Topic: Full Circle

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-12-27 17:16 EST
"If you're looking for anyone in there mister, your a few years too late. That place closed down years ago. I remember some brothers and a sister owned it, some well to do family or something. Used to be a school of some kind, or something. Anyways, they ran out all the sudden and never looked back I guess, cause no one has been around since. That was.. Uh, I'd say three, maybe four years now."

Brian remained where he was, and quietly regarded the old building front. It's face weathered, and in somewhat ruin.. The only real evidence on the outside that lent credence to the words of the woman who had spoken to him was the sign atop the door that read "Rav-n-l--k D--o", with it's missing letters and secerely cracked surface. Brian's eyes slowly panned back and forth a moment, as he then closed them a bit. He recalled they day they had first opened this place, their second and last business venture before he left.

"I wish I could remember more, I was a bit busier back then, but I recall it was a school of sorts.. They taugh-"

"Fighting..."

"Fighting? What do you--"

"I mean they taught fighting here, this was a 'Dojo'.. The Ravenlock Dojo. That is exactly what this place was."

"That's the name! You're right! Anyways, I'm surprised I forgot that name, especially with how their names are in the papers, especially the gossip sections. I remember the lavender haired one, what a cutie, and then that older one.. That was an angry boy, if I ever saw one. Such anger and rudeness, I swear! But the sister, she was a gem if I ever saw one, such a pretty girl. Hard to believe she was related to them. But hey what can you do--"

"Family is a mind set, not a right.."

"Huh? What's that mean, mister?"

"It means they were related, more than any family by blood. And still are no less. Anyways, I am off track. Please forgive me. This place looks decent still, no one ever moved in at all.. That's good. squatters are a pain to deal with.. So-"

"Squatters? Wait a minute, you are taken this place?"

"I can't take what is already mine, my dear."

Taking the steps a bit, Brian produced a key and slipped it into the keyhole and turned.. Rather tried to turn. Nothing happened.

"Your eh? Fat lot a bad key will do for ya, mister."

A friendly snicker came forth from the woman, as Brian produced a small can in hand, and sprayed the key hold a few times. Then said can was tucked into his coat pocket once more, and the key tried again. This time, it gave way and the lock turned as the door opened with a loud creak, and shuffle of paper on the floor as piled letters, and such were shifted from their multi-year rest. Dust kicked a bit, and could still be seen in the air, as the darkness gave way to the invited light from the door way. The woman quietly stood there and watched, as Brian turned to her and offered a friendly smile and hand.

"A pleasure to meet you, ma'am. I am Brian.. Brian Ravenlock, the angry one. The cutie is my brother Alexander, and the gem is my sister Jewell."

"It IS you! The bounty hunter no less? Oh, you have to tell me about those stories about you in the paper, was it all true? About the shooting at the dance? The rumor mills and what not? I mean.. I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't, but I am not working and have a lot of free time while the mister is at work, and just love that oracle paper! You used to write for them too, so what happened? And your marriage and divorce, oh wasn't that your second marraige and now you have that pretty little-- I mean, oh I'm sorry! My mouth runs alot with me. Please forgive me. I'm Missus Whitaker, I live on the corner, 2nd floor. My husband works at the forge. And again I'm sorry, it's just they talk about you all a lot , so I can't help but be curious, I mean I'd do the same if that Longden Fellow showed up."

"You mean Talomar? I could arrange a visit if you like, my family and his are 'tied' in a sense with my sister and his wife."

A smirk offered, as Brian pondered a Tara type visit to this woman, and the possible heart attack that would more than likely result from it.

"Oh no, that's alright! I saw those posters of him, for Guv'ner and what not. So what are you doing here, Mister Ravenlock? I mean this place. You guys left this years ago."

"I don't know yet Mrs. Whitaker. But when I figure it out I will let you know. I promise."

A warm smile offered, as he took the stairs once more and stepped into the darkness that was the empty building. Mrs. Whitaker nodded and shuffled off down the road, grabbing the first person she knew and gabbing away, making no effort to hide her gossiping. Brian stood in the darkness a moment, and closed his eyes once more.. His thoughts ran with him, as he recalled years ago and the present at the same time. Words that came and went, love and anger. Rage and sorrow. This place housed a great deal in it's time, and after 4 long years Brian had returned. The real question he had was why.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-12-29 19:27 EST
"I cannae believe you are doing this? You can't talk to me? Can you talk to her? Or maybe the other one? Or instead are you going to just run away?"

"I don't know.. I just don't know."

"I deserved better than this, and they did too.. A shame they or I never got it.

"Just do what's best for you, everything else will fall into
place eventually, and remember so long as there is time, and you and they are alive, there is a chance you can and will be forgiven, sometime."

"Life is about how hard you can take the beatings it tosses at you, and how hard you can hit back. It's about moving foward.. It's about the fight, and little else. You got a beast inside ya, boy? Then unleash it, and free that beast upside some sap who's deserving. Quit your bitching and deal with it, stop pissing and moaning. Cause it hasn't done anything for you has it?"

