Topic: Wingmen

Levi Clark

Date: 2015-12-18 21:23 EST
It were a right mess of days. Then again, it always were, right? He woke up in the driver's seat of his RV with his keys hanging from the visor and about four or five beer cans empty and about him. It wasn't that he drank and drove, just what with the cold that he liked to sit front row when he looked out and where the glen was. Besides that, people didn't bug him if the inside lights of his camper weren't on.

Phone buzzed. Five new messages. Eight missed called. "Feck." He rubbed his eyes and saw that there weren't more than 5% battery left anyway so he plugged it into the charger which fed outta the dash like a haphazard wire. He shoved the beer cans off himself and they made a sort of hollow bell sound when they clacked against each other. It were gonna be cold outside, weren't it? He glanced around himself and spied his coat. His whole body splayed out like a cat stretching when he reached and nabbed his jacket offa some inside hook tah his caravan. Then he were pulling on the jacket and climbing out of the RV.

He didn't gah tah the bonfire like he were usually in tha mind to do. Instead he walked the glen shore, remembering one of the last times he and his da talked along the bankside. It were strange ta feel uplifted and crestfallen simultaneously. Stealing a look over his shoulder like he were hiding it, he lit up a cigarette and inhaled.


Since the commotion of their return the night before, Levi hadn't had a chance to visit with Mark for the debriefing. And as he thought about that word, he snickered to himself. Mark wouldn't appreciate that joke, so he decided to keep it to himself. Once he'd eaten and had a decent cup of coffee, he left his RV in search of his oldest friend. The closer he came to the edge of that nearly frozen lake, the more nervous he'd become. He had a lot to unload onto Mark and he wasn't sure how he'd take the news. When he got close enough, he lifted an arm to wave hello. "Mark!" he called out with a smile on his face. "He's going to kill me," he muttered through gritted teeth.

The ground crunched under his boots, the frost not yet left the blades of grass. "Hey, man," he stepped up and nudged Mark on the shoulder. "You get my text?"

Mark looked like he might be nursing a headache, or a hangover. Though honestly that was gettin' tah be the constant look of him, but it were always accompanied with a salty smile. There was a tip of his head to Levi, he looked passed him as if trying to gage for trouble and then turned tah face the lake, "Glad tah see you come back in one piece. I weren't real sure what tah make o' the favor which was asked. You got a smile about you, that say enough tah me. I hadn't checked me messages yet."
"It was a lot easier than I thought it was going to be," he confirmed and turned to face the lake. He wanted to skim a stone or kick a rock or do anything to get rid of the gitters in his stomach. "State had the burden of proof and they had squat on the kid. He's sleeping pretty back at home with his circuit." Hands were shoved into his pockets and he sighed. "So whoever called in the favor now owes you a big one. I did this pro bono for him."

"Yeah? Well, you's was always smart so that was destined." The state. The burden of proof. These were terms, ideas, that he looked like he understood and absorbed as his eyebrows lowered with every bit that Levi said. It was gettin' apparent, though, that the man was nervous. Levi had taken to callin' him Boss, he'd noticed that the last few rounds they spent time together. It was like a separation, naht that it felt spiteful or anything. Just like something happened, a shift on the insides, so to speak.

"S'good tah have a favor. I'm already in the need tah call upon it so it were like a Christmas present for all." Funny, that it was him that was gonna broach the looming static which was there, "You got somethin' on your mind, Levi?"


There was an awkward silence that followed his news and Mark's acknowledgement of it. He was trying to figure out what to say and how to say it. Mark was his best friend and to not know how he'd take the news was terrifying. "Yeah, well," he bit his lips and then blew out a breath. "How about over some coffee?" He was stalling, hoping that inspiration would strike him.


"Feckin' coffee?" Mark blinked at him and then turned his shoulders a bit to look at Levi, 'Wut? Is somebodys h dead? Cause coffee sure as Hell ain't gonna change that and I don't wanna be leaned over a cup like some blubbering idiot surrounded by strangers. Yah got somethin' brutal tah say I rather take it now in the morning hangover." His blues were hard at that moment. Like little pinpoints of ice that stayed on Levi and asked him not to grease him up with bullshit. Mark got greased all the time, he weren't wanting it from this man.


"Ok ok," he chuckled and held up his hands in surrender. "Well you know I treated Billie pretty rough," he blew out his breath and put his hands back into his pockets for warmth. "I wasn't myself and I feel pretty bad about that."


"Yeah, she naht looking too better for it. She's bein' a little shipwrecked but... I think she's strong enough. She'll hold her head up, naht drown and yah know... pick someone bettah for her when she's ready for it." Mark hadn't thought they were a match. Too much turmoil. He'd had that relationship before and for some people that lasted years before both parties were worn down to bones and had nothing left to offer each other but tired looks and indifference.

