Cease-fire, Part 3
The man shrugged mildly at the question of age. ?The fact that the mean life expectancy for a hunter is around thirty two?? Those words held a lighter tone than he had aimed to give them but then again the man was quite obviously not afraid or unrealistic about his own life expectancy. Still, a hand waved in an apologetic manner. ?Sorry, sorry, know it's not really something to be mirthful about. Just... an acceptance of the facts, yeah? But it does hold truth: forty was chosen as it exists at the decline of ability for hunters signaling their decrease in efficiency and productivity versus a more attainable goal for the hunters themselves. You use a tool until it becomes dangerous to use, ineffectual, or broken; not until it's gotten a well worn veneer.?
Finishing that smoke he'd pluck it from his lips, crushing the smoldering butt out into an ashtray as his other hand was already moving to snag a second. ?And the potion is sort of treatment, sort of required for rigors, and sort of required for life in general. It keeps me glued together in all manners of speaking; one of the blackest boxes of hunter tech ? the Regeneration Potion.? Popping a new cigarette between his lips he'd set it ablaze with a snap, crackle, pop of his imitation zippo. ?It allows me to regenerate, heal, shrug off damage but like all good things there's a catch. Become... reliant on it and you soon end up dependent on it. If I were to stop taking it I... would find a rather unpleasant end in about a week or so's time where my body would break down and my soul loses connection to my rotting form.?
There was a slight roll of shoulders as he figured she didn't need all the gory details of what would happen. Instead he'd take up his cup to take a sip of tepid coffee, focusing on the rest of what was said. ?I see...? A mild nod at the talk about clones, and body creation, and such. Of course he really didn't see at all but pride dictated he at least seem somewhat on board. And when she started discussing what would have to happen with him he'd focus on what he could, crunching some information and numbers. ?Nearly a quarter million Din if I got the conversion right... shit, that ain't cheap.? A low, impressed whistle escaped the man. ?But... if you clone me as is, with intact magical waveform, wouldn't that mean I'd just be dying in a different body? I don't really know the tolerances for etheric waveform comparability in such situations but I do know it's not something.... spirit transfer from one vessel to another that is... that anyone where I come from has accomplished.?
A thoughtful scratch at his cheek as he continued to consider this, the last of his coffee from that pitcher emptied into his cup. He'd let his thoughts run for a bit before something else squeaked in edgewise pulling those blue eyes blue to the witch as a cheeky grin pulled on him. ?I don't think you've much worse politics than me darling. No, I mean just being a mage. Magic corrupts, begets the use of more magic which begets more and such and such... it's a vicious cycle. And as one becomes more reliant on it the more an understanding, an empathy with those who can't starts to fade. Well, that's the basic principle behind the purity hounds that watch over my activity. Make sure I don't go all madsci psyzard all over the place cause all the power's mushed my mind.?
"Mm. So they were banking on you being dead or senile if you beat the odds and rounded off a fourth decade. How charming." Dryness in her inflection. Sarcasm suffusing her syllables. The more Shae heard, the less impressed she was with this Hunter system. It was becoming quite obvious that his government feared that which they deemed necessary. "It does, however, beg the question of why you would choose such as a career or whether it was chosen for you."
The added information about the potion he professed to need to survive was equally alarming. Registering in her expression as an upward tick of both manicured brows. "If you want me to earn the title of 'bad influence' from the standpoint of my opinions and ideas I might be able to do it now. Has it occurred to you that this potion may have drawbacks by design? If they're as leery of Hunters not working towards their goals as you imply, creating a dependency on something that would help along that lowered life expectancy isn't entirely off the table from a strategic standpoint. You stay in line, they maintain your supply." Just at the edges, those gold eyes began to seem pale.
"No. It's not cheap at all, but like I said, there is the chance that some of the requirements could be mitigated by your connections, or...well. Let's explore the connections first." There a small shift in her seat. Over by the counter, Fox had eaten his fill and was now slowly meandering towards their table. "The flesh is inert until life is put into it. As I understand, it grows from your essence. The core of your essence absent injury or disease. A clone of a man who lost an arm would have both arms, if you follow. I believe you here call that Dee En Ay, that essence. It has been done where I come from, but my physiology is not yours. Your...friends could probably ascertain the viability of my options."