"So baby? What is it you want?"

"I want to be whole.. To be free, and without bindings. But I--"

"So do it. Just go and do it, easy huh?"

"I got you something... This little blue piece, is you..."


"Name it,.. One favour, one thing you want more than
anything.."

"Alright, I want you to live. Just live your own life."


"That's all!?"

"That's it."

The words faded along with the memories, recent and not so recent.. Brian still remained in the darkness of the abandone building just drinking it all in slowly. And realizing just how much he had missed in those years he had been away from his family, and loved ones. Then again, hind sight was also 20/20 and what not. Moving back outside a moment, Brian recovered a lantern he had left at the doorway, and took a moment to light it, then headed back inside the building to have a better look see. It was just as he had left it over four years ago, granted dirty as hell, and severely coated in dust, yet there it was. Passing thru the reception area, Brian paused a moment as he enter the first sparring room. His eyes widening a bit, as they fell upon the last thing he recalled before he left this place, a single punching large punching bag set up aside the sparring arena.

It had a hole clean thru it's center, and a neat pile of sand underneath, as he neared Brian could male out remnants of the sand that
had exploded from the bag, and settled along a near group of chairs, granted with all the dust once could say it was more memory than actual sand. Still, the bag and pile spoke volumes, as that was one of the last times, Brian and Myst had spoken. In his anger at himself and the world, Brian had destroyed the bag, and truth be told much more relationship wise, with a great many people.

Still, that was then. This is now. A hand lifted and ran over the bag, as Brian continued his way whispering to himself a bit, as he went from room to room, it was amazing.. The flood of memories that came back in a near instant with every familiar sight, as he made his way. The office they all shared, remnants of their pizza shop, they had with Lisa. Old furniture taken from the old Manor they all lived in, with about a half dozen other close friends. Pausing a moment Brian came to a closed door and tried the knob, with no luck. It would not give way.

A swift 'gangbuster' kick later, and it gave way alright.. Maybe not the best way to deal with it, but it was Brian's way. A coughing fit ensued a moment, as the dust had gotten to Brian something bad, covering his mouth a moment, he looked about, while moving farther inside. It was an old weapons room, at the very back was a large banner that hung on the wall. Some reason, Brian ignored all else, and went right for it..

"Pain is temporary, Pride is forever.."

Brian stood there a moment and let the words sink in a bit, as he recalled the day he had put that up, and many have lived by those words for so long. He nodded a moment, replying softly as he looked around the room yet again.

"But what of those who had lost their pride.. Can they too be saved from themselves?"

Suddenly he heard something.. Turning for the door, Brian held the light lower, and could hear steps and a voice.

"Is someone there?"

JewellRavenlock

Date: 2006-12-30 13:45 EST
She lost herself in memories, sometimes. It wasn't a condition solely particular to Jewell Ravenlock by any means. As a young girl, visiting The Lands for the first time, she had met her great-great-great grandmother on her mother's side. She was a very old woman, a faerie, who still looked fairly young (according to mortal standards) and absolutely stunning unless you happened to look into her eyes. It's a cliche in many cultures to say that the eyes act as the windows to the soul, but they do; when Jewell had looked into her great grandmother's eyes for the first time, she had been looking into a very old soul.

Her great-great-great grandmother had been the first person she had clearly seen get lost in memories. Since then, she had noticed it in her other relatives and eventually in herself. Most usually had control over it just as any other person would, visiting good times in daydreams and during the retelling of stories. Sometimes, though, a person could lose that control and find themselves in a waking dream. It happened so rarely to Jewell, she was still more than young for a fae, but it did happen.

Her body took over this time as she reminisced about old family stories, resurrected by the most recent interactions between Brian and Alex. The past took over and she retraced the steps of yesteryear as if she was living there (then) again; how many times had she walked the familiar route to the Dojo in those days? It wasn't the first time she had visited the Dojo since it had closed; when she had first returned to RhyDin and sought out the past she had come here often, trying to hold on to a family that seemed lost in time.

Now, though, she woke as if from a pleasant dream to find herself standing just down the street from it. It was one of the many lucky coincidences in her life that she saw a figure disappearing into the building--Brian, retrieving his lantern, going back inside for a look-see. She withstood a moment of confusion as past and present melded together: the past said it was natural for someone to be going into the Dojo, it was still open for business afterall, while the present saw the broken down sign (an indication that it had been closed for years, now) clearly.

She shook her head, frustrated and trying to clear her mind. The figure was probably just a looter, a few years late and in broad daylight. The past urged her feet onwards, though, to follow that figure inside just as she had followed Brian, Alex, and many a friend inside over the years. She stopped with her hand against the door, wondering wildly what she was doing. She reasoned that, even if it wasn't a looter, she shouldn't allow someone to just enter the old Dojo, to desecrate such an important place in her life.

