Topic: Diary of a Madman.

RomaxPol

Date: 2008-04-16 23:17 EST
(I totally forgot to do this when all of this was first posted but credit must be given where credit is due and none of these posts would be possible without the awsome collaborative talents of the player of Dru. Hon, you know how I feel about you so keep up the great work.)

Entry One: The First Night.

It started as most any other night did. I had found my seat on one of the stools at the bar and was immediately uninterested with most of what was going on around me, and while I was always making mental notes here and there of those who could use a good breaking, none surprised me more than Dru when she simply wandered over to me and began a conversation. She claimed that I had the prettiest eyes she?d ever seen and that I seemed to be an interesting man. How little did she actually know of what she was getting herself into I?ll never really know for sure, but I suspect that she was clueless that she was to be the victim of one of my experiments. An experiment which, if it proved successful, would find the poor girl enslaved to me anywhere within a matter of minutes to a matter of hours.

This would be the first test of the new ?Chokers?, the brand new collars that Wisper and I had designed earlier in the week. When I asked Dru if she would help me with my experiment she said that she would be happy to help, but when I pulled the jeweled choker from within my cloak her breath caught in her throat and she exclaimed that it was the most beautiful thing she?d ever seen. I simply set the collar down onto the bar and pushed it towards her with two fingers. Ever the scientist, this would be the first experiment; getting her to put it on of her own free will. While this phase of the experiment went over very well, she did have a bit of trouble with the clasp, as I knew she would, and so when I offered to help with it she nodded and leaned towards me over the bar so that I was able to touch the collar once more. With just the barest tendril of the Force directed into it, the clasp on the collar snapped shut and was re-keyed so that only I would be able to remove it, should I wish to do so if she were found to be unworthy. Yet that was not to be the case. With the clasp in place and the collar keyed to my particular signature I made the pretenses of checking the fit of the ?choker?, as I had taken to calling it, but I knew that it was a perfect fit for her tiny neck, just as I had planned it.

Within the first several minutes something came over the lovely young girl and she was? ?eager to please? would be how I would put it. After getting me the drink she offered, she returned to my side of the bar and took the empty stool next to me. It wasn?t long before she was inching closer and closer, nearly falling off her chair all in a desire to be closer to me. I put a hand on her arm to steady her, and to observe what my touch did to her. The bright, beaming smile and the way she just seemed to lean into my touch was evidence enough that the effects of the collar were just as I hoped they?d be. We sat and chit-chatted for a while longer until she asked me about where I worked. When I said that it was a lab of sorts she got all excitable and asked me to show it to her sometime and, with me being me, I offered to show it to her right then and there. She accepted the offer and it was out the back door of the Inn and off to the Asylum Club which overlooked Rhy?din from the northern hills.

We walked on in silence for the first bit of the journey out of the city but I could notice that she was stealing glances at my exposed hand almost as a child would stare at a new toy, and that she seemed to be fidgeting a little as she inched ever closer to my hand. I could feel the desire within her, and the conflict, as the properties of the collar were working their way into her system quickly and it wasn?t long before the desire stamped out the conflict completely. When I felt that I knew it was time to take her hand in my own and watch the reaction. And the feelings I got from her when I touched her, took her hand into my own, were like fireworks lighting up the night sky in those crystal blue eyes she couldn?t seem to take off of me. When I took her hand all the fidgeting stopped, she seemed happier, almost like a junkie getting a fix of the drug she wanted most. ?This is all most excellent?, I thought to myself as I slowly pulled her towards me and enfolded her into my cloak so I could feel the warmth of her body against mine. Dru sunk into and up against me as best she could as we continued out through the main gates of the city, her desire to be utterly close to me kicking in hard and strong now as, from time to time, she would look up at me with admiration in her eyes.

The rest of the trip back to the Asylum Club was a quiet one, with Dru staring up at me from time to time with broad, beaming smiles filled with admiration and the inklings of love and devotion. I was only too happy to get her inside the Club and down into the laboratory complex. The entire lab was dimly lit and the darkness was only enhanced by the natural black marble walls, floor, and ceiling. I could see just fine, of course, thanks to the use of the Force but since my new guest was not quite accustomed to my habits I raised the lighting in the room by twenty percent. The cages that lined the north wall were almost all sized for human occupants, though there were only several that were actually filled at the moment. As I walked by them, running my fingers along the bars of the cages the young women, mostly girls, shied away into the furthest corner from me and began to whimper or sob openly. They had some inkling as to what I would do to them in the days to come and they had every reason to be afraid. Dru simply stared and wandered around in wonder as she approached the table I used for my experiments. I could only laugh as she found the controls and watched with awe as it spun this way and that, tilting back and forth into nearly every conceivable position.

