?I can't live without your touch/grow without so much/ could die without a clue/
live without your touch/I'd die within your/ reach.?
(The Replacements, ?Within Your Reach?)
((Author's note: This SL will contain adult content, including violence, sexual content, and drug use. Parental discretion is advised. Disclaimers specific to the content of each post will be posted when appropriate.))
The kitchen at the Red Dragon Inn was an amalgamation of old and new. An electronic refrigerator, polished and gleaming stainless steel, sat beside an old, wooden Victorian icebox. A black cast iron stove was placed near the back corner, but there were also electric and gas equivalents elsewhere inside. Toasters, blenders, mixers, and other sorts of electric cooking tools all ran off the same patchwork energy grid that powered parts of RhyDin...sometimes. When the Nexus felt like letting it work.
Locke wasn't in the kitchen to cook Sunday evening, though. No, he had more of an...experiment on his mind. Another person had managed to touch him without pain the other day, another person to add to the surprisingly growing list of people who seemed able to in this city. Alice, Johnny, Seliandre, Shimmer, Skid. Chase and Janelle, too, for brief, horrible moments. And now? Izira, apparently, had to be added to that list. She had approached him out of the blue during his hosting shift, and asked to touch his hand. Of course, he had given her the usual warnings, but she had paid them no mind. And somehow? She managed to keep his chill at bay, even as her hands felt cold as ice in his. He wasn't sure...what had happened. Something about channeling his energy, converting into a form that was comfortable to her, while doing the same in reverse for him. He didn't know. Locke had studied magic, to be sure, but somewhat half-heartedly, and not to the extent of the countless wizards residing in the city.
And yet, the one person he really wanted to touch...he couldn't. Sure, there was that brief moment with Alice, or the time he'd been concussed by Janelle and Shimmer had done...something to help them out. But nothing permanent. Nothing lasting. A brush of leather on the apples of her cheeks, a kiss on his clothed collarbone, hands on each other's covered knees. That was all they could have. And if he tried for more? It hurt them both. He had tried for more, in an attempt to save her from herself, but it had been a Pyhrric victory. Lust had shifted to anger towards him, and now, awkwardness between the pair.
The thoughts bombarded Locke's brain, as he grabbed a matchbook from a cabinet drawer, opened it up, and took one out. He walked up to the gas stove, turning on one of the burners. It clicked in rhythm as it waited for a flame to ignite the fuel. With extreme care, he struck the head against the sandpaper side, watching as the fire jumped to life with a *snick* and hiss. The lit match was touched inside the burner, sparking a bluish-orange flame to life. He willed himself not to step away from the heat, though he could feel his stomach crawling with nausea and dread. Instead, he slipped off his gloves, setting them on the countertop, and began to take deep breaths. This...was going to take everything he had.
Izira had clued him into another way he might be able to get around his temperature problems. Perhaps there was a way to take elements of one kind and channel them into another type. Earth into sky, water into wind. Fire into ice. As he held his hands over the flame, beckoning them to come closer to his palms, his thoughts wandered, to the other possible solutions. Alice. Shimmer. A quick shake of the head no. I can't depend on others. They might not be here. They're unreliable. And she doesn't like having an intermediary anyways. It's up to me. Like his previous attempt at controlling flames, which had ended somewhat poorly at the hands of Janelle, Locke closed his eyes and willed his magic to keep the heat down. Then, he switched his efforts, feeling his arteries grow colder still with the energy coursing through them. Instead of merely keeping the flames down, he attempted to mix his elemental magic with that of the burner. Then, he willed the flame back up towards his outstretched hands. Success! Locke cracked his eyes open, to see ice-blue tongues licking at his fingertips. He smiled. Suddenly, he heard an alley cat yowling in the back alley. Distracted, the ice elf lost his control on the fire, and the heat returned in full force. He jerked his hands back from the burner, but the damage was done. Small blisters were already starting to form on his pale blue flesh.
?Bollocks.?Locke gingerly shut the burner off, then headed for the ice machine. He looped fingertips around the cold metal of the bucket, scooping up a large portion of ice, and buried his hands inside it. For a while, he just stood there in the kitchen beside the countertop, biting his lip in pain. Then, he felt the tears come on. Not tears of sadness or joy. Tears of rage, frustration, helplessness. They burnt his eyes as they watered up, as the frost elf was unwilling to fully let himself go and weep openly, even alone in the kitchen. He couldn't bring himself to sob, or vocalize his true feelings, even though he had done so on so many other occasions with so many other people.Who in the bloody world could understand this? I should not weep for myself. There are those far worse than I in the world. He couldn't stop the inevitable trickling of tears down his cheeks, where they froze after tracing a short path down the side of his face. But he could hold his head up high, set his jaw strong in defiance, and not wipe them away. He could pretend there was nothing there. Or maybe he was just too tired to hide the tell-tale signs of his deepest emotions...
live without your touch/I'd die within your/ reach.?
