Gaerwyn stood amidships as he spoke with his boatswain, ?I understand she took a rough journey over in the storm, Iansson, but the Inspire will hold fast until we arrive in Seansloe tomorrow where you will have leave to refit her. I see no point in shoaling her to use our provisions when we are less than a day?s voyage from home port.? Iansson grumbled but nodded and gave his respects then turned on heel and headed below decks. Gaerwyn turned to lean on the starboard railing and looked out to the sea as the sun set to the port side behind him.
Lenika walked along the ship until she reached him and spoke softly. ?Glad to be almost home??
His smile revealed his answer, but he nodded and watched the crawling darkness and the first light of stars as around him lamps were lit. ?That I am and for many reasons.? He did not look to her as he continued. ?Aunt Maeve and the children will be pleased that you're coming to stay some time with us again.?
?I may return again to Rhydin when Ewan wakes up, just to see how he is, but I'll come back to Seansloe. I'm comfortable there.? She leaned next to him.
?I am pleased to hear it,? he dared a glance to her then cleared his throat softly. ?I hope Ewan will journey home in his recovery so his mother may see him as well as others. Still, he will do as he has always done. His own sense of the best thing for everyone.? A self deprecating smirk, ?A family trait, I suppose.?
?I would go there in hopes of bringing him back to see his mother.? She said as she turned her gaze to him. ?Would you say we are friends, Gaerwyn??
He turned to face her more, his stance easy with the swells of the ocean. ?For my part, most certainly we are friends.?
?I would like to think we are friends.?
?Then so we are, for we both seem agreeable to the situation,? he smiled and looked back out to sea. ?It was good to see your other friends in that Rhydin.? It was more a question than a statement.
?Some of them, yes.? Lenika paused, ?But it seems that is not my life any longer.? She shook her head gently.
?Does it sadden you??
?No. It doesn't.? There were many thoughts going on as she paused again. ?Perhaps that was never the life I was meant to lead.?
?Mmm..,? he nodded for he understood that statement very well. ?Still, there are entire lands and oceans open to you and one in particular which you are already welcome and glad to be seen.?
?And I'm grateful for the opportunity.?
She opened her mouth to say something more, but refrained. Gaerwyn did not miss the motion nor let it pass, ?But?? for he is rather certain there is a ?but? waiting there.
?There is no but,? she corrects. ?There has been something on my mind, though.? He gave a nod for her to continue. Lenika bit tentatively on her lower lip as she worked out what she wished to say in her mind. The motion was a little disconcerting to Gaerwyn who reached to grip the railing in some front of casualness, but worry was rising. ?It is a little matter, I think, but it gives me cause to wonder,? she began but then paused.
?And now causing me to wonder as well,? Gaerwyn?s brows pulled slightly inward.
?Mm?perhaps it?s a silly thought of a silly person. You gave me a kiss, on the cheek mind you, but a kiss nonetheless and when I tried to make light of it later on, you seemed?mad. Why?? Sound winds toyed with locks of her hair, casting it about her face.
A more pointed question he could not have encountered at the moment, but he answered with due frankness. ?It was perhaps more of my frustrations with my cousin than you making light of it, but in truth, I felt guilty for having done it, and I felt your teasing a stinging reminder of my own self reproach. You did not respond to the kiss favorably, and I felt ashamed at having breeched my conduct with you.?
Lenika nodded, ?I see. It was not that it wasn't favored, but more surprising than anything else.?
?And all the same, I should have been less forward. Perhaps my cousin is correct and the land has an effect on one whether they fight it or not,? he offered a sheepish smile.
?Perhaps it was the fun of the moment. We did have some fun there.?
?Oh, I agree with that. We did,? his smile widened. He looked up at his hair thinking on her teasing him but ruffling it, but his gaze drops to her once again. ?I am glad you were there to help me survive the society.?
?As am I,? she nodded. ?I regret nothing that happened during your time there.?
That raised his brows slightly and he wanted to gain clarification, but at that point, he was not pressing his luck and his mouth moved from a word into a smile.
Lenika walked along the ship until she reached him and spoke softly. ?Glad to be almost home??
His smile revealed his answer, but he nodded and watched the crawling darkness and the first light of stars as around him lamps were lit. ?That I am and for many reasons.? He did not look to her as he continued. ?Aunt Maeve and the children will be pleased that you're coming to stay some time with us again.?
?I may return again to Rhydin when Ewan wakes up, just to see how he is, but I'll come back to Seansloe. I'm comfortable there.? She leaned next to him.
?I am pleased to hear it,? he dared a glance to her then cleared his throat softly. ?I hope Ewan will journey home in his recovery so his mother may see him as well as others. Still, he will do as he has always done. His own sense of the best thing for everyone.? A self deprecating smirk, ?A family trait, I suppose.?
?I would go there in hopes of bringing him back to see his mother.? She said as she turned her gaze to him. ?Would you say we are friends, Gaerwyn??
He turned to face her more, his stance easy with the swells of the ocean. ?For my part, most certainly we are friends.?
?I would like to think we are friends.?
?Then so we are, for we both seem agreeable to the situation,? he smiled and looked back out to sea. ?It was good to see your other friends in that Rhydin.? It was more a question than a statement.
?Some of them, yes.? Lenika paused, ?But it seems that is not my life any longer.? She shook her head gently.
?Does it sadden you??
?No. It doesn't.? There were many thoughts going on as she paused again. ?Perhaps that was never the life I was meant to lead.?
?Mmm..,? he nodded for he understood that statement very well. ?Still, there are entire lands and oceans open to you and one in particular which you are already welcome and glad to be seen.?
?And I'm grateful for the opportunity.?
She opened her mouth to say something more, but refrained. Gaerwyn did not miss the motion nor let it pass, ?But?? for he is rather certain there is a ?but? waiting there.
?There is no but,? she corrects. ?There has been something on my mind, though.? He gave a nod for her to continue. Lenika bit tentatively on her lower lip as she worked out what she wished to say in her mind. The motion was a little disconcerting to Gaerwyn who reached to grip the railing in some front of casualness, but worry was rising. ?It is a little matter, I think, but it gives me cause to wonder,? she began but then paused.
?And now causing me to wonder as well,? Gaerwyn?s brows pulled slightly inward.
?Mm?perhaps it?s a silly thought of a silly person. You gave me a kiss, on the cheek mind you, but a kiss nonetheless and when I tried to make light of it later on, you seemed?mad. Why?? Sound winds toyed with locks of her hair, casting it about her face.
A more pointed question he could not have encountered at the moment, but he answered with due frankness. ?It was perhaps more of my frustrations with my cousin than you making light of it, but in truth, I felt guilty for having done it, and I felt your teasing a stinging reminder of my own self reproach. You did not respond to the kiss favorably, and I felt ashamed at having breeched my conduct with you.?
Lenika nodded, ?I see. It was not that it wasn't favored, but more surprising than anything else.?
?And all the same, I should have been less forward. Perhaps my cousin is correct and the land has an effect on one whether they fight it or not,? he offered a sheepish smile.
?Perhaps it was the fun of the moment. We did have some fun there.?
?Oh, I agree with that. We did,? his smile widened. He looked up at his hair thinking on her teasing him but ruffling it, but his gaze drops to her once again. ?I am glad you were there to help me survive the society.?
?As am I,? she nodded. ?I regret nothing that happened during your time there.?
That raised his brows slightly and he wanted to gain clarification, but at that point, he was not pressing his luck and his mouth moved from a word into a smile.