Topic: Cards on the Table

Katarina Smith

Date: 2009-05-05 02:26 EST
((This happens the same day as Peace and Sandwiches))

Katarina was fidgeting with the locket once she made her way up New Haven to Elemental Arms. Small duffel bag on her shoulder, she tried to stretch out her tired muscles from the vigorous practice with an easy walk. Wearing a long red jacket to cover up her dress, she went to the call box and pressed down on Locke's button, "Shave an' a haircu'...?" Her tone ascended slightly as she was not completely confident in repeating his usual greeting.

The answer was nearly instantaneous, coming through before the static and hiss had a chance to kick in. "Two bits!" There was a buzz, and a familiar orange light came on at the same time the lobby doors unlocked. "Are you coming up, or am I meeting you in the lobby?"

She glanced down at her ensemble, and then pursed her lips, "Well, yeah I kin come up fer a bit. Got mah some pants 'n mah bag an' 'm 'lready wearin' a good coat."

"I'll make things as warm as I can, then." The speaker shut off with a *click*.

Walking away from the box, she entered into the lobby to catch just the last of the light leaving the sundown. The room was empty, and she took her time walking towards the stairs to simply enjoy the sight. This room brought several warm memories, and so it left a small smile on her face as she walked up the stairs, some two at a time, before reached the third floor. It pained her left ankle slightly, but that couldn't be noticed through her smile as she stood in front of Locke's door and gave it a swift knock.

It took a little while longer for Locke to get to the door than one might have expected; even though she had talked to him just a few moments earlier, he still wasn't used to having visitors in his apartment. He had made an attempt to make the apartment feel more lived in, but the white walls and furniture (and lack of much else in the way of decorating or interior design) made the flat feel lonely, even if he had placed a coffee table book on the coffee table. It wasn't nearly enough. To the immediate left was a small closet, while to the right was a tall counter (with a bowl of fruit sitting on it) that split the opening foyer from the kitchen. Straight ahead was the living room, and immediately beyond that was a glass door with shut blinds that lead out to a balcony. Locke opened the door with a bright smile on his face and gestured for her to enter with a wave of his hand. "It is good to see you again, Katarina."

"An' ya Locke. Two times 'n one day? 'm feeling pretty lucky." She walked inside from the door and gave him a swift hug. "How was th' res' o' work? Hmm, wait." She removed her bag, set it on the floor, and started rifling through it. "Lemme put 'n these pants so I kin keep some feelin' 'n mah legs." Her ballet slippers almost tumbled out of the bag before she removed the pants and zipped the bag back up. She looked around for just a moment, before smiling again and held up a finger, "One second." And she was off to his bathroom to slip on the simple black leggings in privacy.

"Want some food?" Locke called out to Katarina as she went down the hall to his bathroom. The same bland decor was present there, with cold tiles replacing the carpenting in the living room. He wandered over from the entrance to his apartment into the kitchen, grabbing an apple out of the fruit basket and taking a bite. The brick red blazer was gone now, leaving him with just the white dress shirt, slacks, and shoes he'd worn earlier. He had put on a tie, though, a black one with tiny white dots, and a silver tie bar as well.

"Umm... nah, 'm okay." Legs more covered and significantly warmer, she removed her gloves to press her warm hands around her neck for a few moments, before returning the gloves and exiting the room. "So, th' res' o' work was good, yeah?" She paused out of the hall as Locke was gone from her vision of sight.

He stepped back in sight near the kitchen entrance, holding an apple in his left hand. Inside his apartment, he had taken his gloves off, but he kept his right hand out of sight as much as he could. "It was rather uneventful, but good otherwise. How was practice?"

"Long. Bu' everythin's all togetha fer th' show." She reached into a pocket of her coat, and removed a single ticket to hand over to him, "This is yers, an' yer righ' nex'ta Jo an' all o' 'em."

"Thank you most kindly." The scarred right hand snaked forward to take the ticket and returned to his side quickly, before he tipped his head down the hall, past the bathroom. "I will be back momentarily."

"Sure thin'." She watched him walk by before heading towards his living room and sitting in a corner of the couch as she waited. She brought up her legs on the couch and folded them under her.

The door to the bedroom opened and shut quietly, before the apartment grew silent once again. A minute later, the door opened once again, and he padded his way back to the living room. He now had on black leather gloves, and his right hand was holding a gold key. "Would you like to go out on the balcony?"

