Topic: A New Journey

Juliane Smith

Date: 2008-10-01 20:02 EST
As soon as they were a short distance from the inn, Peredhil stopped in his tracks. Pushing a loose strand of hair away from Juli's face, he leaned in to kiss her, nibbling gently on her top lip. "I was wondering if we'd ever leave."

"What did ya 'xpect me ta do? Sweep in and whisk ya out of there quick as could be?" Juliane chuckled softly and returned the kiss. After a moment, she pulled back again. "Ya know, I've heard tell that there are benefits ta delayed gratification."

He laughed. "It's true. You just proved it."

Her head canted to one side as she regarded his face. "Oh yeah? An' jus' how did I do that?"

"By not whisking me out of there as quick as could be. And then with that kiss... it just proved that some things are worth waiting for." Chuckling, he took her hand and continued walking. "So where are we going?"

"Ahhh, so yer sayin' I should make ya wait for yer next kiss ta make it worthwhile. Got it." She giggled as they drifted between the pools of light cast by the lamp posts. "An' I believe I said that my answer would be yer answer... so ya get to decide. Did ya manage ta find a place today?"

He paused under one of the lamplights. His keen vision made it easy for him to see in darkness, but he wanted to be sure that she could see his face clearly. "Juliane, I haven't started looking yet. I can't start... not until I... you... until we decide what I should do about Elessar."

She nodded and lifted her free hand to his face, smoothing away the furrows on his brow. "I'm sorry ta have asked. Was unkind of me ta press ya on it."

He grasped her hand and squeezed it tightly. "You know I don't mind." Smiling slightly, he let his face relax. "I wish I could get my old house back. I wonder if the owner still lives there." He assumed she did since barely four months had passed, but Peredhil had never met her, so he doubted it served as her primary residence.

He sighed. He wished now that he'd never sold the house. Now, his decision to sell seemed like a rash decision, but back then, it seemed so logical. How life could change, he mused silently, observing Juliane.

Smiling softly, her fingers gave a quick squeeze to his. "Mmm, jus' 'cause ya don't mind and are too good ta me doesn't mean I shouldn't hav' thought first b'fore speakin'." Placing a kiss to his cheeks, she turned her head so that she could whisper in his ear. "An' we can check up on yer house once we decide where we're going t'night and what we'll do 'bout th' matters at hand."

He smiled, his anxieties oozing away as her whispered words reached his ears. It was strange, but he felt safe--physically and emotionally--with her, as if she cast a protective cocoon around them with her mere presence. "No discussing those matters tonight." He said it firmly, not wanting to dampen their moods. "And I already told you... you're the one deciding where we're going."

A soft groan escaped at the ball landing once again in her court. "Are ya sure ya don't want ta take that back and decide anyway?" Large meadow green eyes locked with his, full of humorous pleading.

She was so adorable that he almost relented. "I'm sure."

The groan increased in volume considerably. "Lor' an' Skies. What are our options then, hmm? There's th' Studio. It's too cold ta spend th' night in th' Glen. I could sneak ya into my Ma's house -- now there's a winnin' idea..." She shook her head at the thought of having to explain that. "Or we get ya a room at an Inn until we decide th' matters that we're no' decidin' t'night."

He smiled, shaking head at the options she presented. "Don't worry about me, Juliane. I've always got a place to stay. Where do you want to go so you're not walking home alone? There's no need for you to be sneaking me in your Ma's house." The mere idea produced a horrified laugh. He wanted her mother to like him and that didn't seem like a productive start.

"Oh, and where are ya stayin'?" Her curiosity was piqued and that overran all the other questions at hand.

Juliane Smith

Date: 2008-10-01 20:03 EST
He was a bit embarrassed to admit it, simply because he'd never mentioned it to her before. "It's a small place down near the docks. Where I stayed when I first arrived in Rhydin. Wes was using it most recently, but he's not in town so I've been staying there."

The owner, a dour-looking lady with a heart of gold, had kept it open to Peredhil after he had helped one of her sons get out of a difficult situation in the West End.

"Does it have a fire an' a place ta sit?" He could see the wheels turning in her head already.

He nodded. "Of course."

"Why do you ask?"

He already knew the answer, so his question was accompanied by a teasing grin.

She grinned. "'Cause we're goin' there. It's closer, there's no stairs, an' cause..." A pause as if she was looking for another justification. "... ya said I had ta choose."

