Topic: The Arrival of a Dove

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-09 01:43 EST
| Day 1: Old Friends |

"Naw man, naw! You don't get it... Chase Rosewind... Let me say it again... Chhhaaaaasssseeeee Roooossseeeewiinnnddd." She had the stage manager against a wall. For a lanky little thing she was tough. The man was stammering a bit while the pink haired devil stood there. She look rougher than rough around the edges, almost as if she had kicked the habbit only months ago. When the man continued to stutter she started off with," I uh.. dur uh... gee uh... uh uh uh... Why are men always so tongue tied around me?" She said mocking a hurtful tone.

Apart of the appeal of this place for exiles and runaways alike was that nobody knew anybody here. It was like a city, but far less comforting. Any shape or form was here, like a year round zoo without bars. It was why Chase was here in the first place. Rainbow dreads were strewn across the surface of a table. She lied on it as if it functioned doubly for a bed. She rested on her side, a spread of cards on the table. Holding the deck, she studied the cards carefully.

"Do, you, hear, the, words, coming, out, of, my, mouth?" She still had that poor man pinned. Golden eyes were narrowed in agrivation as those marked fingertips gripped at the collar of his shirt," I will gut you if you do not tell me where I can fin-." Her head jerked to look out over the bar from right behind the curtain. She knew that rainbow hair anywhere," Poop me a pot o' gold." She patted the sweating man's cheek before she casually started to stride out on stage," A rock is twenty bucks but I can cut you a deal... Just will cost ya later Rosewind."

Just as the words of another came into the bar's space, she flipped the next card. She smiled at the flipped card. The Queen of Cups. Chase smiled down at the card, as if the very card had the face she had yet to see with her own two eyes. Palms drummed on the table before she practically sprung off of it. "Riddle me this! I don't believe my specs!" Mouth was wide with surprise, as she approached a familiar face with open arms. Her feathers fluttered, and beads seem to clap together in their own
: form of applause.

"Best be believin em punk, I don't plan on leavin em." She winked, hopped off the bar and started towards the friend with a bright grin," Man oh man is it good to see your damn face." She laughed and embraced Chase in one of those bear hugs. Yet again, this would prove, she was hardly muscle, but still packed a punch. To Chase it was possibly better than when she had last been seen by the Gypsy.

"Same could be said 'bout you!" Her arms came to squeeze. Biceps came to contract and harden into geometric shapes as she held her smaller friend. They were two tiny thunders, these broads. Pulling away, a thumb came to the chin of her friend. "Skull, it's good'ta see ya, lookit cha mug!" It was a compliment. Her old dealer was far worse for wear than she was in the here and now. "Whaddya doin' here? Business?" Brows rose, grinning. Somehow, she had a feeling she knew.

"Business, psh, ya know business is for the thick headed. Naw. I'm here for the fun of it." Waving her hand a bit airily as if she was trying to avoid the truth of it all. She gave a sweet smile to Chase before it faltered and she sighed, no way to start. Keeping secrets from the one she planned to hide out with. Bad Scully! She shrugged," I quit the habit, had to quit the job. And you know how well that works." Pointer finger and thumb were shaped into a gun and put to her head.

A receptive nod evolved into a warm grin. Her hand came to softly swat away the handgun from her temple. An index finger came to press against that very same temple. "'Bout time y'got outta that ***. I'm squeaky clean m'self." She paused. "Okay, I still booze up like there's no tomorrow, but the stamps? None'a that." With a proud nod, she came to flick her ear. "Skull, I'm glad ya took the leap. Rehab begins now, huh?" Chase spoke of it casually. She had gone through it like the best of them.

"Rehab began a few weeks ago when the doc said I was gonna die if I didn't cut the ***." She shrugged, lanky shoulders rolling as she stood there," Cut the crack, dope made me hungry, so I packed on meat. Pretty much the only reason why I have that battle left to fight." She was half way there, a good measure if any. Pink hair flicked as she snapped her gaze to the man peering from behind the curtain," All men here chicken?"

"Far from it, schway." Chase wiggled her fingers slowly in a feigned display of dainty greeting. The man laughed at himself, and disappeared behind the curtain again. "Sounds like y'made the good start. Y'look juicier." Playfully, her hand came to pat her abdomen. Chase felt like she could be herself, her full self, with someone whom knew the worst of her and didn't head for the hills. It was liberating to feel so light. "Y'know, it's worse here. May not look it right now. It has its ups and -
: downs. Think'a all those stupid movies we used to see while rollin'. Now, think about trippin' hard. Them runnin' round the place comin' to getcha. That's all here. Stone sober, it's here."

Took her a moment to process all of what had been said. She even crossed her eyes a bit while she stood there. Her frame wriggled, she turned on her feet and shrugged," Betcha it's better here. Yer not sellin anythin to have a hit. It got so bad I was sure as *** sellin myself for a bit of sweetness. A trip here is probably safer than a trip there any day." She turned and groped at her own rump," See I even have a but now. I'm not all bone... Magically I somehow sprouted things on my chest too." She hmmed as she grinned back to Chase.

Chase hadn't looked, but with indication, slitted pupils peeeeered downwards. A small study later had her grin with approval. "Hello twins!" A slow nod followed. The former story had her silenced good and tight. No contest, Skull had it worst. She was too close to all of it. Chase treated it like dessert, her bread and butter. But Skull? She was in cahoots with the distribution. All the things the Gypo was happy to be miles away from. "Y'came here on vacation?" There was doubt in her tone. But she wanted details. And playing coy was the way to get them.

Scully was always able to talk clearly with the woman. She grinned at the announcement of twins. Her arms folded about behind her back," Vacation. Teh, I wish." Shaking her head softly before glancing towards the stage," Vacation would be the least of my worries if my rosey shades were still on." She shook her head as she plucked a roll of green from her pocket," This is not vacation money honey." She was in trouble, the look on her face showed in obvious lines that Scully had made a boo boo. A big one.

(Rped between Chase and Scully!)

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-09 12:02 EST
| Day 3 : Making Friends |

"So I'm telling Billy D that he's wacked out. That the cow won't eat him. But I keep swearing up and down that the cow has fangs. He goes to pat the cow and sure enough, a dog jumps him and it turns out there was no dog. Craziest trip ever. Though the flying mail box didn't help." She looked to Shane, giving him a big smile," I just knew then and there it was time to quit the rocks."

Whoa. Both were with slippery stride. Eyebrows arched up and he nodded like any of what happened out of her mouth made sense to him. "I shouldn't drink when you have these conversations at me," he reflected. Shane of course had only in his life drank alcohol, albeit he sometimes did so to excess. Eyebrows arched up at the light of the sign glared at them. He squinted at her, "Not gourmet food, but it's perfect for us, yea?"

"Sway, it works." She nods to him. Her swagger carried her up the steps and in the door as she hummed and hummed. Her snicker came while she looked around, eyeing the area curiously," Where do ya wanna sit Shaney?" She was going to call him that forever.

"Ummm," he moved up after her from behind, hands stopping at her hips as he stood there, looking left and right and nodding at one of the booths, "that's good. Hey, we like... own the place," which was true. There weren't any other customers to speak of. Hands dropped away as he slid into the booth then, grinning wildly at her.

She eyed him, her lips curled into a smirk as he led her to the booth. She followed after him, giving a wiggle of her hips, just to show him that he could stop them from moving for only a moment or two, but they'd always be wild and free. She was beaming to him a moment later as she moved to sit across from him in the booth. She had to keep him comfortable after all.

He propped his feet next to her legs at the seat of the booth. When the waiter came he made his hamburger and French fry order, with sweet tea and smile at her to see if she would order anything. Oh, he wasn't trying to keep those hips still or to himself. Just gotta let them know there's a fella around to dance with is all.

She ordered a cheese burger, fries, and a soda pop. Even a chocolate shake. She then looked from his feet upto him as she grinned," So tell me anything Shane. No need to get quiet and awkward now." Winking to him as she leaned back and propped her feet up by him.

"Whatcha wanna know Skulls?" he felt like he was making a bet at a poker tournament. Hands folded behind his head, dashes of auburn forward. One hand dropped away to rest on her crossed ankles.

Keeping her eyes on him, fingers on the table she thought for a moment or two," What makes Shaney, Shaney. I just wanna get to know ya hun. So share, it's caring after all." Sweet smile given before she ran a boney hand through her hair.

"Uhhhh," he blinked at what she was saying and then looked around himself and then back to her, "What makes me me...er," and then he chuckled and shrugged, "I'm Catholic Irish, grew up with... twelve siblings." Another chuckle as the waiter brought them their drinks. He took up his sweet tea, "What about you Skulls?"

The chocolate shake was first. Being nommed on like a hungry animal had a hold of it. She set it down a moment later and wiped her lips delicately before she spoke," I came from a catholic home too. Six brothers and nine sisters. I was the youngest." She nodded," Dad was a drinker and a beater."

"Hey, my dad too. Sweet, we're both in the bad dad club." he shook his head and took a bite out of his sweet tea lemon and said in reflection, "I guess that's how that generation did it?" and he regarded her once more then, "I was a middle child, which isn't saying too much. Like third or fourth from the top depending on how you count."

She shrugged a bit," My mom ignored the issue. My older sisters when they came of age got the worst treatment. They fell to his more sinister desires. I ran away at thirteen and was never looked for. Dad didn't care, so I guess you're right." She shrugged again, one hand moving to rub at his ankles softly with those nimble fingers.

"Mine just... I dunno. He worked at the mine and just had no kinda patience. So it was the fastest fix, you know. Knock 'em around for a second to get the peace in." Nah, his father never had a sinister desire with them. Just impatience. When she rubbed his ankle his eyes closed in the pleasure of it. Nails on the skin and all that. Eye reopened, "Let's see... I ran away at eighteen."

She nodded," Ran away from the woman who took me in at that age. Drank like a skunk too and sold me out to her pimp a lot." She didn't want to make it rough, but she didn't want to lie either," If I hadn't of ran away I would have never have gotten a gig as a dealer and met Chase."

"So did you really wanna know about me or did yah wanna put your skeletons out there to see what I would do with them?" he said with a smile, fingertips starting to drag back and forth on the flesh of her ankle.

"Well then start talkin' Shaney, don't let me stop you. Shairing is carin!" She laughed lightly, sighing contently at his touch while her own fingers ran over his ankles, nails dancing along the exposed skin as she smiled to him.

"Nah, I think if you got skeletons you want me to know you best go a spillin. Get it all out at once and all," he said with a smile to her, head tilted to the side, "You know with a girl with so many tattoos you act like I'm expecting you to be an omish chick." and then their food was delivered, hot and greasy, before them. It looked like the best burger there ever was to eat.

She shifted up and out of her side. As the food was brought over she had scooted him over and sat next to him. It was easier to explain. She pointed out the tattoos on her fingers," One for Acid, One for coke, One for Dope, and One for Hero. That's everything I sold. I've done three of the four for almost three and a half years. Up till three weeks ago." She said as she let them get looked over. Her other hand had the same marks, but it was busy scooping up a fry to eat.

"Oh yea?" he said offhandedly as he tossed a fry in his mouth. He was in Rhydin, he thought it fair that she wasn't a war mongering serial killer, "What made you decide to do that? Chase?" Chase had a way, he thought, that coulda convinced him to quit drinking. He was pretty sure she knew it, at least Brandon did when he jokingly rambled having an affection for the woman. Time had passed though as with it, a regard for Chase as a sister built up over everything else.

She thought for a few moments. Her fingers coiled around the burger as she looked at the juices drip from it. Her smile grew for a moment," Man I wish Chase was inspiration. She talked me out of doin somethin stupid yesterday. Almost caved. Naw, it wasn't her, it was realizing that Drugs were turning me into a monster." She nodded and proceeded to take a massive bite out of delicious burger.

"No good," he reflected then, one hand touching her cheek in a little grease mark of grin. Then he said, or serious reflection, "I like you the way I know you now, actually. I wouldn't want this to be, you know...I dunno. Just you wishing you were somewhere else doing something else."

She smiled at the touch to the cheek, her eyes locked on his and his words got her to blush a bit. She swallowed down her food and wiped her lips with a napkin before speaking," Aww... Shaney... Thank you. I like you as you are too. You make it easier to ignore my urges to be honest. I haven't felt this free of em before." She felt she had said too much there, because she was blushing again and taking a bite out of her burger again.

"Oh man. Now I sound like a bad influence!" he chuckled and shook his head at her, taking another bite of his foot. He was a lanky guy so when he ate it was easy to watch the muscles in his jaw work along the food. He would have looked better if he coulda filled out a bit more than he was.

She was the same way. Thin as a twig. Nomming on her burger and eating happily. A few fries nommed on between burger bites. She smirked to him, her tongue running over her lips as she murmured after a swallow," Hey, it's a good thing! Not needing it is helping a lot."

"Oh yea? Just using me for my wonderful distracting abilities? I have like... other abilities," said half confident but grinning. The shove of the last bite down his throat with sweet tea smoothing it down his throat. He reached over and stole one of her fries. Well, she was right there, near asking him to do it.

"Hey now... No... No..." She blinked trying to fix the situation but stumbling on her words for a moment," I think you're a great guy Shane." Smiling to him softly, one leg folding over the other as she finished her burger," I'd like to know all the abilities you have."

"I don't have too many," he admitted with a little shrug, "You know, I'm not like an amazing artist or anything. I'm good with people. I'm a Taylor?" he said with a smile at her and a shrug, "Like a normal type of Taylor, not like superb or anything."

She smiled to him and gave a poke to his side," That's what makes you amazing in this place. You're not superb." She nodded," I've seen a bit, quite a bit. Especially here. I saw a dog man the other day, scared the crap outta me. You're refreshing. I like that."

"Wow," he said with a salted laughed, "I'm special cause I'm not." and shook his head at her, reached down to munch of several other fries. Then he shrugged slightly, "I figured I was liked cause I didn't take myself seriously. Lots of folks do here, yah know."

She turned in her spot to look to him, her smile growing while she tapped her fingers on the table top," Come here..." She motioned his face closer while she wiped her hands and nommed on some fries.

Slip slip slide on over closer to her. That whole five inches that was between them to begin with was eliminated as he came in for whatever reason he was doing so. Those blue eyes squinted at her, nose wrinkles up at the curling finger that told him to come on over here. The Irishman seemed also to smile at the same time.

Scully smirked as he came closer then shifted, facing him fully as her hands lifted. She started to rub a bit at his temples. She had a tender touch about her, gentle and soothing. Her head tilted to the side before she whispered out," You are a wonderful guy, no cause that needs to be seen to or handled because you are you and there's nothing better than that. I can tell, even though we hardly know each other, that, that's who you are." She smiled to him, rubbing at his neck a bit and along his temples once more," I like that about you."

"That's very kind of you," he said to her gentle as she rubbed his temples then his neck. He smiled and his eye brightened and his eyebrows went upward as he looked at her, one arm dropping around her to hug in into the side of his frame, "I'm glad I'm worth that kinda... I dunno, little bit of heart you have goin."

She smiled, hugging his torso with both arms. Her head propped on his shoulder while she continued to talk, both hands then moving to massage one of his hands," It's a new development, don't usually let people see this side of me."

"Oh yea? Afraid they'll take advantage of the side of you that's not gnashing its teeth?" he said with a chuckle as he look down at the pink hair that was nudges deep in his side, "You're not half bad when you're a softy. Kinda chewy actually," he meant to kiss her on the cheek but it happened offhand and casual that he did so to her lips.

The kiss to her lips it brought a soft pink to her cheeks, but she returned the kiss to his lips. She giggled lightly, looking in his eyes and then letting that grin form," I think you'd be the only one welcome to chew on me at this point." She tilted her head a bit and wrapped an arm around him," I don't see why not. Could use a softy like you to make sure I'm nice and tenderized."

"I... am no softy. I'm a mad of rigid steel I'll have you know," he chuckled at her, eyebrows arched upward slightly. Part of him was surprised that she had kissed him back. After all, she'd been playing hard to get all night long.

Seemed she wanted him to be okay and comfortable. Now she was sitting there, she wasn't sure what she was going to do. Her gaze turned on him once more, she smiled softly, bit her lip, her frame snuggling into his.... cause he was warm, that's it.

"Yah warm enough there darlin'?" he said with a chuckle as she curled into a tighter ball against him. One hand went through those spades of pink and he kissed the top of her head, "double dose of cooties, right there."

She kissed at his chin after the kiss to the top of her head," Back at ya sweets." Her smile stronger than ever, but she still liked his dimples more than her own devious grin. She smiled as she murmured," You're just what this skin and bones needed, warmth." And she meant it in more than one way.

Soft expression as he looked at the motherless bird in his arm. Not with a broken wing or anything, but tolerating his gentleness for her at a time when it was only partly needed, "Down to the bones warmth or in the core of you warmth, huh?"

Her smile grew, her head turning up to him as she said in a small murmur," I don't know... But I think that's alright." She smiled to him, her fingers trailing at his side just a smidge.

"It's all right with me," when her fingers trailed along his side he smiled at her in a bit more teasing way, "I thought I wasn't your type? Trying to eat me up just to show that you can now?"

A smirk on her lips, a soft laugh, and then a small head shake," Shane, just shut up and kiss me." Was said in a playful tone, her fingers teasing at his side again as she tilted her head.

Of course the lean into her, lips pressing to her's in that drunken greasy flurry that was all the burger you could get at stars end bar after several shots of honest down your throat.

Her fingers trailed along side his neck and she pulled him close to her, her lips pressed against his in return. Several shots of honest or not, she was sure as hell enjoying where they were now. Kissing him back was a fine as hell idea on a Stars End night.

He tastes like food and whiskey and shots of Shane mojo Serena poured. There's the distant hint of smoke but its not from him. It's from the bar they left that the wind didn't blow out. His lips trespass onto her's and the way his hands go to her hips says that it's been a minute and he'd got to keep an eye on hands.

A soft nibble was given to his lips, a breathless sound falling from her lips. Her lips continued to press against his own, delivering a tender kiss after kiss to his lips. Her fingers caressed at the side of his cheek and up through the fine length of hair. She pulled away, her forehead pressing to his before she whispered," I didn't want to say you were my type because that might have pushed you away... Defense more or less."

"Oh, that so?" he wagered with a smile at her, eyelids lowered some as though he could look at her very lips just then. He looked back at her and turned his head slightly like in thought and then pushed off from her. Hands held hers and he said, cause they were announcing skeletons, "I'm married."