Fox broke into their bubble of conversation, loping towards Shae's chair and staring at her until she unfolded her arms and leaned down to lift him onto her lap. For his explanation of the corrupting influence of magical power, the witch could only shrug. "Fear often comes from a lack of understanding. Perpetual ignorance leads to mishandling. Mishandling leads to abuse of power, or loss of control. Corruption is relative to fear of the unknown. There's a cycle on either side of that argument."
Mach simply shrugged at her dry commentary and sarcasm. "Yeah, not a very warm and cuddly sort of ideology but I've yet to see any government accused of being overly kind to everyone, and particularly not to dangerous folks. But it's not like they're forcing people to be hunters, and the benefits package, life insurance, severance package for those that survive, and all that jazz is rather generous." He didn't sound overly enthused in his defense of the system, the fact that it had many shortcomings obvious even to him. But somehow the man still felt compelled to defend it, found worth in what it did and it's importance. As for the question of why he was a hunter himself? This made the man shift his gaze away as a slight tremor of tension washed over him.
?Why? Well... why not?? A thin smile offered as he smirked dully. ?It... was an escape from a crap situation. Enlisted, showed promise for the work, was dazzled by the money and...? A roll of shoulders, the rest of that story obvious. ?The joys of youth, yeah? But then that's why recruitment is always aimed at the young... get em when they're still unwise to the harshness or the beauty of the world.? The schmooze sounded equally ashamed of his youthful stupidity in both matters: his naivety and his apathy and what both were costing him now. A sip of his coffee would finally have him realize that he was actually frowning at this point. Whoops. That wasn't an expression that typically found the man in polite company.
Craning his head side to side with a soft pop of his neck he'd opt to move on to the next point though it was no more appealing to dwell on. ?Of course it has, makes a certain bit of sense. But then there is no improvement on it for others, no easy cure all regenerative medication aimed for use for the wealthy alone. This stuff's the only pony in town. As well, with how well it works it has to be doing something to you, altering you so it can be so efficient and potent. I got ripped near in two by a dragon, three inches of spine the only thing holding my legs to the rest of me.? He took a drag of his smoke. ?Four months in a vat of the stuff and I was in peak shape to go back out on the battlefield. So while yeah, it does seem fishy the dependency I'm not exactly convinced that this isn't just some natural side-effect of something that can pull off such miracles. And none of my madsci buds could find anything wrong with the potion either...? A little 'eh' shrug as he admitted to doing something that could have likely found him court martialed if not incarcerated for treason for running independent investigations in military secrets.
Another sip of coffee, another drag of cigarette as he sat back, the chair creaking slightly. ?Ah... yeah, I know about cloning based off of DNA. Also such addendumed with environmentally active RNA and microbiological flora processing as well. Still something tends to be missing from the equation etheric wise which prevents stable soul transfer... but yeah, I'll be honest, this sort of stuff puts me to sleep and hurts my head...? A cheeky little embarrassed grin at this admission. ?So yeah, probably best if a madsci hashes such out with you.? A wry little grin as he thought on something else but opted not to speak up on it instead moving on to that last part.
As she shrugged so to did he. ?Yeah, well, with magic even a handful of subversive elements can be a horrifyingly dangerous sorts. I think in their case 'ignorance' isn't really the right word so much as 'paranoid.' Know too much about folks that can have the power of an atomic in hand or the ability to subvert folks to their bidding and you start to see all your problems as nails and all your solutions as hammers.? A wry little grin at this before something occurs to him, a question of his own. ?Speaking of... or somewhat... in general maybe? Anyway. I've sort of been wondering what brought you here to Rhydin? It doesn't seem you're really the hop, skip, and jump here voluntarily sort like I sorta am.?
The way Shae's fingers combed through the russet fur of her familiar, absent concern for the hairs being shed onto her legs, spoke to the behavior being almost instinctual. Her ears and eyes remained on the man across the table as her nails traced gentle lines into Fox's coat and smoothed them out. The canid turned half-lidded eyes on the man, yawning to stave off his impending food coma. Shae parted her lips to speak, likely to give voice to some other objection, and then paused to glance down at the creature in her lap. Moments later, she tried again. "I see." Those two words held the impression of restraint. Her next sentence was bled dry of any lingering agitation. "I appreciate you being forthright with me, answering my questions as you have."