Laughing, he slid his arm around her waist. "I did say that." At the next intersection, they turned left, making their way past several quiet streets until the sound of metal clanking against metal announced that they were nearing the docks. Slipping onto a side street, Peredhil indicated a small cottage half-hidden behind a wooden gate. As they crossed the small yard, he pulled out the key and inserted it into the lock. "Welcome to my humble abode." Pushing the door open, he stepped in first, quickly locating matches and lighting a few candles, then motioned for her to enter.

It was sparsely decorated, but the furnishings were tasteful and the place was exceptionally clean, a tribute to the owner more than Peredhil. The place opened up to the kitchen and living room area, which was all connected. A small staircase led up to the second floor, which housed a bedroom and study.

"Make yourself comfortable, Juliane." Motioning to the sofa in the living room area. "Can I get you something to eat or drink?"

Crossing the threshold, Juliane shut the door behind her and just looked about. A cocoon of coziness and warmth seemed to envelope every timber. "I'll have somethin' if you are. Anythin's fine." Making her way through the living room, she crouched down to stoke some life back into the banked fire. An odd sense of deja vu came over her of another night many months past when she had had the hospitality of his house.

Watching her take care of the fire, he set a kettle of water on the stove. As he waited for it to boil, he leaned against the kitchen counter, admiring her from afar. Once the kettle began to whistle, he set it aside, grabbing two mugs and spooning a healthy dollop of cocoa into each before adding the water.

Making his way over to the fire, he offered her the warm mug and then took a seat on the sofa.

Satisfied that there was no threat to the fire at present, she cradled the mug in one hand and took a seat on the sofa, long legs curled beneath her. Resting on arm against the back of the upholstery, her body was turned towards his and she watched him with an artist's eye, as if seeking to engrave the moment in her memory. "So... this is delicious cocoa. Thank you."

Nevermind the fact that she hadn't even taken a sip yet.

He raised an eyebrow curiously, cognizant that she had not yet tasted it. With his own mug nestled in his hands, he blew gently on the drink and then took a sip before placing the mug on the coffee table. "This feels so normal, you know." He glanced around the room then looked back to her. "As if you'd been here a thousand times."

Juliane nodded, having noticed the same reassuring sense. Following his example however, she took a sip before saying anything. Taking a second small one just for good measure, she rested the earthenware on her knee. "Maybe it's a sort of sign ta how things are supposed ta be."

He paused mid-sip, his eyes resting on her. "Fate... do you believe in that sort of thing?" His voice had grown quiet and there was a slightly cautious edge to it.

"Mmm... " Another sip as she weighed her words. "I believe in a purpose ta things tha' happen, but no' the inevitable can't be changed stuff. Like, things that are meant ta happen usually do, but ya still have th' ways an' means ta change th' outcomes."

She shook her head, running her fingers through the hair at her temples to put it back from her face. "That doesn't make much sense, does it..."

"It does actually," he responded, nodding thoughtfully. "And, believe it or not, it helps too." Taking another sip, he smiled at her over the mug.

Peredhil

Date: 2008-10-02 20:23 EST
"Does it help with th' matters that we're no' talkin' 'bout t'night?" Her lips quirked into a lighthearted smile. Her left hand was curled around the side of the mug, her forefinger above the handle, the other three inside.

Laughing softly, he stretched his arm across the back of the sofa, tapping his fingers against her shoulder. "It helps with all matters, including those we're not talking about tonight." Bringing his mug back up to his mouth, he took a quick sip.

Leaving her arm bent and resting on the back of the sofa, she placed her hand lightly on his forearm. "Well I'm glad for all tha'. But what matters are we talkin' 'bout t'night, hmmm?" Fair brows arched as the mug raised to her lips.

As much as he didn't want to discuss anything serious, he could not help himself. "Perhaps you'll permit me one serious question, and then we can discuss anything you'd like." He looked to her for approval.

She acquiesced and looked at him expectantly for the question to be posed, using the moment to set her mug to the end table and fidget with her hair. It was a habit of hers that came out when things were "serious".

He assumed her fidgeting was a sign of discomfort, so he started with an innocuous question, smiling to appease her. "What's your favorite animal?"

Grateful that she had set her mug to the side, she rocked forward with laughter, her hand clutching at the fabric of his shirt. "Tha's no' fair! Ya said it was somethin' serious!" Taking a moment to catch her breath and quell her giggles, she looked him square in the eye with as somber an expression as could be managed. "Birds."

He laughed as well, trying to keep his voice light. "Birds? That's a pretty broad category of favorite animal. Any specific bird?"

