There I stood, on a precipice between life and death, the wind seemed to beckon me, tugging at my coat, calling to me, all I had to do was take a single step, and single step into the oblivion of the abyss that spanned below the bridge leading to Longden Castle. Behind me the grooms held my horses, packed with the only things I owned, my few clothes, the money that had been left to me by my predecessor, the only couple of jewels I owned and a single book, leather bound and empty that he had given me as a final gift with what had to be a very expensive pen. I was losing my home, and I knew despite his assurances of his love, that I would never see this place again, at least not to return to him. I held my breath and closed my eyes and for a brief flicking moment almost took that step and embraced the blackness below.
Then the moment passed and I let out that breath and looked back at the waiting grooms, then up towards the study, we had said our good byes up there in privacy, and as I moved to my horse I for a minute wanted to rush back into him, to beg him not to send me away. I couldn't do it though, not to him and not to me. I mounted with few words to the pain in the ass grooms, they were all probably glad to see me go, then turned to head out. I didn't tell Talomar that I wasn't taking the carriage, he would not have approved of my stubbornness. I gave my horse a nudge and we were off, I never looked back, as badly as I wanted to I refused to look back, it would only make things worse. Instead a slouched in my saddle in unhappy silence and headed down the road.
I was in no rush, I'm not expected until sometime tomorrow, and I continue to wonder about this new home I was being sent to. Tal had said something about him being a Baron? What the hell is a Baron anyway, because I have no idea. Apparently my grasp of the english language isn't as good as I thought it was. I still have that bottle of wine the bartender gave me, tucked away in my bag, and the vile of blood and the last bottle of the blood wine I had had made for Talomar. I don't know why I took them with me, but I did, it just seemed like the right thing to take at the time. Now here I am at my camp for the night, its damned cold and the fire is doing little to fend off the cold, I can't wait to just get back in the saddle and keep going, I haven't eaten all day and I could use a warm place to rest. For now I think I will try and get some sleep.
Then the moment passed and I let out that breath and looked back at the waiting grooms, then up towards the study, we had said our good byes up there in privacy, and as I moved to my horse I for a minute wanted to rush back into him, to beg him not to send me away. I couldn't do it though, not to him and not to me. I mounted with few words to the pain in the ass grooms, they were all probably glad to see me go, then turned to head out. I didn't tell Talomar that I wasn't taking the carriage, he would not have approved of my stubbornness. I gave my horse a nudge and we were off, I never looked back, as badly as I wanted to I refused to look back, it would only make things worse. Instead a slouched in my saddle in unhappy silence and headed down the road.
I was in no rush, I'm not expected until sometime tomorrow, and I continue to wonder about this new home I was being sent to. Tal had said something about him being a Baron? What the hell is a Baron anyway, because I have no idea. Apparently my grasp of the english language isn't as good as I thought it was. I still have that bottle of wine the bartender gave me, tucked away in my bag, and the vile of blood and the last bottle of the blood wine I had had made for Talomar. I don't know why I took them with me, but I did, it just seemed like the right thing to take at the time. Now here I am at my camp for the night, its damned cold and the fire is doing little to fend off the cold, I can't wait to just get back in the saddle and keep going, I haven't eaten all day and I could use a warm place to rest. For now I think I will try and get some sleep.