Topic: The Will of Thorns (18+)

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-08-01 09:46 EST
The humidity was stifling, suffocating. The man was coated with a sheen of sweat that was partially from the heat in the room, partially from fear.

Indifference was a borderline to insanity. A thin line that was walked. Her return was meant for a bang, an explosion, a wild unrelentless snap to send the whole world shaking.

The man whimpered. She couldn't blame him. It must be uncomfortable. Hours bound to a chair. Naked and gagged. The man was a fool.

Even in hours that could mean his death he couldn't contain his excitement. No opportunity to shield himself.

They'd gone far past the hours of shame.

Perhaps it had been a wrong look, a poor choice of words that had set her off.

Ignited her fury as an inferno that even Dante would wince at.

He mewled like a poor kitten needing the milk of mother for survival.

"What? I can't hear you."

Her voice was embers, smoldering around a growl that a rabid dog would question the boldness of.

"I forgot. You lost your tongue."

Nails were examined, a bit of blood flicked away from beneath.

"Really should learn... when to keep your mouth shut."

He really had been a dear boy, fresh over the age of twenty but yet he still smelled like young grunt militia. A promising soldier, even more promising killer yet he had to go and open his mouth. Wag his tongue about her partner in crime.

That... just was not allowed.

"I almost feel sorry for you. You have a family?"

He shook his head earnestly, pleading eyes. The vain attempt to barter with the Coyote.

Fingers clutched at his throat, the dull bit of metal snapped away from his throat even as the blade sank in deep into his flesh. Under ribs and a motion of wrist had it jerking up.

"I'll make sure to send them a post card."

A sneer as the blade was unsheathed from his flesh. Smooth as a knife withdrawn from butter.

Tongue smoothed out, licked the blade clean. A lean against the wall. Chartreuse eyes as bright as christmas lights as she slowly watched the light die from his eyes.

Bloody palm crushed the dog tags of the latest victim. It would go with the collection.

A pity the boy was so young, but he would be made a lesson of.

They would learn to keep their mouths shut if they wanted to live...

"Clean it up. Take care of it."

She didn't wait to see if the orders were taken. She knew they would be. Old habits died hard but when it came to the nature of the woman, Brilyah would know where home was.

The b*tch was back and painting the town red. Welcome basket to Rhy'din held not fruit.

Born of Blood and Fire. A crack of neck as the blade was resheathed at her spine.

There was someone she had to see...

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-08-02 10:39 EST
There was a side road taken on that long path to final destination. She wore those dog tags like talismans. Washed clean of blood. One could only stand the stink and stick of blood for so long. After a fresh kill was one thing, hours later not preferred by the Trickster.

Brothers in Arms. The thought amused her when they took vows of honor and yet would betray their own. The thought disgusted her. She had no sympathy for them, their spawn, the mothers that were likely harlots spreading legs to breed such sorry excuses of life and flesh.

The warehouse was unlocked, one of the Special Ops boys was still tied down and gagged. He bled but not enough to kill. Merely a slow warning.

Grin cutting slips she straddled his lap, pulling the dog tag of his best friend from her throat. Waved it like a pendulum before his eyes.

"Will you talk now or do I need to get the answers myself?"

The gag was pulled down from his mouth. Raw throat managed to spit out the words.

"Fvck you, you b*tch."

"Mm... I cannot say I'm on the menu."

Dismissive, a barking bit of laughter.

Very well. He had made his choice.

The gag restuffed in his mouth. Hands placed on the sides of his head as the woman used those talents that would drain and devour. Give her the answers she wanted. The knowledge she needed to complete that list of victims to be executed.

Never betray. It should be rule number one.

The gag could do nothing to suppress the screams of pain, of horror.

Moments later nothing more then a shriveled up, empty shell of a man.

"Mm. The outside reflects the inside now."

The gas tank poured over body. Doused walls.

There was a burn in her eyes. No lighter necessary to set the world on fire when it came to Brilyah.

The warehouse exploded into a flame as she walked away from it, slinging a new pair of dog tags around her neck.

Mental checklist marked, it was time to find old hunting buddies.

It felt so damn good to be back...

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-08-16 20:31 EST
Another night. Another order. Another kill to be planned.

Shoulders rolled restlessly. In the dinge of a rented room she sprawled out naked, thick in the throes of restless slumber. The woman rarely if ever slept.