A deep breath was drawn in, her hands gripping at his while she swallowed. She went pale a bit, had to think over the processes a bit while she sat there," Devout Catholics... What happened?" Showing perhaps a bit of understanding due to her own up bringing. She tilted her head a bit, squeezed at his hand, and gave a soft smile to him.

"The real world?" he offered her with a mild shrug of his shoulders. When she squeezed his hand he took it as encouragement or a hug and smile at her. She did not stiffen or withdraw, or seem slighted by him in the least. For that, he kissed her once more, "Sides, it makes us wanna drink more. Yea?"

She kissed him back, smiling to him softly, fingers moving back to his hair and looking in his eyes," Yeah, so long as you let me have a few drinks with you." A light giggle was given, her smile soft and reassuring to him. She gave another squeeze to his hand. How could she withdraw from such a wonderful man as Shane?

He nudges her lips with his and looked around the room. The put out waiter, the still empty bar and then back to her with a smile, "I think I can arrange for that." and chuckle as his affection on her lessened, but not out of a waning for it, but more of a sudden recognition that they were still in public.

She smiled, taking her chance to look about and then look to him. She shifted a bit while she murmured," What say you and I blow this joint?" She asked while she looked back to him, pulling out a few bills and setting it on the table. Again there was a dance of her lips against his, because she didn't care who saw them like this, it was their right.

"I'd like to but," he paused, hands rubbed along the outside of her shoulders, "I think it'd lead to a bit more than just kissin," he spoke honestly about it, kissing her again at the corner of the lips, fingers trailing down to her wrists.

She took his hands, giving them a soft squeeze as she murmured," I get it, slow and easy.. One step at a time right?" She rested her forehead into his own as she nuzzled her nose softly against his own.

"Well, you know," he said with a small shrug of his shoulders, "It's just that's the sort of stuff for girlfriend. I dunno. Maybe tomorrow I see you've found something with another fellow. It'll hurt a lot less if it's not the night after, yah know?" he chuckled, the arm around her giving a good squeeze.

"I don't have the props to be your girlfriend?" She tilted her head to the side with a coy grin forming on her lips. She squeezed him a bit close to her as well and shrugged," I don't think I'd do that to you, to be honest, I think I'd be upset if you did the same to me." Smiling a bit sheepishly to him," Found you in the throes of passion with another doll."

"I'm a mixed up duck, I won't lie," he chuckled and gave a loose shrug of his shoulder, "But it?s hard to think of much else while I'm here with you," and he took from her lips the thing he wanted. That taste of her and the line of passion in her lips. One hand laced in her hair, the wrist past her jaw and fingertips curled around the very base of her skull.

"It's good to hear." She said before his lips captured hers once more. Arms found their way around his neck, fingers teasing at his hair and golden eyes closing. She caressed along his neck, tangled her fingers up through his hair and nestled in close. Taking a drink of his own lips, tasting the passion of his own being as it resided there.

She felt like something small that he could break. Her limbs like a thin outline against him. One hand alone the outside of her leg, lining, the seam of her pants. Women were more tempting than they realized. It didn't take much for a man's imagination to wander or for them to simply want more without considering consequence. He was biting his lower lip in thought.

Fingers trailed her fingers along his cheek and a smile was on her lips. Watching his mind lost in thought, feeling his arms around her, and being held in his warm embrace was like walking on a white puff of clouds. He made her feel safe, protected by the way he held her. If she was tantalizing to his imagination, then just imagine what he was doing to hers.

"Maybe we should call it a night," he ventured, like it was for their own good. Secretly he wondered if he pressed her if he would have his way or if she was set into come concept of how things would play out. The hand along her leg withdraws so fingertips are on her knee.

She nodded a bit, fingers pulling back from his hair and along his neck a bit," Ya gonna be around tomorrow?" The sensation of his fingers along her leg and now her knee forced her to hold back a shiver. She bit her bottom lip, looked up in his eyes, and brought a hand to brush over his cheek.

He made no promise either way. One last kiss was given good night, more sweet words, and then they parted. Shane went his way and Scully her own, leaving an odd feeling in the pit of Scully?s stomach. For now the nag in the back of her mind was silent for now.

(Played by Shane Michael and Scully! :D Thanks Shane!)

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-09 19:26 EST
| Day 4: Confession |

Confession. The dread was tense in her gut as she eyed the booth that held her doom. A Catholic priest was waiting within. Pink locks bobbed, swayed with each head banging motion she made. She hummed and danced on the bench, not eager about seeing a priest. She hadn?t in almost ten years.

A nun had moved over to her, holding a bowl of Holy Water for her. She bowed her head, dipped her fingertips in it, moving her hand over in a cross motion about her. In that moment she began to wonder why in the world she was even there. Why oh why was she even there?

It wasn?t because of anyone other than herself. Another step on coming clean. Making amends for the crimes she so eagerly had done. Yeah, that was it. She did another cross over her chest, the nun smiled,? Relax my child, you will be just fine.?

Scully jerked her head up,? Haha, ya think so? I?m scared shitless.? Blink. She gulped and crossed her self again as she muttered,? I am so doomed.?

Taken back a bit by the swearing, the nun coughed for a moment. She composed herself, gave Scully a kind smile before murmuring,? Relax and all will be well dear child.?

Doohh doohh doohhh doooommmeeeddd. Repeated in her head. Her eyes watched a gray old man leave the booth, he was all? chipper. If she felt like that when she left, she would kiss the priest and the nun?s feet.

?Father Michael will see you now child.? The nun said as Scully wheezed. It seriously looked like the poor lanky frame was going to faint,? My child are you alright?? Seeing such a horrified person for confession made everyone around her, including the nun, worry.

Nevertheless, Scully burst from her feet, trembling and quaking, but ready to let it all out. Let it all just was away. She moved on her feet, her eyes searching the heavens as she prayed for mercy. She had ten years to confess and lord help her, she was never going to be forgiven.

Once inside she folded down onto her knees. Once more she crossed her chest as she drew in a deep breath. She could do this. She could- swear that the nun had posted guard to keep her from running. Thin lips pursed,? Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.? I?m going to hell?

?Bless you child, all sins, no matter how small or large can be forgiven at confession.? The priest?s voice was returned,? Tell me these sins that you have committed.?

?Ya sure?? Stupid question had needed no answer,? Okay, okay?? She gulped and started with year one,? I ran away from home at 13 and met a pimp named Slick Ricky?? It was a good start and after roughly thirty minutes of telling him about the pimp, among other sins, she started on year two.

?I met a dealer shortly after a year of working for Slick, his name was Bubba Duce.? She nodded into her folded fingers,? That?s when I started sellin dope.? Oh lord save her now. What was she thinking? Then again, this was confession after all. An hour passed, the Nun was pacing at the entrance of the confessional.

Scully went on and on, soon after hour three she was hitting year six. Things were getting heavier. People were loosing their patience, but again, she wasn?t done with year seven by hour seven. She was surprised that the priest had sat that long with her. Her knees were killing her. After two more hours of confession, Scully ended year ten with,? I robbed Slick and Bubba, took them for all they owned. I?m sitting real pretty in life now. Nearly 2 mil stored away because of it. But now they want to kill me and everyone who knows about me and what I?ve done.? She paused and peered at the screen separating her from the priest,? I suppose I should say I?m sorry for getting you involved? I fled for my life and here I am? In confession. Oh and I said shitless to the nun outside while I was waiting.?

There, now she was done. Did the priest just sigh in relief? She eyed the separator again. A weight that was on her shoulder was gone. She was at ease, but she was sure she had just added a few gray hairs to the priest?s head.

The priest would need a confession for himself by now, but he remained reserved through all the hours,? I see? Well?? His frame shifted, she could hear him moving. He then began to pray, obviously for her doomed soul,? My child, you have done a brave thing? You are forgiven despite the severity of your sins. God bless you.?

Scully?s eyes shot wide and she squeaked,? Really!?? She clapped in delight,? Bless you father, bless you! Thank you so much.? She hopped up and fluttered excitedly towards the door. She kissed the nun as she passed.

Scully had no idea that once she was gone, the Priest had stepped from the booth. Whiter than a ghost,? Sister Katherine? I need to pray?? And pray he would, for the next four days. Amen.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-10 17:29 EST
| Day 5: Morning After Thoughts |

The water sprayed down upon her face early in the morning hours. Her palms had pressed into the wall and she had paused in her bathing. Even then, it was hard to think about much. Her brain always found something that bothered her. Nails trailed down along the wall as she listened to the radio on the sink besides the shower.

Her mind was a constant spew at the moment. The only thought process in her brain was what was said to her the night before. He thought it was a penny?s worth, she thought it was better than nothing. He was interested, that fact alone made her heart race so many times since last night that she had lost count.

Yet, again, her heart was racing, but she had to remember? No promise was made. She knew he was interested in someone else, knew what she?d do to keep him as a friend. Stepping to the side and being his friend was more important to her than pushing him into something that might just not work in the end.

Still a girl could dream. There was something different about this guy. It was fun, exciting, and even surprising at times. The time, already the time, with him was priceless; she felt like she could trust him with every story she could even dream of sharing. Chase and Skull, yeah they knew each other, but he didn?t know her and even as she spoke of her skeletons he gave her the benefit of the doubt.

Confessing to him was better than confessing to the priest. At least Shane wouldn?t pray four days at a time.

?Oh dear god!? Her frame had jumped out of the way of the spraying water. It was just as bad as the ice Shane had stuffed down her pants. Sticking her tongue out over her top lip, the tip touching the nose, she reached out with her toes to turn off the water. That was one way to wake her up from a daze.

Inked fingers plucked a towel from the sink and she wrapped it around her.

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just done enough
So I`ll be waiting for the real thing, I`ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we`re meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holding my own breath, right up `til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I`ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know the night alone
There`s somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it`s just like d?ja vu
Me standing here with y-

?Meh..? She was not sure she was in the mood for d?j? vu. She moved to sit on the bed, her fingers pushing through her wet pink hair. Her head lowered while a sigh rushed out. Fingers tapped against her head as she muttered,? Blahdy blah blah blah.?

?Ooohhkkkaaaayyyyy?? A frumpy look formed on her face and she flopped back on her bed,? Ball?s in your court Shane? No traveling.? She snickered a little, this time at how moronic she felt. She was such a dork some times.

Shane Michael

Date: 2009-10-11 10:10 EST
A hound dog is baying loudly somewhere in the Rhydin.

"Gauge! Jesus!" he crawled out of bed and went to the back porch. The hound dog had chased a raccoon up a tree at the early morning hours. When Shane appeared he wagged his tail violently and let out another stream of howling. The tree wasn't large, perhaps one and a half stories but isolated to where the raccoon was having a time trying to relocate to another. It wasn't a very big raccoon and he held with little black hands onto the branches at the topmost branches, hair on end.

"Gauge, leave him alone," and he went to the dog, hand going under the collar as he literally had to drag the dog away. Pulling Gauge inside, he shut the door behind him.

"Christ, I wasn't meant to be up this early today."

Gauge was still attempting to paw at the door, his nose pressed flat to where the door and threshold met. Tail wagging fiercely.

He went to the kitchen and looked into his cooler, standing there for several minutes. He mumbled to himself, "I gotta make start making some decisions." He leaned in, taking the orange juice and pouring a glass. After a swallow he squinted at the window before looking over to Gauge, "Yah happy now? I'm up and anyone within a mile is up. On a Sunday. You know, that day of rest thing we talked about?"

Gauge regarded him briefly, tag not wagging before pressing his nose back at the break of the door. One paw tested the wood of it again. He could see through the window the raccoon still where he was and only now deciding to pick his way down the tree and to a better hiding spot.

Skulls had been fun for him. Most importantly, they laughed a lot when they were together. Sometimes he blurred her fun-loving nature with that of Darcy's and perhaps made inaccurate associations. That, perhaps, her affection for him is a widespread one. When he thought about her, he smiled and shook his head like she'd already told him a really bad joke.

When he went into work it was slow. Harvey had hired a temporary third hand for the shop because of the pressure of Halloween alterations and work. Shane's garments had seemed more challenging than they were, for a change, and done early he had helped Harvey with some side projects before he took up scrap pieces of cloth and began pieces them together. Asymmetrical with different patterns. One he stiches over the face of the other in the swirl cut it had had. It was precise work, work he was use to doing and stitches he'd had to execute a thousand times.

Several hours later, at the end of his shift, he was just trimming off the sides so that it's width was uniform. It was a rather wild looking scarf. It would suit her, he thought. He snipped off any "Irish pendants" and folded it into a box. He wrote a note and paid a boy to run it over to her.

When opened the note read:
You owe me a date now!

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-11 19:50 EST
The box was opened before the boy could even say who it was from. She had always been impulsive and eager in many ways, but with Shane she wanted to continue to tread on the glass.

However when she saw the scarf she nearly squealed in delight; but she saved the boy some awkward notions from her. He wasn?t entirely spared in the process.

She had wrapped the scarf entirely around her head. Her menacing laugh came from within the bundled scarf. She finally came unwrapped, peering at the boy,? Any word on who this is from?? The note was still tangled in her scarf. She grumbled a bit. Something itched.

She blinked when the boy shrugged, but at that point she was really itching. The scarf was plucked from her neck letting the paper finally fall free. She snatched it up, glanced it over before shouting,? YES!? The boy was still standing there when she proceeded to do a victory dance.

Two minutes later, she was glancing at the boy again and jotting down a note of her own:

You fiend! You?ll have to find me first!

In other words, yes, she?d love to. But there was no reason why she couldn?t play a little game of hide n? go seek. She was going to enjoy this, both the scarf and a date with Shane. Just what the doctor ordered in a sense.

The boy was shooed off to deliver the letter. For the time she had, she would work at looking great. Like a piece of candy. Shane had said she gave a chewy feel. She was gonna make sure that feel lingered for a while.

Yep that was Scully, chewy? Mmm.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-12 20:46 EST
| Day 7 : Just Dessert |

It was long after work and he came from the inn, having done one scouting look about it then he went to teas n tomes. No dice. He was hoping that his game didn't expand to all reaches of Rhydin and was beginning to wonder if a joke was being played. He stopped outside the Taylor shop he worked at, scratching the back of his head as blues darted in the dark for her familiar image.

Hot chocolate was a fine thing for a cold night. She was wrapped in a scarf some Irish guy gave her. Her pink hair was hidden under a purple knitted beanie. She held up his cup while she rounded the corner to his tailor shop," I know it's not a Whiskey sour, but... It will warm ya up." She said as she started to walk up to him from behind," Don't move, I like the view.'

He twisted at the sound of her voice, eyes widening like he were giving her grief for the run around. He grinned at the glowing cups in her hands and his eyebrows arched up as he noticed the scarf she was wearing. Extra deep are dug the dimples. His hands scoops the cup out from her hand and he chuckled, "So now I've found you that means I win, yea?"

"I suppose it does." She beamed to him, devious grin growing on her lips. She sipped at her cocoa while murmuring," I love the scarf Shaney. It's doing a wonderful job of keeping me warm too." She continued to beam at him. She may look a bit extra dolled up, clothes that fit her frame, sorta, but nothing with holes in them.

"Oh yea?" he said with a more relaxed smile as he started to walk. He cocked his head to call her over to keep pace with him. A swallow of the hot chocolate heating his mouth and tingling his stomach. "You wouldn't wear it just to humor me, would yah?"

She was keeping her pace with him. Steps moving her after him," Nah, I really do love it Shaney." She smiled up to him. Cocoa was sipped at again while she murmured," I got you something to make you giggle. I wasn't thinking of winter at all. So you'll have to forgive me. I wasn't thinking about getting things to keep you warm."

"Something to make me giggle?" he paused and then looked down at his hot chocolate and then chuckled, "Well it works, it'll keep me pretty warm yah know?" and then his stride slowed and he looked at her, "Okay, now the question of the night is... what do we gotta do to make this hanging out a date?"

"Dinner?" She looked to him, a bit curiously before hrmming. She reached her arm out and looped it around his. She gulped for a moment or two in thought then murmured," Usually there's maybe a flower involved, but the scarf covered it I think." She looked to him, smiling to him," And something to make you giggle." She said as she pulled out a monkey bobble head," For your desk at work." Each time it bobbled it looked like it was scratching its head and its rump.

"Yea, did the gift thing, check." he said with mock seriousness. Then he grinned at her, "It's a bit late for dinner, we'd have to do burgers or something again at the bar. I haven't gotten to that drunk part of the night where I think that's a good idea." and then... came the monkey. He chuckled outright when he saw it, reached out and gave it's head a good bobble. Monkey in one hand, hot chocolate in the other, "I didn't think that the woman was supposed to spoil the man?"

"It's worth a shot, we could just do the compition thing and see who gets spoiled out first." She teased him, laughing a bit as she hugs his arm. She paused and turned infront of him. Looking up in his eyes she murmured," We could skip dinner, go for desert, then see where everything goes from there. There's no point in being nervous or not knowing what to do. Technically we sortal already had our dinner date."

"Weren't we suppose to dessert before? What happened to that?" he tilted his head to the side in thought. Then he turned on a heel back towards the market, towards the shop, "I should put monkey in the shop now so I don't set him down and forget him or have some envious guy snatch 'im up." he said offhand. Then, "So what dessert did you have in mind?"

She nodded," We can do that. I don't mind one bit." She was glad he liked his gift, she was going for make him grin, sort of effect. She thought over dessert then sipped her hot chocolate," How about we go for Cake or even pie. Something that isn't so cold sounds great tonight."

"Pie, man," he stopped outside the shop, unlocking the door with a metal clash against metal and set the monkey off to the side fast. He'd figure a better place for it tomorrow at work. He had a date to do right now. He shut and locked the door, sipping the hot chocolate once more and smiling at her, "I don't know where the shop is though. Lead the way, hero."

She slid her arm back into his, her smile growing with each step she took. Scully led him along the paths, until they came to an old Mom and Pops diner. It looked like one of those back from the sixties, getting old and decrepit. But once they were in, they were able to see a clean and well organized shop. Once they were situated at a table, a menu was offered, a page and a half of it was divoted to pies and pies alone," It's not the best pie place in the verse, but it's still pretty good."

"The best pie place in the world closes earlier," he said with a chuckle to her, the uplifted chin that said he knew what he said was right. Don't question it. Then he slid into the booth and caught her just at the belt loop of her pants and gave her a good tug down to sit beside him.

