Questions for The Mermaid, part 4
"Shall we play a game?" Where was this coming from? Perhaps the bottom of her glass. Shae could see it now. She set the vessel down and pushed it towards him for a refill. "Rebelliously not minding our own business in the form of questions. Whatever you ask you have to be willing to answer yourself. In the case of questions that don't apply to you, you must be willing to field a replacement question of the other's choosing."
He hesitated in refilling her glass as he processed her words. A game? Brows took flight as he stared at her while nudging her glass back towards her. "Alright. Start us off, witch."
Frankly, she was surprised he took the suggestion, and it showed on her face. Still, she wasted no time. "Where is home?"
He was surprised himself. Maybe he was more of a lightweight than he figured. His glass lifted, paused before lips. "Mithas. One of two of the major imperial islands and a hundred more scattered over the Blood Sea. My clan is from - used to be from - a town called Kraz'zak'cul." The rum was shot down and that burning red eye turned upon her. "You?"
"Don't presently have one. Might not have ever, really. Just temporary years in temporary places." Hand reached out for the refilled glass, drawing it closer. "Your turn."
He nodded slowly and began refilling his glass slowly. "Why come here of all places?"
"I think I answered this one before. It wasn't my choice." Her lips screwed together, the next word spit forth. "Banished." And a sip to wash it away. "Shouldn't have been able to do that, but I don't think I was meant to be sent this far." Here she looked expectantly to him.
He grunted and made a gesture. "I know. But here. This city. There is still a lot of world out there."
"I landed in the middle of nowhere and this was the first bit of civilization I found. Seemed better to get my bearings here than keep wandering on without a clue." Shae clarified.
"Fair enough." Another grunt. "I suppose that about covers my reason. It seems more accepting for those obviously not human what with bloody every kind of creature the Gods can think of showing up day to day."
"What was the thing that made you decide to stay?" Her turn now, the glass cradled in both hands as she leaned forward and rested her arms on the table.
He toyed with his glass, frowning as he peered into it. "A paladin. He took me in. I wasn't well when I first arrived and he healed me up despite my..ah unfriendly disposition."
"Unfriendly disposition." The paladin might have been a saint. She was getting the gradual impression that Horam hadn't always been as 'approachable' as he was now. She had another question, but it wasn't her turn. As she set the rules, it would be bad form. "Gratitude. A decent reason." Spacing her words with a sip. "As for myself. Selfishness. I haven't been able to breathe like this in a long time. And part of me is fearful of what I will find if I did return. Forward has been the direction I prefer to travel. I don't think I'll change that now."
Gratitude. He grunted and swished back the rum quickly. The heady feeling that began made him sigh softly soon after and go for another refill. Another two cups and it would be completely drained. "Good advice. Makes me wonder sometimes." He then took a moment to consider this options. He had to make sure they were questions he didn't mind answering in kind which meant some were out of the question. Brows furrowed then. "Have you ever killed anyone?"
"Yes." Her gaze met his as if daring him to judge her for her answer. Have you? They asked.
"More than I can bloody remember." Down went the rum and he made a gesture towards a bored bar maid and lifted the near empty rum bottle for her to bring another.
Tension bled from her shoulders and she downed a fair swallow of rum. "What happened to the paladin?" She obviously had no way to answer this in regard to herself, and so he had a free question to ask her without having to answer it for himself, provided he answered hers first.
"I do not know. He left to deal with a corruption among his order. It has been half a decade and I have not heard from him since." Perhaps it was the rum but the answer brought about a shroud of melancholy. Fortunately the bar maid brought another bottle and Horam was quick to empty the first and begin on the second. He spoke as he began to open it. The question she asked opened up a chance to ask something he himself wish not to answer. "Ever been married?"
"No." Another simple answer. But in light of the dark cloud her previous question had summoned, she thought it only fair to elaborate. "I considered it, but the first time I did so proved to be a disaster. I've been lacking in stability and the general acceptance of most religious institutions since that time. Tends to put a damper on matrimony prospects." Something she seemed unconcerned about. "It's your turn."
Mouth pursed and he lightly ran thick fingers along a crack that ran from the table edge towards the center. "What does it feel like? Using magic, I mean."
