It were 11:04 when we was all in the jeep and leaving.
Keirra had taken the front seat on account of me losing our little race. The boys in the back pushed back their seat and shoved pillows under their necks, ready for sleeping. Was out so fast I wondered if they did a Nyquil cocktail. Whatever works.
Felt like I was driving into the mouth of somethin' instead of going down the open road. If we were smart and real careful we get in and out and they don't know til morning and then when they think about taking chase they gotta get tires replaced. Beyond that, they don't know where we're camped out. None of us got a stop station in Rhy'Din or ever really came there til Billie shut her eyes and poked her index finger at a spot on the map. That were how she picked Rhy'Din. Uncle wouldn't have got anything about that location in his book so it were more safe than any other place we could be.
I spent about fourty minutes on the phone while I was driving, making calls to all the caravan leaders, the ones that mind their groups in our extended family. It were the right thing to do if the McAveries looked for retribution. I don't want anyone caught unawares. If they still be like they were, I don't think they will. If they smart they tuck tail and make apologetic eyes and maybe some offerings. Last I knew we outmanned them in more than one way, so it were ballsy that they did this. If they get the map and use it, though, it would be like cutting our Achilles tendion. Weren't something that kills you immediately, just when everyone else can run from the bear but you.
Billie got something she needs to do and won't tell me about. If it were Billie it has something to do with Da or mom, since Da is here it must have to do with mom. Since dad were dying that side of the family maybe reached out to her, or something. Don't know anything about them, though, but I suspect that they got plans for Billie to be absorbed into their world of things. I don't right know what goes on between her and Levi other than they to like each other but weren't looking as though they were on the same page. Same book, different page. Still, I can't have Levi help me get that key back to the office box though I were wishing he was in the back seat. Having him look after Billie weren't ideal, but I trust him better than anyone else to do it. Naht a whole lot of people feel comfortable telling Billie no. Something about her makes people want to coddle her.
It felt like a disjointed going away party with the faces that were showing. Riya was there, looking better and giving me back the shirt BB had taken from my side of the camper. Reiko had seen me, too, and given me a blade and words of worry about Riya's situation. Thing is, I can't worry about anyone's issues but my own. My issues are with the campgrounds and my people. Part of me wonders if these new faces will bring spilt blood to the family. If Riya's got bad news hunting her, how long til that bad news hits BB or follows into the campsite? It were just there, apparently, at the Glen. Do these strangers warrant having any of the family at risk? If someone were to get hurt then it brings me into question for letting them near. Too many of us been jailed, conned and taken to not be a bit wary on their motives.
Then again, Riya being a doctor makes having her number and maybe a favor of her one of the most important things. Naht all of us are in a place where we can go to the hospital. Some of us gotta stay off the grid. Riya hadn't brought us real trouble and she made the offer. She's not bad to look at, either.
The road feels like it's never gonna end and most days, I like that. This weren't one of those times. I wanted to already be there, I wanted to have my hands in the issue and not worry about it.
Keirra. She sit right next to me but don't smell like booze. I got her at my side but she's a mixed bag. Da and everyone who ever had her for a job says she's the one yah want. I'll give it to her, she is fast. But she's a drunk and she's Gwen's sister. Felt a bit like getting punched when Gwen dialed Keirra up and her phone announced like it weren't nothing that Gwen was calling. We both kinda stopped and I knew that she knew, but I didn't say anything. Don't want to say anything about it, at all. Keirra must be likewise because we just kept talking like the little stutter never happened.
I'm not running all the things, yet. Da's still here, still marking shots and making the calls. In a way, though, this feels like doing my first job as a leader and that the campsite will get the impression of me, real strong, of whether or not they think I cut my teeth enough or were fit for the job. Gonna be a bit of clawing til the whole things settles out but in the mean time there were a lot of judgement on how I do things. No one says it, but I feel it
"You goin' to sleep?" I look at Keirra. Her driving shift is next, she'll be taking over in six hours. Some people like to brag about how long they can drive but it weren't a good thing. People get sloppy and make mistakes when they don't switch out like they should. If time weren't an issues I'd take a fifteen minute break after the first three hours.