The space of a few breaths in which any hint of pale receded from her eyes. She was able to quietly study the way his face looked when not masked by the smile he liked to put on for the public, and it was refreshing. It was that frown, more than anything else, that decided her. "For your sake, and for the sake of Serah, I'd be willing to consult with one of these... why do you call them 'madsci' exactly?" Just a touch of hesitation attached to that question. Shae had ample reason to be less than fond of the experimenting sort, and she was beginning to feel apprehensive about what parallels she might draw between these people and those she had had so many poor experiences with. Whatever his answer, she told herself that she would try to approach such a discussion with an open mind.
When he began to talk about DNA, the majority of it went right over her head, and she didn't bother to keep the confusion out of her face, the way it gently tightened the corners of her eyes. "Right, probably best." Shae's culture didn't have words for many cellular processes, let alone some of the more complex facets of genetics. Sure, they understood breeding for certain traits, inherited diseases and the like, but the arcane went hand in hand with scientific discovery, which meant some aspects of both were stymied in the process.
"I can't fault them for having a healthy fear of what magic can do, but there's always a point where that fear escalates to measures that are harsher than necessary to 'protect' a vision of how things ought to be." One hand raised, waved as if she might physically brush the topic aside. She seized on his question as a replacement. "I'm not, as it happens. My arrival here, as far as I can determine, was an accident. Spells collided and the effects seem to have been, well..." A gesture to herself, there in the tea shop.
Mach made note of those quick little exchanges between the woman and the fox, the silent stretches, the ever so slight shifts in the woman's features so like a venetian mask yet at the same time so full of life and animation. Finishing off his coffee he'd set the empty cup aside as he pondered Shae's words, pondered her expressions, and pondered the roundish vulpine that occupied her lap now. ?Well, yeah, something I'm working to be better at for Serah, figure I may let the same sort of honesty slip to others as well.? A lazy little smile and wink offered though his expression was much friendly than glib. ?See how it goes, yeah??
Taking a drag from his cigarette he nodded mildly, pulling his phone out from his pocket and idly swiping and tapping away as he spoke. ?For my sake huh? Find something in me worth trying to save beyond happiness for Serah?? His tone mild, obviously partially distracted in his task, though there was genuine interest beneath it all. One final tap and a moment later Shae would feel her own phone go off with a message: contact information for a Reginald Orlyns. Pushing away his phone again he'd blink a moment at the woman before her question processed. ?Oh. Right. Sorry... Mad Scientist. Or politically a scientist studying Extreme Esoteric Sciences. A term for folks who... 'spark' into bouts of extreme creativity. Really intelligent, sort of amoral and psychopathic, but generally nice sorts once you learn to deal with their quirks...? He shrugged at this. He could see that hesitation, hear it in her tone and really, the schmooze was torn whether to encourage a healthy paranoia of such elements or encourage some form of understanding. The prior probably would have been better.
?The one I sent you info on lives here in Rhydin, does some work for me between TV and Computer repairs. He's a nice fellow, bit of a dreamer but easily lead back to topic. Knows a fair amount about biology and stuff like that so would probably be best to approach. I'll send him word too to expect your call and to not be too creepy.? A thought. ?I did mention they're sort of poor in the social interactions department right?? Mach would almost think to warn her about broaching topics of interest lest she get an annotated dissertation in response but he figured Shae as likely crafty enough to avoid such pitfalls... at very least after every subsequent fall.
As for her the woman's words about degrees of harshness she may have found it interesting to see the hunter nodding solemnly, his expression pensive. Though just as quick as she was to sweep that discussion under the rug was he willing to go along to another few topics of distraction. ?Ah... yeah, rebound effects on spells are a bitch yeah? Still sort of shocked when I see how many folks seem to be displaced for that very reason to here. So, how's the search for a way home's going.? An assumption but a good one he felt as well as the whimsy which spurred him to continue. ?So.those soulful gazes to Fox which look like you're subvocalizing to them... er, is that actually a true think?? A question that had been on the man's mind for a while yet.