"I..." Well that stumped her for a solid ten seconds. A rarity. "I have heard that the experience varies from person to person. That it depends on the type of magic that they use. Much like your arm feels different when you swing a different weapon. The muscles might be the same but the motions are different. Sometimes vastly so." The sip of rum was to buy herself some time. "I assume you want to know what it feels like from my personal experience." She just had to find the words.
He tipped his head politely towards her and took a sip, not emptying it this time, of the liquor to better pace himself now.
Her eyes closed and she gave thought to the answer. When she began to speak it was without opening them. "You've probably felt it. I think most people have. That sensation when events flow the way you will them too, however short term that may be. The hum of a room's energy when a group of people are focused on the same thing at the same time. The way the wind on the shore can feel like the world is breathing, or the silence in a forest that contains more gravitas when you stop to consider it. That flight of fancy when you look up to the stars, realize your insignificance in the grand scheme, and then wonder if you are not just the universe's way of considering itself." One of those would resonate with him, she hoped. "Using magic is like that, but more than a fleeting moment. For me...I feel the underlying design and reach out to make a change. An expansion on that ability to feel the person walking next to you, even when you aren't physically touching. It...And then the air dances with me. Harmonizes with my intent. For a moment I am more than myself." Her eyes open. "That's magic."
It was perhaps the longest string of words she had tied together in a conversation with anyone here, and it made her thirsty. So she drank rum.
He was only able to capture but a small piece of the larger picture she was painting him with those words as he stared at her face, not blinking. He didn't fully expect to be able to relate but it was illuminating at least. A slow, heavy release of air through snout in the manner of a sigh. "There are rumors that there is a kingdom far to the east of the Imperial boundries. Of another civilization of Minotaurs. Ones that wield magic." He might have said more but he finished off the rest of the rum in a small gulp.
Belatedly, she realized that his question did not apply to him. So she had a free one before her actual turn. "Do you want to learn magic from them, or would you? Given the opportunity." That description seemed to have both invigorated her and mentally strained her at the same time. As if the very act was some small price of magic to be paid.
"Gods no! It just makes me wonder, is all." He shifted in his chair with a moment of discomfort as what was typical when magic was brought up around the Minotaur. This time though he had been the one to initiate it.
Now it was her turn for real. And so she asked something she could answer. "Have you ever had children?"
There was the subtle sound of glass slowly cracking from the pressure of squeezing fingers though the bestial features remained with the natural scowl. Though.. there was the faint tightening of jaw. Hand would relax fortunately before glass shattered and down went the rum in a quick gulp. "Yes."
Holy ****. She hadn't been expecting that. Her eyes lowered to the abused glass in his hand, and then raised to his face. She kept her features carefully neutral, but her brows were perhaps slightly higher than resting state would allow.
"Khara and Dharim. Twins. Khara had her mother's eyes. Blue like the mountain lakes of Yhemere." For but a moment he allowed himself to be transported in time and the smile blessed upon that brooding face seemed to dispel the mask of anger. And then it was gone; a brief glimpse of what the Minotaur had once been before expression hardened and bottle was grabbed for a refill that was quickly downed with a snarling grimace. Wiping the back of hand across muzzle he would nudge the bottle back towards her while red eye stared awaiting her reply.
The past tense was registered and what part of her could imagine that loss registered sympathy. Dead or simply gone. Either way. That glimpse. Her reply was quieter. "No. Like marriage...stability was always lacking. I wouldn't bring forth a life to the path I walked. Or the world I lived in. And certainly not alone. There was no one I would hope to trust with such a piece of myself should I not survive."
He shouldn't be drinking yet again. Damn Agrom. Damn his entire species. "Trust. Yes. There is always that, isn't there." Murmured while lifting a hand to briefly rub at his brows and then down to glance towards her. "And do you have siblings?"
"If I do, I do not know them. I was given to understand that my birth parents were dead shortly after my birth. So, no younger siblings at the least." Solitary. Almost painfully so, whether she willed it or not. Circumstances had dictated such a life thus far. That was Shae. "And you?"
"An older brother that died to pirates when I was but a lad and a sister I can only hope is safe, somewhere." Back in the chair he leaned and the wood creaked and groaned.