She squeaked just a bit as she was pulled down besides him. She grinned at him, her smaller body nestling into him. Her fingers laced in her hat, pulling it from her head before she shed her jacket. Soon she was settled besides her, the scarf still around her neck," So what kind of pie are you gonna get?"

"I was thinking... blueberry?" he had been having cherry and strawberry stuff shoved at him as of late. Sort of wanted a different color and flavor to be happenign to him. Eyes half mast in yummy thought, "With vanilla ice cream..." and then he pinched the tip of her nose playfully, "What about you, squeeker?"

Soft laughter came from her as her fingers poked his side," I was thinking banana with some whipped cream and banana pudding." She nodded," but blueberry sounds good too." Banana had been her way of mixing it up, she'd try everything at least once, this time it was banana that caught her eye, among a certain Irish man. She propped her head on his shoulder.

"Want some banana with your banana?" he chuckled and shook his head at her, one arm looping around her to tuck her into his side. When the waiter came around he ordered a blueberry banana split. Okay, it earned a kinda skewed look but he reassured the man it was what he wanted with a smile and a nod. A look down to her once more, "So has my monkey gotten into any trouble today?"

"More or less the monkey scared a little boy when she got a package." She looked up at him, her fingers tracing along the side she was tucked into. She rose up, kissing at his chin softly," What about the Taylor? Was his day good? Not over worked i hope?" She reached up, brushing pink hair from her eyes.

"Oh man," he said, shaking his head at her when he heard it, "Now who will ever deliver anything to you?" Oh, he supposed there would always be young boys wanting to make a buck or two on the side. When she then turned the question onto him he chuckled and then nodded, "Yea, the day was pretty nice. Not especially rushed or stressful. Harvey temporarily hired this kid to help out and that's made a big difference."

"I know." She was snickering," It means you might actually have to bring your presents in person. Just imagine how creeped out I'll make ya." She teased him, one of her hands moving to his, teasing at it just a smidge before lacing fingers," Glad to hear you're getting some help, I imagine this time of year is busy for you.." She was looking back towards his eyes, a gentle smile on her lips."

"You wouldn't have been able to play hide and seek with me, that's for sure," he remarked, grinning as he felt the bug-crawl touch of her fingertips coming up to his skin and lacing in. Eyebrows arched up and then he nodded at her, "Oh yea, definitely." He chuckled at her and gave her a little squeeze, "So you haven't maimed me once yet. Losing your edge?"

"Just biding my time until I have the right opportunity... Ah like now." More hot chocolate was delivered, whipped cream on top. She dabbed her finger in the whipped cream on her glass then transferred it to his nose. He even had a glass of cocoa to retaliate with.

"Hey!! You clean up the messes you make missy!" he demanded of her with a strict pout on his face. All kinda wilty looking and all that. His thumb rubbed the inner palm of the hand that was held with his.

She smiled to that, and shifted, giving a small lick to his nose. It was effective in cleaning the whipped cream off of it. More it was effective for their eyes to become level as she whispered," I usually do, you won't have to worry about that." There was a coy grin curling on her lips.

"Yea?" he leaned in just so his lips are over her's. That threshold where you're so close that you can feel the heat coming off the body of another person. Smiling at the air-hold tease and kissing her, just like a whisper before pulling back, "I think I can live with that. Will only banish you to the couch once a week, I promise."

There was a kiss in return, her smile growing before her jaw dropped to give an offended look," I don't know about that. You may end up on the couch with me coming to get you in the middle of the night." She snickered softly. Her head tilted to the side and her thumb brushed at his laced hand. Dessert was coming, which would have been the only reason she pulled back from such a warm position.

When she did he looked up and saw the waiter bring it out, "Thanks!" and then he reached over to unroll the napkins that circled around the forks and spoons. He undid her's as well and handed her the spoon handle first, "Couch sex is always like... something that should be respected. It can go terribly wrong if you're not open minded."

"Well the same thing goes for kitchen sex and under the table sex. Each has to be approached with caution." The spoon was taken from him as she spoke. At this point she had eyed up and down Blueberry Banana split. She licked at her lips before musing," But then there's just classic bedroom sex, best kind there is in my book." she winked to him then took a bite.

"The couch is different!" he defended to her with a smile, "Cause it's also where you sleep in the end. The other's are like destination vacations? You go to have fun but you don't intend on staying. But with the couch it's like one fourth of a bed that you got to play with." he said with a matter-of-fact nod towards her. He stayed away from the banana-- he had a blueberry focus, and began picking them off with some of the ice cream one by one, "You know, this isn't in any way a piece of pie."

"Doesn't matter it's still good." She saw more whipped cream, this time in attempt to bloop his nose, she got his cheek instead. Devious as ever, her grin grew while she spoke on the first piece of subject," I see, I will need to experience this couch sex you speak of." She even giggled mischievously at the thought of it. Her fingers squeezed at his. Almost like reassurance that this was real and not her dreaming.

"It's an art form." Okay, two people dancing around each other figuring out how to make couch sex great had a very comical aspect to it. Almost one that you couldn't flatly ignore. He dabbed her lips with the whip cream and gave her a 'so there' look and winked at her, "You have a lot of boyfriends growin' up?"

Slowly, teasingly slow, she licked her lips for him to enjoy the show. She then leaned in, gave a soft kiss to his cheek while she masked licking off the cream. She heard his question, drawing back to look in his eyes," No... No boyfriends really." Shaking her head," And not so much as a guy like you for that matter. You're pretty damn unique." She nodded then took another bite out of banana.

"Yah think?" he didn't think so. He thought rather that he was normal, close perhaps to bland. If it weren't for that mouthing off of his, anyway. But the compliment was a rich one and it made him smile. "So what's a guy like me like, anyway? Other than awesome and a fantastic kisser." Had to slip in the self compliment somewhere.

Another laugh came and she sighed out lightly," You're a breath of fresh air Shaney. One that I'm glad to get when I can." She shifted in the booth," You see a girl like me, and you don't judge right off. You look past the ink and the past to find out who they are... it's a quality I had forgotten about in people." Smiling to him," I enjoy every moment I have to spend with you." She ended with a kiss to his cheek.

"Well, to be fair, we are in Rhydin," he said with a chuckle at her, eyebrows raised, "You're not like a naked demon or a huge dragon or like a half clad slave with green skin. Relatively speaking, you're pretty damn normal." and she knew how to soften the Irishman up with her words, "It's been fun getting to know you. You shoulda showed up sooner, yah know?"

"Darn me for being late." She frowned to his last bit of words. She looked to the devoured dessert and then to him," Feeling up for that walk, or would you rather sit here for a bit?" Her fingers moved up, brushing through his hair while she smiled lightly. For the most part she was enjoying just looking into his eyes," So if this is a date then does that mean I'm your girl?"

"Nah. Wake up beside me and it means you're my girl," he said with a smile and kissed her again before looking at what was left of the dessert. Desserts always looked pitiful in the end. All their former beauty munched away. Blues turned to her, "Yea, let's walk. But not too fast, yea?"

She nodded to him, sliding out of the booth then sliding on her stuff. Golden eyes were looking to him, she smirked and before he could she was moving to pay for dessert. She glanced back at him," How much of a tip for our waitress?" Pinks had yet to hide under a beanie.

She was fast like a snake, that one. He shook his head at her when she paid and then reached in, tossing some cash atop the table and grinning at her, "I'll cover tip, then." and he moved behind her, thumbs hooked in the front loops of her pants and legs moving behind her's when she stepped along, "That should do it."

Arms looped back around his neck as he moved behind her. Her broad grin was back as she set her purple beanie on his head and nodded," Sounds good to me." She pulled down one of her arms to open the door for them, making sure he stayed the way he was. Fingers teased through his hair and they were off along the street. She made sure to put her arm back where it had been," Ya know. I think we should see if there isn't somewhere, where I can't stuff snow down yer, erm... can make a snow angel." All the while casting an innocent smile his way. Yeah, like that would work.

"You are the worst plotter ever," he said flatly, those hands looped where taking up the initiative to be infectious tickling agents. He slid them under her shirt to exact ice-cream cold finger tickling revenge upon her sides. Don't mess with the Irishman!! As it were. Yes.

She squeeked as she was tickled, her body wriggling back into his as she laughed. She was doing her best to get away from his hands. She squirmed and laughed. She was trying anything to break free.

"Hey, come here you. We agreed this was to be a walk, no...chasing or anything," and he ducked so that his arms wrapped around her, bear hug from behind and his lips and breath down at her neck as he held her this way. Like her neck was hiding his grin from the world.

She was absolutely shivering at the feel of his breath against her neck. It was enough to darn near make her freeze on the spot. A small wriggle came again and she sighed contently," So long as you don't let me go I'll walk as long as you want me to." Scully was moving with him, her smile bigger than ever.

His arms loosened up from around her so that she was no longer his captive. Infact, he stopped their walking all together and looked down at her. His grin was long and slow and he said with a tired tone, "We totally left your hot chocolate mugs in that restaurant." and shook his head at their folly. They couldn't even claim that it was cause they'd been drinking.

She looked up at him, giving a small shrug," I'm not worried about it, it went for a good cause." She stated and slowly began to turn to face him," Mugs are mugs, easily replaced... there are other things that can't. Those things are a few of the things I'm trying to focus on right now." Smiling up to him, fingers brushing at his chest a bit.

"Aw," he said with a smile as he looked down at her as well, "No woman has ever told me I mean more to her than two chocolate filled mugs." he batted his eyelashes at her in a playful flirting expression then. With her facing him he made the bolder move of slipping his hands into the back pockets of her pants. Couldn't help it really. There was a fantastic pink haired woman in his arms he wanted to have his way with.

She giggled when he 'Aw'ed at her. Her arms folded around his neck, her head tilted, and she grinned," You mean more to me than not only two chocolate filled mugs, but more to me than all the money I own." Answered semi honestly, because she should have put: everything I own. Her nails began to dance a bit on the back of his neck, every now and then teasing his hair. His hands in the back pockets of her pants were hardly a bother because this fantastic woman wanted the same thing the Amazing Irish man wanted.

Icer had been headed home for the lair, but a detour had been taken over the market streets, the dragoness took a deep breath as she landed near the fountain.

"All the money you own? My... that better me more than pocket change, lady," he said with a smile. Shane and Skulls had just left a restaurant, full and happy with dessert in their stomach. He smiled as her hand went through his hair. Something blew across the air-- he saw Icer passing over and landing not too far off. "Hmm, I wonder if everything is okay."

Her head turned up to watch Icer fly by. She bit her lip then looked back into his eyes. She turned her head to kiss at his hand," Do you want to go check." Scully didn't mind, she still would get time with Shane.

"Check on Icer?" he chuckled at the thought and looked to Skulls like she'd lost her mind, "If there is something going on that that Dragon can't handle I sure as hell don't want to go walking on into it."

That was a very true point. No need for two humans to get involved in all of this. She had to think for a moment. Should she be brave? Yeah, why not? Leaning into him, she traced her fingers besides his neck and pressed her lips to his. Like she had been wanting to.

He was about to yammer on about something about Icer. He'd come to know the dragon fairly well and tended to spout off facts about her. It really was weird and didn't particularly make sense. Chest fills with the beginning of icer trivia facts when he finds that they are warmed with the petal flesh of lips against them. He smiled beneath the kiss.

There was a mirrored smile on her lips. She didn't stop it either. She tipped her fingers under her purple cap and tangled them through his hair. Her thumb grazed at his cheek all in sync with this particular dance.

One hand goes to the small of her back like to steady her against him. With a little more of a backwards lean he made a spin of them together, easing her back those necessary inches back to the ground. Lips broke away and he nuzzled her, "You certainly have a way."

"The same could be said about you.." The nuzzle was returned. Her forehead fell against his. A grin spread from ear to ear on her lips, her fingers teasing at his hair. She locked her eyes with his, not sure of what to say beyond what was said. It was obvious that even with her starting the kiss he had managed to steal her breath away.

Her ribs are cradled like a bowl in his hands as he surveys her face and then releases a very, well, torn-felt sigh. After all, men weren't the ones well known for their patience, especially when it came to something desirable that they wanted. Being single a minute aided the cause. She could have been wearing a moo-moo and he would have checked her out. So it didn't help that she was wearing worthwhile clothes with cute pink hair and likes that could skin a cherry.

Hearing the sigh, her brows furrowed just a smidge. She was suddenly frowning, a bit worried that she had done something wrong. She lifted one hand to cup his cheek," Shane?" Serious forced her to drop the 'y'. She whispered," Don't think for a moment that I won't understand what's going on in your brain. You can tell me anything, promise. If there's something on your mind, just tell me and I'll listen... Even if I don't like what I hear."

He wishes what was going on right now had the complexity deserving of her worry. He smiled at her and then let out another breath, eyebrows arched up just slight, "Just thinkin," which sounded better than his real thoughts. His mind was starting to validate all of the wanton thoughts he had. "You're just... someone I'm glad I've met."


She nodded, another breath was exchanged, but the frown never really left. She was still worried, perhaps a bit more worried than she should be, but ya can't really blame her. Her fingers fumbled at the collar of his jacket and she whispered," i won't ever regret meeting you Shane. Just won't." She said softly to him.

"That's a loaded promise. I could, you know, be a terribly wicked person underneath you know," he challenged her with a smile and then wilted like it occurred to him to face the inevitable truth, "I suppose I should walk you home, then."

"I... uh... sure.." She was a bit pink at that thought. Not because she was nervous for some reasons, but because she wasn't sure she wanted him to see the place she lived in. She bit her lip and nodded, taking his hand, and leading the way. She had this nagging feeling that she had done something or said something. She just really didn't want this night to end.

He did. It wasn't that he didn't enjoy it or that there were better things to do, but that he found his thinking was getting dominated by a desire which was unconcerned with anything to do with foresight or planning. No, it just wanted what it wanted to happen instantly. He was attempting to have a cooler demeanor about it, not to left on how very keen he was with her, "It's gettin late and I don't wanna keep you until all hours of the night."

She nodded," Mmm... " She didn't say much, she wasn't sure what to say. Things were getting awkward and she didn't know what to do to make him breathe easy. She turned on her feet towards west end and those pesky docks. Pink strands of hair falling in her face as she pulled the scarf up to cover her cold nose, not even hiding the sigh that parted from her lips in the slightest.

"Where did that smile go, squeeker?" he said as he watched her thoughtful dance of motion move around him. Spades of auburn hair spilt forward and sidelong with the wind and he looked away from her to where the docks were, "Huh. Where do you live, exactly?"

"It's an Inn down along the docks, or a pup, I dunno." Still, she was tired of being cat called and groped at by drunk to get to her room. Her golden eyes looked down along the path as she mused," I could ask the same about your smile dimples." She really wished he'd talk to her, that's what she had ears for.
Shane Michael: "I'm smiling!!" not his deepest of smiles, but it was still there. She could tell he was holding back something from her and that was, well, difficult. It meant he wouldn't be able to keep much of anything from her. He reached out and pulled her over to him, dipping his head that slight, necessary bit to take in her lips.

The take of her lips caught her off guard. She sort of blinked, closed her eyes, and sighed wistfully. Letting the sheer enjoyment of his lips lift her spirits, slightly. There would still be a piece of her that wanted him to talk to her. Her fingers were back in his hair a moment later, the kiss was being returned as if everything and anything that she was, was being poured into it. Like her telling him in that moment that he could trust her, she wanted him to trust her, that she would do her

best to understand anything he tossed at her. She felt the need for him to know that.
Shane Michael: The gust of cool salty air from the docks causes chills against his skin with the added passion of her returned affection. His arms wrapped around her so tightly it was like he was fighting to keep her instead of holding her. The embraces gains slack and his smile appeared, full as it ought to be, "I think you're great, you know that?" Eyes traced behind her like he was trying to figure where she'd been leading them.

It didn't look like any place she wanted to be caught alone in. But seeing that smile, it only let her smile grow and grow it did. Not to it's fullest as it should have been, she was still worried about him," I think you're amazing Shane, quite damn amazing." She then looked behind her, the edge of the docks in sight some eighty feet away and the loud call of drunkards still rasing hell at the nearest Inn.

"You're going there?" said like he was surprised. Eyes traced to some of the nearer buildings, "I mean, if you don't take it the wrong way, I got some space at my place if you'd like?" he didn't want to sound like, well, that he was saying more than he meant to. He was also hearing a voice of warning in the back of his head that said he did, in fact, have the intention to have her over.

She gulped, hearing what he said she sort of sighed in relief, but she didn't want to press it. She looked back to him, thinking over it, a lot. The fact that she didn't like where she was staying was enough for her to want to scream she'd do it, but she didn't want to intrude. That fact showed clearly upon her face.

His eyebrows arched upward, he slipped his hand into her's and smiled reassuringly, "Whatever you want. I could even spot you a night at one of these quieter inns," Yea, they were more expensive but... he kinda liked Skulls. Okay, he really liked Skulls and whatever she wanted would be worth it.

"I don't want to push or put you out, but I don't really want to stay here." Yeah, she had told Chase that given the time, she would find a place all her own. A small gulp was taken before she spoke," I promise, just for a few days. I won't be weird or get in the way."

"That's cool," he said and he tugged her along with him and away from the noise. It was just at the southern glen he lived in. As they walked he perked up suddenly with a, "I hope you're not allergic to dogs or anything. I got a hound dog at home. He's real friendly though, just a loud feller, you know?" Truth was, even from the distance they had on the docks HE didn't want to go there.

Her hand squeezed at his," No allergies, I love pups. No need to worry. I'm sure once he's done sniffing me we'll get along." The further and further they had gotten from the docks the broader her grin got. She looked towards the glen and then back to him," I shoulda grabbed some clothes before we left the docks, but I can do that tomorrow. Just means I'll have to sleep in my panties." Oh yeah, she was back to teasing him.

"Oh god no, anything but that." he said with a shake of his head at her. The walk was not too long of one, and when they reached his house it looked a bit like a bachelor's home. That is, not much had been done with the yard and it was single story, prolly two bedroom. Rock driveway and a short porch at the front of the house.

There was said noisemaker. Gauge was laying on the porch and when he saw two figures approaching he bayed wildly. Shane shouted, "Gauge it's me!" and the dog was just too excited to stop barking right away, though his tail was now wagging. It was good that the dog wasn't huge or he'd knock Shane down with his friendly hello approach. Skulls was dead on with the dog. Half of what he wanted to do was sniff at her.

