Topic: All Nightmare Long

Practically Crawling

Date: 2011-05-26 22:47 EST
There are places in the world that are dark for a reason - not so that dark things might lurk, but so that men might be shielded from such terrible, maddening sights as that. So there are some places better suited for the wild nature of certain things that walk about in man's flesh, wrapped in trappings meant for simple mortality. It was not meant for men to know of these things, of such wild visions and angles, curves and lines that constructed a geography such as his, but that did not matter.

This place was not Earth, nor did it abide by a particular set of rules, as well he could tell. That suited him fine. The Black Man was content to stir his trouble wherever trouble could be heard and spoken of, where there were ears to listen - and, of course, mouths to scream. She came flying out of the alley like a horse out of the shoot, trumpery trash and slatternly. It was not her state of ill-dress, perhaps, that one might have noticed, no. It was her eyes: eyes that were wide, that had perhaps witnessed a sight so terrifying that they might never quite close shut again, that might stare at a night sky and look not at the stars, but the great yawning blackness between each of them, forever forced to stare at some dimension the rest of the world may never know. And in the used-up harlot's wake was nothing but a laugh of some dired amusement, sardonic and complete. This was the way the world worked. This was how the world ended. Not with a bang, but with a whimper.

The French devil is a vision in blue silk, black trim. The gown is fit to flatter, cut across a shoulder, slit along a leg to the point of scandal. To accompany such exquisite ensemble are the jewels she sports, regal splendor, adding glitter piecemeal to pale skin: teardrop diamond, freshwater pearl. She moves without fear, but her feet are quick. We arrive just in time for Act One, the lone, lost woman, overdressed in unfamiliar settings. It is a game she plays with them, every time different, every time enjoyable. This is one of her favorite pastimes, aside from the eternal torment of one small sibling. The twostep with Gideon is becoming somewhat tiresome, and tonight, she seeks new blood, and alone. Gideon, he falls, he rises... Kestrel would have him fall further before lifting him, as mental assaults are always so much more severe. She is still wrapped by the sweet memory of their last rendezvous, when he, finally broken, began to plea. Yet, he does not wonder, he does not ask, why she has come, only assumes the worst. And yet, the worst is sure to come. She does not wear these thoughts upon her powdered face, done up in rogue so as to avoid suspicion. She keeps her expression borderline bewildered. When the rabble appears, that border crumbles. Seconds of silent debate. Does she take this laughing, lost one? Her nose turns north. Clearly, Kestrel is used to finer things.

The whore gibbers of madness and sharp malevolence, of something one cannot pin down or perhaps even properly make words about. It does not matter. The assailant of this act, simple in it's execution, strode from the alley, making the decision for her.

I want you to imagine just what the edge of reason must look like. Is it a cliff's edge, overlooking swirling clouds of endless despair? Is it, perhaps, a line, an angle, a geometry that does not equate to anything the human mind knows? Or is it simply that very space the prostitute's eyes would alway seek, that black darkness between the stars that the feeble human mind has forgot of? Is that madness, a memory that time and evolution has blotted out, only remembered in nightmares and basic bestial instinct? Imagine it: imagine staring madness in it's depthless, cruel black eyes, eyes that endlessly laugh and smile, filled with cruel malignancy, the sort that creeps and crawls, squamous and slippery. The Black Man, for all his terrible, maddening beauty, has these eyes. In them lurks something no man can comprehend anymore - for the human mind limits itself and would not tolerate such things. Minds give way to fraying, spraying, bleating hysteria in the face of such madness, staring at that crawling chaos. Out of place, out of time, out of escape routes: the man seemed like something peeled off a pyramid's wall, with skin as burnt as caramel, hair as black as the ocean's depths, horribly beautiful - perhaps horrible because he was beautiful.

Perhaps beautiful because he was horrible.

A newcomer to this realm with no plans to emigrate, Kestrel does not question the inhuman quality of the stranger before her. She has been here just shy of a month, and if she were to write a compendium of the creatures she's encountered, it was sure to be several volumes thick. Predator recognizes predator, and tonight, the jungle is a street alley, littered with debris and rabble, mortal waste, mortal sorrow. Old eyes catch his, looking forward and back, for already his presence issues an effect. Wars born of wars, labeled numeric, ride the tide of memory. Why should she dwell on these ancient things now, on this chance encounter? She does not retreat, but does not advance. Here, now, two beings occupy one space. Beauty and Horror, they are exact mirrors. No words yet, no flair of French, no tumble of the common tongue in greeting. Somehow, she knows better. Rather, she will tip her head into a nod, creeping midnight curls across a shoulder. I see you, you see me. Let's get this over with. If she had a sword, she might draw it, but there are only her teeth and her prowess. The whore is in her periphery, ignored for the time being. Buzzing insects, all of them. She waits on the wall for a dance.

If madness is a measure of ocean, then perhaps he is the tides that slam against the rocks, having been a pair of ragged claws, scuttling across the floors of silent seas. When he smiled - and oh, how he smiled - it was like the world cracking open, splintering into some vast, wide chasm. From that, all manner of wild wickedness poured free, monstrous ideas and concepts in a shockwave aftermath. A dance? That is what she wants? He provides, starting towards her on silent bare feet, caught in a Pharaoh's raiments, white cotton that seems so wrong compared to the great darkness that spills forth from him, lapping at the shores of a mental sea, a wide spanning expanse that, from one side, the other could not be seen. He spoke, and in its mellow tones there rippled the wild music of Lethean streams: "You look lost, little one. Is there aught I can help you find?" Perhaps you will find it where you least expect it: in me.

It is not his beauty that threatens to undo her, but the slipstream of madness that rides beneath. She can't know what it is, but she touches it, at first, with only her eyes. It is not unlike some black decision made simply because the logic seemed sound. To step forward, to accept this invitation may not prove... profitable. Kestrel weighs the decision, but is distracted by his voice. One thing is said, another meant. Even as Vampire, she cannot piece it apart. And it is then she tunes into her own powersource, that small gift endowed from father to daughter, lover to the once besotted. Her beauty catches streetlight, highlighting assets encased in silk, swell of woman, curve of hip, runway leg. Her eyes flash wild, wiles. And a suggestion is made to the stranger that he might advance, but only if he means her no harm. It hangs there between them, then catches the sound of her voice. "No, monsieur, I am never lost. Finding is a different matter entirely."

He advances in his own way. He is not woman - and he is not man. His flesh might be that, but everything of that flesh suggests the very opposite, that he is something more than man - something that cannot be tamed. That has never been, nor never could be controlled. Behold: the Crawling Chaos. "Do you desire to be found?" his mouth asks, words laden thick with slithering secrets, slipping along pathways that no man has ever trod - or, at least, has been sane enough to discuss after the fact, had he done so.

"Found by whom? Qui ?tes-vous, monsieur?" One heel clicks back, wary, as her eyes bleed into his encroaching frame. His strangeness is marked, but not alarming. As she has found, there were so many fascinations in the realm, too many to add to her collection. She would rather them be small, fragile things, easily led and warped and twisted. Gideon was not one of these, but easy in his own way because he was such an open book. Their father had seen to that. "I would know the one who would see to my desires." Could that be an acceptance of the invitation? Again, the suggestion is fluttered about, ribbon to a curl. It tears open the atmosphere, until the very air sings of her.