Keirra had taken the front seat on account of me losing our little race. The boys in the back pushed back their seat and shoved pillows under their necks, ready for sleeping. Was out so fast I wondered if they did a Nyquil cocktail. Whatever works.
Felt like I was driving into the mouth of somethin' instead of going down the open road. If we were smart and real careful we get in and out and they don't know til morning and then when they think about taking chase they gotta get tires replaced. Beyond that, they don't know where we're camped out. None of us got a stop station in Rhy'Din or ever really came there til Billie shut her eyes and poked her index finger at a spot on the map. That were how she picked Rhy'Din. Uncle wouldn't have got anything about that location in his book so it were more safe than any other place we could be.
I spent about fourty minutes on the phone while I was driving, making calls to all the caravan leaders, the ones that mind their groups in our extended family. It were the right thing to do if the McAveries looked for retribution. I don't want anyone caught unawares. If they still be like they were, I don't think they will. If they smart they tuck tail and make apologetic eyes and maybe some offerings. Last I knew we outmanned them in more than one way, so it were ballsy that they did this. If they get the map and use it, though, it would be like cutting our Achilles tendion. Weren't something that kills you immediately, just when everyone else can run from the bear but you.
Billie got something she needs to do and won't tell me about. If it were Billie it has something to do with Da or mom, since Da is here it must have to do with mom. Since dad were dying that side of the family maybe reached out to her, or something. Don't know anything about them, though, but I suspect that they got plans for Billie to be absorbed into their world of things. I don't right know what goes on between her and Levi other than they to like each other but weren't looking as though they were on the same page. Same book, different page. Still, I can't have Levi help me get that key back to the office box though I were wishing he was in the back seat. Having him look after Billie weren't ideal, but I trust him better than anyone else to do it. Naht a whole lot of people feel comfortable telling Billie no. Something about her makes people want to coddle her.
It felt like a disjointed going away party with the faces that were showing. Riya was there, looking better and giving me back the shirt BB had taken from my side of the camper. Reiko had seen me, too, and given me a blade and words of worry about Riya's situation. Thing is, I can't worry about anyone's issues but my own. My issues are with the campgrounds and my people. Part of me wonders if these new faces will bring spilt blood to the family. If Riya's got bad news hunting her, how long til that bad news hits BB or follows into the campsite? It were just there, apparently, at the Glen. Do these strangers warrant having any of the family at risk? If someone were to get hurt then it brings me into question for letting them near. Too many of us been jailed, conned and taken to not be a bit wary on their motives.
Then again, Riya being a doctor makes having her number and maybe a favor of her one of the most important things. Naht all of us are in a place where we can go to the hospital. Some of us gotta stay off the grid. Riya hadn't brought us real trouble and she made the offer. She's not bad to look at, either.
The road feels like it's never gonna end and most days, I like that. This weren't one of those times. I wanted to already be there, I wanted to have my hands in the issue and not worry about it.
Keirra. She sit right next to me but don't smell like booze. I got her at my side but she's a mixed bag. Da and everyone who ever had her for a job says she's the one yah want. I'll give it to her, she is fast. But she's a drunk and she's Gwen's sister. Felt a bit like getting punched when Gwen dialed Keirra up and her phone announced like it weren't nothing that Gwen was calling. We both kinda stopped and I knew that she knew, but I didn't say anything. Don't want to say anything about it, at all. Keirra must be likewise because we just kept talking like the little stutter never happened.
I'm not running all the things, yet. Da's still here, still marking shots and making the calls. In a way, though, this feels like doing my first job as a leader and that the campsite will get the impression of me, real strong, of whether or not they think I cut my teeth enough or were fit for the job. Gonna be a bit of clawing til the whole things settles out but in the mean time there were a lot of judgement on how I do things. No one says it, but I feel it
"You goin' to sleep?" I look at Keirra. Her driving shift is next, she'll be taking over in six hours. Some people like to brag about how long they can drive but it weren't a good thing. People get sloppy and make mistakes when they don't switch out like they should. If time weren't an issues I'd take a fifteen minute break after the first three hours.