She started laugh as Gauge sniffed merrily. Watching that tail wag she dipped down and began the ever friendly skritch at the ears with her nails," Hey there Gauge, are ya Daddy's little guard? Huh? Do ya keep Daddy safe at night? Ya better be cause I kinda like seein yer Daddy's dimples." She tried to get him to roll over, in attempt to skritch the hound's belly. She laughed again, her golden eyes looking back up to the Irish Man," He's quite a charmer, just like his dad. Both of you have to be quite the charmers when working together. I can tell it al-" She laughed as another sort of bark came from Gauge and she answered," That's right I'm talkin about ya." She gave him another skritch.

She didn't have to try to get him to roll over so much as barely suggest it for it to happen. He grinned at Gauge and kinda shushed at him for being a little too wound up around her. Eyebrows arched up at the charming comment and he chuckled, "If we were half as charming as gauge thinks he is we'd be celebrities." Shane shook his head at the hound dog and the sound of his keys sliced at the air as he opened the door. He reached in a bag, using an old coffee cup and poured gauge a cup of dog food.

When the dry pebbles hit the dish the dog was over it, no manners necessary. Shane grinned and set on some lights for her to see around. It opened up to a lightly furnished living room that was openly connected to the kitchen. "Bedroom," he pointed to the utmost door on the left, "Guest bathroom," the door to the right of it. Then, across the room and to the right wall he signalled, "Work room there."

"Ta-da. You have the tour of the palace m'lady." He smiled.

She nodded over the house as she entered. Her smile grew, wondering if the kitchen was fully stocked, she was an early riser at times and liked to make hearty meals when she had the chance. She looked to the door of the bed room, over the living room then back to the helpful host. She smiled as he did, nodded," Thanks Shane." She still was set in semi serious mode. Sort of understanding how much this was probably nagging at him for having her there. She somewhat kept distance, not wanting to give into urges that would bring him to regret. She didn't want him to regret a single thing about their time ever.

"Yea... sooo..." he signalled her to follow him into his bedroom and he picked up some discarded clothes off the floor and chuckled, "The sheets are clean, I promise. I changed them like... three days ago." He had three pillows and one of them he took up. The wave of a hand to make herself comfy. He went back towards the living room and tossed the pillow at the end of the loveseat and dropped into it, "Don't get lost in the palace gardens outside. We're going for an all natural look."

"Hold it... You're not really going to sleep on the couch are you?" Yeah, she was frantic. She didn't want him to make special previsions just for her. She was already moving to pluck the pillows for him and make herself get situated on the couch," Noo... No... Cause I know me and I know that I'll end up walking out here in the middle of the night to either come get you or snuggle you and I don't want to have it come to that if you aren't willing to risk it."

"So if I sleep in my bed that won't happen?" he saifd with a chuckle as he looked at her rather flustered reaction. Arms spread open in a "hey!" expression as he said, "You're the lady. Gotta get the bed and I'll do the couch. I'll see totally... rude otherwise? What guy lets a lady guest sleep on a couch?"

She pointed a finger at him," You know I'm gonna feel bad and come to get you." She peered at him. For all honesty she was being serious," I don't want you to have to surrender your bed just for me. How is that fair?" She didn't think it was. She was now standing right in front of him," It's wonderful, yes, but honestly... I don't want ya to give up your bed."

He yielded to her and got to his feet, standing in front of her. Close. Slight uplift of his chin as he looked at her, "If you absolutely insist... I'd rather you be comfortable but... okay," and he began to side step around her then, surrendering up the couch to her.

She smiled to him," Thank you." She shifted a bit to side step him. Her fingers poked at his stomach. She peeled off her jacket and plucked her hat from his head. The scarf again didn't leave her as she moved to get situated.

He hesitated as he watched her and then forced those steps away from her, to the doorway of his room. He smiled at her softly from the frame and gave a small wave in her direction, "Goodnight beautiful," he shut off the light and went to his room, the sound of his door coming close like a whisper behind him.

"Double damn." she said as she lay there. She was really hoping for a kiss. Her eyes looked up, listening to nothing but the sound of Gauge eating. Her body shifted on the couch as she mused," Night Gorgeous." Mused to the door, all the while a wishful sort of sigh came from her lips.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-12 20:48 EST
She looked down at the hound dog laying by his bedroom door. Just beyond that door was a man she?d like to have her way with. He was a charming, funny, attractive man with dimples, she loved his dimples. Yet, even then, she wouldn?t let him sacrifice the bed for her to be comfortable. It wasn?t her right to sleep in his bed.

She shifted on the couch, trying her hardest to sleep off the up and down roller coaster ride of that night. They were having fun. Right? Then why did something start to bother him? It was now bothering her. Did she do some- no.

They had already talked about this. That other girl he was growing quite fond of. Of course. It didn?t take a genius to notice it. He needed time and space to think, she doubted she was giving it to him by sleeping on his couch. She rolled over again, smooshing one of the pillows under her head. She was not going to get an ounce of sleep with these thoughts running through her head.

Great.

She was up in a moment, running her fingers through her pink hair. Her mind had been made up, but it was not going to be easy. She tried to tread lightly. Acting like she was seeking a drink. As soon as a pen was found, all she needed to do was find paper. The quick solution was a paper towel.

After snagging the paper towel, she stood in the kitchen for what seem like ages. The pen in her hand thumped against her other hand in thought. Her brows had furrowed, forming wrinkles upon her brow. Golden eyes once again rested on the protective pup.

?Dear Shane,

I know I?m going to get an ear full for this later, but I think I?ll understand, if no one else does. At this point, I know you?re busy thinking about things big and small. There are plenty of issues you need to sort out that are probably better off done without me about.

There?s someone out there that you had hopes of being with before you met me. Hell now I know what you mean by wishing you had met me sooner. I think I?ll be kicking myself about that for a while.

I know if I don?t step back, I risk losing you as a friend. I?d rather have that any day than to have a chance and lose you all together. So call me stupid, but I?m gonna go back and crash at my place. Give you space to do your thinking. I know you need it.

I just wish you luck and happiness. You?re Irish. You?ll have all the luck you can get sooner or later. The irony is, I think this is the first adult thing I?ve done in a while. Take care of yourself alright?

I?ll be around, you can bet on it.

Squeeker.?

Stare, that was next. She just stared at that note for the longest of time. Could she really leave such a sorry excuse for a letter? She must have picked it up a few dozen times as she got ready to go. Somehow it had managed to make its way into the living room.

Scully had spent her life with the ?wrong? men as an influence. So when she met Shane, got to know him, she realized that there were right men out there. They were just hard to find. Shane was better than right. There wasn?t a time where she wasn?t smiling around him, unless you counted last night when she realized something was wrong.

At that moment there was no smile on her face. She could just lay down and sleep well. But she couldn?t really sleep well if she knew what was running through Shane?s head. Damn she wanted a chance with the Irish man. She wanted it so bad she could taste it.

It still wasn?t fair to Shane to cloud his mind while he thought.

Ink rushed up through her hair. She had fun that night. Leaving things at the diner didn?t bother her. What bothered her was the fact that if Icer hadn?t flown over, there would have been no telling what would have happened. She wasn?t sure she could have handled that with Shane still thinking like he was.

Once she was at the door she smiled over to Gauge as he slept and ever-so-sneakily stepped out of Shane?s house. The note, sadly, had slipped down onto the floor while she had gotten ready. It was now mixed up with a pillow and blankets.

Though, they were neatly sorted, they could have been tended to better. The blankets were hardly folded. The pillow was half on and half off the couch. It certainly looked like she was in somewhat of a hurry to leave for fear of him waking up.

More, now than ever, she hoped she was doing the right thing. If not for her, for Shane.

Shane Michael

Date: 2009-10-13 11:54 EST
The note had a slow morning.

From the floor it watched the sun come up, lighting a large square on the floor that started to give it a sunbath. The dust of the room floating like circus dance that to the giant eyes of people was boring and unseen. The last of the ladybugs crawled along the floor, stopping at the edge of its paper and tip-toeing across it tentatively. Outside there were barking conversations between birds.

A big wet dog nose hovered overhead. Go away!! Don't lick me. God that's gross. What? Don't walk on me you mutt!!

This is boring. The floor wasn't doing anything and all the couch wanted to talk about was all the change Shane dropped in it and crumbs he hadn't cleaned out from his cushions. The blanket was still asleep, which was prolly for the better because, as blankets go, he was a bore.

What's that? Someone's moving!

Feet are crossing the floorboards, whispering along the wood in socks! Oh Yes!! Something is about to happen to me! Finally... What? What's he doing? No! Don't fold up the blanket!! Jesus Christ, do you know what it's like to hear about all the different ways he's been folded and what he likes best? No one else is a blanket so we just don't care! Or even understand what that means. Now he's awake and you didn't line his corners up right.

Come on. Pick me up off the floor, man! I'm right here. I've been here, waiting. Oh, you're getting close again! Now just look down and pick me u-- YEOW!! Jesus H Christ!! Why's it so bloody dark? And dusty... and... oh no. Oh no no no no no. Not. Under. The. Couch.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-15 15:31 EST
Scully had beat Shane home, she had kinda wanted to get to that note before he did. She had a bag of food between her and her bag. Her fingers were skritching at Gauge's ears and she was talking lightly to the pup," I bet you could tell me tons and tons of stories about your Dad huh? He's kinda got that about him. Does something every time you're with him ya can't forget." She giggled, remembering him bringing her the mugs. She couldn't believe he had gone to such trouble.

After a time, it was clear that Shane had already come home after work. He could hear a voice outside from the kitchen. His hair was still wet from the shower and his pajama pants were loose and tucked its end under the heel of his feet when he walked. Plain white t-shirt. Had he seen the note? If he had, he wasn't acting like it when he opened up the door and grinned when he saw her there;.

When he had found her, she was making Gauge have funny faces. He didn't seem to mind, his tail was thumping quite a bit. When he opened the door she yelped, even fell back a bit. She wouldn't have come tonight, but Chase had told her that she was to stay with Shane for her own safety. They were working on getting her things. She blinked a bit, giving a coy sort of grin to him," Hey you, I brought dinner." It was chinese and it was still warm too. She figured some take out was more fitting, seeing as how she was so late.

"You read my mind," that was gonna taste way better than the subpar soup he'd gotten at the bar. Usually the food there tended to be on the better side of decent, if not good. Musta struck out tonight. Though he had expected her to come over again this evening and registered no great surprise when he saw her. Eyes shot down to Gauge who nuzzled her hand when she quit giving him again, "Easy tiger, gotta let the lady come to you," and he opened the door fully that she could come in.

She rose up to her feet. Her smile ear to ear already as she bent to scoop up both bags in turn. She winked to Gauge a moment later, though she was sure he wouldn't understand it," I'll try and be sneaky enough. You might just get an egg roll if your dad doesn't look." She then grinned to Shane, he looked good in P.Js. Scully held up the take out bag," I hope you like chicken, cause I got three different kinds."

"Can't lose with chicken. Sweet and sour?" he took the bag and opened it, peering down into it like one of them would be labeled or he'd somehow figure it out. He grinned and leaned in, kissing her on the cheek, "Thanks a lot for this hun. Yah wanna have a seat on the couch with me?" one hand holds the straps of the bag that now hangs low by his side.

"Sweet and sour, Spicy Chicken, and General Taos chicken." She looked to the couch. That's where she left the note. Her shoulders gave a simple shrug before she continued," Sure, I got both rice and noodles... Didn't know which one ya would want." She took the food and bag back as she suggested," Grab some plates for us?"

"Yea, and something to drink? I got wine and some orange juice and water." Shane having wine did seem out of place, mostly cause he wasn't one to indulge in it. He stepped to the left, where the kitchen half openly joined the living room. The dry sound of dishes moving and the too-loud clatter of silverwhere and glasses. He hummed absently as he moved.

"Orange Juice sounds perfect!" She called out as she rushed the couch. Okay, there was the boring blanket. It was unfolded, shaken, and crumbled up to be put on the side of the couch, draping over one arm a bit. She looked around, seeing not a letter in sight. She glanced towards the kitchen again as he rummaged and bit at her fist. Not too hard, just enough for her to keep herself quiet and think. She shifted to her knees and there she went, looking under the couch. Ah ha! Pat pat pat pat, gotcha! He was coming! She snapped up onto the couch, starting to kick her shoes off with her socks, stuffing the letter in there. A voice in her head told her otherwise, but she was too nervous to listen.

"So what did you do today?" he said as he scooped the food onto the dishes, "Oh, I hope you wanted all the kinds of chicken with this." The crack of the orange juice container opening and then rushing to the bottom of the glass. He had the plates balanced on his forearm and both glasses in hand. He smiled when he saw her, though she looked tense. "Here." he held out the glass of orange juice toward her and then, careful not to spill, set his drink and their two plate on the coffee table.

Drinking some of it down, she calmed her nerves and sighed out. She looked to the shoe the note was in as the voice shouted out loud and clear. She sighed," Okay.. Okay.." She smiled to Shane, knowing he was in one of those carefree moods, and she really didn't want to upset him," I went home last night after you went to sleep. Annnd left this behind." She plucked the note from her shoe with another sigh and held it out. Hoping he'd understand.

"Huh?" he took a bite of the food and while chewing, took the letter from her. Oh... great... letters. He looked like he'd gotten a letter or two in his past. If a woman who spent time with you felt she had to write about it... well, that tended to be on the side of not being any good. Yet Skulls were upbeat and spending time with him as usual. Then again, he had kissed her hello and not the other way around. "Oh."

She tilted her head a bit, curious on what he thought about the words that were there. She hadn't quite ate yet," I kinda came back with the intention of throwing that away before you saw it.." Shaking her head just a smidge," Truth is I can't think of anywhere I'd rather be." She gulped, finally picking up her plate and eating up a few noodles. She was not nervous, just curious at this point.

He set down the fork for his dinner and undid the letter and when he read it his face was severe. It wasn't that he'd gotten into it enough to know the tone of it, but that he just generally looked like that when he was reading. Did clocks always have to tick to extra loud in these sort of moments? After he'd finished working it over he looked up from the letter to her and "I don't know what to say."

She lowered her head, her fork pushing at her noodles and ckicken. While he read her apitite slightly fell to nothing. She was so nervous she could hear her heart thudding in her chest. As he spoke, she nodded, swallowing softly. Another push was made at her food, she set down the food on the coffee table, not quite sure of what to say either.

"So you're kinda wish-washy about even wanting to be here?" he set the letter down on the coffee table, elbows on knees and eyes judging her face, the way it moved and the emotion that was moving underneath.

She shook her head;" It's not that." she turned to face him, her hands moving to rest on his nearest hand. A deep breath was drawn in," I know you have a lot on your mind and I don't want to get in the way of your thinking in any way. I left on a motion of fear, afraid that if I kept up I was gonna push you away. It took me a bit, but after I saw you at lunch time with those mugs I was dead set on snatching up that note and throwing it away. Not because Chase says that I'm safe with you either, but because I want to be here. I can't think of a place I'd rather be."

Shane was, of course, skeptical. It was in his experience that when something off like this happened it was just the sign for worse to come. He wanted to believe the good intention behind her words, that it was a thoughtful gesture and not one of self preservation. Would she do this to him again when things needed to be thought through?

Then again, Skulls was being so very honest with him about her actions and feelings that it reassured him of their validity. She could have walked off with the note and he woulda been none the wiser. Blue eyes shifted to her hand on his and he smiled at her in a kinda tired sort of way, "Is there anything else I need to know?"

A rather hard breath was drawn in and she nodded. Skelitons. That's what she knew he needed to hear," I like ya Shane, and I know it's just more than friends ya know? I am so bleedin afraid of screwing up around you. Doing things or saying things that could make you doubt me or loose what little faith you have in me." She frowned," I would rather have you as a friend in my life than a lover if it meant you always being there." Her fingers rubbed at her arm and she sighed out," I think that I'm in a bit of trouble with the people that I left behind. And I don't want to put you through that either. There's just so much that I would be afraid could happen to you and I'd take a thousand beatings just to keep you from getting hurt because of me." For now her spewing was done, because she had to take a breath at some point.

Friend or lover. He didn't know what to tell her and he shrugged his shoulders, "Well, I am on fairly good terms with both my ex's." One more than the other, perhaps. He could not say, though, that the connection was always great or that there wasn't some sorta wall there. "It's just with me.. I got some sensitivity about things that people say and do cause it happened to me and the experience isn't good and I get like... a little intolerant of what feels like being slighted." And he knew he shouldn't be, because of the humanity people had. That there were mistakes and he was one of the fools committing them himself. "I like yah a lot Skulls." The latter comment coming because he felt like what he had been saying had a tone to it he wasn't intending.

The note was a stupid idea, she knew that when she had left it behind. It wasn't her, or a thing she would ever do. She didn't have the best of a track record either. She was a double time run away, but those situations in her mind were a good reason to run away.

Her eyes lowered on her plate, a smile perking at his last comment. Turning her eyes back to him, she sighed," Ya know... If I ever do something that triggers those feelings in your brain tell me I'm an idiot and chew me out a bit. I'm a fast learner. I promise. All ya have to tell me what I'm doing wrong and I'm usually good at fixing it." She gave one of those all knowing nods.

"There's a problem with that," he said, looking down at the plates of food that no longer steamed but sat lukewarm, waiting for them to do something about eating it. He folded his hands together and then propped his chin atop of them as he looked at her, "When I was with Darcy I told her I didn't take home a woman that wasn't my girlfriend. So naturally when she was stayin' over in that sense I thought it was pretty clear what we were to each other. Still, though," his lips against those folded fingers before the hands dropped away, "This kissin other men and sitting in their laps thing that everyone but me knew about was something she did and claimed she didn't think and didn't know and just if I tell her what I want her to do that that'll be how it is." he pauses before he adds, "I don't mean to be harsh, but sayin that is exactly what she said to me and I told her, you know, that there's a code of behavior, of caring, when you deal with someone important to you and that to not have it smacks of that person being sidelong important to you."

Hearing what Darcy did made her eyes go wide. She blinked for a moment. Her frame rose up while she tried to think this over. Her head shook, she was doing her best to keep calm. Slowly her eyes locked on him," I have a code, and I've lived by that code to the best that I can. I hate liars, cheaters, and users. I would never dream of doing anything like that to anyone I cared about. I don't cheat, I don't lie, and I sure as hell would never use a man I'm fricken crazy about."

