Topic: Innocent Curiosities

Merlin Wolf-Spiritor

Date: 2013-12-22 19:48 EST
Inside Ammy's shop was her son Merlin dressed up light-blue, long-sleeve sweater and a long, white skirt. Merlin always heard about his father wearing girly clothes, so he thought it was okay that he did too. He was poking at books and relaxing on couches and in chairs while he read. He had spent maybe half the day there taking random books and attempting to read them. The young boy could not really read in all honesty, but he would try. Only some words he could identify and very few he could even pronounce. Mostly, he was just enjoying books with pictures in them thinking they were neat to look at even though they were not what he was looking for.

His curiosities had him looking for something far more different than just pretty pictures. He was in his late teen years since the Ebony Knight messed him up. While Merlin still had lots of nightmares, there was a mysterious temptation to understand why everything happened. He wanted to know what chaos was, why he had it too, whether or not it was good or evil. On top of everything, his big sister, Myrlene, resurrected him and he made some kind of oath with her. Even though he was so young in actual age and lacked understanding of many things he wanted to protect himself and his family from people like the Knight.

The tempting interest from him was not about becoming powerful for he sake of power. Merlin was scared that things might happen again. His mother lost her arm and knew she had a fake one, Lene's son Calcifer was turned into some wild dragon and killed him, Mako was tortured, Zhara was changed into some creature. Merlin may have been ignorant on trying to understand a lot of things, but he did understand what happened to the others during the capture.

While many thoughts rumbled through his head, he put a book back on the shelf and looked through the others that he could at least reach. That was when Merlin came across a book that had a vibe coming from it, as if pulling at Merlin's curiosity to come read it's pages. His paw moved to the book that had strange energies about it and he pulled the book from the shelf. His eyes stared at the shiny, green hard cover of this book. It seemed kind of big, too. He couldn't estimate how many pages since he barely knew how to count, but he knew it was a lot for sure.

The young boy moved over to the couch and sat down with the book in his lap. He noticed there was no words on the cover or spine like most books. Slowly he opened the book noticing the first page was blank. Then flipped to the next page. It was blank too. Third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh and so on. Merlin didn't understand this. Why was there a book with empty pages? It was then when he flipped to another page and something nearly scared him back to death.

"What are you doing looking in my pages for!?" A voice screamed in his head. It caused Merlin to yip and throw the book to the floor and he backed to the other end of the couch curling up in fear. "Oh, then you throw me on the floor? A book does not belong on the floor. It belongs on a shelf! You're one disrespectful little runt, you know."

The thought of a book that talked on its own scared Merlin at first in real life, but then again maybe it was like one of those really neat books he always saw in cartoons. If dragons, fairies and other things existed in Rhy'Din, why not neat talking books? He slowly moved off the couch to go get the book and then sat down on the couch again. "Sorry.. I uhm... uhm... no know... book talk. No mean to hurt. Just.. want to find stuff."

"Stuff? Stuff!? I hate that word! It is so vague, but I'll forgive you for now. You lack so much knowledge for your physical age, Merlin Wolf-Spiritor. Yes, yes, I know your name. Don't worry, I won't hurt you. Not like I can. I am a book. So, what is this 'stuff' you are looking for, Merlin?" the book replied to the young boy.

"Uhm.. Want to know what... chaos is... want know spells to protect. But... but you blank." Merlin said back to the book softly. Even though there was an interestingly talking book, this whole thing was weird and was still unsure if he should feel excited or scared.

"Mmm, chaos. That could take so long to explain. You're asking more than you can bargain for, Merlin, but I sense more about you. Oh yes, you are connected to chaos. Maybe a spawn of it yourself. Mmm, it has been a long time. I am a spawn of something chaotic. I am billions of years old, Merlin. I came here as someone spoke my name, someone familiar, someone I know, but I know it was not you. Nonetheless, this is most perfect. I should introduce myself. I am Ghum'zar Ler Aldriota. In your language, that means Evil-Book of Aldriota. Don't worry... I'm not really evil. People just say I am. What can a book do that's so evil?" As the book explained to Merlin and introduced itself, it's name would appear on the cover of the book.