"And who is to say you do not already, my dear?" And I have known them, each to each. Fluttering things are meant to be batted away, to smack helplessly against glass globes, filled with light. His is the black lights, the witch-lights lurking in deep glades and primal swamps, teaming with slithering, squelching life. Stride unslowing, encroaching into spaces perhaps best left personal.

Her spine issues a red alert, a shudder climbing from lumbar to scalp. Questions for questions, and her tricks prove fruitless. She matches her partner, one foot back for one foot forward, until it seems clear that yes, this is retreat. Calculating eyes sift through the scenery, curb and cobble, caddycorner of one unknown building, the flat face of another. She buys time, looking for loopholes. "Do you intend to enlighten me, monsieur? I am afraid you have me at a disadvantage..."

Remember that madness? That damned ocean undamned, spilling it's way across the sands? Its waves begin to break. Black and lightless, he sprawls and spins, reaching with hands too long and too, too capable. These hands are not hands that make, not hands that break. These are hands that rip and tear, peeling sanity away from the brightest mind and bear it away to those dark, starless places. "I have carried too many names," the eyeless black face tells her, with it's wide spanning mouth. The mad, mindless gibbering begins to pour free, crude-oil from Earth's wound. "None of them matter but in answer to your constant demands, you may call me Nyarlathotep."

"Nyarl..." It is almost as though she forgets his name just as soon as he says it. There it is, tip of tongue, ready to drive the word home when it is lost, as if swept by some rogue zephyr. Dark brows dip into a severe frown. She is displeased, unfamiliar to giving away the upperhand. Limbs dart and shy from the intrusion of touch, crush of silk against the swell of bosom. She bristles, and a low growl winds its way through her windpipe. "Leave monsieur. You were not my intended tonight, nor I yours, it seems." Sidelong glance to the still lurking zombie, once a woman. Kestrel suspects, but can prove nothing.

The cup runneth over: in the distance, the city's hounds begin to bark and bay at the moon. Shadows start to slide and slither in unnatural, impossible ways, stirred up in the wake of this dark, cursed thing. Men will speak of nightmares, and babes will be stillborn on this night. The whore starts to shriek where she is - that somewhere being the brick wall now bloodier red, where she has beaten her head, ready to be left for dead, and - "All of you are," the Black Man tells her, a whisper well heard, even over the maddened din. "You are all my intended. All nightmare long."

Kestrel's eyes pry open with a start, in the afterbirth of sundown, just as streaks of red die quiet deaths on the curve of the horizon. Her hands sink into her head, finger curls, then apply pressure to confirm the real from the imagined. She glances to her right and spies the sleeping, fetal figure, still waxing and waning through his fledgling years. He will likely sleep for two more hours, at least. Strange how her body now presses to him, sinking into a spoon, frame for a frame. The nightmare left her with the strangest appetite: comfort. The lady commands rest, not sleep, and will wait upon the waking of the other. Something about this dream has unnerved her, but she will play it like a poolshark. Just a dream, nothing more. This is what she will tell herself the next night, and the next, when sleep calls and tugs and wraps like a lover, with black skin, and those eyes... The moan is quick, swallowed by a patch of dark hair as her mouth sinks into a sleeping head.

She hides the moment of weakness with a kiss, waiting like one outside of time.

Practically Crawling

Date: 2011-06-02 18:28 EST
Arms entwined in a violent pose - the grass dies beneath his feet. It's the way the world ends - not with a bang, but with a whimper. The Beast prowled between trees, the glorious white of fingers brushing moss and vines; they charred, curled, collapsed to the grass, trod across. Watered silk, black as noon-day shadows drug in his wake, swallowing hair of the same shade. His was a slow, subtle deliberation, ethereal wandering though dark, damp places. Flesh melted, rearranged - feet and fingers found themselves as hooves, sinking into wet, watered ground - such was the way with swamps. Tines tangled and caught in low-slung branches, the lazy curl of smoke drizzling up through all the sharps.

Little lighted sounds, that of the maggots and offal dripping out of him. The Beast broke free of the treeline, dragging briars and brambles in his endless crown of horns. Fire licked lovingly along eye's sockets, smoke and sparks slithering free from the beartrap that served as his mouth, all gloriously sharp teeth. Briefly, a rat poked it's head from the bleached bone white of ribs, before ducking back into his mass.

Topsoil and good rot, the sort of earth's flesh one finds coprses in, it spread and sprawled beneath his hooves, like wildfire eating at too dry brush. Fire for sight, with need for nothing else, one quick shake of head ripped tines free from their trappings - not to mention flicked offal and rust-colored water about. That which it touched died, little leaves littering the ground. He started towards the water, seeming to stretch forever upwards, tines stabbing at the sky.

Like some herald, the smell comes first - the sickly sweetish smell of rot, corpses cooking under summer's sun, ripe and rancid. Then, the sound - the insistant buzzing of flesh flies, the perpetual skittering scurry of the roaches, the sick wet of maggots masticating on long-dead muscle. The vast Beast stopped at water's edge, fires curving along orbit's curve. Hooves splintered and fractured, blood and pus and the spill of insects: long bones, fingers fit for grasping dug into the earth as he bowed his great head, three tongues spilling out of deer's skull to drag to and through water. Some fires need cooling, though never quite extinguished.

Water rises up too hide, laps against long legs; he hisses and spits in his own way, as water cools too hot flesh, teasing underbelly, where the furnaces burn bright. Sick-smelling steam rises up off of him, swathing him briefly in mist, curling across tines, fingers of fog stroking filth-blackened hide.

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Some paths simply aren't hard to follow; a child could've found some tracks. Bare feet padded silently on grass as the Pharaoh followed the breadcrumbs that had been left behnd for him. Sardonic smirk settled on his dark features, watching the water's rise, and it's effects.

"It would seem," Chaos cooed, "that even here, your reputation proceeds you, Beast." Slow stride took him closer to the massive, rotted stag, light-eating black eyes slit with cruel delight. He even lifted a hand, dared to even considering touching the matted, wet fur.

Three tongues drew themselves back up into skull, fire for sight rolling horse-wild in eyesockets, just to look back. He only needed on tongue to talk: "I am certain that you would like to keep that hand, would you not?" he asked, even as the full of him straightened, stabbed into the sky, towers of dumb stone. "What do you here?"

His smile split his face in two, ear to ear, in a way that oft made people scream. Men's mouths were meant to stretch that far. "A little of this, a little of that. I'm sure you know - no point in playing ignorant, hm?" A neatly sculpted black brow arched a bit.

Fires guttered, fluttered, died like candles in sharp breeze, before the deer skull inclined, tines scrapng against the sky, to rip the stars from the sky. He had before. "I know what you are up to." Bones broke, reshaped themselves into an arm best used for pointing accusing fingers. "Heed me - if you harm what is mine, I will be cross with you, Black Man. Do you understand?"

He laughed high and wild, sheep's screams and widowed women. "I do not think even I could hurt a shadow, Bylah. Especially not one of yours." He held up dark hands, skin the color of caramel. "But you've my word - I will not put my hands on him. Not even his dreams." Not that he couldn't. But it would be, in truth, more trouble than it was worth, in the long run.