"I heard some word of it. Naht a break up anywhere go smooth or easy." Mali would remain the elephant in the back of the conversation for as along as Levi allowed it. Maybe the whole one. He wasn't planning on mentioning her.

Levi Clark

Date: 2015-12-18 21:24 EST
Levi nodded, hanging his head. It was his fault that Billie was in such a state. He hadn't a thought of Molly. As far as he was concerned, Mark was better off without that trick in shoe leather. "Well," he started and turned to look at Mark. "I..." he laughed and shook his head. "You don't have any weapons on you, do you?" Of course Mark had a blade or two, even Levi knew that. "Yeah, not funny. I just. It's just that." He took a deep breath and blew it out. "I was trying to be someone I wasn't. I couldn't make her happy, because I wasn't happy."

"Weapons?" Levi knew he carried a small pocket knife on him, it were naht but three inches and mostly used to help with cutting off tags when he was shoplifting or something. He tilted his head to the side and blinked, "Well, yeah, I told yah that you twos wasn't suited tah each other. Naht new revelation." His attention shifted, maybe out of annoyance because he thought Levi was belaboring the point of he and Billie's breakup, instead of working to a new one. They was broken up. He got it. His eyes were on the glen and he thought he saw some of the grass coming up from the water was touched in white. Was it cool enough for the frost, already?

Mark wasn't getting it and Levi was getting frustrated. "I wasn't happy not being myself," he emphasized. Levi really had no idea how to tell Mark what he wanted to say! It wasn't like he came out of the closet every day. "I mean, we have to be ourselves and feel natural about things, right?"

"Levi, I get it. Billie weren't what you was wanting." The frustration was building on both sides. Mark was wondering just how many times and different ways Levi was gonna try tah explain tah him something that he already knew-- he and Billie was over. Got it. Loud and clear. One hand lifted up as if to pause the matter and press on to the next, "Oi, you need a few days off before tha next job? I got somethin' in mind fer yah."

"Mark, I'm gay, ok?" He blurted it out in his frustration and then stared at Mark. What was his reaction going to be? Fear clouded his eyes and he strongly felt the flight of the flight or fight instinct. Mark was going to hate him, Levi just knew it.

"What?" he turned to him. The word, gay, it was so short and unexpected he weren't entirely sure that he heard it right. He had a half cocked grin, like he was expecting Levi to let 'im know it were one of his jokes. They was always the fake flirtation between them to get others to give the good eye roll. Then there was the 'accidental' trip to the gay bar. Levi was makin' a joke or something, right?

So it were then, with their eyecontact, that he was gonna know just how much Levi planned tah play this up for a laugh.


Levi wasn't laughing, even in the face of Mark's cocky grin. "I've known for a long time," he said quietly. "Since we were little." He turned his gaze back to the nearly frozen lake. "Do you hate me now?" That was his biggest fear and he held his breath, waiting forr Mark's response.

"You fer real?" He tilted his head to the side as he looked at him, still waiting for the joke to fall. Still wondering if Levi was about to punch him and laugh at him fer bein' a fool for believing it fer even one second.

But the seconds kept passin as as they did, it seemed like gravity had gotten to be more. That movin' or knowing the right thing tah say would be difficult. Alls he knew tah say was, "Hate you? Yah feckin' stupid or something? Nah." The ash of his cigarette got long and had been burning more like a stick of incense than anything. He put it to his lips and took a drag.

Levi was for real and he was very nearly quaking in his boots, waiting for Mark's response. He just knew for sure that their friendship was over, if it ever was the same again. But Mark reacted as Levi should have known he would. "I'm not stupid," he defended. "Just afraid to lose my best friend." He turned to Mark and for a moment thought to hug him. Instead those hands stayed in his pockets and he nudged Mark with his elbow. "So, kind of brings new light to our get away plans at the bars, doesn't it?"

"Yeah, well, I didn't go tah college or nothin' but that doesn't mean I got some tiny, biggoted brain, yah know?" Mark kicked at a rock and it skittered over the face of the glen's water like the rock they both wished they'd given a toss earlier. It made the waters lose that creepy-stillness they had, like there was some kinda body in there they was hiding.

Then he shoulder bumped Levi and gave him a smirk, "Well, yeah, iffin yah nursin' some kinda crush on me then that weren't gonna work. But we's wingmen, right? Yah jist leavin' me more of the women and that's... I guess, feckin' better than most wingmen does."


Levi's smile reflected his elation that Mark wasn't going to be hating on him. "Yeah, I should have known better than to be nervous. But we used to joke about gay guys, you know?" He shrugged and then kicked another rock into the water. The ripples were intersecting the ones Mark had made. "Yeah, we'll always be wingmen," he agreed. "Told Quinn that I've kissed you more than any other man alive."


