Topic: Tapestry

Lucky Duck

Date: 2008-03-31 21:46 EST
I was continuing to shrink. To become, what? The infinitesimal? What was I? ... I looked up, as if somehow I would grasp the heavens. The universe, worlds beyond number, God?s silver tapestry spread across the night. And in that moment I knew the answer to the riddle of the infinite. I had thought in terms of man?s own limited dimension. I had presumed upon nature. ...All this vast majesty of creation?it had to mean something. And then I meant something, too. Yes, smaller than the smallest?I meant something, too. To God, there is no zero. I still exist.

- Friedrich D?rrenmatt (1921?1990), Swiss dramatist, novelist, essayist, Jack Arnold, and Trans. by Gerhard P. Knapp (1995). excerpts from Romulus the Great, act I (1956).


It was a question asked with familial intent. A query born out of more than idly curiosity and even a friend's guard, but rather of fraternal interest. The revelation couched in the reply, nearly carried away under the guise of casual banter left the Barrister unsettled.

He paced the length of the room, his hands clasped behind his back and his gaze trained firmly on the floor in front of his steps. The reasons Ewan recited for Sylvia's departure would seem sound on the surface of it. However, they sounded oddly of surrender and retreat to the Barrister. They were uncharacteristic of the spirited drink slinging mercenary turned Baroness he knew.

A quiet knock on the door interrupted Lucien's musings and stopped his pacing. Gwyr entered the study, carrying a small pot and a mug on a tray. "I saw the light under the door, Gov'nor," he offered in explanation as he set down the tray and poured the coffee. The man carried the cup to the Barrister and handed it to him. The faithful manservant tipped his head to the spot beside Lucien's foot. "I'll have someone come by tomorrow tae fix that before it unravels altogether, Gov'nor."

Lucien nodded, easing into an armchair with the cup of coffee and a sigh. "Thank you, Gwyr."

"Good night, Gov'nor." The man took the tray and with a nod to the Barrister, left him to his thoughts once again.

As quiet settled in the room, Lucien took a drink of coffee, his attention falling to the fraying carpet Gwyr had indicated. In the reclaimed hush, his thoughts returned to the Baroness, to his friend and sister. He recalled their recent conversations; her declaration that she was considering taking up a post as a city guard, reasons for even the passing thought on that matter, her quiet confession under kites flying in the moonlit sky. He could see the melancholy behind her smile, and hear the tempered levity in her laugh. There was a foreign uncertainty to her bearing.

Lucky Duck

Date: 2008-04-01 02:00 EST
Older memories drifted into the Barrister's consciousness as he sat in the silence of the study. Their voices rose out of the buzzing din of the inn that evening long past, stirring in his memory. Lucien sat up in the chair, setting the cup aside, his gaze narrowing with renewed inspection of the worn seam of the carpet. They had been speaking of another, but his own words voiced to the Baroness echoed true again.

It is a tapestry. Our lives. Each of us a thread of seemingly gossamer silk, interwoven, connected with one another. All of it coming together to form a large picture. And even when a portion unravels, even just a little, it impacts the larger image.

And in that tapestry...some threads end. If they continue they distort the picture as much as threads that unravel...Sylvia had countered quietly.

He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, maintaining his intent scrutiny of the ornate flooring over his folded hands. Gaze drifted over the interlaced patterns, following one line then another across the floor. He shook his head with a muttered rebuttal spoken into the blanketing hush, "All threads, even those at the end are tied, woven together."

Abruptly he rose to his feet and rushed out of the study and into his office. He moved to his desk and began deliberately ransacking the drawers. Driven searching escalated with his pulling the drawers out altogether and dumping the contents unceremoniously onto his desk. Papers, quills, stationary, seals and other items went crashing onto, then off the desk.

The ruckus brought Gwyr from his room and he stood at the door, watching the Barrister in the midst of chaos strewn desk. "I'm looking for that...that...." Lucien waved his hand above his head, drawing a circle with a finger, without sparing a glance up from the clutter items to his faithful manservant. Gwyr moved quietly into the office. He reached down and plucked a small golden item from the strewn disarray and held out the charm to the Lucien, stopping the man's frenetic search.