"I do not merely mean Fafnir. While he is not mine, Gideon is protected by mine hand as well - as he is Fafnir's anchor. Were harm to come unto him, Fafnir might dissolve." Tongues pooled from his mouth, red and livid, living, lapping up all the lies - "I will not tolerate such a thing."

Too handsome features twisted into sick amusement, a sneer that belonged on his dark mouth just fine. "Oh? How is it the humans say is? Schlepping with the humans now, are we? Such things are beneath you - we both know that."
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Deciding that the dragon is not planning on returning to make her its dinner, though a slim one it would be, she stands and brushes herself off. Once again she takes to the path. Unknowingly walking closer to the odd exchange that is taking place near a lake that is barely a quarter of a mile away

Skulls are not meant for expression - though they might perpetually smile - but the Beast managed such a thing just fine, not through muscle or flesh, but the darkening of bone into hard bark, wood and weathered time. His words ground out, slow the way the trees grow: "You will still your tongue, Chaos. In such circumstances, yours is not to reason why..."

He did not so much recoil - though throughout time, he knew well what that bark was, surely - but his sneer faded a bit. "...mine is but to do or die," he finished with a frown that was less anger, and more...resignation. Finally, he exhaled, a gesture unnecessary all the same. "Alright. I will keep my hands off of this Gideon as well. But the woman," he crooned, the smile resurfacing on his mouth, sharp as a sickled moon, "is mine to play with as I please. I do not think even you could stop me. She wanted to create chaos? Now she has it."

Shifts and starts, replaying humanity as he saw fit: the Beast bundled up his fur coat, threw it away for spring. White flesh stretched, tines trembling and tearing away, tightening into coils befitting the proud ram. Silk and hair lost themselves in one another, as the man looked down at the last Pharaoh to ever matter. "She is yours to torment as you please - though I do hope you will take little offense if the madness is merely the breaking point. I do not think Fafnir would even permit you the pleasure of killing her - but not even I can predict that particular future. You will just have to wait and see."

The Black Man lifted a dark hand, smeared it across the high aristocracy of a cheekbone. "Oh, of course. You know well enough that it's not the murder I relish in anyway, hm?" He straightened, folding impossibly, maddeningly long fingers behind his back. "I am so glad we had this talk, though. You really should come visit us lowly peons more often, hm? Or are you too busy f**king that woman of yours?"

As she gets nearer the two deciding some poor woman's fate, she has to pull her cloak around her face. She nearly gags from the permeating smell of death. All at once it seemed the air got heavier and the path around her became visibly darker.

Vipers and lightning, the quick strikes you never see coming: one hand tightened fingers around a dark throat, lava-crawled black eyes tightening. "I do not desire to hear words of mine Eve leave your mouth ever again, Nyarlathotep. Do I make myself clear?"

He smiled and smiled, flesh trembling with urges to break free of simple confines. He does not: he has earned this with his words, he knew. "As clear as glass, Bylah. My apologies."

A sharp exhale sent sparks and smoke shooting from his nose. It curls and caresses the white of him, rising up towards the sky. Fingers released, hand settling back to his side. "Good." That simple. He turned, dark eyes cutting across the glade, settling on the approaching woman. It was the sort of look that sent the stars screaming, the worlds exploding.

This creature obviously able to see much farther than her simple eyes, she has not yet seen the two near the water. She has been forced to stop, wretching behind a tree. Her eyes and throat burning, she is overcome with dread. That smell was certainly not a welcome mat.

Released, his gaze followed that of the Beast, curious as to what caught his attention. Instantly, his handsome features lit up, smile splitting his face in half. Smiles like that are often accompanied by gibbering madness and straight-jackets, little padded rooms for good girls; festering insanity baked from him, heat off the sands. He peeled and pulled himself away from the Beast, bare feet padding in the grass, leaving behind the sharp smell of rot that hung over Bylah like a cruel cloud.

She was finally able to straighten herself to a standing position, the contents of her stomach emptied behind the tree beside her. It was a shame; she never knew when her next meal would come. It was now she she felt as though she was being watched. She spun around quickly... to see nothing. Yet.

The Beast watched the chaos crawl away, before he turned himself. Beneath his soles, the grass went dying, withered and without life as he stepped across it. It was worthless now - truly beneath him. Soon, too, he is gone as well, gone to find that which matters in a room made of glass.

Crawling, creeping, colliding with the concepts of life: rich cotton and the glory of gold heralded appearances. It was not meant for the fragile human mind to face such horrors, but most of those horrors were not in the business of minding the manners of mankind. Dark fingers stretched, palm collapsing with a tree's bark, black hair drizzling across features. "Something the matter?" the man asked, black eyes smiling and bright, chips of new onyx.

Such a sight was he, and a sudden one at that, that she fell backwards onto her backside. Her eyes studied his face, terror ripping at her insides, before she could muster up a single word. "I..."

It's amazing how something so handsome can exude such wild, unchecked madness. He slithered around the tree, white cotton easing in his wake. A dark hand, fingers meant for ripping mind to shreds, extended to her. "You are...?"

She shook her head as if to clear it. The smell was gone. She focused on the man's face once more and it seemed alright. Passing one hand over her eyes and accepting the man's kindness by placing her other in his, she introduces herself. "Those who do call me anything other than wretch and cretin call me Fate. Would it be rude of me to ask your name?"

His hand closes on her's. Imagine, if you will, what it would be like to collect every ounce of festering insanity inside a sanitorium. Imagine all of that conviluted terror bundled up into a bubble. That is what he feels like. It is not his flesh - his flesh is dark and soft, hands having never seen a hard day's work. But it is him all the same, reality spiraling out of control and spilling out into the world. Behold, the Crawling Chaos. "Fate? What an interesting nickname to have acquired.."

She stares at his hand for quite a long time. The insanity working at her mind while she tries to battle it. Having lived on the streets for as long as she can remember, it is much easier for her than others to accept the man's odd effect. Not to say that it doesn't disturb her greatly. Her only desire is to run.. run.. run.. but she must take kindness where it is offered to her. Even from a man she is most certain will rip her to shreds.. that insanity working at her brain again - maybe that wouldn't be so bad..

He helps her to her feet; he is a man of many manners, you must understand. And his smile, it never fades, never falters, just sings a song of senselessness. "Well, Fate," he purred, liquid ink eyes slitting at their corners, like a cat that's found the canary cage door open, "I have many names. Most of them are rather boring, in fact."

Blinking, his words pulling her from her imaginings of him tearing her limb from limb, she looks into his eyes again. Then she drops her gaze to the path at their feet. "I didn't mean to offend by asking."

"Offend? Never, my dear," he mused, with a little laugh that sounded like sobs and lamentations of women, rending clothes to show that even worldly possessions mean nothing, in the wake of their sorry. "But names, you must understand, they can be powerful, secretive things." That smile grows, leaps and bounds, nipping at sanity's heels. He leaned in, hot breath bathing her ear as he told her a secret.

Her lips pull back into a terrified grin. She nods, if only to satisfy this strange man. She has no idea what sort of mess she has stepped into by making this man's acquaintance. "I.. I understand."

"No," he mused, with a smile. "I doubt you do." No one did. He eased away, releasing her hand as he did; the Pharaoh slipped and slithered away from her, tall and proud, as he had come out of Egypt.