"Why yah tell Quinn that?" And a second or two after Mark straightened his back and tossed his cigarette tah the ground, "Ah, I get it nawh. Why you was bettin' on him at the auction and all dat business. Why he's about the scene, anyhows." Heel of his shoe put out the cherry and he exhaled, lines of grey out his mouth and then a shrug, "Well, if I can't scare yah straight with my kiss then there's naht a doubt that you're on the path you meant for."

Levi Clark

Date: 2015-12-18 21:25 EST
Levi looked over at Mark, his lips bit to keep from replying. He saw when the light went on and Mark put two and two together. He then nodded his head and his smile grew more naturally. "Well this went much better than I ever imagined. In one version you slit my throat and shoot me in the balls," he admitted. "Thanks, Mark," his voice dropped and he nudged Mark with his elbow again.


"It naht my business much who do who," he said with a small shrug of his shoulders, "We had a spinster or two growin' up that I suspect jist had girlfriends and not just girls who was friends." Mark wasn't his father's generation. In some ways, Levi's timing had been right for it. With the older generation there was more snubbing and worrying about if. Mark, though? He was a bottom-line kinda guy. If the work got done and things happened right, a person could be purple with orange spots.

"I'm guessin' Billie dan't know. You want me tah tell her or... whut?" It was something that could hurt a girl's esteem, sure enough. With Billie losing weight like she was, he weren't sure if this would bring her relief or if it would be another blast tah her.

"No, she didn't know, doesn't know." He shook his head and went back to staring at the lake. "I mean to tell her, apologize to her. It wasn't her fault. I shouldn't have tried to play house. It's just... she was throwing herself at me and it was easy, you know? I thought that maybe if I was with a woman that I've always known..." he shrugged. The plan had failed miserably. "But it's on me, Mark. I did the damage, I need to start the repairs."


"I won't say a word tah her then, it's business between tha two of you." Which was how he preferred it, really. Mark didn't like bein' in the middle of something personal, even if it was his sister and best friend. She might even find relief in it, might even come to think that the fallout weren't on account of her, but other things.

He turned his head away to yawn against his shoulder and then jammed both his hands in his jacket pockets in the hopes of working up some warmth that were there, "Is that what been weighin' on yah?"

"Good, good," he murmured and nodded his head. He had an idea about how to go about apologizing to Billie, if she'd even talk to him. He looked to Mark when he yawned and that encouraged a yawn and stretch out of Levi. "Yeah, ever since Quinn showed up I wanted to tell you everything, because I always tell you everything." As evidenced by the texts to Mark about banging Billie. "But I didn't know how."


"I figured. Usually I'm havin' tah tell yah tah shut it and naht tah tell me what's on your mind." Mark gave him a smile that said he were teasing. Levi really weren't that silly with his gabbing, naht like some folks he was having to deal with, anyways. His eyes went past their shoulders, to tah light of a dying or newborn bonfire that caste an orange color on what woulda been a grey and blue evening, "I get what yah mean, though, about naht knowing how tah put somethin' into words for other people." It was the best ways to summarize often how he were feelin'.

"You noticed that?" Levi quirked a brow at Mark and then laughed at the tease. He nudged Mark again and then laughed out loud. He felt lighter than air and like he could do cartwheels around the lake! "Not everyone will take the news well, but so long as I have your support..." he shrugged. "I'm really glad you didn't freak out. I've never been so happy, Mark. I don't have to hide anymore." He offered Mark a bright smile then.

"So listen, I was thinking."


"Feck, how long I known yah? You think I don't got ears or eyes on yah? Especially when it was you and BB?" He shook his head at him as if disappointed and turned so that his frame were facing the bonfire, "Nah, naht everyone will, especially naht the older types but you got position over 'em you if you wanna press it."


"I do want to press it. I think Quinn could be a real assett to the camp. He's already bagged a huge elk. It's in the stew, it's in the burgers, it's in everything. He can hunt and wants to hunt for us." He bit his lips and put his hands into his pockets. "What do you say? Can he become one of us?"

"What? Become one?" Mark wrinkled his nose at the idea. It was disdainful and theere was a small shrug, "Let 'em hang around a bit. Yah got the rose colored glasses on right now. He give yah a year then he's as good as a brother. I dun mind him bein' here jist..." there was a small shrug. Mark was more hesitant about bringing a stranger in the fold than dealing with homosexuality.


Levi nodded his understanding and deferral to Mark. It was his camp and Levi wasn't going to belabor the point. "There's something else you need to know," he blew out a breath and rocked on his feet. "He's a werewolf. We're going to Kentucky for Christmas and taking Keirra with us. It's some wolf related thing with his ex. That's a whole other story that's a mess." He waved his hand and shook his head as if he could be rid of it by doing so.

