It were a right mess of days. Then again, it always were, right? He woke up in the driver's seat of his RV with his keys hanging from the visor and about four or five beer cans empty and about him. It wasn't that he drank and drove, just what with the cold that he liked to sit front row when he looked out and where the glen was. Besides that, people didn't bug him if the inside lights of his camper weren't on.
Phone buzzed. Five new messages. Eight missed called. "Feck." He rubbed his eyes and saw that there weren't more than 5% battery left anyway so he plugged it into the charger which fed outta the dash like a haphazard wire. He shoved the beer cans off himself and they made a sort of hollow bell sound when they clacked against each other. It were gonna be cold outside, weren't it? He glanced around himself and spied his coat. His whole body splayed out like a cat stretching when he reached and nabbed his jacket offa some inside hook tah his caravan. Then he were pulling on the jacket and climbing out of the RV.
He didn't gah tah the bonfire like he were usually in tha mind to do. Instead he walked the glen shore, remembering one of the last times he and his da talked along the bankside. It were strange ta feel uplifted and crestfallen simultaneously. Stealing a look over his shoulder like he were hiding it, he lit up a cigarette and inhaled.
Since the commotion of their return the night before, Levi hadn't had a chance to visit with Mark for the debriefing. And as he thought about that word, he snickered to himself. Mark wouldn't appreciate that joke, so he decided to keep it to himself. Once he'd eaten and had a decent cup of coffee, he left his RV in search of his oldest friend. The closer he came to the edge of that nearly frozen lake, the more nervous he'd become. He had a lot to unload onto Mark and he wasn't sure how he'd take the news. When he got close enough, he lifted an arm to wave hello. "Mark!" he called out with a smile on his face. "He's going to kill me," he muttered through gritted teeth.
The ground crunched under his boots, the frost not yet left the blades of grass. "Hey, man," he stepped up and nudged Mark on the shoulder. "You get my text?"
Mark looked like he might be nursing a headache, or a hangover. Though honestly that was gettin' tah be the constant look of him, but it were always accompanied with a salty smile. There was a tip of his head to Levi, he looked passed him as if trying to gage for trouble and then turned tah face the lake, "Glad tah see you come back in one piece. I weren't real sure what tah make o' the favor which was asked. You got a smile about you, that say enough tah me. I hadn't checked me messages yet."
"It was a lot easier than I thought it was going to be," he confirmed and turned to face the lake. He wanted to skim a stone or kick a rock or do anything to get rid of the gitters in his stomach. "State had the burden of proof and they had squat on the kid. He's sleeping pretty back at home with his circuit." Hands were shoved into his pockets and he sighed. "So whoever called in the favor now owes you a big one. I did this pro bono for him."
"Yeah? Well, you's was always smart so that was destined." The state. The burden of proof. These were terms, ideas, that he looked like he understood and absorbed as his eyebrows lowered with every bit that Levi said. It was gettin' apparent, though, that the man was nervous. Levi had taken to callin' him Boss, he'd noticed that the last few rounds they spent time together. It was like a separation, naht that it felt spiteful or anything. Just like something happened, a shift on the insides, so to speak.
"S'good tah have a favor. I'm already in the need tah call upon it so it were like a Christmas present for all." Funny, that it was him that was gonna broach the looming static which was there, "You got somethin' on your mind, Levi?"
There was an awkward silence that followed his news and Mark's acknowledgement of it. He was trying to figure out what to say and how to say it. Mark was his best friend and to not know how he'd take the news was terrifying. "Yeah, well," he bit his lips and then blew out a breath. "How about over some coffee?" He was stalling, hoping that inspiration would strike him.
"Feckin' coffee?" Mark blinked at him and then turned his shoulders a bit to look at Levi, 'Wut? Is somebodys h dead? Cause coffee sure as Hell ain't gonna change that and I don't wanna be leaned over a cup like some blubbering idiot surrounded by strangers. Yah got somethin' brutal tah say I rather take it now in the morning hangover." His blues were hard at that moment. Like little pinpoints of ice that stayed on Levi and asked him not to grease him up with bullshit. Mark got greased all the time, he weren't wanting it from this man.
"Ok ok," he chuckled and held up his hands in surrender. "Well you know I treated Billie pretty rough," he blew out his breath and put his hands back into his pockets for warmth. "I wasn't myself and I feel pretty bad about that."
"Yeah, she naht looking too better for it. She's bein' a little shipwrecked but... I think she's strong enough. She'll hold her head up, naht drown and yah know... pick someone bettah for her when she's ready for it." Mark hadn't thought they were a match. Too much turmoil. He'd had that relationship before and for some people that lasted years before both parties were worn down to bones and had nothing left to offer each other but tired looks and indifference.