Her hand dropped slack to her side as she watched him. Not quite certain what she was supposed to do, she simply stared at him as he moved.

From the looks of it? Nothing at all. He glanced back at her with a smile, black eyes narrowed and bright. "It was a pleasure meeting you, Fate," Chaos said to her, before padding into the trees and undergrowth, vanishing without so much as a leaf bothered.

She reached towards the empty spot where that strange man had just stood, her mouth moving as though trying to make some word come out. All at once she slapped her hand over her mouth, trying to figure out what had just transpired. She shook her head and turned to walk back the way she had come before all this started.

Bylah

Date: 2011-06-12 02:07 EST
Forever and a day, held in sway, a little line of lines. Cocaine perfection, he strut the length and width of the worlds, watching the way they sizzled, swore, cursed his name again and again. The night was singing, screaming it's song, the stars in the sky seizing their day. Carpe diem, baby. Silk and smooth skin, white in the night, a backdrop of long-lost treasure: the Beast came prowling proud, leaving in his wake the summer's touch on grass, withering it all away. It all seems small and sad, a story between the soil and the sun, heat and rot, a carcass left for the crows.

Smoke curled, coiled, caressed the unforgiving white of his face: smoke screens meant for privacy, perpetually put upon, always keeping doors tightly shut. Nothing - no ideas of emotion touch his features, blank and indfferent. Behold: the perfect pantheon of absence, endlessly bare. The sole of his foot made wooden slats sing, hissing and spitting. Porch stairs perused, plotting a trajectory for the door. Business before pleasure, the latter of which he knew too little about. Flesh forever fluid flowed forwards, the endless white of fingers coiling around the door. It pushed open. Thus, the Beast had arrived.

Princes, paupers, pipers and prophets: they all had one thing right. Sooner or later, one has to pay the piper. It was that simple and in the end, every dog had their day. Solitary destination, the long length of him cut a path, a swath, a predetermined point in which he desired, leaving behind the smudges of black of burnt wood, quick to repair itself, rapid regeneration. Silk slithered, watered rough, the black of his mane following as silent as ghostly lovers. There are stones here, meant to be warmed, to carry the heat of endless furnaces: this is what he wants. Not a good say, not a good lay, not a good girl to sooth his troubles away. Not tonight.

Perhaps he had not always been this way; once, when the sky was still filled with the wilds of the world, cares had been his last concern. Now, he collapsed, house of cards blown over, all long lines and unkind angles, ankles, knees, toes, how does that little song go? Behind the beartrap, the mouth of endless rivers, little babbling brooks, burbling, gurgling, like endless madness; his tongues shoved sparks out from between teeth. Stones sunk upon, weighted down mass: his back looked like new whitewash, save Tom Sawyer had little say in it.

Wanna hear it? Here it goes: spilling, thrilling, spiraling out of control. That's the way the world works. It's not neat, it's not a beat, a drum that we all march to. It's madness and mayhem, chaos colliding with control, a plane pinwheeling right back to Earth. That's a world that'll end with a bang, a boom, a snare drum's crash. It's amazing what a little but of nothing can do: fingertips drummed against couch's arm, desert-dark skin a wild contrast against white cotton. His eternally smiling eyes settled on the one soaking up the something - and what he didn't care - a few feet away. "You look," he commented, lips curving to the heavens, "like a long-tailed cat in a room full of rocking chairs."

"You have kept me waiting." Such is the sound of the mausoleum's doors, slamming shut: unquestionably final. His head turned, slow the way the sun crosses the sky, the proud whorl of ram's horns shredding up the air. One eye, baleful and unkind, settled on the Pharaoh. This is a night of cruel truths, the distinct lact of giving anything, taking everything - grave robber intent. The Beast was in no mood for games or antics - especially not by the likes of the Pharaoh.

A dark hand waved - to, fro, aimless and without merit. None of him had merit or worth, perhaps. "You're forever waiting, and you're everywhere. If it was so important, you should've found me sooner." Speaking with Bylah is like prodding a rabid dog with a stick, just to watch it snarl and snap. That is, immensely amusing. He stretched, sprawled: one knee shoved to the sky, the other leg lazily draped off the couch, foot to the floor. "What did you need to talk about that simply could not wait?"

"You know damn well what." When his tongues turn out the words, they sound like cold curses, spat out of the mouths of scorned women. Role reversal, played backwards: he pushed to his feet, tower tall, a sliver of dumb stone, stabbing into the sky. "Do you think this some game that you can take at your leisure? Mine patience wanes. You are on thin ice - and I shall be beneath it when it breaks. Do I make myself clear?"

He's not like the Beast: he doesn't have three tongues that wag about in his mouth. He just has one - but that one is terribly talented. He does not, let it be said, take well to threats - though he knows that Bylah is not the sort to 'threaten'. The rise of pale mass didn't seem to phase him in the least. No, he just turned the black of his eyes what seemed like forever upwards. "Don't worry - I know what my part in all of this is. You just make sure you've got your ducks in a row, as the saying goes."

Skulls are best suited for smiling; in the grand game of expressions, it's what they're made for. But, with great suddenness? Bylah frowned. The worlds, perpetually spinning on their axes, slowed, ground to a halt. Or, perhaps, held their breath, waiting for the end to come. It would be sudden and swift. It would be both horrible and beautiful. He took a step forward, bowing his glorious head. Black hair spilled, thrilled, created a curtain smelling of offal and rot, smoke and topsoil, around the Pharaoh's head, as he hissed something in the loathesome creature's ear.

The Egyptian did not quite care about the end of the worlds. He would just make new ones. His head tilted to the side, listening intently...before he shook his head. "I will not. You know I will not. Have a little faith; have I ever failed before?" Of course not. Perhaps he'd taken his time, planning out the plots, putting them all on paper - but he'd never failed. "Ye of little faith, hm?"

The worlds let out a sign of relief, got back to their seemingly endless marches: the frown smoothed away from white features. He straightened, looking forever downwards. "Fine. I will be waiting." A turn, a twist, a shift of body: the whole of him sank into the soot, the grate, the gate of something destroyed.

His head turned, watching the Beast depart. The strict, sensual line of his mouth turned dowards a bit - perhaps sensual because of it's strictness - before he shook his head. Who would have thought the Beast would've ever had a reason to rush? So many shocks, secrets, stories unraveled. This was not, however, one he was part of.

Practically Crawling

Date: 2011-06-15 20:35 EST
It has been stated by both laymen and professionals alike that the mind has a terribly habit of playing tricks on people.

This statement, however, is not 100% accurate. Hell, it's not even 50% accurate. The truth of the matter is this:

For all of it's amazing functions and capabilities, the mind is by no means flawless. It is not perfect. It makes mistakes and, at times, is capable of getting confused. This confusion, in turn, often leads to the condition described, as playing tricks on people, but that's simply not true. The mind does not, deliberately, of it's own volition, fuck with people. That's just counter productive.

However, at this very moment? Someone's mind was playing a trick on them. It was, in that moment, confused.

Because the truth of the matter is that, at that very moment, what Kestrel thought she was doing was prowling about, looking for her wayward brother. She'd been following him - though, were she to press her mind too far, she would not recall why, or even from where she started.

That didn't matter. She was going to find Gideon, you see, so what did it matter why for? Who cared when she'd started?