Merlin's head tilted to the side in confusion. How could a book be evil and he was sure he wasn't a spawn of chaos. "I from mama and daddy... I not spawn of chaos. Why say you evil?"

Ghum'zar chuckled in Merlin's mind amused at his answer. "That is response. As to why I am evil is a long story. To sum it up for you, people have very bad views about me because I don't like some people. Dragons, Lupinossai, elves, Grools, Fooners, Vonas, some types of humans and others I find acceptable. I do have a page inside me listing who are acceptable, if you can find the page. I do have 10 thousand pages inside me even though I may look like I only have 500 pages. On the plus side, you could learn so much magic and life-essential knowledge from me, Merlin. All you have to do is read. Not that you need to learn more magic as you are chaos touched. You can do anything. You can blow up a planet by sneezing. You could create another universe with a simple look. You are the end of the beginning and the beginning of the end."

Merlin went wide-eyed hearing the book. He could do those things? He thought the random items and things that always appeared around him were just Rhy'Din being silly and not actually him. "I do that?" he said softly then looked back down at the book, opened it up again and now saw the book was full of words and some images. Merlin frowned though. "I no read good."

"Nor do you speak well. Let me assist my prince of chaos here so you can set forth your journey to become powerful. Why is it you are curious for power by the way?" The book would ask before it sent a jolt of energy into Merlin's mind.

The boy yipped a little in surprise feeling the surge of magical energy go into his mind. It freaked him out at first and felt strange, although no pain happened. Suddenly, he knew how to read and before he spoke he had a different thought on words and how to speak. It was like spontaneous enlightenment and it all seemed to make sense to him now. "I.. I just want to... protect family. I died... sister revived me and uhm... made me take an oath to love them and keep her safe. I don't want bad things to happen anymore." It felt weird to him knowing how to speak properly since he was so used to broken speech.

"Then read me, Merlin. Read to your hearts desire. I am a book of knowledge. Not to just one subject, but many. Hundreds, thousands of different topics. How to play instruments, how to make origami, how to shape-shift and so much more! I have the knowledge you seek about understanding chaos better. I can teach you how to control it, so can Ferunoth. Yes, yes, I know that dragon lives here. I can sense those who have read me. I expect him soon. Until he arrives, read me, Merlin. Read."

Merlin just listened to the book without a word. He couldn't think of a response at all to Ghum'zar. He didn't see the harm in reading though and he was feeling more tempted to find out now. He could read above all things and understood everything in this book. If anything, Merlin was extremely excited and began flipping through page after page wanting to find what might interest him and what he'd want to know.

Ferunoth

Date: 2013-12-22 20:45 EST
It was perhaps an hour that passed by before Ferunoth arrived in dragon form. Only four feet tall from foot to shoulder and no wings existed on him. Being big in small spaces annoyed him, so he came in small size. Ferunoth did not come for a simple visit, though. Something was agitating him. Something he had not sensed in a very long time.

The first thing the ancient black dragon did is head for the book shelves, "Where are you, book? Where!?" He started puling out books from the shelves, opening them and tossing them to the floor. It was a few minutes until he looked around the corner and saw Merlin there holding the book. "Merlin, put that book down!." he spoke quickly and hurried over to he boy's side. "How did you find this book? Where was it? Did it say the phrase 'Alnu detera onis'?" Ferunoth then paused in his list of questions noticing Merlin was in girl clothes for some reason, "Why are you in girl clothing? Actually, never mind. Don't answer that. Your family gives me headaches enough as it is. Back to the book. Put it side, now."