Fingers trailed through pink hair while she muttered under her breath," Why would anyone be stupid enough to put you through that?" She couldn't believe that Shane had been put through so much. It was enough to push someone into a life of trust issues.

"She said she wasn't thinking and that if I just told her it'd be fine. I mean, she apologized the best anyone ever could but I kinda like... lost that patience and love in my heart to look past it." Darcy wasn't evil. She wasn't even half evil. He scratched the back of his head as thought on it and then sighed heavily, "I just don't want to be having to tell you to do things that to me feel like... common sense?" and he bit his lower lip and then looked at her, "I mean the big stuff like that. If I've learned anything from RhyDin it's that everyone's got their own code and you can't go thinking that your's is anything like their's."

She sighed, turning to him," Common sense? Yeah, I know that. Sure as hell would have to be one big idiot not to use it." A frown formed on her lips, the kind that told her to keep telling him things," Shane, Chase told me about the other ex." She hadn't gotten a name," Told me what she did and everything." That gut feeling was back, this time telling her she'd kick her self for this. Fingers rubbed the back of her neck; she sighed out, and then sat down.

Her hands moved to hold her head as she sat there," That shouldn't have happened to you. Nothing that has happened to you, being lied to, walked all over, none of that. How it even happened to you is beyond me." She was still holding onto her head, afraid to even see the look that was on his face. Scully shook her head again," Damn it. I am such an idiot." There was the part about kicking herself. The woman cared a lot about Shane, she'd give anything to give him faith. She couldn't believe how many times his trust in others had been

"It was a rather public ordeal. If she hadn't told yah, yah coulda read it in the paper," Shane was completely desensitized to the world knowing his business because, mostly, the world was pretending it didn't. He smiled slightly like to reassure her that he wasn't falling apart. There was nothing upset about him, nothing that was on the verge of crying.

After all, those issues have been passionate, upset and settled before he'd even met Skulls. It was like being upset over a skinned knee you got two months ago, "She was apologetic, she's done a lot to make good by me. We're friends and sometimes, I dunno," he didn't think venting about Jacinta to her was the best idea. Instead he smiled again, "I just... I can't handle someone whose got either of those tendencies. So when you're telling me just to tell you what bothers me and it'll change, what are you talking about exactly?"

"Honesty, faith, and devotion. When you can be honest and devoted to the one that cares about you, you can have faith in them. At times, I'm a big pig headed... stupid... and I have a habit of looking like a fool." She looked back to him, locking her eyes with his before sighing," I tell you that because I'd rather you know you can talk to me than feeling like you're loosing faith in me.." Honest, determined, she really wanted to make him feel at ease.

"I'd like yah just to keep in mind where I came from with that kinda thing and that when you doing something that you're not sure of... just, well, you know my background and all that just try to show some empathy." he smiled at her, eyebrows arching upward just the slightest, "I don't want you to think I'm an intolerant jerk, I just... I feel like when I overlook stuff like that happening then I'm just repeating history all the time."

"You're not a jerk at all Shane, just garded. You've been hurt twice, by women you put faith in. I can understand why you're reserved and wary. Hell, I'm scared as hell. Every man in my life before you has been a beater, user, liar, and cheater." She sighed, her frame shifted and she leaned into him, almost as if their talking had gone the way of casual and she just wanted the both of them to be comfortable," I just want things to be done right by you. Even if it's not me that wakes up by your side."

"I'm hoping for that too. Cause this love-pain relationship I got going on isn't cute anymore," leave it to Shane to make a joke and chuckle. It did feel like a relief to have her near him, to have this talk first instead of after the fact. When he lets out a sigh it washed the tension off his chest, "Thanks for... coming to me about this. I know it woulda been easier not to."

She turned her golden eyes on him, swallowing just a smidge. She took up his hand and linked their fingers as she murmured," Talking with one another is an important thing. I wasn't going to just let you go on thinking that I didn't want to talk like this with you. Talking and sharing, getting to know someone, it's all things that build bonds yeah? Even if at the end of the night we're just friends."

"I agree." and then he let out one more sigh and looked to their plates of food. He shook his head and smiled at her, "Nothing like cold Chinese food and orange juice." He looked from the plates back to her, "I could put it in a pan and heat it back up if yah like? Might dry it out some." Not that Chinese food wasn't already a little dry sometimes.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-15 20:58 EST
Scully could feel a weight pressing down against her chest that night. She had fallen asleep on the couch, it wasn?t half bad either. Each time she moved, it seemed the weight kept her chest stationary. When she tried to sit up, she found she couldn?t. She grumbled. Where was her blanket?

One eye popped open, then the other. Each one working, squinting, doing their best to gain her sight in the darkness of Shane?s living room. When she tried to sit up again she was met with a sleepy groan. Gauge was using her as a pillow.

Her head plopped back on the pillow. Was it fair for her to say the things she had said to Shane? If so? Why hadn?t she went off on the things that Jacinta and Darcy had done to him? She knew she wanted to have it out with both the women, hurting someone like Shane should have been seen as a sin.

Chase was right; the Irish man was a saint. Everything would work out. If it was to happen, it would. If it wasn?t, Scully would do as she usually had. Survive, learn, and live on. She pitied the poor smuck who tried after Shane, if that ever happened. Shane had made her standards in men higher than it had been in a long time. One thing was settled, if it didn?t happen, no tweekers. Never.

Inked fingers moved to rub her eyes. Scully couldn?t sleep just yet. She glanced down to the dog on her chest and then up. Small curiosities were running through her mind. What did Shane look like sleeping? Did he snore? Well, she didn?t hear a sound coming through the bedroom door, so if he did, it wasn?t loud. She had it bad. Bad.

?Gauge? hey? Gauge?? She grunted again,? Get off of me I have to pee.? She nudged the dog again before grunting out,? I have to peeeeeeeee.? The dog was pushed again, this time rousing him to life. He got up and chose to climb off the couch by means of walking on her bladder,? Geeze Gauge.? When she was cleared for it, she moved for the bathroom.

Gauge sat outside the bathroom door. His head tilting as sounds were made within. After a moment or two he had moved on. Her spot on the couch was now his. When she got back to that spot she sighed out,? Okay? The couch is big enough, but why?d you have to choose the middle?? Scully said as she scooped up the hound dog and moved him to her side.

She skritched along his head as she used him as a teddy bear. He was a kisser. One slurping lick was given after the other forcing her to giggle out and cover her face,? Yes, yes, thank you for the lovins? But I?m good. Honestly.? Scully sighed, her skritch falling at his ears as she spoke to Gauge,? I don?t know what I?m gonna do Gauge..? The puppy got a kiss to the head a moment later,? You?re one lucky puppy, all you have to do is be cute.?

She snickered as the dog groaned, finally settling down to sleep. Both her eyes closed to let dream land take her away.

Shane Michael

Date: 2009-10-19 12:22 EST
Mornings don't promise to be pretty.

He kinda stumbles out of his room in the wee hours of morning, one hand rubbing the sleepy seed from his eye as he yawns. Jesus, morning already? Those locks of dark auburn hair poke as wildly as possible. He looked like someone who tosses and turns a lot when they sleep. Extra scruffy. When sunlight hits his facial hair it looks more red than all the rest.

He puts on coffee and stands there, waiting for it to brew. As the minutes ebb along he starts to feel awake but also like something were missing. Oh, yea, Gauge wasn't acting a fool all around him while he was doing this. Infact, where was the fella?

"Gauge?" Like rocks over his familiar voice and he walks around. His place wasn't big so it didn't take him very long to find her and Gauge passed out with pitiful expressions which asked to sleep longer. He shook his head and as he shuffled back to the kitchen the hound dog woke up to the sound of it, gave a low, solitary bark as if to say, what's the big idea sleeping so long?

Coffee fills the entire room and he goes to it, yawning again and beginning to feel like everything had its bearings once more. Ah, there's that pesky dog underfoot, hoping for some delicious bacon to happen to him. Shane tried to convince him that it came from hard work and toil but the dog wouldn't listen. He'd just migrate over to the stove, be it on or off, and wait. Wait and wait, and when the waiting got bad he'd do some of that hound dog cryin' the world knew about.

"Okay, just... lay down. Down boy." To which he wagged his tag and tried to contain himself in a laying down position by the stove. He reached over, grabbing a caste iron skillet and setting it over the flame ignited in the stove. He rubbed his hands together and looked down at Gauge, "If the grease pops you from laying down so close don't come cryin' to me."

Gauge didn't understand, he just wagged his tail in anticipation. Shane leaned back, surveying Skulls and trying to see if she were awake enough to eat anything or make some requests. This morning she hadn't seemed to dart away so very fast.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-19 13:15 EST
Scully hadn?t heard Shane rouse, hadn?t even heard him shuffle to the kitchen. When the brew was put to stew she didn?t even shift. Her arms were still wrapped about the puppy, sleep still firmly holding onto her. The sound of him calling Gauge had no effect on the sleeping woman. However, when the dog barked she jumped awake. Eyes of gold were wide from the very start.

Pink hair was wild, care free, and bed heavy even though she had never slept in the bed. Inked fingers pushed through her hair. Her breath came in and out, nerves calming one by one. Golden eyes watched the hound dog climb over her for the kitchen. That was truly when the smell of coffee filled her nostrils.

Her head turned on Shane, looking at him with a smile. A grin curled on her lips, a small laugh fell from her lips. Slowly her body turned towards the coffee table and she rubbed her eyes. She didn?t feel the eyes looking towards her, she was still too busy trying to wake up.

A long yawn parted from her lips, her arms rose up over her head for a lengthy stretch. Blue and black flannel pj pants were adjusted as she stood. Her tank top was tugged down over her skinny little torso. On her toes she turned towards the kitchen, her hair still a wild mess.

?Morning Shaney. Dream of good things? I hope.? She smiled impishly to him. Her body moved for the fridge, the orange juice selected. Scully glanced towards the skillet on the stove top and grinned,? Whatcha makin?? She loved the smell of bacon in the morning.

As she passed Gauge she dipped down to ruffle her snuggle buddy?s ears,? Weighs a ton when he sleeps. And he knows just where to step on you to make it count. Still, he?s a good teddy bear.? Another ruffle fell to his ears, and then she moved on for a glass.

Orange juice sloshed in the glass, but never was spilt. Once more her eyes were on the Irish man. He looked cute in the morning. A long yawn came again, forcing her to glance towards the clock. Seeing the time she grunted. She was going to become an early riser while staying here. Speaking of which,? I?m gonna start looking for a place today I think. I promised you I?d not be around for more than a few days. I?m sure with some help from Chase I?ll find somewhere in this city.?

Scully wanted him to know she didn?t plan to be a bother to him. She was just the friend that needed a place to crash. Soon enough, she?d be living on her own and missing Gauge as a snuggle buddy, but for now she was enjoying what she could.

As Shane cooked, Scully would busy herself. She?d help him with breakfast by doing the little things. Dishes were put up and set besides him, two plates if he was willing to make a double portion. A glass of O. J. was poured for him despite his coffee.

Soon as the table was set she cleaned up her work area. Making sure that the blanket was folded, it was possibly complaining to the couch by now because of it. The pillows were set besides her bag of clothes, knowing someday she?d need to go get the rest of her things from that Inn near the docks. It was a dreading thought. Even then her grin remained.

For a while she was just watching him, sipping her juice. It was almost like studying a book, learning as much as she could from every aspect of it. From cover to pages, she never judged, never held reservations, just knew that each page had to be treated like the next.? Tell me about you Shane. Anything. You tell me a story and I?ll tell you one.?

Shane Michael

Date: 2009-10-20 11:55 EST
"Rise and shine, my little pink cotton ball," he grinned when he saw her climb out of the couch and come over.

Gauge was friendly with everyone, but she especially spoiled him and Shane was wondering just how far he'd follow her trail when she tried to leave. Had Shane been a hunter, Gauge would have been happy applying all of his great hound dog traits more often. As is, he got to randomly chase up squirrels and go howling up after raccoons when the fancy struck him.

"Thanks," offhand to the orange juice as he laid the bacon in the pan and the grease began to pop and jump. Gauge was glued to the stove.

It was nice to have Skulls there, even if she wasn't in the full capacity of being a companion. Not that he was waking up next to her or any of that. That they went on dates and still had this half-friend, half-interested air about the two of them. His eyes scanned the floor for crumbs before he looked back at her.

"Huh? A story about me? Hmmm. You know, I'll raise the stakes to that. How about a story that people don't know about?" and grinned when he looked at her. He scratched the end of the spatula against the bottom of the pan before looking back to her, "When I was young my Ma made us go to Church every Sunday for some six hours or something, you know? Which is hard when you're an adult let alone...eight or ten or so. Plus if you acted up in Church they'd beat you pretty bad. Anyway," he flipped the bacon, lips parted slightly in concentration as he worked round the bacon as he turned it, "My Ma use to help sooth me after a couple hours of church went and there was more to go by scratchin the back of my neck real soft so that it felt good. She'd have my little brother all up on her and her arm stretched along the back of the pew with her fingers just barley moving over the back of my neck. It was like to say... be patient, it'll be fine. So the result is now," he pulled the bacon off the skillet and onto one of the empty plates and laid five fresh white-red naked strips on the pan, "when I get like nervous or uncertain, it makes me feel better to scratch the back of my neck."

He grinned at her, eyebrows up like it were a challenge, "How about you, then?"

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-20 14:32 EST
?Haha, coulda sworn I was squeaker yesterday.? She was grinning from ear to ear. One arm reached out, fingers running along his back. She gave him a kiss to his cheek before he even attempted to start his story. When he started, she was leaning back against the counter, toes shifting to skritch under Gauge?s chin for a second. Honest, her feet didn?t smell bad and Gauge appreciated the skritch.

All the while she listened with an A+ attention. Her smile was soft. He did so well of reminding her that she had an actual family out there. Pink hair draped down over her eyes when she began to wonder about them. She wondered about her sisters and brothers, if they were alright. Hell she even wondered about her mother.

When he dared her with those eyebrows she thought for a moment of what to tell. Her smile grew as a memory came from deep within her child hood. A sigh came, she started,? It was way back when I was with my family ya know? My dad usually drank himself silly or something.? She shrugged, pausing a bit,? I remember the first time he beat me. My older sister Violet hugged me all night long; she let me cry as much as I wanted. I remember her brushing her fingers through my hair and singing to me. She was more of a mother to me than my own mother. There were times she?d take the beating for the rest of us. Even after everything, she kept humming and singing, telling us that Daddy could never kill our smile. All we had to do was keep it on our face, no matter how mad he got.?

She was still smiling as she spoke,? I always wondered how she could smile when things got bad. But when I was on my own, there were times where all I had I had was my smile. It always lifted my spirits and made me think of home. There were times where I thought about going back, but that was only to check on my brothers and sisters.? For a moment she frowned,? Not once did they ever come lookin for me. I guess my Father?s way of thinking was, he could always make another.? She shrugged,? My mother seemed aware of that too. With how many kids were in the house. God I don?t think I could handle that many.?

There was a small snicker from her. She sighed a bit, thinking over it all before she finished with,? I think to this day, I smile at times, but when I have hard times falling to sleep I usually just imagine her singing and brushing my hair. Her voice was amazing.? Even thinking over those days made her hope her family was alright.

After a moment or two she cleared her throat and took a sip of her juice,? Bacon?s smellin good.? Her ear to ear grin was flashed to him.

Shane Michael

Date: 2009-10-21 10:23 EST
"Ah," He didn't waver at the brutality of her story. After all, poor Irish Catholic boys were not raised with a lenient hand. You were almost a man at twelve on RhyDin's standards. You got up and worked at the farm, or wherever, all day at that point and brought home money. You earned the right to eat in those kinda times. There had just been so much trouble with the agriculture at the time.

Shane didn't talk much about his father. When he had visited the both of them had just briefly, wordlessly and without smiling, regarded one another. That was how some men raised their sons.

"One of my friends growin up was David," which was also the name of one of his younger brothers, but he didn't go into that, "David's mom was always pregnant cause he wouldn't touch her when she was. Whenever she wasn't, though, you know."

Sometimes he wondered how common this sort of violence was. If it was inherent and one day if they were still together they'd be screaming at each other and coming to blows. If always always the experience was meant to reproduce itself. Though Shane had never felt his hand fly, never felt the inclination to strike out of anything other than a barfight or alleyway brawl. He supposed, though, it wasn't easy looking after nine children. Would they have listened to their father had he been more lenient? Had be been less of a figure to fear? He couldn't say.

"People, you know," he held out a cooled off piece of bacon for her, "they're just, I dunno. Everyone's got something not-quite right about them. Some more than others, yea?" and then he moved on to start cooking a diced up potatoe in the heat and smoked grease the bacon left behind.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-21 14:17 EST
They would not be exchanging blows. They both knew how much it would hurt to do so. It would be the step they never took. The two of them knew when it was safer to walk away and not bring their parent?s traits into the mix. There was not a question of who would raise the first fist, because that?s just not who they were.

There were times where Scully carried a weapon, yes, but she didn?t have them with her here. It was not her place to bring her weapons to Shane?s place. It would be a cold day in hell before she lifted a finger to hurt the Irish man cooking breakfast. He was one of those too darn cute to hurt kinds. His dimples would always be her downfall, that along with other things. Poor Scully. She wasn?t complaining.

While he cooked potatoes she was sneaking bacon. Taking a bite here and there, but not eating it all. She?d be sure to leave some for Shane and the one glued to the stove. About the time she had had a piece he was getting another skritch and being slipped a piece for himself. One thing was sure, Scully was going to make Gauge fat if she kept up the spoiling, but something told her he would be just fine. He did chase things after all.

Her brows rose after the story, she nodded, and looked towards where she had been sleeping. A frown lingered for only a small moment then it was gone. She was in need of a change of subject,? Did ya have any good dreams Shaney?? She grinned,? Ya know, the kind that sorta stay glued in the back of your brain for the rest of the day??

It was a way to get things rolling on a positive side. One of those things that kept the movements flowing and the positive air charged. Scully didn?t want to be depressed the rest of the day thinking about her family, but for some reason she knew she?d wonder about them more often.

Now that she had a sober mind, Scully would do a lot of wondering. Her family was those people she wanted nothing to do with, but in the same sense, they were her blood. What if they were looking for her after all these long years? Someday she?d find out what happened to her father, brother, sisters, even her mother, but she didn?t feel ready to. Did she? It had been ten years since she had last seen them.