But..well, you see, there's a small flaw in her plan, a proverbial wrinkle in time. The path she'd been following had changed. No more was it the filthy, grimy alleys of Rhy'din's city proper, oh no.

No, she'd managed to stumble into a maze. Not a maze of cruel stone, or even drab, boring hedges. No, she was in a maze of roses, fragrant and sweet smelling, flowers as red as the blood she had a habit of feasting upon. Roses, roses everywhere.

But, for as beautiful as they are? Roses do have their thorns, and these are particularly sharp.

"Qu'est-ce?" She says aloud, and to herself, although her voice, with its feminine lilt, falls to the petals. Do they listen, the flowers? Will they speak to her as if she were some Alice, lost in Wonderland? No. Kestrel is no wayward girl, no innocent child to be trifled with. She is a predator to the core, a murderess twice-born, and she cares not for the why and the how of the situation before her. That will not grant her the luxury of control. She might philosophize later, in her moments of quiet when Gideon is allowed off the leash. For now, instead of simple panic, she lets her mind settle into a mode of assessment. Mazes always have a center, and an out, even if this one has no start. Backtracking does not seem a worthwhile option. There is only forward, into the unknown, which looks, as far as preternatural eyes may gleam, to be a forest of snaking prickly shrubs bearing the sigils of love, sex, and admiration. Roses, roses everywhere, red as blood, and not a drop to drink.

Midnight blues fall to the floor. She must have her wits about her. Lace, familiar second-skin, empowers her. She is either modern and hard or Victorian. And Victorian women, they were hard, like her grandmother, the one she remembers singing in the nursery, well after the first war. Warsongs have shaped her, something Gideon, with his pomp and circumstance and all his silver spoons will never understand.

Heels dig into earth, mottled clay and stone and mulch. She pries up a foot and presses on, charting a course into the unknown. Left, then right, then right. Speed is the key here. She keeps her motions quick, so quick, that she is a white blur among the floral borders. Her mind is sharp by decades of learning, growing, absorbing. She has soaked up the minds of countless intellectuals, artists, scholars, reaped all the benefits blood would allow. She knows a route from another, knows when her missteps take her to a deadend, and how to avoid repeated mistakes.

This is just another test. Gideon is hiding, somewhere, she is convinced. She will find him and show him that she is his only out.

Now here is the sad story...about a deer, and a man.

The Maze goes everywhere and nowhere, little universes caught in a flower's center. The deeper she goes, the more it grows, until the roses are over her head and all she can smell is their sweetness. It's cloying, rich, glorious - it smells of summers and furious, fast sex - fingers fumbling in a hurry, a rush, unbuckling belts, shoving up skirts.

Each turn reveals nothing more than roses and good, freshly turned topsoil, rich and earth smelling. There are no insects here. Not the first bee, not the first buzzing bug. There's nothing here but flowers. Who knew what died to make them grow?

A row over, the sweet smell is cut by a voice. It stirs up that sensation, the one you can only say in French:

"They say not far away, in fact upon that hill,
They say that there's a little girl there still.
She wasn't raised like all the other kids -
Miss Lynn, the Snow Hen of Austerlitz.

The mother's blind and keeps some birds as pets
That her baby is a human she forgets.
In a tiny wire pen that little girl still sits -
Miss Lynn, the Snow Hen of Austerlitz.

She must be ten or eleven now.
I heard she's pretty but she doesn't have all her wits.
She is the Snow Hen of Austerlitz."

She knows not the song, but the singer? She's heard that voice before, cocksure confidence, arrogant and beautiful. It sounds like things growing, sowing, seeds still yet to bloom.

She is going in one direction. The voice is going in the other.

She runs her heels into the earth again, ceases her shifting between space-time, vampiric ways and means looking more or less human among the brush. The thorns, she is careful of those, so careful they do not bite or scratch or tear into her clothing. White lace runs even into her fingertips, as if she has some abhorrence to terrestrial contact.

"Bonjour? Qui est l??"

A voice, familiar, on the wind. She sets her eyes into the dark, makes out every spiral whorl of green vine and leaf, every ruby blossom, but cannot make out the owner of that voice. Perhaps it is a ghost, disembodied, singing from her memory. She has those. Any creature past her fledge has learned to deal with those premonitions. Perhaps it is her grandmother, taking her leave of hell to haunt her in the realm without rules, the realm her brother ran to when he had no other sanctuary.

Kestrel is very, very still, listening. She is an excellent listener. Listening is key to survival. Put your ear and mind to your target and you can set things in motion, and watch him destroy himself.

It might be that way with Gideon. But she needs him.

The voice is moving, but not as quick as she can track. Not a ghost, surely.

Feet are light upon the grassy knoll between two rose-walls, quick and calculating, able to avoid the trappings of thorny defenses.

She pursues this spectator among the roses, but keeps her mental map ready. She plants her feet as firmly as the walls are around her. She knows her steps as she knows every hair upon her head, down to the deepest black root.

She walks and he wanes, lilts and drifts in directions that few can muster, much less master. She is forward, he is behind - too close behind, forever and a day, having leaned his mouth to her ear.

Shredding through the smell of sweet flowers is that of heat, desert sands, spices that are no longer sold on ships, carried between countries. The sands have all faded away; he is the last Pharaoh - the only one to have ever mattered.

"Not really having neither wings nor beak,
She never learned to walk or speak;
To the child, the other never says a word -
To communicate, this little girl, she chirps like a bird.

All the birds around here, they taught the little girl their language.
When she's not understood, she starts to get real angry,
So she waves her hands around just like they were her wings.
Hope it when she's happy, you should hear her sing...!"

The desert had been famous for its asps: perhaps he had taught them how to strike at ankles so quickly. Dark fingers flickered, fluttered, coiled around her throat to stop her up short and when his lips peel from the ivory white of his teeth, they seem everywhere as they settled by her ear.

"I'll leave the cage door open,
We'll see how far she gets.
She's known as the Snow Hen of Austerlitz.."

When he touches her, the world starts to go awry, tilting on it's side - save it's side isn't your side, my side - it's his side, a geometry, a plane, an angle that's alien and unknown, vast and endless, stretching into the forever.

Kestrel has never known madness before. She has known tragedy, and rage, and envy, and these fiends sometimes push one into the realm of madness, but Kestrel has always had her self-control to weigh her down. Massive iron anchor, that self-control. It may keep her from misplacing her wits in a kingdom of clouds, but she is always at risk of drowning in that sea of self.

So it takes her by surprise, this thing she has never known, could never peg with a name or a face or an idea. She wants to call it vertigo, but vertigo is too mundane, small, mortal... The world of roses rips in two, and three, and four. She has never known the desert either, has never known sand beyond the ease of the Mediterranean, beyond the fat, happy tourists that flock there to soak up her long-lost sun. To say that she feels lost is the century's greatest understatement, on par with likening the birth of a child to the birth of an empire. It is that big, that grand, this flood of feeling, whatever it is. And just as she seeks to touch it, to shape it, taste it, know it, it has her by the throat.

She feels herself ready to swoon against the one who holds her, floods her senses with that horribly familiar song. Like some sinister lullaby, it wrestles her to the groundwork of her childhood, so that she begins to question her surroundings. What day, what year? Gideon is a lost cause now. She forgets him entirely. The body caged within a slipcover of white lace forgets too, growing slack against the siren behind her, man, creature, devil, who drags her headfirst into his world.