Merlin Wolf-Spiritor

Date: 2013-12-23 01:54 EST
A large amount of confusion overwhelmed Merlin when he saw and heard that Ferunoth dragon moving about the library area and then his direction. Merlin's ears folded back, tail curled up tightly against himself and he whimpered hearing Ferunoth. The young boy didn't know if he did something bad or not and set the book to the side after closing it.

The book then demanded the opposite action, "No, Merlin, pick me up. That dragon does not know what he's talking about. He was always one to be paranoid about me."

Merlin looked back and forth between the dragon and the book. He was really hoping he wasn't in trouble. "No, he didn't say anything like that, Feru. Am I doing something bad? I'm sorry if I am. Please don't tell mama or daddy when he gets back. I..I was just curious. I wanted to know more about chaos and stuff and the book said he'd teach me. I want to protect Lene and family if the knight comes back or other bad people."

"I'm not out to get the boy, Ferunoth. He's chaos-connected. I like him already. And so what if he wears girl clothes? The universes will be bowing to him by the time he's done reading me. No one will make fun of him then." The book would chuckle mischievously.

Ferunoth

Date: 2013-12-23 19:45 EST
The dragon gave a long sigh. He knew he shouldn't have mentioned that book name to Ammy. Seems like that book loved to hear its name and always appeared after the name was said. "No, Merlin, you're not in trouble. That book there is an ancient book, knows just about everything, but it likes to manipulate people into doing things. Sometimes to kill others, do bad things or make people even hurt themselves. Do not listen to everything that book says, Merlin. It will lead you into trouble."

Ferunoth shape-shifted into his more bipedal form and sat down on the couch by Merlin. "I asked about the phrase because when he says it that translates into 'You are not allowed.' Then he'd get into your head and drive you insane." He peered at the book with a discomforting look. "That book gave me much power. Only reason I can grant wishes on a whim, teleport anywhere, defy most things is because of that book. He could make a toddler into a god and usually not a good one."

"If you truly want to get into this area of knowledge, Merlin, you'll need more than just a book to explain things. You'll need someone who is experienced and knows how to actually show you how to do these things correctly." He moved a hand to rub the boy's back to help comfort him. "You're young and curious, I know you are. Nothing wrong with that. That's why you're not in trouble. You just need to know what you're getting into. Chaos is not like any normal magic. It's a force to reckon with. The things you can do can have great, unwanted consequences."

Merlin Wolf-Spiritor

Date: 2013-12-24 19:08 EST
"Oh, come now, Ferunoth. I don't turn all toddlers into evil creatures of the night. That was only 60% of them. Furthermore, I will not do such things with Merlin. If I turned a young, chaos-connected boy into an evil chaotic being then life could cease to exist as we know it. I know better than that, Ferunoth." the book argued back at the dragon.

Merlin looked back between the both of them very confused and worried. The things Ferunoth was telling him was scaring him, but the book seemed convincing in its own ways as well. Merlin wasn't sure what to do, so he just didn't pick the book back up yet. Eventually, he spoke up between the two, "I just want to protect my family and keep the bad man from hurting anyone again. So... how do I uhm.. control chaos?"

The book would then respond to Merlin, "You can't simply just start learning how to control chaos, lad. You must first understand what it is. This is the same as trying to tame a feral dragon. You have to understand what the dragon is before you attempt to tame it. Do you know what chaos really even is?"

Merlin was nervous to answer that question. He didn't want to feel stupid, but he truly had no clue. "I don't," he said in a quiet voice.

"Chaos is not only a force, but it is an idea, a theory. There are dozens of different perspectives in what chaos even is or how what is determined to even be chaotic. It's almost like good and evil. Unless you go into the extremes. Ferunoth, why don't you show the boy what I mean?"

Ferunoth

Date: 2013-12-26 18:35 EST
He didn't have a very happy look when Ghum'zar was using his kind as an example. It made Ferunoth quiet for a long moment before speaking once more, "What he means is chaos is not just a force, or magic. It also has more physical and common parts of daily life. For example there could be a crowd of people going crazy. The situation would be chaotic. That's only one in a million of examples."

