Topic: Love's Mirage: The Illusion of Control

Mistmark

Date: 2011-01-23 13:44 EST
Folded within the cocoon of her favorite blanket and settled into her favorite chair, she waited. It was a familiar position, this one. His booted step through the portal still lifted her heart in her chest and sent a tightening in her belly and a tingling through her limbs.

She?d loved him from the first moment he?d smiled at her. She?d become his from the first time he kissed her. She?d lost herself in him the moment he made love to her. And she?d been destroyed the first time he cheated on her.

His student. His lover. His co-worker. His friend. His partner. His wife. His. His. His.

Because he?d become everything to her, she could no longer find where she ended and he began. To lose him was to lose herself.

So even his cheating became about her.

His co-conspirator.

It was easy to discover what types of students appealed to him. The young. The beautiful. The impressionable. The smart.

All of them were simply versions of herself. He seduced them. He used them. He discarded them.

He?d never discarded her.

And he never would.

For she understood him. Understood him better than he understood himself.

The first time she caught him he?d been deeply contrite. Sincerely so. He had apologized and she had raged. She had left him and he had chased her. Two years later the scenario played again. And a month after that.

She?d left him again.

And had stayed gone.

A year later they had remarried and he had changed himself. No longer the charismatic flirtatious man she had come to love, he was strict, reserved and almost harsh with his students. He kept his distance and it had paid a toll on their marriage.

She wanted him back. She encouraged him. Prodded him. Led him down the path of her choosing. And because it was her choosing when he had seduced that first student again she had felt a rush of power and arousal.

It became about her.

And when he tired of the student as he was so quick to do she had demanded he stay with her. Lead her on. Convince her of his love. She had made him imagine a life with the vapid co-ed, a life without Ulyssa.

She had threatened to leave him to it and he had begged her to stay. And she had finally given her consent to end his affair.

On one condition.

She got to watch.

As he crushed that young girl?s heart Ulyssa couldn?t begin to explain what she felt. The power of it. The pleasure of it. The knowledge that her husband had become central to this other woman?s life and that he had chosen Ulyssa.

And that is how they found themselves, forty years later. Teachers together still. Partners together still. Lovers together still. And Co-Conspirators. Still.

Mistmark

Date: 2011-01-26 11:05 EST
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He emerged through the portal upon a rather light step, as was accustomed to Marius Mistmark. It was how he was known publically; a dashing and charming flirt who could draw out a smile with a smirk or simple glance, whose mood always slanted toward jovial and never seemed to harbor any ill will. His class was the one every novitiate heard about, everyone wanted to attend, and everyone wanted to repeat once it was over.

He was fun.

While all of the other faculty had a choke hold upon stern education, it was Marius Mistmark who was the drastic comparison; capricious and energetic. He was the one teacher that students could come to when having trouble with spells, classmates, teachers, or just life in general. He was a friend, with no limits and no assumptions, even if the insinuation of more lurid events hovered around this friendship.

This reputation nearly came to an end with the events that transpired between he and Fleur Rousseau. Their affair had been 'secret' in the sense that it loomed near the edge of shadow, with acknowledgment - though only of the vaguest sort. It was torrid and passionate, and when it ended the ramifications rippled outward as though a stone had been cast in calm water. Everyone knew something, whether fact and fictitious, everyone knew.

He was unturned by this. Even when Fleur left he showed no outward sign of distress beyond the appropriate sympathy and condolence for her strife. Even though he was the one who ended it, who crushed her heart beneath the boot of his cruel intention, there were some students who were convinced that he had been the victim and blamed Fleur for the entire ordeal.

But that was his way; persuasive without the use of enchantment magic. It was just a gift.

Their home, he and Uslyssa's, sprawled out before him and there upon the couch is where he found her. She was as beautiful as the day he first saw her, sensual and severe in her composure. Even when she relaxed she still held an edge about her, as though at any time the wasps swarming along the silhouette of her soul would lash out and sting whoever summoned her wrath. Still though, he did not fear her. She was his partner in so many ways, and while they were miles apart when it came to some things, in most regards they were identical; mirror images. Two parts of the same whole.

"My love."

It's how he greeted her. It's how he always greeted her. He moved to the rack and slid his cloak from his stalwart shoulders, a simple toss hanging it thereupon. A debonair drift of his shadowy eyes along with a rakish smile promising his beloved wife the carnal pleasure that lingered. Graceful steps, a feline prowl, started him off toward the bedroom, though his gaze was held firmly upon her, drinking in her eyes, calling, begging for her to follow without saying a word.