(The Replacements, ?Within Your Reach?)
((Author's note: This SL will contain adult content, including violence, sexual content, and drug use. Parental discretion is advised. Disclaimers specific to the content of each post will be posted when appropriate.))
The kitchen at the Red Dragon Inn was an amalgamation of old and new. An electronic refrigerator, polished and gleaming stainless steel, sat beside an old, wooden Victorian icebox. A black cast iron stove was placed near the back corner, but there were also electric and gas equivalents elsewhere inside. Toasters, blenders, mixers, and other sorts of electric cooking tools all ran off the same patchwork energy grid that powered parts of RhyDin...sometimes. When the Nexus felt like letting it work.
Locke wasn't in the kitchen to cook Sunday evening, though. No, he had more of an...experiment on his mind. Another person had managed to touch him without pain the other day, another person to add to the surprisingly growing list of people who seemed able to in this city. Alice, Johnny, Seliandre, Shimmer, Skid. Chase and Janelle, too, for brief, horrible moments. And now? Izira, apparently, had to be added to that list. She had approached him out of the blue during his hosting shift, and asked to touch his hand. Of course, he had given her the usual warnings, but she had paid them no mind. And somehow? She managed to keep his chill at bay, even as her hands felt cold as ice in his. He wasn't sure...what had happened. Something about channeling his energy, converting into a form that was comfortable to her, while doing the same in reverse for him. He didn't know. Locke had studied magic, to be sure, but somewhat half-heartedly, and not to the extent of the countless wizards residing in the city.
And yet, the one person he really wanted to touch...he couldn't. Sure, there was that brief moment with Alice, or the time he'd been concussed by Janelle and Shimmer had done...something to help them out. But nothing permanent. Nothing lasting. A brush of leather on the apples of her cheeks, a kiss on his clothed collarbone, hands on each other's covered knees. That was all they could have. And if he tried for more? It hurt them both. He had tried for more, in an attempt to save her from herself, but it had been a Pyhrric victory. Lust had shifted to anger towards him, and now, awkwardness between the pair.
The thoughts bombarded Locke's brain, as he grabbed a matchbook from a cabinet drawer, opened it up, and took one out. He walked up to the gas stove, turning on one of the burners. It clicked in rhythm as it waited for a flame to ignite the fuel. With extreme care, he struck the head against the sandpaper side, watching as the fire jumped to life with a *snick* and hiss. The lit match was touched inside the burner, sparking a bluish-orange flame to life. He willed himself not to step away from the heat, though he could feel his stomach crawling with nausea and dread. Instead, he slipped off his gloves, setting them on the countertop, and began to take deep breaths. This...was going to take everything he had.
Izira had clued him into another way he might be able to get around his temperature problems. Perhaps there was a way to take elements of one kind and channel them into another type. Earth into sky, water into wind. Fire into ice. As he held his hands over the flame, beckoning them to come closer to his palms, his thoughts wandered, to the other possible solutions. Alice. Shimmer. A quick shake of the head no. I can't depend on others. They might not be here. They're unreliable. And she doesn't like having an intermediary anyways. It's up to me. Like his previous attempt at controlling flames, which had ended somewhat poorly at the hands of Janelle, Locke closed his eyes and willed his magic to keep the heat down. Then, he switched his efforts, feeling his arteries grow colder still with the energy coursing through them. Instead of merely keeping the flames down, he attempted to mix his elemental magic with that of the burner. Then, he willed the flame back up towards his outstretched hands. Success! Locke cracked his eyes open, to see ice-blue tongues licking at his fingertips. He smiled. Suddenly, he heard an alley cat yowling in the back alley. Distracted, the ice elf lost his control on the fire, and the heat returned in full force. He jerked his hands back from the burner, but the damage was done. Small blisters were already starting to form on his pale blue flesh.
?Bollocks.?Locke gingerly shut the burner off, then headed for the ice machine. He looped fingertips around the cold metal of the bucket, scooping up a large portion of ice, and buried his hands inside it. For a while, he just stood there in the kitchen beside the countertop, biting his lip in pain. Then, he felt the tears come on. Not tears of sadness or joy. Tears of rage, frustration, helplessness. They burnt his eyes as they watered up, as the frost elf was unwilling to fully let himself go and weep openly, even alone in the kitchen. He couldn't bring himself to sob, or vocalize his true feelings, even though he had done so on so many other occasions with so many other people.Who in the bloody world could understand this? I should not weep for myself. There are those far worse than I in the world. He couldn't stop the inevitable trickling of tears down his cheeks, where they froze after tracing a short path down the side of his face. But he could hold his head up high, set his jaw strong in defiance, and not wipe them away. He could pretend there was nothing there. Or maybe he was just too tired to hide the tell-tale signs of his deepest emotions...