With an annoyed grumbling to herself, she was obviously starting to lose her mind, she stepped into the dusty old building. She tread carefully, eyes dancing wildly over the familiar set-up. Tears stung her eyes, and she knew they weren't solely from all the dust and dirt. A floorboard creaked under her feather light steps, disturbing her reverie and obviously alerting the other person (so quickly forgotten by her with the onslaught of memories) of her presence.

"Is someone there?"

She grinned upon hearing his voice, this was too much--perhaps she really was still in a dream. "A fairly bad dream," she remarked quietly to herself with another look around before she answered Brian's query. "Whoever you are, come out with your hands up where I can see them before I kick your ass for trespassing!"

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2006-12-30 20:04 EST
Brian remained still, as he lowered the lantern a bit aways, and stood his ground in the middle of the weapons room, his eyes panned left and right as he noted the vast collection of weapons and it all came back to him suddenly, as without a thought he reached out, as 'Tyrsis' came to hand to hand, he readied himself a bit not knowing what to expect, and then heard that voice.. The voice of reason, of passion and fire, of motherly love, and a sisterly devotion like no other.

"Whoever you are, come out with your hands up where I can see them before I kick your ass for trespassing!"

He snickered a moment, and laughed as he stood there. Shaking his head he replied in kind.

"You'd have to reach my ass first, or ya wanna have that anniversary brawl in here, instead of the Inn?"

With a smile, Brian grabbed the lantern and headed out out the room, the old sword in hand, as he raised both hands to comply with his sister, all the while that playful grin on his face. He had no idea that the sword he summoned was literally half a sword, it wasn't Tyrsis now, it was Tyrsis then.. And it wasn't even a whole sword as half the blade had been broken off. Standing where he was, Brian still didn't notice it and waited for the Empress to show herself, thankful for her arrival in more than a few ways.

JewellRavenlock

Date: 2006-12-31 13:44 EST
She grinned hearing his laughter, knowing it wasn't just a sad echo of days gone by. It was sometimes still hard to believe that they were all in RhyDin again, that her brother had come back into her life after so many years. She clearly remembered coming home and finding herself in want of a family that didn't seem to exist anymore, grasping at loose ends and trying desperately to rebuild what they once had. All that work was for nothing without Brian.

This building could be filled with their laughter once again, perhaps. They were rebuilding their ranks, surrounding themselves with those that knew what it meant to be a family, why not rebuild a place that was part of their home?

She poked her head around a corner as she saw the lantern light. "Is that a challenge? It may be a little dusty and all in here but I think we could...manage..." she broke off at seeing her brother and, more specifically, what was in his hand.

The blood drained from her face as she gaped, images flying through her head: meeting for the first and feeling the cut of that blade, crazy half sisters, buried alive with no way out, the broken blade that probably saved her life on that occasion. It took her years to stop being afraid of the dark, not to wake up gasping in fear, not to be somewhat claustrophobic after that incident with Merille in which, as she understood, Tyrsis had been originally broken.

Her mouth worked soundlessly, she couldn't even think of the correct question to ask first so she just gestured, in want of an explanation.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2007-01-01 06:47 EST
Brian exited the room, lantern and sword in hand chiding himself quietly as he realized fully it was the Empress herself, and not some squatter or piece of garbage he might have to deal with. It was strange, how Jewell and he were always on some level at the same place mind set wise, to some extent. Being here again, in this building.. It brought so many memories good and bad back to Brian, it caused him to recall events long since forgotten.. Some on purpose, others by chance. Either way, it was all coming back, and honestly he was more than ready to see it all for what it was good and bad, and move foward once more.

The abandoned building used to be one of activity and purpose, one of drive and hope, one of a new family's aspirations to be more than any of them were apart, to take whatever the realm tossed at them head and never think twice about it. And that is exactly what the Ravenlock family did, and they did it well. So well, others started to take notice, as the family grew from a trio to that of a literal force to be reckoned with. A tenacity like few have ever seen, and a passion that came straight from their heart and souls, they truly were the sum of all parts, and what a sum it was.

Of course with all the good came the bad.. And that too was taken head on, and with tenacity. As far as they stood, there was nothing that they could not handle, and time and time again that very train of thought would be put to the test, both together and apart, they would have to prove that train of thought, to others.. and most importantly to themselves. All of that aside, Brian smiled lovingly as he noted Jewell standing there as she spoke.

"Is that a challenge? It may be a little dusty and all in here but I think we could...manage..."

Brian grinned and responded quickly enough with. "Well, I guess we could manage, maybe clean this place out with our hell raisin an what not, so whatcha think of this place ope--"

It took a moment for Brian to register the change in his sister's demeanor, as he saw the colour fade, her mouth agape. It looked like she was trying to say something, and no words came.. Brian saw her gesture and looked to his hand, and out of nowhere, he heard a faint 'click', and suddenly the part of the building was filled with light which caused Brian to drop the lantern and cover his eyes on instict a bit, as the overheard the voice of Mrs. Whitaker coming from the greeting area at the main entrance.