She trembles and stifles a scream. Her fingers fan out before her, but only pull up air.

People are composed of parts. Little sections that create them, like grade-school lessons of fractions. Pies. Pizza. Slices of reality that are the building blocks of minds and manners, make-up personalities.

He is not some simple man. He is not some song sung by southerners about conversations between a mother and her son.

He is not even a God.

It does not matter.

"Kept like a pet in an old hen coop
The mother didn't beat her and she gave her food.
Still pitiful, no care shown but it's
The life of the Snow Hen of Austerlitz.

A skinny little thing with brittle glass-like bones
Was it wind in the trees or the Snow Hen's moans?
From pursed perch from that attic she flits,
Miss Lynn, the Snow Hen of Austerlitz..."

It is a song she will never forget. A lullaby lilting, drifting in through the spaces of the mind - a five and a half minute hallway, in a house that's inside is too big for it's outside.

Fingers tighten and twist, knot in hair as he shoved her face towards the roses. It is a shame that she cannot see his smile - the way it stretches across his face. It seems a sickled moon, hanging heavy in the sky, terribly bright in the dark. It is a shame that she cannot see it -

And with the way he was pushing her eyes towards the thorns, she will perhaps never see anything ever again.

"Sing for me, Kestrel," he croons to her. "Sing for me, Snow Hen."

Her arms come at a cross to her face, perfectly celtic, symmetric spread, creating a shield of limbs and lace alike. Normally, she would not fear, not such a small thing as a prick of thorn. Kestrel is vampire, and her blood will stitch away injuries before they have time to fully form.

But something has happened. His voice, his presence, this place that is both him and something entirely else has crashed through her mind like a runaway train, causing quite a wreck in its wake. She is no longer predator but prey, spinning on an axis without a base. Closer, closer he draws her into the brush and she struggles to remember who and what she is. Her own strength falters in this world gone helter skelter, where up is neither down nor itself, and the only direction she can relate to is toward those terrible roses.

"QUI ?TES-VOUS?!"

She asks, she screams, of him, of her, of everything. Perhaps the roses answer when her arms are in their reach. The perfect pitch of her timeless body breaks against him. She is no creature of the night, no prowling monster but the girl of old, the one she was before the soldier's blood was on her hands, when she cowered and ran with the rest...

The roses. Their petals are bright red bombs, bursting before her eyes. She can see them, even without the benefit of eyes, for she keeps them hidden, safe, behind her linen shield.

He goes with her: into the roses, into that which he is - for chaos is the creator of madness, never knowing a beginning, nor an end.

But she has asked him a question, and for all of his cruelty, it is not within his nature to deny those who wish to know of his endless, forever-turning glory.

Amongst the sweet smell of sex and sin, the copper of sheered blood, like pennies clenched in a poor child's fist, he puts his mouth to her ear again.

He tells her his name.

She will not remember it later. The syllables construct a word that makes no sense in any language save his own - at that moment, her own - because these are the words that create and creep, crawling Chaos---

"N--"

Kestrel wakes on the grounds of the Lanesborough, finding herself quite disheveled, her rich, night-ridden hair at odds with her neck and spine. The silk shift she wore the night before is half undone at the collar and riding over the tops of her thighs. She is on her stomach in the earth, in backdrop of the flat Gideon has called his own. She smells of earth and sand, can feel the invasion deep in the pores of her skin.

But what is she doing? It is well beyond sunset, for there are no traces of pink or yellow, no gleam of gold left on the horizon.

It is late and she has found herself outside.

Quite beside herself, she trembles, pulls herself into a sit. Her finely done-up nails are cracked, caked with earth, and her arms are bruised along one side, singing of the defensive.

Singing. Her mouth makes the shape of a song... And then a name...

But she cannot recall it, although she grapples with it for some time, unable to move from the spot where she woke.

She touches her face and pulls back her fingers... red.

And then she laughs, as if delighted. She had quite forgotten the color of tears.


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Adapted from live play with Kestrel. Lyrics by Rasputina.

Practically Crawling

Date: 2011-06-19 20:44 EST
Simple pleasures and easy ideals: few things in the world are quite so wonderful as a stroll in the day, while aimlessly looking for something, the kind of object you're truly in no rush to find. Why would one rush, if there was no need, after all? He took his pace leisurely, white cotton and black hair fluttering in his wake, the dim sunlight peeking between the clouds occasionally catching light off the wideset collar hanging from long throat, resting across clavicles. Bare feet transferred of of sidewalk and onto grass, making litte lines of ants go scurrying willy-nilly across concrete and cobblestones.

He watches the events unfold out front with all the care of a man who's just found the love of his life - nothing, at that moment, could have stirred him. While the insects go scurrying away from him, he moved for the porch's steps, climbing them so simply. It is not as if he had to perform such mundane functions, but sometimes, there's joy in mingling with the small things. One hand reached out, catching the door before it could shut completely, and inside he went.

It's noticed, the way crows in snow-fields are. Long fingers, dark like desert-sands, they settled atop the bar. "You're rather lucky," the Pharoah mused, "that you've such loyal friends to protect you." Head inclining, the collar of gold and colored beads shifted against his clavicles.

She opened her eyes and turned around quickly, staring in surprise for a moment, the utter fear obvious on her face for a split second before her features slid into bland neutrality. "Yes," she answered, darting a look at Liv and then down at the bar in front of her. "I am." Then she turned back and finished pouring the coffee, adding cream and sugar. She glaned at Ailis, opened her mouth to thank her, but decided better of it. It was probably in everyone's best interest if she just kept her yap shut and stayed out of everyone's way. She'd wrought enough havoc for the day, after all.

There is a certain manner in which he effects the world - makes it tilt on it's axis in all the wrong ways. There, atop the bar, his hands look huge and unending, fingers stretching out forever, into spaces and places, planes and angles of a geometry no simple mind could quite comprehend. The air around him seems to hum, the sound of vibrations and madness that make the air thick with it. Crawling, creeping, seeping--"What's your name?" that horrible mouth asks, his eyes dark and slitted on her.

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Certain voices were hard to miss. Any mild amusement over Ailis' sharp tongue dwindled swiftly as he recalled its owner. Fly under the radar...thankfully the Pharoah seemed preoccupied, and Mesteno slithered down off the table to use the distraction to his advantage. Not even the barest susurration of fabric to betray him, he went slinking off to a booth where he could park himself inconspicuously.

The kettle on the proverbial hob was the whistling type and it was just working itself up to a good shriek when she pulled it off and went to pour it into the pot. The fragrance from the leaves in the infuser was pleasant, herbaceous and a little citrusy. The spout of the kettle rattled on the china rim as something down the bar set the fine hairs at the nape of her neck to prickling.

She turned back around to face the strange creature lurking on the bar in front of her. "My name?" she asked before taking a sip of her coffee, eyes slipping sideways to watch Liv with Ed and Jon. She studied Jon carefully, noting the tell-tale signs of a night of over-indulgence and sighed softly. She did not want to have That Talk with him so early in the filming.

He looks like man. His face is that of a man - and a handsome one, no less, dark-skinned and regal...but there is something horribly, terribly wrong, as well. Not something one might be capable of putting a finger on, no, but...His mouth curled, curved into a smile. "You tell me your name, and I will tell you mine."

