Topic: The Initiation

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-02-23 17:00 EST
Five Years Ago

The burning scent of freezing air was one of the few that could still make it through the broken swath of scar tissue across Saffron's nose. The snow that had fallen reached past her knees, with a perimeter of a few inches maintained by her body heat. She wore only gym shorts, a black tank top with the Spirit Tree Martial Arts Academy logo on the back and over her heart, and a sports bra, her entire wardrobe for the month-long trek into the unorganized areas of Canada. She had been standing in that spot for twelve hours, from the beginning of the blizzard that send the stinging barrage of cold to splatter and melt on pale skin, to draw out every extraneous joule of energy. Ice formed around the edge of the twin plaits that hung over her shoulders, hung in little spines acround the lobes of ears turned hot pink from exposure. formed a layer around the flare of her wide, upturned nose and bit at the edges of her eyes, finally forced into closing after eight hours of slow blinks.

In the wind around her, she could hear the snow crunch as one of the other applicants passed out. Soft, swishing steps brushed the still-dusty layers of frost away from the senior disciples as they dragged the applicant to safety. A gravelling, weak croak fell out of his mouth like a spilled cup of coffee, the embarrassment, the loss of failure and the enormity of his folly heavy upon him. "'msowreemom..."

The words triggered a series of memories behind Saffron's eyes, distractions that opened her up to the violent, hungry teeth of the falling snow. She had told her mother that she was entering an intensive study program, that she would be holing up for a month. She'd probably received her expulsion letter, and called only to find her phone shut off. Her room was emptied, her bank account cleared out. She disappeared, just like her father. She was following him into Hell, and once again her mother suffered for her family's selfishness.

Her resolve became something different; she would suffer. She would keep standing to let the wind eat her, to let the ice and snow feast on her heat, to let herself feel every ounce of screaming ache in her tendons and the fire beneath her frostbitten skin. It was a coward's way of atonement. She hadn't a chance of finding Sandy and letting the girl cripple her. She couldn't find her father to face his hollowed-out, plastic smile and care for him in the way he needed after the accident. She couldn't run back to home and undo the damage to her academic career, to the trust that her mother put in her. She left herself one option; stay alive to feel herself crushed under the tortures of the environment.

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-02-24 17:39 EST
Guha paced back and forth by the cabin's windows as the last dull haze of sunlight broke and slipped below the horizon, leaving only the hazy scattering of light around the still-accumulating snow. Bright violet hair had been clipped closely, extending down his jaw in dense sideburns over rich, coppery skin. The left side of his face bore a very distinct scar from just above his eyebrow, right on down through to his upper lip, causing the latter to fold and curl into a permanent sneer. The color of his eyes was like an oil slick, dark and flashing with a disturbing array of magentas, cyans and yellows when the light struck them at just the right angles. He kept them trained outside to scenery that resembled little more than static to the casual observer. He was one of three dressed in more than just the shorts and tanktop, robed in a black changshan with wide pants over the flexible, thin-soled boots that stepped so carefully across the floorboards, with a bright, cinnabar-red sash tied at his waist. He came to a halt in front of the window with his feet set wide, arms folded behind his back from some old instinctual movements he had yet to release. His voice released smoothly, clearly, in defiance of the embattled and otherworldly face that he presented. "She's still standing. The Spirit-storm arrives at nine minutes before midnight." He turned towards the cabin's interior, damaged lips drawing up at the corners to intimate the smile that creased the corners of his eyes. "She might make it through the entire process, Bianca."

The nine other applicants huddled together by the fireplace in the austere cabin, wrapped in the heavy red blankets that pulsed with a dim glow, each clutching a black jug and sipping the contents through bamboo straws. From the side of the most recent to enter, a slightly pudgy man nearing his mid-50s with salt-and-pepper waves brought to heel beneath a starkly receding hairline, the swipe of wild, bone-white curls and a flash of luminescent eyes cradled in a woman's face, ageless and unnaturally smooth of skin.

"Really, then?" Her rise to her feet came with a startling fluidity, more akin to boneless creatures in the deep sea than a creature beholden to ground and gravity. Her own changshan hung loose at the collar, undone enough to reveal the hint of a spiral's edge seared into her sternum. She certainly moved, yet the specifics of her having done so seemed far less distinct with the looseness of her uniform, making her appear to hover like an icon dragged and dropped around the cabin floor. "Think you that she bears enough wisdom that if she may yet perish out there, she might provide a vessel for another monstrosity like mineself?" Her own voice had a broken, sing-song quality, a collision of inflections and lingual tricks that gave the impression of a well-traveled accent to a voice that had just come back from years of exile from human contact. Though she smiled, determining whether or not the question bore any venom behind it proved impossible. "Perhaps she shall resist the entirety of it and face the perdition of a miraculous ascension, such as you? Do you hope for this, Guha?" Bianca stopped a meter short of Guha, her face straight ahead to the dip in his throat, while her eyes rolled up to meet his. Her face seemed childlike, inquiring, sympathetic despite the harsh presentation of her words. "Do you hope for others like you?"

Guha was far too polite to keep from hiding the tension that rose up his spine and through his shoulders as Bianca drifted close, his arms unfolding from behind his back to hang at his sides. His entire body moved into his breath, puffing out widely, holding, and slowly releasing the air, along with his instinctual tension from her presence. "I do... I always do." The last few beats of his breath released as a sigh as his head hung heavy, tilted forward, in preface to his shrug, his resigned smirk and a roll of his neck. "This whole... process has started to feel a little... prideful, if exploitative. Over half of these applicants fail every time. Richard is on his third cycle, and he's doing worse than he did his first round. Almost half, now, become students solely of Black Hell Ember." The music of Guha's voice crumbled as he spoke the name, like a knife run across a violin's strings.

The third Master seemed to rotate into view from the shadows of the fireplace, seated with his legs crossed and his hands on his knees. The ends of his robe and pants were ragged, tattered. His sash glistened in the light, like tanned skin dyed in blood. He bore no proper skin himself, merely a hard, black layer that bore cracks at the joints and points of articulation, glowing orange from the internal heat. He wore no shoes, and he had no face, no ears, no hair, just a smooth, shiny surface that offered a wicked reflection of the world. He seemed to unfold as he stood, and his footfalls were slow, methodical, heavy.

Bianca drifted back and to the side of Guha, giving clear passage for the Ember to approach his more celestial, lighter counterpart. Her reply to Guha's concern came through a whisper, mostly out of respect for the effort it took the onyx-husked master to approach. "You speak as if we were the sole reason that people choose to study under us. We simply offer the means and the space for change, which rarely arrives without challenges to the sensibilities."

Black Hell Ember stopped further away than Bianca had, two meters between the both of them, stopped like magnets with the same poles facing each other. "Her scar..." His voice came from all directions to the pair, the sound of magma boiling out of the earth shaped to approximate human speech. "... runs deep. A larva grows within. It feasted on her father. It will eat her from the inside out." The monotone bubble and scrape seemed to carry with it a sense of certainty, of dispassionate finality.

Guha set his palms on his hips and looked at the split-open, rainbow-spewing distortion of his face reflected on Black Hell Ember's, the scar-touched mouth pulling lopsidedly wider, drawing into a grin, and eventually parting. Serenity returned to him, in a sweet chuckle that bloomed into a light, gamboling laugh. "Your words bear truth, my friend... That is, if she doesn't eat the grub first!"

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-03-01 19:03 EST
The world became a swarm of frozen water locusts, piled waist-high. The snow battered down on Saffron, having since curled into a blue-skinned, red-haired ball in the tube created by her own body heat. She had peeled off her clothes and balled them up in her hypothermia-induced delirium, using them as a makeshift pillow. She barely noticed the dull, aurora-like glow that had started behind the clouds, or the snow's transformation from clusters of angled crystal to round, tepid spheres bearing no substance, only a vague, electric twinge.

Guha, Bianca and Black Hell Ember gathered all of the remaining eligible Spirit Tree students by the cabin door. Two of the nine stayed behind. Richard, with his pot-belly and his tarnished silver hair, stood at the rear, stark-eyed and resigned. Bianca's black-light glance toward him initiated her sigh, yet the look found no registry on his features. As they moved out onto the snow-heaped porch, his posture shifted, every so often, towards the small, dense form of the Black Hell Ember and the infernal orange glow that flickered across the porch from the cracks in his joints.

The snow parted around Guha's approach to the glowing cylinder in the snow, where Saffron had curled, parting as if pushed by the invisible wedge of a plow to either side. As the descending, luminescent bits of ephemera landed on the students, it stung any skin that had not been affected with frostbite, while simultaneously bringing a soft green glow around each of their wounds.

Bianca unfolded herself, standing with her heels out and her knees forward, drawing her hands up in front of her, palms to the sky as she inhaled. She stopped at clavicle height, and exhaled. The snow spun around them in a dome-shape, a magnetic swirl centered around her as the axis. She inhaled once more, bringing her hands back in, then out, pressing them palms-downward towards the ground to seal the effect. She relaxed her stance, walked towards Saffron's cauldron of light, and sat in the nearest spot cleared by Guha's presence. Six of the students followed behind her, two sitting by her, two by Guha as he dropped into lotus, and two crouching at the edge, near the numbing, weighty presence of the Ember at the shield's edge.