Scully scratched her brow, trying to process the jumble of ideas flowing through her head. Her head tilted to the side for a moment or two, eyes back on Shane,? Ya have to work today Shaney? Or can we do somethin?? She was hoping the latter was possible. It would be fun to spend the day with the Irish man.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-22 00:48 EST
"Who's gonna eat the squirrel?" She had bought a squeaking squirrel for Gauge to enjoy. She was laughing as she threw it and the pup brought it back to her. The house was filled with squeak, squeak, squeak. A roast was in the oven along side a pan of bread. Together the aromas was making Gauge drool and slobber all over the toys Scully had gotten him. Each time he paused to lick her, she too squeaked and laughed," You're so gross!" But nevertheless, she adored the puppy any way.

The sound of the door lock giving way announces him first. This was great for Gauge, it gave him something he thought was valid to bark at. Bark, wasn't the word. It starts off as barking and then turns into long howling bays at the door, nose pressed against it and tail wagging so fierce it was like to leave welts on you if it hit you. When the door opened a couple inches his noisemaking stopped when he saw, smelled, Shane and his tail wagged with a slower ease and his tongue lolled out past his teeth. He gave the dog's ear's a good razzing before stepping it. He hadn't worked much today but he looked exhausted. And he was late.

She had started the roast late, so it was quite alright. She moved from her spot on the couch to greet Shane with a smile, but at the sight before her she frowned," Okay, warm shower and hot tea. Some comfort food and then sleep. I can tell ya need it." She knew if he wanted to talk about it, he would. However, she was sure he could see the worry on her face. She moved to tug his jacket off of him in time to see the puppy go out the door. He must have seen a real squirrel to chase. When Shane's jacket was off she hung it up and started to pick up a few of Gauge's drooled on toys.

"You're not lying," to the request list she made of him as he dropped his keys on the kitchen counter before rubbing his eyes, "I've had a long day, you know?" and then he smiled at her sleepily, "You ever have one of those? You know, where your crazy ex shows up only they're not so crazy and not so on the ex side as they thought?"

She blinked," Huh?" It was the only reasonable response she could give with such a statement except for," No." Which was quickly said. She frowned, brushing some hair from his face and giving a soft caress to his cheek," Go get a shower Shaney and I'll fix up a plate of dinner for you and me. You can tell me when you've let the shower relax ya a bit, okay?" She gave him a small, reassuring smile," Everything will be okay Shane. Promise." Said as if he needed it.

He thought while he did as she told him that her mind would be working over his words and that, from there she'd been kinda prepared for the rest of the world of things he'd say. He kissed her on the cheek before he went and Gauge followed him all the way to the bathroom door until it was shut on his face and he turned around, picking the squirrel up with a single squeak and going back over to his new playmate.

At the kiss to the cheek she smiled. Her body turned for the kitchen at the squeak and she started some water on the stove. When Gauge followed she announced," We're gonna make dinner special for your Dad so keep the squeaking to a minimal. Ya got it pooch." She ruffled his ears for a moment, to which he made his fuzzy squirrel squeak defiantly. Scully laughed softly then turned to get dinner ready. The house was filled with roasted beef and sweet honey bread. Both of which were set on his plate before it was moved to the table. A steamy cup of tea joined it soon after, along with her own mug and plate.

Any woman worth her salt knew a man's soft spot was food. Such was his. He scrubbed the day, the minutes with Maria off his body like it were a disease. It wasn't, but he couldn't help but feel that he was holding his breath for another bad episode to erupt. Was it going to? Was this just a particularly believable false alarm that had grown beyond everyone's control? Conditioner. What was more important, than? That he should treat his old marriag elike some valid relationship, still, or keep it banished at it had been, for so many years, until now?

"Give me that toy! Give me that toy!" She was back to playing with Gauge while she waited. Her mind was racing a mile a minute. Whatever was bothering Shane showed. What he said would bother anyone, hell it bothered her a bit. Was this what was going on with his wife, because he didn't think it was Jacinta. It couldn't be Darcy could it? Her head throbbed as she tried to wrap her brain around all of it. It wasn't working, nor was attempting to play with Gauge while thinking, cause he just licked her face when she dipped low to get his toy," Ehh... heh heh... ewww..." She wiped her cheek," Whatcha do that for?" Another lick, this time to her hand," I know, I love ya too buddy." She looked to Shane's room, worry growing.

It did help, the shower. getting to a clena, warm place and then toweling off before the cool air ruined the feeling. He dried off then wrapped the towel around his hips, dirty clothes bunched up in one hand and spilling out from between the gap of his thumb and pink finger. He came out, hair looking black-brown while it was went and down on his forehead and splayed everywhere. He smiled to her slightly as he passed by and got back to his room to change up and all that, "Don't let him fool yah, he's never innocent you know." he hated to rat out his best friend but he asked for it.

Brows rose, he had to walk by in just the towel. She paused in playing with Gauge to stare, she could if she wanted to after all. There was no law against it. A few licks to her hand later she focused on the puppy. She giggled and wiggled his ears playfully," I know you're not innocent, just wait till Daddy sees what you did to my shoes. Uh huh. I had to go get new ones didn't I?" And in response Gauge gave an excited billow. His tail was going a mile a minute again.

He came out, his shirt sticking to moist skin and blocks of dark hair finger-combed back into wet snakes flush as they could be to his head. He smiled at her in a way that said that some of the years had gotten washed off of him. Then he sat at a stool at the kitchen counter, distracted by the smell of food and realizing, also, how long it had been since he'd eaten, "Wow, it... smells great."

"Told you I was gonna cook for ya some day." She winked to him for a moment before moving his plate and cup over to him. She paused to kiss his cheek and brush through some of his hair with her fingers. Her eyes locking with his," Ya okay Shane?" She had to ask, he didn't make it easy on her for her not to. A soft kiss was placed to his brow before he could answer her.

"It's just a big day," he remarked as he took a bite of his food. The muscles in his jawline clearly working as he chewed and then he turned to regard her once more. The sigh, "Maria is back. Really back. She came into the inn today after she sorta.. buzzed by here today to see if I was home."

That got her attention. So THATS who that lady was. She had seen her when she was leaving to go get new shoes. Scully tilted her head," She has brown hair, sorta skinny like, and looks somewhat tired..?" She tilted her head a bit, curiously thinking if she had it right," She's the one who was crazy but as you said is somewhat not crazy?"

"She told me today that she woke up about a week, maybe two weeks ago and has no recollection of not being ill. Like she woke up to where it was five years ago and we were married in Ireland, you know?" he said with a small shrug like there weren't enough words to explain it all.

She nodded to him, her sigh coming," I see." She canted her head to the side and frowned," What's gonna happen? Are you two gonna..." She paused to breathe," Try?" She was afraid he'd say yes. For the first time since this ride started she was afraid she'd loose any fighting chance she had. He was too good to just let slip away.

"I don't know," he said with a small shrug of his shoulders, "I kinda feel like I have to but... I mean, she's just happy to see me and is disoriented and is use to be, you know, being the guy that's there for her. So she's not quite seeing that I'm not the guy she married five years ago. We got a lot in common but," he shook his head and took another bite before he looked at her, "What would you do?"

The question at the end caught her off guard. Could she really be selfish and say that he should make his wife start at square one like she did? She drew away for a moment to think. Shane's time with her was really clouding her brain, but still her gut told her to do what was right. Her body lowered in a slump over her food and cup at the table while she released a heavy sigh," I'd do what I wanted. If I wanted to be there with her... I'd go for it ya know? I wouldn't let anything stand in my way of being with being with who I wanted to be with..." She knew how stupid that sounded. Her fingers plucked up her plate, but suddenly she wasn't very hungry.

Eyebrows arched up when she said that and he shrugged, "I don't know. It's impossible for me to say what'll make me happy in the long run. I dunno. She's just," he shrugged his shoulders then and looked at her wither as she moved and regretted that he had asked her at all, "you don't know what to do when someone's back from the dead. Other than... know that I'm five years ahead of her and this place," he made a signal all around him and meant RhyDin, "Is gonna shock her. Maria didn't exactly know a whole lot of different people growin' up so maybe when she gets here, meets people and other men she'll have a different opinion on me."

She nodded, listening to him from her spot. Her head turned so golden eyes could rest on him. Scully fumbled with her plate for another moment then looked back to it," I wouldn't blame ya if ya went back to her.. Tried all over again with her. I really wouldn't." She pursed her lips a bit.

"It's like... if you got put five years in the past would you be happy?" it was a very conflicting emotion and thought to deal with. he shrugged his shoulders and then motioned with a nod, "I paid for two weeks for her at the inn. She's decided to stay in RhyDin, so regardless she's gonna be around."

Another nod came," Ok. I'm sure we'll bump into each other a few more times and what not." Her smile was a false one, but she gave it to him nevertheless. In a way, it was her way of showing him she'd be there for him in any way he needed her to be. A hand lifted skritching a bit at the short pin hair on top of her head. She didn't know what kind of effect her answer would cause. She was a little scared.

"I should go by the shop and check on Harvey," he didn't need to, he just felt odd being here and wanted to have a good walk around town for awhile. He stood up and then went over to her, his arms wrapped around her and he nuzzled the side of her neck gently, "Thanks for everything. I've really...really enjoyed having you stay over for awhile."

The nuzzle to her neck would have normally made her weak in the knees. It however did have a different effect. Tears. She started to cry as he held her," Shane... Is it stupid of me to say that her being here isn't fair? Is it stupid that I want to be selfish and tell you not to do anything but give me a chance while I have one?" Scully was already wiping at her eyes. She wasn't going to show how much she was upset, but Shane knew her weak spots quite well. He knew how to make the defensive walls around her come crashing down.

"Hey, Squeaker," her kissed her shortly on the lips, his hands softly wrapped around her shoulders as if to steady her, "I'm sorry you know? Very...truly deeply sorry to put you through this. I'll try not to bring these things up I guess when I'm around you I just... jaw away at what's on my mind, yo know?" and he'd forget, rather callously, that the things he said had a very real affect on her.

"I want you to do that Shane. I want you to tell me what's on your mind and in your heart. I want you to feel that way with me." She said to him, soft sobs falling from her lips," I want you to give me the good and the bad, no matter what'll happen in the end. I want a chance to take the good with the bad, see you smile and cry. I want that chance to be there for you in any situation." Her hands moved, fingers coiling in his shirt and gripping hold of hit with a death like grip.

It was just a touch cold. Just barely any of the shower water still in the cloth of it when she took up handfuls of it. He smiled softly and stroked the side of her face and let out a long sigh, pulling her into him and holding her there until it felt like some of the hurricane had passed, "We'll do it your way, however yah want it."

Sobs were silenced in his chest as he held her tight," I want to be with you Shane. I want to be with you." It was an honest confession, her grip only wrapping about him and holding him tight to her. Tears stained his shirt and forced it to wet and cling to his chest.

"I'm with you right now. Shhh," and his fingers go through her hair and he hummed something. Some Irish song or another as he threaded his hand through her hair. Like she said her sister did to let her know it'd be all right. To smile and relax.

The sobs were silenced as she listened to him. Her arms squeezing him closer to her, soft sniffs lifting in the air. After a few moments her head turned, resting against his chest while he hummed. She was glad he knew the story, glad he knew what could put her to ease. Because right then and there, there was no one else but them letting their food cool in the kitchen.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-27 13:33 EST
Scully was washing the dishes for dinner. Her hum coming as she looked over to him. A large slice of feel better cake, home made, chocolate on top of chocolate with a few bits of melted snickers on top, was settled before Shane at the table. Gauge was nomming on a rawhide bone she had bought for him, his tail thumping with abandon.

Golden eyes locked on the dish in hand, a plate that suggested he had devoured BBQ pork ribs, mashed potatoes, corn, and even sweet honey rolls. All of it home made by none other than Scully. If it was one thing she knew how to do, it was cook. She had learned all she needed to know from the strongest woman in her life before she left it behind at 13. And now Shane was getting the full brunt of that training to his benefit.

Shane was unusual in that he was an old world guy. When people talked about sewing they normally thoguht of women, but that change didn't occur until the industrial revolution. He'd grown up in a world with male tailors and those were the ones handy with a needle. Also had learned to cook a few things-- but it was all Irish dishes and nothing like the spread that she did. Mostly, he enjoyed being cooked for. Even if she cooked was everyday, it would have still been appreciated.

As it was, though he was lucky. Well fed and spoiled, him and Gauge. When the cake came out he whistled low and looked to her, "Gonna give me diabetes." *

She laughed softly, her head shaking as the common smile spread upon her lips contributed to none other than the Irish man," Oh come on, you know you'd die happy with just having had a single bite of that slice." She teased. She set up the clean dishes with another set of snickers.

The loud thumping of Gauge's tail was like a rhythm she couldn't help but hum to. When she was done there, she glanced back to him," Ya don't have to eat it all. Just take a bite and you can save the rest for later."

He smiled at her proposal and then shook his head no, "I got this. If you don't mind... I'd love a glass of milk with it." Gauge didn't know what it was; just that he wanted it to. Of course, that wasn't destined to be. He got his rawhide and that was enough. He sunk the fork into the cake and took a bit, smiling and giving her a playful applause which she deserved. Then, "You know you didn't have to do all this for me."

"Milk it is!" She announced. She went back to humming gently, a healthy glass of milk filled in the process. When she set it before him he also gave a light kiss to his cheek. Her smirk grew at the applause, along with a blush," I wanted to Shaney.. you deserve it." She nodded firmly, intending to make sure that the Irish man had only what he deserved. It was the least she could do for letting her crash on his couch and then some.

"I do? For what?" he shook his head and then took another bite, washed down with milk. He leaned far back into his seat and chuckled at her, "I feel like I won a medal for something but I don't recall competing."

She flopped down in the chair across from him, her smile softening a bit towards him," Ya've let me crash here. Not even complained once about me snoring, or not making the couch at times." She nodded," Hell ya haven't even complained about Gauge getting a little bit chubbier." She laughed, eyeing the content puppy. He was a bit heavier, but again, a cat running along his path was exercise enough for him.

"Gauge can be, well," he looked over to the dog, who appeared to know when he was being talked about, "he can be loud...you know, a right handful. Sometimes he just wakes yah up callin out like he does. Or gets so excited that he wakes up up anyway. But you know, a good heart," he shook his head and then shrugged his shoulders, "Well, you've been very patient with me, considering."

She sipped her O.J, one of her all time favorites. Her head shook from side to side, a palm lifted to stifle her yawn. She glanced to him and shrugged," I know you have had a lot on your mind. I wasn't going to get in the middle of that Shane, at all." It was the truth, the last thing she wanted was for him to feel pressured into anything with her. She rose up, moving to the sink again with her glass and setting it down," I think I'm gonna get ready for bed.."

"Yea?" He said with a nod and got up, wrapping up the piece of cake and leaving it out on the counter. He went to the door and opened it and gauge shot outside. The sound of doggy sprinting and leaves forfeiting their resting ground like a dry tussle in the air. He looked at her as he shut the door with a smile, "shouldn't take him too long to figure he wants to cuddle and sleep."

She nodded to him, her smile growing. She moved over to him, arms opening for him. When she was close enough she wrapped her arms around his torso and paused, just letting her head rest there," You sleep sweet, kay?" She hugged him tight to her, her yawn falling against his chest.


"You too," and he kissed her on the cheek, an arm resting high on her back that wrapped her close. He heard something panting at the crack of the door and he opened it. Gauge kinda... sauntered in, tail at low bounce and dog breath and rolled out tongue and all. Shane shook his head, "If he ever catches a squirrel and drags it in here... I swear."

Her snicker fell against his chest," I know what you mean... I think I would have a heart attack if I found that thing in my bed." Her head shook; she gave his lips a kiss. Her grin was ear to ear as she pulled away from him and meandered towards the couch. Inked fingers ruffled through her pink hair as a weary sigh came and went. She had to wait for Shane to get in his room, she hadn't really brought P.J.s with her and sleeping in her jeans was not so comfortable.

"Goodnight squeaker," he said with a smile and winked at her before he went to his room. Gauge naturally preferred sleeping with her. She rubbed the top of his head and was easier to "fit with" than Shane. When he slept with Shane they were like two bachelors that partied all night, sprawled out the whole span of the bed.

When he had slipped into the room, her top and jeans were kicked off and under the blankets she went. It didn't take her long to yelp at," COLD NOSE ON THE STOMACH!" Or something along that line. It was loud enough to echo through the house, but hell, it was a cold nose after all. Soon enough she fell silent, sleeping soundly with Gauge curled under the blankets and wrapped up in her arms.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-27 20:13 EST
The mailbox has streams of rust that crawl down its back. He's standing at it with soft, off white envelopes in hand that he's flipping through. His dark bangs hanging down as he looks at them. Gauge is uninterested in him like this, sniffing around the bushes for something to paw at. The wind carries on it the smell of things burning and bright red leaves plaster the semi-wet ground. *

Under the quiet light of the porch she stood. Her golden eyes on the clouds that threatened cold. A blanket was wrapped around her to keep her warm and socks wrapped up her bare feet. She turned her gaze upon Shane and Gauge, giving a contented sigh for the both of them. Scully was happy, happier than she had ever been. She didn't mind, didn't care, if the way things were, with her sleeping on the couch, stayed as they were.

"Hey," he calls at her over his shoulder, holding up one of the letters and smiling at her, "Guess what this is?" and he started walking the twenty yard distance that was difference between the common road and his porch steps. He stopped just at the bottom most step and looked up at her. Only a three step divide, really. He held it up again and all it said on the cover was "Shane Michael." Not who it was from, or even the rest of his address.

Brows rose a tick at the wave. Her head tilted and she gazed towards the cover," A Birthday Card?" It was true, she didn't know when his birthday was, but she was sure it was either that or an invitation. She knew he'd give her an answer, but it was more exciting to harass him for one. Fingers reached out for it as she laughed," What is it." Let's see if he'd play keep away.

"If it's a birthday card they are way off," he remarked with a shake of his head, pulling the letter away from her when she reached for it. Of course he'd play keep away. It was about what he was best at. He began opening it, not in the neatest of fashions. The paper tearing sounded dry as he opened it up. He was squinting at it as he read, lips moving while he did so, "It's from Maria."