She eyed the key in his hand, and opened her mouth for the immediate tease that came to her mind. However, she closed her mouth, smiled, and kept it to herself. "Ya, I'd like ta go." She stood up and tried to promptly swipe the key.

He jerked his hand back, clucking his tongue. "Ah, ah, ah! What's the magic word?" He kept his right hand behind his back, as he nibbled on the apple in his left one slowly.

She held out her white gloved hand palm out in front of him, "Please?" She fluttered her lashes for him.

The hand slowly emerged from its hiding place, before it quickly slapped the key down in her hand. He didn't pull away once the exchange had been made. "How can I resist?" He gestured toward the door. "I keep the balcony door locked, because I've never had reason to go out on it."

"Well, now ya do." She used her other hand to pry out the key so that way their hands were still together. Tightening her grip on him, she led him towards the back door and started to unlock it, "I dunno whay ya wouldn'. I'd think jist havin' a chair out'd be nice, yeah?" Unlocking the door, she pulled it open and waited for him to go out first.

"I don't have many visitors." Any, if he was being entirely honest, but he wasn't quite prepared to say that at the moment. "Usually, I would just go up on the roof and sit in the garden, when the weather was colder." It was a simple concrete patio, without any furniture, and just a painted white wrought iron barrier between them and the stories below. In the distance were some of the hills that made up Battlefield Park, just a short walk away from Locke's complex. There were also a handful of shorter buildings below and closer to where they stood, but the horizon dominated the view from there.

"Well yeah, bu' nah even fer yerself?" She released his hand just so that she could lean against the iron barrier and look down at the space between them and the ground, "Since ya said ya go up ta th' roof, I take it yer nah 'fraid o' heights?" She looked over to him from her leaned position.

The apple was getting pretty close to being nothing but core, but he continued to nosh away at it anyway. In between bites, he replied. "I would have been a poor burglar if I was afraid of heights, now, wouldn't I? No, I have never had problems with rooftops or ladders or anything of that sort."

Katarina Smith

Date: 2009-05-05 02:27 EST
She rolled her eyes at him, "Well, an' I guess ya weren' a bad one, considerin' yer standin' righ' there now, yeah?" She glanced back down again, "I ain' eva had a problem wit' heights, eitha. 'n fact, I kinda like tha' dizzy feelin'."

"You get dizzy?" The question came with a lifted eyebrow. "I cannot say I've ever experienced that sensation. Not often, at any rate." Now that the apple was done, he stepped forward towards the railing. He took a step back, for momentum, and tossed the apple as hard as he could out into thin air. It spun end-over-end until it met its demise on one of the rooftops far below.

She watched him with an amused expression as the apple spun around in the air. "Yeah, I guess tha's how 'd describe it. Hey," she smoothly shifted over closer to him, snaking an arm around him to almost pin him close against the railing, "yanno, I dunno if th' mods er a good idea, I dunno if yer rings er gonna work. Bu'," she took a deep breath and looked at him, "I need ya ta know somethin'. If we find somethin' ta make it work, er somethin' ta change ya back, er.. er if we find nothin' a' all, an' this is how i's always gonna be. I's nah gonna change th' way I feel, yeah? We Smiths.. i's kinda permanen' wit' us, yanno? If i's always gonna be like this," her free hand motioned between the two of them, "then tha's a life I'll choose, yeah?"

He felt his breath catch in his throat and his lungs as she spoke, nearly gasping when he finally thought to breathe. His lower lip was trembling, his eyes wide and watery. For the longest time, he just looked at her, eyes darting from feature to feature. Green eyes, blond hair, nose, mouth, ears. He almost seemed to be memorizing the details. His lips started to move, but no sound came out. Until he blurted out the first thing that could come to mind in shaky elvish, his cheeks immediately turning purple after the words came out. "Amin mela lle*."

"Amin mela lle, vithel." She gave a half-smile as she noticed his blush. She ducked her head slightly, "I jist hav' this sinkin' feelin' tha' yanno, some road tha' we're gonna try's nah gonna work ou'. It could be disappointin' an' frustratin'... an' a million otha kinda thin's. I jist hope tha' ya dun thin' that I dun thin' i's all worth it, yeah?"

He turned around to hug her fiercely, burying his face in her shoulder briefly before pulling away to get a better look at her. "I believe you. How can I not believe you? And-and if you won't let anything get in your way, then I won't. All too often in the past, I used it as a crutch, as an excuse for my behaviors, my mistakes, the things I refused to learn at the time. Obviously, I want - more than anything in this world - to be able to touch you. But I am not going to let fretting and fussing over that ruin what we have." He smiled wryly, as he pulled a phrase from his memory. "It's really quite excellent, isn't it?"