Richard stood outside of the balm of Bianca's shielding polarity, covered in the little blinking white spheres. He had gone back into the cabin long before he had the chance to feel the winter's touch during the initial test, thanks to a migraine, only to quake later in silent pain, of his own choice. Little by little, the other students turned away from him. Next was Guha, his permanently sneering face overtaken from eyes of compassion to a perplexed blink, a shake of his head, and a turn of his attention back to Saffron's glow. Even Bianca, with her ever-seeing, ultraviolet eyes, closed them as she looked dead ahead to the cauldron before them, relaxing herself in the presence of her students. Only the Black Hell Ember remained turned toward him, faceless, affect-less. His family slipped away from his memory, his history unraveled and fell to pieces beneath the agonizing swarm. His last image was his own face, half-eaten away to the bone, reflected in the onyx sheen across Ember's skin, before his vision went white, and the darkness yanked him, what little was left, into its embrace as the lights swirled above Saffron's swiftly freezing form, leaping upon her with a burst of iridescent flame.

Black Hell Ember lumbered to join his companions in facing the cauldron. One-by-one, the gentle glow on each of the students' wounds flashed before they disappeared, fading out like candles. Saffron was the last that the Tempest scooped up, leaving the vertical tube of ice behind, striated with symbols and pictographs far too intricate to have been hewn by mortal hand.

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-03-02 18:14 EST
Saffron woke up raw and pink in the jar-like, pictograph-covered cylinder, no longer of ice, but an intricately-woven calcite. Her skin felt new, peeled of her calluses, of her little cuts and scrapes, yet the scar still remained across her nose, and her entire sinus cavity tingled with the ghost of old pathways and structure in fits and starts. Her braids' comfortable tug became an unbearable tension, yanking at her scalp's renewed awareness. With tender, fumbling fingers she undid the left, then he right, separating the sections of hair deliberately and meticulously to stem the swirls of vertigo that tossed around her equilibrium when she moved too fast or too forcefully.

Coppery red framed her cheeks, wavy at the ends from where the plaits had held, spilling evenly over collarbone, shoulder and back save for the fringe that curled in at her upper lip. The vicious cold had stayed behind on the other side of the threshold, yet her little pile of clothing had remained along with it. She winced as she fumbled around with hands and feet, hoping to kick something that wasn't tepid stone or her own skin. On finding nothing, aside from how obnoxiously smooth and disarmingly good the striations felt on her skin, Saffron flattened her lips in a bashful, resigned smirk and rolled her eyes. She rolled to her side and pushed herself up, very slowly, to sit, her legs folding over each other as she examined the glyphs in her vessel, pupils wide over the strip of scar tissue beneath them.

The shapes in the stone resembled the angular, harsh carvings of runes, at first. Lines intersected at variations on 60-degree angles, spilling out initially through the little Witches' Spellbooks she had read for fun in high school with her friends, not that she had ever indulged much in the performing of spells. Her own memories, her own fascination over the magical alphabet blossomed as she looked over the pictographs, memories playing across her skin in unison with her mind.

She curled her toes as she remembered the itch of carpet beneath her legs as she and her friends conspired and whispered in their creations of secret names and silly ceremonies. She remembered, through a striking burst of memory that popped behind her scar, the smells of incense and herbs. She remembered the special shawl she wore, the big, clumsy embroidery that started her love of needlework. Silver threads crossed the purple cloth like spiderwebs, and in the intersections, Saffron had embroidered little symbols and gems, as if caught by some mystic arachnid seeking to feed on the wisdom within their forms. The memory of the spider, the reintroduction of the scents to her awareness struck her hard, leaving her speechless and enraptured in the interlacing runes of her mystic vessel... until she felt a single tremble vibrate through the calcite.

Her mind bloomed with activity as the image unfolded, revealing an octagonal latticework of numerous little vessels just like hers. Some were dull and empty. Some still had yet to be filled. Some, even still had people situated within them. Most, however, contained the husks of others, all sitting with legs folded or in lotus, drained of their fluids and filled with eggs. A long, spindly leg had set down not five meters away from her own, with seven more ready in their stillness. The spider was the size of a small horse in body, with all eight eyes a reflective, labradorite sheen. Saffron curled her hand and inhaled slowly through her nose. The legs started to move in startling synchronization, closing the distance to situate just above the hole, fangs twitching in their setting.

Doubt and fear rushed through Saffron, tightening around her shoulders and neck. The runes around her kept snaring her eyes, firing off new associations, new recognitions of patterns that had brought her to this point, to have filled herself with all of that wisdom to sacrifice to the Spirit of the Loom. She felt the ripples from the tips of the spiders' back legs touch to the mineral floor around her, steadying. Her mind ached for the sacrifice, for the relief of the venom and the ease of purpose. The rest of her, however, settled into a calm, open state, the blades of her feet to thee gently-warmed stone, palms open atop her knees, and eyes closed.

The spider's forelegs shot down to catch Saffron, fangs aiming for her shoulders to puncture through them. Saffron pushed down against the ground with her feet and rose, using the entanglement of her legs' cross to turn away from the spider's lunge and swing her fist around to the side of its face, bouncing its cephalothorax against the side of the vessel. Its back leg dropped one of is accordion-like joints toward her, in the hopes of knocking her back down into its grasp while the front two legs on the side facing her reached for her legs, to set its fangs into her ankle, her calf, anything to pacify her. Saffron rolled her elbow up from her punch and forced the leg back at its base, using the tug to spin in close and bring a satisfying crunch.

The spider's shell was too hard for her to break with her bare hands, yet the pop from the leg gave her a moment of promise. She stepped along the sides of the front legs, their load-bearing capacity compromised by the application of weight in just the wrong way, forcing each to snap in turn. The spider started to buck on the other side, slamming Saffron's back against the side of the cauldron once, enough to wind her. The sudden damage brought in her own fury, her breath reacquired deep, fast and hissing with a high-pitched, eerie growl deep in her throat. As the spider shoved back again, she swung one leg up and out of the hole and took hold of the leg by placing it over her shoulder, pushing opposite the body slam to send herself over its body and to use the spider's immense strength to break off its own leg.

The spider's book lungs fanned in and out, in and out in panic as its remaining seven legs scrambled for purchase. Saffron swung the leg around the back of her neck to set the leg's pointed end forward, one foot on the giant invertebrate's back to steady the downward swing that sent the leg back into the hole from which it emerged. She pushed off with her foot and jumped across as the spider spasmed, fangs, legs and body writhing frantically as the leg plunged into its internal workings, violating the sanctity of its shell and carving up its primitive insides.

As Saffron walked the leg forward and swished it around, she finally opened her eyes to the spider, watching its form slow its fight, stop, and finally slump in the pit. Its strange, glowing blue blood splattered across her body, marking her with her action, her battle with the spirit. Her grip on the enormous, severed leg quivered along with her breath. The backs of all of the mummified, crystallizing bodies drew out that bit of self-consciousness. Some faces she recognized from the news, others from senior students at Spirit Tree, all blissful and serene in their surrender. Her breath shortened as the endless landscape of octagons, each with a little turret at a corner, spread for as far as she could see. Her knees turned out and her shoulders shrugged in, suddenly very aware of her nudity in the wide open landscape.

"Ffff*ck... what did I do? Ohhh maaan I just killed this dude... The hell..." She focused on the strange beauty in the eyes' nebulaic sheen, celestial and glittering, and caught her breath. In through the nose, hold, out through the mouth, hold, repeat. She shifted to set her weight on her back leg, the front foot perpendicular and up on its ball, bent at the knee.

She followed her intuition, steadying herself through the twist of her front leg to a cross and using the motion to pull the leg out of the socket. The spider's gelatinous innards seeped out from the hole and into the pictograph-laden cubby, filling in the channels with hues of rich azure, of devastating reds and nuclear greens, shot through with smoky trails of gold. Her pupils ached from the sight, closing once again.

A burst trembled from the base of her spine, down through her knees and to her fingers. It took her another very, very deep breath to follow, yet follow it she did. She dipped her fingers into the leg that stuck from the creature, then ran them across her eyelids. The ache subsided with a wild burst of phosphenes, colors and shapes exploding behind her eyelids and rewiring deeply, following a tingle that extended all the way through her optic nerve and into that whole wild, webby network of synapses. The blue splatters on her skin shifted to dull silver, arranging themselves in a hexagonal net across her skin. She felt contained, for the first time in a very, very long time.

Once Saffron opened her eyes, she saw that much more clearly, shape and form clear in the bleak field in which she stood, shining with the reflection of gold across her retina. The spider seemed so much less a living creature, more a mystery, a puzzle to be solved in seven billion different ways. The octagon field seemed so much less a solid place, and the faces, the bodies there mere windows into the experiences of those past. Far, far off, she could see the shapes of other vanquished spiders, arranged around their traps in the haphazard grace that nature and circumstance provided. She set the leg next to the pit, giving it a gentle squeeze of appreciation. She had one more task, an itch in her palm that rang simultaneously with her scar.

Far beyond, in the outskirts where details became murky, a wild, warbling shape began to approach, twin golden eyes blinking, and catching sight of the pyrite-wrapped-in-graphite stare. Saffron sank back down low, going from Cat-stance to Snake-stance and shifting her weight from one leg to the other with fluid, sturdy ease. Her childlike hand took hold of one of the spider's fangs and twisted once.. twice... three times and broke it off in her hand. She dipped the furred portion into the transformative soup of innards below and drew it back up. Velvet-handled, with a ring on the end, the fang had become a black, vicious kerambit, hollow and filled with unthinkable venom. Saffron slunk back, reluctantly, from her starting point, eyes on the moving shape until it faded backwards into the imperceptible murk.