Sigh breathing in the night as claws extended and raked against her flesh leaving red welts.

Brilyah knew then she was not alone. Still she remained, working breathing to appear deep in the claim of sleep.

Some would not do their homework and that was an advantage for her.

He smelled of the field, of ammo and steel, gun powder and sweat. Any other moment and the scent of the man would drive the Coyote to other notions but now was the time to be focused.

The nature of Brilyah on the Hunt or the Kill was one of intense focus. Matter of fact intent. When she hunted the world went quiet around her and she was centered in that moment.

Brilyah could feel his breath on her neck as he leaned over her. Knew he was ready to draw the Colt to press to her temple.

Aware there would be a silencer to blow her brains out.

Waiting till that final moment when she felt that steel press to temple for hand to snap out and ensnare wrist. Quick twist and snap.

It was such a lovely sound. Broken bones and sinew. That grunt of pain.

A struggle that left the naked form of the Coyote standing above the man that was sent to kill her.

Bare foot on his chest as gloved fingers curled around the gun.

Such a lovely twist.

This turn of events.

These were moments well worth waking up to.

The gun went off, bullet implanted deep between the eyes.

It was then the woman set to busy work.

A few hours later and she left the room with[a new set of dog tags strung around her neck and a few extra mementos.

If questioned no one would recall the face or name of the woman that occupied the upstairs room. A dead body found missing fingerprints, shaved free of all hair, and savagely enough teeth had been pulled right out of the mouth of the soldier.

Everything else burned away with acid that would leave knowledge of who this man was. The inn would just assume it was a purchased night with a harlot gone wrong.

Somewhere down the road a buckskinned beauty would whistle a haunting melody

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-08-18 18:29 EST
Once upon a time...

Was that not how the fairytales always began? Once upon a time?

Once upon a time there was a girl, a young girl with beautiful gold hair and rich green-gold eyes that resembled sunlight on newborn leaves of green. A girl that was wiry and leggy as a wild filly. Who always smiled and laughed, who believed the story always ended with happily ever after

The Coyote stood before the sink, rubbing the blood from her hands as chartreuse eyes locked on her reflection in the mirror. Jaw working as her mind worked overtime. This return from Rhy'din was becoming to be a reminder of past. A converging of old and new.

Sigh exhaled, fingers gripping on the porcelain of sink. Head bowed and shoulders rolling. Tested nerve endings long since dead, felt the silver plates there. Knew how they marked a path against and over the black tribal. Fire imprint was no longer scars.

Once upon a time this little girl loved a boy. Loved him with a heart that believed it could never break. Never shatter. That death was just transcendence. Believed him when he told her he loved her. Believed him to the day she caught him rutting in sheets with her sister. She couldn't find the heart or strength to hate him... but oh her sister... her sister she could hate.

Fingers traced a line at hip. Imprint. Daring touch. No possession. No one to bind her. Dillon had learned that well. They had been through everything together. Hell and Back. Through machete wielding derby girls and Caritas... through the Seths and Steele.

Touch lifted. Traced a line that became a rune on mirror. Watched as the glass bubbled, contorted. Knight's Errant couldn't burn her when she was made of fire.

Once upon a time Brilyah had a sister. A sister of fire and deceit. Ill matched to Brilyah's own fire. Keep them contained. Keep them calm. Lest they become wildfire. Sisters meant as Valkyries. A sister that would die by kinblood. Never once would Brilyah believe that betrayal should go without payment. Without price. Without a pound of flesh. Brilyah would collect.

Tricky. Dillon. Alain. Fio of the many faces and names.

Past falling into present.

Glance over shoulder. Took in the arsenal. The artillery. Her weapons. Dressing again finding the broken in breeches, the thin black shirt worn loose with plunging neckline.

Jacket slung on to hide the shoulder holster. Other weapons chosen. Finally the gloves slipped on. Always the gloves. Ever since the project, Brilyah had been changed. Still she had found the off-switch. Lucky her that she learned to keep her entire body from doing what her hands did. True weapons.

Once upon a time a little girl became a woman-child introduced to rape and carnage. Introduced to pain, knowing of torture that could break a spirit. Break it down to a solitaire fiber only to be... recreated. Once upon a time this little girl lost her innocence and her heart and find only hatred and death to keep her sane when the nightmares came again. Still so beautiful with gold mane and green-gold eyes... but those eyes were long since to know the turn of spring

Gold had become buckskin but give the woman a light and perhaps it would gleam again. Green-gold aged into wary chartreuse. A work of jaw as she walked out into the night to a town where her past conflicted and bonded with her present.

