Topic: Rainbows at Midnight

Ellyna DMourir

Date: 2006-07-26 15:39 EST
~{@ Explicit Language and/or Graphic Images Expressed maynot be suited to Younger Readers as Displyed in Scenic Nightmares of Ellyna's increase in this Post during time @}~

Thats what she called them. Her nightmares. They came in the middle of her sleep, in the darkest of hours and she's chased them to no end. She had started the never ending nightmares only months before the War hit the heart of home.

She atteneded college esarly, along with her sister and twin. At 16, 17, it was not so strange if you knoew who their father was. It was only right that he had daughters that would one day match his IQ. While her Mirror Image was more acedemic and a "hippie" as some might say, Ellyna was quickly swayed to the path of hansome young elites and the late night social set. Her grades slipped slightly, but it was just par' for the course.

This was no surprise either really, while she was spoiled no more and no less then her sister and brother, she thrived in every pleasure that the family money or name would buy. With this type of behavior came the suitors. "Too many for one your age Ellyna," Daddy would always say.

But the music, the boys, silken sheets... all now she sees as burning bits of blacken paper floating across her face each time she closes her liquid blue eyes.

~On a rare silent night, she moved down the great hall of the sleeping wing like a ghost. the baby pink satin pajama's and white platinum hair highlighted with blue ting, blurred the light about her between the fuzzy glow of the moon outside the windows. Coming across the door she knew so well, she felt the carved metal handle under her fingers and slipped inside. She crawled into Marty's bed, as she had so many times as younger children when she was frightened. The moonlight framed the bed in that strange never perfect box of pearl white glow , like it was watching over them through the window. Pulling the sheets over her she snuggled her face on the pillow feeling the coolness help mend the pain in her head. Slowly trying not to fully wake her, she nudged her forehead to the back of Martyna's green dyed hair as she whispered in a sleepy undertone as she fell asleep~ " I'm so tired."

At least this way, when the dreams came back, her womb mate would be near and lend her strength.

Ellyna DMourir

Date: 2006-07-31 11:23 EST
The base drummed in the back of the limo sending hit after hit through the expensive upholstery, the over priced crystal and imported whiskey. Ellyna lounged in the back seat letting the music wash over her. Sparkles of gold poured over her elegant legs, and they seemed to pour from the hip high split in the tiny skirt she wore. It would have been the glow of sweat had the private air conditioning unit had not been full blast.

Kadie and Monti sat in the rear facing seat intertwined in a fashion label happy make out session to a song by Death Care. Elly couldn?t recall the name to this one but the beat drowned out everything and made the alcoholic buzz seem more a mellow drug.

She let out along sigh and looked out the window. The neon glow of the liquor store sign made rainbow colored raindrops on the car?s midnight grey paint. That?s all it seemed to do this time of year, rain. And while it brought better dreams at night it made her waking mood just as gloomy.

She brushed her feathered hair from her face crawling across the back seat until her nose was a breath away from fogging the window. Waiting for Tristram to come back with more to drink. He was older, handsome, a college junior, and his family a touch more Prestigious then Elly?s. He was a prize for Ellyna at the moment. Until she got bored of him or he got tired of her friends.

Not seeing him, she closed her eyes and let her delicately long torso lead the rest of her back into the seat. Stretching out, she let the music take her, making it hard not to slowly sway her head to the tremendous beat that would have been deafening to anyone that cared. But the thunderous notes intoxicated the tragic rich girl. She could feel the heat of flesh against her arm. The rain dampness of his clothes brushing hers, Tristram had come back and wrapped her in one of his arms. She smiled in the dream like feel, keeping her eyes closed, the muted moans of the sexually enthralled friends, the pounding music that only got heavier and the utopia addition of exotic drinks. Tristram whispered in her tiny pampered ear. The heat of his breath made her giggle and wiggle into his arms further.

?I went to war today, Ellyna does that make you love me??
?You signed up today?? she heard her voice say.
?I went to war today. Ellyna does that make you love me??

Ellyna opened sleepy eyes as she turned with a baby doll smile. The grotesque misshapen face of Tristram looked back at her, his with burnt eyes, shrapnel blasted skin and a tongue that hung out of the missing side of his jaw. The ?rain? she felt before was the blood that covered him and left a new coat over her Crorse top. Clawing with scream of pure panic out of his mangled arms, she saw her friends too where war mutilated bodies still in their teenage throws. Tiny blood stained hands slapped and tore at the doors locks and handles, tears and screams falling from horrified face until she fell out of the car door to the rain polluted street.

~{@ In a flail of limbs and bleached hair, Ellyna looked down at the cool marble floor of her bedroom. Her knuckles still white and pale with out even a spot of, blood posed nails first to the tile. Her chest hurt, her face was wet with what she knew was tears and that there would be no blood in her hair, any guts or spittle on the nightie she wore? She collapsed in a ball to the ground and let the relieved yet revisited sobs wrack her body. @}~

Ellyna DMourir

Date: 2006-08-04 05:52 EST
"Help Her!"

Ellyna's eyes flew open. She felt her whole body tilting, the sweet cool silk sheets and pillows slipping away from her, as if a level had been slowly standing the massive bed on it's end. Streaks of platinum hair fanned out like the suns rays as she fell to her feet in a crouch. The world spun slowly around her, and it seemed completely normal that she now stood in one of the higher-end suits she owned, for meetings Daddy had that required pristine prance. Now she stood in a dank hall made of dirty industrial steel walls where the ceiling didn't exist or could not be seen. It was inky blackness instead of shadows, the air felt greasy.

"Help her!" the voice screamed at her, echoing through the halls. Ellyna's head whipped around behind her, nothing but more blackness in a hall that didn't seem to exist.
"Hello?" she turned back in front of her... that hall opened up, she could only see to the next bend. Her feet didn't even want to move, the trembled shook from the scant heels to knees.

"Hello?"
"Help Her!"
"Help Who?!" she yelled back with an soft step forward, watching the turn in the titan sized walls that turned into the void behind her.

Silence seemed to stretch on for hours, she couldn't even hear her own breathing. Where the hell was she?

"Help Her, Help Her!" The suddenness of the voice froze her in mid-step. Ire started building sending heat to her cheeks.
"Help Who Fucker!?" she screamed back.
"Help Ellyna!" he answered back, his voice as panicked as she felt herself becoming.
"But I'm Ellyna!" she pushed herself off the wall and started the weak kneed walk approaching the turn in the hall. Confusion, silence and the smell of molding metal and copper assaulted her, tears swelling as she barely whispered out, "Where is everyone?"

Cresting the turn she could only see enough dim light ahead showing new twist, but to the right.

"Help her! Help Her!"
"Help who!?" mascara had started to paint tear lines under her neon blue eyes.
"Help Ellyna!"
"But I'm Ellyna!" she screamed out, nails digging at the ionized wall as she walked along.
"Then help her, help her!"

She felt her knees buckle as she let out the agonized shriek, her hands sliding fingers spade in her hair holding it from her ruined pretty doll like face.

~{@ This would not be the last time she visted this hall of loneliness. The pain of un answered dream would tear her heart and soul apart. @}~