Emma did not leave her room for two days. She just couldn't face the world yet. Closing the door behind, having her first encounters with her new body to Kaz and Chantra... It left her uneasy, and a little bit scared of what was to come.
They accepted her a she was now, but still saw the Emma within this new, cold, unemotional body... Infact, Kaz was grinning to the fact that she lost some of her cuteness to make up for the new found seducing figure she now possessed.
Brian... Their talk... He said he would help her, be there when she needed, like Kaz, but for far more purposes. Kaz could not keep on the straight and narrow. Emma was walking the fine line between her and her Mom's good side... And the dark brooding side of which her Mom also too passed to her.
Her cape in sway, she pulled the hood off her head, as she now took up her usual perch next to the window, stareing out of it coldly into the snowy air. What beauty the snow had, but had hidden powers of which cold chill a creature to the bone, and cause it to wither and freeze into a shell of it's former self... Just like Emma...
Scared to untap these new powers, Varick was slowly awakening them with her hatred for Ayreg... Which still she kept untapped. Confused after her outburst to Varick - questioning his true motives - he left her again confused, and believing for him to be the Good guy in all this.
Emma fell to her knees, her gauntleted hands falling out to push against the floor as she laid there now on all fours, trying so hard to keep her shaking, crying form.
Kill him. Kill Varick. Kill Brian. Kill. Kill! KILL!
"No!" Emma's hands clawed up to her head, clenching one of the four strands of long hair she left uncut, pulling on it firmly, rocking back and fore, using her legs to do so as she knelt there on the cold hard floor.
"...I must'nt kill.... I must'nt kill...." Emma's eyes clenched... And as she opened them, there stood a figure's feet, then, a voice from above her.
"You know Varick will use you. You know they will all sue you, for your power."
"You know it's true?"
Emma's head jerked to the side, her cold unmoving eyes were now wide in fright, ".... Who are you?"
"Kill."
"Kill."
"Your bloodlust rises... You may not need it to sustain your life..."
"life... Your life!"
"No! You want it because it brings you pleasure to drink to the blood of your prey! You are stronger! You are the power they crave! Varick, Ayreg, Talomar, Brian, Kaz, Chantra, Tetronus, Tara - they all want it!"
"My power! MINE!" Emma stood up kicking out at a chair, her fangs bared as the chair summersaulted twice before crashing into two neat pieces on the ground beside her bed.
"Get revenge" Varick's voice echoed, "All the pain. The suffering... give it back to them."
"I won't kill! I won't kill! I will not submit to your destiny Mom!" Emma screamed, the voices stopping, her panting hard, then, falling to her knees her arms wrapped around her chest, pulling her legs close to her stomach, she balled up tightly on the floor, shifting back and fore on the spot repeating over and over again: "Brian"
"..."
"..."
"..."
"You will feel much better if you kill."
"So much better..."
"... Try it."
Emma's madness was high, the dark desires of her Mom to become the one true powerful immortal being, the poison of Varick's words to kill Ayreg, Brian's almost vow to keep her on the straight and narrow... Her own personal vow to protect the ones she loves with this new found power...
But all these, was causing Emma's breakdown. She did not know which one to focus on... But right now all Emma wanted, was blood. And it didn't matter who's that was.
They accepted her a she was now, but still saw the Emma within this new, cold, unemotional body... Infact, Kaz was grinning to the fact that she lost some of her cuteness to make up for the new found seducing figure she now possessed.
Brian... Their talk... He said he would help her, be there when she needed, like Kaz, but for far more purposes. Kaz could not keep on the straight and narrow. Emma was walking the fine line between her and her Mom's good side... And the dark brooding side of which her Mom also too passed to her.
Her cape in sway, she pulled the hood off her head, as she now took up her usual perch next to the window, stareing out of it coldly into the snowy air. What beauty the snow had, but had hidden powers of which cold chill a creature to the bone, and cause it to wither and freeze into a shell of it's former self... Just like Emma...
Scared to untap these new powers, Varick was slowly awakening them with her hatred for Ayreg... Which still she kept untapped. Confused after her outburst to Varick - questioning his true motives - he left her again confused, and believing for him to be the Good guy in all this.
Emma fell to her knees, her gauntleted hands falling out to push against the floor as she laid there now on all fours, trying so hard to keep her shaking, crying form.
Kill him. Kill Varick. Kill Brian. Kill. Kill! KILL!
"No!" Emma's hands clawed up to her head, clenching one of the four strands of long hair she left uncut, pulling on it firmly, rocking back and fore, using her legs to do so as she knelt there on the cold hard floor.
"...I must'nt kill.... I must'nt kill...." Emma's eyes clenched... And as she opened them, there stood a figure's feet, then, a voice from above her.
"You know Varick will use you. You know they will all sue you, for your power."
"You know it's true?"
Emma's head jerked to the side, her cold unmoving eyes were now wide in fright, ".... Who are you?"
"Kill."
"Kill."
"Your bloodlust rises... You may not need it to sustain your life..."
"life... Your life!"
"No! You want it because it brings you pleasure to drink to the blood of your prey! You are stronger! You are the power they crave! Varick, Ayreg, Talomar, Brian, Kaz, Chantra, Tetronus, Tara - they all want it!"
"My power! MINE!" Emma stood up kicking out at a chair, her fangs bared as the chair summersaulted twice before crashing into two neat pieces on the ground beside her bed.
"Get revenge" Varick's voice echoed, "All the pain. The suffering... give it back to them."
"I won't kill! I won't kill! I will not submit to your destiny Mom!" Emma screamed, the voices stopping, her panting hard, then, falling to her knees her arms wrapped around her chest, pulling her legs close to her stomach, she balled up tightly on the floor, shifting back and fore on the spot repeating over and over again: "Brian"
"..."
"..."
"..."
"You will feel much better if you kill."
"So much better..."
"... Try it."
Emma's madness was high, the dark desires of her Mom to become the one true powerful immortal being, the poison of Varick's words to kill Ayreg, Brian's almost vow to keep her on the straight and narrow... Her own personal vow to protect the ones she loves with this new found power...
But all these, was causing Emma's breakdown. She did not know which one to focus on... But right now all Emma wanted, was blood. And it didn't matter who's that was.