"But don't be confused about needing all those examples. What all this means is chaos is something of unlimited possibilities. You're capable of doing anything. You, as a more specific example, are a definition of chaos in another sense. You're capable of anything. Limitless possibilities can happen around you. You could raise the dead, make the sky rain, create life. You can do anything spontaneously."

He started to smile at Merlin, "The reason it's considered chaos magic for you is you're capable of all that spontaneous powers, but you can actually learn how to take control of it, to put things into order. Chaos may be random, unpredictable, but eventually everything reaches a calm state at some point. You are the calming filter, Merlin. By this i mean you can determine what comes out of your magic. Of course when we make you learn how to control it all it won't really be chaos anymore. It will be terrifyingly, coordinated power. You'll have to be very thoughtful of how you use your magic. But as for right now, you need to learn how to make it stop. It's bad enough every time you sneeze a tornado, an alpaca or a talking worm happens in your living room."

He would stand up and turned to Merlin, "Stand up. What we're going to do is make some of your chaotic magic happen and you're going to try and stop it from happening. If it gets too bad, we'll go elsewhere so Ammy's shop doesn't' get destroyed. Ready?" he asked the young boy.

Merlin Wolf-Spiritor

Date: 2013-12-27 17:53 EST
"So, I have to learn in uhm.. baby steps? That's what mama and daddy often say. Doesn't it mean learn things slowly?" Merlin was feeling a little nervous. He wasn't sure how he could control his chaos powers. When Ferunoth also mentioned him destroying his mother's shop that scared him more. He didn't want to be in trouble. "I don't know if we should do it here."

Ghum'zar the book chuckled, amused at the boy's words. "Merlin, if something bad where to happen we could fix it all with a simple thought. You're accompanied by two beings that could reverse time if they wanted to. A shop going up in flames is the least of your worries. As for your 'baby steps', that is a decent phrase to use for the situation. This is one of those things you want to learn every step of the way. Miss a detail and bad things could happen. Anyways, let us get started, Ferunoth. Might I suggest lightly thumping him or some small physical act since he's so sensitive?"

Merlin's ears flattened some more still feeling nervous. Being in pain again was the last thing he wanted to do. "Promise neither of you will hurt me?" Although, as he asked that all his nervousness finally caught up to him and sparked some of that chaos magic. Suddenly, a bunch of laptop computers appeared out of thin air and fell to the floor, breaking them. Merlin was used to things popping up randomly now though. He used to be terrified and create a bad chain reaction of things to appear, but not anymore since it seemed normal. The boy did groan though, "I hate this magic... So, how do I stop it?" he asked since he was just reminded how much he was bothered by his own magic. Merlin was tired of random things happening.

Ferunoth

Date: 2013-12-27 21:06 EST
"Yes, baby steps, Merlin," he spoke back to the boy, "and neither of us will hurt you. To be honest, Ghum'zar is just a sentient book that's all he is. You could rip a page out of him and there's not much he could do about it." The dragon would chuckle.

He continued, "What we'll do next is I'm going to do things that'll make you respond, whether it be making you sneeze or tickle you to death or whatever. Just like those laptops over there that you just spawned and broke are coming from you because of your emotions. You're nervous as heck and I can smell it all over you. What I want you to do is treat this chaotic energy as if it were a bad thought. You need to focus on trying to make nothing spawn."

"Now, again. Stand up, please. I'm going to zap you with some electricity and your chaos energy will inevitably react. Chaos from you is a result in physical emotion, kind of like how tears come from you when you cry. Treat the chaos energy just like that. Keep it from coming out." Once he was finished speaking, Ferunoth would wait for Merlin to stand and he'd quickly go to poke the boy in the shoulder letting a small electrical shock go from him to the boy. It would hurt a little, but it wasn't going to be bad.