With a finger around the ring and a steady grip on her armament, Saffron rose, backpedaling with sliding, deliberate steps until sure that the shadow-thing had gone. As she turned around, a soft, ruddy glow shimmered on the horizon, lost amidst curling, jagged shapes. She drew in a steadying breath, and padded, coated and blooded with her accomplishment, towards her next stop in her journey.

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-03-09 18:43 EST
Saffron's fingers clenched and unclenched around the velvet handle of the vicious black kerambit as she walked towards the soft, pinkish light at the horizon. The flat gray octagonal field broke down as Saffron traveled to its edges, leaving the spiders and pits behind. The smooth, warm stone beneath her feet became less and less soft, the tender sheen giving way to grit, striations and small growths of crystal that sliced at newly tender soles and bruised the fronts of her toes as the structures seemingly changed even while she moved, somewhere in the moments between her decisions to move, her perceptions and her movements themselves. Her teeth bared and hissed at each new scrape and cut beneath her stride.

The hexagonal net of silver liquid on her skin itched under the pulse of the light, leaving raw, pink marks beneath. Though her scar itself didn't hurt, the battered sinus cavity continued to shudder between forms old and new, and the ensuing chaos, matched with her acclimation to new eyes, erupted in a brain-battering headache.

Though she walked, and walked, and walked, the source of the light seemed to remain just as far away as it had when she had first seen it, and the ground seemed no more relenting upon her. As she lost more and more of her patience, so too did the ground become less and less even. Jagged, geode-like holes snagged her heels and grabbed at her ankles, their machinations twisting her into bashing in her knees, scraping up her shins, nat at least three near-fatal moments between the tip of her blade and the flesh of her abdomen. She sucked in air and tensed up, forcing herself to pause and collecting all of the resultant tension into her shoulder and neck and causing both to sing with pain. As another source of pain, now internal, tore through her body, she finally quiesced, dropping down to sit on the wild spikes of ground and succumb to the torture that she had abandoned in her battle for survival with the spider.

Itching, bleeding, bruised, tense, and aching, Saffron's perfected posture crumble into an utter ruin of over-extension, of under-utilization, collapsing in on itself into a perfect, petulant wreck. She bashed her little fists against the ground and scraped up her forearms against the crystalline edges, letting the silvery fluid net seep into her blood while she snarled in her fury. She lifted the kerambit and glared hard at the tip of the blade, assessing the golden drop of venom forming at the point and breaking to coat the edge of the blade. Slowly, she inched it closer, and closer to her palm, splaying her fingers to ready them for the encounter...

... until suddenly, she stopped, eyes crossing over her scar as she started to laugh in spite of herself. "The hell am I doing!?" She continued to laugh as she sat up from her slouch, going bit, by bit from her waist , to her mid-back, to her ribcage as she reassembled her composure. Each snag, each new fire of pain left unrecognized and withheld from her journey brought out new peals of giggles, lost in the absurdity of her self-inflicted torture. Her headache broke as the tension left its station in her shoulders and neck, though the pain in the rest of her body flared into wakefulness.

The pink light seemed fuller, as if her moment of pause had brought her closer to its source. With slow breaths, she turned her feet to meet the rough ground and rise. The sensations in her cuts and scrapes became something alien and strange on top of the familiar burn and trickle of blood. Along with the vital fluid, tiny legs and squirming bodies wriggled out, transparent wings spraying droplets of blood as insects of all sorts made their mass exodus from her body. Notably, not a one looked to be a spider.

Saffron gasped as she recoiled instinctively at the sight of bugs crawling out of her skin, yet she felt the initial formations of a lesson, a horrible, nasty, messed-up lesson. Her tension released in a tea-kettle whine in the back of her throat and a hard wince on her rosebud lips, doing her best to breathe through each of her shudders and release the sensations of disgust and horror. "Ohhh gawwwd this is sooooh groooohss..."

As the insects escaped her body, Saffron felt clearer, lighter, relieved of burdens heretofore invisible. All of the weird little bodies dispersed, digging into the rock, or flying off to disappear into the darkness. However, a weight, so slight, seemed all that much more noticeable behind the waxy, ruined skin that crossed the bridge of her nose and spilled onto her cheeks. Egg-like, it hummed with wicked potential.

Saffron's lips tightened with determination as her hips tilted down, readying her center of gravity to move her forward. Her fingers flexed around her kerambit as her first step met with a series of jagged edges points and sharp edges. She maintained her balance on her back leg and felt along with the lacerated ends of her toes, seeking out a point of relative calm to set her weight down. A map of the ground began to form, a more intricate view of the secrets shown to her in the little well. She found a spot with just enough space to set down, transverse arch first, then heel as her weight sank through, knee bending as her back leg lifted to cross before her front.

She let her arms before her to adjust her balance during her steps, each footfall contorting her into shapes that called for her to unwind all the way up and all the way out of her hands. The cuts faded the more she progressed, and the more she progressed, the more complicated the scenery. The buzzes and tingles returned to her palms and sacrum while she moved, bidding her to switch hands on her weapon, to hold its handle in her teeth as larger and larger crystalline formations became hills and valleys that required her hands to navigate. These were steps to her own personal dance, her own structure of movement to set her on hte approach of the vital light that now swelled over nearly half of the sky.

As Saffron's new form came to a conclusion, the terrain swelled once, then crumbled, Crystal treed imploding while the ground underfoot became soft and granular. Out from the rich dark soil that the rock had become, a winding palace of thorny branches stood tall and dense, save for an archway topped in a luminescent, five-petaled rosebud. Far above, the rose blossoms repeated in gargantuan size, tilting their hand as the source of the glow.

Saffron, legs folded one atop the other and her blade extended, leaned her weight forward as she felt the glow overwhelm her peripheral vision, pushing up with both feet and spinning to face the floral structure that seemed as if it had been not but half a kilometer from her starting point from the very beginning. With a worrying nip on her lower lip and a glance at the curving spines that seemed all too real, even to her spirit-touched vision, she strode forward on the earthen ground and stepped past the threshold, into the depths of the Rose Fortress.

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-03-10 17:48 EST
Large, tree-like stems locked together to form the walls of the Rose Fortress, cultivated in size and shape to provide an environment that at least nominally appeared architectural. The prickles interlaced between the stems to form tight seals, while those facing the halls' interior grew only as far as raised, textured bumps. The buds and florets along the stems provided the illumination. Initially, they appeared pink, yet as Saffron moved further inside, the red and violet pigments faded to scintillating white flowers. For their shimmering grace and purity, Saffron offered her skeptical scowl, slim eyebrows dropping as her lips pursed, small, full, yet taking a hardness to them from her apprehension. She crossed her arms beneath her bust, though still careful with the gleaming black hook of the kerambit jutting out from under her left hand. Her index finger in the ring began to sweat and ache, ready to put the damn thing down and explore. The thought coincided with the return of the itch along the hexagonal net that spread over her skin, now a hungry, constricting net that squeezed and wrestled with her form.

Saffron showed admittedly high patience with the sensation, taking deep breaths as she unfolded her arms and followed the movements and promptings of the honeycomb across her skin. As she writhed and rolled, wisps of silver string broke off from the pattern, dancing behind her motions. The hallway started to narrow and the stems that formed the walls became smaller, tighter. The raised bumps on the hall-facing stems started to show themselves as thorns with increasing frequency while the light-bringing florets appeared less and less, and with smaller and smaller buds.

Saffron's toes gripped the dirt as she passed through the gauntlet, reaching forward with her blade to tap ahead of her at any indistinct portion. Her pupils dilated in the lessening light, shining in fool's gold hues in the low light. Gaps started to form in the archways, and the structure began to come undone, just as the liquid netting across her skin unraveled into wild, wiry strands that grabbed at the hooks and membranes that encroached ever closer to touching her.

As more and more of the lattice peeled off from her in greater measures, Saffron took a wry look at her surroundings, at the netting across her skin, and finally to the weapon in her hand. She reached across her arm, dragging her nails and catching the liquid strands within them to peel the substance from her. It fell from her as a net, splitting and unfolding to become a unified plane. She hung it from the curved barbs on the walls, stretching it up and out, going so far as to use the spines as steps and climbing up to the height of the archway to spread it out. Once she had three points taut, she slapped the kerambit to the web, fixing it in place.

Saffron looked from the blade, to the web, back to the blade, and finally to the web's dangling corner, fingers flexing in excitement and reaching for the net to climb across it. At an inch away, she stopped. Slowly, she retracted her hand, pulling it towards a strand of hair that hung around her shoulders. She plucked out the hair and swung it towards the web's central strands. Sure enough, it bound fast, her tugs only sliding her fingers closer to the root, then off of the hair entirely. "Ohhhhkaaaay not such a good idea..." Step by step, she climbed down from her perch, strode across the floor, and pulled up one of the strands near the edge, which seemed more like hemp rope than adhesive deathtrap. A solid tug pulled the net taut, then set the last loop around a particularly nasty-looking spine, setting the net in place.

One creak from the net preceded a tremble across its span, felt all the way through the stalk Saffron had climbed. The net swayed wide as the rumble turned into a tremor, then a roar. Her toes gripped the inner curves of the spines on which she stood, and her hand flattened into its sconce. The free hand swept back to push the hair from her eyes, just in time to see the source of the rumbling.