He knew how to tempt her, how to coax her to follow, as she in turn knew how to do the same to him.

Cadence Smyth had caught his fancy, her youthful and lush body demanding as much attention as her voice. Moir Revenant, the Egyptian Diplomat was another; exotic and beautiful with a looming menace, as though a cobra swaying in hypnotic allure. And then Quillyan Daewen, the willowy delicacy whose naivety was as tempting as her supple limbs. They were his focus for the day as they had all garnered his attention throughout the hours, and now that he was home, able to indulge this simmering arousal, he fully intended to incorporate the talents of his beloved.

With every step a tie was undone or a button unfastened and as he arrived at the doorway to their bedroom his shirt poured from his masculine arms to pool carelessly upon the floor. He turned to face her, showing her the sculpted vision of his naked chest, rippling stomach, bulging shoulders and sinewy arms, and while the sight was arousing in ways that struck the soul, it wasn't until he smiled that the real enticement was seen. There was just something in the way his mouth moved. It was as though when he smiled it was a unique expression intended strictly for the recipient and no one else.

"We should talk." The words were nearly purred. He paused for a moment so that the tension could thicken, and then with a fluid stride he moved backwards, disappearing inside the boudoir.

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Mistmark

Date: 2011-03-02 16:07 EST
He laughed.

Such a rich sound of roughened warmth, it poured over his intended recipient, washed across her supple senses and teased her into wanting to hear it again.

He smiled.

The glint of white teeth past masculine lips, the assurance that it was the student who drew such private pleasure from him, as if he were unduly pleased with her advancement.

He leaned.

A pressured lean into personal space that bordered on the incestuous in its taboo temptation. The warmth of his presence felt like an invasion upon innocent skin. Fully clothed, there should not have been such a sinful air about such a casual adoption of nearness; yet, somehow he made it feel like he was naked, hungry, pushing in on her as if penetrating her on a soulful level.

He touched.

The last trick in an arsenal barely unveiled. It was the most innocent of brushes that revealed his skillful torment. The touch of his breath enough to send a vibrant strand of hair spinning as helplessly as the fluttering heartbeat that responded to his seduction. A long finger caressing a path down a slender forearm as he nudged his willing recipient nearer to the conclusion he wished to impart, one that had nothing to do with the assignment he pretended to focus upon. His hands enfolding the delicate fingers of his target as he demonstrated the archaic and elegant motions in the air for a properly casted spell.

He spoke.

The male timbre of his voice decidedly inviting as he walked her through the somatic components of vocal casting. And finally, when he had her meltingly offguard, tremblingly breathless...

He toyed.

His fingers trailed along the delicate column of a charmingly youthful throat, "Here." He purred, "Here is where I need to feel it." Intimate, the palm of his hand cupping that vulnerable flesh, as he leaned in to whisper, "Hum for me."

"Yes." Male pleasure evident in the tone, though he did nothing to reveal the tightening discomfort in his slacks. "That's it. You're doing wonderfully," carefully, gently stroking...softly...teasing that innocent flesh.

His eyes might drift downward over the female body before him, a possibly inappropriate linger," "Can you not feel it....do you not feel it there.." but over so quickly it could be imagined, "Where I touch you?" His gaze returning to the eyes of his student.

Pleased with the response he'd find within her eyes, he'd withdraw, both the physical loom of his presence and the tempting grasp of his hand upon naked flesh. Leaving her wanting more. Questioning whether what had just happened was really inappropriate...after all...he'd only shown her how to appropriately cast...

His smile would be warmly proud as if she had earned his regard for her studies, encouraging, charming, and undoubtedly male.

"Good. Very Good. Continue to practice. I want you to imagine my hands upon your body. There upon your throat, touching. Testing that vibration we just practiced."

The flash of even teeth, "You're doing superb. I'll see you next week."

Mistmark

Date: 2011-05-30 11:49 EST
His eyes were potent wells of dark brown. The rich hue that of indulgent chocolate, not disturbingly black or even otherworldly amber. No, quite simply warm, rich melting chocolate.

They lingered on the bent heads of his female students as they obediently did as he bade. They swept over the extended lengths of nubile bodies as they stretched for the components he kept on the top shelves. They bore with possessive decadence upon the rounded swell of a shapely ass as the same students bent beneath the counters to find the containers hidden in lower cabinets.

There was something about the way they focused on a young woman while she spoke that hinted at his desire but always revealed his constraint. He was never bold. Only charming and obviously interested.

Many a novice was convinced that he looked at her with just a hint of longing and later would sigh into her pillow as she pictured herself the object of his desire, his honor keeping him tied to his sternly cold wife.