*******

The next morning, a sealed package was delivered to Rhys at the warehouse addressed to the Yran Rose.

A small gold charm in the shape of a wheel with eight spokes, a triangular green felt cap with a white feather, a thick braided rope (addressed to 'Lucky'), among a few other items accompanied the letter written in the Barrister's hand.

Dear Sylvia,

I hope this letter finds you and the children well. Imagine my surprise when I learned that my name was given to another. Imagine my amusement when I learned the other had four legs and a tail. If he is true to his moniker, I trust he will be full of mischief.

It would serve you right, my dear Sister for abandoning your kin here on these shores and taking your leave. And yet, across the distance, I can already hear your protestations and witty rebuttal. You always argued spiritedly with me. Of course as the beneficent elder brother, I let you win a few arguments. Just a few, mind you.

Taunts and jests aside, though,... I am sorry.

I miss our discussions. Heated as some of them were. I recall one particular conversation we had over tea and scotch at the inn. You had mentioned that I was a lucky charm. I countered that you would need a lucky charm with a brother like myself. It is with that memory I send you a lucky charm.

I was told in a far away culture, barristers would wear the symbol of the wheel before they stepped into the courtroom and many believed that they could not win a case without it. It was given to me years ago by a friend who, I believe hoped that it would steer me back on the proper course. Perhaps it will help you find your way back.

The gossamer threads of the unfinished tapestry will be held until you return to continue the weaving.

And besides that, you can't get out of adventuring with the great Peter Pan that easily!

Lucien

SylviaNightshade

Date: 2008-04-02 21:31 EST
Shaking her head, laughing as she read the note over and over, Sylvia held the wheel charm in hand. The green cap with its feather rested on her lap. ?Oh, Lucky, you are a nut!? Lucky-puppy picked up its head from her feet with expectation. ?Not, you Lucky-puppy, though you are rather a nut, too.? The dog seemed to smile as it panted a bit with eager anticipation for whatever her prattling might mean.

For all that eagerness, though, the dog just got a pat to the head as she stood, cap, charm, and letter in hand, and disturbed his comfortable place smashing her feet with his head and front paws. At least he had kept to chewing his new thick braided rope and not moved to the toes of her slippers. She had lost one half of a pair already to the teeth of the ever growing animal.

Late hour writing was, she realized, a soothing and anticipated event. The lamp light carried from the chair side table to her desk. Its glow transferred warmth to the passing furniture and glinted on the charm around her neck as well as the one still in her hand. She selected parchment and ink with due care. A soft laugh escaped her as she read over the beginning of the letter again, and then began to write.

Dear Lucky,

We are all well here, and I hope you and yours are the same. Your namesake thanks you for the braided rope as do future pairs of my slippers. The dog, as you guessed, could not have been more aptly named, except to add a middle name of Mischief. Lucky Mischief? That does remind me of some past events. Been juggling any glasses or climbing ladders to rafters lately?

As to your claim that you let me win a few arguments, need I begin a full list here of the debates I most certainly won without your generous indulgence? Is that a crow I read in your letter Captain Pan? Don?t crow too loudly or you may find yourself hoarse.

I am uncertain to what you feel you must apologize or express sorrow. Years have passed since I was that impetuous mercenary that would sling drinks with you behind the bar of the Inn, and I have changed. We all have changed. I have not forgotten, nor ever will, your kindnesses to me. Distance cannot change who you are to me, my dear brother.

Thank you for the golden wheel charm. The Twelve in this world use the wheel in symbols of life, the ever changing cycle. It with the meaning you provided is a true lucky charm, and I treasure its giving, but it can not replace my lucky charm brother.

However, if you think I am going to wear that green cap, you have another think coming.

Each as their thread in the tapestry, Lucky, as you will well recall. It is not a tragedy when a thread falls away and gives over to another to play its part in the picture. Do not cling too long to those threads keeping others from their chance to weave.

The children sleep, but I know they would want to send their hellos to you. Beata is learning to blow kisses. I am sure she would send one her uncle?s way.

I will keep the cap against intrusions of a mysterious man in green tights showing up at my window. Think it will convince him that I am one of the Lost Boys?

As ever, your loving sister,

Sylvia