Topic: Through the eyes of a child - Ewan

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-05-21 18:07 EST
?Hey, redbird, what do you see?? his cousin laughed with the other midshipmen as they stood at the base of the tree cavorting their time away while on shore leave.

Ewan did not care to be teased for his hair, his nose wrinkled slightly, but he ignored his cousin. Across the fields to the main road that led into Seansloe, the banners of the warband could be seen. His father would be home. Nimble and quick as a five year old could be not being held back by fear that so often held back adults, he clambered down the tree and hit the ground at a run.

?Hey, Ewan, where are you going?? Gaerwyn looked astounded at his little cousin.

?The warband is home!? he whooped over his shoulder and made for home.

The rain of the morning had cast the fall colors more sullen to warn of the grey coming of winter. Ewan slid across the rain slicked stones of the streets of Seansloe as he raced home. Without care for the gate or its latch, he burst through the front gate of the house and nearly ran into the wheelbarrow that was across the path to the door. Instead he launched himself over it and tumbled up to continue his run up to the door and slamming his way inside, ?Mother!?

Maeve came from the kitchen prepared to be fully cross with her son and his condition. She had not seen him yet, but that was no matter. He always came home with some new tear of his clothes or damage to his body, and no doubt he was covered in dirt. ?What am I going to do with you, Ewan??

?Father?s home! He came home in time!? His bounce was high around his mother. He was too young to interpret that look on her face as relief that the warband, and she would hope her husband as well, had returned home yet again.

It was as brief look that was swiftly replaced with a warm smile for her delighted son. ?Go clean up so your father will be certain he has a son and not some two footed beast from the woods.?

Ewan laughed like a wild child and scampered up the stairs to clean up as he was bid. Father was home. It was harvest time. The world was right again.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-05-24 13:13 EST
Ewan watched his father struggle to eat his food with the unaccustomed hand. The angles looked all wrong. A disappointed pout pushed out his lowe rlip. Green eyes looked to his mother who did not seem to notice anything was different at all. Well, that just was not right to his way of thinking.

"Father," Ewan had enough of this. He was going to ask, "why can't you eat the same with that hand as your broken one?"

His father smiled, "I guess I will be learning to do just that, lad. You'll find most folk prefer one hand over the other."

Ewan crossed his arms before his little puffed up chest, "Not me. If I breaked-"

"-broke," Maeve corrected her son smoothly between bites of stew.

"-broke my arm, I'd use t'other one just same." The rusty blonde mop of curls and waves jumped with his firm nod.

"A fine fighter you'd make being able to use both arms just the same," Corin grinned to his son, but then saw his wife pause for the first time that night in graceful lifting of her spoon.

The young boy was oblivious to his mother's silent distress and held out his hands high above his head. "I'm going to be a fighter like you, father."

Maeve quietly encouraged, "Then eat so you will grow big and strong, and stop bouncing so much or your chair will fall apart."

Corin tried to comfort his wife with a look and she shared an understanding smile back. This was the life they had chosen, and Corin knew Maeve was the wonder she had always been to accept the risks of her husband and protect their family no matter what might happen to him.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-06-03 15:01 EST
?Really, father?? Ewan nearly hopped around his father who only watched the expression of his wife.

Maeve gave a warm smile and looked fondly and proudly upon her husband. ?So, Baron Logan has appointed you Master of Arms, or was it Lord Kieran??

Ewan did not care who it was, ?Does that mean we get to move to Seansloe Manor, father? Do I get to practice with the practice masters still??

Corin smiled upon his son, ?No, we will live here, but I will often be at Seansloe Manor if not traveling as my new position requires. I expect you to help your mother when I am called away. As to practicing with the masters, we will see.? Corin looked to his wife, ?It was Baron Logan that appointed me, yet I do not doubt it was with Lord Kieran?s advisement.?

Ewan looked between his parents and considered what this meant. He was something of ten years now, though age was not something his family was in the habit of tracking. People were to be treated based on behavior, not age, and Ewan was proud of all he accomplished with the practice masters. His time with them would decrease now that his mother would need him more and that his father would not be there with the warband as well. Maybe, though, maybe? ?Father, you will not be away often will you??

