Sophie sat crosslegged in an oversized chair in the corner of the bedroom, staring intently on a knot in the hardwood floor as she listened to three sets of footsteps march up the stairs of her home. Their voices were kept to a low pitch. No matter how hard she strained her ears desperate to make sense of the voices, she could not hear enough to understand the words.
I?ll see you when I get home at midnight, he had said. But he wasn't among them.
Her eyes bounced to the clock beside the bed. She already knew the time. She had checked it no more than two minutes earlier. Yet, her eyes were pulled into the undertow it created and she was tired of fighting against the tide. Twenty-nine minutes late and counting.
The knock on the bedroom door was heavy, ominous even. Sophie swallowed back her fear. It couldn?t show in her voice. No one must know her the chickenheartedness that ate like a corrosive acid at her gut. ?Come in,? she stated in a bored voice as she lifted her eyes from the knot in the floorboard that matched the knot in her stomach.
She should stand but she feared her jelly legs wouldn?t be able to support her weight. Instead, her body remained frozen in place as her pale blue eyes watched the three knights enter the room. Knights. Not the Rhovnik Guard or members of her Division. No, these were three Knights of Saint Aldwin. If this were a general threat, there would be a mixture of the two. The Rhovnik Guard and the Knights had a well-developed plan for keeping the Baron and the Rhovnik heir safe that always involved both sides on the same page, working in tandem.
Two of the knights lingered on either side of the doorway. Evidently they felt that the danger was too great for her to handle on her own and too great for them to merely linger outside where, no doubt, the regular mixture of knights and Rhovnik employees had doubled. The third knight, her gentle Saleh, dropped to perch on the ottoman before her.
Where was Seamus? If there was bad news, shouldn?t he be there to give it to her? Unless... unless it was so bad he was dealing with it himself. Seamus would not wait until he could be present. He would not baby her. He would not protect her from bad news. He would make sure she knew immediately. He would send faithful, reliable Saleh to deliver it if he could not be there himself.
Her expression remained a trained mask of indifference. Damn, why had she left? Why hadn?t she just waited for him to finish his drink, finish his business? There was no crisis too great for them to handle together. There was no enemy so powerful that they couldn?t turn it to a quivering mass if they worked back-to-back... at least that?s what they always told each other. It wasn?t that Sophie was afraid of death. It would come for her eventually. Sooner or later, a mistake would be made or an enemy would be too great and she would go down -- hopefully in a dramatic blaze of glory -- and she would be reunited with Yaya. No, she wasn?t afraid of death.
But she was petrified that he would precede her in death.
Saleh couldn?t know that, though. The other two knights that had accompanied him could not know that. Saleh's great brown eyes attempted to read her face but she knew already there was nothing there for him to see. He must think her a heartless witch who was so uncaring about the news that he was to deliver that she couldn?t even muster the smallest amount of fear. Better, however, that he think her a heartless witch than a terrified bride whose every hope and dream hung on what he would say next. Men would take orders from the heartless witch but they may doubt the terrified bride. The terrified bride remained buried deep inside her, churning and clawing desperately as it tried to escape.
?There was an incident in the Inn,? Saleh began.
Of course there was. Get to the damn point already, she wanted to shout at him angrily. Instead, though, she released a tired sigh, signaling only that the conversation was keeping her from bed. ?What happened??
Saleh leaned forward, resting his forearms on his knees. He looked like such an adult in that posture, not the overgrown sixteen year old he was. Time with Seamus was truly changing the teen into a man. Then, again, given enough time, Seamus could probably turn any rough and tumble teenage boy into a kindhearted and loyal man.
?We?re not entirely sure. Seamus got a call from Harper. It seems that the Baron was attacked by the vampire, Gage,? Saleh stated evenly. He didn?t seem to trust Sophie?s odd calm. There always had been an odd insightfulness to him. Maybe he saw through her mask and spoke directly to the miserable woman that Sophie was keeping subdued in a stranglehold. Maybe he knew that only extreme, unrelenting self-control kept her from melting into a pathetic mess, choking on her own unsightly snotty sobs.
Again, her eyes bounced towards the clock. Thirty-two minutes. Her hands curled around her knees as her gaze shifted back to Saleh once again. He was going to make her ask. He was going to make her focus on keeping her voice even as she asked each question. ?Are he and Harper okay??
She added Harper to the question to downplay her concern for the other. Not that she didn?t care for the woman. Harper seemed nice enough and had even congratulated her on the engagement. It was such a rare sentiment that it had startled her. The reaction among political allies and foes alike had ranged from cautious concern to indignant rage over the amount of power that would be consolidated under the infamously rebellious couple. And some of Alain?s friends weren?t much better for they wisely saw that once married, his life would forever be altered by the world in which they lived. Or maybe she was giving one or two of them more credit than they deserved. Several of his friends merely wanted him for themselves.