Next was my workbench, safely nestled in the corner of the western and southern walls. Here were all my data terminals and uplinks to the computers aboard my ship and to the archives in the Black Towers. More importantly this is where I had made the diamonds for the collar she now wore ever so proudly. The long workbench was littered with papers and bottles of various chemical reagents and tools that I normally used throughout my experiments. Since we came in through the west elevator I now lead her to the opposite side of the room where a slight push revealed another recessed elevator that lead deeper into the complex. With the two of us safely inside, I keyed in the destination for my floor and within a matter of moments we had arrived. Leading her out of the elevator and down the hall we passed by my suite of rooms and were onto the next when I stopped and gestured to the door. ?This is where you?ll be staying for now, Dru.? Almost...Almost I called her my pet, but she?s not that yet, soon however. Very soon. I could feel the swell of honor inside her at being given her own place to stay, especially one in such proximity to my own quarters. I left her inside her palatial style suite of room and returned to my own next door. I didn?t tell her about the door that leads to my room; I wanted to see how she would react to being without me for the night. The collar had taken a firm hold of her and I needed to see just how far it had gone.

I quickly changed into something more comfortable, my mediation clothes which consisted of a pair of black silk pants that were fitted at the ankle and the waist and I settled onto the padded stool in front of the monitors that showed me inside Dru?s room. Of course, these weren?t the only eyes I had in there for the Force was everywhere. I spent the night sensing her changing feelings, her churning emotions, and watching her pace back and forth as if she couldn?t sleep without knowing that I was near to her; that she could reach out and touch me. I could tell that she was afraid to leave the room, she didn?t want to make me mad at her for trying to come to find me and eventually the desire for sleep overpowered her as she realized that the sooner she fell asleep, the sooner the morning would come and she would be with me again.

As Dru slipped into a heavy, dreamless sleep I slipped through the door between our rooms and stood there the entire night watching her sleep, a dark smile spread across my face. Oh yes, she would make a perfect slave for me and in the days to come I would have no idea just how true that thought would turn out to be.


RomaxPol

Date: 2008-05-06 22:45 EST
Entry Two: The Second Day.

The morning came rather quickly as I sat there, legs crossed underneath me, in a meditative trance. There was a small ?hole? to the outside world that alerted me when there was movement inside of Dru?s room again and that soft alarm was what brought me out of my restorative trance. I looked up at the monitors and frowned as I realized that she didn?t have anything else to wear but the clothes on her back and that would just not do for a pet of mine. I would be pushing the collar to its limits today.

Along with the suite of rooms was a place to wash up and, while she availed herself of those facilities, I too washed and dressed quickly and was more than ready to go by the time she had emerged to stand at the door between our rooms. She seemed hesitant to enter, looking almost as if she were about to try and knock at any moment. I smiled when I saw her and motioned that she should come in. When she approached I spoke. ?I take it you slept well.? As would become the norm, my questions usually weren?t questions at all. ?We?ll be going shopping in the marketplace today, and various other specialty shops scattered around the city.? Dru smiled and nodded, ?Alright...sounds fun.? She was thinking that we were going shopping for things for me, how wrong she was and she would find out the truth of our little shopping trip soon enough. With everything in order we left the Asylum Club and headed for the marketplace.

Our trip to the marketplace was a quick one as I insisted on taking one of the covered transport speeders from the garage instead of walking. I knew that it would make bringing everything back a lot easier since it would only be the two of us for most of the day, well the two of us plus the two girls to carry everything to and from the speeder of course. Dru was the first to exit the vehicle and she stood there looking up at the sign while I made my way out of the driver?s seat, keying the engine to my palm print and closing the hatch. I followed her gaze for a moment, a crooked smile spreading across my face as I finally turned to look at her. ?Is there a problem, my pet?? She shook her head with a small smile on her face, but I could tell she was holding back, that there was more that she wanted to say to me. ?Well?Out with it girl?what do you seem to find so...so amusing?? And out it came.

