You know my darling;
I can't stand to sleep alone.
No sweetheart in the dark to call my own,
You're my own, you're my own.
I can sing it I can groan.
But the darkness is a stranger,
And I'm lonely, lonely, lonely, low ...
The Elysian Fields were hardly a place to claim as home. Despite the desire of so many to find that point as the last stop in life, Weaver was not one of those. Thankfully this was just a visitation and not an actual stay. Eyes as bright and vivid as a bird of prey, pure liquid gold traveled over those lounging and relaxing on the Fields enjoying life as it was without protest or shame of their actions or manners.
The full living of (after) life seemed a bit frivolous to Weaver but something in her could not help but feel the faintest touch of envy and regret. Once perhaps she would have been much like those gathered, accepting the closeness of death and the promise for what waited. Now though was a different time and a different theory for Weaver when it came to life after death, this beautiful world was not for her.
?We don?t have much Time, Weaver. Do what you need to do. Even I shouldn?t be here and certainly not Astraea.?
The cold softness of Chela?s voice should have been a soothing balm but it did nothing to comfort Weaver as she glanced down at the Death Collector that was near a foot shorter then her. The pale haired girl beside the Blue Death was even shorter.
?I only requested passage. You did not need to come, nor did you need to bring her. We all know none of us will be at risk, not here.?
?It?s not here that I?m concerned about, Weaver.?
?I just have to know??
?Know what exactly??
?If he?s here.?
?So this is another pointless rendezvous for a lost soul? Weaver is it not time to move on??
?Maybe for you, but it will never be so for me.?
Last night's parties and last
night's horror show.
Smiling and whirling and kissing
all I know!
Give me soul, give my soul,
Sing it free across the sea!
A lonely spell to conjure you
But conjure hell is all I do.
Lonely, lonely, lonely!
Cause my mama told me,
The dream of love is a
Two hearted dream ...
Fingers tightened at her sides into fists as the frustration and self loathing fury burned within her as she looked out upon the Fields. For so long there had been promises and oaths, vows and bonds between Weaver and the one she had lost. No matter how many times they had spoken of finding each other in the next life and the next, no matter how many times they had indeed found each other to become two halves made to a whole, this Weaver couldn?t accept.
It was something she couldn?t fix, something broken she could not put back together. Weaver so long been aware of her ability to set things right, her wit and wisdom something that would ever resolve all problems. What she couldn?t resolve she would survive, but for the first time in those many lives the survivor didn?t know the way to survive.
How did Weaver survive this? There was so much she could endure but how did you endure and survive the very mistake that took away the only thing that mattered?
It left her feeling helpless and no matter the brave front and fierce mask of determination she would possess she couldn?t help but feel insecure deep down.
How could anyone survive this? Most of all how could Weaver?
The say for every high
There must be a low.
For every sun ascending
A lonesome moon will grow.
Drive my heart, drive my heart
Into the fire of a burning heart's
desire!
A lonely spell so you be seen,
Do you hear me coming from my
blue dream?
Fingers shoved through her hair as she sent a frown down at the tiny figure of the pale fire that was the Hourglass Girl, the little Glass Star came and embraced her waist in vain attempt to cheer up the warrior.
Sighing in defeat Weaver returned the hug as she turned away and gave a short swift nod to the Blue Death. It was all too much.
?Let?s go.?
?Are you sure??
Her silence spoke volumes as the warrior?s heart turned to steel within flesh. Her silence was enough.
Lonely, lonely, lonely!
Cause my mama told me
The dream of love is a
two hearted dream ...