"I heard some word of it. Naht a break up anywhere go smooth or easy." Mali would remain the elephant in the back of the conversation for as along as Levi allowed it. Maybe the whole one. He wasn't planning on mentioning her.
Phone buzzed. Five new messages. Eight missed called. "Feck." He rubbed his eyes and saw that there weren't more than 5% battery left anyway so he plugged it into the charger which fed outta the dash like a haphazard wire. He shoved the beer cans off himself and they made a sort of hollow bell sound when they clacked against each other. It were gonna be cold outside, weren't it? He glanced around himself and spied his coat. His whole body splayed out like a cat stretching when he reached and nabbed his jacket offa some inside hook tah his caravan. Then he were pulling on the jacket and climbing out of the RV.
He didn't gah tah the bonfire like he were usually in tha mind to do. Instead he walked the glen shore, remembering one of the last times he and his da talked along the bankside. It were strange ta feel uplifted and crestfallen simultaneously. Stealing a look over his shoulder like he were hiding it, he lit up a cigarette and inhaled.
Since the commotion of their return the night before, Levi hadn't had a chance to visit with Mark for the debriefing. And as he thought about that word, he snickered to himself. Mark wouldn't appreciate that joke, so he decided to keep it to himself. Once he'd eaten and had a decent cup of coffee, he left his RV in search of his oldest friend. The closer he came to the edge of that nearly frozen lake, the more nervous he'd become. He had a lot to unload onto Mark and he wasn't sure how he'd take the news. When he got close enough, he lifted an arm to wave hello. "Mark!" he called out with a smile on his face. "He's going to kill me," he muttered through gritted teeth.
The ground crunched under his boots, the frost not yet left the blades of grass. "Hey, man," he stepped up and nudged Mark on the shoulder. "You get my text?"
Mark looked like he might be nursing a headache, or a hangover. Though honestly that was gettin' tah be the constant look of him, but it were always accompanied with a salty smile. There was a tip of his head to Levi, he looked passed him as if trying to gage for trouble and then turned tah face the lake, "Glad tah see you come back in one piece. I weren't real sure what tah make o' the favor which was asked. You got a smile about you, that say enough tah me. I hadn't checked me messages yet."
"It was a lot easier than I thought it was going to be," he confirmed and turned to face the lake. He wanted to skim a stone or kick a rock or do anything to get rid of the gitters in his stomach. "State had the burden of proof and they had squat on the kid. He's sleeping pretty back at home with his circuit." Hands were shoved into his pockets and he sighed. "So whoever called in the favor now owes you a big one. I did this pro bono for him."
"Yeah? Well, you's was always smart so that was destined." The state. The burden of proof. These were terms, ideas, that he looked like he understood and absorbed as his eyebrows lowered with every bit that Levi said. It was gettin' apparent, though, that the man was nervous. Levi had taken to callin' him Boss, he'd noticed that the last few rounds they spent time together. It was like a separation, naht that it felt spiteful or anything. Just like something happened, a shift on the insides, so to speak.
"S'good tah have a favor. I'm already in the need tah call upon it so it were like a Christmas present for all." Funny, that it was him that was gonna broach the looming static which was there, "You got somethin' on your mind, Levi?"
There was an awkward silence that followed his news and Mark's acknowledgement of it. He was trying to figure out what to say and how to say it. Mark was his best friend and to not know how he'd take the news was terrifying. "Yeah, well," he bit his lips and then blew out a breath. "How about over some coffee?" He was stalling, hoping that inspiration would strike him.
"Feckin' coffee?" Mark blinked at him and then turned his shoulders a bit to look at Levi, 'Wut? Is somebodys h dead? Cause coffee sure as Hell ain't gonna change that and I don't wanna be leaned over a cup like some blubbering idiot surrounded by strangers. Yah got somethin' brutal tah say I rather take it now in the morning hangover." His blues were hard at that moment. Like little pinpoints of ice that stayed on Levi and asked him not to grease him up with bullshit. Mark got greased all the time, he weren't wanting it from this man.
"Ok ok," he chuckled and held up his hands in surrender. "Well you know I treated Billie pretty rough," he blew out his breath and put his hands back into his pockets for warmth. "I wasn't myself and I feel pretty bad about that."
"Yeah, she naht looking too better for it. She's bein' a little shipwrecked but... I think she's strong enough. She'll hold her head up, naht drown and yah know... pick someone bettah for her when she's ready for it." Mark hadn't thought they were a match. Too much turmoil. He'd had that relationship before and for some people that lasted years before both parties were worn down to bones and had nothing left to offer each other but tired looks and indifference.
"I heard some word of it. Naht a break up anywhere go smooth or easy." Mali would remain the elephant in the back of the conversation for as along as Levi allowed it. Maybe the whole one. He wasn't planning on mentioning her.