Myrlene Spiritor

Date: 2013-12-28 22:16 EST
Anytime 3 sources of Chaos power gathered, Lene would get a heavy pressure settling on her mind. Normally the warrior goddess would look into the matter at a slow pace to understand what was causing this gathering. Two things made her appear out thin air in the shop. Her brother was tapping his Chaos ability and Ferunoth was around. Maybe a third thing she would confess to haste was this ping was coming from mothers shop!

Lene appeared near a pile of broken laptops.

"What the hell is going on in here?"

Merlin Wolf-Spiritor

Date: 2013-12-29 03:05 EST
Merlin would yip when he got zapped and almost wanted to cry. It didn't really hurt that ,much, but it did surprise him a lot and he didn't like pain after what all happened to him. Instead of being able to control the chaos though, it slipped and a nearby chair's cushion exploded, letting all the stuffing and insides of it go flying out everywhere. "You promised you wouldn't hurt me!"

The book would then interfere, "Oh, please, Merlin. It was just a little zap. By pain I am sure Ferunoth meant actually putting you into pain, like breaking a hand."

Merlin just groaned some. He still didn't like the fact that Ferunoth zapped him. Then he yipped hearing Myrlene. Another chaotic event slipping through and it started snowing inside the shop. "Lene? I.. I.. I'm sorry.. I just wanted to practice my chaos magic, and Ferunoth.. the uhm. . the one that comes visits our house all the time wanted to help me and I found this talking book that wanted to help, too." he spoke quickly, trying to explain to Myrlene. He had a scared expression as if he was about to get in trouble by his big sister. "I was just curious. Ididn't meant to do something bad if I am."

"Oooo, the warrior goddess of Rhy'Din. I'm going to add you into my pages right away." the book spoke gleefully. Myrlene would be able to hear the book's voice as well.

Myrlene Spiritor

Date: 2013-12-29 15:14 EST
Lene flicked some cushion stuffing off of her nose and brushed some snow off of her shoulder. She heard the book alright and held up a finger that crackled with mage fire. Her blue eyes flecked with gold looked from Ferunoth to the book Merlin had and then to Merlin.

"Talking spell tomes never bode well for this family. Give me several good reasons not to blast you to pages, book."

Then she looked to Ferunoth. "What are you doing with my brother?" Her purple fur rippled with anger, just a second or two from being clad in armor if she willed it.

She finally looked at Merlin. "Merlin, you are not doing anything bad. Please step closer to the book shelf. You don't want to be between sister and potential trouble."

Lene looked back at Ferunoth and the book. She had a very serious look set on her muzzle that said she was not in a mood for jokes, humor or lies. "I want the truth. Now."

Ferunoth

Date: 2013-12-30 02:11 EST
"Roughly put, the book is right, Merlin. A simple 'boo' wasn't going to make your chaos spark. I would not do anything more than a little zap or something to actually injure you, Merlin." The dragon tried to reassure the boy.

The dragon turned to Myrlene now seeing she was in the mix and grinned. "Hello, Myrlene. Your brother apparently came across Ghum'zar, old ancient book that people often consider evil in Adriota. He's harmless. Well, harmless if he likes you, which he likes your brother. What we were doing is teaching your brother how to control his chaos so he doesn't end up detonating any starts or making universes go poof on a really bad day."

He moved closer to Myrlene, but the grinning lessened. "Your brother needs to learn control, Lene. I am more than surprised Rhy'Din is still alive after he was killed by your son. When someone like him goes into extreme amounts of pain and even die, it'd be like a supernova the size of the universe. Another thing I want you to think about, Myrlene, is if he can learn what he needs to know, he could very well keep your family protected from just about anyone just like how Aribius can protect Ammy... well, that power actually came from me, but you catch my drift."

Myrlene Spiritor

Date: 2013-12-30 22:31 EST
The mage fire on her fingertips vanished and she walked to the couch and sat by her baby brother.