If it were possible, she went pale. There was a not so confident look upon her face, one of those looks that said,' I'm screwed.' She couldn't help but ask," What does it say?" Her nervous tone getting the better of her as she stopped playing keep away. She knew Maria was a touchy subject, a very touchy one, but nevertheless, she dropped the nervous and skipped to worry. Shane was so upset the last time Maria even became the subject or impacted his day.

He looked down at the letter and blinked at it, looking back to Skulls, "Just that she wanted us to talk again." and he reached into the letter when he felt the weight of it and withdrew... the necklace he'd given Darcy. Now he was utterly confused. Had Maria sought out Darcy in trying to understand what had become of his life here? He could not imagine the two women talking to one another and he stood there, his weight on one hip as the toes of his other shoe pointed outward. The chain hands in limp loops dripping cold between his fingers, "I don't know what this means."

She wrapped her arms around his torso and pulled him in for a tight embrace. Her cheek rested into his shoulder and she sighed out," Sometimes it's better not to try and understand something until all the answers are there." She shrugged," Saint Peter?" She reached out and brushed her thumb over the trinket," Someone must have been quite foolish to abandon such a gift." Scully looked to Shane," When did she want to talk to you?" She didn't know what else to say or do, being there for Shane was more important to her at this moment. He needed it," I'm sure everything will be alright."

"It doesn't say. I suppose she doesn't know when I'm avaliable and I'm suppose to approach her about it." and when Skulls thought the abandoned gift was foolish he smiled tightly and shrugged, "I dunno why Darcy would give it up." and he reached over and hung it on an old nail that was high up on the column of the porch. It was still shiney, not nearly old enough for any kinda wear on it. He couldn't have said why he put it there, just that it seemed weird to hold onto it and that he didn't quite know what to make of...well, everything. Suddenly skulls is flush with him and he smiled more easily, one hand at her back, "Yea, I suppose it will."

A small glance was given to the clock," Either way, you're late and Harvey is gonna need you. Less than a week to Halloween. You and the new guy must be swamped." She grinned," Besides, I need time to finish up my costume, and since it's a surprise I can't have you around ruining it." Scully teased him. She had been planning this costume for a week now, she had all the materials underneath the couch to throw the piece together. She didn't want to ask Shane for help with the stitching, because it was important for her to surprise the Irish man," We're not going out on Halloween are we?" Cause if that was the case; she was going to be frozen.

"New guy? Oh yeah, Ross." he remarked and then he chuckled at her enthusiasm. When she asked him about Halloween he shrugged his shoulders and then took a step backward, towards the marketplace, "I dunno? Maybe? There's suppose to be some kinda ball the day after yah know? Might go to that one."

She smiled softly to him," Well if we're not going out on the night of, better expect to stay in for a surprise. I've got a great costume in mind." Ear to ear grin formed and she leaned in, quickly stealing a kiss," I'll pop in with some lunch later. I have to check my mail too." She had been making secret visits to the Inn down at the docks and slowly moving things out. The big move would be soon, her and Chase had worked that much out.

Shane Michael

Date: 2009-10-28 11:36 EST
The days were strange ones for the Irishman. He wasn't sure what to make of them but his stomach had this unsettled feeling about the Halloween party on Saturday. That something unforetold would happen-- more than usual, that is. It wasn't often that he felt so apprehensive and he didn't know if the weather changing had created the feeling or if he actually had, deep deep DEEP down, some intelligent intuition.

He spread out the end lengths of the dress he was hemming and wasn't satisfied. Ross approached him but he hadn't realized.

"Shane?"

"Huh?" he was sitting on the short stool they had, his knees jutting upward and two pins pressed between his lips. He looked up to Ross whose face had a nervousness about it.

"You feeling all right? You're normally, I dunno, more upbeat?"

Shane smiled and took the two pins out of his mouth and squared his eyes off on Ross, "I guess so. Just got a lot of stuff on my mind, you know. The party this Saturday and all. We got a lot of costumes to get ready for that night."

"You're gonna go?"

He looked at his work on the ends of the dress and made a frowning face, "No, I don't think so." He smiled politely at Ross and indicated to all the orders, "You know we're backlogged with non-Halloween stuff that needs to get done that folks will be picking up Monday so I'll be workin' all weekend."

"Oh," Ross shrugged his shoulders, "that sucks. Oh, I had something to ask you."

"Shoot."

"Mind if I get off work early tonight? I got a date and I want some time to get ready for it and all."

Shane gave him a half smile and brushed his hand at the air to signal that Ross should get going. Then he turned back to the dress at hand. When the bell sounded that Ross left he got up and locked the door. It was after hours, anyway. He sat back down and sighed at his work. Nothing he did today pleased him and he felt the mounting frustration grow monstrous with his additional feelings of anxiety.

He got to his feet and decided that he shouldn't try working on any of it when he felt like that. He'd ruin something with an attitude like that dwelling. Sometimes, as gregarious a creature he was, he enjoyed being in the tailor shop alone like this. It didn't feel spooky, or empty or hollow, even with the odd Halloween costumes hanging up everywhere. There'd be a rush on Friday with everyone picking them up for the party on Saturday. He wrote a note that the shop would be open Saturday as well and posted it in the front window display of the shop.

He counted the money and put the total in the ledger for Harvey before closing up. Shane had worked there long enough that Harvey trusted him to close up shop. He stopped just before leaving to see the bobbing head monkey Squeaker had gotten him and smiled. He reached over and gave its head a tap before he left and locked the door. He thought he should pick up a small bottle of whiskey for them. Honestly, for himself. His mind was a tangle.

Going to the inn didn't help. All the liquor stores were closed at the late hour so he just bought a bottle off the inn. Sure, it was more expensive to do it that way but surely worth it. Of course, Darcy was there. Naked. Under a cloak. Not even acknowledging he was there. He thought about the necklace she had returned and how it hung from the front column of his house like a talisman. She wouldn't even look at him. Why was that? He had thought he was the one slighted again by women and wondering, exactly, what he had done to deserve it to continue.

He still hadn't gone on his date with Jacinta. Nervous about it, not sure what it would mean or how it would feel. Skulls was still sleeping on the couch because of his great indecision. Jacinta had accepted the date and yet it had not gone through yet. He hadn't heard from her. He was standing at the bar, joking with Mira when he thought about that. What about Jacinta? Where was she now that Maria was back?

Maria. The ex-wife that he wanted to believe was better and still he was waiting for her mouth to spew its same old insanity. He thought it was unfair that she should wake up and snap her fingers and make him jump. That she should criticize his decisions. He'd been a young boy when he left her. It was selfish. It was a red flag that showed a lack of faith.

Whatever happened to his faith? It'd never been as certain as his mother's and now with disappointments and confusion rolling in he found that he was expecting Scully to disappoint him. One day he'd come home and it would be her and another man on his couch and she would tell him that she got tired of waiting. That life was short and she wanted to get on with it.

And he would open his mouth like a gasping fish, unable to say a damn thing because it was exactly how he left Maria. Not knowing how long the wait was, not handling the pressure of it well and caving in because he didn't know what to do and so selected what would make him happy. That stupid, selfish, egocentric attitude of "what I want" and "what makes ME happy."

Mira and Lilli go on and tease him at the bar and he smiles and plays along as he does. His only sidelong comment about wondering if he had, in fact, seen a barely clad Darcy in the Inn. Confirmed. Well, that was Darcy for you. He didn't think any more on it.

He shouldered his bottle of whiskey and with a smile, bid his friends goodnight and went home. That place with a loud, goofy hound dog and a woman that thought there was something still worth liking in the Irishman even though his faults were glaring neon signs right now. He began to wonder, perhaps, if Scully was simply being a fool and that he was no better to her than the men before him. That if it weren't for a charming smile and lighthearted joke he'd be just another jerk in a lineup of jerks. Actually, that he was another jerk in her lineup of jerks and she didn't see it just yet, but her running record of dating jerks, actually, hadn't changed at all.

Why did he have such a bad feeling about Saturday?

When he gets home he looks as though someone took the smile right out of his soul, but he makes a smile anyway, for Skulls. He hands her the bottle of whiskey and says softly, "Some day."

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-10-29 18:45 EST
Within the confines of his home was the smell of something pleasant. The smell of food wafted in the breeze, and so long as she was here it would remain. Scully was humming, a soft and smooth tune until the familiar bay of Gauge stopped her. She watched the puppy rush the door protectively, a shadow beyond it perked her brow. Slowly, Scully started towards the door, at least by the shape of the shadow she could tell it was Shane. She had opened the door a second later, delivering him a warm smile," The door bell bayed, so I figured I'd let ya in."

"I keep trying to get the volume on that thing turned down." he said with a tired smile, eyebrows arching upward, "What's cookin'?" he hadn't, in his sea of bobbing thoughts, realized how long it'd been since he'd eaten. Maybe that was the lanky Irishman's skinny secret. Forgetting to eat and drinking instead sometimes. He bent down to give gauge a reassuring pet on the head cause the dog was dieing to know that he'd done a good job.

"I figured you'd appreciate some fried chicken, potatoes, gravy, corn, and sweet bread." She gave him a broad smile for a moment," What's wrong?" She could tell by the way he smiled, something happened. Either he was worked hard, or drained with thought processes. She pulled his coat off, took the whiskey, and started towards the kitchen with open ears.

"Is there a witch that needs to eat some Irishman?" he chuckled and shook his head. At her question he took in a breath and it was like too many things wanted to come out and so instead there was, "Oh, you know. Crap." and watched her off to the kitchen. He would have never thought Skulls to be such a caretaker, but figured this had more to do with feeling in debt to him for saying here. It didn't bother him, it just sometimes struck him as a contradiction. Subject change, "How about you? How was your day?"

She shot him a look, one that warned him after the answer she got to his question. She cooked to repay the debt she owed him, but to see him happy, she did that for another reason. Which meant that he was not going to get away with thinking a four word answer was passable. They would discuss her day later, she thought, for now he seemed to have the weight on his chest," Shane Michael." She tisked him," If you don't open up and tell me what's wrong, I'll cry." Half teasing, she wouldn't cry, but she'd be upset to say the least," You remember me telling you to tell me, despite my feelings. So speak up." She was going to persist all night, even deny him food, if she had to.

"It's just been one of those days, you know? Where everything kinda hits you and you feel like you woke up under a pile of rocks. Slept wrong, worked a forever-long shift, ran into an ex who acted like I was invisible and I dunno," there was that shrug of his shoulders, "a bunch of little stuff I know shouldn't upset me but it's like it's all piled on and," he stopped and then smiled slightly, "that's about the summary of it. Problems from stubbing my toe to my ex-wife floating up there," he pointed to his head. All this said as he went to the kitchen with her and took a seat at the breakfast nook table.

She nodded, fixing up the plates and motioning him towards the couch," Let's relax tonight alright? Ya need it." She nodded," I got good news too." She had been waiting for him to get home all day for this reason alone, besides the obvious. She missed the Irish man every time he was gone. She looked back to him," Grab the whiskey and a pair of glasses?"

"Oh yea? What's up?" and he got back to his feet, fixing one of his sleeves that had become undone abit and rerolled the fabric and shoved it back behind and elbow. Grabbed two of his thick old glass and the bottle of whiskey. Oh, an ice. The whiskey wasn't anywhere near cool of course. He went into the living room and set the drink and glasses down then poured them both a drink before he moved to recline. Any good news right now would be appreciated.

One plate was handed over to him, the second was set down upon the coffee table. She shifted on her feet, turned towards her bag, and produced a letter. She held it out to him, her smile growing ear to ear," I got a job." This meant several things. Scully could get a place of her own with due time, she could stick around a bit and help Shane out with bills, and she could afford to get her life in order. All of which showed promise she was looking forwards to.

: "Oh wow. Congratulations." he smiled and then leaned forward, taking up his drink and giving it a swallow as the produced papers were examine, "What are yah gonna do for work?" and he set his glass down, eased up on the forward leaned and started working on dinner. He had a feeling as soon as he got something in his stomach the anxiety he felt would lessen.

She started to eat with him," I got a job working at the theater. Right now I'm just hopping about from place to place, working on sets or in the box for shows." She nodded to him," Katarina Smith talked to some people for me." She swallowed a bite down and then took a drink of whiskey, all the while all smiles. She looked to him," I figure it would help you out too, i could be one less stress in your life and more of a positive and productive aspect of it."

"On the box for shows?" Now that sounded like one kinda theatre a man witnessed at least once in his life. He didn't looked at her when he asked, just kept pushing his food around and taking bites that had a little bit of each stabbed onto the fork. Another swallow from his whiskey glass before those blues searched out her eyes.

Golds would look back into his, dazzling with excitement," Ballet. From what I gathered." She nodded to him, her smile softer than it had been all night," Either way it will be the first legitimate job I've ever had in my life." She set her nearly cleared plate down, smiled, and finished off her whiskey.

"I didn't know you danced," he said with lighter surprise when he looked at her. When she said that he chuckled, leaned in and kissed her on the cheek, "I'm very proud of you. Sometimes it's super hard to get work in a field that you actually want to be in. I guess by now you've more than earned it." he was still scrapping up a few more bites.

"I'm not that kind of dancer, I know how to dance, but not like they do." She wished at times though. They were so amazing. She smiled brightly to Shane at the kiss and then felt the heat rise in her cheeks. She was now as red as a cherry," It's painting sets and selling tickets, but either way. It's a first step to making my life better, and I've always loved to paint and draw. So I suppose you're right."

"You're not, you know, digging ditches somewhere in the artic or anything." and with the following two bites his plate was done and he sank deep into the couch. He thought hte could have fallen asleep right there. Cheek propped up on the kissing palm of his hand, "When will you start workin?"

She sank down into the couch with him. Her frame leaned back against the opposing side. Sure, she gave him space, she didn't want him to feel like she'd always press on him to shower her with affection, sometimes it was better to see how things played out," I suppose tomorrow. I have to find out." Her shoulders shrugged. Once more golden eyes were seeking out the blues to gaze into.

Not yet, he was still off in wonderland when he spoke, "That soon? Good.: and he shut his eyes slowly and it was like lead to get them to reopen. He looked back at her with a sleepy smile, "What'll Gauge do all day, I wonder."

"I suppose he'll survive." She smirked, knowing that look all too well. She shifted off the couch a bit, pulling his feet up and taking off his shoes. She moved to wrap him up in the blankets, pressing a kiss to his forehead in the process. A soft smile was given to him, her inked fingers all the while caressed his cheek," Either way, I'll be here before you to make dinner."

"I have an angel for a couch-roommate," he sang to her and then shut his eyes. Skulls walked dangerous ground by doing that and, sure enough, Shane was asleep on the couch before he could mutter another word about anything. His whiskey glass still half full and moving as the ice began to crack when it melted. Gauge looked put out by the early bedtime and slumped to the floor near the door.

She looked to the pouty Gauge and snickered," Hey now pup, I'm still up. Come and let's let your dad rest." She smiled, scooping up the plates and glasses before setting off to do dishes. A sigh left her lips in the process," One of these days."

He minorly stireed when she moved, only to roll over on his side, heaving out a heavy breath as he drowned deeper in a sea of dreams that he hoped would be pleasant ones.

She hoped so too.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-11-02 14:02 EST
-- 2 Days after Halloween --

The smudge of that dish didn?t seem to want to go away. No matter how many times she rubbed at it with the sponge, it just wasn?t working. It had been a day or two since the ordeal down at the dock side. Ever since then she had been doing anything and everything to try and keep her mind off of it.

Still that smudge had done more than bother her. In its defiance, she had gone back to thinking over what had been said in the darkness. Every time she had to set it in the water to soak, she had to pause and think on the only thing her mind seemed to dwell on. It was driving her insane.

She could be seen at the sink, bringing inked fingers through her hair time after time. Scully had never looked so tired in her life. Even her apatite was suffering. It had taken her the better part of three hours, scrubbing to get the smell of iron out of her nose and off of her body. She still could smell it if she dwelled to hard on it.

Her hands were better, her sore body was mending, but her mind would take longer. The sound of Gauge?s paws padding on the kitchen floor towards her even made her tense. Every time he bayed out to announce a squirrel at the window or someone coming towards the house she jumped. A few things had gotten broken because of that.

Again and again, Scully promised Shane every broken thing would be taken care of. She was just a nervous wreck and it would pass. Wouldn?t it?

Every night she had fallen asleep, she had curled so tightly in her blanket and nestles under the blankets. One small movement in any part of the house had her wide awake and very alert. Golden eyes would stare at the fabric of the blanket in horror for an hour or two before she forced herself to relax and rest.

The first night after the situation she had hardly slept. The second night was just tears. Mess after mess of tears that just flooded her pillow. Each morning she had roused before Shane had even a chance to meet her. She would rub as much of the weariness as she could from her eyes, put a weak (false) smile upon her lips, and beg him not to worry, to have a good day.

Each day was met with fear and doubt. Eventually, and alone, on the second day she very cautiously made her way back down to the docks to gather her things. There was few left. The Inn keeper had managed to salvage one thing for her. Her bible.

He had seen her hug that thing to her like she would die if it left her. When it was returned to her, she nearly cried right in front of him. Nevertheless, after wandering in circles and running about this way and that, she would stop by one place, sneak out the back, and make towards Shane?s home. She did not want him to get hurt the way Chase had.

The amount of guilt that was still weighing on her shoulder was hard to get rid of overnight. It had tormented her sleep. The nights reminded her that she had gotten Chase stabbed. There were times where Chase?s altered voice echoed in the back of her mind and woke her with a start. On the second day after the event, she had to wash the blanket. It smelled like sweat and fear.

Dinner had not faltered; it seemed to be the one time she could really smile. She had managed to make dinners on better scales. Shane would be greeted with grand displays and soon the fridge was filled to the brim with leftovers. He could pick and choose what he wanted to take to lunch even, there was so much there.
Another night was threatening to break on her after dinner the third night. She was curled up on the couch, eyes heavy but refusing to close. Her lips were pursed slightly, but it wasn?t entirely obvious. She had tried so badly to be normal around Shane, but failed miserably. There were times, plenty of times, where she could have sworn she had caught him watching her stare at her hands.

She didn?t know what had bothered her more, the men dying so instantly, or Travis possessing Chase. All of it had her disgusted with herself. The fear that gripped her was all too real, even for Gauge. Many times he refused to leave her side. No matter what had happened. A squirrel could have been mooning him at the window, but he wouldn?t budge.