Mister Ravenlock?? We found the switch box out back, I had the mister rig it for you, just so you won't have to use that lamp of yours, take care!"

Brian blinked a few times from the light, granted it wasn't that bad as most of the overhead lights were not working properly, still it was enough to light the room decent enough, as Brian looked to Jewell once more to make sure she was alright, and then paused as he noted something from the side a bit, the light had refracted off of Tyrsis somewhat, causing Brian to look to the sword, and noticed it was not the sword he had now, this was not the sword he intended to summon, as this sword had been tossed off a cliff so many years ago.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2007-01-01 06:48 EST
His hand shook lightly, as he stared at the sword.. He wanted to let it go so badly, yet he couldn't. His hand clenched and would not yield to what he wanted, as memories crashed into him.. Merille.. A half sister, a true sister to Midara Munsettar-Ravenlock, who came into their lives and in the end buried Jewell, and Midara alive in her insane ambitions. Brian recalled that night on the cliffs, when Midara's 9 tailed fox guided them.. He, Alex, Kat, and Myst.. to that cliff, where she had intended to kill Jewell and Midara.. Buried alive.

He recalled the fight.. The first time he had fought anyone like that. The beating he took, cut after cut, pound after pound. No one could get to her edgewise, and everyone suffered at her hands. She was a mad woman and she had each of them in her grip, and played each with the skill of a well tuned musician. Brian recalled, her strikes.. gods he felt them now.. His knee, the stabbing.. His thigh and calf throbbed, remnants of the cuts she delivered, the wounds far more emotional than physical, apparently.

She died that night.. Tyrsis in a sense died that night.. The blade that Brian could swear, would not break did exactly that.. It was broken, and left as a hilt with some of the blade. Brian used that bit of blade to end the life of their half sister, Midara's blood sister. Jewell and Midara were saved that night, as everyone did everything they could do end her madness. Honestly, Brian could not remember everything that happened, he did recall Jewell and Midara were trapped, and the way to free them was to kill Merille, sister or no. He recalled Alex, Kat and Myst.. The breaking of the sword, tossing the sword over the cliff into the sea, and someone driving beaten lot of Ravenlocks in an old cart down the cliffs.

Brian knew there was more, he knew that was one of the worst times they had ever had, and somehow it was a forshadowing of what was to come. Finally his body reacted as the sword dropped to the floor with a resounding clatter, as he looked to his hand once more and to the Empress, the look on her face told him everything.. In the end Merille had left her mark, on each of them. No one was the same after that moment, and that was a definite reminder that the world was a hard place, and would get much harder as time progressed.. Brian walked foward and simply took Jewell into his arms, and held her closely as he buried his head into her hair and said something he had wanted to say for years, something that needed to be said and that had been skirted around so many times.. He said something that he dreamt of saying so many times, and yet was so scared to say in real life, to her face, to his own face.

"I'm so sorry..."

JewellRavenlock

Date: 2007-01-02 11:52 EST
The lights coming on, and the subsequent dropping of the lantern, shocked her out of her somewhat horrified staring at the sword. She skittered back a little, eyes looking wildly about like an animal on alert but totally out of its element. Someone was wound up a little tight these days.

She relaxed a little when Mrs. Whitaker spoke up, but her muscles were still fairly tense as she returned her attention to Brian and that sword. After all these years, she was able to read her brother fairly well. She saw his recognition of the sword and what memories that recognition brought along with it. They were memories that no one talked about, they were never mentioned when they all sat around reminiscing about the good ol' days; they probably never would be.

The inability to say anything was persisting, tension and anxiety curling in her stomach to make her feel fairly sick. She didn't want to think about that darkness anymore or ever again. Everything had started to go wrong after that time. Midara had eventually gone away. Alex had died. Cher had killed herself. Brian left.

Even watching Brian as she was, knowing and understanding him as she did, the hug took her by surprise. Her body was still for a moment before she wrapped her arms around him tightly, her face hidden against his chest as he was so much taller than she.

His apology made little sense to her, was totally unwarranted in her mind. This was her big brother, someone who taught her what it meant to be family and had taken her in when not another person in the multiverse seemed to care. He had earned her undying loyalty and devotion; with that came instant forgiveness. There was not a single thing she could ever imagine holding against him. It wasn't that Brian was infallible in her mind, far from it; rather, she cared for him too much to let anything get in the way of their relationship. It didn't matter what he was apologizing for: that horrible night, his long absence from RhyDin, the fights they had. All was forgiven, had been forgiven for a long time now.

As independent as she liked to think she was, she knew she needed her brother.