A wave of beetles, sized from the tip of a thumb to a mid-sized sedan, blew through the entrance-hall, a rolling tsunami of black carapace sheen and clacking mandibles, shredding the giant stalks of plant matter in sprays of sap and atomized stalks. The stalks that held up both Saffron and her net began to rock at their foundation, the structure of the Fortress weakened terribly.

From between the floral pillars, flashes of bright yellow and sick black flashed, along with the gleam most often cast from a drawn, freshly sharpened blade from the wild depth of the hall behind Saffron. A drone, at first barely noticeable behind the rumbling of the beetle-horde, quickly rose to overbearing, innard-shaking prevalence. Two angular stalks crept, then four, then forty-eight, all set into vibrant heads the shapes of inverted teardrops with iridescent eyes that shone like mirror balls. Soon, the rush of dog-sized bees and wasps burst out from the Fortress' interior halls, barreling straight for the defoliating intruders, the net, and the tiny Canadian girl caught in between.

Unarmed, unclothed and stuck up high, Saffron stared at the oncoming hordes with startled eyes, feeling the panic rise as her chosen stalk rocked back and forth more wildly. With no time to cross the floor and embark on another climb for her kerambit, Saffron trotted down to ground level, spreading her toes and digging them into the dirt, each step taken with her heels turned out to secure her stance. She brought her hands up, one outstretched, the other crossed over her midsection with the palm facing down. One single moment, her mind flooded with the distraction of considering her life choices that brought her to situate herself in between two waves of insects battling over a rosebush. For one moment, she remembered the pet name her father gave her, petit rose.

The moment passed quickly as the wasps rushed forward. She sank her stance low, dropping most of her weight into her back leg, and all of herself into an asymmetric crouch, lessening the surface area of her body available for the wasps to attack. She swatted her hands in waves, nudging the insects up and around her. Many of them accumulated in the sticky strands of the net, or spilled over the top of it. Those that passed through, however, underwent miraculous transformations as they emerged on the other side.

The lapdog-sized exoskeletons split as the wasps and bees emerged near the throng of beetles, the beings within exploding into humanoid size and shape, unmistakably female and all bearing clear, membranous wings. Black and yellow segmented armor covered their bodies. their helms resembled minimalist, yet stylized barbutes or burgonets, the cheek-guards brought close beneath bulging lenses on the visors. Each one bore vicious, bladed or piercing weapons, from rapiers to falces to rope darts to kamas to sharpened quarter-staves. They wrangled the invading beasts, turning the larger ones over, tearing them limb from limb to fashion shields from their shells and advance on the throng.

An archway of stuck insects formed behind Saffron across the net, full of jabbing stingers, wriggling legs and desperately struggling wings. She had received scratches all up and down her forearms and across her shins from the struggle, though her wounds remained little more than burning distractions to the protection of her core. She whipped her wrists and sprayed her blood into the eyes of oncoming wasps, using the blindness to bounce them across the hall and bash into the far parts of the net.

Eventually, only a few stragglers remained, their sights far from the battle behind them, centering their hover on the pale, bare redhead below, her focus narrowed to a single point through the stress of battle and the hum of adrenaline. The dirt around her had worn into parenthetical arcs where she had shifted her stance, back still kept to the net. Her breathing had quickened and her body pulsed with her rise and fall, blood streaming down her arms as her fingers hooked into vicious claws. As she lifted her eyes through the coppery veil of hair, she drew in a deep breath, accumulating her energy and refocusing her sights on the disparate points of movements through the hall.

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-03-16 19:05 EST
Three of the wasps closed in on Saffron, each aiming stingers in a frightfully ingenious formation, all but guaranteeing that she suffer a grievous wound at an eye, a kidney, at the femoral artery. None of the insects predicted the wild, high-pitched howl or the sudden, vicious coil of motion the otherwise stationary woman could enact. Her lower hand shot downward as she twisted in her stance, pushing up with her back leg to spin her around the incoming stab toward her eye. The cut along her back she couldn't avoid, only mitigate to a sharp, searing slice across her skin. The ferocity of the pain shot through her body, bubbling through her arm to smash the seized wasp into its compatriot and driving a sharp front kick to the back of the other, slamming it into the net and crushing its wings.

Four more wasps hovered as Saffron turned to face them, eyes wide and wild. One arm raised to cover her face as the other remained out front, almost goading them to go for her seemingly unprotected middle. Her back hand dropped from her face as the front hand splayed with hooked fingers. Her elbow settled as she dropped to a low stance, circling around the disparate insects in preparation, eyes on the frail joints and segments.

The two wasps that had entangled followed the prompts of combat on the other side of the net, joining their sisters in crawling through the honeycomb pattern of the net and adding to the armored legion that opposed the plague of beetles. Their wing-smashed comrade struggled in the net, broadcasting its panic through the tunnel-spanning web. The remaining four insects hovered in seemingly meandering patterns, sheathing and unsheathing their stingers while twirling their antennae. After a moment of consideration, they too slipped through the hexagonal matrix and emerged as the winged, armored amazons, armed with thin daggers and beaked mauls to handle the wounded and straggling enemies that laid broken and still struggling amidst the ruins of their comrades.

Saffron folded back in, standing with legs at shoulder width. Her palms raised up to the ceiling slowly, moving in time with her deep, long inhale, then dropped equally slow on her exhale, calming her wild, roiling energy into something containable, something closer to a thinking being than a cornered beast. Only she, her kerambit, and the wounded wasp remained on her side of the net. She took a single, crossing step towards the rose-stalk pillar, then another, dirtied feet and bloody limbs carrying her gradually towards her goal as the graphite-gray eyes observed the extraordinary sight of the battle's aftermath, all accomplished without her knowledge.

The armored amazons all knelt before the bounty of the slain beetles, the face-obscuring buffes to their burgonets lifted as they feasted on the oily, fresh meat pried from the black carapaces. Their wings fluttered happily, refreshed. A substantial number finished with their meal and peeled away from the group, surveying the damage with their visors raised. They pressed the remnants of the stalks together, holding their unseen, yet still uncovered faces before the shattered vegetation and secreted a sticky, binding substance from what Saffron could only surmise were their mouths. They glued together what stalks they could and climbed the walls with ease, filling in the holes with the sealant that hardened into a firm, yet flaky and gray coating reminiscent of a nest.

Nervously, Saffron climbed up the spine-bedecked stalk, watching the legion bustle and set into motion around the ruin of the hallway's front. She took a deep breath as she looked to the struggling, dog-sized wasp below, to the net that remained free of any other occupants but the blade and the wasp below, and back to the horde. Carefully, she reached towards the velvet handle of her kerambit, taking it between her fingers and twisting it once, twice, thrice to pull it free of the stickiness of the net. "Okay... so," Saffron mumbled softly to herself as she climbed back down, barely voicing the rhetorical inquiry. "Why the heck is this the only wasp to stay stuck?"

As Saffron looked over the net, she noticed that, in its silvery glint, tiny spiders skittered back and forth, repairing tears and trekking along vibrations. She caught the glisten from the tiny metallic arachnids coalescing around the wounded wasp. Where blood seeped from the wreckage of its wings, the spiders' fangs twitched and moved, drinking up whatever spilled out. However, their size left them wholly unable to pierce the wasp's exoskeleton. They moved as an improbable hive mind, holding the wasp in place firmly enough that its struggles made more blood pump from its wounds.

As Saffron fidgeted with the blade that curved from under her palm, one of the soldiers stopped, pulling down her buffe before turning to face the net. More soon followed, casting their metallic, bubble-eyed stare toward the armed girl and their ensnared, untransformed comrade, each one finishing with their tasks of repair before peeling off and joining in the observation. They approahced silently, moving as a slowly crawling mass of shining, yellow and black chitin and metal toward the net, weapons still in hand.

Saffron's fingers rolled out, then in on the blade's handle, her forefinger spastically flexing in the ring at the handle's end. The crippled, captured wasp struggled, its limbs tensing in pain and its head bucking against the net as the tiny spiders supped upon its blood. The battle-weary redhead sighed as the ache from her legs and through her arms crawled up her body, reminding her of the damages that her trials had enacted, all the while staring down a throng of soldiers with superior weapons, superior numbers, and full suits of armor in comparison to her own dressing in nothing but cuts and dirt. Her lower lip dropped for a wince, and her stance dropped to a crouch, watching the warriors keenly as she positioned the kerambit's point between the segments of the wasp's thorax, right next to where the wings had torn off of its back, where the spiders crawled to drink from its wounds.

The wasp flailed and writhed, feeling the heat from the venom that coated the blade. The warriors' hands flexed around their weapons as they stared at Saffron, watching for her next move. Taking a deep breath and a twirl of her wrist, Saffron guided the point into the wounded wasp, all six legs, its head and its stinger-laden abdomen recoiling and drawing inward.

The wasp-women fanned wide, forming a wall at the other side of the net as their comrade's head and body drooped, blue light shimmering from its joints and all along its wings. The tiny spiders swarmed the wasp, the little creatures cocooning its body in tiny legs and shimmering silver. Saffron pushed back with her front leg, hopping away from the wasp, the wall of women and the web, landing with a searing rip of pain through her stinger-sliced legs and a wince-decorated stumble. Strand by strand, the web dissolved, folding in on itself and providing less and less of a barrier between Saffron and the legion that stood across from her. Her arms hung loose at her sides and her posture straightened, taking each breath slow and calm as her blood seeped down her arms, back, and shins.