"What?" Mark spat on the ground and then frowned. That was more upsetting than anything else. He looked at Levi and shook his head, "You know that they be a cursed people, the werewolves? And that it's naht like a piece of paper yah sign tah be part of them? Yah playin' with fire, Levi. I'm naht aiming tah have my camp infected." Infected, like an illness were afoot.

Levi Clark

Date: 2015-12-18 21:25 EST
"I know. He swears he won't hurt me. It's why we're going away for Christmas. He and his ex are going to do something," he shrugged. Levi really didn't understand most of it. "He means no harm, Mark. And if he accidentally bites me?" he shrugged and then sighed. "I'll move away from the circuit." He looked to Mark then. "But I'll never stop being your attorney."


"Oi, well, it's always a smooth ride when ex's are involved." Mark frowned, and maybe that was some of his own bitter and not so aged experience shining through when he said it. He took steps towards the heart of camp, deciding that the bonfire was desireable since the cold were creeping into just about every part of him, "If he accidently bites you? You think I will forgive that?" He looked over his shoudler at Levi like he were stupid, "Yah naht known the man even a month and you think a life change like that just be all right? I get that you happy you found yourself, but for Christ's sake don't go thinkin' it's no happily ever after. Yah both got ex's, we be at the age where we knows everything's got an end."


Levi turned to walk with Mark. His head was hung low and he was half a step behind. "I'm not dumb, Mark. But he's not playing me for a fool. You should have seen..." he stopped there and thought about it. Quinn had been awfully torn up when he came back from seeing his ex and the ex's fiance at the bar. Quinn had explained the emotions behind it, but Mark's notions were leaving seeds of doubt in his mind. "Anyway, he's teaching me to shoot the 9 mil with the silver bullets and told me to shoot him if the wolf ever came at me."


"Well, jist dan't be some fool kid in love, okay? It's easy in the beginning tah love and be loved, but the glamour wear off and then see what you get. Then you know if it were some kinda infatuation or some kinda real thing." Had Mark retained anything beyond the glamour? The glits and the momentary high that came with the first union, the first 'I like you' confessed under a moon? Maybe naht. Then again, Levi probably knew he were talkin' tah a man that was more bitter than appreciative of love and what it could do. There were no Pheonix rising from his ashes, naht jist yet. Once they was by the bonfire he loaded it up with a few more logs, "Quinn can park at campside if he like, just make sure he honor the peckin' order and all that jazz."

Levi was helping to drop logs into the fire and when he tossed the last one in, he turned to Mark. Every syllable of every word had been heard, digested and moved around in his brain. He grinned at Mark and then lunged to tackle him with the intent on giving his best friend a noogie. He smooched his cheek loudly and then hugged Mark. "So, now you've got to tell me what's all on your mind." He let go of Mark and glanced back at his RV. "Let's go inside so we can talk without the ears and tongues wagging. Ok?"


"Oi yah lug!" Near knocked tha wind outta him. He hit the ground, naht much of any resistance on account of Levi gettin' the elemtn of surprise. The noggie were a success and he swatted at him, rubbing the kiss off at it were playfull smacked at him, "Whut on my mind?" He chuckled at him and regained himself, adjusting his coat so it were so twisted about him, "Yah got the skinny on jist about everythin'." But he were agreeing with him, walking tah his RV anyhows.


It was good to see the smile back on Mark's face and to hear his genuine laugh. He draped his arm around Mark's shoulders as they headed to the RV. "I think Quinn might be still naked, but he won't stay that way for long," he chuckled and lifted his foot up backwards and to the side to knock Mark with the side of his foot. "There should be a fresh pot of coffee going and we're going to head to the store later if you want to come along."


"Nahhh... nah, you go do what yah gotta do." Mark stopped at the door of his caravan and then looked towards Levi's and gave it a nod, "I gots tah catch up on the phonecalls and everythin' else, yah know?" His arms folded over his chest as he looked tah Levi and then away, in some direction which seemed far off but not so far that it didn't hold his thoughts a moment. Then he focused back on Levi, "Text me when yah go tah the store, I think I'm hurtin' fer some things."


Levi stopped where he was and looked over at Mark with raised brows. There was mud on the both of them, as if they'd been scrapping. "Hey Mark?" His smile grew and he gave him that big, doe eyed look. "Thanks, bro." He held up his fist, waiting for a knuckle bump.


There were plenty on Levi that he should not feel such relief, or so he thought. Quinn were a walking, talking infectious time bomb, one he weren't gonna forgive if it went off. Him being a werewolf was a bigger issue, more than anythin' they had talked about. Levi were cocky, though, almost dismissive of his concern. Maybe he never saw anybody get eaten so it weren't nothing but a fairytale or a far-away but naht-so outcome.

But Mark smiled and fist bumped him, reaching back tah catch the handle of his trailer, "Yeah, well, don't leave meh any messes tah clean up, yeah?" Always had to sound a bit grouchy and half-smiling, didn't he?