I was continuing to shrink. To become, what? The infinitesimal? What was I? ... I looked up, as if somehow I would grasp the heavens. The universe, worlds beyond number, God?s silver tapestry spread across the night. And in that moment I knew the answer to the riddle of the infinite. I had thought in terms of man?s own limited dimension. I had presumed upon nature. ...All this vast majesty of creation?it had to mean something. And then I meant something, too. Yes, smaller than the smallest?I meant something, too. To God, there is no zero. I still exist.
- Friedrich D?rrenmatt (1921?1990), Swiss dramatist, novelist, essayist, Jack Arnold, and Trans. by Gerhard P. Knapp (1995). excerpts from Romulus the Great, act I (1956).
It was a question asked with familial intent. A query born out of more than idly curiosity and even a friend's guard, but rather of fraternal interest. The revelation couched in the reply, nearly carried away under the guise of casual banter left the Barrister unsettled.
He paced the length of the room, his hands clasped behind his back and his gaze trained firmly on the floor in front of his steps. The reasons Ewan recited for Sylvia's departure would seem sound on the surface of it. However, they sounded oddly of surrender and retreat to the Barrister. They were uncharacteristic of the spirited drink slinging mercenary turned Baroness he knew.
A quiet knock on the door interrupted Lucien's musings and stopped his pacing. Gwyr entered the study, carrying a small pot and a mug on a tray. "I saw the light under the door, Gov'nor," he offered in explanation as he set down the tray and poured the coffee. The man carried the cup to the Barrister and handed it to him. The faithful manservant tipped his head to the spot beside Lucien's foot. "I'll have someone come by tomorrow tae fix that before it unravels altogether, Gov'nor."
Lucien nodded, easing into an armchair with the cup of coffee and a sigh. "Thank you, Gwyr."
"Good night, Gov'nor." The man took the tray and with a nod to the Barrister, left him to his thoughts once again.
As quiet settled in the room, Lucien took a drink of coffee, his attention falling to the fraying carpet Gwyr had indicated. In the reclaimed hush, his thoughts returned to the Baroness, to his friend and sister. He recalled their recent conversations; her declaration that she was considering taking up a post as a city guard, reasons for even the passing thought on that matter, her quiet confession under kites flying in the moonlit sky. He could see the melancholy behind her smile, and hear the tempered levity in her laugh. There was a foreign uncertainty to her bearing.
- Friedrich D?rrenmatt (1921?1990), Swiss dramatist, novelist, essayist, Jack Arnold, and Trans. by Gerhard P. Knapp (1995). excerpts from Romulus the Great, act I (1956).
It was a question asked with familial intent. A query born out of more than idly curiosity and even a friend's guard, but rather of fraternal interest. The revelation couched in the reply, nearly carried away under the guise of casual banter left the Barrister unsettled.
He paced the length of the room, his hands clasped behind his back and his gaze trained firmly on the floor in front of his steps. The reasons Ewan recited for Sylvia's departure would seem sound on the surface of it. However, they sounded oddly of surrender and retreat to the Barrister. They were uncharacteristic of the spirited drink slinging mercenary turned Baroness he knew.
A quiet knock on the door interrupted Lucien's musings and stopped his pacing. Gwyr entered the study, carrying a small pot and a mug on a tray. "I saw the light under the door, Gov'nor," he offered in explanation as he set down the tray and poured the coffee. The man carried the cup to the Barrister and handed it to him. The faithful manservant tipped his head to the spot beside Lucien's foot. "I'll have someone come by tomorrow tae fix that before it unravels altogether, Gov'nor."
Lucien nodded, easing into an armchair with the cup of coffee and a sigh. "Thank you, Gwyr."
"Good night, Gov'nor." The man took the tray and with a nod to the Barrister, left him to his thoughts once again.
As quiet settled in the room, Lucien took a drink of coffee, his attention falling to the fraying carpet Gwyr had indicated. In the reclaimed hush, his thoughts returned to the Baroness, to his friend and sister. He recalled their recent conversations; her declaration that she was considering taking up a post as a city guard, reasons for even the passing thought on that matter, her quiet confession under kites flying in the moonlit sky. He could see the melancholy behind her smile, and hear the tempered levity in her laugh. There was a foreign uncertainty to her bearing.