She couldn?t hold the chuckle in any longer and so it was the first to burst through her lips as she pointed at the sign above the shop we were at. I simply stared at her with a little smile; I had known all along that this trip was for her and not me. Yet my little smile seems to have sent her over the edge and into a giggle fit as she tried to get out the words, ?I thought you said we were going shopping for stuff for you? When we get home I want to see you in some of what you buy today? It took her a good minute or so to actually get them all out but when she saw me, standing there with my hands behind my back, shaking my head, she suddenly thought that this was a very lame joke indeed. I chimed in as her laughter sputtered out. ?You see?All I said was that we were going shopping. I didn?t exactly specify for whom, but I did mean for you.? She did not look happy at all as I approached her and offered her my hand. She didn?t seem to want to take it at first as she said, ?You have to be kidding, right? I mean, why would you want to spend your money on someone like me?? She finally slipped her hand into mine as she stared into the windows of the shop as if she were afraid to go in. Yet go in what just what we did.

I turned my head over my shoulder to the two girls who?d come with us and ordered them to join us in front here. They bowed and quickly moved to obey. I held out Dru?s hand to them and one of them, Jenatte, took it from me. ?Jenatte, take her and find her a little black dress, you know the style and cut that I like. Also, pick out a few more items that she can try on for me to look at. Angelique, go with them and get Dru?s sizes. When you have them I?d like you to see what se?? And before I could finish my instructions to the girls I was cut off by Dru, and in a no non-sense, matter-of-fact kind of way as well. ?Really?Why are you doing this? I?m not anything or anyone special to be treated this way. I?m sure you have much better things to spend your money on than me. Don?t get me wrong, everything here is beautiful. So much so that I would be putting it to shame if I wore it.? She shook her head as she gestured at the clothing around us. You could almost see the tears starting to well up in those big, baby blue eyes.

I frowned for a moment and covered it with my right hand stroking my face, my left hand holding up my right elbow. The other girls had seen me like this before and they were deeply afraid for Dru, but they weren?t about to move a muscle or get involved in any way that would get them hurt or even killed. I continued to stare at Dru, continued to ponder over her words and this is what I came up with. ?Well I don?t know about you, Dru, but if you plan on continuing to work for me, continuing to be with me, then you will need a new wardrobe that will consist heavily of the type of garments that I had planned to buy for you today?Now you need to think about it?and thing about it quickly.? I turned my back on her and went to stare out one of the windows, the other two girls had finally felt a break in the tension and made their way out of the store and over to the transport speeder. Dru, for all intents and purposes, was alone with her thoughts for the amount of time I?d given her.

Even from across the room I could sense the turmoil inside of Dru, the battle that was taking place in her head and her heart was a massive one and I, for one, was glad that I could feel it through the Force. She had been a vagabond her whole life, and had decided to pursue a life of voluntary un-employment, but now she was really considering bowing down and serving loyally for the rest of her life. My ?eyes? through the Force told me that she was staring at me as she thought about it, they also told me that she had started to move closer and closer to me; small steps bringing her ever nearer, not even realizing that she was doing so. I could feel shock and surprise from her now. She had finally realized what I had said about being with me, and that working for me meant that she would be able to be that much closer to me. I laughed softly as I could feel her running towards me and I turned just in time to catch her up in a hug, one in which she tried to squeeze the life out of me. I simply ran my fingers through her hair and waved with my free hand for the other girls to come back inside.

With everything finally settled down, my instructions were given out, and the three girls were off to find a plethora of clothes. There were casual clothes and dresses, business clothes and dresses, party and cocktail dresses, dresses for special occasions and gowns, beautiful jackets, long sleeve shirts, halter tops, short sleeve shirt, pants, shorts, skirts, mini-skirts, and of course the lingerie and jewelry. We spent the entire day and most of the early evening in the marketplace and at various specialty shops throughout the city until my new toy had everything she would need for the weeks and months ahead of her. With everything, and everyone, packed carefully into the transport speeder I took us back to the Asylum Club, landing in the garage and pulling up to the larger elevator entrance. ?Jenatte, Angelique, take all of Dru?s packages up to my chambers please and lay them out on the bed. You then have the rest of your night free.? The two women bowed, smiles on their faces. ?Thank you, My Master? they said in unison and began their task of unloading the transport.