Her eyes narrowed at Jon in the 'You're not fooling me' sort of way and then she looked back at the thing on the bar. "Lelah Rivka," she answered. When she spotted Daniel, her whole face lit up, her shoulders slumped with relief and she catapulted herself into his arms, hugging the ever-living crap out of him and burying her face in his shoulder.

His head turned, watching the woman launch herself towards the other man, that smile of his growing. Hands pushed and eased and he slipped away from the bar. Bare feet took him across the room. lazy and in no rush. There is a booth, you see, that looks terribly inviting to the Pharaoh.

Movement across the Commons had her watching the path of an uneasy presence and set her to humming softly.

Ailis didn't stop humming to answer Jon's question. He would have to taste it and see for himself. She did walk to the sink to wash her hands. That didn't require speaking.

He'd kept watch - he was good at that. Give him a rifle and he might settle still, belly down and unmoving for hours, days if need be, just waiting for the moment when some cowering fool put their head about the corner and into the lazer sighting. He was composed in this kind of muscle locked stillness now, waiting with shrewd eyes narrowed to flinty hardness.

He smiled and smiled - one may be a villian - and glanced over his shoulder, mouth stretched too wide to be normal, too wide to be human.

She was a grim and determined and strangely serene little thing, leaning against the back bar and casting her melody out over the inn, scarcely loud enough to be heard in proximity.

Suddenly, the booth is not quite so interesting. He stops, deadcenter of the room; a turn puts his face towards the bar. He is tall and proud, Egyptian glory in a tall, lean mass. Dark hair about dusky featues, framing eyes as black as the Pits. Instead of shying back, he extended the dark of a hand, siren's song so compelling, a dark brow arching. A spider to a fly, an earnest invitation all the same. One doesn't always need to eat.

A lift of her chin was the first answer she gave, while the tune to Calon La^n wove its mysteries up from the good earth, life and health and strength growing up like reeds, like papyrus shoots, invisible to the eye be restoring to the soul. The ankh glimmered back at the Egyptian, out of place yet perfectly at home where it rested.

The breath eased out of him where it'd been locked tight in his ribs. Momentary relief that something, or someone had diverted the path of chaos' feet. At least until he realised that the Egyptian's back had him unquestionably facing the dynes ddoeth. Then he cursed. Spat the word out on a hiss.

Not even this deters him. Forms and figures are nothing but that - a body that holds something more. The song, the symbol, they mean nothing in the grand scheme of that which he is - that which he does. Instead, he takes it for what it is: scorn and rejection. His hand lowers to his side, the smile he'd been wearing withering, dying, laying back into the earth.

Men were too quick to assume rejection in the face of delayed gratification, even when they were more than men. She braced herself for the logical aftermath of his withering smile and offered up a silent entreaty to the Lady of the Night Sky.

It doesn't come. With this one, it rarely does. He is not as most men - perhaps is not a man at all. Instead, he turned, attention focusing on where it once was - but let that not fool one into complacency. There may be no action, no reprocussions, but that does not mean he will forget. He forgets nothing. This time, he takes great pains to be silent towards the booth, but it means nothing. Silence may be golden, but that does not mean that the sensation of madness and chaos that rolls from him can be stifled. It cannot, will not.

He'd cursed too soon. Eyes widened, he glanced at Ailis' a quick, scrutinising sweep to make sure she was as steadfast and sure of herself as always. He supposed it better that he hadn't had to abandon his seat to go spoil the Pharoah's fun again. He'd a distinct feeling it might be held against him.

Her shoulders rose and fell in the relief of the moment while the refrain rolled on as well, wave after wave of health and wholeness lapping at his ankles. She was, as Mesteno could probably attest, tenacious as a terrier about some things.

There are times where it is within his nature to be more than simply cruel. Sometimes, he takes it upon himself to be downright spiteful. Like some phantom out of an Abyss, a dark hand settles atop the table belonging to that booth, endless fingers, with more joints that can be comprehended, much less counted. When he leaned in, black hair went spilling over his shoulders. It pooled, piled, poured into a mass of that which was not hair - nor did the simple words most spoke create sounds that befit what his hair looked like. Confined spaces, small places, it's a horrible spot to be in when he leaned and leaned, drew too near - close enough that Mesteno could smell him, a collaboration of odors that no mere man could ever be composed of. He drew just close enough to murmur something there in the man's ear, lost in the din of the room.

It's but one word that he states - a word Mesteno had already heard once, that sunk into the cracks, the crevices in the mind, filled up all the grey matter like good mortar. Rhy'din was a place of many creatures, many creations, but there are so few such as this. Gods and devils, to be sure, but there are little in the way of forces beyond the means of men. Chaos likes to spill itself out, like ink on a clean white page, sinking into fibers and never quite going away, no matter what you do. "Nyarlathotep."

Hymns that lauded purity of heart were all but unheard of in Rhydin, let alone the taproom of an inn. Yet this is the song that rose up in her when need demanded it and this was the song that swelled a little louder, a little surer, as madness o'erset a booth in the back of the room.

One word is good enough - and then the song sounds louder and he does nothing but laugh at it's simple, pitiful attempt at driving him away: it sounds like rabbits screaming, the sound of children realizing they are orphans, and wives now widowed. And oh, how that laugh was right in Mesteno's ear.

To his credit, the lithely muscled young scrapper was indomitable. He didn't flinch away when the dark skinned man bedecked in precious metal came leaning into the privacy of his booth. Showed no outward revulsion at the impossible scent which came spilling in off the curtain of rich, black hair. However it was not nice to be trapped, rendered almost immobile by the memory of what had come before, and when the b*stard leaned to whisper at his ear (and he'd known it was coming, damn it all) which perhaps explained why his sudden reaction at the first syllable snapped through his muscles like a lightning bolt, had his hand moving with the bottle before he was even aware that his synapses had fired in reflex to have him swinging the Grand Marnier right at the Pharoah's head. Those stout little bottles were quite thick. Chaos inspired funny reactions. Especially when it was remembered, feared. The other hand was snatching out at his regal throat even as his mind swam in the mess of confusion.

It's amazing what flesh can do - the bottle explodes, alright - into a cloud of locusts and a pool of blood that had once been liquor. Both go flying in their own way. The booth now looks like a bloodbath, a hand and a handsome face covered in red. In the simple privacy provided, Mesteno sees something no man should - mouths and masses, baleful black eyes and too many tongues. And still, still, the Pharaoh coos at him, a hundred voices buzzing like a insects, burying stingers into soft grey matter. "Now why," he sings like cicadas in deep summer, "did you go and do that..?"

Gray eyes went wide as a pair of moons in a cloudless sky as plagues and madness erupted in one little corner of the room. How everything else managed to go unscathed and unaffected was a matter for consideration, but maybe the magic in the singing did something besides provoke.

He'd been prepared for the bite of glassy splinters, not locusts, and though he was flinching - an uncontrolled twitch really as a result of the word which he'd still heard, even whispered - he still recognised the stink of blood instead of the citrus sweet liquor, the locusts hopping over table, bench and lap. His hand still latched at the Egyptian's throat clenched and relaxed, clenched and relaxed spasmodically, the vision he was presented with in that privacy terrible, engrossing, making him want to recoil when there was no room to. If he had any balance it left him, vision swimming so that things seemed even more distorted. Was he expected to answer when his voice could not form coherent sentences? Only the locked hand seemed to insinuate his wants - to choke the life out of him.