?I cannot say, but I will try my best to fulfill my promises to you, your mother, and our country.?

?Everything will be fine, then.? Ewan smiled convinced that all was fine. His father said it would be.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-06-03 15:03 EST
?Ewan!? he heard his father call from downstairs. ?Get up now!?

He knew. Ewan rolled over in bed with a groan and covered his head with his pillow. His father knew the latest adventure. Why did he ever listen to Gaerwyn?s friends? Even Gaerwyn had told him not to do it. Maybe if he just stayed under the pillow and covers he could disappear until his father was sent out by Baron Logan on some mission again. That thought soured Ewan?s disposition even more. His father was always off somewhere.

?I said get up!? Corin hollered just a foot away from Ewan?s head, but everything suddenly shifted and the bed tilted harshly. Ewan flailed and rolled from the turning bed, but not well enough to avoid cracking his head against the bedside table.

?Swords and arrows, father!? Ewan scowled kicking his legs free of the bedding and rubbing his skull.

Corin thundered over to him and grabbed his son?s shoulder in a vice like grip, ?Don?t you use that tone of voice with me, lad.?

Ewan shrugged out from beneath his father?s grip. Corin instead grabbed the top of Ewan?s breeches and hauled him that way from the room with Ewan barely refraining from trying to knock his father?s head off. ?Stop it! I can walk!?

?Then do so and out to the back garden with you.? Corin let go and strode after his sullen son past Maeve who put on a convincing unaware expression as she worked around the kitchen preparing lunch. Corin knew how the past years since he became Master of Arms for the noble family of Yransea had effected his wife. She struggled to keep a growing boy from mischief while her husband was often away.

Ewan stalked outside and turned around to face his father, arms crossed over his bare chest. ?All right, father, so you found out I broke into the merchant store. It was a harmless prank. I did not take anything, just moved things around a bit. What are you going to do now??

Corin swiftly clouted his son upside the head. ?Who do you think you are, Ewan??

Ewan blinked away the tears and rubbed at now another sore spot on his skull, but the defiance burned even brighter in his eyes. ?I thought I was Ewan Corin?s son, but since Corin is not around anymore, I guess I am not.?

He could not see the pain in his father?s eyes. Not now when his temper was high and he was full of youthful bravado and childish hurt on this cusp of becoming a young man. ?Well,? said Corin, ?if you think yourself ready to become a man, and stop listening to your cousin?s supposed friends when they convince you to pull stupid stunts, maybe it is time you took part in the Harvest Festival competitions.?

Arms unfolded slowly in the unexpected turn. ?What??

?Harvest Festival competitions begin the day after tomorrow. I suggest you sleep more at night and practice during the day to prepare.? His father turned on heels and entered the house leaving Ewan out in the chill autumn morning stunned into stillness.

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-06-20 22:54 EST
?This is not going as you intended, is it?? Maeve looked up at her husband, Corin.

?No,? Corin?s mouth stayed in a firm line as he watched his son, Ewan, approach the ring, ?it is not.?

Ewan was trying his level best to keep his mind on the task at hand. Anticipate the next move, but act in the now. Swordmaster Pelin said. He had to keep his mind on this final bout. The final bout! He went over everything he had been told and all he had observed in rapid unfurling images in his mind.

The Harvest Festival contests took up the entirety of a day. The archery and knife throwing he had won with ease. There had been a close time with the caber toss and the ax throw, but the points favored him in a narrow margin. By now Baron Logan thought it would be best to rotate out his daughters offering the prizes lest the young Ewan Corinsson get a swelled head with the attentions of his eldest girl. Many of the crowd had taken a keener interest in the games and none too few of the girls as well. Wagers were rising as Ewan defeated his opponents one by one in the ring. Through matches he was now facing one of the best fighters in the warband.

Conall Thianson was a good man and a good fighter, but there was no mistaking in his stance or his eyes that he would be taking this lad before him for granted. Ewan felt the nervous sweat rise and the armor started to feel confining and heavy. This would not do at all, and he called for a pause before the bout with the leave of his opponent and the judge. Both men looked puzzled but granted the request. Swift as he could, Ewan changed out the chain armor for a leather brigandine. He twisted and stretched making sure the fit suited him, and he took up the two blades again to return to the ring with a salute of gracious thanks to Conall.