(To Be Concluded)

RomaxPol

Date: 2008-05-06 22:48 EST
Entry Two: The Second Day (Conclusion).

Taking hold of Dru?s hand, I pulled her into the smaller, personal elevator and called out for the dining area. ?I believe that we skipped lunch so if there are no objections I thought I?d treat you to an early dinner.? I stared at her while I waited, but no objection came, in fact, all she did was give me one of those beaming smiles. As the doors of the elevator closed on us I wrapped an arm around her shoulders and pulled her against my chest in a tight hug. My left hand slid up her arm to her shoulder, and then along her shoulder to her neck, up her neck and into her hair where my fingers entangled themselves into her long, pale blonde hair as I made a fist. Yanking back on her hair, I pulled her head backward until she was looking up at me. I leaned in slowly, my unblinking violet eyes sparkling with a hunger she?d never seen in them before as I kissed her passionately, my lips lingering against those soft pink lips of hers? for what seemed like forever before the kiss was finally broken and the elevator doors opened to let us out onto the floor with the dining halls.

There was a large one on the opposite side of the floor from where we stood for all the slaves and servants. Ahead of us and to the left was my private dining room where I entertained various special guests and very special slaves. Finally, to the right, was a larger formal dining room. I used this room for parties and to entertain VIP?s from the Club, other Masters and Mistresses, Circle Leaders and Members, as well as members from the Circle?s defense forces; especially from the Interrogator. Of course, tonight it was to the private dining hall that I lead my little Dru to. A small repast was laid out for us, black ale for me, and grape juice for Dru. We ate in relative silence, exchanging some small talk about what I had in store for her future and even what later tonight would be like. In regards to tonight I would just smile and say, ?I don?t want to ruin the surprise, precious,? and I would continue eating. When the meal was finished we returned to the elevator and took it down to my chambers.

We quickly reached the next to last floor, the only one below us being my meditation chamber and totally off limits to all the girls, including my favorite and the cleaning staff. As we moved into my bed chambers she could see all of her new things had been laid out nicely on the bed for her as if she was going to have to choose something to wear here and now. She would be required to pick out something new to wear, but just not yet. I moved to stand in the exact center of this circular room and I watched her for a few moments before I called out to her. ?Dru?Come here please.? She looked up at me and hesitated for just a moment. ?Come stand there, Master?? I nodded my head. ?Yes, Dru?Come stand exactly on this spot in the center of the room.? As she approached me I took two careful steps backwards so that when I stopped moving she would have taken my place in the middle of the room. ?Good,? I said.

I moved to stand behind her and took her arms and held them out to either side of her. ?Hold them out there just like that and keep them there.? Placing a booted foot between her feet, I spread her feet and legs apart an equal distance. ?Make sure you keep your balance now, keep your arms up and your feet and legs spread apart just like that.? She had the look of a wide-based ?T? to her now as I began to circle her. I could feel the uncertainty rising in her as I circled her slowly, the quickening of her breathing as I moved behind her one last time. I slowly walked a few paces away from her and she tried to turn her head, ever so slightly, to try and see what I was doing out of the corner of her eye; she failed.

From behind her she could hear the soft sound of metal meeting flesh as one of my lightsabers sprung forth from inside my sleeve and into my hand, and once again she was quickly looking straight ahead. The soft *snap-hiss* and the glow from the amethyst blade was the only warning she got that something was about to happen. She closed her eyes tightly and used every fiber of her being to stay still as I adjusted one of the knobs near the blade emitter. Without a sound I rushed towards her, a large dark blur of speed brought on by the power of the Force. I moved in, what to any spectator, would look like a deadly dance of the purple blade, but in the end not a single scratch was left on her porcelain skin. When it was all over I stood a few steps in front of her, storing my deactivated lightsaber back inside my sleeve while the clothes she was wearing began to fall away from her body in pieces, leaving her completely naked except for the pink collar she wore.