She turned into his hug and returned it with vigor. She felt like she had so much to say, to add to his words. However, she simply drank in his words and held him close. "It is." Her lips curled up as she recalled the memory also.

The tears of happiness that he had been holding back escaped at that moment, rolling slowly down his cheeks as they returned to their normal pale blue hue. He could feel them as they froze to his face, and he couldn't help but chuckle. "You're making me leak, you know that?"

The tears surprised her and caught her off guard. "Geez Locke, I dun mean ta. Ain' no reason fer it." Not being one to show tears herself, she tried to soothe and gently break away the frozen tears from his cheeks.

"You know me, I try to be an open book." He smiled reassuringly as she lifted a hand to remove the tears from his face. "It's just, your words..." He lifted up the back of his hand to rub at his eyes. "I've been like this for close to eight years now. I have gone on dates with my fair share of birds, even had relationships with a couple of them. But none of them - none - said to me that they would be perfectly content with me the way I was. Can you understand why I might cry when you said that?"

"I can, yes." The accent was gone now, feeling overwhelming sadness for the way he had been treated for so long. Her hands cupped his face and brought it as close as she dared, "Don't ever for moment, think that you deserve anything less. What kind of love is it, otherwise?"

"It isn't," he whispered, utterly lost in her eyes. "It wasn't." He steadied his hand and brought up his index and middle fingers to brush against her lips, eyelids closing slowly as he did so. The scent of apple still clung faintly to the leather.

She sighed for a moment just before his fingers found her lips. She breathed in the scent of lingering apple and pressed her lips against his gloved fingers. "It doesn't matter." She tried to gather her scattering feelings, "I jist.. jist wanted ya ta know. I love you." She repeated to help steady him.

*I love you
I love you, also

Katarina Smith

Date: 2009-05-05 02:31 EST
His voice finally steadied, eyes reopening to a clearer, warmer blue shade. "Thank you for everything, Katarina. I love you as well." Slowly, he pulled his hand away, returning it to his side.

"I's wha' 'm here fer." Her hands fell down to squeeze his shoulders before returning to support her lean against against the iron railing. "Lo'ta think 'bout wit' those mods." She pursed her lips as the thought came around without invitation.

"A lot to think about, end of, mate." He walked over to stand beside her and join her in her lean, feeling the cool spring breeze through his spiked white hair.

"Yeah, tha' there is." A hand came up to scratch briefly around her hairline on her forehead, "I ain't even had th' chance ta go lookin' 'round fer a house yit. Mahbe kin git a chance on Sunday when I dun hav' practice."

He lifted the hand nearest to her up so that it could rest on her arm. "I would like to come with you when you finally do that."

She smiled encouragingly, "Well yeah, tha's fine. Kin ya do this Sunday?" Some of her hair brushed across her face, and she tried to blow it up and away without luck.

The hand resting on her arm went up further, to try and brush the loose strands of hair to the side. "Barring any unforeseen circumstances, that should work." He paused, remembering something he had discussed during Easter. His facial expression tightened for a second, before relaxing. "I asked mum what she did when I was first...well, you know." He pinched his cheek with his other hand.

"Yeah? Was it helpful a' all?" Judging by the way his face tightened, she doubted it. However, she smiled for him.

"Well, if the bloke's still in town and practicing magic, it is. She had to bring in a wizard to enchant the room I slept in in such a way that the spell did not wane or seep out into the other rooms of our flat. I never had a problem with it during the time I spent at home before going to Uni." He frowned slightly. "However, eight years is a bloody eternity in RhyDin. There is a very good chance he is dead or disappeared."

She nodded slowly, "Well, mahbe if we kin't find 'em, we kin find someone who knew 'im an' knows who he was, er wha' kinda magic he studied an' where."

"I've been asking around Twilight Isle a little as well, trying to see if any of the blokes and birds there know of any magic libraries." He shook his head quickly, sending his snowflake earrings dancing. "But I am getting ahead of myself. I will poke around a little, see if he is still out and about, and go from there."

Her smile widened, "Tha's a real good start, yeah? Gives us somethin' ta work wit'. I'll keep talkin' ta Jo 'bout th' mods. Wha' da ya thin' 'bout 'em?"

"I will have to research them further. I have a feeling they will be quite expensive, though, and that they would not work on me." He didn't even seem to be contemplating the thought of her receiving them.