Cruel, spiteful, these are things he has in spades. And yet, when it comes into his mind, he can be the very opposite. Amongst it all, is a rapid swing of mood, coming and going, barely able to decide. At once, all of the horror is mostly gone. Save, of course, the handful of locust guts Mesteno has grasped in his hand. He lifted a hand, slicked blood from a once-more handsome face, smoothed it back through black hair, nothing more than slick, silk-smooth strands. "Mesteno," he says, utterly calm and relaxed. "Stop." Certain words are not the type to be ignored, especially in a voice that was carried on lazy, lilting streams.

The energies of the song flowed silently around them, loosed from her tongue and grown sufficient, chicks flown from the nest. She moved from behind the bar to drift on their currents toward the pair in the booth, one foot in front of another.

Not all of the locusts between his fingers were dead. Some still squirmed, half-crushed (and ridiculously he'd have felt bad for that were he sane) but he seemed not to be aware. He shuddered once, violently, eyes like a mad dog's, until Chaos spoke his name and suddenly he could breathe without feeling as if he were about to drown. Stop? The hand clutchng the Pharoah's throat fell away. Sanity came crawling back. Quiet and shocked, he sat staring at the blood and filth in the booth, then up at the Egyptian.

His eyes slit on the man, black and terribly, direly amused - and for the love of all things holy, he smiled. He smiled like he meant it, like there was no horrors lurking in black eyes, but nothing but fierce pride, fathers to sons. "You are absolutely magnificent.." he murmured, perhaps more to himself, than Mesteno, but it's meaning was clear either way. He didn't think twice - nor care to ask if it were alright - but a hand lilted forward, smoothing dark hair that was not his own away. It was coated in blood. "You're alright," he said, in that same seeming tone - save this time, it was not pride, but reassurance, to let something small know that the nightmare, the bad dreams, they were all over. Done with.

The insects that still lived chirred and rustled and struggled to escape. Breath in the lungs sounded too loud in her ears. Mesteno was all right. The world was mad. And the dynes ddoeth stood on the brink of the end of everything. "Rwy'n gweld eich wyneb," she said evenly to the Egyptian's back, making the simple statement sound like an accusation. I see your face.

He felt nauseous, though his gut was empty of all but bile and liquor (and that was a burn coming back up, in no small way!) and every muscle in him was taut with horror, with outrage at the Egyptian's game. Still, he couldn't move when that hand came sweeping over his tangled hair, streaking the violent red of it with blood which barely showed, but clumped it. The Pharoah's frame kept Ailis from his view, but he heard her voice. For some reason it seemed to remind him he had a tongue, a voice, and he snarled furiously, shaking his hand free of bug-pulp and lurching upright. One hand wrapped tight over the back of the bench, and where he clenched his grip, the fabric rotted away, dust left behind. "Never again. Never." He wouldn't sit placidly next time.

He rose, he straightened, stabbed into the sky and stared down at Mesteno. It is hard to read his features, especially when simply staring at him too long tended to make one want to run, gibbering, into the night. "We'll see about that," he said, with a smile that went on forever. "But never so cruelly. I offer to you my apologies. I didn't mean to make it so bad - but you did hit me. I overreacted. Next time," he suggested, drawing strange sigils atop the bloody table, shapes that might make one want to claw their eyes out, "I will at least have the decency to ask first." His eyes had watched what his hand ha ddone and, perhaps, in a moment of graciousness, he smoothed the runes away. "Will you at least tell me your name, now? I have given you mine twice," he pointed out, regardless of the fact that, perhaps, Mesteno could not - would not - remember it. Let it be said that the woman behind him had not gone unnoticed. She saw his face? She wished. He had no face - not really.

Part of him wanted to barge past him, mow him down en route to the nearest exit in his haste to get away, but his pride was a powerful thing, and he stood there rigidly, shoulders squared and his outrage bleeding off him like a chill, like something licking under the surface of his skin. Being apologised to was something he'd never expected though, and he was rendered mute again (for a few short seconds). Don't look at the runes! He closed his eyes against them, even the lids blood spattered. "I'll save you the effort. Never speak it again. And yes, have my name damn it, I'll not hide behind false ones with beings like you," though Gem had tried for him, bless her. "Mesteno. You'd have found out eventually anyway." They all did.

Words had many meanings, flavors, weights. From where she stood, she saw only the Egyptian's back and, past his right arm, half of Mesteno's scowling and blood-spattered face.

He tastes it on his tongue, like one might a fine wine - or, for a name, perhaps like the smoke of a good cigar. His sloe eyes slit, drifted to the side a bit, thinking. Never a fine thing to let one of his nature do. "It is a pleasure, Mesteno. You really, really should relax, hm? It was but a game - far better what I did to you, than that other woman." Not, mind you, that said woman wasn't getting exactly what she deserved, but that was neither here nor there. He turned though - just to jut a long finger in Ailis' direction. "And you, good woman, had best be careful. There are some who are not so forgiving as I, when being sung strange songs to." Even blood-slicked - or, perhaps because of it - the Pharaoh seemed far taller, far more than most, even as he looked back to Mesteno, one corner of his mouth jerking upwards. "Please, give Fafnir my regards." And with that, he turned, striding silently towards the front door.

A pleasure was the last way in the world Mesteno might have described it. It was the kind of nightmare he couldn't fight with his fists, and public places were not the place to go trying to kill people...even beings like the Pharoah, unless a man had a mind to make it into the pages of the Rhy'din Post. It took a moment for the words to sink in past his jittery defenses, but when they did, his golden eyes went wide again. They pinned Ailis for a heartbeat, before his hand went snatching at the Pharoah's wrist. "WAIT!" Touching him was probably a bad idea. But he hadn't thought. He looked like a mad mad, unhinged grasping at his own tormentor. "Woman? What woman? Who're you talking about?" He thought he was speaking of Gem, naturally.

Nevermind Kestrel!

Her lips thinned, but she had hte sense to bite her tongue for now. She'd done what she'd intended, and she'd do it again. As he strode off, all sinew and golden skin and wrongness, she watched silently. Until Mesteno launched himself after and a small sound of dismay choked in her throat.

It was not a sensation left for children, certainly. His flesh roiled and melted, writhed and squirmed with all manner of things beneath. But the Pharaoh seemed not to care, laughed a little song of lunacy in his throat. But he drew back, ducking his head once more - that action along might've made Mesteno think twice, but...

"A woman by the name of Kestrel. She torments Fafnir's anchor, and I have been asked to drive her to madness, to weaken her before Fafnir and the Beast have their way with her pathetic mass."

Damn him and his whispers. It was not becoming to flinch away though, and he held still as another was offered. His fingers were quick to let go however, recoiling in revulsion at what they felt. Relief again, when it was not the elf, but the blood drinker he named. Some soft mumble of Latin in relief, and he stagger-stepped backwards. Still, the 'job' was something to think about. Chaos doing a favour for them?

Of course. Absolutely - and why not? What better thing to be asked of something like him? That smile went wild, wide once more, and then? He finished what he started: he didn't even make it to the door before he was gone.