The clever gray eyes faltered into a slow blink as exhaustion took root. Her body remembered its hours-long stance in the freezing cold and blustering snow, the spikes of adrenaline during her fight with the giant spider, the slice and shred of crystalline ground and each and every sting and slice that she endured in the onslaught of the wasps. Her consciousness teetered back and forth, though the dug her heels into the dirt, determined to remain standing or as long as possible.

The web finally faltered and the horde surged forward, surrounding the tiny comrade as its form took to a bright, wild blue all throughout. Its exoskeleton began to split, bursting with a blinding light. Three arms emerged from the light, slender, yet sinuous. Twin trails of silk flowed down a strong back, covered in a form-fitting, yet thick leather vest, bound with shining silver cords. Another three arms pushed out in odd ticks and jumps, as if the being tried to translate itself into three-dimensional space from a much bigger world, a translation of an enormous concept expressing itself in a humanoid form. The pile of the web's strands bunched around the figure, forming a long, wild mane of silver around the emerging head. The throng of wasp-soldiers kneeled around the rising, glowing being, clad in strange skins and ragged skirts, flickering through an eternity of exotic pelts. As the emerging, divine being rose to her full height, nearly twice as tall as Saffron, the tiny scrapper finally succumbed, collapsing before she had even a chance of getting a glimpse of the divinity's face. Endless throngs of armored boots passed before her sight as its focus faltered in and out, a bed of solid hands carrying her through the hall and further into the interior of the Rose Fortress.

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-03-26 19:20 EST
The Rose Fortress' interior passed between Saffron's blinks as the wasp-knights carried her, caught in glimpses from her shoulder-high, exhausted sprawl. The hallway ran along like the background of a Hanna-Barbera cartoon, endless repetition of green stalks, graying thorns and bright white buds lighting the way.

One blink, and the troupe had her staring at a bright, crystalline Grand Hall. Branches of luminous crystal hung from the spine-and-ribcage of a ceiling, acting as chandeliers. The refractions and intersections of light combined to form holograms that changed as she passed, unfolding from one figure to the next, yet each curiously including her and a sphere. The sphere sometimes outsized her, sometimes sitting in the center of her palm. Its hue ranged from fiery red, to coal black, on to blinding white. The black spheres seemed brittle and ashen, save for one. The hologram depicted the solid, onyx black ball curled floating above an opalescent egg sitting in Saffron's lap, older and dressed in the ragged remnants of her changshan and wide pants, seated before them, entangled in both rose brambles and spider webs. The last pedestal seemed broken and indistinct. She felt her eyelids drop, rendering her sight to a vague splatter of color before she gave in and closed them.

To her, it felt like a single millisecond. The lurch from her center of gravity's shift and the sense that the ground's pull had become that much further 'down' than it had previously been awakened her to the contrary. Around and around, the throng of soldiers marched up the spiral stairs of a tower hewn from blocks of rose quartz. Se received an occasional glimpse out of the slotted windows, catching sight of redwood-scale forests of stalks and thorns, dotted with holes and strung with walkways, pulley systems, passages and doors. Insectoid beings, taking the shapes of domestic animals and humanoids alike, traversed the kingdom, climbing walls, clattering along the walkways and intermittently flying from one point to the next. The society seemed, from the few glances Saffron gleaned, to have reached a rare, tranquil moment of stability, albeit one that had already started to falter, as the wave of beetles had indicated.

The constant, unilateral tilt lulled her. She glanced down towards the helmeted faces around her, looking from one set of bulging eyes to the other. She found little in the way of intimacy, even less in the way of humanity. She did, however, find comfort. The soldiers seemed relaxed, yet alert. They seemed content, distant, neither cold nor warm. Once more, she faltered from awareness, feeling her body finally break down and relax, bit by bit, into the bridge of arms and hands beneath her.

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-03-30 19:23 EST
The darkness began to separate as Saffron rested. Fragmentary dreams dipped into her vision. A field of wildflowers swayed, surging from dormancy to bloom and back in waves. A hallway in the apartment she lived in a a toddler had someone with long, glowing hair that reached the floor at one end, and her as a baby at the other. She remembered the incident, seeing not only the long-haired figure, but another ghostly presence as well, when she was a baby. Her teenage self, complete with the fresh scar across her nose, scrambled into a forest, disappearing in the shadows as if ducking behind a velvet curtain. The moon floated in the field on the path before the forest, its face cycling through the phases in a matter of seconds. The distance between her and the moon collapsed slowly, and soon the pulsing, grey-white light engulfed her vision.

AllTime NOW. The message struck Saffron's mind more than it was actually heard. She felt neither hot nor cold. The rotation of light and dark lost its direction, becoming little more than a pulse of light in a growing sea of darkness. The only noises seemed to come from inside. Only the sound of her breath, the drum of her pulse, the churn of blood in her veins surrounded her. In her chest, she felt a ball of what began as anxiety, yet slowly, inch by inch, disassembled into a deep, instinctual fear. Her nerves screamed, from the ends of her toes, up her legs, from fingertips to her shoulders, from crown to root, every inch of skin, every hint of her that could have awakened lit up for a swan song, recoiling from a threat wholly undetected, wholly unseen, and all drawing in beneath Saffron's ribs to squeeze at her heart and hold to their moorings. It hurt.

Chalice holds chalice holds AllTime NoVoid/AllVoid Hatch AllTime NOW. The pain of her contracting in toward her heart, the disappearance of a solid point of reference. The pulsing light withdrew to a single point in the center of her vision. She throbbed, a perfect sphere of bright orange ache. Between her and the point, a smaller point emerged. It moved slowly, with purpose. From the central point of her rendering unto a hot ball of pain came a call, a desire for the same chance to create an emissary, to communicate with the light that seemed so far.

Saffron felt a jolt, as if awakening from a falling dream. A staticky tingle spread through her body, awash with relief. However, she still felt a slack presence between her shoulder blades, encroaching on the center of her chest. With the light and the figure ahead of her, she had recovered enough of a reference point to turn around and take a look behind her. The sphere that once held her consciousness roiled with imagery and energy, displaying a vast array of wounds, of cuts and knots and furious change.

Intermittently, through an open, screaming mouth or a chasm-like split, she could catch a glimpse of the core of the pained orb. The energetic, prismatic glow that reached out contained a shadow that occulted across the shine, writhing, tattered shadow with a golden eye at its center. The light warped around this occultation, taking the details on the surface of the sphere and exaggerating them, corrupting them. Though small in comparison to the core, the occultation seemed huge, to Saffron. She slid one leg back and turned it away from the sphere, then brought her other leg to follow, turning from the ground and following the motion upwards.

The smaller light source had moved closer, its own hue gainging hints of red and gold as it approached the other sphere, with Saffron between. The moment she stepped towards the lights, a chance occurred in the central point between them, a heat hazed glimmer. In a flash, she stood by the source of this shimmer, a basin of entwined silver, gold, and stone that sat on a short pedestal, with the smaller light flickering across from her. When Saffron looked down, the basin had filled with a thick, reflective liquid, luminous and drawn in waves toward the both of them. She knelt by the basin and cupped her hands in the fluid. It was warm, sharing the temperature of her skin. It collected like mercury into her palm, forming a perfect, grapefruit-sized bead. She brought to her lips and drank.

As she swallowed, she could have sworn that she could hear a distant voice with an Alabama accent, calling in panicked, indistinct words as she collapsed forward, into a stream of liquid, shimmering fluid into the basin.

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-03-31 18:58 EST
Voices clattered together like a crowd trapped in an elevator during a power outage, just barely on the edge of distinction as Saffron felt her body disentangle itself from its shape. For once, she let go of the uncertainty of her father's fate, her mother's emotional stability, her failure to finish college and her progress in the martial arts. She stopped worrying about her scar, about how short she was, her left-handedness.

The substance moved her mind outside of time, outside of space, perpendicular to the wild array of time, space, and spirit in her world.If she looked down, she saw a trail of who she was, a ladder of herself stretching back to infancy. When she looked up, she saw the strobe of future selves, bearing some features that kept indistinct, yet those that she recognized stood out; her scar, her hair, her mother's laugh lines around her eyes and the inevitable effects of gravity and time on her shape. Her peripheral vision, however, seemed too much for her to bear. Flickering shapes, pieces of her mind's eye flashed, giving her impressions of alternate versions of herself that all branched out from the time that she received her scar. Looking seemed forbidden, as if moving her vision a hair to the left or right would collapse her consciousness from the enormity of truth. With that, she simply kept her eyes straight ahead, locked in a column to include the lights and the pedestal. The light that had met her at the bowl became diffuse and unfocused, its shape separating into three other lights. One shined brighter as the other dimmed, becoming dark and spherical, yet bathed in a smoky corona. The third trembled red and churned to something between liquid and flame, pulsing and blinking like a luminous heart.

Expecting you/self. Fix/heal/make. Thought/mind/self meet body/plug. Reformat.

She felt numb, yet lacking the benefit of pins and needles to help her locate her limbs. She went to test her voice, yet it seemed just as much a thought as spoken aloud, with no true distinction between the two. "Why can't I feel anything?"