Once upon a time someone had told Brilyah it was easier to weild a blade then a man's heart. That the weight of a blade was lighter then the weight of a man's heart in her hands.

To this day she found the best way to hold a man's heart was when it had been carved out of his chest by a sharp serrated knife.

It was only fair...


Brilyah would not dare to hold in her hands or honor a man's affection of heart born love if she would never trust any to offer her the same. Allow them to get that close.

A body was one thing. The heart... another.

Once upon a time... Brilyah had loved... and a times... the Coyote still would mourn for that little girl lost

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-08-19 13:38 EST
It's not like I made my self a list
Of new and different ways to murder your heart
I'm just painting that's still wet,
If you touch me I'll be smeared
You'll be stained
Stained for the rest of your life

Cross hairs and barbed wire. It was how the world felt as more of the past crawled into the present. She needed a spar. A fight. A battle. Something sharp and brutal. Tension relief.

Dillon long had gone prowling on some excursion or another. They all had their orders after all. Restless the Coyote flipped the serrated knife in her hand. The other tossing a card in the air that should have fallen to the floor... not enough time. The knife pinned it to the wall as she stalked closer.

So turn around, walk away
Before you confuse the way we abuse each other
You're not afraid of getting hurt
And I'm not afraid of how much I hurt you

I'm well aware I'm a Danger to my self
Are you aware I'm a danger to others?
There's a crack in my soul
You thought it was a smile

Whatever doesn't kill you...
It's gonna leave a scar
Whatever doesn't kill you...
It's gonna leave a scar
Leave a scar
Leave a scar
Whatever doesn't kill you, it's gonna leave a scar


Inspected the card of the Knife. Read it round its rectangle surface of location of warehouse. Chartreuse depths snapped close as the blade was pulled free from card. The card taken and palmed. Shoved in pocket like a dark mine treat.

Pins and Needles. Death and Despair. More and more she was asked what brought her here. Brought her back. Did they mean back to life or back to this hell hole better known as Rhy'din.

Damn but she wish she knew. It didn't matter her daughter was here. She could give a damn less about the Huntress. Reminded her like an old wound of things she'd rather forget.

I'm more like a silver bullet
And I'm like a gun, not easy to hold
I'm moving fast and if I stay inside your heart
I'm certain that this will be
The end of your life

So turn around, walk away
Before you confuse the way we abuse each other
You're not afraid of getting hurt
And I'm not afraid of how much I hurt you

Dillon would be back and there would be simplicity in chaos. Back to balance. A hunting partner. The blade was flipped in hand before sheathed. Broken in breeches and the black fabric of shirt with plunging neckline.

She needed a fight. A spar. A battle. A cut. A blood draw.

Something to accomodate for that off kilter off balance sensation that could drive a Coyote mad.

Smile curved sharp with the blade of knowledge on her lips.

Brilyah knew exactly who she wanted to test out for that battle.

After all... if a Coyote would swallow the moon, why wouldn't she go for the highest piece in the game.

Screw the Queen. Take the King. Watch the kingdom crumble and fall...




(lyrics- Marilyn Manson 'Will Leave a Scar' )

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-08-20 13:45 EST
'We aren't in the business of assassins'
'I am more then this. Do not pigeonhole me ever. Men have died for less

Her body stretched, feeling the silver plates cling and clutch. Pierced near to soul. The Coyote had a bit of madness, a slick bit of sanity fading but she was not a solitaire facet.

The gloves were fixed on her hands as she smirked down to them idly, the first position taken, chosen. Held. Strange that the Norse and Native American bred and born Coyote would find yoga as a bit of center. Balance.

In the morning hours, hair braided back she was a glistening creature of sun mate worship.Summer solstice, Desert Heat. Coyote wildfire. In the rise burn of dawn she was all of these things.

A side of her not exposed. This calm. This center. Only Dillon saw this side of the Coyote.

The quiet. The stillness.

The smoldering burn that she resonated with.

Loose black yoga pants, the sports bra exposed those scars that decorated her flesh as much as the tattoos. Scars that scrawled like pieces of a puzzle. Jigsaw work replaced.

Black Tribal. Dark Fire and Raven silver shine.

Salutation to the sun. Chartreuse closed.