At the call, the bout began in earnest without the prowling assessment most often starting off a match. Conall was a fierce competitor and no fool with the two handed fashion of fighting longswords. The jarring of muscles tired from previous matches cause Ewan to wince, but he saw the same expression upon Conall?s blonde bearded face and it gave him hope. The two called upon each others best defenses and sought purchase with their swift attacks. Cheers that rose from the murmuring crowd were barely heard by either man.

Doubt tickled the back of Ewan?s mind. Doubt that he could win this match. With a blow swift against Conall?s side, blocked at the barest moment, Ewan sliced that doubt away. Patience was his friend as was his stamina. All his life he had been running. With some chagrin he realized he had not been putting his skills to good use recently. Running from the law, from an irate father, from the Mother Abbess, were not ways to show his ability, nor a proper way to behave. He knew it. Why he had done it was beyond him at the moment, but he knew he could do better. He could be better. He was proving it right now.

Then he pushed everything in his mind away. He sought the trust of his body in harmony with his mind, that perfect blend he felt when in practice where he could almost swear to forseeing the next possible blow. Anticipating the next move, but acting in the now felt as a second nature. The bout became a dance with swords. The music the swelling chorus of the crowd, and the final notes the words from Conall?s lips, ?I yield.?

Ewan lifted away his swords that rested crosswise on the kneeling man?s collar around his neck. There was stunned silence at first until the judge declared Ewan the victor and the cheers rose like a high wave that dared not crash yet upon the rocky shore.

?There will be no living with him now,? Corin grumbled.

?Oh I do not know about that,? Maeve smiled and applauded her son. ?Perhaps he learned his lesson just the same.?

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2007-08-15 15:50 EST
A knock upon his door at the barracks of Seansloe manner. Ewan rose with some resignation to answer it. As he unlatched the door, his guest barely let the space between door and frame show light before pushing her way in and shutting the door quickly behind her.

Ewan took a few steps back in dismay at Lyana's boldness. The lady was ever tailing him around the practice yards, but not for the same reason as her quieter, reserved sister, Rian.

"Ewan, you promised to teach me hand to hand, and you have avoided me for days now." Lyana pouted most effectively at him.

Not able to handle the continued pleading of the weapons inclined lady, he had taken to avoiding her as much as possible. Her appearance spoke volumes on her determination. "Lady Lyana, it would be best if you spoke with your father or brother on this matter and gained permission. I cannot continue like this. They will have my head for who knows what reason."

"Men and boys, you are all the same. Just because I have a woman's figure does not mean I cannot fight the same as a man."

Ewan held up his hands as if defending himself from the words and glare. "So you have often spoken nor have I denied you. But think of my place. I have just recently won the Harvest Festivals and winter is high upon us. The warband is restless as it is. Would you have me taken to task over your eagerness to learn the ways of battle?"

Lyana contemplated this and then finally seemed to take stock of where she was. "You have a plain room, Ewan." She strolled past him more closely than he would like.

Ewan much preferred the quietness of her sister to the bold easy manner of Lyana. Rian was someone that spoke with him of the world and what she wished to see of it. Lyana spoke of learning how to battle it.

He walked to the door and opened it with a slight bow, "Lady Lyana will excuse me, but I am expected elsewhere."

She seemed to find the dismissal just on the verge of impolite, for her mouth soured in its expression. Still, she strode by him and cast over her shoulder, "I will speak to my father, Ewan. He will tell you to teach me."

Ewan opened his mouth to retort when he noticed Verin in the shadowed corner of the hallway. Verin smiled and slipped from his place with an eerie silent grace. "Yes, better not to say something in reply to that. Women are terribly vexing, Ewan."

"That is an understatement, Master Verin." Ewan sighed and rest his spine against the wall as he drew the door to his room closed.

Verin motioned for Ewan to join him, "And the path you are meant to take has little place for affections in them."

"Path?"

"I saw you at the festival trials, Ewan. You have a gift."