The black sphere shuddered, an insectoid buzzing and snarl snapping out its words in a menacing, monotone transmission. We/self reformat you/self/unit. AllTime Now learn of mind/process. See self/other. Knot/sick disentangle. New process/thought spread. The sphere initially seemed still, yet on close examination, its surface consumed its own shape, breaking down into parts that consumed other parts, growing and providing material to break down into yet more pieces. The lightless ball became little more than a haze of motion with its corona as the only method to display its contrast with the world around it. Its wilderness seemed serene, however, an eternal destruction of form, with its shape only given to it by those who sought to observe it.

The bright light seemed frozen, lacking shimmer and motion. Something like a flavor touched Saffron's mind as she looked at it, harkening to the wounded wasp in the hallway that had unfolded into the divine, humanoid form. Though it remained still, its stillness unfurled innumerable sources of knowledge and thought. It spoke, in its placidity, of events in time unfolding to meet this singular moment, yet seen from an infinite number of angles, each different progression of events offering a new view of the eternal moment in which it existed. It knew no separation, and thus its constancy, its fundamental solidity, its flawlessness reflected the imbalance of time right back to it. However, its flawlessness could only show itself through flaws, unveiling a fundamental paradox to its being. It spoke nothing, it did nothing, yet Saffron's young mind watched itself cavort around the frozen white light, offered a chance to see what passed for Heaven in its symbolic, superlative nature that so contrasted with the roiling black orb.

The red, pulsing phlogiston rested between the light and the black cloud. Its color moved up and down the spectrum at its edges, and the intensity of its light grew and shrank with a rhythm that, outside of time, had no discernible tempo, yet existed beyond simple observation, ever blooming, ever withering. Its voice spoke somewhere in between genders, in between ages, bubbling up into discernible context for Saffron's benefit, though the beginnings and endings of its words grew and faded from a sea of glossolalia. "Your core shifts outside of AllTime. The changes represent the ripples created from that shift. Symbol offers ground. Symbol intersects here through the . Learning and unlearning will commence. The form of change comes from the instinct, choosing shapes from , embodying association with . sees in between. We/self needs in-between to speak, to investigate. In-between is symbol, and is symbol of symbol. Doer of black-sphere, messenger of white-light. Source of in body, firm as stone in you. AllTime NOW commence."

As the red fire-liquid's words broke apart, Saffron felt something very strong, very distinct in the sensation of falling down from a great height, from a body's warmth into the biting cold...

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-04-06 22:06 EST
"You must choose your advantage, Saffron. Do you choose the Body? Do you choose the Mind? Do you choose the Spirit? You must pick only one."

The voice seemed overly wrought with hackneyed, dull tones too often found in depictions of the divine, solemn to the point of seeming lobotomized. Behind her, the twin, sick-yellow eyes stared, hungry and wild. Before her, a new pair developed, only visible as golden eyeshine, though the setting seemed as of yet indistinct, awaiting her answer.

Saffron felt the possibilities of form coalesce around her, sensing the changes in shape and the strength of each of the pathways, as well as the withering and atrophied state of others. The golden-eyes flashed expectantly, hungry, impatient for an answer. What they received instead was a question. "Why is picking one thing so necessary, eh? I mean, I'm not a f*cking video game character."

The eyes glanced back and forth, showing the whites at their edges. Its voice, formerly deep and rich, shifted between a series of high, whistling tones and otherworldly trilling in the back of its throat. It seemed, more than anything, agitated and nervous as a point. "Uh... crap! I have no idea!" Motion started to register at the edges near the eyes, serpentine, yet warm, and hazy at its edges. "I mean, don't people want something they can point at? Something they can give up easily? You won't ever have to worry about it, whatever you give up! It's a great deal! Really!" The rotted-lemon eyes started to show the slits in the pupils, trading on occasion with the shining collection of spheres of compound eyes. The eyeshine became desperate, the shape around them taking a pleading character. Its voice went from nervous and agitated to slow, broken and weak, still warbling in an odd falsetto. "Please, help me get away from that thing before it tears me apart."

Saffron felt herself perform what a sigh must have been like without the benefit of a body, a tightness, followed by expansion, leading to a settling release of motion. "Yo... that thing's been following me since I got here. Until we can figure it ewt, it's gonna stay after us. Hey, maybe something's chasing it and it wants to hide in something, too. This place, far as I can tell, has some kind of ecosystem, eh? Always something that can get you."

The eyes went wide, fearful, trembling at the edges. "It's going to kill us all! It's a disease! We have to hide from it and keep away! Please let me hide! Please help me!"

Saffron's mind settled. She felt the impending motions of the eyes behind her, and noticed the nervous darting of those before her. The spider flashed in her memory, then the rugged field, the Rose Fortress, the net and the wasps. Then, in a flash, she felt herself pop with essence, illuminated with realization. "Oh! So, hear me ewt. So, instead of just having a designated room for you, what if... we both give up a little bit of each? That way, it won't know where to get either one of us if it comes after us..." She thought back to the net, the wounded wasp, and the curved blade that enacted the sacrifice. "... and maybe we can make a little room to trap it, too."

The fearful eyes and trembling voice fell to a hastened whisper, tittering softly to the girl reduced to a disembodied presence in the last vestiges, the groundless void between all states. "You'd do that? You'd give up space to give me shelter, and you'd hide away a monster, for this plane that has tried to kill you since you got here?"

"Well, f*ck, I don't see anyone else here coming up with ideas. Maybe once we have it isolated, we can like... I dunno, learn abewt why it's trying to get everything and... friggin' find a way to get rid of it or put it where it needs to be, or whatever." Saffron felt the nebulous swirl of her being draw closer and closer to solid, assembling from her root, to her sacrum, to her solar plexus, all the way up to her crown as she stared into the eyes ahead of her, all the while aware of the jaundiced stare hurdling toward them. "So, whatcha say? Probably the time to decide, yo."

A burst of light flooded the darkness. Saffron felt her feet once more against the black, coarse dirt of the Fortress floor, surrounded by the shifting statues and crystalline chandeliers of the Grand Hall. The eyes stared back, set the same, colored the same, shaped the same as her own. However, they stared not from a human face, but that of a massive fox, its fur shifting from red, to black, to white, and back to red in a thrumming strobe. Next to the fox, a blue glow hovered, emanating from hair that started at three meters high and spilled over the floor. The divine figure, the one borne from the honeycomb web and the broken-winged wasp, placed one of her many, ever-evolving sets of fingertips on the Fox's crown. The top of her own head tingled, and soon, she felt the flash, her vision staring back at herself, then at the fox in a constant strobe.

Then, as the goddess' glow filled the hall, the ragged, shadowy presence crawled through the doorway, looming, moving like a jet black finger piercing through the floor like the surface of water towards the merging. Saffron froze, the base of her spine, the back of her head, her palms, her soles, her heart's center all buzzing with energy. The shadow-monster loomed in close, standing a meter away. In the snap of fingers' time, the shadow dove for Saffron's chest, and for one final time, she felt the sensation of falling backwards.

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-04-07 19:06 EST
Gravity seemed to draw Saffron from all directions, then release, leaving her spinning within the Great Hall and toward an unknowable source. It felt as if someone had picked up the Fortress and thrown it in the air with backspin. The shadows seemed sharper, still limited in color, yet possessing distinct shape and form; this didn't help her at all in attempting to catch her bearings. She closed her eyes and withdrew herself with a breath, feeling her center of gravity reach out to her equilibrium in the panic.

The tingle began between her ears and against her pelvic floor simultaneously, and new pathways fired between the two like strings of fire through her body. Her legs and arms felt as they always had, at first, though they soon flickered between quadrupedal and bipedal arrangements in the tumult of her mind's eye. Another deep breath calmed the tremor between her limbs, and with a flex of her digits, she reclaimed her shape with fine-tuned fire spiraling from palms and soles, all the way through to the column of her spine in ecstatic, agonizing recognition. Denied its spread through her limbs, however, the vulpine traits followed a new vector; with the tumbling chaos and her disorientation, Saffron had no option but to submit to the change.

The crinkles of Saffron's ears unfolded and the muscles beneath her scalp and down the back of her neck awoke with a scream, burning into lost life from a former vestigial state. her hairline crept downward, and after a burning itch, the skin along the backs of her ears erupted into bright red fur. A solid ring of ache rattled from the nape of her neck to the muscles just beneath her cheekbones. Saffron inhaled, drawing deeper, deeper into the sources of that pain, and on her exhale, she felt the formerly dainty shells of her ears shoot out in size, massive fronds of scarlet a few shades brighter than her hair, tipped in sensitive points. A world of sound burst open for her; blood pumping through her veins, water crawling through the roots of trees, the digestive tracts of at least eleven different animals tearing into the stores of nuts, foliage and flesh as they slept, the echoes of hooting, rattling spirits as the Tempest's last vestiges unfastened from the land. At the very least, she could at least find 'down,' and it zoomed to greet her in the form of a massive, old oak bough aimed right for her solar plexus.

Saffron opened her eyes to no avail; the shimmer of eyeshine still brought in the clattering confusion of the Tempest, like a broken, three-dimensional kaleidoscope made of the broken-off bits from innumerable different worlds. She closed them promptly afterwards. "Sh*t... F*ckityf*ck!" Fingers and toes spread and scrambled as she felt the branch approach, turning her body in mid-air to initiate a grab onto the branch. With the bark millimeters away from her fingertips and her body fully extended, the Fox laid claim to the base of her body's support structure.