There was more then one level. More then one facet.

She banished the memory of the black ops from her mind. The intelligence operations she so easily had contrived. Get in and get out.

Brilyah was a pro.

Codename: Karma.

All things happen for a reason.

Fio of the many faces. The Baron. The Knife.

Past and present twisting and merging like summer heat crawling into the territory of autumn praise.

A lick of lips.

Snap the marrow, lick it clean. Search for the core that was molten burn. Quicksand soul.

That damnable pup, snarling over the nature of wolves and coyotes.

No pet. No treat. Killer. Hunter. Guardian. Amazon. Valkyrie. Villian. Coyote. Trickster. Loki's kin. Raven mother's spawn.

Death Valley Queen.

In the end there was more then this. So many secrets. So many stories left untold.

Greeting the dawn the woman found not a need for the Hunt but the need to fit a resting place of friends and foes, adversaries and kinship.


Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-08-26 20:45 EST
Dark alleys were mud wrought and gloomy. It was the back drop of a kill as the scent of blood and death, despair and carnage ran rampant through her senses. These were the moments and the hours that the Coyote treasured.

In the back alleys she roamed, hunting as a sleek, stalking predator in the oil thick hours of the night. The Coyote tonight was the Amazon lurking in streets hardly to promise a path to Valhalla. Those moments of victory and eternal reward for death in battle were far long gone. Loki?s daughter was not so forgiving these days.

The recent kill disposed of in her precise and swift method. No trace of blood. No imprint. No stain to give the Coyote away. She looked up knowing that soon the morning sun would rise and the dance of death would be put to rest at least for another day.

It was a fine hunt. Brilyah could not help but grin a cruel bladed smile of satisfaction of knowing that life was coming full circle. Dillon had returned and as ever would be her partner in crime. Her set revenge was completed in a shiny set of dull metal dog tags. Those dog tags would ever be the souvenirs and collections to keep her content and satiated in the knowledge that she looked after her own.

A Coyote?s game to play of trickery and mischief had converged into the killing dance. Connections had been made, red lines that would cross and move from here to here. Quiet until one was left standing.

Still there was Tricky and the Wolf to consider in the promise of the Hunt.

Dillon would be home soon.

Yes. This year would be the Coyote?s.


Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-09-01 15:57 EST
Nature versus nurture. The million dollar question. With a Coyote there was no nuture. These were days after finding her sister rutting in the sheets with her love, days after the death of sister by blood kin.

There was so much blood. Battlefiled soaked. Years later this visual to a Coyote would be a Glory Road. Today it left a violent twist in her stomach.

Groans and cries would ring in the future as bliss and pleasure to a Coyote. To the young Brilyah it was anguish. Torment.

"Brilyah. Please. I beg of you."

She was dizzy with the sensation. The smell. The scene. She collapsed before the soldier, looking above his chest for that which rested below was a ruined mess.

"Ask what you wish."
"Send me to Valhalla."

Green-gold eyes glistened. Never would she shed a tear. In the eyes fo a warrior tears were a weakness. The dagger was raised high above her head. Descent to end a life. Energy rippled within and without. Spilled from her palms and crawled up her arms.

A piece of the soldier would remain in her. Forever. She took a little each day. Her Gift. Her Curse.

"May you find a fine war where you go."

"I can take this pain from you, Brilyah..."

Her eyes lifted, finding the presence of a pale man with silver shock white of hair. He was not of the age to be a gray man.

"Let me be your Salvation." With no where else to go, she would rise and follow.



Valhalla. More like Hell. It had been decades since those blessings had passed her lips. Come the visit of the self-proclaimed 'Savior' it all had gone to hell in a hand basket.

Brilyah would be the Coyote carrying that basket.

Broken. Beaten. Abused in so many ways. One had to be broken down in order to be reconstructed.

Blood altered and those powers manifested. Her hands would not just take small measures now but handfuls.

It would change her. Mark her. Imprint her and Alter her.

Absorption of soul, genes, energy patterns by a mere touch would make her a Reckoning. A wild Reaper.

Her mind perhaps had snapped.

The Fire kept her tempered. The Coyote kept her wild. Balance was a dangerous game.

Thin lines ever drawn and they were blood red.

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-09-10 06:25 EST
Life and Nights were not meant for Nightmares when you yourself were the Nightmare. The alleys and dark corners of the marketplace had become a hunting ground of sort.