She was staring at her hands again, this time Gauge was helping her. He would nudge his nose against her fingers and whine a bit. He would lick at her hands, but her daze seemed too strong. After a few moments her hands had turned over; shortly after one of them was moving to skritch at the pup?s ears. All the while, Scully had closed her eyes and shook her head.

Since the bible had been recovered it had been hidden. Not in Shane?s house, not near it, and not anywhere any had seen. She had asked someone else to hide it. Someone she perhaps could trust with this. Father Michael.

The priest who she had confessed to was baffled, but never the less the book was taken without question. At least with it far away from everything, she could relax just a little smidge.

Scully was still finding it hard to process. Now more than ever Scully doubted everything that she was, everything that she had done, and everything she was trying to do. Was running away the right thing to do? Was getting clean and straight minded what she needed to do? Was that she loves safe here with her here?

That last question tormented her the most. After all, look at what happened to Chase.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-11-04 15:09 EST
During the night it gets cold. Not horribly cold but even with a sheet and a blanket it got cold. It was hard to say how much of the motion was intentional or done in a sleepy hunger for warmth but he had stayed curled up to her all night, arms wrapped around her and his lips near the back of her neck. Gauge wasn't to be left out, though, and he was splayed out between their pairs of legs with his head on the top of Scully's hip. When the light of morning crept in his eyes fluttered open and then scanned around the room. It took him a moment to realize that the reason he felt off was that he'd woken up next to her and, well, he hadn't done that before.

Not even the smallest shift nor the joining of Gauge had enough to wake Scully. In his arms the woman was able to feel safe, secure, and right where she belonged. The night went without her being afraid of the smallest noise, because all she could hear was the soft sound of his breathing. His warmth had done more than enough to keep her warm, it made her crispy content. So needless to say, when the sun rose, Scully shifted and wriggled a bit. The sun in her face was not the wake up she wanted, so she simply rolled over, draped one arm around him, and then nestled her face into his shoulder. Nope, the fact that he was still there besides her had not registered. She was content at the moment for it not to.

He chuckled at her body whine due to the sun and finger-combed her hair back so it wouldn't tread in her face. Gauge likewise grumbled about the morning and he said softly, "I'm stuck with two people who are sour about the morning?" his arm around her adjusted so that his hand was at the curve of her waist. More like a taunt, "Rise and shine!"

That would be when it registered. His body was still in bed next to hers? She shifted a bit more, this time further into his warmth while she squeezed him tightly. Her nuzzle fell to his shoulder before her head lifted. She managed to whisper sleepily," What if I just don't want to wake up and find I'm on the couch alone? Can't a woman dream in peace?" Grumble. Gauge gave a very audible groan that had Scully say," You tell him Gauge."

He chuckled and looked down at Gauge, "Oh no." and then looked back at her with a broad smile, "I've gone and gotten myself outnumbered in my own house. I'm doomed." He kissed her shortly on the lips given it was the morning.

His words made her laugh. It was refreshing to wake next to Shane, it beat him trying to shuffle through the house in attempts not to wake her. Her lips pressed back to his, her smile growing as he looked down at Gauge, who had rolled on his back in defiance, and then looked back to her. She was already moving to bring her fingers through his hair," Good morning.."

"Don't encourage him," he said with a smile and shut his eyes. It was warm and a comfortable body tangle of limbs. He shut his eyes for a moment and said with a slow smile, "I don't wanna get up today. Just stay in an sleep like this all day long." He opened his eyes to look at her and his hand on her waist gave a small squeeze, "How yah feelin?"

"I feel right, right here. There's no pressure for me to look over my shoulder or wonder what the noise was I heard in the kitchen." She ran her fingers along his shirt, tangling a bit of the fabric there," I don't want to get up either." One hand was caressing his chin and brushing through his other, the other was busy smoothing bits of his shirt or making it messy. Absent mindedly of course.

He turned his head to yawn against the pillow and rolled over on his back. At this final insult Gauge huffed and got up from the bed and dropped to the ground, curling up in the circle of sun that baked the floor. Shane muttered after him, "You're the one that decided to sleep on our legs."

A small laugh came from her at Shane's grumble. Her head moved to rest on his shoulder. She caught her bottom lip and bit on it for a moment, the corners of her mouth all the while perking into a small smile. Slowly she shifted, pressed a kiss to his neck before whispering," Call in sick or something, I don't want you to crawl out of bed and leave me alone here." But to be quite blunt, she didn't want him to leave the bed yet. She still couldn't believe she had woken up to such an amazing sight.

She might have been the only to see him as amazing, Sleepy, messy hair. Little groggy and morning breath. Yawning and stretching like he were terribly sore. Eyes trained on her when she said that about him calling out. He smiled weakly, "Harvey is already letting me come in late today. I'd hate to just call out. I don't have to be there for a minute yah know?" and an arm around her hugged her to him. "What are you gonna do today?"

A sigh signaled her nuzzle and her comfort. Him hugging her close and the way he spoke, it was enough to let her sleep again. She shifted a bit, one leg still tangled with both of his. Her head nestled in and once more she nuzzled, this time at the crook of his neck before she murmured," I don't know, guess I could go see about work..." She answered him. Scully could have cared less about morning breath, messy hair, or even if Shane was still in the clothes he wore yesterday, so was she. To her this moment was perfect, down to the very own tangles in her hair. If he had morning breath, so did she, no use denying that fact.

"Yea, your job," he said with a reassuring smile to her. Eyes on no where in particular when he spoke, "I know you aren't the most comfortable right now but I think if you keep making yourself go out and do the things you normally would that it'll help. I want you to be happy, yah know?" he smiled down at her then. He was in the same clothes. Too tired to change. The worn out button up shirt and grey socks poking out from the ends of his brown pants.

"I know." Si-ii-ii-ii-gh, came hard as ever. It was obviously a content one. Her fingers were back to tangling in his hair a bit. Her smile soft to his words on her being happy. A soft kiss was pressed to his chin," I want you to be happy to Shane." Happiest of happy.

"I'd hope so!!" he said with a chuckle. His eyes went to where the sun was creeping along the floor and then back to her. Fingers trace of her shoulders, "I suppose we should do something. Like a breakfast something. Shower something. Well, not the shower thing together but you know what I mean." *

"This isn't one of those, I slept with you to make you comfy things right?" Could have been, she just wanted to be clear on what her mind kept firing off. There had been countless warnings from him," Just keep remembering what you said to me." His fingers brought a stronger smile from her. She could care less about anything right now than laying here. Her arms tightened around him, he wasn't going any where just yet.

"I've been thinking about it a lot, you know?" he said, the arm around her had a thumb that was working against the outside of her arm as he spoke, "I'm gonna try to get my marriage with Maria annulled. I ran into her the other day and it was like walking in the middle of a witch hunt when you're the witch."

This didn't comfort her. Her lips had pursed into a fine line. Dark brows furrowed and the fingers either smoothing at his shirt or playing in his hair stopped," What? Why would she do that to you...?" She grumbled," She said she understood right?"

"I think she was just venting cause she was frustrated and everyone kinda wanted to make her feel better cause I seemed to be the problem, you know?" he shrugged his shoulders like he were indifferent, "I mean she couldn't stop it once it started. She tried to sorta take it back but the momentum had already got going. The idea that I was this horrible man who left his wife." Which wasn't entirely untrue. He had been a horrible boy who left his wife.

She shifted. That's right, so that she was hovering over him and looking in his eyes," You had every reason yeah? Right?" She arched her brows," You said she was ill... And the way it sounded from your rant the day she got back, she wasn't mentally able to keep true to her vows.. How could she expect you to suddenly be back there?" Her bottom lip was bit again," You can't just keep dropping things and running back in the hopes she's really better and then get heart broken all over again. I mean, sure she's better, but at this point... you're not her Shane, you're your own Shane, yeah?" A soft kiss was placed to his nose," I say go for it.. I'll be here to support you through to the end and then as far as you'll let me go with you."

"I just don't feel like I'm still the guy she married, or that she's still the Maria I married. There's a lot of years of hurt and disappointment and," he shrugged his shoulders looking like he were trying to inspect the foot of the bed, "hopelessness." He smiled back at her and then shrugged once more, "I'm just hoping the church will allow the annulment to count. I dunno. I think Maria could be happy with someone who could understand what she went through more-- it's just what she went through happened to me so I got like... some kinda resentment for her. Not like I'm angry, but like... just why did she get better now? Why not four years ago when that coulda meant something and saved so many people hurt?"

Scully frowned a bit, looking down to Gauge then back to him," If it's one thing I've learned, it's that things never happen as you plan them to or expect them to. I mean, hell, Chase and I were just going to go get my things and save you the trouble." They ended up being more trouble. It took her a moment before she whispered," Just know, I don't know what's going to happen, but I'm not gonna just up and leave. I'm not sick." She reached over and knocked on the night stand besides his bed, hoping it was real wood," I'm here as long as you want me to. Hell, I'll even sleep on the couch if you're not ready to take me waking with you, yet."

"I liked waking up here. I haven't felt as connected to Jacinta and I'm ready to be done with Maria. I dunno, I guess I'm mad at Maria a bit. I don't mean that I'll be done with her but as far as we are concerned... yea, done with her." and he smiled at her statement of being sick and chuckled, "Well, I'm a different man now. I got Jacinta to thank for that. When I thought she was gonna be sick up to where she died I... well, I stuck by her side the whole time. I wasn't gonna up and leave like I did with Maria. I think I became more of a man and more of an adult about what relationships meant. I thought I knew but not really. I'd like to think every year I learn a little bit more about what being a man is about and that when I'm old and lookin back on it, I'll feel I did a good job."

Her fingers were tracing his forehead. She listened attentively to what he said before smiling and looking down into his eyes," I think you're an amazing man Shane. One that doesn't deserve a witch hunt or to be hurt." Her lips fell on his shoulder and she moved to nestle by his side again," Waking up to you here is one of the best gifts I've ever had in my life." Which honestly was true. Shane had so far been the best thing to happen to Scully.

"Yah spoil me, you know," and he kissed her one more time before he climbed out of bed. Hands spread in the air to her to signal, "Okay, morning game plan is... you start breakfast while I shower and get ready for work. Then we'll eat and I get a move on over to Harvey's. How's that?" and he grinned broadly at her and once give the go ahead, shot over to the bathroom to run the water. Gauge was awake now, excited by the commotion he barked at Shane and followed up to the doorway where Shane shut the door in his face. Disappointed nothing exciting actually was happening, he looked over to Skulls with the put out expression only a hound dog has rightly mastered. It was nothing a little bit of bacon couldn't cure.

"I vote we re-vo-." But the door was shut. She pursed her lips a smidge before she was given that look. Gauge knew what that look did to her. She slid from the bed and ruffled her head," Greaaattt... Date one and have to spoil them both." Snickering softly, she ruffled Gauge's ears," No bacon until you go outside." Said as if that was final, but it wasn't; because as soon as the bacon was sizzling in the pan, there the hound dog was. Scully's life just took three steps towards better.

Shane Michael

Date: 2009-11-05 13:40 EST
The early morning hours are painted with blues and greys and cold fall mist everywhere. It was... insanely early for him to be awake to begin with. He was crossing a field, Gauge bouncing behind him and giving up after twenty years to turn around and trot home. He thought he saw a few fireflies throw specks of color onto the scene.

The water soaked the bottom of his pants and he felt the grin of some sand get down into his sock. When he got to the inn it didn't look like the inn he had come to know. It looked unfriendly and worn down. It asked him why he bothered coming.

Stepping inside a quiet inn early in the morning like this felt like he was sneaking into his parents bedroom. He looked down. The manilla envelope was still in hand. He exhaled to relax. He climbed up the stairs and set the envelope at Maria Michael's door and turned around, going outside.

Annulment was a funny word. It was like to imply that something never happened. Something did happen. A lot happened.

When he thought about going back to Ireland and working at the tailor shop there, the idea made his soul sink into his feet. Rhydin was just so different from his homeworld and different in all the ways he loved. He liked all the species, the chaos, the coming and going. He liked the nonsense and sense that was Tara. Mira in her pressed poodle skirt. The matriarch dragon, Icer. It felt like anything could happen here. That there was love and freedom, even if loss and grief were short on its heels. Mostly, this city felt more like his city. he got it and loved it, even if he hadn't been living there all that long.

And simply, he didn't want to go.

So he left the papers that said... that they should pretend nothing happened. That the years were a hiccup and all the changes were incidental.

Everything about it seemed like a lie but also like it was the only explanation to be had.

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-11-07 22:35 EST
Scully looked like Audrey Hepburn. Her hair was longer, pulled over her head and all dolled up. She had long, pink nails, pink glossy lipstick, and hell, her face was dazzled with makeup. She was wearing a black dress, a slit alongside the left leg. Black heels covered her feet, wrapped around her ankle, and opened around her toes. Pearls laced around her neck loosely and rested neatly against her collar bone. She looked and felt stunning, all thanks to Tara.

His arms were holding her close. He spoke sweet words that gave her a pink to match her lip gloss. Shane called her a princess, but it was only because of him that she felt like one. Each time he flashed those dimples she flashed her pearly whites. The Irish man had a way about making her feel safe and free.

When he nudged the door opened to the house, she wasn?t eager to leave his arms. A small nuzzle fell against his shoulder. She didn?t know what drove her to have Tara make her look like a girl, but she liked it. Every bit of it.

Her breath was baited. All she could do was slide out of his arms and stepped back. Everything was going so well, so wonderfully, but then?

There was a reason why he carried her. Her heels.

She squeaked first. Both eyes widened with the only step she took back. She landed on her rump and she winced. Both of her eyes closed tightly,? Damn it.?

She ignored the pain in her ankle; both fingers took care of that. But the pain in her pride hurt far worse. Even if she looked great, she was sure that was not such a beautiful move. Pink locks fell in her face and a sneaking suspicion crept up in the back of her mind. Bah, she?d worry about it later.

Golden eyes slowly slid upwards towards Shane. She was half expecting him to laugh.

He had done so much for her. All she ever wanted to do was be there for him. At the moment Shane was stressed, she didn?t want to be one of the factors. She had made up her mind. Scully was going to do everything in her power to make the Irish man happy.

This was not the way she wanted to start.

Shane Michael

Date: 2009-11-10 17:38 EST
"It's good we're not getting married," it wasn't a harsh, out loud laugh, but a low chest-hugging chuckle. he reached down to help pull her to her feet, "Cause you know they consider that to be bad luck, yea?"

Skulls was something of a chameleon to him. There were days she reminded him a lot of Darcy with her punk-ish get up and fun having attitude. Then there were days he was like the women who never dated him, who had seen him in passing and shrugged in indifference at the thought of being with him. Today she looked like that sort of woman. Rich women never really took to Shane. They were bred with something quiet and subtle, qualities he might lack his entire life. She was a bit like Mira, who always wore skirts and dresses, never swore or drank a lot. Mira who, for some ungodly reason, tolerated him and at times enjoyed his company. Mira had never made him feel that there could have even been a romantic interest between them, crass as he was it was inevitable that she would be fed up with what was him.

So what was it when a woman embodied two different sort of spirits? One that drank with him late to the hours and laughed and ate greasey food and fell asleep on the couch. One that had her nails done and her hair up and pearls glossy soft on the skin of her neck.

He didn't pretend he understood the tangle of what she was and represented to him. That juxtaposition of status and appearance.

She'd find his lips pressing on her cheek, and arm tugging her in close to his ribs where it was warm and dry and holding her there. These days lately had been sensitive ones for her and he did his best to be what a woman needed when she shuddered like a leaf when she never had before in life.

"You're lucky I'm not superstitious. Well, about this. The mistletoe thing I devotly believe!"

Sacrid Dove

Date: 2009-11-11 19:02 EST
?Ah ha! The truth comes out!? She laughed softly to his words. Shane always could make her laugh.

Scully remembered the first day they had met. It was one of those moments where she couldn?t believe her eyes. She told him she wasn?t interested. Who would want to be with someone like her? Her thought processes were final in that sense. She would rather not put anyone through dealing with her.

There were people after her. Shane even knew that. It was not likely that Scully would ever keep that a secret from him. He had a right to know that being with Scully could possibly be dangerous. Possibly.

Even there he encouraged her. He told her to find a way to protect herself, self defense classes, and magic, just anything to keep her comfortable and safe. She was hardly used to having to use protection; someone always was hovering over her shoulder to keep her safe.

Shane standing there reminded her that she wasn?t back in L.A. This wasn?t the world she had lived in for ten years. No, Scully had escaped that as soon as she could. She had never looked back either.

?I wouldn?t call that bad luck; you got me over the threshold just fine. It was when I was standing on my own and trying to move that was the issue. I?ve never worn heels before.? She looked at those heels then leaned on him.

Her fingers hooked in the back of the heel and she plopped them off happily. Once her feet were free and her toes wriggled she smirked,? Almost better.? She was still wearing that damn dress.

Her arms reached for her head and she spoke softly,? What do you want for dinner??

She was getting calmer, finding it easier, and trying harder to live her life without having to look over her shoulder. Fewer circles were being taken during the day to get here and there. She even was determined to make it to work the next day. Even shopping was on the agenda.

At least, at this moment, Scully could relax with Shane by her side. She was still finding it hard not to blush every time she had thought over him calling her a princess. That was hardly true, but she wouldn?t argue.

Shane Michael

Date: 2009-11-12 15:45 EST
With her, he would always encourage her. If she asked him what he thought of their relationship he would have told her that she didn't need him. Right now she didn't believe it, and maybe never would no matter how many times he told her. But should something happen he knew his death would not be her death. That he chin would lift up and he knew that behind the worry and the pain of what happened was a strong woman. One who would look adversary in the eye and not blink.

"The truth is a wicked little thing, you know. It rats you out," he grinned as she leaned against him and he moved in to kiss her. She asked him what he wanted for dinner and all he could do was smile in a distant, far off way and tell her, "I'm not that hungry."

Though the heels were abandoned he still lifted her up, once again and carried her into his room. Scully was unique with her potential, with her spirit that revived itself from ashes and could smile again.

He thought a woman like that would never need him. Without need and yet still requesting he'd be there. That sort of feeling, he thought, was more honest.

Such thoughts remain and haunt his mind and he watched the way her pink locks of hair fell. How ink-sketches fingers played with her necklace. There was, though, some part of the night which was not to her liking which he needed to resolve.

Her dress.

Which he did with a happy certainty.