I agreed to not tell him otherwise, though I was supposed to claim him as my own. My cousin, however, had a son and she could not have other children so she wanted him if I was going to return to Rhydin. He thinks of me as one of his aunts."

A slow nod, he could remember the boy now. The one that seemed not just like the others, though at the time he could not have placed it had someone pressed him with the question. He released her hands to let them do as they willed, hoping now that with this out in the open for discussion, she would be less likely to cause bodily harm to herself.

It was something to this though that brought up the deep, distracting concern in her. The depth of his voice reached in the tender question, "What is it that troubles you now about him?"

Before she even stitched, she simply poked herself with the needle as she fumbled it. "My mother has written that he has been asking for me. It seems he remembers more than we thought he did. He's been having nightmares as well...." She trailed off as she tried again. She managed one stitch before she fumbled the needle again. "I truly don't know if he will have any of the magical abilities that his mother had."

It was enough for him to take away the stitching from her hands, only when she spoke of magical abilities, he managed to stab his own thumb in the process. A wince and shake of the thumb, he set the stitching behind him as if it were an unruly child causing trouble. "What is it that he remembers?"

She sighed as he took it from her then chuckled as he got stabbed. She reached to kiss his offended thumb. "He remembers his mother, but they believe he's confused as I also have red hair, though our colors are different. Scary moments and yet loving ones. I truly don't think I know the whole story." She set her hands in her lap. "He's asking questions that I don't think they can answer."

The smile alight with affection as her lips graced their tender administrations to his injury. "Question he deserves to have answered, but truthfully, my love." He had heard her say she would not tell the boy, but to compound a lie with another ate at him, and he would have no part. "You must see him and talk with him. The Hope is at your command."

"Do you think a five year old would understand?" She was seeking his wisdom and guidance as she looked to his eyes.

It was not a question he considered off hand. With his own children, at times, he had protected them from unkindness with euphemisms, simple facts without the full color or complexity of the matter. He gave a nod, and answered, "I think he will understand the heart of the matter with time and continued care. He is loved for who he is. He is loved by his mother in her seeing him to safer hands, loving hands. I doubt it will be the entirety of the issue that you see, but if he has questions, nothing but truth will answer them. Anything else and it is devaluing his fears and hurts. Would you not say so as well?"

She nodded. "Yes, that's true. I just had not expected him to question it so soon."

He stole an arm around her and drew her close. "Children rarely seem to stick to the schedule we set for them. All too soon they want to reach out into dangerous waters when we would be all too happy to keep them on shore." He kissed the top of her head, one hand caressing the luxuriant hair.

She sighed into him and slid her arms about him. "I suppose then I shall need to sail to home and Rhydin. Do you think your, the children or Maeve, would like to go? I know my mother would like to see Lina and Gaer again."

"I think they would very much like to go. I wish I could join you, but these recent events," he stopped before he let the frustration seep into his voice, and steadied it again, thinking of them sailing on The Hope as they were meant. "I worry about Aunt Maeve, though I think we will leave that up to her. If she decides not to go, I will be sure to have someone check in on her daily."

"If it would be better, I can wait until the time is better, Gaerwyn." She gently caressed his cheek and jawline with her fingertips.

"No, no," he tilted his head to kiss those fingertips and then her. "See to his, care..." he stopped and tried to remember his name. "What a befuddled old man I've become. I cannot seem to recollect his name among the many I learned that day, and I am usually very good at those sorts of things. But it best we call him by his name, and that you see to him. Perhaps Lina can be of help with his nightmares, since she has left behind her own night frights."

She pressed a kiss back. "Severen. That's his name." She tried rubbing his back a little. "Are you sure? I don't want to leave you without aid."

A firm nod, "I will know you and the children are safe, and so will Aunt Maeve be whether she is with you or not, and that will be my aid and strength. There will be times like these when we are both set on our own courses." He sighed soft at the feel of her hand rubbing over his back. "You do know I love you, and not just because you rub my back." He chuckled and gave a quick kiss again. "No, you see to Severen, and I will see that we still make ends meet and then some."

"We will make ends meet, Gaerwyn. I can help with that if you will allow it." Fingers began to gently massage spots on the back. "Even if I must go back to selling my art."

"Ah, love, I want you to do what you want. This accident in Rhydin, well, it will be set straight. Plans are just a little delayed." He smiled though his eyes closed at the sheer pleasure of her massage. "If you want to sell your art, then do so, but only for your desire and your happiness. Take a hand in the business of trade if you wish. I mean to support your dreams just as you support mine, love. I have my dreams in you, the children, and my work. I want you to have the same."

"And I also want you to not worry, though I think you worry less than I do." Her fingers continued their care of his back. "I will make my decision when I return from seeing my mother and dealing with this matter with Severen. Do you think all will settle with Rhydin?"

He tilted his head one way and then the other, popping tension from his neck and then moved to claim her for his embrace again. "Mmm, yes, I think you do worry more than I do. Later tonight, I think I will return the favor of your massage." A low rumble in his throat of affirmation, "Aye, I think if anyone will dig into the heart of that matter it will be Ewan. Rhys and Hudson are managing well the additional hands as well as the complications of delays. I have faith in them to set things right once again." It was a faith he reaffirmed just at the moment, when it waned from time to time.

"I will lend my faith to you and the dealings then." She did chuckle low at his offer of a return massage. "Are you any good with your hands?" She teased him softly.

"I have not convinced you of it yet?" He laughed and one hand made a very provocative caress down her side. "I will have to do much better."

She laughed and gave his hand a playful little swat, but she did press a sweet kiss. "That'll have to be later as I'll need to make dinner soon."

"Mm, yes, I suppose it will. Have to feed the family." He grumbled as if that were an ill thing to stand in the way of his desires, but he gave a wink and rose from the seat. "I will help. Not only am I good with my hands, but I can follow directions, too."

"Then first carry that dreadful needle and clothes for me, please. Then join me in the kitchen." She grinned, almost as if she was suggesting something else, but then she was off for the house.

"Aye, aye, captain," he gave a salute, gathered up the clothes and evil needle, and chased after her aiming a swat to her backside.