"Fer ya?" She frowned in confusion, "Johnny was showin' us how he could handle cold, nah hot. I dun thin' he was suggestin' ya. He dun even know if they could do mods 'n ya."

"Johnny told me they work both ways, back when I first ordered the rings from him." He gave a one-shouldered shrug. "But there was a limit to how hot or cold they could get with organic materials."

"Tha' doesn' take 'way fra th' fact tha' he didn' thin' tha' they had done 'em 'n elfs. 'm pretty sure he was suggestin' 'em ta me."

"Well, I can guarantee even if they were done on elves, they weren't done on ice elves." He turned away, hiding the expression on his face. "At any rate, as much as I would prefer it not to be this way, it would seem that you are the ideal candidate for such a thing, if that is the decision we end up making."

"Which brin's me back ta th' question 'bout wha' ya thin' o' 'em?" She tried to move her head slightly to look at his face.

He was in profile momentarily, giving her a side view of his small nose, slightly rounded cheeks, and one of his pointed ears. He turned back to face her more directly when he answered. "Even if money were no object, I'm not entirely sold on them. There is still research to be done, to be sure, but it still seems like quite the risk, and I would still rather that I take the brunt of that, savvy?"

"Yeah, I dunno eitha. Nah 'bout tha' bit 'bout ya takin' th' brunt end, 'cause if ya ask me, ya 'lready ar'." A hand came up to cover her attempt to stifle a yawn, "Somethin's jist nah shiny 'bout gittin' somethin' modified 'n all o' me. Jist seems weird."

"Because I love you just the way you are?" He nudged her in the midsection with his elbow, before noticing the yawn. "Knackered, ma'maelamin?*"

"Jist a li'l. Afta all th' times 've kept ya burnin' th' midnigh' oil, I kin return th' favor, yeah?" She turned to face the house, but leaned back against the railing and then over against his side, "Mah ankle's startin' ta botha me 'gain. Kin't be good."

"Ice it?" He chuckled at the small joke. "Or do you need to take weight off of it, or elevate it?"

*My beloved

Katarina Smith

Date: 2009-05-05 02:35 EST
"Mahbe." She didn't specify which option she was referring to, "Bu' i's been goin' 'n an' off fer.. oh, six, seven years?" She shrugged, "They healed it when I firs' tore it, bu' like anythin' else tha' heals, dun keep it fra bein' off later."

"The scar's inside, I suppose, rather than out." He looked straight up at the sky, blinking slowly, before turning back to her. "How much longer do you think you will be dancing?"

She shrugged slightly, "Until mah body kin't keep up wit' the younger crowd, yeah? An' then, mahbe teach at a theatre, er create a studio o' mah own. Give lessons ta cute li'l girls wit' their curls an' pink leotards." She gave a lopsided smile.

He wasn't sure why, but he gave her a quick hug with one arm before resuming his study of the skyline. "Would you believe me if I told you I had never given too much thought to my future?"

She returned the hug with warmth, before tucking her hands into her pockets to tug her jacket closer against the night's cold, "Sure. Yer still young." She couldn't help the small tease before continuing, "An' i's hard ta make any long term goals when there's so much tha' kin change yer world upside 'n jist a day, yanno?"

"And when you've been told that the world that you used to know is brown bread, and when you spend your formative years as a lad scrounging to survive, you don't think about what you want to be when you grow up. I used to wonder, when I first started Uni, what would happen when I was no longer like this." This time, he didn't feel it necessary to visibly demonstrate that he had blue skin. "I hadn't the foggiest what I would do."

One arm came around his front as she leaned against him again, looking at the lights still left on within his home, "Wun ya jist do wha' yer doin' now? Yer still you, Locke. Bu' dun boggle yer min' wit' it. We got 'nough 'n our plates now, dun'cha think?"

He dashed the dark thoughts away with a shake of his head, a light chuckle, and a soft smile. "You're right. There are other things to consider, first." He yawned and stretched his arms. "I think the best thing I can do right now is sleep, though."

She leaned out of the way from his stretch and chuckled as well, "Beauty res' an' all. C'mon then, be a gentleman an' walk me ou' th' door bahfore ya pass ou' ta sleep, yeah?"

He took her hand and escorted her off of the balcony and to the front door, "Cormamin niuve tenna' ta elea lle au'. Amin mela lle, Katarina. Quel kiama.*"


*My heart shall weep until it sees thee again. I love you, Katarina. Sleep well.