?Harper is fine.? The way Saleh clarified that Harper, not ?Harper and the Baron? nor ?They both are fine?, made Sophie?s heart skip a beat and the panic surge anew. Saleh folded his hands before him before continuing. ?I don?t know all the details about the Baron?s condition but he?s on his feet and it isn?t life threatening.?
Relief rushed forth and she held her breath for a beat to avoid it rushing out of her in a loud swoop. Instead, she let it go in a measured exhale. ?And is he on his way back??
?Seamus and Clovis are to bring him back here,? Saleh replied with a nod as he rose to his feet from his perch on the ottoman.
?Well, thank you for delivering the news, Saleh. You may leave now.?
He rocked back on his heels at the unexpected dismissal. Thick dark brows knit tightly as he struggled to find the correct words without outright disobeying her. ?With the vampire still loose, Seamus told us to stay in the room--?
?Saleh Numiir.? The tone of her voice and the use of his full name drew the teenager up stiffly. Suddenly he was no longer a well-respected man, a Knight of the Holy Order of Saint Aldwin. He was a ten year old caught peeling the skin off the chicken roasting for dinner with his dirty hands. ?Seamus Morvan may run the New Haven Lodge and he may tell you what room you may or may not go in there. However, he does not run this household. I do and when I say that I would prefer if you wait outside, it means that you need to turn your ass around and march it out my bedroom door. Do you understand??
Out of the corner of her eye, she caught a flicker of an amused smirk from one of the knights by the doorway. It was so brief that she questioned whether or not it had been truly there or if it had merely been her eyes playing tricks on her.
Saleh?s bottom jaw tightened but he gave a polite nod and, with the same brisk efficiency that the three men entered, they swept free of her room. The door was drawn shut behind them, leaving her in peace once more. She waited for their footsteps to head back down the stairs but they only made it a handful of steps down the hall. It seemed that Saleh would straddle the line of obeying both sets of orders. Suddenly, Sophie was too exhausted to fight it.
Let them rot out in that hallway.
Her body sunk back into the cushions and it wasn?t until she felt warm, salty tears slink their way down her cheeks that she realized she was crying. Her elbows landed on her knees and she immediately buried those shameful tears along with the rest of her face in the palms of her hands. Sobs followed, shaking her form but she never made a sound. She was determined to suffer in silence even if it killed her.
He was now thirty-six minutes late.
I?ll see you when I get home at midnight, he had said. But he wasn't among them.
Her eyes bounced to the clock beside the bed. She already knew the time. She had checked it no more than two minutes earlier. Yet, her eyes were pulled into the undertow it created and she was tired of fighting against the tide. Twenty-nine minutes late and counting.
The knock on the bedroom door was heavy, ominous even. Sophie swallowed back her fear. It couldn?t show in her voice. No one must know her the chickenheartedness that ate like a corrosive acid at her gut. ?Come in,? she stated in a bored voice as she lifted her eyes from the knot in the floorboard that matched the knot in her stomach.
She should stand but she feared her jelly legs wouldn?t be able to support her weight. Instead, her body remained frozen in place as her pale blue eyes watched the three knights enter the room. Knights. Not the Rhovnik Guard or members of her Division. No, these were three Knights of Saint Aldwin. If this were a general threat, there would be a mixture of the two. The Rhovnik Guard and the Knights had a well-developed plan for keeping the Baron and the Rhovnik heir safe that always involved both sides on the same page, working in tandem.
Two of the knights lingered on either side of the doorway. Evidently they felt that the danger was too great for her to handle on her own and too great for them to merely linger outside where, no doubt, the regular mixture of knights and Rhovnik employees had doubled. The third knight, her gentle Saleh, dropped to perch on the ottoman before her.
Where was Seamus? If there was bad news, shouldn?t he be there to give it to her? Unless... unless it was so bad he was dealing with it himself. Seamus would not wait until he could be present. He would not baby her. He would not protect her from bad news. He would make sure she knew immediately. He would send faithful, reliable Saleh to deliver it if he could not be there himself.
Her expression remained a trained mask of indifference. Damn, why had she left? Why hadn?t she just waited for him to finish his drink, finish his business? There was no crisis too great for them to handle together. There was no enemy so powerful that they couldn?t turn it to a quivering mass if they worked back-to-back... at least that?s what they always told each other. It wasn?t that Sophie was afraid of death. It would come for her eventually. Sooner or later, a mistake would be made or an enemy would be too great and she would go down -- hopefully in a dramatic blaze of glory -- and she would be reunited with Yaya. No, she wasn?t afraid of death.