"Shit happens," was muttered against his chest. She realized he probably couldn't hear that, or understand it, so she pulled her head back to try and look up at him and repeat it. "Shit happens, bro...and we're still here." Despite that darkness still lurking on the corners of her mind and memory, she flashed him a smile. All was forgiven for there was nothing to forgive. Jewell had her family back, even if it still wasn't quite the same just yet, and that was enough for her. It was time to be move forward.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2007-01-03 11:47 EST
Brian remained where he was a moment, his eyes were closed as just quietly held Jewell. His a soft tremble in his body gave way to something so long overdue, that to finally say it.. Well he didn't know what else to do.

It's true, the sword.. This place.. It all brought memories good and bad back to the forefront, as it should. Not all of their life was much of what the public had seen. Honestly, that was the way they did things. Similiar to the scars on Jewell's body, or Brian's past, Alex's previous life.
Hell, all of their previous lives for that matter. A strong front was placed, and behind that they did what they could do to keep the bad in the fold.

But there were some bad that each of them just had to deal with, and whole Jewell may have forgiven Brian. Or more importantly thought there was nothing to forgive, Brian on the other hand felt some things needed to be said, and seeing Tyrsis one more time in that matter brought it all to a head, and he acted upon it. It wasn't a self pity deal, it wasn't a victim like deal, Brian honestly felt the need to finally and truly apologize to his sister, his first sister.. His most cherished sister by far, the one that had stood by each of them for so long, being without her was like not being able to breath in a sense..

Brian felt Jewell shift, and moved back a bit to see her better. His eyes
somewhat welled, as tears were contained to just that, as he would not see fit to break down, not again. He had done that once with Rosie previously and finally let it out to an extent, this wasn't about that right now. This was about finally having the chance to honestly say he was wrong. So very wrong. Brian has simply run away. For all that strength, and all that bravado. For all those laughs, and care free acts, Brian was
in the end of all things a scared boy, that simply ran.

Midara had left them.. Cher died.. Darkin.. The family had begun to drift, and Brian did little to help the situation. Brian left them when they needed him, and he never looked back. And it was more than his family, it was friends and more so. He left them all, for all those years and then returned to the realm and was welcome back by most as if he had never left, and that to Brian is what cut the deepest.. The fact that they looked past all of that, and simply were happy that this prodigal family member returned to the realm. It was not that easy for him, despite all the growing he had done, and all the things he had finally learned about himself, the toughest lesson was to learn to forgive himself.

That was until 'she' came into his life.. Such wonder and wisdom that was the force of nature, known as Jenai. She opened his eyes to what was truly important, and showed him where he had erred. Simply widsom, direct and to the point and it carried such an impact that he snapped out of that somewhat self loathing rutt.. She showed him he could regain what he had lost, those 'pieces of him' that were bound to others, and he did just that.. He sought them out and took them back bit by bit, and was a much better person for it, yet the work was truly not done.. There were still little things, things that carried a deep impact, and this moment.. This was indeed one of them.

Brian needed to say this to Jewell, more than she would ever be able to comprehend possibly, had it not been for her arriving, or for that mis-summoning of Tyrsis-then, had it not been for those memories drudged up, or for the fact he and Alex had after four years made up, this moment might have never come to pass.. And while Jewell was more than happy to have Brian return, to have them all together again after all this time, Brian simply wanted to admit how wrong he was, and apologize. He was incredibly happy for this new incarnation of their family, of their new found sisters and brother, of his love for Jenai, and his sister's and brother's loves in turn, Brian still had a piece of him that was left from all that time ago, and it needed to be addressed. And Brian knew for a fact he was nothing without his family, and love. And the man he became was because of their love and concern for him, in effect they made him the man he was in so many ways, and he needed them all. gods he needed them all, and would never fool himself into believing otherwise again. Some may find that foolish, some may say he is weak.. Let them say what they will, he doesn't care anymore. They can easily find out how strong he can become, when family, loves or friends are in need. So there it was.. For whatever it was worth. There it was.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2007-01-03 11:48 EST
"Shit happens,"

Brian blinked a moment at those words.. His eyes looked to Jewell more so, as he opened his mouth to speak, and yet couldn't for the moment.

"Shit happens, bro...and we're still here."

Brian stood there a moment, his eyes resting upon the angel in his life that he called sister.. He smiled faintly and nodded softly a bit, as a hand rose to wipe his eye a bit.. Dust an all, understand? She smiled, and he smiled more so.. He knew. He had always known, she had forgiven him, but he still needed to say it. He had to know somehow, and someway that he admitted it, and was so very sorry for it all, and was more than ready to move foward with them all this time, good and bad. That the Ravenlocks would continue to do what they do best, and press foward no matter what was set before them. Lowering a bit, Brian kissed Jewell on her head softly and nodded again, as he spoke softly.