The brazen nature of those within Rhy'din amused her at times. Dangerous meat bags with their petty minds. It made the Coyote want to paint the town red.

Law enforcement and the retaliation of the villians and most evil sorts all had their resources for proving a point.

Watching the strewn up figure of multilated males, Brilyah could not help but wrinkle her nose, that bark of laughter bitten back as chartreuse eyes glittered with a sheen that was borderline insanity.

Buckskin braids were slicked back with her palm as she walked away from that violent 'point'. She never was one for public displays of her destruction to get a point across. No, the Coyote needed no pat on the back or cry for attention.

Cries should be screams of terror and pain, anguish and pleads for salvation from a reaper.

Chartreuse flicked away, attention returned to the weapons master kiosk. Coyote grin with a baring of teeth at the moon. A few new toys, a few new tricks up her sleeves.

Thoughts strayed as she weighed the knife in her hand, thumb brushing its serrated edge.

The Knife had mentioned Dillon wasn't the same, missing his metal. The Coyote wouldn't have a care in the world till the point came where he was without his weapons[ in public. She would be worried then.

For now she'd amuse herself that just the mere mention of her hunting partner's name made the Sinner scowl.

Already the fun was beginning. New toys claimed she disappeared in the alleys, that eerie whistle of hers trailing an omen drenched song.

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-09-15 14:02 EST
A long time ago. Far Far Away. The Frozen Lands once called home. She stood silent as she listened into her lessons. The honing of the Blade. The preparation of one meant to be Valkyrie.

Her head rose as she held on to that blade. Watching over a land stained by war. Some were meant for death. Others though had a will to live.

In the worst wars she found a boy, not even a man. Her heart went to him as her fingers smoothed his hair from his brow as she removed his helmet.

"Am I dying."
"Perhaps."
"I do not wish to die."
"You were a fierce warrior, you should be proud."

A faint smile touched her lips. Woman-child Brilyah was. Gave him water to slack his thirst.

"Will you stay with me till the time comes?"
"I will."

And there she would sit, curled at his side as she told him stories, fables of her people. A warrior of a clan that was her own clan's enemy... but Valhalla did not segregate the Vikings. The Warriors.

Something of a will. The boy was determined. He lived through the night. Through the worst of it. He had kissed her before he left. Before his Tribe came for him.

They had caught her, meaning to take her as a prize. Had touched her. Till the saved warrior spoke a protest. The Clan Leader's son she learned.

He left her there on the barren, bloody lands. Saving her life as a slave to his people in exchange for the life she had saved in him.

There were many great years meant for him. He would become a Ruler. She saw it in his. His soul when he spoke.

She never saw him again...

Shuddering she woke from the vision, the memory of a past she kept locked away. Weak, soft hearted girl that she considered nothing more then an illusion. Something made up.

Surely the woman child of her past was not the same women as the one Brilyah had become.

Or so she would think.

There were those becoming drawn to her. Moon Runner, Pretty Kitty, Little Vixen... and Shades.

Shades.

She stirred in bed. Felt a tangle of limbs. Secure protection of arms. Iron grip. She would have to struggle to escape his hold.

Something in her spirit whispered that she didn't want to struggle. Didn't want to leave.

She frowned in the night, staring at the ceiling. The girl of her past was supposed to be long gone. Spirit dead and yet... she felt that naive girl-child was coming back to life in her soul.

Brilyah blamed him for it all.

Even with blame, with accusations on her tongue... she could not help but think of how she saw the mountains in his eyes and thought of Valhalla.

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-09-15 16:59 EST
Strange hours. Twisting turns of events. She had spent half of the evening staring at the wall unable to sleep as her mind ran rampant circles. Her lips pursed as her mind drifted through the dreams she had moments earlier, sifting through them like one might a spirit walk.

The Norsk cared nothing for the coyotes and respected the crows but they would still look at Loki and call him a Trickster god. A gloved hand lifted, rubbed along her face as her brows furrowed. Knowing well she kept locked deep within her spirit the silent stories of her past. Stories of a woman-child pure and na?ve, gentle spirited and warm hearted who held a nature born of love. All of the stories of a Cherokee woman who had found herself far away from the lands of home and ended in the frozen lands as a slave. Knowing the story would continue about a Viking clan leader that had taken to love that little Cherokee woman and offered him two daughters with spirits of fire.