Ewan shuffled his steps slightly with a flushing embarrassment.

Verin turned at a pause before exiting the building, "A gift for death."

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2008-03-18 19:30 EST
It was a high wind of rage whirling inside, feeding sinew and muscle with flames of action. Action directed in feral precision against the obstacles that kept him away. Obstacles that cried and grunted in their final pale calls of death. While battle raged around, Ewan embraced the call of his fury and sent its message into the slender arcs of his blades.

Blade met bone in grating confrontation, but ever did the metal win against the defenses of nature. He breathed in the dark taint of blood and churned earth. Had it been what his father smelled? The man's cry out came in a garbled spasm of blood as his throat gained an unnatural entry to the air. It was but another body to drop in the wake of Ewan's anger.

Anger ignited with the news his father had fallen in battle. The sharing of that news with him, just another scout of a warband, was unexpected by all, and the small, patient part of Ewan held its reserve to let the demon inside rage free against the enemy.

All around the shouts became as a chorus to take him down. Take down the demon for bright in the battle beneath the helm flamed out his long hair. His dual blades sang a song to beckon and destroy those that neared him, and the tried still.

The tide of battle against the foreign invaders, they sought this one triumph, to take the spirit slaying their man out at the last. A swarm of bodies, some no more than sacrifices to the wicked slices, pressed down. Pain flashed its warning to his left and in a hammering cycle of blows, Ewan swam in an enveloping crash of darkness.

Light as faint as a single star in the dark night grew and brightened until it formed the shape of a lady clothed in black flowing silk. Her hair shimmered the spectrum of hues and her eyes mirrored what was around her. She spoke soft words, "You come to early to me, Ewan. Your Mistress Death call for you, yet."

Ewan Corinsson

Date: 2009-06-25 16:43 EST
"Again," Verin barked from the side of the practice field. The sun was bright against his pate, burnishing it white along its round rim. Sweat beaded on his brow, but it poured down Ewan's back and into his eyes. He blinked the irritation away and faced his opponents once more.

Two men, to trained men of the warband, paced around him. The clink of their chain mail, buckles of belts and boots, sounded tinny in the moisture thick heat of the day. Breezes from the sea were not strong enough to reach them that afternoon. In the swelter, the metal stung and grips slipped easily from palms incapable of remaining dry.

Eight months since he had won at the Harvest Festival, Ewan had lived in the barracks and trained under the eye of Master Verin. He saw his father rarely, but his mother at least once a week. She seemed so small in that house alone for weeks on end while his father patrolled the countryside with Lord Kieran's party.

A crack against his head, sent him spinning about. "Damn it, Ewan! You think the enemy is going to wait until it's cooler? Do you think they care about the heat?" Verin growled as he sauntered over. His face was red, splotching white. He grabbed a sword from one of the men and sliced upward at Ewan.

Anger flared, white hot beyond that of the heat outside. Sword crashed against sword, as Ewan drew his own blade down and across to not only block the attack, but turn it to allow an opening. That opening was used to its full advantage, when Ewan kicked at Verin's middle as if he were a door to be broken down.

A grunt and gasp, the man fell back hard, but Ewan pressed his advantage, and stepped on the man's knee and his other foot upon the sword arm. "Ewan hold!" Men called all around him, closing in rapidly.

It was Verin's wincing laughter, a cackle of a brutish half bull half man from stories of old, that stopped Ewan. "That's it man. Do not cage yourself up in battle. Set that anger to a purpose and it will not control you. Now, let me up, damn you." He grunted and spat to the side to clear the cottony taste in his mouth.

The sweat again. It was cool against his neck beneath the length of rusty blonde hair. He heard the restless shift of the men surrounding them, like cattle uncertain of their direction.

A purpose. His gift for death had a purpose. He stepped back and offered a hand to assist Master Verin to his aging feet. "Come," Verin set the bulk of a heavy muscled arm encased in leather vambraces about Ewan's brigantine weighted shoulders, "we should talk."

The arm felt as weighty as a boulder and as confining as an iron cage. Ewan walked from the practice grounds with the heart of him trying to wrap around that wrath once more and keep it quiet until it was needed again.