She nodded, her resolve growing moment by moment. Eyes widening theatrically, she leaned forward to almost whisper her retort. "Yeah, th' ones tha' can fly."

He gently pushed her forehead away with mock exasperation, groaning loudly. Seeing that this was getting nowhere, he leaned back against the sofa and folded his arms. "I didn't think this was going to take all night," he teased, his green eyes locking on hers. "C'mon, just tell me!"

"Oh, should I answer ya quick and head on home then?" She winked boldly and then smiled. "An' I really did tell ya. I like all sorts of birds. Finches an' sparrows an' wrens... doves.. " Rattling off the different breeds while counting them off against the fingers of her hands. "... jays, then there's pigeons... a very overlooked sorta bird..."

As she talked, he got up and walked over to where he'd left his cloak. Digging around inside, he produced a small envelope. Walking back over to the sofa, he carefully removed a white napkin from the envelope. Worn edges and faded ink made it difficult to make out the drawing, but they both knew who the artist had been. Speaking quietly, he asked, "Songbirds?"

Her hand went to her mouth at the realization. The response sounded more like a squeak than anything. "Y-yeah.... songbirds, too." Lifting her eyes to his face, she stared in wonderment. "Ya kept it?"

Nodding, he placed the napkin with the utmost care on the coffee table and then faced Juliane. "Juli, you've done two drawings for me. In both, you've drawn songbirds. Why?"

"I dun' really know. Jus' seemed ta suit ya. Th' first was jus' a doodle. Th' second was just an improvement on it." She lifted her face to him, her eyes searching for some clue as to where this was leading. Coming up empty handed, she had no other option left to her. "Why do ya ask?"

Pressing gently, he said, "But the two drawings were different. This one had just one songbird. The painting had two. So it couldn't just be an improvement on it, right?" He was not ready to explain his reasons until he finished questioning her.

Now thoroughly confused, she still nodded. "Of course it is. Where in nature do ya ever find jus' one bird by itself? It's all pairs an' flocks, yeah?"

He was starting to relax. Maybe it was all just one of life's strange coincidences. He edged closer to her, leaning in to place a kiss just left of her lips. "Fair enough."

She cleared her throat with a faux "ahem" and arched one brow. "Ya still haven't answered my question though. Why do ya ask about it?" In the past, having such close proximity to someone not in her family would have made her self-conscious, but it seemed so natural at the moment, it did not even capture her attention.

He was reluctant to bring it up, since it alway sounded ridiculous, but he had promised himself--and Juliane--that he would share everything with her. "When I was young, I went to a seer. She said things that seemed absurd at the time, but over the past year, events have made me wonder if perhaps her predictions are coming true." His eyes searched her face for any sign of disbelief or amusement as he continued. "In essence, she said a songbird would bring me life and hasten my death. She also said that the songbird would redeem my people."

Her eyes held neither. Nothing but concern for him welled to the surface, the news visably affecting her.

"I figured it was just a metaphor for something in my life." His voice fell to a whisper, afraid that even the walls might laugh if they heard what he was going to say next. "But then you drew those pictures... and--and I received a message from a songbird." If she laughed now, he wouldn't have blamed her. If the tables had been reversed, he probably would have. But all he noted in her eyes was concern.

"An' what did it tell ya?" Perhaps being the studious one and getting lost in the books and fairytales accounted for why she took the news in stride. Her time in Rhy'din had certainly shown her that anything she had thought to just be imagination could certainly be true.

"First, the songbird called me Saleh?...light. And then it provided me with the missing half of something I sought." He sighed. "But it was just a messenger... the person I seek will reveal herself in due time." He emphasized the last part with rolling eyes. "I hope that "due time" happens before my death."

"Yeah, let's no' talk 'bout th' last thing ya jus' said and focus on how we can find yer messenger." A sudden chill came over her and she wrapped her arms around herself.

He canted his head to one side. "What do you suggest?"

"Takin' out an ad in th' GangStar? Whenever he writes on somethin' he tends ta git a reaction." Mmm, she had no real idea and was just throwing out the first thing that came to her.

He nearly sputtered with disbelief. "You've got to be kidding!? And what exactly would the ad say?"

She gave the appearance of a chagrined schoolgirl. ""Dunno. But ya could come up wi' somethin'."

Regretting his outburst, he reached over to take her hand. "It's a good idea, Juliane, but I don't think an ad in a newspaper will encourage someone to announce herself to me."