"I just had to say it, Jewell.. I had to. And I feel so much.. Well, I can't explain. But I am ready. I didn't expect it to be like this, something just brought me back here. I.. Well I think it is time we somewhat picked up the pieces a bit, I wanted to talk to you and Alex about this place, and well. I want to open it again, give us all a place again, and a place for others to learn. It doesn't have to a dojo again, but maybe some type of community center, or a place to learn or for.. Well I dunno, any ideas?"

As much as he wanted to, he never looked to the broken sword at their feet, not yet at least. He knew that was something they would have to talk about later, as he recalled the sword had been discarded before, and had couldn't recall how it had returned, that could wait though, after all that was Tyrsis then, and this was the Ravenlocks now..

JewellRavenlock

Date: 2007-01-06 14:23 EST
Dust in his eyes, of course. Such a display of emotion from her older brother was touching. This was a man that had always been strong for her, pushing her to be stronger herself, and supporting her when she couldn't be. And sometimes...sometimes she had to be strong for him.

When he kissed her forehead she felt like a like a little girl again, she always did. It wasn't a demeaning feeling by any means; she felt cherished, special, loved. Her smile was even stronger now--the eerie light of haunting memories was simply snuffed out.

"I just had to say it, Jewell.. I had to."

Perhaps she didn't even know it, but some little part of her needed to hear that apology, needed to hear that he didn't take all of their love and acceptance of him again for granted, that perhaps he had erred at one time. His apology could be the final step in putting the past behind them, all of them, and the first step in moving forward. They were always moving forward, every day, but this time there were no strings attached--none of the old bitterness and resentment would be there. It felt good.

She looked around the room as he put his general idea out there, trying to get a feel for what they could do with this very important building. They were the Ravenlocks, and in her mind, the possibilities were endless. "A school of sorts would be nice, kind of like the Dojo, maybe? Briarius has his school for the gifted, but what about those not so gifted that need to survive here as well?"

She nibbled on her lower lip, a grin growing as she built off that thought and his idea of a community center. Her whole demeanor became animated. "Or what about a first stop for those just arriving in RhyDin? Somewhere to get a helping hand, a tip or two on where to go and how to survive...how to protect oneself and against what. You know...kind of like how you took me under your wing and made sure I survived," she flashed a smile up to Brian again, her hero, "not everyone is as lucky and fortunate as I was."

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2007-01-07 19:02 EST
"What hurts the most, is being so close. An havin' so much to say, an watching you walk away.."

Brian sat there a moment or five, honestly he couldn't tell.. In a sense he didn't care, truth be told. The entire world was set aside, as he watched his sister, the Empress. Releasing her, He backed away more so and wipe his eyes once more, dust be damned. His shoulders felt so much lighter, his soul screamed a thousand thank yours from within. For all his talk of wanting to be 'whole' and wanting his 'pieces' back, Brian had forgotten those pieces that were truly the most important. He forgot the ones that were there when he was simply 'Brian', the pieces that held him, loved him, fought tooth an nail with him.

Those have indeed beeen a true part of him since the day he had arrived. And due to so many actions and reactions it was all finally brought to a head. Alex and Brian's reconciliation, Jewell's understanding and incredibly strong presense. Jenai's true love, and wise words. The presence of this latest incarnation of the Ravenlocks, and quite a bit more. And for all of that Brian was truly thankful, and one day he may possibly find the words to express how thankful he truly was. But, this was Brian. Who at times wasn't so good with the words and what not. Sword-Chucks, yo.

That smile Jewell flashed, was truly something he would be long to ever want to forget. Such a life that was in the Empress. Since the day they had come into eachother's lifes, swords and knives ready to cut one another to shreds, which mind you was exactly what they had done.. They had been a constant in eachother's life, and that honestly was an understatement. No matter how rough it had gotten, no matter what came at them, she stood strong. So strong that she more than likely may never have realized it, but he and and everyone else easily did. The same went for Alex as well, who was as solid as even the strongest of oaks.

All of that aside, Brian smiled in return to his sister. The regret of the past tossed aside, and the here and now was embraced, while the future was looked ahead to with anticipation. Looking about the room as she did, so many ideas came to light as he recalled how the old dojo had looked in it's prime. Suddenly he was snapped back to the matter at hand by Jewell's voice.

"A school of sorts would be nice, kind of like the Dojo, maybe? Briarius has his school for the gifted, but what about those not so gifted that need to survive here as well?"

Nodding once more, he smiled at that suggestion. Jewell brought up something that was desperately needed, and was in fact a reality for a great many in the city. Many were not so gifted, and could use a bit of direction or, just simple advise. Maybe a place to just go to, where they could simply learn how to get by, especially in this time when so many mundanes were popping up. While many jumped right in, and blended into Rhy'din like they had been here all their lives, a greater many did not have that luxury and were roaming scared.

Thoughts to Eileen came to mind when she first arrived and Brian met her, she took her time and truly came to be one with this realm, but it took time and understanding on her part and others. Lord knows how many others are in those same shoes if not worse, of course that doesn't only mean the mundanes, it also emcompasses all who arrive and are simply lost. Briarius.. Truly a great man with an incredible institution. Brian deeply respected the Headmaster on so many levels, along with the Lady Shauri as they plowed ahead in their work to enrich the lives of so many.