Her last question had stirred up something she hadn't intended, so she took a little more care in selecting her next one. Several sips of rum later, she had it. "What's a talent you have that no one would expect you to have?"
That had brows lifting albeit briefly. "Talent?" He scratched at the side of his neck, frowning. "I don't--" He cut himself off and cursed. He was angry at himself for coming up with an answer. "Well uh, you see.. being an officer back home and having a certain status I was often invited to the Imperial Palace whenever there was a celebration of some kind.." He shifted, reluctant to answer.
She did her very best not to start grinning at the reluctant tone that crept into his voice. And simply waited for him to get to the point.
He began to drum fingers atop the table top, stalling. For a moment he considered lying or simply not answering. Grumbling, he finally muttered. "Dancing."
Gruff, loud, stomping Horam. Graceful on his feet? Yes. That fit the parameters nicely. Now she knew what the conditions for a future bet might be. And a talent no less! "My, my." Her own response required a bit of thought. "I never know quite what people expect of me, as such things change depending on who you ask. But..." She tapped a finger to her lips.
She, and everyone else, didn't need to know when he had danced the Tango some years back during a Hallows Eve party.
He might not want to lose a bet with her.
He narrowed his eye faintly with her reaction and gave a slow sip of the rum as he waited and none too patiently at that. "Yes? Out with it now. I bet it's giving me fits." Muttered though not quietly enough.
"If it's something you would expect of me, I will think of another, but the first thing that comes to mind is the ability to craft simple weapons and ammunition. My best being crossbow bolts." Giving fits was not surprising. She gave a lot of people fits.
At least her talent was actually useful. He gave a start, staring at her with a tilt of head. "What other types can you make?"
"I know how to make simple bladed weapons, though not how to fold steel like a craftsman. Give me something that resembles a blade and I can make a handle. Clubs, spears, staves. The sort of weapons you don't need a smithy for. Again, my best is crossbow bolts and fletched ammunition. Though I have puzzled my way through crossbow repair before. Curing the wood for a proper bow is a bit beyond me."
"Hmm.." His eye would narrow again though this time thoughtful. "Might have to see about renegotiating additional services from ya then."
"If you're looking to me to arm your sailors, they would be better served with a proper craftsman. I only dabble with what I need to survive." She'd picked up more than a few skills that way. Learning as the moment demanded. "Last question." She warned. The rum was getting to her and she didn't think another round would be prudent. "And it is your question."
Brows furrowed and then he grunted softly. "How'd you end up with Fox?"
It was a question she might have expected. All the same, her guard was evident in her reply. "That's not a short story, but I'll try to sum it up. He found me in the woods, or I found him. An offer of companionship was made and accepted. He has been my balance and my restraint since then, and I have been his voice and his means to experience that which he couldn't otherwise." Since he could not answer the question he posed, it ended up falling to her to respond with the final inquiry. Shae stood and pushed her chair in, standing behind it with her hands resting on the back as she looked at him. "I suppose I am the last question after all, by the rules. So I will ask what I have found myself wondering. Are we friends, Horam?"
He nodded slowly. "I think I wouldn't mind hearing the full story sometime, if it be one able to be told to the likes of me." A faint half smile. He slid his empty glass across the table and then slid his eye up - not too far up as Shae wasn't much taller standing as Horam was sitting - towards her face and the question took him back, He blinked once or twice, lips tight as he considered the question. "Honestly, Shae? I don't know." It seemed he left it there and that half smile was back, more genuine. "I think we can be." Of course she asked him that after he had drank almost two bottles of rum.
The best questions for last. She weighed all that had been said. Compared it to the sum total of what she had shared with others, and nodded. His answer, it would appear from the mirror of that half smile, was acceptable. "Be safe." Her customary farewell as she turned for the door.
"Just like that, eh?" He snorted and gave her a lazy wave of a farewell and ended up tipping over one of the empty bottles of rum in the process. "I'm just gonna pass out here if you still want the cabin. Goodbye, Shae."
"I think we can be too." She added at his faint complaint regarding her brevity, though this without turning around. At the door she paused and then stepped out. She'd take the offer, her head was swimming with rum and she'd rather get lost in pillows than lost on her way back to the Inn. "Goodnight." The door was closing, and she was on the other side of it, but the word would tickle at his ears as she went in search of a bed for the night.