With her clothes gone she could now feel the ever-present chill emanating from me and goose bumps were quick to rise up on her porcelain skin. She kept her eyes closed and her chin dropped a bit as her entire figure seemed to shrink under my scrutiny. She quickly moved her arms from where I had told her to keep them as she quickly covered up, it was quite obvious to me that she wasn?t used to being in this sort of situation; completely naked with a man?s eyes on her. It seemed that even with them being my eyes she couldn?t help but be self-conscious. I couldn?t help but ?Tsk? as she moved after I had told her not to and she took a deep breath, I could tell that was not a sound she wanted to hear from me; the sound that said she did something to displease me.

I took a step towards her and spoke in a tone that said that I would not tolerate any further disobedience from her. ?Hands back out, chin up. Stand up straight and tall, proud. Look straight ahead, focus on the wall if you must, but don't shrink away. You're a beautiful girl, start to act like it!" Her chin was lifted and her eyes were opened just as I commanded. She stood tall, as if a piece of fishing line was tugging at the top of her head, while her arms were once again returned to where he had placed them. I took another step towards her and then turned to my left and began to circle her, my unblinking violet gaze scrutinizing every inch of her exposed flesh. It was time for her Inspection. Unwavering as she stared straight ahead, and despite how awkward she felt, her heart skipped a beat as my eyes wandered over her skin. My gaze wasn?t a loving one, however, right now it was more similar to someone appraising a new item they had just bought; which wasn?t far off in this situation. Still, even now she felt happiness in the pit of her stomach just having me look at her, just having the attention she felt she didn?t deserve; my attention.

The Force truly was wondrous to me at times. I could feel the uncertainty and awkwardness in her all mixed with the joy deep in the pit of her stomach as I circled around her again and again. When I was satisfied enough with how flawless her skin was I moved to stand in front of her once again. Her eyes were kept straight ahead, just as I ordered, and she took slow deep breaths. They were slow and steady, just as when she practiced her yoga. . ?Calm,? she thought. ?I have to be calm. Still. For him,? she thought. I was so close to her, though, that all she wanted to do was reach out and touch me. ?Touch him. He?s right there,? she thought. The thoughts were racing through her mind like a wild fire and were so easy to pick up on through the Force. I had told her to stand still and she would be damned if she?d disobey me this time.

At times I could be very gentle, and this was one of those times. My index and middle finger of my right hand were placed firmly at the base of her collar and slowly dragged down her body. Her breath came out in a quivering exhale as my fingers slid down between her breasts. All of her swimming thoughts quickly focusing like an arrow as I touched her; this all felt like a test to her and it was a difficult one. Down my fingers went, over her taught stomach, and down past her waist, my fingers leaving a trail of screaming nerves in their wake; leaving her wishing that they had lingered there a moment longer. As my fingers slipped down past her waist I performed a very intimate act, her lips parting but no sound came out.

Through the Force I could feel the strange mixture of feeling coming from deep inside of her. The mix of shame and lust, of humiliation and want, and yet she kept her statuesque pose. Of course, I simply could have used the Force to check for what my fingers were searching for, but this was the prescribed method of inspection for a new slave and besides, I?d always liked this method better anyway. When I was again satisfied, my fingers were brought up to my lips and slipped in to be sucked clean. The only movement she made was a traitorous gaze that followed my fingers to my lips. That first taste of her made me close my eyes, like a fine wine, was to be savored and remembered as I took a step backwards from her. I had one of those rare, genuine smiles on my face as I looked her over from head to toe again. ?Now?Why don?t you put on one of those lovely new dresses I bought for you today,? I began as I looked over at the neat pile of clothing laid out on my bed. ?I think that we?ll be heading up to the Club for the rest of the night.? Yet again I could feel her heat skip a beat; at my action, at my demand. She hesitated only a moment before her hands were lowered and she nodded. ?Yes?Master.? She moved to the clothing and quickly picked out a simple, slinky black dress and black heels to match; along with suitably sexy undergarments. She took care in her dressing that everything was in order so that she looked worthy of being by my side. I took pleasure in watching her dress and when she was finished she quickly showed herself off for my by walking back towards me and doing a little spin. Nodding in approval, I offered her my hand and this time there was no hesitation in her taking it. As I led her out the door and towards the elevator I thought to myself, ?Dru is going to work out just fine.?