The tiny nub at the base of Saffron's spine harkened to the same ache that had overcome her head, locking her body from the hips down. "Gh-Aw come onnn! My butt!? Really!? Uuugh! Better not make it any bigger, yo!" Another deep breath drew in, driving all the way down to the knotted root, and released. Her palms met with the branch as the energy shot downwards, new vertebrae forming as the line of her body drew in an old vestige to bring to the tiny shaman a new appendage. At first it felt stiff, canine, paddle-like and ragged with thick fur. As she swung forward on the branch, she closed her eyes to draw in a second breath, reaching into her own reserves, and drawing them to the base. As she released, she exhaled, and the tail coiled with energy. Its length outstripped her torso's by a good margin, and wiry, powerful muscle laced through it, drawing another burst of pain through Saffron's tiny frame. The fur became dense, long, and the follicles all sang with the breeze of motion around her. The tail whipped around between her legs as she tumbled, slapping the trunk of a maple tree and redirecting her towards a branch thick enough to support her weight.

She landed on the balls of her feet in a crouch, arms out at either side, elbows bent, and wrists loose. One final burst scrambled through her, creeping into her deep, internal workings, into her Spirit. Her eyes shot open as she landed, the burning fire that had rang through her skull and ears pulsing with a migraine's barrage of lightning. The black shape that had prompted her decision unfolded before her eyes, descending on the Rose Fortress. Beetles climbed at its edges to devour the structure, sheer numbers overpowering the streaks of insectoid yellow that sought to intercept them. Four of the yellow points escaped. Between them, they carried a rose hip, a spider's egg sac and an opal bird egg. Saffron felt the hum as they closed in, drawing the snap of tension out of her head to the rattle of her teeth. As the essence descended, her jaw and gums popped. By the slightest of margins, as the potential essences nestled into the far corners of her Spirit, she felt her cuspids lengthen, sharpening into four small, but distinct points.

With one final breath, the vision fell away, bringing Saffron to face the dawn above the cabin, and the fierce cold within the canopy. "Hawghf*ckin' A!" Her teeth chattered as she dropped down from the branch, catching herself on her feet, swinging down with her tail, and dropping in simian fashion to the forest floor. The snow had bent and twisted itself into large trenches lined with craggy points and twisting spires, held in place by layers of ice. Holes in the spires arranged themselves along the ecliptic, surrounding patches of dry ground. Saffron took note of the sun's beams passing through a hole, filled with thin ice, its varying densities etching glyphs onto the spire across from it in accordance with the snow's melt. Her tail wrapped around her snugly as the cold, wet air reached for her skin once again, attempting to sap her heat as it had not so long ago. She scampered to the cabin, banging on the door with the bottom of her fist. "Guys? Guys??"

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-04-13 20:04 EST
The cabin's windows bore no overhead lights, only a faint red glow at the edges nearest the door. Saffron's ears pressed back with a burning ache as her teeth chattered, her tongue recoiling to hte back of her mouth in fear of those sharp, fierce new teeth. She crossed one leg behind the other and folded her arms across her chest, holding onto her shoulders, drawing her extremities close for warmth. "Fuuuu*k, guuuuuys, 's colllllld and I'm ready for some goddamn cocoa, yo! This isn't funny, and it kinda sucks! Just a little!"

Silence initially met her, prompting her to twist around the fulcrum she'd made of her legs to look across the odd towers of snow and ice unfolding across the landscape. Gradually, she saw the hazy outlines of humanoid figures in the bare patched of ground, seated cross-legged and meditative. lights traveled up their spines, ending at their heads with silent, slow fountains of sparks drawing back down to the base, only to travel back up once more. The words etching upon the spires offered a hint of recall, to the well that had housed her at her inception of the journey. Little by little, she watched the outlines become more distinct, listening to the features filling in as luminous knots and shining foundations, bones of crystal, arteries of fire, all tuned finely to a cosmic symphony. Saffron felt the base of her tail buck a little, responding to the despondency that had set in her heart, yet she kept the fur-covered appendage coiled tightly around her, loathe to release her heat back to the wilds once more. As she watched her fellow initiates reappear, she heard a click at the door's lock, and a familiar, thrumming vibration reached her through the floorboards, passing through her skin.

Bianca's luminescent, violet eyes shone down on Saffron, framed by the strict gometrically proportion curl of her hair. Her mouth, delicate on first appearance, bent in the fine articulation of her smile, the genuine bubble of emotion formed into a deliberate display of her mirth, soon followed by the butterfly's flight of a laugh in the back of her throat. "You've made it back, Saffron. Congratulations." She stepped aside, drawing the door open and passing her upraised palm across her middle, then swinging it out to present the dim interior of the cabin. "Please, join us."

Saffron's own grin appeared with little hand in its construction, an instinctual display of her excitement, now ornamented with fang and upward-stabbing, vulpine ears. She hopped inside like a pogo stick, making no move to release herself from the spiral that ran from her leg on up through her tail. "Gnyeeh! I never thought I'd miss a friggin' roof!" Once she passed the threshold, the cabin's interior took shape. She took a deep inhale, reaching all the way down to her soles, and as she breathed out, she unwound her ankle, then her calf, her knee, her thigh, while her tail slid its spiral down, spinning out with a long, powerful, yet slow whipping motion, each vertebra, each tendon articulating behind her. The tall weapons cabinets, the low cushions, and the shrine wall around the hearth started to take shape, the tiny mirrors reflecting the hearth's glow to spread its illumination through the cabin.

The subtle, blacklight glint of Bianca's gaze crept along her skin as the woman approached, a thick square of folded clothing topped with a black sash woven through with copper shimmer. "Congratulations, Saffron. You have earned this uniform of initiation after only a year of study. You have walked a very unique path to reach this point, and you will have even more opportunities to display your ingenuity as time presses forward, and even more chances to access different planes, different states of being that would have otherwise been locked from you..." She turned her head to the side as she looked out from the corner of her eye with a smile, spotting Saffron's drop of her gaze toward her own bust, and forward to the pile of clothing, golden eyeshine scanning over the folds of fabric. "... and worry not. I did manage to salvage your brassiere."

"Sweet!" She rose up onto the balls of her feet and bounced a bit in excitement before bringing her heels together, her palms doing the same as she bowed to Bianca. "Thank you, Bianca." She reached out to take the uniform into her arms, feeling its weight, its resilience and flexibility in her grasp. She unfolded the changshan carefully, noting the tightness and intricacy of the braided, faintly violet frog buttons over the slight silvery glint of the longcoat's main body, the vague magnetic-field-shaped logo of Spirit Tree placed over the heart. She hung the sash around her neck as she fished out the sports bra, slipping her arms into it and tucking herself into the garment's support with a deep sigh, and an acceptance, for now, of its comforting embrace. Cleansed in the waters of the snow and warmed by fireside, even the humble undergarment felt transformed by the experience. She stepped into the pants and affixed the ties at her hips, then shrugged the changshan around her, buttoning up with careful deliberations of her fingers.Her tail stuck out from the top of the garment a bit uncomfortably, though a small aperture formed at the back of both coat and pants, allowing it to slip through both cozily.

The dawn's light broke through the windows, and the violet-haired, rainbow-eyed, ever-sneering Guha stepped in from the kitchen door, hands hidden in his sleeves. His voice remained smooth and even, though a hint of strain and effort rang around it, masking his inscrutable personal feelings. "You chose to accept the spirit, rather than ignore the illusion of its presence. You acknowledged it as a being separate to yourself, as well as the Dweller in the Darkness who loomed at the beginning..." His scowl portrayed thoughtfulness more than disappointment, though the latter still took residence in the forward tilt of his shoulders. Saffron stopped her buttoning, leaving the top three undone, while her hands stayed at her shoulders, holding the sash carefully in between her knuckles and thumbs. She scrunched her nose as best she could around her scar as her lips pursed out, the slim arches of her brows kneading together. "... You gave two thirds of yourself to insubstantial being, Saffron. Did you hope to gain power? Did you thing your-" Guha swallowed as his head dropped, shaking back and forth before setting a pleading look upon the diminutive redhead, now set with extra body parts that moved outside of her control, now carved to something shaped by the desires of half-created beings. "-Did you think your soul was something you could just sign away? I... I just want to understand, Saffron! Why did you do this??" He held out his hands, shaking them in a plea to the girl.

Saffron expected to shrink back as the words passed into new ears, as she heard his pulse, felt the tiny shifts of his weight in the floor, tracked the twist and sway of his motion in the corner of her eyes. However, she felt her apprehension clear as he spoke, as he pleaded with her. "Uhm..." She swallowed and poked her tongue out of one side of her lips, then the other, and finally the middle to moisten her lips in preparation to speak. "... I wanted to work with the spirit, because it seemed really upset about the... Dweller-in-Darkness, or... shadow-thing, I dunno what to call it. But, I mean, that's what we agreed to do. I let it in so that we could work together on figuring ewt what to do abewt the shadow, maybe like..." She held out her hands with fingers splayed, hooked into wide claws while she tilted them back and forth like spherical ends to a cage. "Give it limits and solidify it so that we can understand it, and then what to do with it. I mean, I'm still me, but like... I've just handed over parts I wasn't using to something that could use them more than me, so that we could solve a problem bigger than the both of us..." She shrugged from her elbows and brought her sash down from around her neck, holding it at her waist. "... I mean, that's a good thing, right? If you're trying to help people, and you stand your grown well enough that you both grow from it, aren't those lessons worth learning? I could give a f*ck about power; I just wanna help sh*t fit together better and get a dialogue going."