Her first statement had implied that she was taking what he told her at face value. She wanted to believe him. "Sure," lips curling vaguely upwards, "see how it goes. Might be surprising, but in a good way." The need to roll her shoulders to offset unspent tension occupied the time spent formulating a properly diplomatic reply to his deceptively simple question. "I've never hated you, you know. Even sometimes those I hate, I consider worth trying to save. You often rub me the wrong way where our mannerisms don't mesh. And yes, I have threatened you on a handful of occasions where I have found myself inconvenienced, slighted, what have you by circumstances in which you have played a part. I wouldn't have brought the topic up in the first place, any of it, if I wasn't capable of taking a step back." There were other reasons, but for now...that was enough. If she found out later that he'd been dissembling with her, well.
The vibration of her phone prompted its removal from her belt pouch to glance at the information he had sent. Just as quickly put away again. Visible, as he expanded on the 'madsci' term, was a small tic in her jawline. It only got worse as he progressed onto describing them as amoral and psychopathic. "If..." She managed after schooling her features. "If there really is no one else I could consult on the matter, fine." Just the faintest hint of gritted teeth. Then a sigh. The one he described seem tolerable, and the fact that he was local was something of a balm to her senses.
Already, the witch had one person in her life who would pursue a philosophical argument, or at least their half of it, to bitter exhaustion. She was relieved, therefore, when Eli opted to progress with her. Even if she was about to disappoint him. "It's not. Going, that is. I'm not searching for one. I was at first, but after some reflection I decided to abandon that course of action." Delivered all in a tone that would sound familiar, as quiet resignation was something he'd been projecting much of. "In order to answer that last question, I'd have to know what it is you believe a 'true think' to be."
There was a mild, humored smirk at the woman's words of believing him before he simply shook his head, a hand raising in an apologetic wave before Shae read too far into this almost absurd reaction. ?Sorry, sorry, just... not many folks willing to consider me at face value when it seems I should be. Good reason too, don't get me wrong, I know full well how I come off. It's just...? There was a little shrug as he let his gaze wander to one of the other, unoccupied tables, studying it as if there was something of interest there. ?... refreshing.? Of course he didn't believe that she was doubtless by any measure but even this amount of simple openness was something the man hadn't really had much opportunity to indulge in since his coming to Rhydin. Cobalt blue gaze would shift back to the woman. ?Thank you.? This said simply before he took a drag of his smoke as he settled back to study the woman.
At her answer about him there would be the slightest lift of a single brow. That was much more detailed than he was expecting. Mulling over what she said with a slow nod he'd let a wry grin pull on him. ?I see. Inconvenienced eh?? A slight tick of humor at this though he'd let what impish thoughts may have been brewing die back down. ?Yeah, I can see that. Sorry. Never did take you for hating me though. I've certainly never come across someone willing to sit and subject themselves to my particular brand of stupid if they truly disliked me... well, unless they were being paid to do so...? A tap of finger to chin thinking.
And at her reaction to hearing about madscis? Well, the man could almost have smiled and cursed all in one measure as it seemed the woman was properly acquainted with their type. And at that tautness in her jaw to his description he'd simply lean over now, hand reaching out to tap her chin playfully. ?I don't think such a severe look befits you.? Stated simply as he sat back. ?And really, they're not that bad. A motley crew to be sure but no worse than me. And they're very knowledgeable.? And not connected to his medical profile that listed him as far healthier than he truly was but that was another matter entirely.
?And at very least I know Fox will like Regi, the man adores animals and likes to spoil them with sausage and such.? A wry grin to the creature before the schmooze took a drag off his cigarette, listening and easily picking up on that tone of resignation. Again the man smirked softly, almost inappropriately. ?I would almost think you've some military experience with the wryness and quiet solidarity you seem to possess. And I'm sorry.... about being stranded here. I can only imagine how frustrating such must be depending how many links to home you have...? He was curious just what she had left behind so suddenly but he'd let that question stay unasked for the time being as he hardly felt he was acquainted well enough with the woman to properly inquire regarding that either.
Instead he'd ponder on just what she thought he may have said! True think? There was a moment consideration before the hunter snapped his fingers obviously figuring something out. ?Sorry. Too many questions, to little coffee.? A cheeky grin offered to the woman. ?True thought link... an actual sort of communication bond between you and Fox. Seems at times like you're being chided by or conversing with the creature.?