Apologies to the people I do still RP with, but... yeah. I really don't know when I'll really have the focus required to play. I know I've been around sometimes when people are on, but, simply put, I don't have the energy to keep up with chat. And I know it was showing the past few times I've been in chat.
It's not fair to y'all that I can't seem to focus, and I feel awful because it's also not fair that the people who Mery is important to, and whom he finds important in his life, have to suffer his constant absence because I'm failing as a player.
Still, consider this a notice of indefinite hiatus until I can get my shite together.