But she was petrified that he would precede her in death.
Saleh couldn?t know that, though. The other two knights that had accompanied him could not know that. Saleh's great brown eyes attempted to read her face but she knew already there was nothing there for him to see. He must think her a heartless witch who was so uncaring about the news that he was to deliver that she couldn?t even muster the smallest amount of fear. Better, however, that he think her a heartless witch than a terrified bride whose every hope and dream hung on what he would say next. Men would take orders from the heartless witch but they may doubt the terrified bride. The terrified bride remained buried deep inside her, churning and clawing desperately as it tried to escape.
?There was an incident in the Inn,? Saleh began.
Of course there was. Get to the damn point already, she wanted to shout at him angrily. Instead, though, she released a tired sigh, signaling only that the conversation was keeping her from bed. ?What happened??
Saleh leaned forward, resting his forearms on his knees. He looked like such an adult in that posture, not the overgrown sixteen year old he was. Time with Seamus was truly changing the teen into a man. Then, again, given enough time, Seamus could probably turn any rough and tumble teenage boy into a kindhearted and loyal man.
?We?re not entirely sure. Seamus got a call from Harper. It seems that the Baron was attacked by the vampire, Gage,? Saleh stated evenly. He didn?t seem to trust Sophie?s odd calm. There always had been an odd insightfulness to him. Maybe he saw through her mask and spoke directly to the miserable woman that Sophie was keeping subdued in a stranglehold. Maybe he knew that only extreme, unrelenting self-control kept her from melting into a pathetic mess, choking on her own unsightly snotty sobs.
Again, her eyes bounced towards the clock. Thirty-two minutes. Her hands curled around her knees as her gaze shifted back to Saleh once again. He was going to make her ask. He was going to make her focus on keeping her voice even as she asked each question. ?Are he and Harper okay??
She added Harper to the question to downplay her concern for the other. Not that she didn?t care for the woman. Harper seemed nice enough and had even congratulated her on the engagement. It was such a rare sentiment that it had startled her. The reaction among political allies and foes alike had ranged from cautious concern to indignant rage over the amount of power that would be consolidated under the infamously rebellious couple. And some of Alain?s friends weren?t much better for they wisely saw that once married, his life would forever be altered by the world in which they lived. Or maybe she was giving one or two of them more credit than they deserved. Several of his friends merely wanted him for themselves.
?Harper is fine.? The way Saleh clarified that Harper, not ?Harper and the Baron? nor ?They both are fine?, made Sophie?s heart skip a beat and the panic surge anew. Saleh folded his hands before him before continuing. ?I don?t know all the details about the Baron?s condition but he?s on his feet and it isn?t life threatening.?
Relief rushed forth and she held her breath for a beat to avoid it rushing out of her in a loud swoop. Instead, she let it go in a measured exhale. ?And is he on his way back??
?Seamus and Clovis are to bring him back here,? Saleh replied with a nod as he rose to his feet from his perch on the ottoman.
?Well, thank you for delivering the news, Saleh. You may leave now.?
He rocked back on his heels at the unexpected dismissal. Thick dark brows knit tightly as he struggled to find the correct words without outright disobeying her. ?With the vampire still loose, Seamus told us to stay in the room--?
?Saleh Numiir.? The tone of her voice and the use of his full name drew the teenager up stiffly. Suddenly he was no longer a well-respected man, a Knight of the Holy Order of Saint Aldwin. He was a ten year old caught peeling the skin off the chicken roasting for dinner with his dirty hands. ?Seamus Morvan may run the New Haven Lodge and he may tell you what room you may or may not go in there. However, he does not run this household. I do and when I say that I would prefer if you wait outside, it means that you need to turn your ass around and march it out my bedroom door. Do you understand??
Out of the corner of her eye, she caught a flicker of an amused smirk from one of the knights by the doorway. It was so brief that she questioned whether or not it had been truly there or if it had merely been her eyes playing tricks on her.
Saleh?s bottom jaw tightened but he gave a polite nod and, with the same brisk efficiency that the three men entered, they swept free of her room. The door was drawn shut behind them, leaving her in peace once more. She waited for their footsteps to head back down the stairs but they only made it a handful of steps down the hall. It seemed that Saleh would straddle the line of obeying both sets of orders. Suddenly, Sophie was too exhausted to fight it.
Let them rot out in that hallway.
Her body sunk back into the cushions and it wasn?t until she felt warm, salty tears slink their way down her cheeks that she realized she was crying. Her elbows landed on her knees and she immediately buried those shameful tears along with the rest of her face in the palms of her hands. Sobs followed, shaking her form but she never made a sound. She was determined to suffer in silence even if it killed her.
He was now thirty-six minutes late.