One daughter so bold and brazen with corn wild hair, eyes ink dark the other golden haired with a worship nature to the wilds. Both were raised, meant to follow a path that would bless them in the afterlife as Valkyries one for their pure spirit, one for their bold nature. Give and Take, a father could not be more proud.

The gold haired one, little warrior she had become with a talent towards animals, and a skill with a knife and sword. The ink dark eyed daughter carried the will of one who could trick and survive.

Their mother claimed the dark eyed daughter a raven ready to fly, the green-gold spirit of the other as a coyote willing to always chase the moon and follow that long winding spirit path.

Could Brilyah?s mother really have made an omen she had not realized? Did her Cherokee mother and Viking father realize that Brilyah?s spirit was not strong but weak and able to break at the moment of betrayal by a sister? Or that even to this day she wore the black fire tribal on her flesh to make a fool and catch a raven lest they come back to haunt her. That the metal plates of mirrored silver were to throw off a black eyed bird?s fascination so that the trick could be the Coyote?s to possess this time around.

Brilyah worried that her sister would return to haunt her even when her sister was so long dead. There were many sins of her past that would mark her as forsaken. Some of the more recent ones Brilyah had left on her daughter?s shoulders. She did not despise her daughter she despised what she represented. Ariahn was a living, breathing, walking representation of a broken heart, a broken family.

Ariahn?s father had left her, her sister had betrayed her, her pack had turned their back on her. Why trust?

Why trust anyone at all. Save for Dillon. The loophole in the rule, he was because time and time again he had proved her willing to trust him and to watch her back.

A glance to the side knowing in the thick dark she could see the thick, strong outline of Go. In slumber she?d allow and will herself to touch him with a far more gentle hand then she would when he was awake. Learning gradually in the dark the lines and art of him.

Yet now there was another, creeping under her skin trying to work his way in. To her heart and her soul the man with eyes like hers had thrown her world upside down. She could see mountains in his eyes like he would see the coyote and the dark fire in her eyes. He was Valhalla to her and he never would know? because she never would tell him.


Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-09-20 22:53 EST
(Muse- Undisclosed Desires http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPu-uzrXM-U Lyrics and the motivation of the melody for Briar's lil 'sword dance)


I know you've suffered,
But I don't want you to hide,
It's cold and loveless,
I won't let you be denied

Soothing,
I'll make you feel pure,
Trust me,
You can be sure

Unexpected. A pack found. Dillon. Shades. Pretty Kitty. Moon Runner. Black Cat. Red. Perhaps it would only expand and grow. Till the shifters and the weres were claimed like violence and sin in her spirit and her body.

The Moon Runner had given herself over. Submitted. Offered the throat for the Coyote's teeth to graze and slide into. Taking blood, that coppery taste to claim her as beneath the Coyote,and Brilyah as Alpha.

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers,
That you're wicked and divine,
You may be a sinner,
But your innocence is mine

Violence and Sex. Food and Survival had ever kept her drive. Claiming Red as her own as much as she claimed Shades. Godric and Go. Hers. A close of eyes as the meditation of her spirit was spilling out a basking rush of heat as the blade was snatched up. Her body moved a rhythm as if there was a melody, a demented lyric and sensual sway of soun that she would work through.

Sword Dance. Stripped down till only Black fire and The metal plates claimed flesh. Scattered light from the moon as that empty circle in the forest became her place. The old battlesword weighed in her hand. Antiquity wrought with the old memories. Nostalgia.

Please me,
Show me how it's done,
Tease me,
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Her body was exquisite. Sensual and sinuous. Sinew slick with sweat as her movements found a new dance. Smoothing through the sword motions. It had been long since she held the Valkyrie blade. Memories invested.

When she closed her eyes she saw mountains.

They never have left from the lids of her eyes since finding Shades. He wouldn't know. Couldn't know. Just like the unspoken between her and the Law. If there was talk of love it was summed up to hallucination or possession.

Speak of love and you give the Coyote or the Law an excuse for Exorcism attempts or worse. Execution.

Please me,
Show me how it's done,
Trust me,
You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask,
I want to exorcise the demons from your past,
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

The motions through with for the old Norsk trial and tribulation of sword dance the blade was sank in the ground. Imbedded as she stretched, Closed her eyes, head tipped back and basked in the moon glow that licked the sun heat of her shine.

Lips parted and all that emotion so long kept silent and would remain locked away was voiced into something uncontrolled. Untamed.

