"So this is where you set the Tower... Father."
She had sensed her father would do this. Just to be sure, she came this way while she was in town for the voting thing. Yes, she still did her bit for RhyDin, watching over it as she always had and being somewhat active in its affairs. Voting was one way, her involvement with the Academy was another... simply encouraging trade between Exodii and the RhyDin was a third way.
Now she stood on the fringe of the property gazing at the old fortress her mother, Shara, used to be a part of. Sha'uri remembered growing up around it. She remembered when her parents got married. She remembered Wolf.... how she was literally born in love with that one. A little part of her would always be. And even more so Rick, she would never forget him, never got over him either. He had held her heart like no one else had... literally even.
She smiled remembering some of the stupid fights they'd gotten into, and some of the best fun times she'd ever had, like the first plane ride she'd ever had. He literally had her tumbling head over heals on him. Of course, she was only about an inch or two tall at the time but still.... She wondered where he was and how he was doing. She hoped the very best for him. And Thara... how could she forget her? She wouldn't. Thara had a special place in her heart, too. She would never forget Thara and Rick and the times she spend working with them at Hue estates.
She began to sense it wasn't just her memories thinking of them, but that they were there inside the old fortress. All those nights silently thinking, praying even, never really saying it but always hoping that her father would return... he had and brought company with him. Oddly, though, she felt very uninvited at the moment.
She wondered if Crystal would be coming back soon, too, now that her father was back. Her adopted sister.... Family... tears welled in her eyes thinking about all this time without them.
Footsteps caused her to shift her gaze. Not twenty feet away, walking along the road was a figure in light colored robes. The hair was bright silvery blonde. At first, Sha'uri thought it was her mother and froze silent just watching the woman walk slowly along. Then she realized it wasn't her mother but Lyndra with blonde hair?
She hadn't seen Lyndra since she left Exodii. What was she doing here? Something felt... wrong. Maybe it wasn't her. She left her spot along the side of the road and moved to intercept the woman. Sure enough, it was Lyndra.
Sha'uri tried to get her attention.
"I like what you've done with your hair..."
Lyndra paused in stride and looked at Sha'uri as a sapphire light flashed within her eyes. Her gaze seemed vacant as if she weren't really seeing what was there, but beyond it into something else. The past, a memory. Lyndra turned back to the road and walked slowly.
Sha'uri narrowed her gaze, sensing something.. some power... some...one. Mother. Sha'uri didn't know what was going on. She hadn't been back to Ravensheart Academy in some time, not since her .. for lack of a better word... miscarriage. She could only wonder what had occured for Lyndra was nothing like this when she left Exodii. How did her mother connect? But that was a stupid question. She knew very well. Lyndra was origianaly made as a trap for her mother.
"What are you doing out here?"
Again, Lyndra's strides paused just inside the property line.
"Child... are ye really so dense ye don't know why?"
Sha'uri swallowed hard and fought tears.
"Don't do this... I don't know why you're using her, but don't do this. Please, mother."
Lyndra began walking again.
"No, I suppose ye don't know. Let's just say that... I needed to see for myself. Don't worry, I'm not going in. I doubt I would be welcomed and rightfully so. I'm not who I was then."She paused again.
"And I had no choice, Sha'uri. Lyndra was destined to either be used by the forces of darkness... or light. I had to claim her as much as Isabel could not be born. There was no choice."
Sha'uri tried to absorb that as much as it pained her still to think about her daughter... one that could never be born. Her lips trembled.
"Go home, mother! Is there really any reason for you to be here?!"
Sapphire flame ignited in Lyndra's eyes.
"They were as much my family as yers... more so. But I'll go if only to give ye peace.... if peace ye can truly have in that torn up heart of yers. Child, when will ye learn? Let the pain go... yer not ready for this. Go back home."
Lyndra vanished.
Sha'uri shivered staring at the spot. There was something different in her mother, in Lyndra. They weren't the same. It felt wrong. It was like she didn't know her. Perhaps that was the true pain.... the unknowing of those you once knew. Maybe it was true... the mother she once knew wasn't really her mother any more. This thing with Lyndra, it was something new.
Sapphire hues gazed back to the Fortress and filled with mist of tears. Alienated.... she felt so alienated from them at the moment. It wouldn't do to see them now. Jaws clenched, she turned around and headed back into town, walking along the road to clear her thoughts... needing to get away.