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2007-01-07 19:03 EST
"Or what about a first stop for those just arriving in RhyDin? Somewhere to get a helping hand, a tip or two on where to go and how to survive...how to protect oneself and against what. You know...kind of like how you took me under your wing and made sure I survived. Not everyone is as lucky and fortunate as I was."

Snapped back yet again, Brian looked to Jewell and was a bit puzzled.. The first portion of what she said was incredible, and truth be told was perfect in his eyes. That is exactly what this city could use. A community center of sorts, some place for new arrivals to simply come to. To get direction, simple advise, maybe even job placements too eventually.. That portion, the job part... that came from Charlotte, as she always was looking out for those who needed a hand, and also drove Brian to do to the same, which was exactly what they had done with many people. So why not try it again, on a larger scale. With the size of their family now, it could be a true reality. Brian liked it and was confident Alex, and the rest of the clan would see to like it too.

Brian smiled to his sister and reached for her once more, wrapping her in a warm hug, which turned into a bit of a lift and twirl. After a moment he set her back to her feet and released her once more, the warm smile on his face remaining as he nodded once more and looked around the room once more, and finally spoke.

"I never made sure you survived.. I never did it alone, we made sure we survived, all of us in our ways together and apart. It was never an I for any of us. It was all done as a family, the way we survived here, the way we loved and fought, the way we helped others. As a family. You helped me just as much as I helped you, if not more so. I would have been so lost had it not been for you, Alex and the others. I love you all, more than I could ever say.

This idea, I love it. I truly do. I think we need to find Alex, and fill him in and see how the others would possibly like to assist as well. We can do this, Jewell. Once again your words lit the path sister o' mine, and you're right not everyone is as lucky and fortunate as you are, or as I and the others are as well, but we can do our part to see that they at least have that chance. So, wanna find Alex with me?"

The enthusiasm evident, as Brian stretched a bit and knelt a moment. Lifting the broken sword in his hand, Brian eyed the blade a bit and nodded to himself once more.

"I think it is time to put this thing back together again, and to bring it back home. Seems like a circle, sis. Here we are at the beginning again, ready for one more go round.

Tucking the broken sword into his belt, Brian smiled to Jewell once more and took another look around. It took a long time to get back to this one spot, this one place that was so special to each of them in a great many ways. Like a circle, they had come right back to there they had began all those years ago, yet this time it was so much different. And that.. That was cool.

"I can still hear you saying, we will never break the chain.. The chains, keep us together."

JewellRavenlock

Date: 2007-01-09 12:10 EST
The sound of her light laughter echoed off the old walls once more as Brian twirled her around. She could almost swear that the room seemed a bit brighter afterwards, as if it perked up at hearing such a familiar, welcomed sound once more; that was obviously her silly fey imagination, though, right?

She smiled as he spoke. He was right, she knew that; the family as a whole were the ones who helped her survive. Yet, she couldn't help but think of Brian as her personal savior in some way. He was the one who took the first step in bringing her into the family even if Alex was the one who finalized that. Brian was the one that had been friendly to her even after she had tried to kill him, who had had mercy on a poor lost teen.

"So, wanna find Alex with me?"

Did she really want to go find Alex? Probably not, things were still way awkward on that front. However, she knew they wouldn't get getting any better if she avoided him. She nodded, "Yeah...sure, we can run the idea past him."

Her smile was stronger when he mentioned that their life, all their lives together, seemed like a circle. "Only one more go around, Bri? I'd go around a hundred more times if we could...taking the good and the bad." She would do it, too. It was all worth it if they could end up here again to start all over.

She gave a little nod door-wards, "Wanna get going? Who knows where Lex could be."

Alex Ravenlock

Date: 2007-01-09 12:57 EST
Find Alex.. sometimes that was as hard as a finding a needle in the worlds largest haystack. And other times.. it took nothing more than saying his name as many times as it did to get Beetlejuice in the mirror.

Alex had been wandering just nearby. For some reason, his senses had been on the verge of exploding. He was under the impression that something terrible had gone on that was creating the distress, which is what forced him to slow outside of the old dojo. He dug his sneakers into the ground a moment as his head rose up to examine the exterior of the building, inspecting it as though something terrible had gone on. Reaching out before him, Althena's Sword was drawn into his grasp from seemingly no where, the blade itself gleaming a faint golden color. Within, he could feel several presences, but was caught entirely unaware as to who it was. "Who in their right mind would come here...?" He asked himself, quietly. Silently, he moved towards the doors, the blade held close to him in case someone, or thing, was ready to pounce out from within.