She squeezed his hand in reassurance. "Ya can tell me it's a rotten idea, Peredhil. I can handle it." She smiled softly. "So tell me what yer thinkin' then."

He rubbed the back of his head. "I don't know, Juliane. I was hoping that you might be able to provide some sort of insight." Standing, he walked over to add another log to the fire. Stirring the embers, he turned back to her with an entirely different question. "Would you make a deal with the devil if he looked just like you?" An instinctive shudder ran down his spine, which he tried to pass off as a chill running through the house.

"Only if I had an angel enforcing th' bargain. They can't cheat, ya know." She was out of her element, but trying her best for him.

He stared at his reflection in the window. Although his eyes had finally returned to their sea-green color, traces of grey remained, a haunting reminder of what he'd endured. "Is this worst yet to come?" he asked himself softly. Stepping away from the window, he managed a smile. "Would you be that angel, Juliane?"

"If ya need me ta be and yer life is on th' line, absolutely. I don' have a halo fer nothin', do I?" Completely overwhelmed, she was stepping out in faith knowing that she would do anything in her power to keep him safe. She had lived for months fearing the worst. It was not an emotion she was going to experience again if she could keep from it. "Ya might need ta give me some pointers, though." A wavery smile matched his.

Peredhil

Date: 2008-10-02 20:25 EST
Her comment produced a hearty laugh, his eyes flashing with a mixture of gratitude and mirth. Though she undoubtedly had no idea what he was really asking of her, she was still willing to go out on a limb for him. A quick glance at her features told him that her declaration was sincere. Pulling the curtain closed, both as a symbolic act to keep the rest of the world out and as a practical manner of providing them more privacy, he made his way back to the sofa. Taking her hands, he kissed both of them gently. "Thank you, Juliane. That means that world to me." His smile grew. "I think we've talked enough about 'serious' matters for tonight. They'll still be there tomorrow, so let's just enjoy the rest of the night."

"Sounds good ta me... though I'm no' real sure what yer gonna suggest for enjoyment after th' seriousness." She was still rather awkward, feeling her way through the learning experience of what it was to care for someone beyond herself. Especially someone who was willing to put himself on the line for others.

He emitted a gruff chuckle. "That's what I didn't want to bring it up. It's my fault though." Honestly, despite the nature of their conversation, he was still enjoying himself. It didn't take much for him to enjoy himself with her. "I could teach some dance steps." He turned away slightly so she wouldn't see the mischievous glint in his eye.

She groaned. "Are ya prepared ta be limping for th' next week?" It wasn't that she was reluctant to being taught, just that she was horrified at the thought of being unteachable.

He chuckled at her resistance. "I'll take my chances, but only if you're up for it." Grinning, he finished his cocoa. Reaching for her half-full mug, he carried both to the kitchen and refilled them. "If not, then you have to think of something to do."

"Lor' an' Skies... can't a girl get a break 'round here?" She chuckled though, good-naturedly, and stood. "Guess I better start stretchin' or else I'm liable ta get a cramp. I'm no' limber like Kates is."

He rolled his eyes at her exaggeration. Carrying their mugs back to the living room, he nudged the coffee table against the wall and placed them there. In another corner of the room, he fiddled around with a strange contraption, smiling as the first tunes of ballroom music sifted through the room. "Are you done stretching yet?"

Hands clasped, arms extended up over her head, she bent forward and back, then side to side. "Um... how long do ya think I can use stretchin' as an excuse?" A turn of her head so that she can still see him as she moves.

He was openly admiring her, his face alit with amusement and affection. "As long as you want."

"And there ends that gamble." Grinning broadly, she straightened up and took the three steps necessary to be standing in front of him. "Here goes nothin', I suppose."

He could not conceal his smile, extending her right hand and then wrapping his left hand around it. After placing her other arm so that her elbow rested against his right shoulder and her fingers brushed against his neck, his other arm wrapped around her, his fingers resting gently against the middle of her spine. "Are you ready?"

"Mmm, ready as I'm ever gonna be I s'pose." Her brow furrowed lightly. "Are ya sure ya don't wanna start wi' somethin' easier? Like recitin' poetry while knittin' an' standin' on yer head?"

As if on cue, a combination of piano, violin, and bandeoneon sounded from the apparatus. Leaning in ever so slightly, ignoring her questions, he whispered in her ear. "The tango is among the most sensual dances in existence, so what better to start with?"

"One of the beauties of this dance is its flexibility and variation, but we'll start with the 'basic' eight-count step. It's quite easy, like walking, with a couple of pauses thrown in."