The Coyote howl was haunting. Nerve rattling. Soul devouring as a ghost chant.

A moment where the Cherokee bit of soul and the Norsk would understand. Converge. Coveted corruption of the Coyote's soul and a heart unwilling to be shown.

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-09-26 07:09 EST
Trust and open affection, it once had been a rampant beast within her soul. The Coyote had made her mistakes.Had let herself care. Seth had come and her world became focused on the Hunter. A fool's dream of a life that was meant for happy ever after.

Something of the Coyote had learned to love him. She wasn't past her sins though. Taking the mate of the red haired goddess on a long, hot summer night when Seth was gone on one of his adventures. Brilyah had faltered in her wisdom. Had let him in only to have him destroy her spirit. Took her heart.

Brilyah had found that night that she was with child. A daughter. Oblivious in her own right for the unexpected the months had passed with her carrying the child before realization. When she knew she had told Seth... and he... left.

The hatred and violence tore through her spirit, snuffed out every bit of weakness she believed her soul had possessed. She raised Ariahn for a few years till the past came back to haunt her.

Argus was the father. That night the sky burned as Briar snapped, lost all threads of sanity that had to relate to affection. The home she kept was burned to the ground. All that Brilyah saw as her 'past' burned to cinders and remains. Ariahn had been left in the house to burn alive. How foolish of the Coyote to think that a child of a Coyote and a Wolf would not have wit and the urge for self preservation...

Gasping out a breath, the Coyote snapped awake. Hands shoving through sweat tangled hair that for once was not soaked from hours of lust and rutting but from nightmares.

Fingers laced at the back of neck. So many years ago she had walked away from her life. Closed a chapter and shut away her past. Even to the point of killing her own daughter.

Ariahn was smarter then the Coyote expected her to be at three years of age. Just a pup. Brilyah knew nothing of what her daughter had gone through and found she cared nothing and had no desire to know.

Her daughter was a part of the past she wanted to sever from her life. Cut away.

It couldn't benefit her to have a moment of weakness, a moment of visiting the presence of the girl within her spirit who once had stayed with a dying soldier until his last breath. The girl that could love.

A strangled sound in her throat, eyes closing. The past was coming back to her in a new fashion. Not of her past but it felt time was folding back on her.

Fingertips fell, raked claws against her abdomen. None of them could know.

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-10-01 06:31 EST


Up to her elbows in blood. It painted her skin as war paint. The first years of knowing servitude to the self proclaimed 'Savior' had been nothing more then her as the blood hound unleashed in the final moments. Set loose to finish the job so to speak. With that blood there was no recognition of the metal he had plated in her skin, those fierce barbs and sharp edges. Something about the metal made her feel invincible. Permanent armor.

On those war torn lands she paced, taking in the dead and the dying. Lips in a sadistic grin. Something in her reveled in this blood bath. Brilyah could forgot herself in those hours.

Rules were meant to be broken. Twisted and corrupted by the Trickster. It was what Christian had expected of her when he had altered her gift, now wasn't it? Your run of the mill shapeshifter with the Trickster's background of Cherokee and Norse had been offered so much more.

Leech. Chameleon. Soul Taker.

The Savior had a dream of awakening the four horseman in his own lab... and in that lab she was Pestilence. There was no suprise that her eyes would blaze a pretty poison when the gloves came off...

A return to the caverns brought the return of the Coyote in higher spirits then ever before. That sadistic edge perhaps had made itself known that hour but it mattered not.

First blood taken. Mark up and destroy what one held dear and then unleash the Enforcers. They were unleashed for the sake that Briar didn't trust herself when it came to self control.

Easing behind the waterfall her mind was elsewhere as the rough desert warmth of her tongue ran along her gloves, taking up that final bit of blood to be cleaned. She had come far from being Christian's Pestilence. Still sometimes the desire to sicken the world ran rampant.

She shuddered under the thick delight of it within her soul. There were times that so many forgot that deep down, the Coyote was nothing more then a killer. A survivor and trickster.

Bad Mojo. Bad Karma. Even the mountain of a man could run out of luck.

The Moon held no claim on her, she had swallowed that glowing orb down in her throat a long time ago. Still as she found her mate curled in the pelts on the floor of the cavern they now occupied and would soon reveal to the pack there was a hungry, wild growl that eased from her throat.