Along with his quick, stealthy movements, he could hear the sounds of two voices, that of a male and female. .. and laughing. "..oh, enjoying yourself, cretin?.. I won't have you stomp around on my memories.." He continued, piercing emerald eyes flickering as he wound about, away from the door and off to one side. Continuing on, he'd move about to one side of the building, itself, and slide on up it, using the several bits of wood and otherwise building material that rested against it to make his way up onto the roof. "..alright. Let's see who this is.." He muttered, as he quietly stepped along the roof, avoiding any unnecessary steps that may create a sound or six that could possibly be heard from within. Tip-toeing, he moved over in the direction of a small window skylight that he had originally asked to be put in to provide some natural sunlight during the morning hours. He wouldn't quite make it there, though, stumbling on a dragging foot that wasn't working quite with him, and fell face first towards the brittle roof, plummeting through it without much strain and heading face first towards the ground. He'd brashly land, with the obvious bits and pieces of wood thumping quietly next to him in his disastrous wake.

He quietly groaned, but quickly found himself rolling to one side, fumbling onto his back with the glimmering blade held out before him. .. he's going to attempt to make this look like it was planned. "Freeze, intrud-.." He cut himself off, just then, realizing who it was that was within the dojo. .. fingers moved to part various draping lavender strands from his flickering emerald hues, looking between the two.

Oops!

Brian Ravenlock

Date: 2007-01-19 07:43 EST
"Only one more go around, Bri? I'd go around a
hundred more times if we could...taking the good and the bad."

Grinning to Jewell, Brian offered a certified nod and motioned to the doorway, as Jewell was a step ahead of him and was already in motion. One of the great things Brian loved about his sister, the fact she could read him like a book, and already be a step ahead when the need arose.

"Wanna get going? Who knows where Lex could be."

"I'd like that sis, I'd like that a lot. Get going? Of course, and
yeah we need to find Alex. Let him know what we would like to do, see his view on it, and see what we can come up with. A damned good idea, sis. Knew there was a reason we kept ya around.. I mean other than you're a hot chick with a bad ass disposition and what not."

Brian fell in behind the Empress, as they headed thru each room towards the exit. His mind was racing once more, as he pondered the sheer possibilities in regards to what they could truly do with this newfound idea and venture Jewell had come up with. This was starting to finally take shape after all these years, and he could not be happier.

It was amazing that just barely a year and few months ago, they were at
eachother's throats and ready to have at it on more than one occasion. Blood ran cold then, and tempers flared like no one's business and on more than one occasion others were dragged into the mess. Yet, here they are.

Once more unified, once more set to move foward, this time.. Together. A truly powerful feeling in Brian's eyes, as he recalled the events of the last decade or so. This time he felt was something truly special, and all signs pointed to something that none of them would soon likely forget. This incarnation of the family however was a far cry in terms of similarity as to the first one, still that was a great thing in Brian's eyes. They were far more diverse now in so many ways, and each of those included in their family had such heart and passion. Also each of them brought something unique to the table, and so much more.

Brian also understood not everyone would get along, and he respected that as well and in truth expected it to a degree. After all a great deal had happened in a short amount of time, and none of them were saints by any means. He was sure, each party would handle it to the best of whatever would come, and also had a true feeling that when the chips were down, each one of them would lay it all down for the other without regard or thought. And that is what family was about. A pause in his step, as he quieted a bit. Something tickled at him a bit, as he looked about the room and sensed another presence nearby, and had the distinct feeling they were being watched.. A hand reached foward to take a gentle hold of the Empress' shoulder, as he looked around once more. His voice remained hushed as blue eyes darted about yet again.

"Sis, you feel that? I swear it fee--"

Brian never got to finish, as something came tumbling down amidst debris, and came crashing down in front of them. Which of course caused, Brian to yank Jewell behind him, and shield her with his body a moment, as debris continued to rain down along them, the cloud of dust impressive as hell as Bri turned around, a protective arm keeping Jewell a bit back, which also caused him to chide himself as he knew Jewell was more than able to take care of herself.. Bad habits and what not.

Sensing nothing moving at the moment, Brian stepped closer a bit.. The dust settled enough to see something, as Brian reached out a bit, thinking it was a possible vagrant. Only to have the sh*t scared outta him by two cats that looked pissed as hell, as they bolted under and over him, and exit. The more movement! A blur erupted from the debris, and rolled to the side which of course caused Brian to summon Tyrsis, as the complete sword appeared in hand and was set defensively in front of him, as he went into a cautionary crouch. Eyes narrowed a moment, as a blade was noted!

"Freeze, intrud-.."

"Freeze what, who the hell are yo--"

Pausing a bit, Brian noticed lavender.. Then he chuckled.. And laughed.. Tyrsis was sent away once more, as he looked back to Jewell, a tear wiped from his eye, and then once more blues rested upon what looked to be one impressively entered, Alex Ravenlock.

"Well, Jewell.. Looks like this is our day indeed.. Ya wanna ask for bags of gold, and a frisky Jenai to appear while you're at it?"