"I had been thinkin' th' easiest... but I'll follow yer lead. Don' really have an option standin' this close, do I?" Her tone of voice lifted in hopeful question.

He glanced at her sharply. "You'd prefer to be farther away?"

"No, no... that's no' what I meant. Jus' feelin' all topsy-turvy."

As he slowly led her through the steps, he explained softly, "As the partners become more intimate, they begin to glide together as one, allowing themselves to dance to the music rather than following rote steps. So you see, Juliane, this is more than just a dance. It also represents mutual trust and understanding between the partners."

She just nodded, trying to keep herself from being stiff-legged or trodding hard on his foot. Bit by bit, she relaxed though and was able to go with the flow of his guidance.

Her fears proved overblown as she possessed the same natural rhythm as her twin and her cousin. "Excellent." As the music quickened, he guided her more rapidly, straying from the basic steps into more complex moves. "Creativity is a central aspect of the tango. However, what the eye may not pick up, the body senses. A soft touch to the back indicates which way I'll turn and the slightest contact of the foot may mean a change in pace." He demonstrated both actions, his touch light but firm.

It was the same sensation of feeling her way through a painting. Using all of her senses to pick up the impulse not connected to her brushes... or in this case, her feet.

Always observant, Peredhil watched her closely. His observations, however, were not just to provide feedback to Juliane. In fact, they were mostly for his benefit. Questions of trust had most disappeared--Peredhil would trust Juliane with anything--but her approach to new things, her resolve... all of that was under scrutiny as he debated in his head how far he should involve Juliane in what he would have to confront. How much could she take? For that matter, how much could he? As he considered these questions, he realized with a start that the music had stopped. Blushing, he wondered absently how long they'd been dancing. Releasing her, he bowed his head to her. "Thank you, Juliane. You're really a wonderful dancer. I don't know why you don't like it."

"Didn't know I could dance." Chuckling softly, she just stood there, seemingly planted in the middle of the room. Not exactly where to go, she rocked lightly on her feet. "Guess it helps ta hav' a teacher other than yer cousin and ta no' hav'ta learn in front of a whole lotta people."

Having gone over to pick up the mugs of cocoa, he handed one to Juliane. "That makes sense. I wouldn't want to have to learn in front of a lot of people either. Although your cousin is a good teacher, not to mention Perfection Personified."

"Yeah, but don'tcha think perfection is intimidatin'?" Gratefully accepting the mug and taking a healthy sip of the warm cocoa. "I'm pretty tickled wi' th' teacher I go' though." Grinning slyly, she leaned against the back of the sofa.

He joined her on the sofa, returning the grin. "It helps that I have such an attentive and advanced student."

"Advanced? Hardly." Crossing her legs at her ankles, she stared down the length of her legs. "It's hard bein' tall when yer young and sprout up like a scarecrow. Makes ya doubt yerself, yeah?"

He brushed her cheek softly. "I'm not sure there is another lady in Rhydin as beautiful as you, Juliane. If there is, I haven't met her."

She blushed as if his fingers were a paintbrush, depositing hue in their wake.

He brought his lips just under her chin, kissing her softly. His other hand wove through her hair. "It's true," he said, as if her blush had been an unspoken denial. Peredhil pulled back and met Juli's gaze. He'd been mulling this decision over all night. They were a number of dangers involved, but he still held onto the hope that Juli might be able to find answers where others had missed them. "Come to Elessar with me, Juli."

She froze for only a moment, eyes rapidly scanning his, a thousand thoughts racing at once. "Only if comin' will no' compromise ya or impede what ya need ta do while yer there. But yes, I will come if you wish." Juliane tentatively reached out to wrap her arms about his torso. "Though yer gonna need ta get a cart so I can bring all those papers from th' Studio wi' me."

He shook his head. "We'll leave the papers for now. It'll be quicker if we travel without them." Holding her hand, he suggested softly. "We could go now if you'd like."

"Now? Won't I need ta pack anything? A comb or toothbrush at th' very least?" The concept of leaving in the middle of the night and unprepared was completely foreign to her.

Still gripping her hand, he said, "I'm sure you will have all you need there. But if you prefer, we can leave when you're ready."

"I'll need ta tell th' family an' pack some things. Tomorrow then or th' day after? Would tha' be soon enough?" Her brows lifted as she watched his face, all the while making mental lists.

He shrugged. They could come and go as they pleased. The trip itself would only take a moment, but he would leave those decisions up to her. "Whenever you're ready, Juliane. Just let me know."