There were far worse choices a man could do then double cross a Coyote.Smiling in the night, she nuzzled against the crimson mane of her mate and fit her body to his.

Prices to be paid... some she was willing to give more then others. Godric and the pack were priceless to her and she would be damned if any would take them from her.

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-10-12 14:10 EST
"I need Valhalla." Her fingers clenched as she stared down at the man dying at her feet. Pleading with her. Head bowed as the braids at her back stirred against the wind. She stared up at the sky, thick with the smoke of a dozen villages burning down. The screams of women as they were taken and raped. She could not escape this.

Even unseen she could not escape it. Could not take their anguish and pain. Only the promise of a sacred redemption and reward for a proud and fierce warrior. What of the women? What of the others that died?

It was wicked and complex. Nothing she understood but orders. She was clandestined for this. These Trials and Tribulations.

"I will send you home."

Her voice felt dead when she voiced those words. Initiated the killing blow. Spoke those words that would free his soul and send the warrior to the Great Halls of endless dining and delights. Valhalla.

She stared up at that cloudy cinder born sky and cleaned her blade on the dead warrior's shirt. He would be burned later. With death in her eyes she took another step, walked to the next body. Repetition in her soul.

Every life she took made her feel like she was dying a little more each day. Until she felt nothing at all.

Rage. It was Savage stirring within her. So much had surpassed between her 'brothers' that she felt obligated to look after them. Watch out for them. The pair were more trouble and beacons for trouble more then Loki's Daughter herself was.

Her teeth gnashed, jaw clenching as she had watched the Barrister and the not Barrister. The scuffle. The fight that left her drawing off gloves to make sense of which was which.

In between again. The Egyptian had not approved but she had warned him time and time again. He was kin to her, she would serve and protect them both.

In her nightmares, in her dreams it was all a thrashing mess of images. A collapse of Lucien. Ali snarling. Her snarling back. The knife at her throat, the lick to her flesh. The hunger in her eyes. The push toward Ali and the shouting words of warning to get through the Egyptians head to go to Fio. Find her. Save her.

Helping Lucien up. Carrying him to her bed. Setting his nose. Her hands on his body as his shirt was cut open. Giving her energy rather then taking his. Ewan's presence. Ewan taking him home.

Mihaela's protests. Scales in the room and his blood draining down her throat.

Her collapse to her knees when the room was empty and she could reveal that weakness. That weakness that had exposed itself as she had curled beside Lucien, guarding him with her own life.

Bare hands curling to the saurian's wrist. Holding tight and draining till her palms were covered in scales and her eyes were green as a python's slitted gaze. Violence and hunger and rage and fear.

The concern for the pups. Collapsed in Scales lap waiting for Godric to come.

Carried home to the caverns. She woke up screaming as the memories of the saurian twisted and twined with her own.Knowing well all that he had gone through... all that she had been through. Shared. Known. She could not help to wonder if he shared her nightmares to.

Briar Wilthorne

Date: 2009-11-07 07:59 EST
Some things were better left forgotten. Somet things were better left unsaid. Many things were better left in the past but yet there she was.

A rummage through her personal belongings while her mate slept and the Pack was quiet.

The dog tags drawn out. The personal mementos taken from those that had betrayed her and Dillon once. Never again.

Still these did not disturb her as much as the other set of dog tags shoved deep in the corner of the box.

A solitaire word stamped into metal. 'Karma.'

Touching it brought back a flurry of memories. Moments in war as the weapon. Fighting along side Devantious and Argus, Chance and Jere, Patch and A'rion. So many.

Crystal sagas and wars against self proclaimed Saviors.

There was so much she had come from. A hand fell, touched upon her womb and the pups growing within her.

So much had changed.

A look back over shoulder to her sleeping mate.

In these quiet hours would she fear. In these quiet hours she would wonder and worry.

Was a Sadist meant to carry children? A serial killer meant to raise pups with a mate?

What would happen when they were born... would that madness and hunger come again?

So many lives lived. So many names taken and claimed.

Could she change for the better and remain that way? For the sake of the pups for the sake of Godric?

Brilyah was terrified to know the truth and discover it.

What if she could not change and she destroyed them all...

Head bowed and pressed to the cold of the cavern wall, fingers clenching the dog tags.

She was destruction and malice. How easily could that alter and become love.

Easily it seemed. The true test though... was for a Killer to learn to love and hold that love forever and a day.