Guha had closed his eyes during the explanation, turning an ear towards her and keeping still to listen. As she explained, the weight in his shoulders and the tension in his back evaporated. Once she finished, he smiled, reaching forward to take hold of her sash. "Lift your arms, Saffron; let me help you." As he tied the strip around her waist, a serene atmosphere settled around the both of them, like a fragrance without a scent. "You're damned smart, you know? I'm a little afraid of you." He tightened the knot at her hip, stood up straight, and offered his hands, the wild rainbow of his eyes meeting the graphite-gray rim around pyrite pupils. "Congratulations, Saffron. You're one of us, now."

Saffron wheeled her hand back and smacked into the handshake, tiny, square palms bringing a strong, yet fluid shake between them. "Thanks, yo."

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-04-19 20:01 EST
Saffron splayed across a mat in the cabin, arms above her head and dense, shining red hair scattered over her face. Her upturned nose sucked in air, puffing out her abdomen, holding as she felt the energy coil and writhe beneath her skin, as she felt down into her tail, up into her ears, through palms and soles, through forearms and shins, through the powerful, tense little body, then set the breath free from her lips, allowing the wild whip and warp to spin down, for her to find the bottom of her deeper, wider, greater well of energy.

Little corners of the interior landscape felt closed off, awash with conundrums she had yet to understand, paradoxes that she had yet to reconcile. As she explored her inner landscape, her ears fidgeted towards the sounds outside, catching snippets of a conversation between Bianca and Guha. It seemed casual, anecdotal about their surroundings, about the shapes in the ice. Much of it involved Sanskrit astrological terms and roundabout descriptions couched in poetic meaning. Wisdom rested there, yet Saffron hadn't the energy or the comprehension to follow. She fell further into her relaxation, easing along with the creak and shift of the old house around her.

The calm that settled in her, however, broke as she felt the air in the room become wickedly damp, then startlingly dry in rapid sucession. Her tail's end flicked in agitation, followed by a noisy exhale and the slow, defiant opening of her eyes to the room. Four figures stood in the corner, barely visible, yet both having turned their attention directly toward Saffron. One seemed immediately familiar. Onyx black skin, glowing orange cracks at the joints, the flat, featureless canvas of a face showing the room in hellish reflection.

Black Hell Ember stood in front of the other three humanoid shapes, shorter than the others, though still the strongest, the heaviest, the most substantial of the quartet. The tallest, dressed in earth-brown rags, had a transucent, yet cracked block where its face ought to have been, and firm, icy spikes jutting out from the back of its head. Its skin was the white of fresh snow, and the crags at its joints a watery blue in contrast to Ember's dark fire. Across from it, a brown, stone-laden lump that vaguely passed for a human's form flexed its blocky fingers, headless, with only a collection of faceted gems sticking up fence-like from the rough approximation of its neck. The last seemed little more than a vague, bluish-green haze that held aloft a Spirit Tree uniform in a constant draft around it.

The cracking, sizzling, boiling noise of Ember's voice rattled from all around Saffron, her ears flitting forwards and back, up and down to pinpoint it externally, before relenting to the internal, craggy whisper.

The Spider and the Fox plan traps in the ruin of the Rosebush, preparing for the second intersection. Does the Egg walk as a Beetle, or does the Beetle sit enthroned as the Egg? Does the Egg break, or does the Egg hatch in secret before the Phoenix can show her feathers? The Fox misdirects; fire reflects in the dewdrops in the Spider's web.

Saffron's ears pinned back as he spoke, her eyes wide with pupils dilated, and tail straight as a blade, red fur puffed out big and wide. She had drawn herself up to sit, legs stacked in half-lotus and tail still curling and drumming behind her. A sigh puffed out her cheeks and blew the strands of her hair around before her, prefacing her attention settling more fully on the quartet. "I... thaaaaanks?" She showed her teeth, partially a nervous wince, partially an appreciative grin, but all in all stuck somewhere in between any settled expression.

Black Hell Ember raised his right hand, and just as quietly and innocuously as they appeared, the four vanished. Saffron shook out her head, her shoulders, all the way down to her waist before unfolding her legs, pushing up to stand and following her momentum towards the cabin's door. Her fingers took the knob carefully, buzzing with the unseen, unmanifest, but still felt energies on the opposite side. A deep breath aligned with her opening the door and stepping out into the dawn.

Brinkmaster Robburt

Date: 2013-04-20 19:28 EST
Peals of laughter greeted Saffron as she stepped outside. Pure, clear laughter, decorated with tears. Six of her classmates had returned, each marked in a remarkable way from the experience. They lied on their backs, just as naked as she on her return, skin marked with new textures and hair alight with colors far from those normally seen on a human head. Aside from one, however, the other students' eyes and ears remained exactly the same.

A pile of neatly-folded uniforms sat on the porch, kept back from the warped towers of snow that crept around the forest floor around them. Guha and Bianca had brought two of the uniforms to the new arrivals, She picked one up and looked between the sconces in the snow, ears tilting forward, out, and around in her assessment of where it ought to go. Finally, she settled on the stark opal skin and wild, violet hair of the newest arrival, twin elfin points sticking up through the cumulonimbus mess of the woman's hair. She arrived kneeling, folded down with her arms out front; child's pose.

Saffron hopped the embankment that held the woman in the crater from her spot on the porch, fired out from a sudden, unexpected burst of strength... and promptly overshot it, her instep catching on the far rim and sending her forward to flatten into the snow, the uniform dropping around her classmate in pieces. "Muwvwrfwuffur!" She pushed herself up and shook her head, reaching into her ears to scoop out the snow that had fallen into them. Soon, even she joined the wild giggles that rang out around her.

The woman pushed up slowly, dreamily. Her features had been smoothed out, to an unsettling degree. Her nose appeared chiseled, sculpted into her face in an approximation of what she had once held, and her philtrum seemed almost sharp. Her eyes, however, had been replaced with crystalline spheres, lit from the inside like Bianca's with a hollow, diffuse light. She reached out effortlessly, collecting the changshan jacket and drawing it around her shoulders, giving herself cover. Unlike her companions, she offered no laugh, no wild peals of release, only silence. Saffron slid down the embankment that she'd crashed into, dropping into a crouch next to the woman with her ears back and her tail sticking out straight like a fluffy lightning rod. "Uh.. hey," Saffron's voice did its best to keep quiet, and while the snow helped muffle her, she still had the newscaster's brassy clarity in her tone.

The woman finished buttoning her shirt, smoothing her hands down from top to bottom before reaching behind her to snag the pants, offering not a hint of a glance during the bend. "... How long... has it been since we left?" She drew the trousers around to hold at her front, hesitating, simply feeling the weight of the fabric in her hand. She stared in something of shock, solemn and vacant.

Saffron shrugged from her elbows, stopping with a twitch in her hand and a sudden, vigorous scratch behind her ear. More fur burst from under the scrape of her nails, dull red at the base and tipped in black. The strands bore little sheen, as if the color emanated from them instead of reflected off of the strands. "Uhm... I dunno, like... six hours? Seven?" She set her elbows on her knees and leaned forward, her tail's extreme jut curling behind her. "Is that you, Becky?"

The woman stood, slipping one leg, then the other slowly into the trousers. She took her time with the ties at the hips, feeling the strands, each tug sending small twitches around her eye in silent reverie. "... I think so..." Once Becky had finished tying, she turned her head towards Saffron. Her look seemed to penetrate, hitting the ground behind Saffron, all the way down through the soil beneath. Bit by bit, a smile drew onto her lips, a careful, ancient smile from a woman who had just turned 32 a month ago. "... you look like a sexy cartoon, Saffron."

The little redhead froze during the stare, up on the balls of her feet with her toes spreading against the dead leaves that littered the ground. Then, bit by bit, she relaxed at Becky's words, dropping into her own fang-laden grin and tilting her back to straighten with a playful shoulder-shimmy as she picked up the sash to hand to her classmate "Yah, and you look like the cover to a stoner rock album. What'cha gettin' at, yo?"

Becky's smile broke into a grin, showing her alarmingly straight, outright faceted teeth as she bent down, scooping up her diminutive friend in a hug that set heart to heart, her own laugh finally bubbling up from the depths. "Ugh, I've missed you..." She brushed the messy red back from Saffron's face, her own burying into the safety of a narrow, strong shoulder. "Y'know what's funny? I got... lost in there... but I kept following the sound of you yelling 'F*ck' or Guha's hoot-laugh..."

Saffron went up on the ends of her toes in the hug, her back and tail making a crescent as the significantly taller woman scooped her up. "Agk... happy to help... ngk..." As Becky's hold loosened, she brought her arm down, holding the sash to her with downturned eyes and a sweet smile on her drawn-in little mouth. "... Guha's gonna sh*t himself when he sees you."

Becky's fingers closed around the sash as the hug broke, the both of them rising, and relaxing in a shared breath. "Mmmmn... I bet..." Becky set Saffron back down to her feet, pulling away with an affectionate swipe of her hand over the smaller gal's cheek. With a final glance over her shoulder, she started to tie on her sash, walking towards the sounds of reverie by the cabin, the snow parting and reconstituting itself around her stride.

Saffron's ears perked up... yet she stayed behind for a little longer, her lips going tight and her head dropping as the laughter formed a wall against the blackness that she had let into her own being.