Even with the rumors of his possible trespasses, few really believed he, the charismatic and charming professor who always made time for his students, would ever have acted upon his secret desires.

Always willing to listen. Always willing to lend a hand. Always willing to offer a comforting shoulder. Always....always watching with those warm and inviting eyes.

Quillyan Daewen

Date: 2011-06-08 16:09 EST
While it was better to beg forgiveness than to ask permission, Quillyan hoped she wouldn?t have to do either.

Moments before Mistmark?s advanced class began, she surreptitiously slipped into the back of room, taking care to duck her distinctive red-tressed head, stealthy steps closely echoing an oblivious cluster of entering apprentices. Seeking a spot easily overlooked, she claimed a seat near the back - and the door.

Once settled, she immediately opened a small, blank book and bowed her head in the guising of studying previous notes, but her eyes, half-hidden under a line of disgracefully-long lashes, flittered around the nearly-full classroom. The novice recognized several faces, but not the one for whom she searched.

Grant, of course, was nowhere to be found.

She wasn?t surprised. Her mentor?s irresponsibility was, after all, the reason she found herself sneaking into extra classes. Since first his blackmail began, she?d been slowly comprehending the extent of the ViperFang apprentice?s carelessness. Completing the majority of his schoolwork in exchange for his silence over their erroneous tryst meant that she was essentially abandoned within the oppressive workload of a senior student. Grant offered no notes, no hints, no suggestions, merely pleasant threats.

Thus far, she managed to keep up, teaching herself far more than she thought possible, but recently she had hit a wall. Quillyan simply couldn?t decipher Mistmark?s spells on her own, yet she was certain that the instructor?s advanced lecture would lend essential answers.

So there she found herself, lurking in the rear of the room, her novice uniform an uncomfortable beacon for attention amidst the scarlet of the upper classes. Still, if Mistmark conducted this course in the same manner as the one she typically attended, the charismatic instructor would actively engage many of his students in the lesson, but given his passionate absorption in the content, he often failed to reach the very back of the classroom before the conclusion of the hour. Besides, in the competitive arena of the IAP, students who mattered crowded themselves at the front, vying for the attention of the Master. Few bothered to disturb the dust on the outskirts.

And if he did happen to notice her presence? Fingertips, soft as any scholar?s, smoothed an empty page in her book of notes. Perhaps he wouldn?t care to inquire. If he did, she would simply explain - with as much nonchalance as she could muster - that she was only desiring to amend a recent absence in her more remedial class.

Surely he would appreciate her initiative. Mistmark was, after all, one of the kindest and most-understanding instructors at the school - her favorite, actually - and Quillyan couldn?t imagine his handsome features twisted with ire, annoyance, or any characteristic apart from simple benevolence.

Mistmark

Date: 2011-07-04 16:05 EST
How could he miss the vivid splash of color in the midst of his students? It had been appeasing to recognize within the tide of upperclassman the shining beacon of the novitiate's interest. Did she have any idea how her presence inundated the impressions of those around her?

He was familiar with this level of adoration he'd simply not expected such bold manueverings from the otherwise scholastically predisposed Quillyan Daewen. The smile that he bestowed upon her was warm as brandy and just as potent, the slow heat of it a sensual burn that grew as if each of her splendidly nervous little breaths blew across the cinders of it.

As he made his way amongst his students, checking upon their work, he made certain to stop and place a strong non-threatening hand upon the delicate boned shoulder of his little prodigy. Leaning over her slender back to peruse her notes, drawn closer, the undoubtedly male weight a hinted pressure as he whispered intimately for her ears alone, "A little advanced for you, is it not Miss Daewen?" The potent dip of his voice was meant to caress her senses, as was the soothing glide of his hand over her shoulder blade, rubbing along that delicate column of a spine as he felt the pace of her heart, allowed himself to revel in the pattern of her breathing and the silken texture of her richly decadent hair.

For a moment he allowed himself to picture that cascade of scarlet draped over his desk, spilled across her white linen pillow as she innocently urged him to her bed, or wavering in a ripple effect aided by the motion of their bodies as she bent before him.

This close, his dark eyes were smoke-filled and mysterious. The gleaming depths filled with her as his devastating smile lingered upon her, "I'm impressed by dedication." Such genuine approval hers to lap up accordingly should she be supple and pliant to such things.

One last squeeze, a barest hint of masculine possessiveness in the grasp of her shoulder and he moved off on a lean saunter toward another student who eagerly awaited his presence.