"I know why Rhdyin didn't shatter when he died Ferunoth...." She looked at Merlin with a pained expression.

"He was in some containment coffin the Ebony Knight had made for him when Calcifer... broke into his and started eating Merlin."

The imagery she was getting from those memories made her shudder and almost get sick. Sitting close to Merlin, she finally saw what he was wearing.

"Merlin, you do realize you're wearing clothing found on girls usually right? And I am glad you are looking for help to learn what you can do brother. I... was going to see about training you in some things, but Chaos is not something I am very familiar with. Hell, glad Ferunoth is good with it. Mom and Dad are clueless about it."

Merlin Wolf-Spiritor

Date: 2014-01-01 05:45 EST
Merlin didn't say anything to the dragon or book for now. He just whimpered a little from the zapping and listened to his big sister. Being glad she wasn't mad at him, he'd sit on the couch by Myrlene and gave her a big hug. "I'd be happy to learn from you, Myrlene." he said smiling to her, his tail was wagging happily behind him as well.

Although, he did hesitate at the clothing question. Another person was asking him about that and he was starting to wonder if he was doing something bad. "But daddy wears girl clothes, too. Do only mommy and daddy's wear girl clothes? I'm not in trouble am I?" he asked.

Merlin had a nervous look again. He really didn't want to make his parents unhappy and was afraid to have anyone upset with him. But even though he was being all nervous, if Myrlene could take note on anything else it would be his grammar had improved significantly compared to how he spoke in broken speech before today.

Myrlene Spiritor

Date: 2014-01-07 15:50 EST
Lene did notice Merlin was speaking common a bit better as he aged. She just grinned at that fact and hugged him close.

"You aren't doing anything bad and you're not in trouble for wearing girl clothes. I was just curious if you understood why girls mostly wear those clothes. Clothes are clothes, don't get me wrong little brother but some genders just prefer some types to others. And most daddy's don't wear girl clothes." Lene started laugh and giggle.

"Dad wears them sometimes because dad is special. Shi's a hermaphrodite or herm for short. Shi's both girl and boy so shi often wears whatever clothing either gender can wear when shi feels like it. Do you like wearing these clothes Merlin? Do they feel nice and comfy?" She asked him with a soft smile.

She never thought she'd be having amusing conversations on topics rarely touched at the dinner table. She felt a bit special helping her brother out.

Ferunoth

Date: 2014-01-14 19:38 EST
Ferunoth looked between Merlin and Myrlene. The dragon felt glad he did not have to explain to Merlin about that ordeal. He raised enough kids of his own, he didn't feel like raising other peoples kids when it came into topics like that, especially Ammy's family. It was also good that Myrlene wasn't having a big problem with him and that book teaching Merlin.

His eyes began looking towards the book Ghum'zar. "Well, while you both sort out family matters, I must return to my master. Ghum'zar, do not turn that boy into the prince of chaos. I mean it. If you do, I will take you to a recycling factory and you'll be turned into toilet paper. Is that understood?"

Merlin Wolf-Spiritor

Date: 2014-01-14 19:48 EST
"Oh," is all Merlin could say to his big sister. Life was confusing as it is and this clothing thing only added to that confusion. Merlin just sat there baffled for a moment until he felt he could answer her questions. "They feel nice." he said blushing some from embarrassment.

"Is there really a difference between boys and girls?" he asked. Merlin being aged from the knight didn't seem to be mixing well with how he was trying to understand the world while trying to grow up. Everything just ran together in his mind and he just didn't know. His body was older, but his mind wasn't.

A snorting noise from the book could be heard, "Always so uptight, dragon. You wouldn't even dare destroy me. I contain knowledge not even you have been able to understand still. To lose me would be losing knowledge that is very rare. Besides, I like Merlin. He won't become evil or anything. I assure this."

"Bye, Mister Ferunoth." Merlin said softly to the dragon, waving a hand to him.